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You're just not toxic enough.
#the apothecary diaries#maomao#jinshi#When she loves poison as much as she does...this really isn't as big of an insult as it may seem.#'I'd rather poison myself' from a girl who genuinely wants to eat the poison? Not bad!#This was a thank you gift for a friend who helped me out of a tough situation. I hope you enjoy this!#I am so sorry I still haven't finished season one yet. I promise I'll get to it eventually.#Maomao is a really fun protagonist and as a mystery lover - the detective plots she finds herself in are very enjoyable.#Even if she doesn't want to be part of them. Girl who just wants to mind her own business but keeps getting hired to snoop around.#Jinshi is a great character in his own right. He is also a wet little clown that I want to wring out and leave in the sun to dry.#Man...now I want to finish season one...I miss them...
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this unused carol talksprite is really funny to me because i keep imagining it being saved for future use in ch5 and people thinking the stain on her face is blood or something but actually it's just what happens at the festival when she draws her katana and slices up a bunch of pumpkins fruit-ninja-style. she turns to kris like this and is like "Oh, my apologies, Kris. I didn't see you there." and then after the interaction ends susie walks on-screen because she left when she saw carol and kris turns to her and susies just like dude what the fuck
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your design of me
#marcia#digital art#illustration#original art#yay its doneeee#oh garret#im sorry its always the same#its always about being a means to an end#and its doesnt matter if its a cold and calculating eye or a warm naive vision#they dont want you for you. they only want what you can do for them#and feeling needed and irreplaceable stopped feeling nice 3 lifetimes ago#all that is left are frustration and anger#dont you get it? dont you get it? the contours of what makes me me are not in the shape of your needs and wants#orion lavont#rosie lavont#garret#tcm#the clockmaster#oc#MARCIA CONTINUING HER MISSION TO SHIT COLOUR MAXIMALIST STYLE!#you know when youre trying something for the first time and youre like uh oh im having a feeling im not excellent at it from the get go#looowkey how im feeling#as you know ive been trying to incorporate more colours into my works#but i am yet to truly understand what im doing#i dont want to stumble into results with adjustment layers anymore#i wish to do things on purpose#I want to be in control! I want to make conscious choices!!!#anyway the purpose of these was to do something new and quirky#something other than faithful rendering#the most challenging part of this pic was probably all the papers. adjusting the perspective and all
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girls when there's a completely imaginary threat
#my art#twisted wonderland#twst#leona kingscholar#jamil viper#(mentioned anyway)#jamil viper x yuu#oc#twst oc#shiokawa mayu#jamimayu#yes this is me explaining her one sided rivalry with leona#he wants no part of this#i am very sorry she's like this#jamil doesn't know what kind of demon he unleashed
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Arcanegifs' Arcane Season 2 (2024) Character Poll Winner: Vi ↳ "Vi was strong because she was afraid. Her fear of losing us what made her fight so hard."
#sorry to your phones but it had to be done... also i tried gifing the scenes i havent done yet. this was so much fun!#god shes so handsome... my fave one is the one where shes in her black jacket just walking 😍 (the 19th gif)#arcane#arcaneedit#vi#vi arcane#arcane vi#league of legends arcane#league of legends#arcane s2#arcane season 2#arcane league of legends#media: arcane#type: gif#s2 ep1#s2 ep3#s2 ep5#s2 ep6#s2 ep7#s2 ep8#s2 ep9#ok i am EXHAUSTED this is why i almost never make 30 gif sets anymore LOL goodnight yall
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For the last 3 days, I've been brainrotting on a svsss & mdzs Genshin AU with a friend !! And wow I have so much fuuuun
#my art#svsss#mdzs#genshin impact#sorry no tgcf i didn't read it dksfksdfsdf#They live in reclusion far from the city and in mountain where Geo Archon doesn't have enough authority#rakshasa demon abyss and some humans lives far from society after archon war-#this is how cultivation happened and a lot of sect are created#and also myths that liyuan can fly on their sword are bcuz of them#even already imagine a battle between Xiao and Luo Binghe... yaksha vs half-rakshasa#I need to design nie bros and shang qinghua...!!#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#shen jiu#liu qingge#liu mingyan#yue qingyan#jin ling#jiang cheng#jiang yanli#wei wuxian#lan wangji#lan xichen#Shen Yuan would be a “descender” as traveler but he decided to stay in Teyvat#his vision would be fake and he loves dendro...#I draw jiang yanli but she is supposed to be also dead in this AU hahahzehae :sob:#I just love her yknow.......................#trying to follow genshin DA but... it is not my job#im clearly not a character designer haha i am just drawing for fun
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somebody give her a hug goddamit
#kleya marki#andor#cassian andor#andor spoilers#star wars#disclaimer this isnt how i really WANTED the scene to it would just be out of character i know i know#BUT GODDAMN SHE LOOKS SO SAD AND PATHETIC IN THIS SCENE I JUST WANTED HIM TO HUG HERRRRR#kleya marki i will love you forever#*loqdraws#sw#also also im sorry im really bad at drawing cassian#id happened to have done a few kleya studies a little while back so i was semi? familiar with her?#but cass... oh boy :D#sorry buddy#also i completely deleted one of the drawings for this somehow and i nearly crashed out#but instead i just redrew it all at 1 am like a normal person#okay goodnight now
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ok no I need to talk about this
the reason ralsei is changing is because of susie
the way he said it, darkners that are based on memories of loved ones can "only appear in specific darkness". meaning, originally, ralsei was kris' memory
and, similarly, gerson was presumably Alvin's?
except. gerson came back. it's the third sanctuary. a different dark world. but he's still here. and why?
because SUSIE remembers him. she wrote alvin the letter from him. she fought him and won and came back to look for him. because now he's in her memories, too.
following that logic, of course ralsei is in her memories too. more prominently, too, each time she returns to an adventure. he strays further from the blurry memories kris has, into something that's both theirs and hers
and, while we're at it, maybe ours, too. we shape him with our choices because we're part of this team too
#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#deltarune chapter four#deltarune chapter 4#deltarune chapter 4 spoilers#deltarune chapter four spoilers#deltarune theory#susie deltarune#ralsei#gerson#I'm so sorry immediately after seeing him again my immediate thought was “oh no its about memories”#well technically I thought that when ralsei was talking about darkners made from memories too but like#less coherently#this is just. fucking with me on so many levels#ESPECIALLY since susie DOES have gerson memories too?? specifically the bench. that she was sitting on in the memory#the one toriel found her on? thats been a memorial to gerson? yeah.#but dark world memories should count too#and. if they don't? whose to say WE aren't the ones corrupting ralsei#with our undertale memories of asriel and all that comes from that#like I'm pretty sure there's several points in chapter 4 where ralsei directly quotes from undertale#like things that without the specific mindset you wouldnt think about but like. the way he apologized to susie?#that he can clear every room ahead of us if we just let him be useful?#yall who played undertale would know EXACTLY what that reminded me of#and the scene where kris hugs him mirrors a similar one in undertale too. like I had to pause the video I was watching to take a breath#I have sooo much thoughts I am so normal do not talk to me about deltarune ever thanks
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"Dude," Steve says, pressing on his eyes because he feels like he's about to cry. "What the fuck."
"What?" Dustin squeaks, alarmed. "What? Steve, you're freaking me out!"
"Good!" Because Steve just worked eighteen hours and it's past midnight and he got thrown up on twice and there was a bed pan incident and even though he showered at the hospital he probably smells awful and it rained and he lost his keys so he had to take the bus and he's sweaty and tired and wet and cold and Dustin's DnD friend is hot. "I can't believe you'd do this to me!" Okay, maybe Steve's feeling a little delirious.
"Do what??" Dustin is full on shrieking right now. His hot friend is standing in their apartment looking more and more worried and hot.
"You didn't tell me he was hot!"
The expressions that go across Dustin's face is impressive, before they stop and he settles on a flat glare. "Seriously??"
Hot guy is now blushing and Steve will collapse if he doesn't keep with the righteous fury.
"I've been TRYING to get you two to meet for months now!"
"You didn't tell me he was hot, though! Dustin!!"
"I don't know what guys are hot, Steve!" Dustin says indignantly. "I thought you didn't like nerds!"
"Dustin!"
"Um," says hot guy. He looks like he's panicking.
Dustin's face changes again. "Oh, no. Oh, no, you're right."
"All this time!" Steve says and he really is close to tears. "You've been nagging on me all this time to find my soulmate, and you had the perfect guy right here?? You had him in my home??? Dustin!"
"Whoa," whispers hot guy.
"I'm sorry," Dustin wails now, just as distraught. "You love nerds, all your favorite people are nerds, I don't know what I was thinking, oh my god!" He whirls on hot guy. "Eddie, give Steve your number right now!"
"Okay," says hot guy Eddie, immediately. His face is super red and his eyes are wide, and he looks scared out of his mind as he fumbles his pocket for his phone. "Yeah-Yep-Absolutely. This is a thing that's happening."
Steve, tears burning in his eyes, watches as Dustin punches his number into Eddie's phone. "Okay," he says a little nasally, wiping quickly at his face. "Okay, I'm going to shower and then sleep for two days, and then pretend like this never happened so I can look hot guy in the eye when he asks me on a date. Sound good?"
"Sounds great!" Dustin says, all cheery now. Behind him, still looking vaguely scared for his life, hot guy gives him a shaky thumbs up.
#robin sitting up out of a dead sleep in her girlfriend's bed: something just happened#steddie#stranger things#dustin henderson is the worlds worst and best wingman i am so sorry to steve and eddie#eddie is less scared and more turned on but he IS still a lil scared bcs the sexiest man alive looked him in the eye and then started cryin#nurse steve my beloved#my steddies
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sandra lynn’s dating history now includes:
the most red-flag, gaslighting, married guy who became a world renowned insidious televangelist and ruined her perception of love and self-worth
the saddest, wettest, cardboard-box-living, yogurt covered man with an ancient hereditary curse of bad luck
the arch devil of gluttony and living embodiment of insatiable desire and hunger
a former drug addict, high school student councillor, werewolf, who’s probably the most mentally healthy person to ever exist
sexy pirate
#sandra lynn if u have 0 fans i am dead i love her so much#also sorry to garty o’brien they r more than just sexy pirate i just thought it was funny to end it like that#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy spoilers#d20#fhjy#sandra lynn faeth#spina speaks
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could u do the fiddlestanners a public service and draw them yurified 🙏🙏🙏🙏 for women's month after all
i love you gross horrible women
#yes girl fiddleford is toni collette#because i am in love with her#i do miss gender bending these fools#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddlestan#myart#genderbend#character design#i'm sorry women
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what Monch means by "it gets boring" is "I wreaked havoc amongst the Pantheon with my mind control dancing and they cursed me to only be able to use my powers in service of Gods" </3
Need to start actually drawing some more cotl characters so I started with Monch yipeeeeee
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl fanart#cotl monch#cotl lamb#my art#thats my headcanon anyways bc wtf is the deal with her ability. how did she not constantly abuse her power....#sorry i draw every 6 months i am just so busy. but i do have WIPS to work on :')#so hopefully i'll post more soon LOL#tumblr crumbles my art and spits on it tho PLSSSS girl the quality#anyways monch is my weird whimsigoth lesbian diva and thats just how it is for me
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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need a jealous bsf!rafe x reader where he is possessive and doesn’t want other guys touching her even though he touches other girls, so she is basically over it and at a party, she dances on another guy and he gets mad



౨ৎ in which bsf!rafe just can’t help wanting to protect you.
you were done with rafe cameron. you’ve decided it. he was your best friend, sure, but he was controlling, mean, overly protective, and he acted like he owned you or something. so you were completely done with him, forever.
this is the third time you’ve promised yourself that, and news flash — you never dropped him.
it wasn’t your fault, you try to tell yourself every time. he just wouldn’t let you leave him, shutting you up whenever you’d even try and be reasonable with him, yelling louder than you or slamming his palm over your mouth. but a little part of you knows that you like the attention. you like that rafe cares so much about you, even if it does ruin your chances of getting a boyfriend. today is the day that you break the pattern though, and rebel against his constant authority.
parties are where rafe thrives. he’s like a celebrity, it always wonders you how much people love him. during parties, he keeps less of an eye on you, assuming you’re just busy gossiping with your friends. but little does he know, you’ve found a boy — it wasn’t often you’d get the opportunity to chat with a boy that wasn’t rafe, and you were loving every second of it. you felt so free from your friend’s gaze, listening to the boy talk, his deep voice vibrating your brain.
but the issue was, the boy was boring. he didn’t talk about cool things, like dirtbikes or his life or death adventures or money. you hated to say it, but he just wasn’t rafe. your mind kept flashing back to him, how much more you smile and enjoy his company. maybe rafe was right. you just didn’t need boys when you have him.
you’re so close to excusing yourself from the boy, going back to rafe’s arm and giggling with him and talking with your faces really close together. you glance back to where he is, ready to retreat, until you see it. you see her.
you’re not sure who she is, but she bothers you. her hair is so gorgeous and healthy, and you can’t see her face from behind but she must be gorgeous. her arm is on rafe’s bicep — your bicep, the one you always hang onto while you’re walking with rafe. you hate that you’re jealous. rafe’s your friend, not your boyfriend, you have no reason to be. but it’s like you can’t control it, your rage, and before you know it, you’re blinking back any potential tears and touching on this boy — this stranger — like there’s no tomorrow. tyla is blasting through the speakers, and yours and these boy’s hands are all over each other’s bodies. you really hope rafe sees you like this, drunk off the smirnoff pink lemonades and enjoying another mans company.
it really doesn’t take long for him to notice. he’s so predictable. shrugging the girls hand off of him, rushing over to his dear friend to get her away from this lowlife.
usually he’d reason with you. coax you away from the boy nicely and lecture you. but he’d had a few beers and a line of coke and he was in no mood for politeness. a rough hand pushes the boy away by the chest, and rafe isn’t muttering a word to anyone, grabbing your wrist and stomping away with you stumbling behind.
he pushes you into a spare bedroom, the first private place he could find. sitting you on the edge of the bed, he starts pacing in front of you and rubbing his face as if this was hurting his head. it’s like your brain flicks a switch, back to “rafe rafe rafe” as you’re sat there with tears brimming your eyes, fiddling with your manicure as you bat your eyelashes up at him, remembering the girl flirting with him, and now you making him mad, and now he’s got you in a puddle of guilt.
“shit— it’s like, you never do what i say, huh?” he mutters, still pacing. “you know i do everything to protect you, kid. you even know who that fuckin’ guy was? no, m’sure you don’t, cause you don’t think. thought by now my voice would be in your pretty head, there to help you make some smart decisions every once in a while. but nah, nah, you see one other boy and it’s back to square one with you,”
you go to speak, glossy lips parting, but he shuts you up with a quick “no”, and stopping pacing to go kneel in front of you.
“everything i do — for you, okay? for you. my girl,” he often calls you that, it makes you weak every time. he grabs your hands. “stop fiddling, paid for this polish.” you stop instantly. “i know— i know you think that my protectiveness is, uh, stupid, but i need to be like this, or you’re gonna get hurt. i know you, baby. i need to be all over you for you to even have a slight awareness to not do stupid things. so i do take some ownership over you in that sense—“
you cut him off, muttering a, “don’t want you to take ownership.”
he huffs. “yeah, but i do, so…” he shrugs. “you’re mine. my friend, my girl. so i don’t like it when someone else touches my girl, or when you’re the one intiating it. makes me so fuckin’ angry, kid, makes me wanna, like—“ he cuts himself off. “so i need you to knock it off.”
you wanna argue so badly, but your brain turns to mush around him. so you sniffle and nod hesitantly.
“no, i want a ‘yes rafe.’ need your words.”
“i just think that—“ you try.
he cuts you off. “yes rafe. say it with me.”
“..yes, rafe.” you both say.
he squeezes your hands and gets up. “yeah, there you go, good girl. now do you, uh, need a minute, fix your makeup, or d’you wanna go back down there and hang out with me?”
your hand goes to his bicep as you stand up with him, and a ghost of a smile appears on his lips. “wanna go with you,” you say softly, leaning into him a bit.
“yeah, that’s what i thought.”
#౨ৎ isa writes#mm can u guys tell i love his biceps!!!#sorry i wouldve made her more of a bad bitch but thats not who i am#if rafe was near me id start drooling and nodding to whatever hes saying idk#obx#outer banks#rafe cameron#rafe cameron x reader#obx x reader#rafe cameron obx#outerbanks rafe#rafe obx#rafe cameron prompt
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messed up on bobettes size in comparisson 2 the rest of the holidays.. ive literally never played dandys world but that comic on tiktok by poilubsu (whatever this is) was so peak i couldnt stop myself from going deeper in2 the fandom. somehow a few of these designs r already slightly outdated to how i draw them ?? mostly the commons (SHRIMPO.) but it was still sooo much fun. due to rarity i only drew commons thru rares as post-twisting
misc doodles. i have such bad favoritism for shrimpo. and the number of drawing im holding from u bc its a rarepair is heartbreaking. maybe later !!!
had to come back and edit in some ms paint doodles
#dandys world#dandys world fanart#i have to tag EVERYONE ??? loooorrrddd save me#dw boxten#dw cosmo#dw poppy#dw looey#dw shrimpo#dw tisha#when i first saw looey. and i had been seeing a lot of dw in passing. i thought he was lowk fugly#but now ... i see the vision and im sorry#dw brightney#dw connie#dw finn#dw razzle and dazzle#dw rodger#dw teagan#dw toodles#brightney is such a funny character to me. why is shelly concerned abt being forgotten when brightney is right there#i know they gotta exist but i am yet to see someone whos favorite is brightney. love her tho !!!#dw flutter#dw gigi#dw glisten#dw goob#dw scraps#i was so mad drawing glisten bc gigi was SO FUN shes got such a delightful look. and glisten is just so GAY#but i do genuinely love his look. so fun to doodle#dw astro#astro novalite#MY SHAYLAAA i love taking a character with a big fluffy jacket or blanket and peeling them. he is now Small
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that one redraw trend ft. kataang💪🏽💪🏽💕
#i am also a ‘katara has muscles’ truther sorry#she is literally a Martial Arts Master she def got ‘ceps on her#not to glaze myself but i’m a huge fan of how aang’s eyes came out in this he’s such a cutie patootie❤️❤️❤️#atla#a:tla#avatar#avatar the last airbender#avatar: the last airbender#kataang#my art#artists on tumblr#aang#katara#fanart#katara x aang#aang x katara
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