#i keep forgetting to check my inbox lmao

[curedaily]

Hi hi!! Would u do cure coral?? I love her!!

Cure #118

Cure Coral

[dr-gl0rbiez]

I love me some Cowgirl

me too!!! By far one of my most favorite characters to draw, even if i dont do it often

[woodsborostabathon]

FAUXCEST FROM THE SCREAM MUTUAL I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE CHILL LIKE THAT!! fuck yeah

WELL YES!! i am very much a Shipcest Girlie like one of my top shipcest pairings of all time is from scream actually 😭 so i AM fully down w it,,,gotta be one of my favorite tropes fr 😼

[craostulpa]

uh I'm not plural, at least probably not lmao {judging by how one of the users I frequently interact with "makes" users who interact with them plural I don't even know at this point /silly} but uh I'm real lonely in this hollow head of mine lol,, I've heard of tulpamancy and considered it, but I don't think my situation is too good for a tulpa, my parents wouldn't be happy with it, I'm hardly a teenager yet, and I just wonder if I'll regret it.

I just. I'm lonely in my head and like it'd probably help my mental state/help me not overthink. but like. AGHH tulpamancy makes me nervous for my safety?? not exactly safety but my parents won't be happy. or at least it'll be awkward or just. they'll say they're supportive but really aren't?? I may be just like. thinking of the worst but,, jeez it'd be better if I just. was plural naturally. it wouldn't be by my own hands and my parents probably wouldn't be like "you're reckless!" or smth. god I'm so lonely

So. This message has been sat in my inbox for a few weeks (months?) now and I haven't touched it because I've been busy with my degree. But more importantly, it's taken me some time to figure out how to approach this one.

I haven't been around in the plural community proper for a good few years now and am feeling a lot better off for it, frankly, and your silly comment reminds me why. There's a lot of "interesting" people out there, moreso nowadays it seems, and it can be hard to know who to trust for people just getting into things, which is why I occasionally revisit this blog and check my messages.

I hope that you do see this message, I was tempted to throw this inquiry aside on a skim but you seem like you have a sensible head on your shoulders, understanding that you may regret your choices in the future. Firstly I want to say that I'm genuinely proud of you for second-guessing yourself given your situation as a young person with their life ahead of them. I probably wouldn't have in your position.

You've already made the important step in finding an answer which is "is my situation going to be good for a tulpa?" One of the reasons that I drifted out of the community, especially the mentorship program on Reddit, is a mass influx of new folk who refused to consider their tulpa as close to an equal rather than a thing that is there for the host's entertainment. If you think that you will be unable to take on the responsibility of taking care of a fellow person, then I advise against it.

This being said, your other points strike me as odd. There's no reason why your parents should find out to my knowledge, I managed to keep my system secret for a very long time until I willingly revealed them (perhaps not my smartest decision, but such is life). Even after I did, and I have found this with friends too, is that people will quickly forget they exist if you don't parade them around. People will see what they want to see. I also want to say that while "loneliness" was, at least in the past, seen as an undesirable and selfish reason for creating a tulpa, it is also the reason I created Destiny 12 years ago. And ultimately there are levels of selfishness. I think that this is one of the better ones, if you can provide a fulfilling life for them.

I think that most of all you need to take a few breaths, sit back, and think about what you want and what you can provide in return. You are clearly very anxious, and I don't believe that you should be from my experience. You're also very lonely, and I am hoping that the manic energy in the last few sentences is from the anxiety and not desperation. If it is hitting that point then you need to think about how your actions and mental state may impact somebody else that has to live in your brain with you. A final note. You say that you're "hardly a teenager", and that's okay, I'm not going to belittle you for thinking of such big decisions at an early age. But I will say that I had a large internal world between the ages of 13 and 17, and actions there later gave rise to another member of my system. Actions that I am not proud of, hormonal teenagers are not good decision makers, especially when these things are inside of their own brains. Granted, at the time I didn't *know* that the being that I was interacting with was sentient (technically I still don't scientifically, but you get my point), but I wouldn't give that version of me access to a tulpa. You need to conduct yourself with a certain level of maturity that is hard for some *adults* to achieve. I can't give you a hard answer on whether you should or not, but it's important to keep all of these things in mind. And don't place people who are "plural naturally" on a pedestal. We're all just folk who have struggles of our own, natural or not. Sharing a brain comes with a lot of problems too, and you need to spend some time considering them before making the leap. (Also I'm sorry if I come back and respond to this again or edit it, my brain is absolute mush currently and I'm meant to be finishing an essay on magic and religion in Renaissance literature, send help.)

[inevitably-johnlocked]

hello steeeeephhhh :D

yet another rant incoming - hold on! (or ignore your choice lmao)

but like-

OKAY.

idk why it took me so long to watch the rdj sherlock holmes movies but like... HAHAAHAHAHAH HOW CAN A MOVIE TRY SO DESPERATELY TO BE STRAIGHT AND END UP SO BEAUTIFULLY GAYYYYY

lmaoooo literally can't. it's just too funny!!!

i watched them both (are there really only two?) (nvm i just looked it up myself - yes there are only two)

thaha. holmes constantly trying to sabotage watson's relationship with mary and watson actually giving in to holmes' attempts to keep him company... it is hilarious!

OH aaalso... the first one was made before the bbc show right? it's funny to see the parallels between those!

(bbc did better but honestly nothing will ever be better than bbc sherlock to me...)

(jude law is an amazing watson!!! not entirely convinced of rdj as sherlock holmes. maybe i didn't buy his british accent xD (or maybe i am just too big of a sucker for benny boi xD) (who am i kidding ofc i am too big of a sucker for benefit cumbernoodle))

ANYGAYS!!! i hope youre okay and i am sending you hugs!!!

btw i am sorry for my random rants in your inbox but... i don't know i just love the way you interact with your asks... ask-people? what is that called??? idk but i hope you know what i mean!)

whoop!! reminded me of how much i love sherlock haha (not that i could ever forget i am just in desperate need of a rewatch)

(am i making too many brackets?) (i totally am) (shut up turtely it's getting awkward) OKAYYYY BYYEEE

love you take care youre wonderful and loved and beautiful and perfect just the way you are and I NEED TO STOP AND BRING THIS TO AN END NOW!!!

-🐢

Hey Turtely!!!

OMG I LOVE RDJ Holmes, and it's so BEAUTIFUL. The first one came out in 2009, and Sherlock came out in 2010, so yes, RDJ Holmes was first, and I fell in love with that one first (I got into Sherlock in 20...13? Just before season 3). The two RDJ films are still a couple of my faves, and there's been talks for YEARS for a third one (I know both RDJ and Law want to do it, but I think the problem is all the issues plaguing WB...)

AND OMG the BEST PART?? Law literally shamed a reporter for calling their relationship a bromance; I think they BOTH want the third one to be an explicit queer relationship, but I think the big hurdle is the studio interference and (BEFORE 2023) was the remaining copyrights not having expired. NOW that all the ACD canon is public domain, the big hurdle is the WB.

Anyway, I love them, SO MUCH. I ship them SO hard, and now I think I'm gonna go rewatch the movies because they're SO beautiful. I love them to bits.

Since it's been over a decade since the last one, I would LOVE SH3 to explore them older and together. I think that would be lovely.

I have a lot of fun stuff in my rdj holmes , ritchie holmes , and sherlock holmes 2009 tags you can check out!

And thank you for your kind words. I will try my best to take care of myself <3 My heart is a squishy at the praise LOL

[gojonanami]

‧ ˚. 𝐅𝐀𝐐 !!

‧ ˚. will you do x, y, z request?

check my rules! i take requests / suggestions on an inspiration basis (if it sparks something, it will be added to sab [future fics] tag). as a rule, i don't write overly specific requests (or i may pick and choose elements to include) -- but i do not write fics with readers with specific appearances or overly specific plot points.

‧ ˚. when will you post your next fic?

i try to post every friday / saturday around 8 PM EST - but since my fics are long as heck, it sometimes takes me two weeks to write one fic (since they are usually close to 10K or above 10K). i usually make update posts so just check under sab [speaks]

‧ ˚. do you have a taglist?

i do not! i only have taglists for series. i will tag based on those who show interest/ interact with fic posts (concept, snippets, etc). if you like the post, you might get tagged, but if you comment asking to be tagged you def will be!

‧ ˚. can i write a fic based on your concept posts?

no, please don't. those ideas are for me so i can keep it in mind and so i don't forget an idea i have (because i have the memory of a squirrel).

‧ ˚. why aren't you answering my ask?

this blog typically runs on queue - i do check here and there -- but i try to answer asks in the order received (i tend to run behind due to real life obligations). so i will get to your ask. if you send in requests, sometimes i don't reply because i'm keeping it in my inbox to see if it will spark a fic down the line! on another note, if you sent in something rude, i likely just blocked you - i don't tolerate hate in any form - directed towards me or anyone else.

‧ ˚. why do you post so many asks?

you guys interact with me a lot and i'm so lucky, but because of that it may seem like i'm clogging the dash, but really, i'm just trying to reply! i love talking to you guys so much and i just want to keep an active community!! i try to queue them between 30 minutes to an hour or longer between them at the very least!

‧ ˚. why are you writing this fic with x, y, z thing/s?

this is a hobby. i will write what i want. obviously there are things that are no gos - but i write dark content and very occasionally aged up character fics (usually not because the characters i tend to write for are already adults lmao). also i'm tired - i have a job, family stuff to deal with -- i don't want to argue with people over fiction. don't like what i post? block me!

‧ ˚. do you have any writing tips?

i have writing tips under sab [writing tips] - i am planning on making a masterlist of them, but for now, they are tagged under there.

‧ ˚. can you comment on discourse?

no, i don't care about discourse. i am an adult. i have a full time job and an elderly parent to care for. i have my own friends and hobbies, i do not have time to argue with people. i just want to have a good time with you guys and i love talking to you all about our collective brainrot :)

[nyoomzz]

First of all, thank you for your recs and reviews that you share on your twitter. I love to read them.

Can I ask, have you ever been fed up with het romance? This is how I've been feeling since the last few years.

Do you have any mlm non-canon ships from shounen that you liked?

Do you mind if I ask non-romantic shoujosei recs and shoujosei that focused on male MC with male lead or female MC with female lead (not anything with m/f dynamic)?

Thanks so much @nyoomzz and sorry for this long ask....

hii im so sorry this took me so long to answer i keep forgetting to check my inbox 😭

i do honestly sometimes to the point that i know it's childish and unreasonable lmao. maybe it's more that i'm tired of it and i'll always prefer m/f friendships, but once in a while i'll find something good and i do have my share of faves m/f romance! just that i'd put reading queer ones first always 

hmmm my faves are definitely hinata/kageyama from haikyuu (im fine with both romantic or queerplatonic just that they're definitely absolutely soulmates) and kurogane/fai from tsubasa reservoir chronicles they got me so bad...

ok i think over this list a lot but let's just go with some that i've personally read and like and i'll note the relationship between the main leads too:

- ikoku nikki, aunt and niece living together 

- play it cool guys, four unrelated guys whose paths crossed coincidentally

- kageki shoujo, two girls aiming to star in the takarazuka revue, unlikely roommates

- golden days, a boy from the future and a boy from the past (there's romance between them)

- the case files of jeweler richard, a jeweler and his newfound assistant

- double house, two unlikely neighbours 

- haha to ane, fucked up sisterisms

- tenohira size, a family of a mom and her daughters recently going through a divorce 

- no. 6, i guess it counts as bl but i still wanna mention them lmao

- butai ni sake, you've probably known that it's written by sasamiya's mangaka so like yeah

- some other recs mentioned by friends that i haven't read: antique bakery, after meruhen, himitsu top secret, junkyouju takatsuki akira no seikatsu, itomeguri no sobyou

i hope that's not too many and once again sorry for taking so long to reply 😭

[butchheffron]

you're so fucking real about how hard it is being a hbowar dyke 😭 my mum keeps asking why I like watching the shows so much, because she doesn't understand the concept of gender envy

I keep forgetting to check my inbox lmao but YES it’s so rough out here like understand I do Not want babe I Am Him

[mogai-headcanons]

hello, i’m so sorry to bother you, i really am. i don’t want to seem annoying, i just want to check bc it’s been a while and my other requests are on the list so i want to make sure tumblr didn’t eat it lmao (as it happens sometimes)

i sent a Good Omens rq w a fluidflux Crowley and amaryllis Aziraphale (for reference) and then an extra bc i forgot to add some lil things to the og ask, and i’ve not seen it in the inbox check list,,,?

ofc no hurry AT ALL to get to it, that’s not the issue not even the slightest /srs. if it is on the list and i’m blind as all hell please disregard this ask and i’m really sorry for the annoyance !! love your blog a lotttt and everything you do, keep up the awesome work /g

dw about bothering me, it's not annoying to get asks like this one! i hate when reqs get eaten too so it's always good to know

anyways, i remembered seeing this req come in so i checked — it disappeared from my inbox when i was updating it right after it was sent in, but it's there and has been added (around number 45 in the inbox)!

(tumblr has this fun thing where, when you scroll through the inbox and it loads a new 'page' worth of asks, it tends to just kinda forget about an ask or two in between. they reappear later after a new ask has been sent in or an ask has been answered/deleted above it, idk why)

[fancyrat4]

I remember you said in chapter 34 that you had the idea to write a oneshot collection for MSMD

Any ideas you had for the oneshot collection?

Sorry I’m just invested in this story it was an absolute treat

Yknow, I keep forgetting to check my inbox, LMAO. I really appreciate your questions, though!

I have LOT'S of ideas, I'll come back swinging real soon! It won't have an update schedule, I'll just slap whatever on it whenever I want. It's not just gonna be MSMD, but any other LMK story I come up with. I might drop some ideas of my own to kickstart it, it's gonna be a surprise!

[silly-lil-scribbles]

I saw your reblog about wanting asks in ur inbox and one of the options was "why did you follow me", and I forgor so I actually went back in my notifs to check and turns out it was a post of yours that I reposted about bonzo, but then I realized that I kinda didn't wanna put that in the ask so I went back but then I already lost the post where the options were listed on the the only things i remember are "a compliment" and "what's on your mind rn" So I'm using this as an opportunity to say you're really awesome sauce and cool and every time I see you in my notifs I need to stim a little bit and also your content/ reblogs kinda made me realize I might very well be on the aroace spectrum, so thank you!

And also I really need to infodump about the podcast I'm currently kinda working on that I keep on forgetting I even did the worldbuilding for, but I also really need to do school work right now because I'm behind on my deadlines for the semester end project again but I really don't wanna do that lol

tldr: You're awesome sauce and also do you wanna maybe hear about my podcast?

(sorry for the yapping, I'm sick with covid and haven't talked to anyone much lol)

HELP IT WAS A POST ABOUT MR BONZO??

also thats like exactly what happens to me while doing anything

and aaaa thanks!!!!!!!!!! aaaaarrrgghhaaaasssjk ^^

fun fact: me reblogging aspec posts is also what made ME realize i was aroace. I WAS DOING THAT SHIT TO BE AN ALLY BUT THEN IT STARTED GETTING TOO RELATABLE. it was about two weeks of me just getting like exclusively aspec content on my dash and just always rebblogging it because i thought it was interesting before i realized uh wait a sec this sonds familiar. lmao.

im sure you remember why i followed you, i was impressed and a bit concerned at how you were in my notifications 24/7 and decided that yeah we need to be friends immediately

YES YES TELL ME ABOUT YOUR PODCAST RIGHT NOW AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

(no worries i love yapping!!)

[choupichoups]

Uncle Jiang, Madam Yu, you asked me to take good care of Jiang Cheng… and I did. Now rest in peace. (☞ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)☞

Joke’s on you, Piaoming kept making heart gestures every time wangxian were even slightly mentioned during that ep so I’m too busy laughing to be emo at anything related to it 

[thisismeracing]

Jealousy, jealousy | LH44

SOCIAL MEDIA AU

Pairing: black!actress!reader (she/her) x lewis hamilton

Warnings: curse words, Twitter environment, it’s not proofread, etc etc. Minors DNI!

summary: After a red carpet interaction, people are shipping Yn with Chris Evans without knowing that she's dating a pilot. What will Lewis do when he sees the fuss internet is making about it?

Per this request 💜 I hope you like it, nonny!

a/n: none of the pictures used are mine, they are all from Pinterest and other apps. everything else is made up by me and I do not give permission for it to be published on a different platform. I would appreciate it if those things could be taken into consideration 💛

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cevansupdates

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cevansupdates Not Chris instantly putting his sunglasses on when he sees Yn 👀

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captainamerica09 rumor has it he’s obsessed w black girls, and after this interaction I think its true

ynsunshine DID HE REALLY GOT READY TO CHECK HER OUT???? 😳😳

evansparadise Chris Evans and Yn Yln together is not a couple I saw coming but I 100% approve

1990yn I am always speechless with how pretty Yn is ❤️

lewishamilton

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lewishamilton Life has been the best with you by my side 🤍

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yourusername SIR- I- I THOUGHT YOU WERE JOKING!!!!

sirroscoeh Lewis really said fuck soft launch and fuck those people shipping my girlfriend with an average white man

⤷ moviestaryln average????

⤷ sirroscoeh just a joke, bestie, I like them both, but I gotta be honest I would jump on sir lewis hamilton without giving it a second thought 🤫

georgerussell63 I had to listen to him complain for a whole hour!! 💀

yeehawricciardo I TOLD YALL!!!

popyn someone check on chris evans please LMAO

monzaatittude not lewis jealous of his superstar gf

ynsunshine1 the picture of yn giving the middle finger AHHAHAHA lewis is so petty, I love him for that

yourusername

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yourusername I thought it was supposed to be a soft launch, blame it on the Sir ❤️ ily, babe

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mercedesun THE LAST PICTURE OMG

hamilton8 I am in love with their relationship

ynprincess I love to see my black queens being infinitely loved 😭🤎🤎

roscoeking is your boyfriend single, yn?

ynandlewis I'm just thinking how did they manage to keep this a secret 🤔🤔🤔

⤷ schumercedes it wasnt 100% sucessfull tho, some people were able to connect the dots

franceformulaone yeah, guys, looks like that crazie was onto something

If you liked it, don't forget to click the small heart button and reblog as well <3 my inbox is always open for feedbacks, thots and random talk

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[minty-fanfic-corner]

Not Enough [Zhongli & Diluc]

Wow, where do I even start? I wanted to write in September but I drowned in uni work lmao. Y'all want a secret? I really don't like uni ARG. I'm finishing my semester then I'll be working full time as a barista, so I'll be able to focus on stuff that I truly love! If you've sent me stuff in my inbox, I'm slowly working on clearing it, I'm so sorry ;;;;

If you wish to commission me or support me, here's my KoFi! (I take both art and fanfic commissions!)

Warning: Established relationship with both, mention of injuries, angst to comfort

Part 1 [Xiao & Venti]

Part 2 [Kazuha & Albedo]

Zhongli

When Lumine arrived in Liyue, you felt so small compared to her. She did not have a vision, but somehow, she was still able to wield geo power. How cool was that? Well, you first thought it was amazing! But quickly, you realized how small you felt, by her side. What could a simple, visionless adventurer like you do to catch the eyes of the people around you. Even your friends were starting to forget about you. Before, they would always ask you about your commissions and adventures but now… They were only talking about the blonde traveler.

-Y/N! We’re going to be late if you don’t hurry!; one of your friends said, taking you by the arm. This brought you back to earth.

You blinked a few times and shook your head quickly to chase all those thoughts. Then, you gently freed your arm from your friend’s arm before saying:

-I’m sorry, I can’t come today I-

-Oh right, another said. You’ve got some commissions or training to do huh? Again?

-Well, yes! I still need to imp-

-To improve, bla bla bla, we know Y/N. But don’t you think you’re losing your time?

-I… I’m sorry? ; you asked, taken aback by their words.

-Well yeah- You keep trying, but we all know that you will always be a burden to Lumine. So we think you’re just wasting your time.

-Hey! We said we wouldn’t tell them about it! Anyway, the first said with a sigh, we should go or we’re really going to be late.

Their words were still echoing in your ears, and you were too numb to react as they walked away. Yet, without realizing it, you made your way to the guild for your daily work.

Two days had almost passed since this incident. Zhongli hadn’t heard from you since and worry was starting to grow in his stomach. Yet, he sipped his tea to calm himself down, his gaze looking over the harbour. Maybe you were just late for the date you two had settled? It wouldn’t be the first it happened… He knew that you had the tendency to overwork yourself after all. As he was lost in his thoughts, familiar figures walked by. Weren’t those your friends? Well, he got up to ask them if they knew about your whereabouts.

-Excuse me, have you seen Y/N by any chance? We were supposed to meet an hour ago, but they have yet to arrive.

-We know that they left on a commission this Wednesday, but that’s all. We don’t know where or what the commission was. ; the first said.

-And to be honest Mister Zhongli, our last conversation with them didn’t end quite well because of someone! ; claimed the second, glaring at their friend.

But their bickering quickly came to an end as they felt Zhongli cold eyes on them. It almost felt as if he was crushing them with his golden irises.

-If anything happened to Y/N, I’ll make sure you t-

-Zhongli! ; a new voice shouted.

The ex geo-archon already knew that Lumine was worried, he was able to hear it in her voice. When he turned around, his doubts were confirmed as he saw Lumine’s and Paimon’s faces. They both seemed worried and panicked.

-What’s wrong? ; he asked.

-It’s about Y/N! Katheryne said they haven’t come back yet, so they gave me the commission details. We should go check on them, now.

Zhongli simply nodded, as he felt a lump in his throat, preventing him from talking. But before he ran away with the Traveler, he shot one last glare at your “friends”, who wanted nothing but to disappear at this moment.

You had been in a half-conscious state for the last day. You had fought treasure hoarders before, but this time, they were a lot. They easily outnumbered you and without the help of a vision, potioneers only had to throw one bottle at you to knock you out. You couldn’t see them properly, everything was blurry and you couldn’t move from the dizziness. But you were still able to hear their muffled voices.

-They don’t seem to have anything valuable on them… They don’t even have a vision.

-Their weapon is quite old too. We’ll be lucky if we even get 200 Mora selling it.

-What should we do with them? Leave them here?

-We’ll let the boss decide…

Then, they all started screaming and you heard weapons clashing. Fear washed over you; “I’m going to die” was all you could think, as you succumbed to the darkness.

-Don’t worry my dears, they will wake up anytime soon, a voice said. They’ll need to rest for a while, but they’re not fatally hurt.

Was it Madame Ping’s voice?

-Thank you, Madame Ping, a new voice said. Was it Zhongli?

As if on cue, you slowly opened your eyes, only to screw them shut again as the light made your headache worse.

-Y/N!!

That was both Zhongli’s and Lumine’s voice. They seemed… Relieved? But even as they seemed relieved to see you awake, tears managed to escape your eyes.

-Y/N? My love, what’s wrong? Are you hurt? , your lover asked.

-N-No… It’s just, you started. It’s just… I’m sorry for being a burden.

As the last words left your lips, you started sobbing uncontrollably. You thought Zhongli and Lumine were going to be mad at you; you thought that you didn’t deserve to cry because of how weak you were. But Zhongli gently wrapped his arms around your body and drew you closer. You managed to open your eyes, to see Lumine kindly smiling at you.

-Please, don’t say that, she said. I’m glad to have you as a partner!

-Y/N, my love, Zhongli then said. You’re not a burden. It hurt to see you thinking this of yourself. But you’re not a burden. I love you, and I don’t know what I’d be without your help. Thank you for being here, my love.

Diluc

-Can I come with you tonight? , you asked Diluc, your husband, as he was getting ready to leave the manor for the day.

-I’m sorry love, but I don’t think it’s a good idea, he said while he finished tying his ponytail.

Even if you understood what his duties as the Darknight Hero were quite dangerous, you wished you could accompany him. At least just for one mission, just to see how it was and to feel helpful to him. Yet, you simply nodded and said a quiet “it’s okay, I understand”. Diluc looked at you with a small smile and kissed you on the cheek quickly before leaving. And once again, you were alone in the cold manor.

When you woke up the next morning, the other side of the bed was still untouched. Well, Diluc didn’t come back last night you thought to yourself with a bitter taste in your mouth. He’d probably come back later today. So you went about your day in the empty manor. Sure, there were some maids and butlers here and there, you they were all busy working and cleaning.

And this gave you an idea. Maybe you could clean Diluc’s office while he was gone, no? He had been complaining about the mess and papers slowly gathering on his wooden desk. Yet, he didn’t let anyone but you in his office, because he didn’t want them to mess with his papers. But you… You knew which documents were important and were to put them. Surely your husband wouldn’t mind! So you made your way to the office, a small smile on your lips. 

Hours had passed and the Sun was already starting to set. You looked around the office with a satisfied smile on your face. The window was opened, and fresh air made its way in the room that is usually sealed. The desk, which was previously covered under piles of documents and dust was now visible and cleaned. The papers had been put in a chest that Diluc used to store them. Only a document, on which he was working on, remained on the wooden surface.

-Y/N? , his voice called from the front door. I’m back.

-I’m in your office! , you answered.

You heard his footsteps making their way to the room where you stood. Diluc finally appeared and you exclaimed “Tadaaa!” as he took a look around.

-So? What do you think? It’ll be easier to work now that your desk is cleared, no? , you said with a proud smile on your face.

-Well, I can’t say the opposite, he laughed a bit. He truly looked happy as he walked to his desks. There, he frowned as he saw the two documents sitting on his desk.

-Hey Y/N, where’s the document on the current situation?

-Oh, it’s probably in the chest, you said as you opened it. They’re all in alphabetical order!

Diluc crouched down to look at all the documents. A worried look started to appear on his face and worry started to grow in your stomach as his expression changed.

-Diluc? , you asked quietly.

-It’s not there, Y/N.

-What? But if it’s not on the desk, it should be there!

-Did you throw it away? , he asked with an accusing tone.

-No! I didn’t throw anything!

Diluc sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose; he was clearly annoyed.

-I want you to find it now. Aether and I found something and I need the document now to confirm it’s linked to our case. Archons, you shouldn’t have touched anything, I’m losing my time with you.

As the words left his mouth, he turned around. He was ready to leave to continue his mission, ignoring your pained emotion and tears building in your eyes.

-Diluc! , Aether called as he saw his “co-worker” arriving to their meeting point.

-I’m done with the case’s document. I’ve noted everything we found today, the blond said.

Hearing this and seeing the document that Aether was holding in his hands, Diluc froze in place. He didn’t move, which worried Aether.

-Diluc? Is everything ok? , he asked.

Diluc shook his head as he took the papers that were handed to him with a shaking hand. He swallowed the painful lump that was blocking his throat before speaking:

-I just got in an argument with Y/N. I… I thought they had thrown the document away.

The red haired pushed the document back in Aether’s hands before running away. Aether didn’t say anything, he knew that Diluc was feeling horrible.

-Y/N? I-I’m home, he called as he opened the door of your shared bedroom.

But the whole room was dark, and you were nowhere to be found. He had looked all over the manor already and he was unable to find you. Where were you?? As panic started to take control of Diluc’s brain, he noticed movement outside. There, sitting at one of the tables of the winery. He quickly grabbed a blanket and made his way outside.

-You’ll get sick if you stay out in the cold dear, he said has he gently put the blanket on your shoulders.

-So what? , you asked. You didn’t notice it, but you drew the blanket closer to get some warmth. Wouldn’t it be easier for you if I were sick? Or even gone? So that you wouldn’t lose your time with me anymore

-Y/N, please… Don’t say that. I don’t want you gone, I don’t want you sick. What I said was a mistake. A terrible mistake, I… I’m sorry my love.

Tears started to roll down your cheeks and a quiet sob left your lips.

-I’m sorry Diluc, I’m sorry… I’m sorry I’m not enough for you.

-Sshh, love, you’re more than enough. I understand if you’re mad at me, you have every right but… I’m sorry. I’m truly sorry that I lost my temper earlier. I love you, and I can’t imagine my life with you.

-You promise?

-I promise… But now let’s get you inside, or you’ll get sick, he said before carrying you bridal style.

[jesse-pinko]

I don't like Walter White. I don't know... he's an objectively well written character but I just don't vibe with him.

Not because he's done so many fucked up things in the show (because most other people have messed up pretty bad, as well).

Walt just didn't pass the vibe check for me, I guess.

I don't find him badass, personally. He can be really cringey sometimes.

I just have to bear with him whenever I start rewatching the show because he's the protagonist. It's weird.

Lmao I am so sorry I keep forgetting to go through my inbox and actually respond to y’all but Yeah Basically!! I think there are actually three main reasons his character rubs me the wrong way and this might sound bad but none of them are bc he’s a murderer (it’s fiction lol) number one I can’t stand having secondhand embarrassment and he’s so cringe he makes me have to pause the show every five minutes to pace around my bedroom for another five minutes so it takes me foreeeeever to get through a rewatch which is annoying and his fault number two he operates less like a drug dealer in terms of his criminality and how he operates and more like a domestic abuser, esp the way he jerks Jesse around but also in just how little effort he makes to keep his family separate from his criminal dealings, he makes a big talk ab professionalism but everything is always personal w him which is why nobody wants to work w him and his family man schtick is ironically a big part of why he’s so despicable. Number three I haaaate condescending ppl and being condescended to it is my least favorite human flaw and I’m not saying you can’t have any redeeming human qualities if you have a bad habit of condescension but I am saying we would not get along lol

[author-morgan]

i sent in an Eivor request and was wondering when it might be completed. it’s been a few weeks now. if you don’t want to write it that’s fine! i’ll check with another author who wrote for him.

I was just going to turn a blind eye to this ask, but you know what? no. I am one of many fanfic writers on this site that is tired of being treated like crap. I put in hours of work, hours of my own time, writing what I want and fulfilling requests for friends and strangers all for FREE. only to never be reblogged by the person who requested it, to never even get a reply to the post or a DM to say 'hey, thanks for writing my request, I liked the story.' I'm tired of it. and now you want to put time restraints on how long it takes me to fulfill a request that you sent me? lmao.

to get things started off, my requests are currently closed. they have been since the summer of 2021. had you looked at my pinned post (which I'm assuming you did to even see that I took requests), then you would've seen this:

all the stories I've recently posted as responses to asks are me trying to catch up on requests, hence why I am not currently taking new requests. I still have over 10 requests in my inbox and numerous requests through DMs to write before I even think of opening my requests again. but if this is the new attitude? then I might just keep them closed forever now.

secondly, believe it or not. I have a life. I am an adult with responsibilities and a Ph.D. student. which means (even in the summer) I have to work sometimes 50 hours a week writing papers, being in the lab, and helping external users with analyses, even though I'm only paid for 20 of those hours (and for the cherry on top, the pay is shit to begin with).

forgive me for not having an endless amount of time to fulfill your request in less than two weeks when it's a big deal to just be able to cook a meal at night or have an hour to watch TV or play a game. and may I remind you, WHAT I DO WRITE IS ALWAYS FREE. but it's not really free is it? it costs time to write, edit, format, and fight Tumblr's shitty post editor to make sure I don't forget people on my taglist. I am not being paid, this is not a hobby for me, not a ko-fi side hustle.

and lastly? my motivation to write has been shit as of late because I know what the response is going to be like. my friends and mutuals will reblog (and I love them for it) and then it'll be ratioed to hell by likes. when the notes on a post look like this, that's an issue. and it's why content creators are leaving this site or not posting as much as we used to.

I'm not writing for clout but when there is a reblog to like ratios like this on every single fic? and when the person who requests said fic isn't even among the reblogs? it's a slap in the face. it's mindless consumption which isn't what fandom should be about.

if you want more content on Tumblr, it is a two-way street. you have to interact with us by reblogging posts. you should reply with a simple comment, even if it's just 'hey I enjoyed this story' or 'this was cool.' otherwise? don't be surprised when your favorite writers, artists, editors, gif makers, etc stop creating and leave. if you can hit a like button (which does absolutely nothing) you can take one more second and reblog too.

and idk, if you want a story written with a super quick turnaround time maybe you should consider starting to write yourself. quality over quantity in this house and in the words of Alton Brown "your patience will be rewarded." just ask @mrsragnarlodbrok who has waited sometimes 6 months to have a story written and posted. so yeah, rant over. get off your high horse anon. I don't owe you shit if this is your attitude toward fanfic writers.