#i am not. okay
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you ever read that one fic that was written in 2012-2014, was originally posted on LJ, doesn’t have the most significant stats but something about it grips you and suddenly you can’t stop reading and you can’t think of even doing anything else until you’ve finished it whether it’s 2pm on a workday or 4am and your eyes are prickling from looking at the screen and then you do finish it and it knocks the wind out of you, chest constricting tight like you’ve just taken drugs for the first time and something inside you wants to claw its way out and you need more of that universe of those characters but also you know nothing else can ever touch that and you want to form a support group with other people who have read it because oh my goooooooooodddddddd.
#fanfic#fanfiction#several#i need a drink or whatever the author put into that#something high proof#i am not. okay#mouth slack staring at my self tanning mitt because it's as good as anything ig#might stab myself to feel something idk#i can NOT BELIEVE someone just wrote that and left it for us to read i'm going to lose my mind
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What if I made an absolute fool of myseld, huh, wouldn't that be neat
#wanda wonders#RAAAAAAAAAH#I'VE BEEN SUFFERING FROM FOOT IN MOUTH SYNDROME ALL WEEKEND#I AM NOT. OKAY
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ok but Pinterest is totally the wedding planner right?

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He's never happy
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#katara#atla fanart#prince zuko#atla art#azula art#azula fanart#atla azula#princess azula#atla zuko#zuko art#zuko fanart#katara art#katara fanart#atla katara#katara of the southern water tribe#the gaang#atla meme#agni kai#The Last Agni Kai#sozins comet#From “I'm never happy” to “Am I happy?”#That's what I call character development#Oh Zuzu what are we going to do with you#(It's okay everyone still loves you)#(Except for Lala)#(But she's in the middle of a breakdown so it's understandable)#(She'd love you too if she was in a right place)
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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!
do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!
#i am so sick of writers having to anticipate the most boring#bad-faith readings of their work. i am like - if you use cheese as a currency#okay! as long as the world makes sense to me: cool. cheese tax. moving on.#my job as the reader is to suspend my disbelief and say okay! i am so sick of like#fanfiction authors having to write dissertations#because they had an interesting idea they'd like to try out!!!#just write it! if it doesn't make sense that's someone else's problem!!!#PS OP is autistic. yes sometimes i take things literally at first glance. then i think about it lol#this is so clearly not about accessibility etc. it's about like. girl even i an autistic person#am able to understand ''they probably didn't mean his eyes darkened LITERALLY''
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WHO WILL WIN
#chat what am i doing with my life#how do i even tag this#dashcon 2#dashcon two#strange æons#strange aeons#the muppet joker#the croakerverse#gif#meme#fan edit#kermit x joker#mcr#furby#cat#okay gonna stop there before it just becomes spam lol#dont ask me how long i spent on these
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#ra speaks#it’s a silly joke/pun dw#we stay silly :3#edit:#woahg. that’s a lot of notes. hi everybody o/#10k. stop clenching your jaw and drink some water.#15k. eat some fresh fruit this week! I’m having kiwis tonight :]#20k. quit sitting like a shrimp it’s bad for your neck! sit up straight and do a little stretch every now and then#25k. I’m up at 2 AM but I’ll get to see the sunrise today :] if you can’t see that I hope you admire the sunset later today#30k. do something fun you haven’t done in a while. I haven’t drawn in months - I think I’ll paint a cat tomorrow :3#40k. I just slept 9 hours straight for the first time in weeks :] remember to ask for help when you need it! no glory in senseless suffering#50k. it’s been over a year since I made this post. I’ve grown and changed so much and I’m so happy I have. but. I stay silly :3#okay random edit bc PSA: don’t tell ppl to kill themselves! even as a joke in response to a silly pun!!! some of us are mentally ill!!!
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Bat’s kiddos :]
#omg..here we go#dick grayson#jason todd#cassandra cain#tim drake#damian al ghul#damian wayne#duke thomas#batfam#dc#catman's art#grr…sleep time#<- literally forgot i have plans tmrrow morning and it’s 1 am :)#okay byee good morngin or afternoon whatsver
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Dick, holding Wally’s hand while they lie in bed: God I love this bed. God I love this house. And you. Especially you.
Voice: How domestic.
Wally: God?
Damian in his Robin suit, holding his bleeding side: No. It’s me. May one of you please direct me to the nearest medical kit.
[Frantic scrambling]
#Dick fixing Damian up gently: what happened? will you be okay? sleep here tonight we’ll get a room ready#Damian: tt I do not need your worry#I am perfectly capable of handling this on my own#Dick: that’s too bad baby bird because I’m gonna worry and I’m gonna help you anyway#batman#dc comics#batfam#batfamily#robin#nightwing#damian wayne#dick grayson#wally west#birdflash#incorrect quotes#mine
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can you believe that we have fanfiction. that we have websites dedicated to fanfiction. that there is a place that you can go and read tens, hundreds, thousands and thousands of pieces of writing that strangers have made. people who are not "writers". people who come home at the end of the day and have feelings and say, i am going to put that into words. i am going to share those words. short, long, sweet, sad, horny, funny, wonderful words. we are all just human and we all love to make and remake and share that with others. can you believe that.
#ao3#archive of our own#fanfiction#sometimes i can't even believe how much i myself have written. like i think i am not a writer. i am not doing enough. i do not write enough#and i look back and i have 34 (34!!) works on ao3 and reams of unpublished work on my computer and so long left to live. so i think#we will be okay.#writing
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My personal understanding of the situation
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#tf2 miss pauling#tf2 pauling#i wish i was home and could draw this digitally or at least well#i found out medics name at 2 am and couldn't go back to sleep from hysterics. funniest choice of a name for him istg#and i realized we were given miss Paulings name in the comic 5 minutes before drawing this#i love both their names. i will forever mourn Joseph Ludwig#but#this is so funny its so worth it#and flo..... Florence Pauling.... okay lesbian omg......... i#good for her#i hope she's happily married to the loveliest woman who loves her sm#and i hope medic doesn't cry himself to sleep after heavy laughs at his name for 3 hours
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It doesn't matter if that fic has been in your drafts for years and is now self-indulgent to the point of parody. If Steven Moffatt is allowed to do it professionally, you are allowed to do it for fun.
#every time I write I take a peek at my brain and it's just Steven Moffatt in there yes-anding himself#and I have to remind myself that that's okay#I don't know how he got in there but if I am responsible for keeping him captive so be it
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somebody asked for some Lilia with Meleanor, except the ask appears to have mysteriously vanished from my inbox (???) so uhhh. this one's for you anon! sorry Mel took your ask back to the afterlife with her!
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers#alert: i am about to be dumb about anime characters on tumblr again#yeah okay what else is new ANYWAY#i did read the whole 'oh but don't you love me and my idiot husband }:)' scene as romantic on lilia's part#extremely one-sided romantic. lilia you poor tragic moron.#(who amongst us can blame him really)#(if i was presented with a six foot three dragon princess with impeccable eyeshadow i'd probably just die on the spot)#but i do think mel and raverne still loved him very much even if it wasn't the same way#and the more i think about it the more i think it would be extremely funny#if malleus figured out pretty early that lilia was into his parents. just kinda got that one quick.#but. never realized it was entirely one-sided on lilia's part.#NO LISTEN he didn't know about the hatching so this would make perfect sense in his little dragon brain#it explains why lilia just kinda got inserted as his caretaker and was never afraid of him#and also he just. can't imagine anybody NOT loving lilia???#it's malleus straight-up referring to silver as lilia's son to his face and absolutely not getting that it's a whole Thing all over again#idk at this point it should be clear that i just really enjoy mal being hugely ridiculous about his batdad#god i hope we get 7.5 in august. i need new things to ruminate about or else im gonna keep exploding over this#i mean i'm definitely going to keep exploding over this anyway but i'm anticipating new and exciting things to add on to it#(in before 7.5 is just thirty seconds of grim eating a rock and nothing else)
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#wanted susie’s hand placement to be awkward in the first two panels#she’s like#is this okay? am I doing this right?#because it would mean holding the world in her hands#kris dreemurr#susie deltarune#krusie#utdr#deltarune#my art
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this concept art makes me want to jump off a fucking bridge

MIRA LITERALLY HOLDING HER ARM IN FRONT OF ZOEY, "PROTECTING" HER FROM RUMI
Y'ALL-
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