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4K video I filmed of Atlantic when I was on barricade in Phoenix 🖤
#sleep token#vessel sleep token#vessel#video#youtube video#song atlantic#those security guys in the end are my homies#they saved my life (ie gave me water)#i feel bad for crying in front of them
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Jax has a flashback after looking at corn 🌽

Pretty fast paced. I’m bad at comics lol













#stay silly :3#oobh#tadc#clorox art#tadc jax#tadc zooble#tadc pomni#art#the amazing digital circus#tadc fanart#eyestrain#tw eyestrain#Tadc comic#tadc episode 5#tadc ep 5#Its colored less realistically for most of the flashback because when bad things happen you feel like it’s not real#And then it got colored on the last panel because that’s when he realized that oh Fuck It is gonna happen#I’m NOT lazy guys trust!!#Also he’s not responding to them talking about him and crying in front of them because the flashback didn’t end I jus drew what pomni and#Zooble saw#implied sa#tw implied noncon
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theres people that build the entire map of botw in fucking minecraft and im sitting here for the 100th time within less than a year crying bc i cant draw a line how i want
#ganondoodles talks#and yet i have more and more in my head#i keep thinking of more and more things i want to draw and show and it keeps piling up#i have always been drawing “at a loss” bc my body is fundamentally unable to keep up with my head#so theres tons of things that just kind of died bc i couldnt get them on paper fast enough#but now it feels even worse#bc i cant get anything out#its not like a clogged drain that drains like half a liter over 5 hours like it used to#its fully clogged but the tap is turned way up so its just getting more and more and nothing gets through#and im tied to a post forced to watch as it rises and spills not able to do anything about it#its so dumb#i know i have enough skill to do the shit i want to do right now#but it just blocked- unavaible- paywalled perhaps but who do i pay and with what#all that is already bad enough but i also have to feel really stupid about it#stairs i have walked up before but now im just standing in front yelling and crying#getting invisible walled by myself but also dont know how to get rid of it or cheat it- which is stupid#shouldnt i know how to get through??????????? yes. yes i should.#maybe i should just not allow myself to even open the browser at all so i can at least stop making these posts#better for everyone probably
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just a couple of gals hangin out
#sea petrichor#comic#original character#mermaid#mermay 2025#girls...#hopefully nothing tragic happens to them#anyway i cried today at work in front of a vendor bc he was telling me abt smth and raised his hand to my face (not agressive towards me#he was just trying to prove a point abt what he was talking abt)#and i broke down crying in front of him dfgjfdgd helpppp#rip it was so out of nowhere like damn#his hand in my face gave me war flashbacks#dfGJDFGD bless him he was so apologetic abt it like GIRL ITS nOT YOUR FAULT ITS MINEEEE#not your fault i need help lol#i feel so bad for him 😭he was so startled#yikes#turns out i still need to work some things out <3 bless#anyway hope everyone is well i forgot tumblr exists!
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i feel as if im going mad so im going to just put this out here. real quick. movieunleashers starters ramble.
i cant stop thinking about how mudkip broke down in that one scene in "Typomaniac," when Chespin called him mean. for a second he lets his mask slip a little bit and to me he just... acts his age. he starts crying and calls chespin mean back. maybe im just hyperfocusing on this one detail but mudkip is about 12 years old.
and that just makes me wonder what happened in this guys life that brought him to where he is now. and it makes it all the more tragic how his whole world revolves around chespin, but he is the one bringing him the most pain. and how young he was when he died.
there is a large theme of growing up in "Rare Candy." the characters ages are emphasized in that particular episode, and one of the main conflicts is fennekin wanting to evolve faster.
the thing about characters in these stories is that they're not allowed to just be kids, to have a childhood. so many bad things happen to them. like. mudkips whole, Everything. fennekin when she was famous in typomaniac, or dealing with her own insecurities/pressure from society about her relationship w chespin. and chespin always having to shoulder his friends problems & always somehow managing to stay positive despite everything.
why cant they just. play video games. eat ice cream or something. go to the movies
at the end of the day, i think both mudkip and fennekin are characters who grew up too fast. by distancing himself from them, chespin refused to follow in their footsteps and just wanted to stay a kid.
good for him.
#starters movieunleashers#rambles#long post#mudkip starters#fennekin starters#chespin starters#NOT TO SAY THAT BEING 12 YEARS OLD ABSOLVES YOU OF ALL CRIME BUT GOOD GOD#i honestly think it was good for chespin to distance himself from them??? especially mudkip. holy cow#he seemed... happier(?) in wild oranberries but tbf its hard to say for sure#bc chespin loves doing this thing called “lying”#also. i saw the end credits sequence#not sure how to feel about it i do not have enough information to go off of#but i suppose itll make more sense... all in due time#but going back to what i said earlier i think the issues a lot more complicated#i worry about chespin that boys friendship is basically just “i can fix him!” like girl. no#THEY ALL NEED THERAPY#INCLUDING THE GANG FROM LAVENDER TOWN#*ESPECIALLY* THOSE GUYS#please. ill cry#i cant help but think this will all end in tragedy#i hope mudkip gets a good ending or at least a bittersweet one#like again. he kills people. but hes also like not even in high school and i feel bad for all of them#anyways IM SORRH GOR YHE LONG RAMBLE I RLLY LIKE THIS SERIES??? AND THIS THOUGHT WAS EATING ME ALIVE SO I RLLY WANTED TO SAY IT#hey gang. new hyperfixation#hm. i should also mention the “watching his close friend die on front of him and feeling responsible for it” to the list of chespins traumas#i domt think fennekin was a “bad friend” as much as i think she just had her owm things toing on#and its entirely chespins choice to dostance himself from her
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Worst part of all this is I struggle with Tua fanfic since there’s a good chunk of it that’s like. Deeply out of character or weirdly biased towards or against certain siblings. If anyone has good fic recommendations that don’t villainize Luther, don’t baby Klaus and Viktor, aren’t weird about Allison or Diego, and actually understand Five and Ben as characters please. Please send them to me. Preferably Klaus, Allison, or Ben centric 🙏
#trying to find klau centric fic that isn’t trying to paint him as the poorest saddest more trauamatized sibling is hard ok#don’t even get me started on fics with Luther in them. don’t even get me started#it’s not that it’s bad it’s just like a lot of hcs I don’t agree with and make me uncomfortable#I’m sorry but Klaus would not break down crying in front of his siblings and they would not rush to comfort him with soft voices and blanket#it’s just not how these characters interact. ok.#and I feel bad criticizing when I haven’t taken a crack at it but trust. trust I am cooking something up#Tua#the umbrella academy#fanfic rec
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Literally turning in the worst assignment and project I've done but at least the semester is over🤷♀️
#getting kinda tired of always presenting the worst project in my group#and I'm not being self deprecating it's objective#at least the teachers were nice with their wording so I managed not to cry in front of the 5 of them and all my classmates#(I did cry as soon as I sat down but just a few tears 🤏)#I didn't feel bad about what they told us bc I already knew the project wasn't well founded and we were expecting worse feedback#but I did feel ashamed#and the last few days I've felt really frustrated with my teammates bc they didn't realize we needed to specify a lot of things#+ no way they can't do basic formatting and make sure texts are centered???#+ they made the presentation which was very lacking and didn't prepare for it so there were a lot of things that were left unsaid#MAN#this rly doesn't help that I hate uni and I don't think I'm made for this career lol#in general I'm scared for my grades
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Stop im rewatching why dan is leaving me bc of ur post theyre so disgustingly domestic i adore them
sometimes i watch that video just to feel something
#you are so valid for that anon#theres something about the energy of that video that really gets to me#theyre filming cause its promo and its good clickbait and its silly and fun and Them#but its also For Them yknow?? theyre like we're gonna talk about how we're gonna be apart for the longest time since we've known each other#AFTER 13 years of knowing each other#just even framing it like that really is wild. but its exactly what happens. and they're both on the same page of yeah its a long time.#which. it isnt That Long but it IS for them yknow!#the silly intro phil does in front of Dan's closet. and it starts with dan going oi if you're crying about me it better be a long video!#its goofy and ridiculous. theyre in this bouncy happy uncertain mood. because theres gotta be some adrenaline with it but also appreciating#each other while theyre still there together. then its the complete lack of intro to dan bc come on now its dan you know him. obviously.#& then its the 'sphere' convo and im like bitch. he wants to touch you cause youre leaving!!! let him!!#then dans genuine shock at the swear like mans is down BAD. and then the teasing! the so real plant teasing. but also general life concern#the heart cactus makes me feel some type of way okay#the sheer domesticity of the stair convo and the ps4 struggle#and how phil turns it right back on dan with the selfie incident and dan is bashful about it.#and how phil just. gets to say that dan cant shower in the bus. bc it freaks him out. & ofc dan wont stress him like that.#(also the closet rifling. something dan's 'nice to know you do. in a dark drawer somewhere' vs the lacey shirt being lacey underwear idea)#the bathroom being very clearly a shared space.#goddd theyre sooo smiley and soft and i Cant#dnp#c.text#dan and phil
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FOXY AAND PUPPET ARE CANON!!!
I REPEAT, FOXY AND PUPPET ARE CANON!!!
I SAW THIS ASK YESTERDAY AND I WAS LIKE SURELY THIS IS A JEST? TIS BUT A PRANK THROWN UPON ME? PERHAPS MAYBE SOMETHING THAT READS AS CANON BUT ALSO GIVES PLAUSIBLE DENIABILITY LATER? BUT NO IT'S SO CANON IT'S ALMOST RIDICULOUS???!!!?!!!!!
FC even called Puppet MOMMM STOPPPP UGH THAT'S SO SWEET. PASSES AWAY
#asks#anon#i feel bad that monty ended up basically outing them in front of the editors???!?!!!#but i'm happy they're confirmed?!?!?!!!!!!!#one of my friends mentioned the va for them had been 'teasing' it for a while and i was like honestly real tbh bc i kinda like their vibes-#-more than kidscove (mainly bc i'm a sucker for the 'mortal/immortal' or 'normal guy/powerful being' dynamic <3)#so i think it's just. nice!!#i like them a lot!! and if anything bad happens to them i#will cry everywhere /silly#tsbs#mgafs#monty gator and foxy show#the monty gator and foxy show
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kicking my feet and giggling (<- just got apologised to)
#guys i have worth??? im actually a human being deserving of basic respect and SHOULD be apologised to if i am not given that??? holy shit#ok but like i actually was pretty mad and i just wasn't going to talk to them when the weekend ended but to think they'd actually apologise#guys i am a friend worth apologising to omg this is so nice#(<- was fuming over how i was a “friend” not even worthy of her basic decency and respect an hour ago)#LIKE IM STILL MAD#okay i actually cant vaguepost to save my life but basically this girl whos a friend i recently got close to and formed a friendgroup with#shes really fucking whiny and ive been tolerating it for so long but on friday she was extremely whiny and rude whenever i just asked a#simple question#and it's really draining and humiliating to be spoken to like poop on the sidewalk in front of other people#but anyway other than that i was really upset because during pe i wanted to show her my hip injury cuz i thought it was funny#(it wasn't diagnosed yet i just felt my joints moving weirdly)#and like that involves her putting her hand on my hip#so i asked her to do that then she started whining about how she doesn't want to touch me and that i'm weird for asking ppl to touch me#then she started telling like the 3 other ppl around us i was weird and wanted ppl to touch me#then this other cool girl overheard and looked at us funny i guess cuz then the friend said 'haha now [cool girls name] is also laughing'#i was so fucking embarrassed and humiliated i still want to tear up thinking about it#like are you actually my friend wtf i don't even need enemies w a friend like you#i wanted to cry so bad then#ugh i hate it#like you couldve just said no thanks bro what is ur problem#this just made me realise how much i hate how she talks to me sometimes#and i know i need to stop surrounding myself with negative vibes in order to feel happy#but its still so frustrating#we were doing so well the other day and google meeting everyday#then this happened and then she got mad and started ignoring me on the way home#bro idk i hate ts i should just stop making friends#rant
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i might be dumb as rocks lmao
#hdhddjjss you know all the mulling and being really down made it really hard to accept to be around people#MOSTLY bc its a 'ahhhh i shouldnt bother them they have better things to deal with'#but then it went back into isolating again and 😐 sir youre not getting better by doing this#jfjdjd did i ever say? i used to invite my friends to go study together and all early on#but i stopped doing that bc i couldnt handle the idea of people dealing with me#bc of everything that happened + not wanting to have a breakdown in front of people but#oh and also a bunch of classmate drama but thats a different thing#sO it turned into 'oh wait i think people hate me'#girl you isolated YOURSELF what do YOU think is going on#tw vent#vent#anyways.#so friends kept inviting me out to study this week which made me kinda :')#like listen. nothing about being here feels real tbh. its more a dream and im just ready for it to come crashing down#but it sure is nice to still be invited out and kinda reminded people want me around anyways#regardless if i think im not worth their time and all that#i just feel bad if i start crying on the spot if i show up bc i am ! a cry baby#vent in tags#its not really a vent but meh#anyways. assurance goes a long way basically. im very bad at asking for assurance bc i dont think people should bother but#when people do these things its nice#just small gestures and all#am i romanticizing it a bit? i guess but ill just hold onto any belief for some sense of good lmao
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So I’m just not allowed to have single happy moment huh? Not even for a fucking second?
#i believe that yeah mom maybe no one is perfect but I believe that you are pushing your luck - paraphrasing tfb here but ugh#parents will literally say you can tell them anything and then shame you for not being perfect#like fuck you#its not even that bad of a mistake#I accidentally left my car keys at the theater but I’m getting them tomorrow#it’s just that I’ll have to be dropped off and picked up at school by my dad#which he’s done for fucking years so it’s not like an inconvenience#you’re just an asshole who likes it when people feel bad#I’m already stressed because of fucking everything and this happens and I figure it out and handle it#but you can’t leave it alone you have to shame me#when I was younger and forgot my phone in the airport bathroom because I had been distracted by my period starting#you yelled at me in the middle of the fucking airport in front of everyone and made me cry even more#and then you apologized because you knew i was already feeling awful about it without you yelling at me#why did you bother apologizing when you do the same exact thing every fucking time I mess up#I hope you go to hell
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i saw my friend at youth group yesterday + one of his friends and they were so nice :( genuinely very sweet and i appreciate how kind they were :( he asked me about my trip and i started crying because u know... car crash... person died... and ugh
#his friend and him were just asking me like “are you ok?? how's your nose healing? :(”#“is the rest of your family ok?”#and then my friend gave me a hug and he was just being really sweet#love that guy hes so nice to be around#i noticed how him and his friend were talking rly softly to me and i just :(#like damn theyre really caring people#it was fuckinf embarrassing crying in front of them though 👎👎#they just looked so sad for me and hdksjwkebwej#made me feel bad
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sorry for liking and unliking and liking your post. symptoms so bad today I might go on a phone ban
#I'm always trembling like I got caffeined lately and I cannot figure out why#I have been taking care of myself I promise#I just want to shower so fucking badly#like so what if I pass out in it. I think that's worth it#maybe#ughhhhh#fr though the chest pain was so bad it followed me in my dreams like plsssss#let me forget for a little while every heartbeat doesn't have to hurt??#it's like the weeks when I was breathing incredibly slow trying not to panic and that was like 8 yrs ago and I only found out last year what#that was about while writing fic 💀💀💀💀 like oh OK that's why every heartbeat was incredibly painful for months#but why NOW I'm having more respirations I'm responsible I know how to breathe#fic writing has explained more about health to me than actual hospitals I hate it here lmfaooooo#....maybe I am forgetting to breathe actually I need to count them#but breathing faster feels like. stupid and forced and like I'm trying to simulate a panic attack#idk what's wrong with me at this point#always freezing and burning and feverish and like. that can be presyncope#usually hotdrinks make me sweat immediately#but this week even that and being right in front of a space heater my hands are like ice#.....maybe I will survive the summer after all#is it going to get worse every month thoigu. from blood loss. hrt could. save me probably#I should have left the fucking country when I turned 18#also waking up after sleeping in an actual bed not passing out on the floor#but feeling like my skeleton is a plastic miniature that was stomped on#idk I think I need to take a day to cry about the pain of being alive and then get over it <3#come here the great impersonator I need to process life again
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clingy clark



( synopsis ) — after insecurely taking advice from jimmy and spending hours online, clark distances himself from you. scared he might’ve overwhelmed you with his clinginess. all for a crying clark to come back home to you.
( warnings ) — none! just an insecure, clingy clark.
( tags ) — @jordiemeow [to be added]
“Just leave them alone for a second, Clark!” Lois laughs, watching as Clark’s arms stay locked around your waist, his face practically buried in your shoulder like a big, needy golden retriever.
“Yeah, dude. Clinginess isn’t cute. I should know. I’m probably the best guy in the room when it comes to women,” Jimmy adds from beside Lois, nudging her playfully before he’s met with a sharp glare.
“Oh, shut up,” you say to Jimmy, leaning back into Clark’s hold. “Just give me a few minutes, baby. Lois and I are talking about the article.” You give his arm a quick pat before slipping out of his grip.
When you and Lois walk off toward the printing room, Clark stays behind. He frowns, glancing at Jimmy and leaning against the edge of the desk, his arms crossed.
“Do you think that’s true?” he mutters. “Do you think they get annoyed when I’m too… affectionate?”
Jimmy barely looks up. “Most definitely,” he says flatly. “I mean, come on, man. You’re like a big dog. Always all over them.. hugging, touching, laying your head on them. If I were dating you, I’d lose my mind.”
And that conversation sticks in Clark’s head longer than it should. Later that night, he’s alone in his cold, quiet room. The only light in the room comes from his computer screen. He’s slouched in front of it, arms crossed tightly over his chest as he stares at the headline on the screen:
“Are Clingy Boyfriends a Turn-Off?”
His eyes scan every word. Each line feels like a hit to the gut. And the comment section? Even worse.
voidsuites: “I dated someone like this once. It was suffocating. I couldn’t even stand next to them without their hands on me.”
jordiemeow: “Clingy partners are exhausting. So glad I got out of that relationship.”
hrtfilm: “Clingy usually means controlling. Red flag behavior, honestly. Be careful, guys.”
jclolz22: “It’s not bad at first.. but after a while, it gets annoying.”
Clark checks every box.
He was always touching you, his hands under your shirt, his chin on your shoulder, his arms around your waist, even in public. He’d pull you into his lap in front of anyone. You were a constant source of peace for him. A calm he never wanted to be without. But maybe that wasn’t how it felt to you. So he thought. So he stopped.
Over the next few weeks, he pulled back. He stopped bugging you at your desk. Stopped waiting outside the bathroom for you. Stopped finding excuses to pass by your apartment after work. No more arms slipping around your waist. No more hands brushing against yours. No more sudden, warm weight of him behind you while you were reading.
And of course, you noticed.
Clark might’ve thought he was giving you space, but you felt the shift immediately. He was always the one who made you feel grounded just when you got too lost in your own head, he’d appear out of nowhere and wrap you up in that warmth like a big blanket. Now, it felt like something important had been quietly taken away.
But being you, you didn’t say anything right away. You just kept thinking. Replaying things over and over.
Did you do something? Say something? Had you pushed him away without realizing? Why didn’t he want to hold you anymore? When was the last time he stayed over? It was driving you crazy. So you decided to fix it.
On your walk home one night, you nodded to yourself, already planning it out. You’d invite him over. Cook for him. Make his favorite, rhubarb pie, using Ma Kent’s recipe (which you were absolutely going to call her for).
But while you were lost in your head, something strange happened. A shadow passed over you. The sun was still high, the sky clear. No tall buildings around you. No trees. No reason for a shadow. So you looked up.
And there he was. Clark, flying overhead in full Superman gear, clearly trying to look casual. A blur in the sky, pretending he wasn’t watching you from above like some lovesick satellite.
You just smiled. Because you couldn’t exactly call him out in public. Superman was supposed to be busy saving people, not floating above his partner on their walk home like a weird, adorable stalker.
But the next day? That was different.
You had the day off. You were in your apartment, music playing quietly from the radio. You leaned against the counter, sliding a tray into the oven. Ma’s rhubarb pie. You were trying your absolute best to get it right before inviting Clark over for dinner.
And as you stood back and wiped your hands on your apron, your eyes drifted to the window. There it was again. That familiar blur of red and blue just outside.
You sighed, walked over to the window, and pushed it open.
“Clark,” you said dryly. “Get inside.”
He tried to pretend he hadn’t heard you at first, looking away dramatically. But eventually, he floated in, landing softly on your floor. He didn’t say much, just sat down on the couch, eyes glossy, face tight with emotion.
You stepped between his legs, placing your hands on his shoulders as he instinctively held your hips, his touch cautious.
“What happened?” you asked, gently.
“What do you mean?” he tried.
You raised your brows. Really?
“I just…” he started, wiping his eyes with the back of his hand. “Jimmy said I was being too clingy. And then I read this article online. And all these comments. And I thought… maybe I was making you uncomfortable. I thought giving you space was the right thing.”
You lowered yourself into his lap, taking his hand from his face and wiping his wet cheeks with your thumbs.
“And you listened to Jimmy Olsen?” you teased softly, trying not to smile too hard.
He sniffled, nodding. “He said girls hate guys like that. And everyone online agreed. I just wanted to do right by you, baby.”
Your hands moved to cradle his face, your thumbs brushing his cheekbones as he looked up at you, big eyes full of guilt.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered.
“It’s okay, Clark,” you said, leaning in to press a kiss to his lips.
He kissed you back, slow and soft, holding onto you like he was afraid you’d disappear. When you pulled away, you stayed close, your foreheads pressed together, your breath mingling.
“I’m sorry,” he repeated, barely loud enough to hear.
“I told you it’s okay,” you murmured. “I’m not mad. I just wish you would’ve talked to me first before disappearing like that, alright?”
He nodded, still holding you close. Then suddenly, his eyes widened, nose scrunching.
“Wait… do you smell something burning?”
You blinked. “Shit. The pie.”
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if my neighbours don't shut yhr fuck up and go to bed im going to make the news tomorrow
#I DONT CARE THAT ITS A SATURDAY NIGHT!!!!! THEYVE BEEN LOUD EVERY NIGHT ALL WEEK!!!!! WHILE IVR BEEN IN SO MUCH PAIN!!!#thr intensity of my depression this week keeps taking me by surprise i havent felt it this bad for months. please dont let it be seasonal#my sanity is barely clinging by a thread#i did 2 things this morning and then sat down at my desk and sobbed for hours + then dissociated until almost 10pm i have no recollection#i am feeling so so terrible and i can hear them even with earplugs in please if i cant have anything else i just want to sleep#u know shits fucked when ur wildest most desperate fantasy is just to fall on thr floor and cry in front of someone and they dont leave#and they let you put your head in their lap and stroke your hair or your back until you fall asleep and we dont even need to say anything#please. i dont have anything else to say im going to bed again
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