#im going to ESPLODE

[radicalhighway-moved]

i am going to materialize within the vicinity of my qpp in august

[designation2]

im poopdying irl

wtf i literally have not posted anything in almost exactly a year it DOES NOT feel like its been that long

[reddsl1mer]

sorry for the disappearance, ive been busy eating microwaved aluminium foil

[tu-es-gegg]

I took long nappy god I'm just thinking abt codeflippa again

she's "sleeping" in bed technically beside her dad who's cramping up in his sitting position but won't say anything, she tossed a little in bed until eventually holding her dad's hand tightly. A reassurance he's there and won't leave, even of the hand she's holding is barely keeping together. She had never slept in fear before, desperate to know everything is gonna be ok. Maybe because now she has a real thing to lose from her facade falling: a real family

[grubloved]

sourdough loaf :) 70% hydration w/ local mill bread flour. 1-day levain ahead of time & 1 day bulk ferment ^_^ topped w/ herbs de provence & olive oil & salt & lavender aftr she came out of the oven!

[darksouls2yuri]

[twotimefromforsaken]

Apparently im doing Halloween tomorrow and I have NOT planned what I’m going out as

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i clicked on ur blog and for some reason my brain went and said "u already used up ur forfy ask of the day" ...which is silly of me!! anyways im using this moment to remind u to do at least one thing to bring even a little extra joy to ur day today :3

the forfy inbox is always open this thang can fit so many asks in it go absolutely wild

ive been looping aru sekai series songs all day (yamete kudasai, shuuen touhikou, currently oumen mokushiroku which was my only song all day yesterday too) the joy is stored in the obscure song series that rips my heart out every chance it gets <3

i was going to doodle something but my hand & wrist are getting fucked over from work hours so im just going to chill with the isotope plushies & think of scenarios that will never happen 👍

[mechawolfie]

WAAAA WHY DO I KEEP HAVING TO RESCHEDULE W MY THERAPIST I WANT TO TALK ABT MY ATTACHMENT ISSUES

[rusty-du]

mayblade 6: science

chat its naoki the science guy

he esplode

i cant go 2 minutes without making a bill nye reference im sorry

[twelve-kinds-of-trouble]

im going to begin to cull all of the people who followed me from my two arcane posts that esploded because now there are like 200+ people following me who never again interacted with me,,, I miss just having my mutuals/adoring subjects following my blog

[memesandmusicalss]

hi you should tell me 🫵 yo ur thoughts on the movie . just like anything at all . you thought about the movie . if you want . pleagse

OKAY. okay yes this is going to be. a long post probably yes okay. so. first of all ☝️ and most importantly ☝️ it was sosososo good i enjoyed it so much. i cried multiple times. i scratched and bit myself so hard i bled. i couldnt stop shaking during or afterwards etc etc yup normal reactions about it generally .

so. yes okay this was kind of my first introduction to shadow. as a character and my immediate reaction was just. 'wow this guy i so so so cool oh my god' and. yeah. aargahfgjg ofcourse the. family. scenes. all made me go crazy insane but i expected that of course. the running scene ☝️ and when they played 99 red balloons i went 🫵🫵🫵 damians song. yup . yes uaahhm the running joke of 'team sonic' made me giggle and also then yes cry later on. yup yeah uah all of the. action fighting scenes were so so so cool oh my god all of those shots were sickk yes oh my god the animation was generally just. so so so well done oh my god yes . uah knuckles jokes about like. 'a more impressive hedgehog' made me giggle yes OH SHADOWS MOTORCYCLE SCENE WAS. SO COOL OH MY GOD YES okay AND THEN STONE. MOTORCYCLE. AARGAHDHFGGGJFG yeah im normal about it why do you ask,, uaaahm robotniks. jntroduction in that movie was all. generally unexpected yup fhshfjf but. oh my god the stobotnik of it all. THE HAIR CUTTING SCENE. IM GOING SO INSANE. STONE WAS LITERALLY IN HIS LAP okay whatever im normal about them. ueah um. hmmmbrhdjggg jim carrey inception anf the. fourth wall break also made me giggle as well yes. um oh yeah the. mini black hole. happened yup yeah uahh ummm tom and maddie being so eager to help was. aargshfjgg. family. yes im normal normal about them . gggragdgghggf shadow is. so cool ouahfhgkgkgdgh um. STONE BEING JEALOUS. AND LEFT OUT :(((( i was. biting kind kf aggressivelu at the screen during that scene i dont know why. i ljike him :( :) aargshfjjggkgkggghhjfhgg sorry this is getting more and more incomprehensible . uahm. TOM. NOOO HE. AAURJSHFJGKGKG AND EVERYONE. CROWDING AROUND HIM. THE PARALLEL TO MARIAS DEATH IM GOING TO THROW UP. AARGAHFJGKG also. the. shadow and maria. montage. scenes. made me sob uncontrollably yup yeah asrgahfjgjgg asgrhshdjahshfhfjgg asggrhfhfjagGghdjdjfg <- the sounds i was making. transcribed 👍 aargahdgf. knuckles ???? the scene talking about the pact ?????? im so insane graggjggf um. shadow hesitating. just a little bit. to help im going crazy yeah uahm 'but js jt what maria would have wanted' WE SHOULD ALL KILL OURSELVES. yeah uahhmm robotnik. being kind of betrayed :(( 👎👎👎👎👎👎 :( and then the. chaos emeralds scene. things. they went yellow mode yup . when shadow and sonic teamed up and looked at each other. like That i almost said out loud 'they should make out' i didnt though. there was a like. six year old sitting next to me who was. muttering passionately to himself in russian during the whole movie it was entertaining to me yup. uuafhgdhfjjggjdjahehjfjgjshsbcjahdjfjnfnfjgngmgnf. sorry thats. what my thoughts / inner monologue sounded like. at that point sorry everything will get s lot less understandable. now yeah. UARGAHDJFJGJSHFH STOBOTNKIK. IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF. ACTUALLY. IM. ASRGSHFJGJGJSGFHG 'I CANF LOSE YOU AGAIN' ????? GAY. GAY GAYGAY ALL OF UT. STOP ASRGSHDHFJFUGGGGDFF. HIS REACTION. TO THE BROADCAST. IM GOING TO SHOOT MYSELF. ROBOTNIK FIRING HIM SOUNDED LIKE A BREAKUP FHSHDJEHSHSHAHEHEHUDHSHFJF. anyways. hehahehehfhjgjkgkgkggAARGSHFJGG. yeah um . the shadow suicidal . ness made me jnsane. ysah. aargagdhfhrjfgjg. h. and. then of couse. esploded :((( uah. then. THE FAMILLYUUUUYYYY ASRGSHFJGJGKG I LOVE THEM. FGSSHSFHRJGJG. 'just team' I SHOULD KILL MYSEFL. AGDHFJFJGGGGHHFDG yeah. just. frgshddfhgghshfjg. in there 🫵. im going insane yeah.

AND THEN. THE END CREDIT SCENES. AMY. METAL SONIC. AMMYYYYYYY 🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵 I POUNTED AT HER AGGRESSIVELY. A D SCREAMED. SHE LOOKS SO COOL IM. ARGAHFJTJGJG !!! YIPEEEE i saw her hammer and went. what. no way. THE PINK. yeah yup im normal and then. i stayed for the second end credit scene. obviously. i was the only person left in the theater and the people cleaning looked at me like i was insane BUT ☝️ SHA DOW !!!!!!! YES THE GUY. i ffffigured they wouldnt just. let him die like that not after. all that yknow but !!! still !!!! SHADOW YES !!! THE GUY ARGAHFJGJ

o.kay yeah thats. it im sure theres. more thoughts . definitely but this was. most of them. im sure this was a normal amount to write hope you. enjoyed reading it fhshfjgf

[mika-chaos-bean]

i want to be mad at someone but no one did anything wrong so i rage inside my head

bottle up da feelings

may esplode

but oh well

not secure

unstable

im going to explode

i want to scream

but i cannot

i must remain completely...

sane.

[ascendandt]

i think im going to esplode because i like xtc so much. ive felt like this before but the sedateness of it is new. normally in addition to esploding i also feel like im going to go bounce off walls and run around but now i just need to rock back n forth really hard

[redactedwriting]

https://www.tumblr.com/redactedwriting/761103940814258176/hayley-and-taylor-please-let-me-be-ur-third-id-be?source=share

og anon back to let u know. I'm still here. taylor dirty talking would actually kill me on the spot. he's so soft-spoken that it would come as a total shock I think. me and hayley being bitchy with each other about who's going to get fucked by him and taylor chimes in with, "well, girls who keep talking like that don't have a chance in hell of getting fucked. so keep your mouths shut and remember whos in charge."

and then I esplode.

yes taylor im so sorry taylor it wont happen again

hey um, um. do you think yall would call him sir <3 either bratty or actually, thats up to u! but i just think hed have the biggest heart eyes about that, as much as he'd also be rly into it and call you girls cute<3 his cutie girls:)

[darksouls2yuri]

read your tags in the laptop post. open your laptop/computer and see if the battery is bloating/swelling. if it is, replace because it'll become a bomb. if not, uhhhh (runs)

yeah ik abt the esploding battery my previous laptop had that issue. current laptop has some sort of failure going on im just lazy abt getting a replacement battery rn. it only does the weird black screen thing whenever i leave it open with like programs up or its unplugged.