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is it standard kcd experience to say 'henry no..' when he messes anything up as if he has free will and im just witnessing his failures with second hand embarrassment
#juniper chats#i truly feel like HE misses the arrow shots#i may be aiming but he's firing#i dont usually experience this in games#like rng is different bc thats a dice roll#i truly blame henry for missing the target
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#bully game#bully cce#canis canem edit#gary smith#petey kowalski#kind of pooped off a bit with some of the texture here....#i dont usually do watercolour type stuff but im trying to experiment more rn#IDK. this makes no sense but looks cool so Who cares really (<- what the writers of the game were thinking when they wrote final showdown
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jet lag summer-ed too hard and now I'm hearing their background music all the time.
#currently its that curious flute tune#the one that they used both in crime spree and s12 e1#i dont know what its called. they use it often. it goes dooooooo do dooooo dodo doooo do dooooo and then dodo do dodo dodo do dodo#and then they usually fade it out#its my favorite :3#scratches my brain in a nice way and i always tap my fingers to it when it comes on#is that a weird thing to do - to notice their background music so much that i have a favorite?#i dont care if it is or not. i just wanna know if it's a unique experience#jet lag the game
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#;ooc#ooc#venchu staring off the distance-#i dont have high graphics but even then u can get the vibes-#god i love p.enacony so much; it gives me such aura- the vibes are SO good; impecable#the music too; its so relaxing;; luxurious-#i think s.tar r.ail peaked so much with it; like the next part must be really REALLY good in order to top it for me#i love when 'arcs'/areas in game have these very distinctive aesthetics/vibes in the sense of;;#where u could follow the design principles and come up with something coherent that perfectly fits the place#which is what i feel like n.atlan in g.enshin kind of missed#and why a lot of the characters look completely separated from n.atlan#like you can get a feeling when u see charas like l.yney; l.ynette; f.urina; n.euvi that they come from the same time and area#they follow such a clean cohesion that even when their designs are distinguishable and different from each other ; you can get the vibe sti#which btw im always up for things that fall out of the box; bc things arent always so rigid and 'fitting'#but i dunno;; n.atlan was such an all over the place area still; that the differences didnt feel enriching and engaging#and this isnt about the usual yadayada about m.avuika's motorcycle like im done with seeing that argument#i mean the -general- lineup; including looks/personalities/kits; all#anyways whatever what do i even know#bc even if n.atlan wasnt my cup of tea; maybe to someone else its their fav region u see#like how sometimes i dont vibe with n.asu's stuff; but other people do; thats just how tastes are#;delete later#dl#i dont tend to vibe with those strict unwavering labels that sometimes people impose; sometimes they can be very restrictive creative wise#but in my experience; having a -base- root/concept can help the inmersion and meaning behind things a lot#and it becomes an overall more memorable thing#like from knowing that base; you can expand and branch out and still make it feel engaging and new and different
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olderbrother!theo.....is this anything
#it could just be me but#theres smth ridiculously attractive about guys who are older siblings for a couple of reasons#1) that means theyre usually sufficienly responsible and mature#2) I a younger sibling tend to gel better with them (prob cuz of their older silbling energy)#3) IF THE YOUNGER SIBLING IS A SISTER fold. im folding. ive folded. gg game over i am weeeeeakkkkk#in my experience those guys are always the most sensitive and empathetic and very not toxic ARGWEHD im blushing just thinking about it#emotional maturity immediately makes you ten times hotter sorry i dont make the rules#e.txt#theo nott#theodore nott#theo nott x reader
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what do u mean u don't wanna listen to more hatsune miku?? that doesn't make sense.
#the song is “saw and pendulum” which eepy-samzie recommended!#i didnt know what song to pick ahah#next up breakcore babeyyyy#obey me lucifer#obey me nightbringer#obey me#obey me mc#obey me lucifer x mc#hatsune miku#i guess????#i think the comic came out all right#im doing a lot of experimenting here trying to see how to show movement and stuff#i dont usually even try to do backgrounds#anyways next comic...im drawin a chandelier in the background#im joking#next comic i wanna try to do something with less stylized art and in grayscale!#since im rereading the og game i wanna take inspiration from there#something a bit more serious maybe??#my art#but let me take a breather and just do silly stuff for a bit
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So this is a casual look to the inside of my head at all times. I had to do a role call 3 times to figure out who wanted to be where because they were all picky. You get a virtual cookie if you can name all of my nicknames for these guys. Maybe an art. Depends!
#NOTE. THIS ISNT ACTUALLY FOR ALL SYSTEMS. ITS LITERALLY JUST MINE. DONT COME AT ME FOR THIS.#every one of my alters is one that comes from a fucking video game lmao#i have nothing but introjects in this head#and while for the most part they're all sort of chilling on their own#they do like to look over my shoulder and comment on whats going on#most of these are usually inactive/sleeping#except Ardent#who has almost always been there#they've been my favorite#and went undeveloped for a while but still were a rock for me in my worst moments#mental health#dissociative identity disorder#nervously putting my brain on the table in the hopes of drumming up positivity for those undiagnosed like me#who KNOW they have it but cant or dont want to be diagnosed#idk. hopefully i dont get run off for this silly meme i made about my experiences with it.
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the epic highs and lows of starting to get obsessed with something; giddy enjoyment and bliss followed by frustration that you can't stop thinking about it and feeling ill about it but also not really? all feelings ive experienced in the past like. not even 2 days. release me
#btw im reluctant to say hyperfixation bc idk if thats actually what i experience so i usually default to “obsession”#anyways. its the fucking cookie game doing this to me. i came back to that game after a couple years like 2 months ago and now here we are#maybe ill go back to being excited and happy but for right now im stuck in frustration city#which is foreign to me considering usually i just stay in happy town most times this happens#i dont even want to look at it right now#this is also the first time in a while its happening while im actively in school. i think having actual responsibilities to attend to is -#- making it worse#i was fine. happy even this weekend. but today kinda sucked a bit!#genuinely could not stop myself from thinking about it. i was getting so annoyed at myself bc i was trying to draw and finish my project in#my art class and like. every 2 seconds my thoughts were interrupted 😔#this was so much nicer when i wasnt actively in school and could do whatever#but like. i got shit to do rn and summer breaks like 3 weeks away#melts into puddle. can i feel normal again soon thank you
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I want to get into resident evil but I'm a coward help me out guys (for reference I was sweating through the entirety of prey 2017)
I only watched a walkthrough of re8 when it came out and enjoyed it so now I'm curious
#im only writing down the more recent games bc i usually dont really enjoy playing older games#sorry im a modern gamer at heart i have little patience for older gaming experiences#ill play through them only if i have a really strong attachement to a franchise (eg dragon age or deus ex)#resident evil#personal nonsense#okay ill admit. i kinda miss ethan winters okay. i kinda miss the mold dad. dont ask me why i have no idea
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need to draw frequently again. need to make a video game. need to make MONEY. need to LIVE.
#i wish i wasnt so broke#it wouldnt make me feel like such shit about where my time goes#like i cant pay my fucking rent#i should be devoting more time to that#but im having such a crisis of faith about all of that#which is a whole vent in itself#my mind is all over the place these days#more than usual#really at a crossroads in my life#but 2024 has also been my gaming rennaisance#and that has been helping to keep me afloat#but now the fall has all these games coming out that i gotta shell out money for#like full ass 60 bucks#what the fuck#and also#if i gotta move back home in disgrace#i should be making the best of the time i have left here#and having more unique experiences in the city#but one of my job apps might save me#lmao imagine that#god#i dont even fucking know
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Okay, I have 'returned' from my minor Tumblr absence. I say 'returned' because I never truly properly left, as you might've noticed from the few things that I reblogged onto my main and whatnot. Part of it was just a break, but the other major part of it was... I went to a concert!!! Of one of my favorite bands that means so, so much to me.
Big tangent below that isn't very selfshippy related.
Now, I don't know how much I mention NSP on here, perhap's I have once or twice when talking about songs that I've added to my F/Os playlists, but I don't think I ever really went on anything too lengthy. And I know I've mentioned Game Grumps a few times on here as well- definitely not as much as Jerma- but One of the co-hosts of Game Grumps is the lead singer in NSP, and both NSP and Game Grumps mean a lottt to me, even if I don't mention them often. They've gotten me through a lot for a very long amount of years, ever since I was around 11~ish. Made me laugh, helped me sleep, relax, entertained me, and have said a lot of motivational and heartwarming things that have helped kept me going. Getting tickets to go see the band was nearly entirely on impulse, which is something that I don't really ever do, but this was beyond worth it. It... it felt like it reset my brain, almost. If that makes any sense. Like my brain was a computer that had been running on sleep mode ever since it first booted up and finally got restarted for the first time ever. I'm upset that I can't have the entire thing burned into my memory second by second cause it was incredible. The lights and noises were overwhelming at first and I had moments questioning if I should regrettably step away but I managed to cool myself down. It was magical, there was some crying, there still IS some crying, and probably always will be, and they did some really cool "Hey, however you identify or who you love is completely okay with us." TWRP was also there, which is a slightly longer story, but they were also brilliant. I used up a lot of my energy and tears during their songs that I didn't have any left for the songs that I actually anticipated crying over! I could go on for ages about it, but I wouldn't have chosen anything else. I actually think I needed this. It feels like I can think like...better. More clearly. I feel more relaxed about my future and spending money and just...UGH. There are the watery eyes. Maybe because I anticipated crying during some of the NSP songs it didn't hit me, but the TWRP stuff really came at me from out of left field and the little intermission dialog and..man. maaann. It was really funny as well and. I wish I could remember it forever I really really do. I never thought I would ever get to see any artists that I enjoyed live, honestly. Most of them don't tour anymore or are all UK based, and I didn't know if or when NSP would tour again, nonetheless if they would be anywhere close to me. I HAD to. And I'm glad I did.
I know this perhaps sounds like every other description expereince of someone going to a concert but.It just felt so good. To be in a room where I practically felt like I could just.. be myself. I will say the worst thing to come from all of this is just potentially slowly forgetting details and that now I will get FOMO over any and all future concerts that they ever have. Concerts aren't really my thing but that.. was magic. And inspiration and awe and. I still can't get over TWRP's songs and the little intermissions about the lead singer hyping us up over our humanly hidden potentials.
It's almost hard to listen to any of their songs now after listening to them live! My phone camera desperately needs to be cleaned so the few pictures that I got during the moment we were allowed to have phones out are really fuzzy. I got a really good spot standing at the top of some small staircases so I could see over everyone(and it was also a good spot to sit/lean against the railings). It was worth it. it was worth it all. It was worth the sleepiness and hunger and thirst and frustrations. In fact it exceeded that.
I also got to stop by an IHOP and BurgerKing and ironically I love both of those places and yet neither of them are within like an hour drive of me.
#Thank you Crowley for planting this idea into my head that quickly formed into something else.#And thank you to every other F/O that is going to be enduring my choked-up-ness over a band with a name that is moderately embarassing-#-to not intialize because of a word it contains. And also some of their funny songs follow suit in such themes.#Which normally isnt themes I indulge in at all but Ive gotten really comfortable with Game Grumps and NSP-#-so hearing those sorts of jokes get cracked from them doesn't phase me and even gets some chuckles out of me on occasion.#I know this isnt my usual selfshippy post but. This is the episode in a show where a character goes to a concert and it changes their-#-entire life. Or at least bits of who they are. Insert one or two examples here.#And there were certainly some F/O thoughts while I was there and driving there and whatnot....#Okay back to your regularly scheduled Kane posting. I remembered the bits of the storyboard posted for M.oshi Monsters movie-#-while at the hotel so I got a slight photo dump that I might do later tonight so ther is that to aniticiapte.#yeah yeah I know I went five seconds without mentioning him but considering that a convo i had earlier today with someone was-#-“What if I let myself indulge in my feelings over him and it gets worse. My feelings intensify.”#and they responded with essentially “MORE good feelings to experience? Why not indulge?”#So. I dont know how it can get worse than daily occurence for almost three months and still Heavens Forbid i think about any fraction of-#-affection betqween us or I might as well start chewing dynomite.#please dont let him be the next big thing plEASDDONTTT I AM A BLOG THAT POSTS ABOUT PIIXAR CCARRSSSSSS.#out of any character i could have struggled to tal k about why did everyone have to be so encouraging abouit it with him.#I do think that has contributed a lot. Having a lot of positive reaction and zero negative ones and so it has made me far quicker to post-#-about many thoughts that I have about him. I do feel like I have been extra posting since. he.#Whereas when I was in like. strictly Cars days I mostly posted about when the dam broke and-#-hey im getting strondeja vu this is verbatim isnt it. ive said this like fifteen times before havent i.#Hey FunnyMitten creature can you keep one post not about you. This was about a band. N.No I dont care that you also- that doesnt count.#im not adding your tag you dont get that satisfaction right now. Sorry everyone.
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So I just finished a new game I was trying and I am honestly super in love with it. The game isn't too long (it took me like 3 days to beat it) but Chants of Sennaar is, to me, the perfect puzzle game.
Chants of Sennaar is a language-based puzzle game. You, a foreigner, arrive at a tower full of disconnected peoples. It's your job to learn all their languages, their structures, and how to connect them. It's visually stunning, with bright colors and strange environments, all the floors are drastically different, and the end game really impressed me in how it was designed.
The puzzles (mainly just trying to understand the language) are straightforward and all the answers are available - you just have to find and interpret them. Greetings are the easiest and difficultly of language increases with each floor.
Genuinely, I adored this game. I never felt like I needed to look up any solutions, but I never felt the task was too easy either. The styles towards the end were some of my favorites as they dealt with technology and science themes. The game is easy to pick up and put down again, and sometimes it helped to walk away from a puzzle to come back with fresh eyes. I genuinely wish this much time and care and love (you can really FEEL the love in this game) was put into more puzzle-centric games, where solving a puzzle feels like a rewarding effort. I kept gushing to my partner over how much joy I got from solving a language, or even just a word I've been stuck on.
Anyways 10/10 puzzle game, it's on the Switch and Steam (probably elsewhere too?) and I highly recommend it if you like a good puzzle.
#puzzle games#chants of sennaar#game review#talking#i dont really do game reviews usually but FUCK this game was so good#it was genuinely such an engaging experience and i got lost in it wholeheartedly#i LOVED just throwing on a video and playing and just forgetting where i was irl#wonderful fantastic showstopping
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worst part about being a certain type of autistic is that i rarely change or add to my interests so while my other friends enjoy a lot of different stuff or switch fandoms happily i'm just kind of still where i've always been. it's not exactly that i'm being left in the dust i guess it's more like, i wish i could meet some people who have the same ongoing special interests and don't leave them every few weeks or months
#flynn speaks#like i think my most recent big change other than mha was dbd... that was almost seven years ago#of course i did also adopt re but i dont think to the same intensity as me with certain aspects of mha and certainly not dbd#dbd has been a part of my daily life for seven entire ass years. the only times i wasn't playing it was when i COULDN'T because of internet#i guess i kind of successfully adopted fortnite into my newer interests but that's riding off the coat tails of my other special interests#i guess it's nice that i do have a wide array of special interests compared to some more restrictive autistic people i've seen who have lik#one or two or something. but even if i have a lot compared to some people it's always the same shit... i adopt maybe 1 SI per 5 years#i just wish i could hold more passing interests. like i do experiment and play games or watch movies/shows i know i won't attach to#but i just wish i had that momentary fun that a lot of my friends have had over the years#alas. it is all or nothing for me usually#with rare exclusions like idk. star wars or yakuza where i would not consider them special interests but i get into them every now and then
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another "i can draw decently when the stars aligned correctly" case.
#hazbin hotel#bart's farts#to understand second picture you need to have iq 300.#lol jk its lilith and lucifer just from the helltaker game.#no fr i dont draw much lately cause i feel like all i do is boring generic shit. plus my technique kinda annoys me even though i like it.#whats more annoying is that i have some good ideas but too afraid to draw them cause it might turn out shitty. and it usually does.#cant make myself experiment freely and without feeling guilty sigh.
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SO THERE'S THIS APOSTATE NAMED MORRIGAN.......
#so far my dragon age experience has been me having low expectations bc its an older game#and nostalgia does a lot of heavy lifting with some games and how people enjoyed them#and then me being blown out of the fucking water#i have so many theories about who what and why and from where and im so used to automatically dismissing most of them#bc games dont usually get That Serious but origins has not pulled any damn punches so far so why would they start now??#anyway this post is about morrigan who i thought would be a villain and is instead so fucking funny#the banter with alistair is killing me#you know what else is killing me? the fact that she can't be romanced by a female player#AND THE FACT THAT YOU CANNOT FUCKING ROMANCE CULLEN IN THIS GAME#HE WAS PRAISING YOU AND STUTTERING AND BEGGING YOU TO KEEP TALKING TO HIM IN THE MAGI TOWRR AND YOU CANT ROMANCE HIM????#i am SO mad#i am glad i learned early tho bc i wouldve been holding out on a cullen romance the entire game and been very confused#i think ill romance alistair? idk hes a bit too much of a frat boy for me but he is growing on me#and i do love a man with manners (templars apparently)#also he mellowed out a lot after the darkspawn battle and takes things more seriously now methinks#and tbh i dont have many other options LOL#lelaina is. not my type (at least not yet lol she literally JUST joined the party)#BUT i am very interested in zevran. i havent met him yet but i think ill like him#i wanted to romance cullen :( and then duncan after that :( and then morrigan after that :(#i am also very glad i decided to start with origins bc apparently some characters make appearances in later games#and i LOVE that stuff#no more googling for me tho!! ive never played a whole series without any spoilers so i want to try it
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I'm not looking for Veilguard spoilers or new content but I also don't have anything blocked so ig it's just russian roulette if I see something I don't want to
#leo txt#i have complicated feelings abt spoilers#bc i never know until i see it if i didnt want to know if ykwim#usually i dont mind them#but also i will never forget when i got spoiled that han solo dies in tfa and i was pissed#and like i dont want to know big plot spoilers#but also i knew all the spoilers for every previous da game before playing them and it didnt ruin my experience so#like i said russian roulette
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