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I guess my basic take is that if you’re into Bagginshield, you should stick around; but if you’re not into it, you should still stick around, because I won’t handle it the way that it’s usually done in fandom. and also because it won’t be anything that even resembles being “canon” in my comic until approximately 900838949502 years of real life time have passed. XD
#and that’s that on that#the hobbit#bagginshield#I could go into it later but!!!#yeeeet#im about to head back to work
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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mithruns of the week...eat well beautiful
#mithrun#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#my art#I HAVE FOUND MYSELF...IN THE DUNGEON...OF MITHRUN THOUGHTS ONCE AGAIN...!!!#tbf i opened the gate and put myself in there (and gladly)#it felt like coming home#im a longtime manga enjoyer but only recently finished s1 of the anime#and if u have been following my art u might know me as a resident on inumaki island#which is why i crashed out so hard when i found out mithrun is voiced by kouki uchiyama...aka INUMAKI'S VA!!!!#his onigiri connects us all...#this has happened to me three times now (re: finding out uchiyama voices my favs) but that a story for another time#ok so about mithrun#i just really wanted to draw him eating#oh and with a different hairstyle each time too bc why not#my favorite is the short cut...KYAAA#love thinking about mithrun relearning how to live#captain u are so cool...#its been awhile since my last mithrun hyperfixation but thanks to hourly mithrun on twt i am so back#additionally i really ship kabumisu and will hopefully be drawing them soon....#yapping a lot bc its been awhile since i was able to draw like this...ive been so busy with irl work everyday nonstop#drawing mithrun was so healing...#i was debating if i should color this or something but kind of caught myself trying to make this smtg more than it should be#bc the demons in my head were saying u shld color this bc then it looks more complete and nicer to post#so i said SHADDAP i wanna post now so i fawking will...#yay
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Sunday doodles, design is ER!ralsei from @lynxgriffin 's Eldritchrune AU (hope the tag is okay!)
#ralsei#ER!ralsei#deltarune#eldritchrune#doodles#sunday doodles#i think theres a lesson here to be learned about visual clarity#i showed this to three different people and nobody could make out what this was#i need to try and make things readable even to people who havent seen the thing im drawing for#these are just thirty minute doodles but I'll keep that in mind when i draw him again#uhh also ignore his horns going back farther than his head that was totally 100% on purpose and definitely NOT a mistake (lmao)#they could theoretically curve around again to meet with his head so yeah that totally works yeah yeah#haha anyway this was fun to draw... love playing with just black and white and no greys#the lack of midtones makes planning the rendering a fun challenge#i'm sorry about your wrist btw if you're seeing this! i hope you're able to get back the progress you made on it without too much trouble <3
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Ничего не останется от нас, Нам останемся, в лучшем случае, мы
hi. hello. listen to this song
i have so many thoughts about these two. oh my god. maybe i will write it out some day, but for now drawing it out will do
translation will be under the cut! knowing the words does add to the work so i do recommend reading it. or just enjoy the art <3
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heres the translation, color coded according to how i broke it up for the art. just in casies
first page:
Love is scarier than war
Love strikes more true than steel
second page:
More true, because of your own volition
third page:
You run towards all the winds
Let there be pain and eternal battle
Not atmospheric, not earthly
fourth page:
But definitely with you
caption:
There will be nothing left of us,
we will be left with, in the best case, ourselves
#kunst huli#legend of zelda#botw link#botw zelda#botw zelink#tloz#zelink#totk#botw#i cannot express how proud i am that i actually managed not only to finish this#BUT. to have it look GOOD#painting stuff n making it messy in an appealing way has always been a fucking STRUGGLE for me#n i do think u can see my over-rendering tendencies rear their head up on the last one#and also i guess i should have made the last two pages connect like i did with the rest of them but i think it still works. thematically#the last one is like. the end. a break. the start of a much needed retirement#a breather u might say!#i also think the devs should have let link hug her at the end#he deserves it he thought hed never see her like this again#oh alsooooo since im on a tangent anyway#like many people i was disappointed by the cop-out of just giving link his arm back at the end of totk#and i still think it would be cool if he didnt#(or if he kept the magic hand. just imagine how thatll help with all the restoration work dlkfgjdfkgjdfkg)#BUT anyway. i thought about it. n i have a theory about what tf did they do at the end to get not only zelda but his arm back#the fucking time powers!!! what if they just reversed time on them...........#much to thunk about. anyway#hope u enjoy <3#now i can go finish phantom hourglass#god i hate having to go back to the temple of the ocean king tho. its like dishonored but u cant go up OR knock those guys out
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~help your local rat get stable housing~
edit post nov 2023: I GOT THE HELP I NEEDED THANK YOU SOSOOSO MUCH
dramatically sprawled out on the floor
so i gotta move for the third time in that many years. unfortunately between health problems and the General State of The Economy, I have been unable to find work to be able to save any money. i have no choice but to leave the entire state. i thankfully have somewhere to go, however I need help getting there. i've been trying to do the math to get what I need to its lowest amount possible, but even that is still at least $2.5k.
after this move, i should be able to get things more stable and I might even have a couple job prospects lined up in that area, but right now I'm really scraping the bottom of the barrel funds wise and desperately need help.
if you're able to spare anything, i've set up a goal through kofi so i can track it publicly. i have trouble asking for help but i really need what help i can get. thank you, so so so much.
#mutual aid#fundraiser#help#god i dont know what to tag this im just kinda ripping off the bandage bc ive been anxious about posting about this since i got asked to#leave. head in hands. please help by spreading the word if you cant spare any cash i completely understand.#i dont know what i can offer. my ability to do art has been really really low and with my sleeping/living arrangements my wrists shoulders#back have been in fucking wretches states so its hard for me to do much#if youre wonder about the other fundraiser i did a few years ago#the person i replaced in a renting situation ended up fucking me over and got basically evicted into the 2nd week of college and i had 3 da#to leave that situation or more people wouldve gotten fucked over. and ive been basically couch surfing since trying to find work#anyways i havent slept in a bed for more than a weekend since october 2021 my back is turbo fucked please help
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shep I was talking to my brother about dbhc xisuma as one does and mentioned that ask about not being able to puzzle xisuma's face together mentally and my brother joked that the reason you put the spoiler bars and such on his face is cause you cant draw his whole face yet 😂
anyway I might have talked his ear off about dbhc idk tho lmao
LMAOO NOOOO!!! MY SECRET FINALLY IS OUT!!! /silly
#HEHE thats rly fun though i hope your brother is enjoying the osmosis XD#truthfully... drawing xisuma's face is still really difficult for me... bc he's always like. the character whose personality and character#like. comes from the fact that we never see his face? and so there's something about him that feels more... right when his face is just.#a mystery#but i DO have a facecanon for him. esp for dbhc bc its important. even if when i think Xisuma i don't think of his face the way i might whe#I think of other characters. that isn't the reason why I spoiler it though XD when we get the face reveal it'll be obvious enough. i hope#LMAO.#anyway#idk like#some of the first sketches i did of Xisuma's face will still be my favorites tbh#it's hard to capture the same energy of a rough sketch when you try to sharpen those soft edges into a clean picture yknow?#i HAVE gotten better at it though.... square-ish face but soft on the edges... kind blue eyes... hair always tied back tightly and neatly#idk. i think about him a LOT#especially lately but we knew this hehehe#i think he deserves to take the helmet off every once and a while and just. breathe and get out of his own head yknow#i think he gets better at it in s9 even if he only takes it off around people he really trusts (keralis and cleo)#not that doc hasnt seen him or that he distrusts doc but... well. that whole relationship is a work in progress since season 8 was. well#anyway im really and truly rambling <3#xisumas face is both an enigma to me and a soft sturdy shape in my brain... its hard to replicate consistently but those doodles are#just for me anyway =w= <3#(and a few select others. who Know. you know who you are)
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Yessir, boss man! See you on the other side. o7
#i need to work on my schedule because im always tired and its later in the day when i finish these so i head to befd#now i have to wait :grr: /j#the palette will shift for a bit before i get it down so if it looks weird dw about it#love him so much heas so sillay#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#waiting for you......... because hes so. attached.... this time i felt nice and it was maybe a couple hours or so rather than days#whatever.... kicks a rock......... /j#eeby aurghhh#there was only one related ask so if the answer is not the best thats why loll nobody sent any for AFTER he came back#just be under the assumption that this was sent and then came through to him /later/
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Okay but.
Finrod knowing Galadriel is meant to be on next ship coming in to Aman. Foresight, Círdan gossiping with Ulmo who gossips with Olwë who sends to for his nephew, whatever, just.
Finrod waiting to greet the boat that's meant to be bringing his baby sister.
And she doesn't arrive. 🙃
#rings of power#good morning i work up with Feelings about#Finrod#and im making it everyone else's problem#....anyway Finrod promptly goes: well fuck this! borrows a boat from his mam and heads back to middle earth.#he can do this because Ossë thinks its funny.#elendil seeing the tiny boat bobbing about like 10 minutes after picking up a scruffy human from on top of like. 2 planks of wood: now what?#Galadrirl: rants at Tar Miriel#Finrod way too cheerfully: Sorry. Our Mother blames it on our Father for letting Uncle Fëanor babysit her as an elfling.#Finrod: Anyway is it still a no to the ship home if I offer to buy it and when I say buy it- do you take diamonds?#(Sauron: is laying super low because last time this fucker showed up he killed one of Sauron's puppers with his TEETH)#(Sauron: can stay making trouble in Numenor)#(Finrod and Galadriel: rocking up in Eregion to jumpscare Celebrimbor)#(Galadriel: hey cuz can I borrow your army Gil-galad wouldnt give me his.)#(Celebrimbor:....)#(Celebrimbor: youre asking Fëanor's grandson to give you soldiers the High King said you couldnt have.)#ANYWAY
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Iris my love... gotta have the girly secondary fursona. For gender time. Actually think she's being demoted to fursona number 3 but idk we'll see about the pecking order when refs are all done. She was waaay overdue for a redesign oh shit I just realized I didn't put a color palette on here. Oh well ig too late for that now I am not rearranging that bg
#oh i should pop some character related tag commentary to the top of the tags thatd be neat. so uhh fun facts. i think my sibling technically#made her first design waaaaay back cause they drew her before i ever did. i dont remember which of us actually came up with her tho lol. sh#has antlers but shes always been cis in my mind so just like. dont think about it too hard ig. also while she is in part named after the#flower cause hashtag girly things (this was before i too was named after a flower. hindsight am i right) she was primarily named after the#song. by the goo goo dolls. the song thats really transgender to me. hindsight am i right. whys my cis girl fursona got all the transness#oh yeah and that earring is supposed to look like an iris. they are not easy flowers to draw tho good lird#she used to be a whitetail/fennec cause i love my local deer but mule deers big ol ears have swayed me. i love a big deer ear#she also used to have paws and a nub tail but i realized i was missing the best part of fox. big fluffy tail. and then the paws made her#look too fox yknow. wanted her to really look like a hybrid instead of just 'fennec with antlers' lol. anyway now for less relevant tag tal#guys i fear i am fursuit brained rn i keep looking at her and thinking about how fun she'd be to make a suit of. im too broke for thissssss#im already working on a suitttt i cant start another one on the side i dont even know where to get foam.... cause joann fabrics is gone...#actually wait i gotta figure that out like. real soon. i need foam still for the head im working on. shoot. uh. guys where do i get foam#i fear finishing lichens tail and starting zoras head has made me realize fursuit making may be my passion. but i do not have the finances#for this. tbh might see if i can just work my ass off for a month in like idk june just to get it over with for a bit and have money. but i#know that will not be a good idea it kills me to work more than like 5 hour shifts for more than threeish days in a row#i should really just actually make a commission sheet and take comms. that would be ideal#anyway i will now shut up :) and also schedule this for a few hours from typing cause i just posted a different ref#zoracontent#zora arts#clovers characters#iris#furry#sfw furry#fursona
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watching buck bothered & bewildered and holy mother of god back to back is just soooo fun. it was literally Always about eddie 💅
#and tommy knew it too! ha!#sorry. not to be a hater#tbh i've come around to tommy. i feel bad for him. not his fault buck is cuckoo bananas abt his 'straight' boybestfriend coparent#i'm still missing a lot of s6-8 context & i don't forgive him for how he was when he was on the 118. but i don't hate him#more importantly i'm still having a ball on this bitch!#i'm so desperate to get back to buck's perspective tho. 8x12 was rly nice‚ to see him & eddie facetiming so much#but it was all eddie pov. i want to know buck's headspace‚ what conclusion he's coming to rn!!!!!#it would make a lot of sense for him to be pushing those feelings behind a big wall#but imo‚ the only two real bricks on that wall in buck's head are probably 1 eddie is straight* and 2 eddie is 800 miles away#both of which don't address the actual question of how buck FEELS. has he been thinking about it? has he been trying not to?#i wanna KNOW ugh#ej.txt#911#buddie#<sorry to jump in the main tags it feels weird since im so new but it's mainly for people who blacklist 911 or buddie to filter me out tbh#i've heard war stories about the 911 trenches i'm not trying to be involved in all that. i do wanna say my piece tho#*scoff 🙄 Okay#sidenote does the footnotes in my own tags work? or is it stupid. i like to think it's fun i always loved footnotes
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its kinda unclear how much the others know about kingers relation with light. we dont have a lot of information on how he interacts with the others, since most interactions he has w them is wobbly and brief. important to note that ragatha has known him the longest, and in ep 2 seems caught off guard by his sudden change in tone while talking to her- something shed have expected were she aware of the light thing. which makes me think that no one has put this together yet
(probably not out of obliviousness - the adventures dont seem dark often, and the fort only has room for one person so people dont often talk to him IN the fort. plus most of them prooobably retreat to their rooms at night and thats even IF lights go off at night, which is technically just a hc. point being that theres a good chance the others have not been in many situations where they could talk to kinger in the dark, and it doesnt seem to be something he brings up often- he only told pomni cus she asked, but hed been in the dark for a While before this and didnt say anything)
#tadc#i think abt this sometimes.... it doesnt change much and is more like. me theorizing abt smth small based on minimal info HAHA#so i could be very wrong!#but. as of now this is my hc abt this#fun fact that ive been thinking abt how much ragatha knows about this since i started working on that comic from weeks back!!!!#the 4 page kinger ragatha comic :]#(which god. how did i do that. im not as happy w it anymore cus how i draw ragatha changed BUT. waves hand)#i do think she visits him at night on occasion....#i think she finds it relaxing but i dont think its occured to her that its the light causing that#bc thats a very specific thing to put together. at most she might think its just the fact that Nothings happening and things r calm#that makes him more level headed#so i imagine she goes to visit him at night even if she doesnt know....#i like them being friends its so sweet to me. they have both lost. so many people. but they didnt lose each other#and imo thats made them have a connection thats hard to put into words. that makes me wanna bawl#circus discussion
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im a bit too embarrassed to post these on my ig story for some reason, so ill post it here for now;;
#bkdgart#toji#sukuna#tjkn#runaway tjkn au#tojikuna#when i wrote the blurbs for the au i was playing around with their ages but i still have no clue how old theyd be#cus i wanted toji to be younger than 16 for max angst (cant legally do shit for megs or himself)#hes also younger than sukuna who has choso and yuuji as brothers#choso is tojis age whatever that is#yuuji is megs age. originally he was gonna be 5 but i might bump them up to 7??? idfk#Sukuna's like 2+ yrs older than toji and works at a small froed food stall wasuke owns on the pier#he also has a main restaurant but he has actual employees there. suks has worked at the poer location for like 5 yrs or smth#kuna p much raises cho n yuuji cus gramps is sick n stubborn. yk the usual.#im thinking of making stsg regukars at sukunas stall maybe?? and toji keeps FAR away from them bc hes p sure he recognizes gojo from#a family get together. Toji has Issues ofc bc im an asshole that puts my blorbos through hell. he took megs n ran from the zenins abuse#was planning on leaving by himself but he rly couldnt do that to megs. megs wasnt treated like shit#but toji was afraid they would after he left. megumi was kinda just neglected for the most part. so toji took him and is tryna wait out#the system so he can work without the zenins coming after him/them.#he meets newbie cop shiu a few days in and thats how he finds out about the boardwalk n he fixes up a lil spot with driftwood n other shit#hes doing his best not to steal shit and sukuna who works at the pier and is bored out of his fucking mind notices the pair disappear under#the boardwalk every day. recognizes the bags they carry as some hed thrown out n hes like hm. he starts leaving more stuff in the dumpsters#blankets n notebooks n stuff. he hopes they find em. no sign of it. one day they're late enough coming back that he's just finished closing#shop when they're headed back so sukuna approaches them. AND THE REST IS HISTORY LOL nah the rest is in my docs n stewing for when i edit i#phew#jesus christ forgive my typos 🧍
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said goodbye to him feeling weird!
#hes abt to go skiing w his friend im abt to go back to the uk to an ordinary life#he is perfect and I've felt appreciated none of the time and i think it's not his fault idk#not how racemic compounds work not how amphetamines work not how people work#french suits his mouth but german does a bit more i think . climbed to a very beautiful place#asked him to be my boyfriend then almost took it back yesterday. chemistry is not his strong suit#he carries things for me he catwalks he gives me his jumper when im cold he's good at kissing#he got me a beautiful necklace on a riverside in amsterdam he lights my cigarette with his#he holds my hand and his only complaint about me putting lipstick on his lips is that it wasn't evenly spread#his eyelashes are long and he's sharp and scarily productive and very good at navigation#always on time always the right place . i make a comment about being a beautiful collective and he says yes but it's odd that we havent#received the social benefits of it. what you mean? well when im alone or with friends people just...give me things. flowers baked goods#compliments a pack of cigarettes he says. he asks me if I've ever had to pay for a pack. i felt genuinely SO UGLY like am i. downgrading u?#ppl see me next to you and..what you get negative attractive points? gosh.#unfortunately shutting the fuck up is not my strong suit so i never let that go. he says nooo it's just you are So Gorgeous that you scare#people away. OK!!! he knows he's pretty and he uses this to his full advantage#you're cool and you're friends with all the club bouncers and you take such good care of me and you know#the state secrets and we can scheme murders together and i love that you love your friends#but when i joked we wont get to see each other in months and you said 'so?' that rly did smth very upsetting!!!!#twisting and backtracking is his strong suit but unfortunately seeing it happen is mine#and sometimes it's endearing and sometimes i want to kill him about it. he would be a very good diplomat#who the fuck stumbles gracefully on cliffs? anyway his voice is gentle and he says i don't want you upset#he holds my hands he says lets talk about it please i want you to know i appreciate you#he says all the correct things i believe 0 things out of his mouth and he can tell#i am snappy and terrible and calm. i tell him he's sweet and i want more i want to be missed#SHUTTING THE FUCK UP IS NOT MY STRONG SUIT! would you be ok being just friends? eventually.#and the next day ive decided what to do with you. what is that? you can still be my boyfriend. he says thank you.#walking is our strong suit so we go everywhere. i tell him about my best friend his head looks great thrown backwards#im afraid this is too good for me and I'm also afraid it's not enough. not asking questions is not my strong suit.
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does me being a scientist make my sluttyness on here hotter?
#bunny rambles#i love science and writing that post was really nice and like I'm happy it's helping ppl unclench and stuff but also yk.#im so insecure about being intimidating or a know it all that I usually shoot myself down instead of commenting on things so im feeling#a little activated on the insecurity front and i wanna be silly about it cause I've been sitting in my anxiety for a minute#im glad that like. people are being really nice and some are affirming that their doctors have said what I said#makes me feel less nervous that im just saying completely garbage 😭🩷#(i know this is very unhealthy thinking I'm working on it actively in therapy I just. ahhhh. too much thoughts in my head and no energy for#a 1:1 conversation still so word vomits barely anyone will read it is 🫡 im gonna take a hit and go wash some dishes now bye bye if u read#this uhhhhhhhhh ily kisses 🩷 ahdkfkshdjf)#also “being a scientist” feels like such a fake phrase but also I've been out of college for a few years and have been working as a research#tech for 4 years and I'm working on a solo project (i cant wait to go back to work genuinely) and stuff so i guess it's true#its just so weeiiird calling myself one ahdjsksjdjdk
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my new OC: cempaka!
she is based on the story/universe that my friend @haydardotjpg's OCs indra and yuwei exist in! pls go checkout haydar's art he is amazing!! his ocs can be found more easily on his ig but if you're lazy this is his oc indra (cempaka's one-sided love interest) and yuwei (indra's fated lover)
also, cempaka means "magnolia" in malay!! (she gets a flower name bc my name is lilly which is also flower c:)
bonus first iteration under the cut!

i accidentally had "poinsettia" flower in mind when i did this iteration instead of an actual magnolia, hence the color scheme. but yeah, this is as self-insert as it gets LOL like she's literally MEEEEEE but still very different and i love her as she is <3
#my art#original character#oc#oc art#art#im in love with her actually#she has 4 brothers all named after flowers#mawar kekwa orkid and melati#not me using google translate literally on the fly i hope im not being culturally insensitive 😭#but anyway they lost their parents at a young age so she was raised by her brothers#shes the youngest by far tho by like 9 years from her next closest brother#mawar is the oldest hes like 40 a very important Leader Of People so he is not very present in her life#kekwa is a doctor and 38 and he travels often for work so he is also not very present but he visits sometimes#orkid and melati are twins theyre both 30#orkid is a scholar and on track to being a professor at a prestigious uni#melati is traveling the world doing soul searching#cempaka is 21 she is literally a baby and her brothers send her back money but shes mostly alone#so she joins a traveling dance troupe and she gets really good at dancing#she meets indra while on the road dancing and performing and she is SMITTEN#like shes just head over heels in love with this man because hes so warm and inviting and he fills a void in her life#he makes her feel so incredibly seen and not alone and the feeling is addicting she cant get enough#ok idk most of the details bc i havent read haydars full story BUT#basically to my understanding yuwei and indra are separated for a while#and cempaka knows up front that indra is in love with yuwei like hes very honest with her about this and she appreciates it#but she still wants a chance because indras the only person in the world that has ever made her feel truly seen and loved#so she tries to be with him to ease her loneliness but it breaks her heart whenever he misses yuwei openly#also AGAIN listen im trying to basically write fanfic for a story that doesnt exist LOLL#HAYDAR IF YOURE READING THIS PLS WRITE UR STORY LMFAO
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