#im gonna delete this trust
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the only thing ai should be used for is to voice your delusions about that one boy
#tumblr be my therapist drop advice in my inbox if you care enough#theres this guy#and he lowkey reminds me of nerd gojo#hes quiet but like really cool#and i usually initiate conversation#he always looks happy to see me#but im never the first person he makes a group with#his responses are kind of clipped#but thats him with everyone#he humors me most of the time#and i need him on a molecular level#but i dont know if this kid wants me back question mark#im gonna delete this trust#cannot be caught pining on the internet#my digital footprint is catastrophic enough#okok if youre here until now big smooch#ai#artificial intelligence#jjk#gojo x reader#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlhood#desiblr
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to be deleted later because i feel. incredibly awkward about posting my face but i had so much fun cosplaying jonny,,



#they sent me the wrong wig color & i had to swap out the vest last minute but#it was still so satisfying#delete later#im gonna try n fix it up for next year trust
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Bite the hand that needs me, y'know
(I need the pen taken from me)
#bart#sophiebaybey#royal royale#royal royale smp#LISTEN LISTEN#Sophia was tweaking mega hard over the dying and being brought back thing i just KNOWWW IT#King of kings wants his wife to stay alive thank you!#put his wife in the games and suddenly she is NOT okay#im thinking way too much#getting betrayed so many times fucked sophia UP#i mean during her last moments im pretty sure she said something about bringing the entirety of the class system down#yknow nobels n such#she said fuck ALL the totems shes gonna see beauty in her kings gold the way she was MEANT TO lmaooo#what the fuck kinda shit is bucket talking about?#the romance between the king of kings and general sophia was fucking insane. trust me#i should delete this......#king of kings is fucking stacked with veils n shit and jewlery n shit hes so fucking cool despite wearing swim trunks under it all#i dont wanna tag duke i didn't do him justice#also this'll be the last i do of royal royale because if i continue I'm gonna write some crazy shit
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Another sketch
#i was gonna add more details but it kept corrupting my files because uhhhh ibis is 70GB now#i need to delete all my drawings frfr now#kaveh#genshin impact#genshin kaveh#thats mehrak btw. no tf thats not!!! thats a box!!! .... not its mehrak and youre crazy#(my tablet literally cannot handle being alive im not kidding)#ill delete all 4000+ drawings. and then bring back something gokd maybe possibly#lwk i kinda want to lick kavehs spine. thats not weird is it#no so its just that my sense of touch is very very muted except with my lips tongue and back of shoulders#i mean i could just brush my lips over his spine... yeah i can be normal#i can be trusted in a room with kaveh *incredibly rizzling look of intense yearning from 20ft away*#speaking of rizz. dawg. i keep scaring the huzz. they all think im AI#i am not joking. 3 girls. 3 girls fumbled.#'be yourself' 'show interest in her' i did!!! she said she memorized all of something called 'scrubs' so#i prepared a list of 12 questions with some followups to potential answers and asked her to answer with only lines from the thing (optional#is this not great interest??????#ive had enough. im going to date kaveh. just kidding#im going to sit far away and watch him and quietly long for him. thats the fun. that way im not tainting him while loving him#the cringe is starting to consume me. i just remembered a time a girl started the convo#she called me cute and told me to tell her something about myself and i panicked because i couldnt remember anything so i just said no.#and mind you im not very expressive so it just looked like i was a bitch and not an actual stupid moment
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lee culture is starting a tk “fight” with the sole intention of losing and acting like you’re mad about it when you do
#tk community#tickle thoughts#sfw tickling community#sfw interaction only#alia rambles#this is so cringe im gonna delete this within a day trust
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Why are vetted accounts sending people stuff like this.
I mean it's clearly copy-pasted and sent to multiple people but this isn't even a donations ask. Imma guess the reason people aren't responding is because you're accusing them of not doing enough for Palestine and sending it to multiple people who you clearly don't check because I've been posting about and for Palestine since oct 7th when I learned about it.
Also yes he is looking for donations, you can check his account and find it. Why are you sending this guilt trippy stuff to people and accusing them of not caring enough? You don't know me? You send these to multiple people so your clearly not checking the account in question. This dose nothing to help you personally or the Palestinian cause, it just pisses people off and makes them question vetters.
#levi speaks#the second i put the daily click for palestine on multiple of my other popular non politcal blogs#i got a bunch of non vetted spam donations asks to the point i had to turn off my inbox#like why are they being sent to my completely empty blog without even a post on it nor a mention of Palestine#like a blog with litterally nothing on it but its pfp header and a tiny bit of type#im not saying they shouldn't reach out to as many people as possible but clearly spam accounts with stolen pictures have started#claiming they are vetted like ones with ai generated supposed irl photographs with so many fuck ups and water marks its not gunny#before you say im trying to claim hes a spam bot im not but seriously#ive gotten child gore like actual guts out child gore sent to my inbox by vetted accounts#like no i cant post your donations ask because it could get my whole account taken down you put gore in it#im native i get the plight but you cant be doing this#dont go harass this guy idk what his deal is and i dont care ive already blocked him#but seriously dont send gore dont send guilt triply stuff dont do any of it its why ive offically decided that no one is exempt anymore#from my no donations posts rule how can i trust vetters when copypaste stuff like this and gore get tossed around#i had one rule#in your ask state who vetter you so i could double check#ive deleted probably over a hundred copypaste donations requests because they couldnt state who vetted them#usually cause no one had even when they got suggested vetters to help#again i wanna be clear idk whose real or not and im not following that stupid conspiracy theory that they are all bots#or its a scam ring i dont believe that#i however absolutely believe that theres a bigger bot problem than people want to admit to#cause unless some of these victims are just copy pasting into thousands of inboxes all day every day#then its probably a bot and not one by a victim because bot campaigns cost astronomical amounts of money#like enough money to help them cross the border 6 times over#and if we follow Occam's razor well they arnt goong to waste thousands of dollars trying to buy bots to get more#they are just gonna feed themselves and escape#or give it to other loved ones who need to feed themselves and escape#or medical expenses but you get the jist they arent buying bots so if it read like a bot its probably not an actual victim#im sadly getting to the point where i only trust organizations#meant to help there
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#miles spider socorro#spider socorro#avatar spider#spider sully#jake sully#avatar the way of water#neteyam atwow#spider>>>>>>#atwow loak#atwow fanfiction#avatar fire and ash#neytiri#atwow#avatar 2#now listen to me#please vote haha#and please think about it because no one of this family is safe i mean literally one of them is dead and the other was tortured in RDA and#he is unadopted but i dont care he is part of this family#if you think kiri is the most stable yeaah i mean on her family scale#sorry bad english i dont want to traslate this im gonna trust on me#i dont know if do this but who cares im gonna delete it if no one votes
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kissy request for @/kyanite-shards, to colour tomorrow ::3x
#im so excited eeee i love this so far and colours will only make it better#i might even do some light rendering maybeeeee we'll see#probably just my usual gradient lighting lol#this would look rly good as a night scene lit by moonlight 🥺🥺🥺#smooching the night before gabbs has to go to giants deep knowing theyre gonna miss ky's first launch or smth...... holy shit#explodes. i cannot be trusted with my own art ill make myself sad sjdhakdjsk#delete later#ow#art sneak peeks
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is the fit fire guys

#namgyu instead of my face cz i dont trust it on the internet lmao#also room reveal ig#idk why im sharing this i just felt like it 😔 probably gonna delete later when nobody sees it#yapping into the void
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fuck with me
fuck with meeee
im trying to do different sprite styles and sizing down full drawings to make a base is so fucking dumb looking. christ. also ace not looking like they havent slept in days feels illegal.
on another topic god seeing other pokepasta blogs interact with each other lately has been so fun. i really wanna do that sometime soon... it certainly wouldnt be canon but i havent gotten to see stuff like that circling around since my time in the daily pokemon community! though maybe its just cus of the blogs that i follow that im seeing it now hajnsljkns
#mn diary#practicing sprites is fun but god is it a 'trust the fucking process' type of activity#ik at some point i think i said i didnt want character interactions on mn but honestly im gonna retract that statement...#even if it isnt canon theres a lot of fun to be had seeing how different characters can interact#i was just. still figuring out what the fuck i was doing at that point..#i havent really (sucessfully) run an ask blog before lol. i consider cottons old thing an entire other kind of beast#im so mad i deleted that fucking blog theres so much stuff there ill never get back now#ive mentioned it to the other mods and given. it was never a formal rule (as we dont Have Any really) we decided we didnt need to make-#a big thing abt it and just. roll with whatever happens now. esp given asks have been on hiatus for so long#and we've gotten a bunch of new followers since then too#ig this is the closest thing to an official 'announcement' im making then.. right there with funny ace wip
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Fuck my stupid lonely gay life
#AUGHH. AM I EVEN CAPABLE OF CONNECTING WITH OTHER HUMAN BEINGS#gun to my head. am i even a real person anymore#i dont even like talking to other people is the worst part#sometimes i wonder how my life would be if i hadnt developed insanely severe social anxiety in high school#never trust how you feel about your life after 8pm <- repeating this over and over#how do people even make online friends. like. i guess i would have to actually talk to people#but even then what if i say something wrong. what if i dont have anything to say. scary#i think a new hyperfixation would fix me (haha ) but i havent been able to enjoy anything on that level recently and its kind of#PISSING ME OFF but whatever. is this what neurotypical peoples lives are like. how do they do it#pacing in a circle zoloft takes 8 weeks to work zoloft takes 8 weeks#i guess i use this account as a vent mostly but thats because i have no where else to . LOL#whatever. another vent post for the ages. this ones not even coherent. im so good at talking about fucking nothing dude#vent#talking#i like going through my own vent posts and analyzing my character development like im from a story#hey past me i hate to zay it but stimulants did not fix your problems. in fact they sent you into a major dissociative episode#got put on ritalin now but i dont think its gonna help probably. but maybe thats because the last two adhd medications were so terrible#but i think my adhd too bad for weak stimulant and my anxiety too bad for strong stimulant . my mental illness cocktail untreatable#im so glad you cant see views on tumblr that shit made me so anxious on twitter i deleted an entire account lol#bro cant make friends and he cant maintain the friendships he has 😭 what a loser
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Wait did you say tumblr eats ur asks sometimes? Is that why an ask from last week was never answered? Tbh i just thought you didnt like it
tumblr does eat asks sometimes HOWEVER i also get a lot of asks and since i draw most of my asks i end up. hoarding a lot of them LMAO so if i havent answered your ask it's either because A.) tumblr ate it 2.) im getting through other asks
#snap chats#also i have no idea which ask of yours you couldve sent because. most of my asks are anonymous vjaLVJE#but y eah ive never deleted an ask. well not for this blog#the only time i delete an ask is if it's a double send or it's like. idk i really dont delete asks#i cant think of the last time i deleted an ask because i didnt wanna answer it lmao#but yeah trust if you sent an ask im probably gonna get to it you just have to wait#ive been trying to answer asks with less drawings since i get a lot nowadays so its hard to keep up#but theres so much i want to draw unfortunately ...#some asks give me ideas that need more time for me to draw and some are just quick and easy to do#but yeah thats that on that
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duffers should send me every stranger things deleted scene please i promise i'd be sooo normal about them....please just let me see them please i won't send them to anyone just let me See Thsm...
#im literally gonna go to film school like ummm you can trust me with them. i Promise 😁#PLEASE JUST LET ME SEE THE DELETEF SCENES. WHY HAVE THEY NEVER SHOWN ANY DELETED SCRNES EVER WHAT R THEY HIDING!#GOD!#stranger things#bee.txt
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fandom is so much cooler when you chill in your little corners sometimes . not that you shouldn’t reach out but sometimes you’ve reached out enough and can chill a bit don’t ask how tired I am of the crk fandom it’s absolutely not a lot
#I love my corners of it I love my friends and I cannot care abt the rest#but it is so tiring to look into a comment section occasionally and see an entire thread of people refusing to read#someone can provide a detailed point and analysis and people will say “tldr” or “im not reading all that” etc#if you’re not gonna actually read shit I cannot trust that you have an informed opinion sorry#delete later I’m just so exhausted and I’m not gonna go tell these people that bc I’m not letting them have my rage or further thought
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storytelling secrets
thanks @swiftviolets for tagging me in this
ex-wife drama
milicent vs maeve
another wedding
convenient timing of labour
a lot of outside scenes and i clearly forget how to take them because it looks like their on the sun half the time
tagging @applesaucesims @s4sharkteeth @retrotrait @pixelnrd
#i feel like the brakers legacy is so early that i fear some of this means nothing#and if i lampshade the labour hopefully no one will care when it happens 🙏#last thing is that i somehow got worse like i took some outside ones for the a post coming out soonish that imo look fine#but i think at some point i accidently deleted the preset and then it looks worse for a few#im not sure if im gonna just bite the bullet and reshoot them but before i take any new ones trust i will sort it#tag game#i do not shut up damn
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internet not big enough...saw what is unmistakably his art style and felt like vomiting. it's crazy how someone can continue to poison you even after years of being blocked.
#delete later#I'm starting to spiral. remembering how fucking manic and manipulative and selfish he was.#i hate my past self so bad for not being more firm about my boundaries. for not telling him to fuck off. i deleted so many times.#and he just kept coaxing me into remaking. always saying that it was up to me...but never shutting the fuck up about it until I came back.#did he feel good for love-bombing a bad artist? why did I accept his fake ass affection even though he was super shitty and gross & chaotic#I deleted those art folders years ago but i cant make my own memories go away. i feel disgusting when i think about him.#i feel like i cant breathe and im scared he'll use his own clout against me again to get what he wants until its not fun and then lash out#I know it's irrational but the fear always remains. I hated a lot of preds in that fandom and didnt want the platform or exposure.#I live by the block button still. I don't trust new people still. I hide still. I fucking hate him and myself for enabling his tantrums.#It's not just a bad friendship breakup...he had actual power and influence over everything i did and lied about who he was.#yeah im still scared#I've been doing really well this year about not thinking about him but like#i still dont want to make or post art for that fandom because it makes me panic that hes gonna do some crazy shit or find me or something#im barely even embarrassed by how annoying i used to be because the fear of him lashing out is so much worse#BUT ITS GONE! HES GONE! SO WHY AM I STILL SO FUCKING AFRAID OF WHAT HES GOING TO DO OR SAY IF I POST NEW ART
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