#is there something wrong with me

[hwang-inhosb1tch]

Okay, I don't know if it's just me, but I am just UNSUALLY jealous.

Like what I mean is, "You don't like that show more than me, I knew that character before you, I liked this before YOU did."

Of course I don't act on it - that's SCREWED up, BUT LIKE HOW DO I STOP?? It's such a bad habit and I hate it so much.

I think Im doing great hiding it (people say im not a jealous person), but I genuinely think something is wrong with me 🙏

[sectumsempra31]

Tbf, delay of game penalties are infuriating but Justin yelling is 🥵😮‍💨

[poseidonstaint]

I WANTED HIM TO DRINK IT AND GET CRAZY

[riveroflayne]

imagine sitting on his lap and pushing his hair out of his face and planting kisses all over his cheeks and nose and lips and eyes while he wraps his arms around your waist and just accepts all your love <333

maybe he's rubbing your back and maybe he pulls away so he can kiss your neck and then rest his head on your shoulder.

he's closing his eyes and his breathing is getting slower while you're playing with his hair and rubbing his head.

"i love you." you whisper into his hair and then plant a firm kiss to the top of his head. he doesn't reply, he doesn't have the energy. he just hugs you closer and leaves a little kiss on your shoulder where his mouth was so he doesnt have to move.

eventually you both lie down and he falls asleep with his arms wrapped around you and his head on your chest <33

i <3 sleepy jamie

[thejohnlockedfemboy]

I need advice.

I don't know if I'm just weird or maybe I've been influenced by seeing Tumblr system blogs.

I go by different names on different websites/with different people. It almost feels like with each name comes a new personality. I do have mental health issues ( anxiety and ocd ) and I constantly overthink if I genuinely have issues or if I'm somehow subconsciously faking it for attention(?)

It almost feels like each name/personality could interact with each other. Almost like as if they were ocs. Like they have different appearances even, sort of, but all relatively the same.

Is this just me needing to go touch grass? Being influenced by the internet? Maybe there's nothing wrong with me at all and it's just the overactive imagination I've had since I was a kid.

Maybe it's just me being genderfluid? im so scared of being genuinely crazy

I don't have Reddit or another site to ask for advice. And honestly, I feel like Tumblr is the only site that has people who will give genuine answers.

Pls give your honest thoughts?

edit:

Thoughts on me possibly being an endogenic ( non-traumagenic ) system? I didn't know that you could be a system without having DID or OSDD

[panvnsleake]

love when i go from happy and cheerful to "this time im really gonna do it" immm gonna do a liiitle cut today just one -🍞

[sibbycrobby]

i forgot nelson and devon played together but i genuinely don’t remember when we got devon like has he not been here since he was born??? he just spawned here i don’t remember when we got him

[ha1leysblog]

[fiftiesbbydolldress]

whenever i'm high i wish i were drunk

[buckley-y]

y’all remember the person who took me to the zoo and bought me a plant and kissed me? they don’t want a relationship with me. they decided they “can’t do anything serious right now”.

my damn heart hurts

[itzzzkiki002]

I don’t know anymore- read my ramble

life’s so weird lol-one second I can be super happy and other I’m insanely sad, I hate it like why can’t I just stay happy for a long period of time?! I never really get personal on here but I kinda need to sooo here it is! If you have any advice or can relate or have anything to recommend let me know! <3

This could possibly correlate with my hyperfixations I’m always super happy when I get a new one then sad as it fades a bit but then it normally comes back and I’m happy again. It’s funny the way that is, and in the end I get really sad because I remember that “ oh yea these characters aren’t real”. Whenever I remember that I get so sad it crazy, I’ll go from having a crazy emotional connection to these characters then finding out with my luck almost any character I pick as my favorite something bad happens to them or they die. This is why I never want to pick a favorite again but I can’t help it!!

Then again there are a lot of things it can go with like the weather, my family, the seasons my stress levels etc etc there are a lot of variables is weird. Is it just me or sometimes when I’m sad or happy etc and I’m listening to music for it it just doesn’t bring me that joy sadness etc anymore like I have a whole playlist of sad songs but now I can turn that on whenever and not care-

Idk life’s been weird lately I’m an anxious little bomb that’s either going to explode with a panic attack or a happy manic moment. Whenever I walk around my local park I’m always looking to meet people but I’m always anxious to say anything. Whenever I’m on those walks I’m thinking normally about how the songs that i listen to work or some dumb science question my brain came up with. I would way rather think of those thing before I fall asleep then stressing all night over stuff I’m excited for or something I’m scared for. I’ll also have really random irrational fears of things that most likely will never happen to me ( doesn’t mean there not possible) I always feel like I’m going to be robbed or kidnapped I even dream about it sometimes. my dreams are weird I have some reoccurring ones that I really hate- like there’s this one were I break my arm and get a compound fracture( the bone is sticking out of the skin) and one were I have to move houses I always wake up crying after that one. The last one is this stupid one where I go to my door cause someone knocks and I immediately get grabbed but news for them apartments in my dream world I also carry scissors to the door when ever I open it so if I’m ever in a situation like this I’ll be fine ( most likely) It’s dumb and scary. Something to point out I have never been kidnapped or ever going to let that happen. I’ve only moved house once at this time I was little so I didnt car and I don’t think I’m going to break my arm anytime soon, or I hope I don’t.

last thing- am I the only one but after being really sad or feeling some emotion almost magnified everything outside seems brighter like the sun shines brighter food tastes better all thr colors are just more- idk if this is just me losing it but it feels real!

thanks for reading my ramble if you got any advice let me know cause I truly don’t know anymore.

[peanutalergy]

a recurring theme I've found with all my friendships is that no matter how or who the person is, I'm always like a lonely stray puppy following them around desperately waiting for them to look back at me

how does it work I don't think I have the whole relationship stuff figured out just yet

[isacksteban]

heres my fat cat sleeping rn in case ur tired of the marcmarc pic

wait she changed her position

[professorfaith]

I really want a johnshi fic where Johnny is on live on Instagram or something and Kenshi is just in the back somewhere and occasionally says hi and the chat only wants to talk to Kenshi about Johnny and UGHFAGDHHFHJJJGHHJJRHH

[cumrag4arockstar]

I just had the weirdest wet dream about Damien Haas. I almost never have wet dreams, and to have one about a Smosh cast member….weird.

[wyrm-mlm]

The last time I made a DnD character it was a love child of Dreamling shoved into the DnD setting

Tell me why I wanna make my next DnD character a Jayvik love child???

Two isn’t a pattern? Right? RIGHT?