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So you know? I do.
#emily prentiss#jade waters#criminal minds#cm evolution#cmedit#gifs#*gifs#mygifs#ktgifs#17x08#17x09#17x10#3x01#6x14#6x18#ian doyle#frank church#yes there's nuance! but i cannot get the parallels out of my head#i could've gone on#like this wasn't just limited to the lauren arc#and i think if we had more of jade's characters we'd continue to see similiarities...#i just love them#the colouring of the forth gif is awful i tried my best i couldn't do it i'm sorry#but you get the message#idea > execution like always
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I want to talk a bit about Kiraās character in Wrongs Darker Than Death or Night. Before I reached that episode in my rewatch, Iād seen people characterizing it as claiming that the āBajoran comfort women were collaboratorsā or otherwise as victim blaming towards Kira Meru. But upon watching it again, I really disagree, and I think it presents Meru and her situation with a lot of sympathy and nuance.
Kira herself characterizes her mother as a collaborator at the end, in her conversation with Sisko:
Iāve always hated collaborators. I mean, what could be worse than betraying your own people? During the occupation, if I ever had any doubt about what their fate should be, I would think of my mother, how she gave her life for Bajor. She was a hero, they were traitors. It was that simple. Or so I thought.
Do you know how many Bajorans died in the labor camps during that time? Died, while my mother sat sipping kanar with Dukat?
But I donāt think weāre intended to take Kiraās judgment of her mother at face value. The episode is pretty clear that Dukat is the bad guy here, and draws specific attention to how he manipulates Meru into trusting him by setting up the scene where he ārescuesā her from the other Cardassian (and discloses this to her himself later in a further manipulative cycle of feigned repentance). Not to mention the abundance of food sheās given after experiencing extreme deprivation, another factor in why sheās inclined towards trauma bonding with him. The fact that she is drinking Dukatās kool-aid a little bit does not take away from the fundamentally coercive nature of their relationship. And the degree to which sheās making excuses for him is pretty clearly a result of his manipulation. He is a manipulator! This is shown both here and in plenty of other places!
Meru even gets a moment where she stands up for herself to Kira and points out that she has very limited options and is motivated in part by wanting to protect her family. And thereās the scene right near the end where she breaks down crying while listening to the message from her husband, which really hammers home that sheās ultimately in an awful situation that she never asked for and will likely never be allowed to see her family again. Also, the episode presents us with an actual collaborator - the man whoās in charge of corralling the captured women is himself Bajoran, and a much more active and willing party to the colonial and patriarchal violence on display than the women are.
Furthermore, Kira frequently falls back onto a very black and white moral framework, and experiences a very strong sense of moral injury when people she cares about or idolizes falls on the wrong side of that. You see this with Tekeny Ghemor in Ties of Blood and Water, when Kira finds it enormously difficult to forgive his involvement in the destruction of Kiessa Monastery - and, just as she saves her motherās life as a testament to their family connection, she ultimately goes to Ghemor at his deathbed for her own personal closure re: her failure to do the same for her father, rather than because sheās fully forgiven him. Her anger is more comprehensible there, because of course thereās no comparison between Meruās level of complicity and being part of an occupying army (even if Ghemorās role was negligible, as Odo speculates). But thatās exactly the thing - Kira reacts to them pretty similarly, and is not really ready or willing to acknowledge different degrees of complicity, or to put the symbolic affront of her mother living in luxury during the Occupation into perspective re: actual material harm (or the very, very limited amount of power her mother actually had within that lifestyle). How Kira reacts to Odo sentencing innocent people to their deaths in Things Past is similar - she was very invested in not categorizing him as a collaborator, even though he literally did work with the Cardassians, and was not prepared to face the possibility that that work might have made him complicit in Cardassian sham justice.
She also has that exchange with Winn in Rapture, where Winn says that people who were in the resistance discount the sacrifices made by other Bajorans, and she honestly does have a point, even if the situations are different. Kiraās answer to injustice is to fight it, at every turn, and thatās one of her biggest heroic qualities - but she also genuinely has trouble comprehending or sympathizing with the mindset of other Bajorans who donāt share that response, even when their passivity is something theyāre coerced or railroaded into. She was running largely on survival mode while she was in the resistance, and it prevented her from fully comprehending the complex dynamics of the occupation - and sheās forced to do that quite a bit during the show, once sheās no longer running on autopilot.
And I genuinely think itās interesting that she doesnāt forgive her mother, and that sheās even a bit victim blaming in how she talks to and about Meru. Itās in keeping with her character, but itās also in character for her to have genuine blind spots. And given what weāre actually shown of the situation, I donāt think the episode is presenting Kiraās perspective as the final word on how weāre meant to evaluate the situation.
#esp because sisko stands up for her mother#i don't think the show always executes this well wrt kira but i find this read on this particular episode pretty poor faith#ds9 meta#kira nerys#kira meru#wrongs darker than death or night#ds9#my meta#ds9 talk#the odo thing is also like. she still clings to the idea that it was only a one-off incident#also it's very much a sense of personal betrayal at play as well and the feeling that her trust has been violated#which is part of why she can more easily forgive marritza in duet#queue
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I randomly saw this design, so I decided to draw it because looks cool
#There's nothing like drawing one of the most side characters in Bleach over and over lol#And it's a character with a weird creepy smile and a specific err sense of fashion#but hey i'm having fun#I like the idea of this character#This is probably also the biggest problem I have with Bleach#I like how these characters are created#but the execution in the plot is always worse xD#hirako shinji#bleach#my art#bleach brave souls i guess
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[chapter 408] extended cut - sewer chase scene
#oh yeah you knowwww where this was based fromš¤§š¤§#im kinda sad how mid this turned out rip i hnstly thought i was cooking with the idea (the execution blew tho</3)#anyways yeah the idea just popped in my head when i was looking at the cover redraw i did#and i was like hm the talk of izukus possessiveness here.....woah this scene would be real good with the dawn of quirks era cast#at first it was gonna be the other way around with kudou taking yoichi and afo going batshit and screaming GIVE HIM BACK#but then i was like wait no THIS is a cleverer idea#cus another thing!!! i always like to think afo-yoichi-kudou-bruce had a confrontation before they all started running and yoichi dying#which would further expand afos angry impulsive choice#cus after this scene yoichi has alot of words to say about his brother after he gets out of his grasp and then runs to kudous side#and boom the chase scene . the handhold was the last straw for him#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha manga spoilers#mha#bnha#mha all for one#mha afo#shigaraki yoichi#yoichi shigaraki#mha kudou#mha bruce#second one for all user#third one for all user#second ofa user#dahlia.art
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I feel bad for apollo but idk why I don't care much about clay like I feel a little sad obviously but still
#feel bad that clay died and stuff but I'm just like it could have been written a bit better yk like this game has alot of good ideas#but they kinda executed it not that good imo doesn't mean I hate the game I think it's been good so far#the fact I want to enjoy it more shows that I care about the game hopefully#ace attorney#dual destinies#ace attorney dual destinies#apollo justice trilogy#aa5#pwdd#ajt#aa5-4#the cosmic turnabout#apollo justice#clay terran#dual destines spoliers#apollo justice trilogy spoilers#ace attorney dual destinies spoilers#aa5 spoilers#pwdd spoilers#ajt spoilers#aa5-4 spoilersĀ #I don't put a liveblogging tag cuz I always post screenshots with the notes I write while playing after I finished all of the case :DĀ
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the sunhawk, and sunwing
ā wider version bc i couldn't decide:
i didn't really like the composition here (unbalanced and why? is the roof not straight???) but it gives more perspective on size of sunwing vs. lodge
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#talanah#sunwing#talanah khane padish#the sunhawk#hfw talanah#hfw npcs#hfw pc#(character swap mod)#(entity spawner)#hhhhokay so. book in the tags:#this is another one of those instances where. i had ~*An Idea*~ and i was like oh i should be able to do that#and then i start doing it and i realize yeah i'm dumb there is A Problem with executing this idea#thought process: sunwings look so cool sunning themselves! it'd be awesome to have talanah pose w/ a birdie in front of the hunter's lodge!#i think i can do this by spawning a wild sunwing (afaik overridden sunwings don't display this behavior) and then pausing ai processing!#it works! get shot lined up etc. then i realize. uh. wait. this isn't an overridden sunwing (OBVS) but i want it to look like one... :( >:[#so i have to get rid of that one and spawn an overridden one#and set up several similar-perspective same-lighting shots and then tortuously edit the override cables in. wow i'm so smrt#but usually once i start one of these edits i feel obligated to at least try to finish...#also these machines are so Big i couldn't even really set up the shot i wanted! always making problems for myself lol
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i think a lot of the soulless clover revival fics that make them start to kill in the very first reset does not give clover (or flowey) nearly enough credit
#there's one fic I read that had a good justification for it but the rest..... hm#clover is not going to start killing people just because they can't feel emotions as strongly as they used to now#especially if this is post true pacifist clover we are talking about#it took flowey exhausting literally every other option just for him to even start to consider the thought of killing#and even then he didn't like the idea of it. the entire buildup to it he was saying I don't like this and trying to justify it to himself#for someone like clover who so strongly believes in the good of monsterkind I think it would take them at least as long as flowey to break#if not longer#and who's to say that they would even start killing in the first place#flowey started killing because everyone around him was predictable and did the exact same things every time to the point of boredom#but clover has flowey. friendly or not friendly flowey still remembers resets and wouldn't do the exact same thing every reset#flowey's very existence would prevent clover from reaching the same level of boredom that flowey did because there's always something new#at the end of the day clover and flowey are different people that will react to the same situation differently#to make it work you can't just retread flowey's experience. you have to consider how clover would react and change the situation accordingl#that's what I think anyways. cool concept but execution falls short more often than not imo.#my ramblings
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god amorpheus is such a breath of fresh air after natlan. the biggest difference is that the devs seem to actually have a solid foundation for the creative direction planned out for the lore and characters and its already so much more interesting
#i like the IDEA of natlan#but the execution has been very lackluster imo#hsr has always had better writing (again IMO) compared to genshin#but natlan after the bangers of sumeru and fontaine has just felt scattered and unsteady#genshin#genshin impact#honkai star rail#hsr#amorpheus#natlan
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Her feet on the ground and her heart in the stars.
#doctor who#dwedit#moffatedit#doctorwhoedit#twelfth doctor#twelfthdoctoredit#peter capaldi#petercapaldiedit#bill potts#billpottsedit#pearl mackie#pearlmackieedit#doctor who series 10#world enough and time#*mine#*edits#100#this is a remake of the very first (i think?) gif graphic i made in 2017#i've always liked the idea but i wasn't very happy with the execution#still not 100% happy with this but i have learned much in the years since i made the first version and tumblr allows bigger gifs#maybe in another 7 years i'll make this again haha
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the epic highs and lows of rereading your own writing to seek out parts you disliked and analyze Why you disliked them to do better in the future
#personal stuff#delete later#just finished rereading fragments [shaky thumbs up]#been struggling with writing so what is there to do but reread my own stuff to learn from my mistakes š#man you can REALLY tell where i started getting crunched for time by a self-imposed deadline. like the quality is staggering#i could have stopped this fic at april and been content with it fr...#like if i had shuffled around some stuff in the later chapters to appear a little earlier. and actually had april be the resolution#might've gone a bit better. but alas.#anyway. the second half of the fic is rough for sure. but the early chapters. those kick ass. genuinely.#august is a good introduction!! i like the setup!!#and though i STILL clutch my head in my hands wrt september. the themes of the conversation at the end came off well#november i love you november. captures the feeling of anxiety Really well. still makes me cry whenever i reread it To This Day#the argument in december actually kinda goes hard?? i am always so shy abt writing confrontation bc it feels Bad but man it kinda kicked as#and february mwah mwah mwah. loove the atmosphere with that one. it's a little dramatic but ough. the vibes are off the charts#turns out. the bad parts of these earlier chapters were a lot smaller than i thought#and by ignoring the urge to cringe and instead looking my work in the face. i can learn from my mistakes. crazy#most of the later chapters though. don't look at me i was struggling.#trying to come up w ideas and arrange them around important dates was a fun concept but the novelty wore off#as i was like ughh but thematically this scene would work better here before this chapter...#i had suuuch a strong vision for april but i kinda stumbled with the execution as pointed out by one commenter#and that kinda put me off the chapter as a whole on rereads even after editing it. like whyyyy did i write it like that. head in hands#and it does not fit all that well after march. i think i relied a little too heavily on the timeskips for drama in both chapters#june was fine i guess but don't get me started on july. july was ass i had no idea what i was doing.#i think i wrapped up that chapter really well for what i had to work with but like. man#i don't even like Reading stuff like that why'd i write it.#what writing a chapter for the sake of posting it rather than for the sake of finishing up a fic does to you š#anyway yeah. i had a lot of fun rereading it but. mostly in the first half. i could stop reading at february and be content with that.#i think i took psychic damage from reading the later chapters. not bc they were bad but bc like. i remembered not having as much fun w them#and feeling stressed and crunched for time like they were a homework assignment that was due instead of a fun hobby for me#crazy. not doing that this time.
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hi hello i'm early into TVM and i gotta say i'm fascinated with the concept of moral execution. it's such an interesting sort of loophole and it has a really strong Narrative Flavor about it... i was wondering if this is based on/influenced by any particular real life practices or if it's wholly original, i'd love to know more abt that thought process. i like your guys
hiiii thank you so much for asking! for everyone else's context, 'moral execution' in inver (well, suzette really, but it has spread north) is a rare religious practice whereby a member of the clergy is symbolically executed, an effigy is burnt at the stake, and the person is given funeral rites per tradition. they are then free to break church law - particularly church moral laws - in the SOLE pursuit of the church's goals, because those laws apply to the living only. typically, after the individual has completed whatever duties assigned to them, they are killed for realsies, with the gap between their symbolic execution and their real execution simply being an extension of the time it takes for the soul to leave a dead body. so the soul is considered to have left the body before those illegal duties.
the church of suzette considers experimentation with magic (particularly faery magic) to be immoral and an executable offence, so in the context of the story. this is the reason for this particular practice to take place (so the church can experiment without being accused of hypocrisy or appearing to endorse magic)
i don't want to explain TOO much about the origins but it comes from two different 'sources'. number one is all wrapped up in the dead/undead theming in the story. each of the main characters is in some way already dead to their own society, this was just islin catching up (he is, metaphorically, undead). the rangers for example are only allowed to operate because they are also in some ways legally dead. and so on. narratively, all of the main characters in the story (except jean because he's built different) are 'undead' people all trying to come to terms with their death in some way shape or form (that sounds crazy but it WILL make sense i promise)
for the practice itself i wanted something that felt believably catholic lol. the church irl is very arcane and a lot of its rituals seem extremely esoteric, and it's also a deeply hypocritical institution that breaks its own laws all the time (but what's new). i wanted to create something that sort of enshrined that core of "we condemn this, but we're also going to secretly try it out". it is an excuse for them and a handy one too but also it's rooted in genuine belief about funerary rites and practices that the suzettes hold.
it's not based directly on any real religious or cultural traditions and if it resembles any, it's unintentional
#within the church it's a reviled rank to be on. you're their pet freak and they ALL think what you're doing is sick#even the ones who ordered the execution. and gave u your duties#setting: inver#it's always crazy for me to be like 'umm here's a deep and thought provoking theme for my book about three blokes who do fuck-all'#but i promise it's there. you have no idea the amount of thought and deep symbology in every dick joke
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The evil murder wives getting ready to enact their evil murder plans.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#minthara baenre#evil murder kitten#oc: daedra#durge#dark urge#minthara x durge#evil drow lesbians#i just love the idea of daedra being the one who is absolute#i know my 6 int girlie most certainly should not be a god and is way too stupid to do anything meaningful with it#in reality daedra just handed the stones over to minthara and let her become absolute instead#and daedra is gonna sit back and enjoy watching her wife taking over the world#she's gonna sit back and let minthara spoil her like the lazy princess she wants to be#only time daedra is getting off her ass is when minthara needs someone assassinated or executed#and my stupid little bhaalspawn will gladly do what her wife tells her to do#as daedra is always down for a murder sanctioned by god herself
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Sparks will be real in 50 days.
#you know i think this is THE moment. when it hits. not to mention that it was still 100 days left like a week ago i'd think#but 50 days is seriously so close maybe i'm not ready yet. except no i am more than ready it's been too long actually#only real thing to worry about here is finding out where i can order a custom t-shirt that i want to wear to one of the shows#because with how much i forget to do this i mighty remember again when it's too late to have it made for when l will need it#also might want to get started on those mad! countdown drawings that i teased like 2 months ago#my drawing powers are finally back though i think so maybe this can still be done#because i surely have ideas that could be executed in more complex and insteresting ways than simple drawings even. as always#me weeks ago: so i have this idea for an uh. animation... me now: well first try to finish ONE doodle page then we can talk about this again#goosepost
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āEat out to my heartās contentā
#mochaās art š#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#marcille donato#falin touden#marcille#falin#farcille#eyestrain#cw: gore#all my best art ideas come at like 3:00 in the morning#and theyre always the ones i cant execute how i want to#erm what yhe sigma
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Every day I am haunted by the fact JJK could be amazing but it will be just idk Bleach or something
#I've seen a lot of people complaining about the fact that it's impossible to fit the ending of every unfinished arc#in the five chapters that remain for the manga to end for good#And it all just... legitimises my fear and apprehension haha#And it's a pity! It's a pity! The dynamics were so good! And yet nothing! Sukuna was so good! And yet nothing!#It was so nice how he seemed to play with the idea of transcending human categories and values but even the values of curses so to speak#Well beyond everything. Well beyond positive/creative nihilism even! He was not like Mahito#I wonder if Mahito is more a negative nihilism with a funny edge or a positive nihilism. For now it seems positive#with how he seems to have said something like 'nothing matters so we can do whatever we want and create what matters'#But Sukuna transcends all that! It could have been interesting to see how that developed in a way that wasn't just childish edginess#But no. And then there's all the idea of curses and sorcerers not being all that different#and so not really entirely possible to say one side is good and the other bad#There was the idea of the very source of powers with fear and love playing a role here in such a juicy way#And then there's the entire thing happening with Gojo as a concept and the very concepts he plays with which I could eat like an apple#but also I would let those very concepts eat at my heart as a worm inside an apple#Full of holes and rotting inside out and yet delighting at the sweetness#It could all be so good! And yet! Most of the manga is a few sketched dynamics and concepts and a very long fight with Sukuna#promising half finished arcs#WHY it could have been so good. And I don't think criticism is a matter of 'fans being spoiled! Go write your story!' or something#It's not a matter of things not going as fans would want them to be. It's a matter of not writing well#or cohesively things established by the author themselves. And I think that's a fair criticism#If we are to take manga as an artā which I wholeheartedly supportā#then we can subject mangas to artistic or literary or whatever you want to call it analysis. There are works that are better constructed#than othersā and there are works that have good ideas but poor execution. And it's always a pity#In the case of JJK it's truly breaking my heart and the comments I see around about these five last chapters are not helping xD#God it could be so good. So good. And I'm not talking about in specific to meā which yes that too given the topicsā#but just so good in general. It could be so good. It could have been so good#And yet it's starting to look more and more like any other shonen. It truly breaks my heart haha#I talk too much#Jujutsu Kaisen#I used Bleach because I think that's one of the mangas that has been the most a let down to the friends I have who like shonen
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People like this have made me terrified that I am mischaracterizing my favorite character by playing into his strengths and emphasizing them so much... That I'm making things "too anime", "too over-the-top", and by doing that straying away from the groundedness that made the character compelling in the first place... But I think it's better to be a fan who loves someone so much they're willing to step into goofy over-the-top showcases of strength and morals out of love than being a fake fan who only ever rags on what they proclaim is so dear to them. I dunno. I don't think I'm wrong in saying that. I'm hella insecure when it comes to my own writing, especially with this guy because I want to do him as much justice as I possibly can as a writer. But I have to convince myself that it's not too much.
#logs#it doesn't help that i've been exposed to a lot of bad writing and cynical critique in generalā so i'm even more fearful...#but i think the cure for that is to just... read moreā and read with an honest heart#i don't know... i feel like i have a lot of growth to do as a personā as a reader and writer before i can execute this to the level where it#can truly be considered a masterpiece. groundedā yet not so. over-the-top in every way while also providing meaningful critique and#commentary on the nature of humanity. gutwrenching dialogue packed neatly with the most insane displays of asskicking. commentary on how war#is cruel and bad and only sows misery contrasted with the coolest battle scenes you have ever seen. these are the essence of the things i#loveā and i want to be able to channel that through my own writing as well. it's the only way to do justice to the source materialā the only#way to truly pay a tribute to the things that i love.#now that i am freeā i can finally become more cultured... read more booksā watch more filmsā inhale old mecha anime... it's what i've always#dreamed of doing#i just need to undo the mental shackles of ''i cannot do this right now''... i can. i finally can. i just need to let my mind catch up to#that. give it a little push along the way#once that's done... the journey begins.#i anguish a lot over the fact that my writing is locked in a tomb for the next decade... but sometimesā like nowā i thinkā heyā maybe that#isn't so bad. imagine how many movies you can watch in those ten years... good moviesā bad onesā exceptional ones... i'll have grown so much#as a writer by that point in time because i'll have learned the ''how'' part of what i want to write. i have the ''what'' alreadyā and a#general idea of ''how''ā but... ten years from nowā i'll be able to write everything in a way that truly makes my eyes shine#a rare moment of me being hopeful for the future... i cherish it as those don't last very long in my life. i more often tend to despair#(cursed be the chemical disbalance!)#but yeah. there is a lot to look forward to despite the hardships. sure it would've been nice to just... have it all hereā but... that's not#the world i live in. and maybe this one isn't so badā either.#i have my box of scraps. now i just need to make it out of the cave.#the deadliest type of man is one with motivation and a purpose. right?
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