#i'm 19 noW...

[nutmeggery]

actually I will say something about this:

setting up a romance line but waiting until one of the actors is a freshly legal adult before executing it is creepy, actually, especially when the co-star is 15 years older

[bigdickdaddysatan]

I WAITED 4 YEARS TO USE THIS

[screwpinecaprice]

Audio from Markiplier's Slay the Princess play through. (Content warning for the playthrough's gore and blood though!)

The sketch of what I originally wanted to submit for Glow Week's day 6, but I remembered a bit late that I already did the proposal schtick last time. Lol

So I scrapped it to make a different submission. Still, couldn't make it to the actual week. 😅 I think I'll have super late submissions on June.

[klayr-de-gall]

Guardians

[maddyscrsideblog]

A collaged monument to my love for Orym of the Air Ashari: from his first appearance in EXU to the finale of C3, roughly 200 illustrations 💚

[its-worm-time]

who up grieving an online website based around an absurdist version of baseball

[mayasdeluca]

MAYA AND CARINA STATION 19: 7x10 'One Last Time'

[marzipanandminutiae]

as a woman who grew up with an emotionally abusive mother constantly telling me I needed to wear more makeup/more revealing clothing/date (boys) more/go out to "normal" parties more, I despise "she should be at the club"

god forbid some people- especially young women, who already have to deal with a thousand different behavioral standards from a thousand different directions -not have the same dreams and desires for their lives as you do for yours

fucking hell. the correct response to "women should stay at home and have kids and be submissive wives" prescriptivism was not MORE PRESCRIPTIVISM

(I also just saw a poll asking if people partied as teenagers, and OP responded that the answers were "killing them" because No was winning. like? why is everyone so personally invested in other people having a very specific kind of fun?)

[sentientsky]

The Quite Nice and Fairly Accurate Good Omens Script Book Depiction of Gay Yearning by Neil Gaiman

[10yearsofdnp]

June 10, 2015: Happy 10 years to the absolutely ICONIC time Dan got prank called by Pete Wentz on Radio 1's Call or Delete! Personally I'm still laughing about this to this day, what a beautiful moment 📞😜👺

+BONUS tweet and Dan's reaction! (x)

(And for my fellow 5SOS fans out there, Pete also calls Michael Clifford in the first half of this audio!)

[mylo-space]

oh WHY is it always the funny haha shows that get me, why is it when i put on a show that's just supposed to be background noise it turns into something i MUST get invested in, fuck whatever i was working on i guess now i have to give my full undivided attention to the funky rainbow space marines. because why the fuck not. no and i'm totally normal about it, i'm perfectly capable of being Totally Normal about the Funny Haha Show, just don't ask me about Special Agent Washington or Church and Epsilon or Washington or Private Michael J Caboose or Agent Washington or-

[cinematicnomad]

i think???? i've finally finished giffing the terror.

[mayabishopgold]

I, too, love my dad very much. He's brilliant. He's funny. He's my hero. But that's why it took me so long to realise that he wasn't okay. Carina DeLuca | Station 19 - 3x14 "The Ghosts That Haunt Me"

[faynthearted]

god I love rediscovering half-finished tianshan fics/drafts that I started years ago and completely forgot about. it's like I'm reading someone else's work and it's fantastic! there's so many.

in case anyone is interested, so far I've found:

a WIP named "leverage" that seems to be about guan shan having to stay at the He estate for his own protection against whatever mess the He family has gotten into. I feel like someone might have requested this a long time ago and I forgot?

another WIP named "p.s." that's about tianshan being bitter exes and yet somehow guan shan finds himself housesitting for he tian while he travels for work because he tian has a dog that they adopted together that needs to be looked after and guan shan still cares about it -- and, clearly, about he tian too. I honestly still like this idea and the writing isn't too awful... hmm.

a VERY primitive draft of desecration, probably written when I was just beginning to brainstorm. it's crazy to see how much the story has evolved based on this flimsy WIP draft. I'm half-tempted to post it just for shits and giggles even though it's poorly written

another very short, primitive draft of desecration, written from zheng xi's perspective

a WIP named "smoke and mirrors" for a switched family background AU for tianshan. I actually got pretty far in writing this (~7k words) and I don't remember a single thing about it. veryyyy interesting. I kinda want to post this one too, or at least one scene that stands out

a WIP (unnamed) that seems to be about guan shan conning he tian at the train station for some money. I'm almost positive this was a tumblr request, but based on the date/time stamp of the draft's document, I'm not surprised I never finished it. life was crazy and miserable at the time

and while I'm here, I might as well mention the WIPs I do kinda remember but decided not to pursue in favor of desecration:

a WIP named "patchwork" set in historical China, wherein guan shan (a potter/artisan) has the ability to see and manipulate (i.e. tie and cut) red strings of fate. he's commissioned by the he family to participate in a traditional wedding ceremony for he cheng. of course, he tian takes an interest in him while he's there. the only issue is that guan shan cut his own red string when he was younger, an irreversible action -- and, for some reason, he tian's is cut too. weird, right? yeah. but he tian doesn't know this, and guan shan isn't planning on telling him anytime soon 😌

a WIP named "arsonist's lullaby" written from he cheng's POV throughout he tian's childhood. I'm not going to say much about this one since it might actually be written/posted one day as part of the terra firma series...

and finally, a WIP (unnamed) for an AU in which guan shan is a retired police dog trainer/handler (??) who now works at an auto shop. he adopted some of the dogs that either flunked out of the academy training or developed medical issues that required their retirement, and the dogs hang around the shop while he works. one day he tian shows up and asks if guan shan would be willing to do some off-the-books commission(?) work. the he family business has a drug/weapons problem, and they need the dogs' trained noses -- and their handler's experience -- to fix it. (I'm still obsessed with the idea of the dogs being fiercely protective of guan shan. he tian not only has to earn guan shan's trust, but the dogs' too)

I love the variability in all these AUs/ideas. I wish I could work on them all at once but that's frankly impossible. but I'll consider posting a few snippets if anyone is interested! (no promises about the quality of writing, though!)

[laugtherhyena]

Genuinely don't remember how long it had been since i last worked on a Cg edit before this

While I don't think it looks on point with the game's ones, I'm super proud of how this turned out! I've been wanting to make a Cg styled chapter art for a while now :]

[royalarchivist]

I love all the lullabies Baghera ever sang to Pomme, but this will always be my favorite one. :')

Tu vas nous manquer Pomme, notre Manzanita. 🍎💙