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So, as a breather from the transcript, I wanna focus today's post on Zoey! I absolutely love and adore Zoeys character in MCD, but I felt sometimes she was really pushed off to the side instead of giving her more moments between Aphmau and the main cast. My brain decided she had to be the next victim after Donna. And here's what I got so far.
MCD notes
Zoey had a son a long time ago
She was married but then divorced
She was originally banished from the Yggdrasil Forest because it was forbidden for anyone but the high council to know/learn/use magicks
In canon, she was originally a fairy but later rewritten to be an elf when she became a more permanent character
Zoey has helped deliver many babies in her lifetime and absolutely adores them
Zoey gave up her immortality and more to bring Aphmau (and co) back from the Irene Dimension
◇ New Lore + Backstory◇
Zoey is half fae-half elf
Zoey used to be a wild child, terribly outspoken and spiteful. She knew what she was doing, and it didn't matter how long it took. She'd prove you wrong
The fae live in a pocket realm called the Rieiialavostreod Corridor. It is split between the main prominent courts: seelie and unseelie. There are other courts as well as those who don't associate with any court. Each court has different areas they live in, with them being either in the Malachite Corrie or The Leviathan Grove. Zoey was born in The Leviathan Grove, which is the home to those who fall under or are allied with the Unseelie. Zoeys' mother is a fae from a sub group closely associated with the winter court, who are allied with the Unseelie. Their court is made up of those who display raven/corvid, butterfly, or dragonfly traits. Meanwhile, Zoeys father is an elf from the main village that resides in the Yggdrasil Forest. For a long time, she lived in the LGrove before she decided to visit, stay, and bond with her father in the Yggdrasil Forest.
Zoey had grown up a wild child, thriving and exploring the world to her hearts content. She was seen as unruly by the other elves after living in such a "chaotic" realm. She had only really become "civilized" when her father taught her the ways of the mortal realm. In her curiosity of the wider world, Zoey constantly snuck out of the forest and would travel and learn about the world beyond before returning to the forest with trinkets and knowledge. Zoey had always been free to practice and learn her magics in the courts, it was encouraged and just a simple fact of nature, so she was highly unimpressed and very unmoved by the elf councils rules about magics. In retaliation, she consumed as much knowledge about magics as she could, interacting with other magic users so she could be just as, if not more, knowledgeable as that stuffy council. Seeing this act of rebellion, the council saw fit to try and punish her, to which her father stepped in, reasoning with them that it was only natural for her to try and do so; especially with her upbringing. They dropped the punishment but let her off with a single warning to never do it again. Her father understood why Zoey wanted to continue practicing magic but told her that if she HAD to do so, to keep it hidden away. Zoey reassured him she wouldn't, but in reality, she was furious with the council and dived deeper into her studies, eventually becoming so driven in her need to know, she ended up experimenting with highly magic materials that reacted negatively to each other, resulting in the a magical backlash; causing a accident that would haunt her for the rest of her life. In the ensuing blast, her father, who had just walked in to see the beginnings of the blast, jumped in front of her to take the brunt of it; being incinerated on the spot.
The house burnt down, and the surrounding areas were heavily damaged with many injured. The council was livid, placing magical inhibitors bands on her, to which in her grief striken state, she didn't fight. She was incredibly heartbroken and lost after that, not knowing what to do or even how to fix the situation. It took many years for her to come back from it, for which during that time, is where she met the man that would become her husband. Gabriel had originally been one of the many elves that had looked down upon her for constantly going against the council. However, seeing how depressed and utterly lost Zoey was, he put aside his hatred and, out of pity, decided to help her and encouraged her to find other ways to make her way in the world. She eventually found herself taking care of the younger children, helping first-time mothers, babysitting for those who needed someone. After time, she had gained the reputation of a reliable person in the village to watch over your children, even with her past. Many were relieved, having believed such a tragedy had "fixed" her, making her see sense in what the council was saying and how precious life and the rules were. Years later, Zoey & Gabriel fell in love, soon getting married and eventually having a son. It would seem like she was happy, after all, Zoey loved them both dearly, watching her husband eventually gain a seat on the council and find himself whilst she matured, raised her beloved son, and was improving her reputation. However, Zoey was never truly satisfied with the life she had. She loved her family, dearly so, as well as the accomplishments she'd made, but she KNEW there was so much more to the world and her life. It wasn't the same without magic. Their world was ingrained with it. SHE was ingrained in it. To deny the natural essence of her nature was unnatural. And Zoey would not be contained any longer than she had been. She'd been patient, kept a low profile, and acted as was expected of her, but she was really just keeping things below the radar; practicing her magic in secret.
One day she was once again delving into her magics when her husband walked in on her, causing an intense argument between the two. The combined energies from them, as well as the raw now uncontained energy she'd amassed, caused another magical shockwave that destroyed many parts of the village. Naturally, the council blamed Zoey, threatening to take her husband off the council and banish their family from the forest. The council gave Gabriel a ultimatum, he could keep his seat and they'd allow him and their son to stay in the forest, but Zoey would be banished as she was too dangerous to have around. It was put up to a vote of the village as a whole, with the villagers being asked if she should stay or be banished, which would then be backed by the votes of the ENTIRE council; Gabriel included. In the end, they all voted for her to be banished, including her husband. Her son was furious at her, stating at how they could've continued being a family but she couldn't have just been "normal" and listened. That he hated her, for doing this to their family, to him, and that he would always grow up with the shadow of her dishonor following him throughout his life. That'd he'd always be known as "the son of discord". He turned his back on her, cursing Zoeys name to the spirits. Gabriel tried to reassure that with her gone, it'd give her a chance to see reason and understand her mistakes while also allowing time for the council to calm down enough for him to persuade then enough to let her back. Heartbroken and incensed by all of this, Zoey divorced him in front of everyone, stating that he can keep his seat and his feeble excuses. Leaving, she travels for centuries under the glamor of a pure-elf merchant, selling her fairy lights to any who'd be willing. She'd end up joining up with many traveling groups and fellow merchants but would always truly be alone. Somehow, she winds up in a water village and she wonders how long she'll stay until she eventually aimlessly wander again until the faithful day a woman of wild dark raven locks, amber eyes, mysterious dark markings, and a spirit that just screamed unfettered, appeared in her life.
And that's all I really have for backstory rn before I get into the main plotline. I just wanted a basis to start with and expand upon. And well, that's what I got.
Now, onto appearance! Appearance wise, I know I want to go the dark skin, long elvish ears with blonde butterfly braids (I believe this is what they're called?? Fellow black peeps or anyone who knows in general, please correct me if im wrong) Alongside that, idk if any of you have seen peoples OC's that have the multitude of butterfly-insect wings on their faces but that's what I want her natural fae appearance to look like without her elf glamor! (I don't wanna use anyone's art without permission, so I'd definitely check them out cause they're super cool!)

She'll have wings, but she keeps them hidden. (I know, fae don't usually have them, but I think it'd be fun) I KNOW you guys have seen those feather cloaks/chest pieces. Yeah, those ones. I want her body to sorta be like that! Tall dark feathery shimmery body. I just think it'd be cool! Especially with Aphmau's whole wolf symbolism going on. After all, she's adopted by a werewolf and makes easy friends with wolves/dogs/werewolves. The Werewolf tribe sees her as "pup," and if you know anything about the symbiotic relationship between wolves/pups and ravens, you know EXACTLY where I'm going with this. Raven/corvid fae-elf Zoey with totally human with wolf qualities Aphmau.

Also, tell me that that doesn't just bring more opportunities for fun bonding!? Imagine mutual preening between the two! Imagine how sacred it'd be to touch anothers feathers, to be safe, comfortable, and TRUSTING of/with someone with such a sensitive part of you. Imagine them teaching Levin, Malachi, Garroth, and Laurance. There's so much that could be done with this! (And this is totally not to fuel my wing fic/au obsession...I'm normal, I swear.)
Okay, that's it for now! Thanks for indulging my nonsense, I'm back to the transcript o7
#I just KNOW these characters hate when I randomly fixate on them#Zoey unfortunately you are my next victim#someone sedate me#im over here making creatures#I tried to post this like 5 times and Tumblr yeeted the drafts so you get the very watered-down version of the lore vomit I originally had#oh well it is what it is#minecraft diaries#mcd#mcd rewrite#zoey mcd#mcd zoey#zoey taltatheil#mcd zoey taltatheil
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as happy as i am about the popularity that willmark is getting (even if the 'mark' in question is from a different universe), i wish ppl would realize that you can ship a villain with a regular guy Without making the villain a yandere cornball
#IM NOT TRYING TO POLICE WHAT CONTENT YOU GUYS MAKE BTW#just making that clear jic it sounds like that#I just personally don't like that characterization of maskless mark / mark gayson / gayvincible / whatever other nicknames there are for hi#I also don't like the yandere trope in general#with invincible its been shown so many times that literally any of the villains (even sinclair) can be reformed#so it wouldn't make sense for that mark variant to be like. well. That#debbie already took in oliver despite the fact that her ex-husband had him with a mantis alien#AND when oliver killed the twins she didn't immediately act like he was a monster#so with gayvincible even though it would probably be really Really hard for her#he's still her son; albeit from a different universe and also evil#but if she was able to get the “killing is okay” mindset out of oliver then she prolly would also be able to get it out of maskless mark#also rick was an evil robot creature and william still helped / is helping him get past that#so it wouldn't be out of character if william helped maskless mark get past whatever happened in his universe & grow and change as a person#im prolly just repeating the same point over again hfdhsgj#basically what im trying to say is; will x maskless mark doesn't have to be corny yandere bs#it could also be william helping him get past whatever happened in his universe#prolly phrased a few things wrong here but eh#invincible#mark grayson#maskless mark#william clockwell#willmark
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bsd stuff + animals Yeah yea




#bsd dazai#bsd atsushi#bsd chuuya#bsd akutagawa#bsd kyouka#sorry for not posting art for so long ive been too shy. but im over it now i think#ALSO SORRY FOR THE FIRST PIC ITS BEEN PLAGUING ME TO DRAW THAT#i have agendas to spread over here#i know people make dazai a fox or a cat and those are cool but im a ferrethead#he's long. he's sneaky. he's chocolate brown. he's silly. he would love to take a macaroni dunk#ferret guy to me#was struck with the urge to draw small creatures#also yes chuuya is a cat specifically a munchkin calico to me but whatever#art tag
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My horrible little star they have every disease
Beanie baby Loop... oh poor thang... based on the much more dignified creature by @insertdisc5
#codacheetah#my art#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#beanie baby#plushies#im so obsessed with this uglyass freak i keep looking over and seeing them and laughing#i spent the past two days working on this thing and struggling and then i put the eyes and spikes on like ohhh. ohhh no.#their autism creature eyes their shitty walmart fabric their awful stitching. yea....#i think making them legally classifies as animal abuse.#bahahaha anyways for all the people asking for loop plush. never fear yaoi jesus king of sloops is here#this is the only art post of mine i will ever tag the creator in. my beautiful animal.
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A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..
#sculpture#fantasy art#fantasy creature#art#elf#lol what are the tags I should use... I still never know.. EVIL social media.. hate the idea of tagging anything ever anyway. but alas..#I also would ideally like to start selling them again and open up custom commmissions and stuff again once I can hopefully get paypal#stuff sorted out. and find like.. a good way to do things.. etc.. I did still want to sell them through auction instead of agonizing#over setting prices being afraid they're either too high or too low. So being able to just be like. Here. this is $50. or more. or less.#negotiate. the worth is whatever you feel like it is so i personally dont have to make that decision. etc. lol... But etsy doesn't let you#do auctions or like pay what you want type stuff so.. then I was thinking ebay? but idk.. ANYWAY.. I want to set things#up so I can sell stuff again hopefully. I still haven't fully recovered from the costs of when I had to take my cat to the vet and put#them down last year and etc. So it'd be good to sell a few things. perhaps.. maychance... perhamble... so on and so forthe... ANYWAY#I was going for whiter more milky sort of hair that blends in closely with the skintone but after the paint dried it seems more yellowy kin#of. which is fine. But just not exacltly like my mind vision lol..#Also it's like... wow... someone with face spots and elf ears and a half open mouth with a gap tooth and wavy hair and kind of downturned#eyes... revolutionary... never been seen before... every sculpture I have ever made surely doesnt look licherally exactly like this... LOL#but maybe it's just a style. so what. People have their motifs lol.. Im just getting back into sculpting. I shall sameface in peace. huzzah#Just like the only thing I ever carve out of avocado pits anymore is eyes. Because that's just whats fun to do. I'm going to accumulate lik#25 similar avocado eyes and have nothing to do with them. I was thinking of stringing some together into a necklace of eyes or something li#like that but.. hrmm... ANYWAY.. Love to do the same things repetitively. :3c
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small minor-spoilery talk of deltarune chapter 3 in the tags
#chris noises#deltarune#btw dear followers listen to oh!no?ok.#///////////////////#ok so i played yesterday i finished chapter 3. im gonna replay it because BOY GEE i missed some stuff#and the entire secret boss WAAHHH i need to beat the secret boss#in the last 2 chapters it felt like you always had the option to backtrack and do stuff you didn't manage to do + the secret boss#here you have to do everything in order it was a little hard 😭#according to tom you have to get S rank in all rounds#i only managed to get a b rank in the first round cuz i suck :')#btw btw. this chapter was EVERYTHING???????????????????????????#IM IN LOVE????#and this is something most people would probably glance over but#rouxls kaard being poly is actually so important to me??#like i spent probably too much time thinking about it but. it made me so so so happy 🥹🥹🥹#representation for us polys who get absolutely no bitches 💯💯💯#AND ELNINA AND LANINO ARE SO CUUUUTE IM OBSESSED WITH THEM#THE WEATHER ALWAYS STICKS TOGETHER ‼️‼️‼️#they're my everything . they dont need a third but i wish i could be their third (rouxls ruined my chances)#and the games were so fun 🥹 genuinely#THE MUSIC IS SO GOOD. AS ALWAYS.#and holy shit tenna was so funny#AAHAHAAA THE SCENE WITH SPAMTON MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD I CRIED OH MY GODDDDD#WHAT IS THAT A RAT? SOME KIND OF CREATURE?#accurate reaction to spamton#toby fox really does write the most divorced characters ever#right i think im done for now#im currently stuck in a traffic jam :') im so late for work :')))))#god. i understand why ch3+4 were released together. chapter 3 was SO GOOD but was too short 💔💔💔#it makes sense. ok im out of tags bye LOL
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anyone know if we have isolate harder tomorrow
#im sorry ik it's important but idc#i dont want close connections#i dont want to be sociable#i just want to keep my head down focus n get out of here#when my body n brain are safe#n ik ive done it on my own#n im not indebted to anyone for anything ever again#n ik i hv what I want n i am safe n there's nothing no one can hv to offer me#tht will make me lose n compromise myself#then I'll think abt human connections#im sorry im hppy ur all community n socialize n ppl rule humans are social creatures#but u live in a privileged delusional world where ppl dont hv power over ur basic safety n well being#so u can trust ppl bc they can do u no harm#cloud nonsense
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love nightmare i just kind of wish there was a soft heart Equivalent to her. the more instinctual/bestial nature of the soft heart princesses vs the more sterile supernaturality of the harsh heart ones etc...
#my posts#damsel is Also instinctual. remember how she has no fucking idea how to kill you and just stabs desperately#nightmare is a knife neutral route. which is sad im going to try and come up with some kind of creature#i like the creatures#though i suppose the challenge here would be making her dissimilar from the beast#ill turn it over in my head. maybe when i write smth for the harbinger ill get some more ideas here
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sometimes people who struggle like to make jokes or find positives about their condition that causes them to struggle so they can escape the constant negative and struggle. sometimes autistic people will say things like "the 'tism" or use the "autism creature" or say their autism helped them have a *positive trait* to feel better about their struggles. because living your life only focusing on the struggles and negatives is depressing and makes it hard to want to live, even if those struggle take up 100% of your life and you can't actually escape them. sometimes any little seemingly positive thing can help a lot.
but there's so many other autistic people that hate when we do that and call it "reducing autism to a cute trendy thing" and say it takes away from *their* struggles and is bad and shouldn't be used. maybe *you* want to only focus on your struggles, but some people can't live in constant negative and need some positive or to find ways to make their condition more positive so they can feel better about living with their struggles. life is hard. I take anything I can get.
I cant get jobs. I can't make and keep friends. I can't get help and support for doing "normal" things so sometimes I go weeks without being able to shower and without eating more than a bowl of cereal a day. most times can't even do things I like. struggle to communicate. have meltdowns. i'll never be able to live independently. I struggle a lot. but instead of sitting here always depressed and having no motivation to live, i'd rather try to joke about "my 'tism is acting up again" when i'm struggling (just an example. don't think I ever actually used the 'tism thing but i saw others use it) or say "i'm just being a creature" when I need to stay in my dark room because everything is too much and I personally find it cute to be a little creature meant in a positive way. i'm not actually downplaying mine or anyone else's struggles. I still acknowledge them and that silly jokes dont make them go away. i'm not trying to be trendy. i'm not doing any of the things people say we do by making silly little jokes. i'm using the silly little jokes to convince myself life can be a little more than pointless, painful garbage all the time.
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#dont know why continuing in tags but here is more#sometimes we need to ask “why” and not just get mad about how we feel personally. because other people feel differently#yes im guilty of only thinking my feelings and situation and how it relates too and forgetting other peoples. i also need to learn#and everyone's feelings should be valid. just because something might “hurt” you it might be important for someone else#everyones feelings are valid. but we cant protect everyones feeling. so idk the solution#but stopping someone from having a small positive among a sea of nevgative seems a little mean to me#youre not being empathetic to their side. and i can turn it around and be not empathetic to your side and say stop being upset#and get over it and let people have fun. but i wont. i hear you. but at the same time maybe hear us too.#not everyone wants to live only negatively. youre allowed to but dont expect others to.#and yes i GET IT these things can make the allistics and neurotypicals be even worse towards us. but what do we do?#throw out any positivity we can find and grovel in our struggles because the allistics wont take us seriously?#DO THEY TAKE US SERIOUSLY WITHOUT THOSE SILLY TRENDY THINGS? NO! THEY NEVER HAVE#like i said i dont know the solution and everything still be used against us by those people anyway so might as well have fun?#if we focus on struggles they baby us and dont let us do things and block us from living life#if we focus on positive they dismiss our struggles and try to make us do what we cant and dont help us#we cant win! so its not “the 'tism” or whatever other things people made up that cause them to act this way#they already act that way and wont stop unless we figure out how to teach them! but i dont know how! im just a useless little creature#this is probably controversial and someone will get because i dont agree with their perspective despite respecting it#someome will comment to lecture me even though i get it. i do. but two things can exist at the same time!! idk what to tell you!#autistic#autism#actually autistic#lee rambles#words are hard so dont know if i worded it well or not. probably not#also why take away fun things because another group used it for bad? make them stop the bad not stop the good!#i also might be missing more context. i think is about tiktok using these for bad. tiktok is just bad in general and i refuse to use it#why tiktok dictate and ruin our lives now in general? tiktok is really bad 😂 but that another conversation#no one yell at me and say i dismiss struggles of struggling autistics. maybe you dismiss me needing negative thing to have positive?#not in mood for negative response. will probably cry fhhddhsjdjdjkd#today is real struggle day but if i be little creature i feel better
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opened up instagram to find the most JAW-DROPPING pictures of Ranboo istg how are they so fucking PRETTY
#like GODDAMN BRO#it was literally the first thing on my feed lmao#taking about it here cuz my friends would make so much fun of me if i said this over there LOL#instagram is such an experience 😭#im not used to people having my socials gjghsgzgdg#i have to restrain myself from being a silly little creature over there#more on ranboo tho:#he fucking ATE#so much gender envy from them i swear#ranboo#ranboolive
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Hywel is inspired by a mix of my issues with stories with nonhuman protagonist/about nonhumans becoming human AND vet posts ive seen warning people about the dangers of anthropomorphisizing animals. Its fine to joke about your pets doing things out of spite or other human emotions, it does put you at risk of not being able to read their body language correctly. Cats dont cry out of sadness, a cat crying, with actual tears streaming down its face, is a sign of a medical issue. A dog smiling isn't doing it bc its happy, it means its nervous. Not being able to spot these is bad, and sometimes even dangerous, for you and the animal.
If you never get past Hywel's human appearance and treat him like one its like getting a reactive dog, doing zero research or training, and then taking it to a dog park. If Hywel mauls someone in town then its on you.
#hywel struggles a lot with good vs bad things specifically#he makes decisions based on what makes him feel good or bad (like most people) but#if you explain something being bad to him using emotional reasons (it makes you a bad person‚ its an awful thing to do‚ its gross)#he genuinely will not get it#he'll try to stop! just bc he was told to stop! but he doesn't know how to apply it to other situations#murder for example#he's immortal death doesnt have the same meaning to him#and he doesn't particularly care about people outside of arisen#they're entertaining he finds them fun. they're critters to him#but he's not bothered by them dying#arisen dying is bad bc it means he failed his charge. he cant die. regular people dying? eh whatever#so he doesn't really get why murder is bad#if ur in vernsworth and tell him no then he'll be like i dont understand but ok!!#its only bad in vernsworth bc thats where you said no at!! everywhere else is fine !#he's not trying to find loopholes!!! he genuinely doesn't get it and is doing his best to work with what he's given!!!#his way of thinking is p straightforward and logical though#so you have to explain stuff by how it effects him and how the cons of doing it outweigh the benefits#hywel u cant murder people you dont like bc if we allowed that people would kill merchants and then you couldn't buy stuff#anyway bonus scifi au stuff while im here#hywel would remember the time loops and would do whatever it takes to keep the crew safe#but the thing is. cosmic horror hywel doesn't really understand time or how the loops are fucking people up#he knows the false dawn losing its crew was bad. he doesn't understand WHY its bad‚ but he knows it is#and he loves this crew! theyre funny and some of them are fun to chew on. enrichment.#he's gonna do whateve it takes to keep this crew safe and together. on the ship. y'know‚‚‚ bc the other ship losing its crew was bad#restarting a loop means nothing to him. yeah he's gotta start over with his friendships but thats fun! enrichment!#hes a creature time means nothing to him#beginning of the loop all his friends are here :^) he's completely unaware of how its negatively effecting people#anyway i cannot stress enough he isn't doing this to be malicious he's just doing his best#someone would absolutely realize he was doing this early on and if you tell him to stop he will#but yeah better hope you can explain why he cant do that well enough or hywels gonna unintentionally find every loophole
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Feel free to ignoring this ( pls don't), so as you're one of the few people that listen to what I have to say about speedsters, here are some of my negative speedster hcs:
People, in fact, don't realise how dengerous, and scary, speedsters really are until its too late.
- almost every one in this condiction suffers from delusions. Like the negative speed force telling Eobard that he is a monster and him beliving that with all his soul (he in fact is) and he can not change, so he must make Barry's life a living hell forever.( For Owen a see him have some mental problems like Jinx from Arcane).
- They commit antropophagy. As you know speedsters need to eat a lot, and having in mind that the negative ones are "crazy" and by nature they have a too strong predator instinct, i just gonna leave this info here....( really want to talk about this, but dont want to sound weird)
- they can mimic other peoples voices. Speaking is basically vibrating the vocal chords, so a speedster can imitate anyone, and remembering the last hc, they can use it as a hunting tecnic. ( just like those criptids or skinwalkers).
- sexual impulses. They can be predators in any meaning of the word, and they have enough intelect to make plans, and at some point they may want to setisfy an urge...( it dosen't mean everyone of them do that, but again, just saying)
-claptomaniacs. They dont steal things for its value, they steal stuff because it looks intresting for them, when they dont want it anymore they just throw it away.( That aplies to humans too, the speedster can kidnap a person, just because they liked something in that person, thats not necesarilly sexual, they can spend hours looking at that person or hearing them talk.)
And thats are the most things that worried me about speedsters, I don't fear them losing their mind and messing up the multiverse, I fear them if they lose their mind and start to hunting people in the woods, and in big ass Citys that dont mind if somebody desapered.
Thanks for reading ❤! Hope you finded that at least a little scary and realistic, I want to become a terror and body horror writer in the future. I know its dosent about your AU but I would like to share it with another Flash fan.
I am a Twane hater first and foremost, so-
Also, Kaliesuriens, henlo :D
But, let's chat about it, in points! But imma use my ver of Owen as the main silly guy--
I imagine Owen would defiantly let the speedforce take over his mind at first, he's obsessive over coming back, even when he's "back". He needs everything to be exactly how he wants it, and negative Speedforce feeds into it - "Yes, you are right. How could it happen? It had no right, you didn't allow it." type of stuff. A child, who is stripped of all the control it could have, would fight for it with nails and teeth.
I do wonder if they'd commit autosarcophagy (autocannibalism). Time for speedsters is a horrid thing, and with Owen? Owen, who was stuck in speedforce and suddenly left, hungry and bitter - too animalistic to care. I mean, he heals so quickly and it hurts only a little, the meat is so fresh, even if the hair sometimes gets annoying. I do imagine he does not care for rawness of meat- And if he finds humans harder to hide, to get in time? Well, the corpses of animals with marks of human nails ripping through their flesh and teeth marks that couldn't be any other animal's? But remember not to touch it- not to move it. Speedsters always come back to their last place of hunt. Obsessive little things.
Owen, now twenty-five, still sounding like the sacred eight years old. Boomer has nightmares of his blood-red eyes and his silhouette leaning above him - so skinny and yet grown. His body so unlike his baby son, yet the same voice calling for his dad, for his papa - "Please, da, what did I do? Why aren't you looking at me?" He wakes up sick to his stomach. Owen, angry how others get their parents, hiding in a forest and hunting one of the rangers, knowing that he has a young daughter. They have everything, her last birthday he took her to Disneyland, while she whined that it's not Disney World - how dare they? How dare she. Only two "dad, help!" and he's exactly where he needs him.
Speedsters, at all, have a strong sexual drive for me - I mean, they do not have to rest at all. Mixed with stronger instincts? Damn. When Owen is home, softer - tamer, it's not that big of a deal. Until Axel comes over with rogues, so loud and eye catching. They both are horrid for each other, but only one of them might end up with scars after their meetings. Pied Piper jokes about being attacked by a feral cat.
I just wanna mention - with Kleptomania, it's qualified under inability to control impulses (the stolen stuff has literally 0 value, some give it away some throw it away) or at least was! But also, I doubt speedsters feel the guilt and anxiety later. But it's still under the "lacking control over impulses" which I believe is common under the Speedster fam tree. I also want to say that even while Boomer's not a speedster/handmade speedster, I can imagine that he has Kleptomania on some lighter lvl. It's just not as common, but when it hits, it hits pretty hard. He usually ends up giving the trinkets or even bigger things to other rogues. They know about his little issue. When he learns that Owen also does so, he worries that it's biological, but Weather Wizard helps him to figure out that it's not actually the same. (biggest thing he took - a chair from the police station, left it in the nearest trash can. He believed back then that he wanted to do it and did it to prove to himself that he can. He learned around a month later that it's really not that.)
So ye, ofc I had to put some stuff about Boomer and Owen (a lot of stuff about Owen), but what can I do :'D
Thing with Speedsters hunting, especially in DC universe, they would blend in with everything. You hunt near Gotham? Few people disappearing a week is the norm, if you're good enough, no-one notices.
Also, they can vibrate through the walls - whatcha gonna do? Creature Owen seems fun, but imma stay with my normal Owen, especially since in his main surviving au it's Digger with the speed and he got his pop's great agility. (gonna @kaliesuriens bc last time it didnt inform ya)
#idk#probably bad english#bsing trough life#captain boomerang#some thoughts#owen harkness#captain boomerang jr over here#hellhound owen AU#but like... worse <3#creature Owen AU#tw body horror#tw murder#tw death#tw blood#tw cannibalism#tw g0re#tw spicy#kinda??#not rlly much#tried to make sure that nothing demonizes actual mental issues (kleptomania is a very interesting thing and im trying to educate myself)#i think everything#messy but im always messy
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claws into the earth. if you ever want to talk music with me good GOD please do. i want to foam at the mouth about albums and musicians i like and i wanna hear about the ones you do too. inbox is always fucking open holy SHIT
#yall ever remember music you like and just lose your GOD DAMN MIND. literally music make me lose control at the drop of a hat#[this is extra a joke bc i have. so many snapbacks for my fav musicians] [i am a very silly creature]#i need to stop being oh no i cant post on my blog random thoughts thats weird!! but then i remember its MY blog and i get to control what#the FUCK im doing here and also ive been here 12 goddamn years#im allowed to fucking foam at the mouth over music about that old and twice or three times that age if i fucking WANT TO#want to try to. actually just ramble here more. bc lol fuck the bird app and i aint leaving here#and all the other sites sound like shiiiiiit#anyways god the scene of like. dubstep/dnb inspired music circa 2012-2017 was good shit. refound some vindata tracks that still get me
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RATS are NOT your friends at night while you're reading a scary book
#so if you didnt know. rats are nocturnal#so its 2am where i am rn. my room is pitch dark because i have my blinds shut#and im reading a scary book. lots of spooky creatures and body horror and haunted shit#and my rats. are knocking shit over and chewing on things and generally being menaces#or theyll go silent for a minute abd i think theyre chilling and then all of a sudden theyll drop a toy or something#and scare the shit out of me#they use their spooky little hands to climb on the bars of their cage. and they use their spooky little teeth to aggressively eat kibble#and i gave them new toys today. these edible foraging toys that they love#but that means my room is full of the sound of pulling on bars. or the clicking of a water bottle. or chewing. so muvh chewing#and im reading about this dead body come back to life. with like all of her bones broken. killing a guy in the most grotesque way#and its altogether a very bad experience#i was bored for the first 70ish pages but then it got really fucking good and im hooked. but its also terrifying#the rats have gone silent but now my dog is shifting in his kennel outside my room#both are terrifying. why are my rats silent. why is my dog moving. when will he move next#these animals are harassing me. whats next. my sibling's rabbit is going to break in? in roommate's cat will start scratching at the door?#if my landlord is reading this then ignore all of these tags. we only have a dog sir. no rodents or felines or whatever tf a rabbit is here#ah the rats are making sounds again. terrible horrifying sounds#i have to piss but im scared to get out of bed. i think i live here now. in bed. i cant leave#on a somewhat related note i really want to make deviled eggs rn but i have roommates that are trying to sleep#on one hand i miss living alone. on the other it makes me feel safer to have two other people here with me#even if the threat is only my imagination#and my mischievous critters
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thinking abt compulsory transmasculinity (a thing that affects me and only me and is not a real thing at all)
#I just think a lot abt how even as a child. like 6-7 years old I was CONSISTENTLY treated like a weird creature because of my personality#like#actively getting excluded from stereotypical girl things because of how i looked and interacted really made me question from an early age#if any of this gender stuff even matters. That’s why i get so weird when trans people say that all of us experienced gender dysphoria before#puberty. bc i have to sit over here like “well actually- no”#because without a doubt there was a time i WAS a girl and wanted to become a women. Just a lot of people in my life didn’t treat me like one#so i spent all of adolescence going “well it looks like being a teenage tomboy he/him dyke is getting me results so ig im just this now”#and dont get me wrong 16 year old me loved being that but now im 21 and realizing that#well… maybe i want to wear skirts and make up and have people to buy me flowers#and have someone put their hands around my waist and like. protect me. idk you can do all of this as a tboy or enby but#there’s a lot to think about in how exclusion in development contributed to what i deemed “worked for me” and what didn’t
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ELECTROCHEMISTRY- No one will ever want to sleep with you.
Litany in Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out, Richard Siken
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | other de poems
#disco elysium#disco elysium art#harry du bois#dolores dei#dora ingerlund#kim kitsuragi#harrykim#disco elysium fanart#juha-art#ok normal tags over time to go crazy. im working on a longer comic with text from the actual game about this imso normal about how harry#turns the people he loves into gods or angels or saints. immediately! he can say kim is too perfect to be human on day one. its crazy.#harry form healthy attachments challenge- composure [godly: failed]#Here is the part where everyone was happy all the time and we were all forgiven#even though we didn’t deserve it. Inside your head you hear a phone ringing#I take the parts that I remember and stitch them back together to make a creature that will do what I say. or love me back.#so many lines fit so well in this poem..maybe one day ill continue this#de poetry
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