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#i swear everything went wrong recently#two days spent drawing only to not get paid#homeworks piling up#ik i shouldve focus on yall instead#and do the comm im actually paid for#im not gonna open comm irl again#ppl suck
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anon man anxiety
ftr I have bought A Nice Pen and when it arrives i will stop posting the same shit daily here and start writing it in an IRL blog (a journal) that no one else has to read and internally scream at me about
key issue is that whenever he doesn't talk to me or a day or two i just become overwhelmed with massive fear he's over it (again? lol? but idk if he was ever over it bc both times it ended i kind of forced it so ???? and we must not forget both times he was the one who came back TO ME within hours or days) and rn it feels kind of more stupid than usual bc he's literally ill with famously awful :) shingles :) lmfao so like ?? i wasn't very chatty either when i had covid bc like it's just not when you feel very chatty!!!
im feeling particularly obsessive and crazy bc i keep seeing him online talking at work LOLLLLL and being like :/// why are you talking there and not to me :/// despite him having said before that he finds online comms more difficult the better he knows a person, he finds it upsettingly distant, so when he's feeling shitty and sad already it's gonna be worse to be having to talk to me online instead of having me in his bed or w/e. i think he probably just gets piney and sad instead of finding any comfort in talking to me online (i am the opposite! great x) whereas doing shit at work is a decent distraction etc. he's also just really not very online despite us meeting at the chess org :/ he got his first smartphone in 2016 and hated it enough to get rid of it until 2024 :/ not to mention growing up in rural austria and/or going to an equally rural catholic boarding school until he was 18 like... any shit about "if he doesnt text you for a day he's not interested" just doesnt apply to a man in his 40s w/ that kind of backstory. or anyone to be honest but like you see what im saying
it's obviously really nothing to do w/ him taking a few days to Be Ill, it's my horror at the prospect of not being Chosen or Loved or the fear of being Rejected or whatever the fuck. which is embarrassing and pathetic! and i never used to be this needy or clingy or anxious or insane about any interpersonal rships to be honest until i had to spend months convincing my partner of 12y who clearly had started fucking resenting everything i did that it was worth investing in our rship and he left me anyway HAHAHHA altho as i say every time i do legit think that was the kindest thing he could have done after everything else, and i just wish i had not been so willing to try and fix things. uhh lesson learned? (no. see this post)
i don't even believe that you have to talk to your bf every day or whatever like... ? we should be focusing on our own lives while we are apart anyway. but i am used to talking to my friends 24/7 even when apart (litearlly have a DM with ana open at all times) so the whiplash btwn that and the opposite is a bit oooooohhhhhhh :/ i think i just am so hypervigilant for vibe changes (see also: how i had to deal with ben for a year before november anyway, and even then my hypervigilance didn't work) that im like losing my fucking MIND over absolutely anything that could be read as disinterest or pulling back or idk anything. THE MOTHERFUCKER IS NOT WELL and im like "mmmm is this a Me Issue"
in the next few days tho i actually do need to figure out what im doing for flights bc it will get more expensive soon. tbh the doctor didnt even think it was shingles, just some non-specific painful rash :-) but he is convinced it IS shingles (bc he's had it before) and im inclined to believe him over some random dr bc being an elite runner for 30y has made him quite freakishly in tune with his own body
fwiw i am not messaging him when the anxiety is bad - i do recognise he's not actually doing anything wrong RIGHT NOW and that my reaction to being forced to not experience immediate reassurance/graitification is the problem i need to solve. DEFINITELY not messaging him at work. he is not gonna get online to like 10 messages from me asking him where the fuck he is lol like im not that far gone, it's just in my FUCKING HEAD. it's difficult tho bc in the past when he pulled back emotionally and i felt the vibes were off they WERE off and he WAS having a difficult time w/ the distance so like i also dont wanna gaslight myself into being like "im the problem here" when he has behaved badly, but also like. cannot overstate that he has shingles rn!
i want to "blame" it all on ben and i do think given i was literally never ever like this before in prev relationships until post-berlin it is in a lot of ways a response to that situation but meh i know i have to fix it myself and frankly whoever's fault it is doesn't matter lol it's MY trauma to wrestle to the ground and stamp on. but fuck me it's really really difficult to untangle all of this. the longer this goes on and the longer im unable to cope with my anxiety the more i feel like i am going to need to make some real changes but i dont fully know what they are. think we all know what would be recommended
i also still really struggle telling anon man anything im feeling :-) have become extremely secretive and this weird stepford wife woman 99% of the time :-) which is NOT ME!!!!!! pls dont tell me to communicate better im well aware that this is an ongoing new problem and it is improving, but lord it's fucking hard
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Edit: GUYS!! THAK YOU ALL SO MUCH!! I did NOT expect this!! I need to close it for now, since my week is going to be pretty busy (with all the comms and irl stuff). There's a chance I will open something similar in July (maybe in second week!!) if some of you would be still interested!! 💖 Again, THANK YOU ALL! 💖😭😭
G-guys? 👉👈 Emergency commissions? I'm gonna be honest here, I failed to find a job. I've been looking for quite some time, but to no luck. I really need some money rn (as we all, I know), but! some unexpected things happened in my life (for example I'll be moving out to a different country in two months! 💀). I have a plan for July, but I still have some dept that I need to pay till the end of June 💔 If you have a spare $5 and want to get a drawing of your character then please, think about it... 🙈
Rules: - payment via paypal! - headshots/busts only! - i draw ocs, fanarts - ...im new to this, just DM me, and we can talk what would you expect of me to do! I'm sure we can figure out something!
What I need from you: - reference of your character! Lot's of references! - a moodboard would be cool! or pinterest board if you have one! - send me a short description of your character's personality! - if you have one you can send me a song or a playlist!
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Hi!! Hello!! Your worldbuilding has once again enchanted and fascinated me! But I have no one to talk to about mcyt-related worldbuilding so I’m just going to (definitelynot) shout (ha ha. I’m funny.) at you if that’s ok!!
Ever since I found this fandom I’ve been fascinated by how to deal with video game mechanics in writing, and I’ve found it a very interesting ongoing puzzle, to come up with worldbuilding or lore to explain the more mechanical, coding-based stuff and cover up the fact that the characters are in a videogame. I think that’s part of why I love your worldbuilding so much, because you went in completely the opposite direction, and made Code the base, the reality-fabric, of all the rest of your universe! It kinda blew my mind!
Anyway, the player inventory and in-game chat are two of the most glaringly Video Game mechanics, and two of the first that I came up with explanations for, which is why I (like Tango) latched onto those few lines and details about them in chapter four. For me, they’re both explained by the very flexible fabric of reality inherent to server-words. Because reality is so easy to manipulate (and be manipulated without breaking down) in these worlds, it’s easy for Players to simply open a small personal pocket dimension they can store stuff in. (The same way it’s easy to make something float by just leaving it there and taking away what connects it to the ground) the chat happenes basically the same way. Server-worlds allow for a very shallow telepathic link across all players that everyone experiences a little differently (you might see it scroll across the inside of you arm, look at it in the corner of your vision, actually hear it quietly in your head, etc.)
But that’s a lot of My Ideas, I am, in fact, here because of Your Ideas. Because I’ve alway seen them as sperate things, and I am So Curious about how you’ve linked them. The chat being on external comms on a watch or phone-like device seems pretty common in the fandom, but linking them the way you have — in that you can’t have an inventory without a comm — raises so many questions!! (/pos) how do they work? Are they mechanical? Magical? Natural? Bio-magical? If they were something that needed to be invented, who invented them? How long have they been around? What did people do before then? How does a new player get their first comm/inventory? If comms can comunicate across worlds, could they theoretically take their inventory across worlds/servers as well? Is cross-void trade a very dangerous, but lucrative, profession? Do they have to exchange comm-phone-numbers or can they immediately contact anyone they’ve ever met? If you have stuff in your inventory and you loose your comm, do you lose the stuff too? Or does it transfer like an ender chest? Could someone else steal your inventory by stealing your comm? Does a player have to attune to a comm like a dnd magic item? How common is it to have to build a new one?
I’m gonna stop now because this is really long, it’s 11, and I Will just keep thinking of more questions. I’m so intrigued by this!! Those few little lines have completely captivated me with their potential!! I’m excited!!
(Sorry if this had a bit too much of my own personal worldbuilding ramble, I just really wanna talk to someone about this stuff!)
Ive been 👁️👁️ at this ask since you sent it in and first of all im so sorry the autism won for a bit and kept me from answering your questions, second of all i think your worldbuilding is SO NEAT :DDD this is SUPER COOL i love your ideas, comms being a telepathic link is so interesting to me!!! Also, im intensely flattered that you like the direction i took with hunger au's worldbuilding so much!! I've been having a lot of fun sorta marrying biology and irl physics with computer programming-based building building blocks for this universe, to the point where im actually starting to put together a legit glossary in my masterlist doc to keep it all straight in my head 😂😂😂 it's an interesting challenge for me to try and meld all these things together so i can make something that feels completely different from our world without losing its relatability, so im super glad you're appreciating it!!!
These are a lot of questions im gonna try and answer all at once, so i'll put it beneath the cut so it doesnt clog people's dashes LMAO
So firstly, the way i view communicators is,,, okay dont laugh too hard but i literally just visualize them as pip boys from fallout SKDNJWNDJS for some reason ive NEVER been able to shake that mental image, so ive just sorta accepted that into how i view them for hunger au. Personally, i see them as sort of a... mishmash of the bio-mechanical, something that isnt QUITE a direct part of them but is very much attached and integrated with their code. So its not like an organ, but an interface, i guess-- comms are how you can access an inventory, which is basically just hammerspace the way you've already described it, and where you can change your own surface code, and its also just... the way Players are able to interact with the worlds around them.
You also send messages with comms, but instead of there being anything like phone numbers, you're forming a direct link between your comm and someone else's!!! Not telepathic the way you've done with your worldbuilding, but because i see comms in this universe as something that latches onto and interacts with your code, its still a very important connection. Once connected, you can talk to that person all the time through your comm, even if they arent currently on your server-- although I do think that this only extends to when youre within the same server cluster.
As for how Players get them in the first place: for spawned Players, they just spawn in with them. Thats where the bio part comes in i think, and its a little hard for me to explain the way i view it, but its something like... i guess a bit like when moons form around planets. The code of an entity has a certain weight to it, and when a Player and their singleplayer world spawns in, the comm does with them, already attached and integrated with their code. For birthed Players, its very different-- they arent born with a comm, so they need a comm made, and then integrated with their code by a skilled code wrangler. It is VERY tricky to make a comm-- theyre incredibly fiddly, super hard to code without mistakes, and they take an extraordinarily long time to put together, let alone integrate properly with someone's code. Im not sure the word dangerous is the most accurate term here, but there are potentially harmful consequences if you integrate a poorly made comm with someone's code.
As for inventory transfer, i think you can bring stuff in your inventory from one server to another. This is mostly used for personal items or gifts, i think-- Player culture and attitude generally emphasizes fun, and whats more fun than giving someone something special that you made/got for them, or bringing a little memento with you from an old world you want to remember?
Theoretically, im sure there are Players who bring supplies or previously used tools with them to new worlds, but i think most Players like the excitement and challenge of starting fresh. It all depends on the person and the community culture surrounding that server if its a multiplayer. Cross-void trade is probably definitely a thing, but i dont think its necessarily very dangerous, just something more personal that you'd do for yourself or for a friend rather than any kind of business model.
As for someone being able to steal a comm, i dont think you can if its attached to the Player it belongs to, because at that point its basically a part of them. They can take them off, though, so someone could potentially steal it then, but unless theyre a skilled code wrangler and can crack into it, i dont think it would work for them or let them access that person's inventory. It would, however, be an incredibly effective (and cruel) way of controlling someone's actions and where they can go/who they can talk to.
This is why, ultimately, lost comms are a huge deal; losing your comm is literally losing access to pieces of yourself, your world, and your community. And while as a Watcher, Grian doesnt technically need a comm to access his code or enter other servers, he does still need it to keep in touch with other people and facilitate those community bonds, as well as keep an inventory. So yeah, Tango fretting over Grian losing his comm was very much warranted.
AAAAAAA THIS WAS VERY LONG i hope it was worth the wait!!! I know you sent another question but im gonna answer that one separately later since its about a different subject, and this is already SOOOO MUCH RAMBLING on my part. Thank you for sending these asks, and you are absolutely welcome to ramble at me as much as you want!!! :D
#shouting speaks#asks#hunger au#minecraft worldbuilding#I FEEL SO BAD I LEFT YOU WAITING FOR SO LONG AAAAAAAAAUGHJHGH#trust me i have been HAUNTED by the asks waiting in my inbox EKDNEJEK#but YIPPEEE i hope this answered some of ur questions satisfactorily!!!#thank u so much for sending them!!!!#txt
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text update 06-2023
hey yall! thanks for the nice tags on my recent art- a big reminder that i am pretty active on twitter @sadmachlne666 (the i is a lower case L) and i usually post art regularly, sometimes still warriors, but usually its whatever im into
as far as personal life, the mods and I have had a really hard past couple of years, but we’re doing our best to keep going.
Orion and i spent the whole month of October together last year, and we both plan on visiting Heck soon. I believe they’re both still technically mods here but I’ll be really surprised to see them answer anything, as they’ve both pretty much washed their hands clean of warrior cats or anything of the like.
I’m moving out of my parents house FINALLY- I’ll be moving in a 3 bedroom with two other friends of mine this upcoming July, im super excited.
(Everythings been paid off except the first bill due the first of July, im okay with money but my commissions ARE still open, i just may be slow getting to them cause im busy with preparations and my irl job. if you cant comm me, please consider reblogging the comm price post! thanks!)
As for Silentshadow’s Path- all ive done the past few years is brainstorm TBH! i have a very loose world and story built in my head but ive yet to nail anything down- mostly just the characters and their motivations and roles in the story. Trying to keep everything as it was when it was warrior-ifed is pretty hard, but i have to remind myself ive been working on these characters since 2013, its gonna be hard to change a world overnight (for me anyway).
So ive been thinking- i might just abandon this blog and make a new one? go back to my roots, make new references for everyone (everyone im keeping anyway. remember i made over 200 characters for this story??)
I’m tempted to just private/archive this blog, its what i wanna do but i know lots of fans, including my friends even, enjoy going back and just looking through this blog every now and then- id hate to take it away from anyone.
But as of now, even though im a bit too busy to draw and sit down and chat, Id love to interact with you guys again, feel free to send me some asks every now and then if you have any questions. I’ll let yall know what i do in the future- probably after im moved into my new apartment! Thanks for an amazing couple of years this whole project was.
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commission (august/september)
im opening comm again! Im only accepting 3 slots for now (Might open one more if I couldnt reach 300 or more)
Please dm/ask if you’re interested and likes my artstyle. Also feel free to question if you have any!
Commission information and tos/rules (Please do know and understand that i might gonna be slow w comms as im now easily tired as i got works to do irl too, so make sure youre okay w me taking some time doing the commissions): https://panyumcomms.carrd.co/
Last commissions and other sketches:
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asks :)
y’all are killing me, but like in the best possible way 😭
rhi,,, i have been FED. i am so GRATEFUL for the MEAL. 😤 it never ceases to amaze me how talented you are 😭💞 seijoh supremecy reigns!!! and let me tell you,,, makki... just.... ✨makki “stronger than he looks, makki”✨ i frothed,,, we love our underappreciated strawberry on this blog!!!
all i want is for makki to pin me down and fuck me until i’m sobbing. and timeskip makki?? i love him so much 🥺
and thank you, bby!!
Rhi. First of all holy shit??? I had to take a deep breath because holy fuck that was just 🥵🥵🥵. I rarely read Mattsun or Makki fics but ugh, I really looked forward to this and holy hell you did not disappoint! Damn. Because you mentioned that this was supposed to be another Seijoh 4 fic, I'd like to consider this as an alternate version of your Manager au and ugh the biggest question! Who did Makki send the pics to? Oikawa and Iwa to tell them what they're missing out? Or to the mystery boyfriend because they finally staked their claim on reader-chan?
Hmmm seeing that the Jackals are the ones in Osaka, I feel like it's any of the four? Omg what if it was Hinata???? But I'll probably feel sad if it was Meian cuz I love him 😭😭😭
sdfghjjhgfhjkl thank you!!!!! i was like ‘okay, you’re not gonna make this about all four of them’ and then my brain ignored all of that entirely and decided just to sprinkle in some hints. i like to think that a lot of things that probably crossed a line happened back in their last year at highschool between all five of them that the reader either rationalises or brushed off, so it is kind of intended as an alternate manager au i guess.
and yeah, makki sent the pics to both iwa, oikawa and your (soon to be ex) boyfriend :)
Hot damn! Baby it’s cold outside is phenomenal!!! I loved the buildup. Am I wrong to assume that iwa and oikawa had some idea of what was going to happen?
oh no, they absolutely knew 👀 and thank you!!
wait omg did makki send those pics to himself or to your boyfriend (perhaps iwa and oikawa?) but wow amazing work as always!! 💕
one set to your boyfriend, another to their captain 😌
Sooo, Oikawa and Iwa were in on it, but why didn't they want to take part?
it’s not so much that they didn’t want to, more that they didn’t want to overwhelm you all once - but dw, they haven’t gone far 👀
The funny thing about timezones is that I often read your fics a few minutes after I wake up at 5am and lol, I end up thinking about them the whole day. They're basically my breakfast at this point lol
timezones are a bitch and i would fight them bare fisted if i could. no but that’s probably the best way to read them, still half asleep 😂 thank you tho!! i’m glad you like them so much!
i love ur soulmate aus 😭 sometimes i wish i could read outrunning fate for the first time again
this is so sweet, thank you, bby!!
out of all your oikawa’s, which one is your fave 😌
but i love them all so much?? unpopular opinion i think, but maybe home! oikawa
kuroo calling you “kitten/sweetheart” and oikawa calling you “his pretty girl/cutie” makes me 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
this makes me so happy because i am an absolute whore for pet-names so they inevitably find their way into my fics - glad i’m not the only one who like them haha
i hesrd soulmate dabihawks and my brain malfunctioned in a good way we can never be sick of soulmate aus
i think i promised to write something for dabi & hawks waaaay back when i started this blog and i still haven’t so maybe now’s the perfect time 👀
ahhhhh im literally gonna go beserk when u open comms i got a whole note in my notes app titled 'bbydoll comms' n like its just a list of comm ideas im so fucking excited
wait, really?? omfg you’re gonna make me melt!!
you're my favourite writer!! each one of your fics is always so well written and interesting and i just--- omg. i have reread practically all your work i literally always go back to it <3
thank you so much, you’re so nice i hope you’re having a good day, bby!
saw dark content slander “ur sick bastards, get help” I AM BEYOND FUCKING PISSEd who the hell are y’all to tell us what to do and what to like. wtf. i’ve been seeing so much shit and it’s like “ok, and??” mind ur own fucking business, block. no one needs to hear ur opinion about it lmao. they be acting like they’re content makes them a better person. what u condone irl and what u condone in fiction is very very different. anyways thanks for listening to my rant, i’m sure u get a lot of shit from random people about dc haha
it’s frustrating, but at the end of the day it’s better just to ignore it and keep enjoying the content you want to - that’s not hurting anybody. you’re never going to change their minds and they’re not interested in that - so long as the content is appropriately tagged it shouldn’t be an issue, but i get where the frustration comes into play
and honestly compared to a lot of dark content writers i think i get off pretty lightly with hate, thank god
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hi, everyone! today (31/03) marks the 2nd anniversary of this blog~ /screams into the void bc that’s soooo long w o w that’s like 730.5 days!!!/ this is gonna be a really long post bc i would like to talk about: 1) this little project of mine and 2) my second anniversary (which is under a read more bc it got sooo longggg) so pls bear w me ;v;
theseoks’ followers appreciation project
in order to celebrate my blog’s 2nd anniversary, i’m bringing back my appreciation project (which i started back in 2015). the project has been revamped to better fit my idea for 2017 and i’ve updated the the official sideblog for my project for this year and you can find it here: @felfaproj. (ps. you don’t have to follow the sideblog, it’s mostly for me and my organization tbh + so i can save all the lovely things about you in one place ;u; )
what is the project about?
the basis of this project is for me to get to know you (the precious people who’ve given me love & support) better. not only will i get to know more about you, you will also be able to get to know me better as well. this project also serves as an interaction stater between you and me as i will be replying to you through the project’s sideblog in the form of a text post.
the project is form based where i will be collecting both super duper basic information about you & feedback regarding my blog. this form can be completely anonymous, apart from an identifier (i.e. a name/nickname/anon name/alias) for me to address you with in my replies. on top of replying to your responses, i will be taking the time out to write a personalized thank you message for your support towards both my blog and this project.
also, i know the title of the project says ‘followers appreciation’, however, the change in 2017 is that i’m opening this to both followers & non-followers! (tho i would most def appreciate if u do follow this blog ofc) this is because i feel that non-followers =/= non-supporters since ppl can still show support through liking/reblogging of my content despite not following this blog.
the form can be found HERE (available on mobile and web). it won’t take more than 5 minutes to fill in and i really appreciate all responses~ (^v^)
(p.s. i’m still toying with some ideas and balancing out the logistics of stuff for a little something extra. i’ll have an update regarding this should it come to happen so yup!)
how is this project gonna work?
i will be responding to all responses to this project ASAP (once i am done collating results for each individual) on the sideblog and you would be notified through me tagging and mentioning you in the post.
in the case of those who wish to stay anonymous,unfortunately there will be no way for me to inform you of having replied, so you might have to head to the sideblog to check for updates manually. :(
in order to facilitate the ease of knowing when i’ve replied (i.e. you won’t have to waste time checking the sideblog every other day), i will make a update post on my main when i’ve completed a batch of replies. all replies on the sideblog will be tagged with urls and/or the names that you’ve stated which would make it easier for you to search for my reply to you.
also, I will continue all conversations through messages or IMs on my main blog or through the sideblog should our conversation be through reblogging, messages or IMs.
if you have any questions at all regarding this project, do feel free to check this FAQ page and please don’t hesitate to contact me! ^^ thank you all once again for your love and support and i hope that you would participate in this little project of mine!
[from me to you]: second anniversary message
hello, everyone~! :D knjvkdfn omgosh it’s been 2 years since i brought this blog back to life and wow, that’s a really really long time. ;u; some of you might remember me as: daesung-ssi, xiurnins, xiumlns & minseokked over these 2 years and when 2017 came, i made the url change to theseoks. along with the url changes, the person behind this blog (aka me) have changed quite a bit as well but more on that later. as of right now, i’m very honored and grateful to be able to mark my blog’s 2nd anniversary with everyone!
firstly and most importantly, i would like to thank everyone who has/had shown both my blog and me support ever since my return to the kpop fandom back in 2015. be it followers, non-followers, ex-followers, etc., i’m grateful towards everyone because i wouldn’t be where/who i am today without any of you. all of you serve as a motivation to keep this blog running + for me to continue creating content (be it edits, gifs, writing, idek what else) bc this blog began as nothing but a place for me to reblog stuff i like and post my not-so-gr8 stuff back in 2015. fast forward to today, it’s still a tumblr is still a place for me to reblog + post stuff but in addition to that, it’s a place where people have shown their support and kindness towards me.
these years have also blessed me with the chance to meet a lot of amazing & sweet & talented people who have been nothing but patient and loving towards me. what have i done to deserve all of you tbhhhhh ㅠuㅠ i’m extremely grateful to everyone i’ve met and thank you so much for putting up with me despite my crappy doo communication skills (wow @ self bc comms graduate). i hope we will become even closer this year~ :D to mutuals who i’ve yet had the chance to talk to bc i’m an awkward shy, i do hope we get to talk to each other in 2017!
also, to the lovely people who have messaged me for advice, thank you so much for trusting me enough with your problems (be it big or small). my replies to you are always so late and slow and ahhh, idek if they are helpful tbh but it really means a lot to me that i’m someone you can turn to. i hope all of you are doing well and that you’re happy & healthy. (me: the mom friend irl and a possible mom friend online too)
it’s been a really long time coming and there has been quite a bit of ups and downs over the past 2 years when it came to this blog (in terms of fandoms, content creation, activity, etc.) but here i am. in all honesty, i haven’t been around much this year so far due to real life stuff in addition to the fact that i had fallen into the ‘obligated to churn out content’ blackhole for a while which brought me a lot of pressure (that i’ve put on myself) & made tumblr more of a burden instead of a leisure. but!!! self-awareness is the first step to getting better, which is why i’ve been taking time off to pull my life together so that i will be able to come back and enjoy tumblr once again. despite my absence/dip in activity + change in content (i.e. me stanning bts in late 2015(?) aka this blog became more multifandom), so many of you have decided to stick around and i’m so kfnvjkv thankful towards you. thank you all so much for your support.
i’ve learnt quite a lot throughout these 2 years (in terms of skill and worldview/ knowledge), i’m hoping that i’ve become a better person over the 2 years that i’ve been here maybe??? i’m still quite lacking as a person tbh. which is why... i would also like to take this chance to apologize for any mistakes i���ve made over the years and thank you all for your patience towards me in addition to the efforts you’ve made to educate me on my mistakes. i’ll do my best to improve on myself & become a better person in future.
to end off this message, i would like to wish everyone the best and also for all the happiness in the world to you. thank you so much for being such amazing people and for making my world a better place. i love all of you so much ♡
#shhh fel#long post#followers appreciation#this got so long rip i'm sorry ppl on mobile#happy birthday @ blog you've done well these 2 years i'm proud of u my child
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commissions are open til monday (2/2/23 to 2/6/23) :-)
#do i or do i not tag this my art or not art . ill just leave it like this#meandering#im gonna be real i havent opened commissions in a long time . ive done comms for irls/friends here and there#if this layout for my commission info does not work Please let me know x_x usually i draw everything out but its just so much easier to get#a carrd going#i also hope everything i wrote out makes sense . again i havent done public commissions in a while :p
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