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Flying Fish-Fisherman Grian
#someone told me to add a tail#man if i did itd be cool#but argh scales my weakness#anyway wouldnt grian fishing be considered cannibalism in this design#i dont know what god told me to chose a flying fish but im here for it and i dont plan on leaving anytime soon#hes so silly#hc10#hc10 grian#grian#grian fanart#fisherman grian#flying fish-fisherman grian#grian design#idk man im tired night night#more posts qued and coming soon#how do you spell queued#im confusing myself
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my least favorite part about writing is realizing that chapter 3 should instead be chapter 4 because theres probably a mr hauser and nancy interaction before robin gets her job (pretty sure.. im still rereading like i havent read anything over break) and like chapter 3 (now probably chapter 4) is when i made robin get her job so like..
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chat what is it when youre like
youre catcoded but not in a sense like catgender or smth
like
in the sense of if a cat was an author id be written by thtt said cat
what is it
im so confused
i MIGHT also just be in a silly goofy mood
#fynn ramblings#sillyposting#silly#but not??#im confused#how do i tag this#like im cat coded#im coded like a cat#what is this#chat help#im confusing myself#like what#okay gnight but not actually im staying up a bit more
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quick megumi style study
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#fushiguro megumi#jjk fanart#megumi fushiguro#i LOVE trying to 1:1 art styles it's such a fun challenge#and it appeals to me bc i love deception and lying for sport and trying 2 mold all aspects of myself in2 something else#trying to draw like gege felt like trying 2 forge someone's signature and trying 2 draw like the anime felt like going against all instinct#theres NO midtones in the anime shading i was like. is this it. surely this cant b All the shadows i am allowed#cell shading without blended areas feels so wrong 2 me#and the shape of his hair.....he looks so silly......why does he look like that.....#i was fighting the urge to 'fix' it w every bone in my body#rly opened my eyes to just how many favours i do him in my art style#i will happily bear the burden of being megumi's hairbrush good god he needs it#it's not so egregious in gege's style bc it's all so blocky and angular everywhere + the b/w balances out w negative space#w trying 2 replicate gege's style i think my main challenge was finding a good brush dupe to mimic his crosshatching#my current render style is all over the place tbh im not even sure i'm super happy with my own which is kinda embarrassing#i think im in an in between phase that's neither smooth nor rough so i try to lean in2 the messiness to make it look intentional#instead of confused#but overall i think i did rly well in that i like these all ok and i had fun smile :)#maybe ill do th other first years
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they call me icarus, because i would burn my wings for you.
#AU - Scarian Death Game#desertduo#scarian#trafficshipping#mcyt#my art#this idea came to me just before im about to sleep. it is now quarter to 4 am .#i need to remind myself this au actually has a title#i just keep forgetting#also. angst and scitties are an odd combo and i the artist is confused what to feel#this is like careless whisper LOL#suggestive#<< because the scitties are too big and distracting#Icarus and the Sunflower
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https://www.tumblr.com/httpiastri/750721416106852352/jackieee-im-so-sorry-this-is-sooooo-random-i?source=share jackie, my love <3 that actually helps a lot!! would you mind sharing any suggestion for us, plase?? <3 thank you so much in advance
awww im glad!! idk if u meant examples of what ive already done or if u meant examples for the future….. so lmk if i misunderstood but here are some examples of what ive thought when making some of my characters hehe

okay so this one is thought to be about shaving pepe because i had that thought a couple of weeks ago. idk but with this one, it's kinda built up for just a short chat? 🤷♀️🤷♀️


for this one i saw the pic on the right and went "!! aw pepe!!!" 🥰 and then i just thought hm how could i end up in that situation kinda. i dont rlly like that it doesnt include any quotes etc but still !!


another time where i was just inspired by a pic i found on pinterest heh. i guess the ending is a bit more open here, because you can kinda answer whatever you want, but the scene doesnt really build up for a longer chat than just at the hospital (or maybe it does, idk 😭)

okay i really dont like this one because its very closed and kinda boring but ppl seem to like it so that's good :)
then i have some private ones that are more like for longer chats, that span over several weeks etc…… i was gonna share one of them but the info/starting message is so long and idkkkk 🫠 but ig my main thing when doing those is like having more details and stuff that can be used for a longer time? like i have one where you're visiting your childhood friend christian for his double header, and so on 🤷♀️🤷♀️
#honestly idk what im writing#im confusing myself#idek if this was what u meant 😭😭#im sorry#bye#asks!#anon!
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#arcaneedit#arcanedaily#arcane#arcane spoilers#jinx#jinx arcane#credits to like. lots of people that pointed these out#w the exeption of the caitlyn scene that was kind of obvious#but then it ended and i was confused BUT someone reminded me of the paralell w the first episode#and how i was kind of already expecting it since i watched a schnee video talking about it#anyway before i was trying not to give myself hope but now im fully convinced#ms#also idk if someone has already done this.. my photoshop takes so long to do stuff
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uno reverse
#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#sorry to postin so much feel like im breaking some sorta unspoken rule but i gotta or i will forget to post it at all#mw#my art#recruits in the bathroom sobbin in confusion at soaps 180 in the mornin after drills. brutal. judgmental. no remorse.#sneerin dead eyed stare he oversees em with so unforgivin and cold to minor missteps#ghost is the nice one who seems to be glowing. bc the first time he exp'd soap on a bad day he nearly had a mental break down#thinkin he did somethin to piss him off but nope soap just borrowed the stick up ghost's ass for the day#eye black smears on fingies as a treat to myself#feel like im forgettin somethin wonder what it is hmm maybe its my lack of sleep 24hrs awake thas prolly it ye
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new plushie just dropped
#i know im late but hear me out: i finished this a few days ago and forgot to post it#(confused clapping) its true. my memory got swept away by silvers bday and it ruined my sleep schedule and wrecked me#stayed up till 430 on sils bday and then couldnt sleep for a day but its okay i fixed myself last night#drawing rook is so fun hes so cyute. this brush has changed my life btw the line quality is CHOICE. the WEIGHT on it rocks#dont cry babiegirl itll be okay#twst#twisted wonderland#ch 7 spoilers#book 7 spoilers#rook hunt#vil schoenheit#neige leblanche#suntails
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Anthro Au Survivor drafts feat. too much worldbuilding because I cant just put pants on a slugcat like a normal person & my godawful handwriting
The Survivor (Their full, scavenger-given name includes the 'The') was separated from their family while traveling between colonies and stranded in the dangerous unpopulated wilds. Against all odds they managed to survive (and wander) far longer than they should have been able, but rather than reconnecting with their (or another) slugcat family, they instead made contact with one of the many wandering scavenger troops- But unfortunately not one that had ever met a slugcat nor had any idea what to make of a stranded one. Regardless the group gave it their best, ended up committing to the role of slugparents, and The Survivor and their troop still consider themselves close family long after Survivor finally reconnected with their sibling. (They're a bit of a mess though, understandably)
#rain world#rw anthro#subject to change and sorry if you actually try to make sense of this#but since arti is more anti-scav and survivor is a lil 'plain' i thought mixing scavengers in them would be a fun thing to explore#with the vanilla slugcats#unfortunately it means survivor was a very confused child who is a still confused adult#Also just cause of the way this is set up I think they have reconnected with Monk at this point#making this all so much harder on myself by not just going 'yea theyre in high school they ride bikes and drive cars' instead im being weir#and theyre turning more to rw if the creatures were sentient enough to do taxes#scribbles
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(theres a 🌚 version proceed with caution thx k bye bye)
#edit: tried to edit into the version i forgot to save previously so i dont cringe myself to death#angbang#melkor#mairon#sauron#im facepalming myself tbh😓😓😓#lmao#silmarillion#doodle but with effort i tried to look at my anatomy book but im so confused
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Wait deltarune is WHEN?????
#Deltarune#Deltarune Noelle#deltarune berdly#Deltarune fanart#Noelle holiday#Noelle Deltarune#Berdly Deltarune#Clemont_ine#NO BUT LIKE IM SO CONFUSED IS IT TOMORROW OR THURSDAY 😭#I THOIGHT IT WAS TOMORROW FOR JAPAN AND THURSDAY FOR EUROPE (WHERE I LIVE)#BUT NOW IM SEXOND GUESSING MYSELF. I CHECKED THE NEWSLETTER QGAIN#Toby WJAT do you mean the takeaway is “if your reading this in English there's a good chance you'll get it on the 4th”#I have therapy tomorrow I don't need a therapist I need a little round boy (lancer)#DLETARUNE IS DELTASOOM
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Happy pride! I hope you have a good one :)
THANK YOU!!! YOU TOO!!! taking this ask as a free opportunity to draw the Wokemas brothers /j (might clean this up when i have the time!)
#submas#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#doodle#wip#i used to identify as aroace a long time ago!!#nowadays i am unlabeled#im always figuring myself out#i used to not understand why i couldnt settle on one sexuality and it was really upsetting#but nowadays im very happy to accept that im a simple human who changes#maybe someday i'll go back to the realization of aroace... who knows!!#anyway. this is just solidarity for anyone else out there feeling as confused as i was. you're allowed to change and experience things#you dont have to know everything#oh also when i still identified as aroace i really liked how the aro flag reminded me of avocados#pride
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hii to celebrate pride month i drew a little art of my favorite gay rocks




Also all except the first are doodles I haven't shared yet
sorry i couldnt do more i am kind of going through a personal rut but heeyyyy at least i finished school its summer time gangy #survived another month hahahaha.. hha... WOOOOOO I'M GONNA BE MORE ACTIVE NOW HOPEFULLY WOO WOO
#hey yall PRIDE MONTH#happy pride 🌈#i just wanted to draw my fav ship#WUH LUH WUH OR WHATEVER TF AYEAAAHHHHHHH#anyways i went thru my own stuff regarding sexuality yk#i actually started considering myself being on the aroace spectrum for a while#i have a pretty complicated relationship with love i feel#i considered this because#i had (and still have) crushes on people#but#if they reciprocated the feeling#i wouldnt want to persue a relationship#i think that just means im not ready for a relationship yet#or i am?#its really confusing#i still consider being on yhe aroace spectrum every now and then but probably not#i couldnt imagine doong the deed really so thats why i also consider asexuality#i grow though and change#but im pretty sure im bi now#bi but leaning towards men. i have crushes on women (very painfullu obviously..)#but i think id rather persue a relationship with a man (my religion also plays apart in this dilemma i think) but oh well.#i just love who i want to love. screw labels. love is love. and ill love whoever i do want to when they come into my life#ill figure myself out hopefully soon. bi most likely or maybe even demi or even pan or idk IDK#whatevers. sorry again but i should be more active now summer is heeereeeee#art#steven universe#verviellet#su amethyst#su peridot#amedot
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Conflicted. Confused. Unsure.
But y’know.. got his love ending 🧍 somehow;;
#dateverything#cam date everything#date everything game#date everything art#date everything#fanart#digital art#im kinda proud of myself#i’m never going to be the same#this is confusing#what’s wrong with him#im worried
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magical girls, generally, have something they fight against. this holds true in hms mg:ljga!.
heart, mind and soul fight 'Shadows', abstracted manifestations of consciousness and circumstance that have a tendency to mirror (or 'shadow') their individual and group situations. they often carry repetitive motifs or themes, functioning as tangible metaphors that must be 'resolved', much like any conflict.
the way in which a shadow is resolved varies. itd be wrong to say that there is ever one true or 'correct' resolution. rather, its a matter of what the group (or the individual,) sees as a proper ending to the matter. often, they default to violence.
it works well (or well enough...) for most shadows, as far as they can tell. its certainly easier than trying to talk it out...
#my art#chonny jash#cccc#hms mg:ljga!#mind#heart#soul#ive used one of minds shadows as an example for this but there tends to be a fairly equal distribution between the three#just a particular fan of this shadows design heehheh#sorry if the explanation is messy... i plan to elaborate further in future posts#im trying to balance info and drawings enough for it to be interesting without being overwhelming#<ppl said they were cool with an infodump but i feel kinda hectic abt this au and dont want to... dump it all and then sit quietly...#the dragging it out is more for my own benefit if anything lol. i like to ramble i like to draw... i also dont typically make or share aus#so i dont want to overwhelm myself either in a sense#if anything is confusing pls feel free to ask questions i love answering questions
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