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Along with the widow and the cultists in the mine, there's also the repeating in season 5 a few times of cultists/ acolytes as victims. The witch was raised as an acolyte to Mother Darkness and some of her language about her doesn't paint Mother Darkness as the best mom. The townspeople had a hungry being living in the woods around them, who they could either feed every so often or risk one of their own being pulled in whenever Horig wanted. Evrard tells of his father wanting to understand the world beyond his and how he died, how he spent his childhood in a castle haunted by his family's history and worship. Lillith is implied to have been indoctrinated a bit.
Then at the end of season 5 there's the reveal about the Lesters. And as you mentioned (and I touched on in the tags), that kind of paints picture that they were also preyed upon and lured into it. We've talked about the poem in 20 before; I initially thought that perhaps the issues there were probably the tendency for depression and alcoholism that Arthur seemed to inherit. Perhaps it's both. Maybe they were in bad place and they turned to faith to aid them.
ALSO your tags are amazing:
#ooh yay i'm so glad u matched my energy lol i was nervous sending that ask like. is this anything. is this nothing
honestly the biggest reason I didn't answer this ask right when I saw it was because I couldn't think of anything to add. I agreed with everything and was like "what do I say just 'yeah' and hit post???" did think of some more to say but I am in complete agreement.
#BUT YES. GOD.#''revenge against a figure similar to ones who have hurt him and a way to end the man he's wanted dead for 10 years'' lies down forever#god. if lesters/larsons parallels become any stronger i will simply have to. fuck i don't know. do Something. they're so. oouughg.#why don't you become the most vicious and violent version of yourself to kill this guy who is the worst parts of you#while also simultaneously being the parts of your parents you've never gotten to be fully angry about bc you still loved them#in an attempt to get revenge for a innocent victim that is also your daughter and also the hurt-scared-child version of yourself#what the FUCK man. insane!! like literally!! how the fuck am i supposed to be normal about that!!!#thinking again abt how larson said addy's key virtue was being ''faithful'' vs. ''to me you were the sun''
become the most violent version of yourself to kill this guy who is the worst parts of you while simultaneously being the parts of your parents you've never gotten to be fully angry about because you still loved them! getting revenge for both an innocent victim who is also your daughter and also your child self??? yeah how are we to be normal about that. (and he forgot???? he forgot about that??? do you think he may be remembered a bit when Larson talked about sacrificing Addison?) and yeah faithful and to me you were the sun. Ooooghg
and lastly:
#also re: the key difference being lillith's presence. just gonna. put the larsons-worshipped-nyarlathotep theory down here. again.
WHAT
okay so. Yeah that does .. amHM>MM???? aokay.
so. Yeah. Blackstone. Kayne's presence in season 3. Hatred of Wally. Um. I was thinking that you know that was Azathoth in general - fallen stars being Azathoth's 3 stones - with some yog-sathoth sprinkled in (since the Creature is described similarly to the Creature in the Dunwich Horror or whatever it's called and that one was Yog-sathoth's kid as well) but um. huh. thinking about this now and OH What that adds to that part of 40???? Taht's possibly his god? and the "please" and then "WHO FUCKING CARES" (get rekt Wally) but also!!! that's his god. saying he hates him. Oh! Hmm! I want to hear more about this expect an ask in your inbox that's basically me going ??? in 2 minutes
okay this is such a tiny niche thought but re: the "arthur was meant to be sacrificed to lillith" theory and specifically him being a parallel to addison. i've never known whether it was intended but i've always been very fond of the fact that Arthur Lester and Andrew Larson have the same initials, as like, another narrative nod to their connection.
...you know who else has the initials AL, though...
if you take into consideration the fact that andrew is an alias, a mask, it could also be considered a way to signal that the parallel arthur sees between them is mostly his own invention/projection and not necessarily an accurate representation of reality. BUT... addison. is not. an alias.
anyway idk i need to sleep but i just thought that was interesting maybe. lillith sacrifice arthur theory good yes.
oh I love this
I've also liked that Larson's fake name had the same initials as Arthur's. A.L. And Arthur sees Larson as a reflection of himself, two sides of the same coin, cut from the same cloth, two men who killed their daughters. Andrew being a fake name does nicely pair with it being a false reflection and mirror and parallel. Arthur at his lowest point sees someone the slightest bit similar to him and composed of everything he hates about himself and the world in one single body and views killing Larson as a way to give Addison(Faroe) justice, revenge against a figure similar to ones who have hurt him and held power over him, and a way to finally end the man he's wanted dead for ten years.
But its a fake name. A mask. Addison is not. Wallace Larson is nothing like Arthur. Addison...
It adds a little something to the "Lesters were going to sacrifice Arthur" theory. Trusting sweet little Addison, the last of her siblings, alone in an empty house with a father driven to the Order by grief and wants, who was sacrificed so Larson would live and have power. And the lillith sacrifice theory works well with the "another pair of devotees asking things beyond them to grant their wishes" or however Kayne phrased it and "She spares you, Artie. What kindness!" (Don't need the transcript for that). Religious overbearing parents, (possibly mentally unwell), a young trusting child (to me you were the sun), and a god asked to grant a wish. The difference is Lillith (and her issues with her dad) instead of I don't know Yog Sathoth or someone.
#malevolent#should I tag this as long post? I think I need to at this point.#long post#yeah also thinking a lot about the Lester/larson parallels
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RIP Will Campos the only person who was murdered this episode.
#I fucking loved this episode but also FUCK- OH UH DON'T READ MY TAGS IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YET CAUSE UH SPOILERS LOL#dndads#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror#dndads spoilers#dndads s3 ep 5#tony collette#ebenezer white#[breathes]#TONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK#choosing to believe there's a chance they save him#I REALLY hope they save him#please these tags were gonna be me rambling about how I'm so ready for him to accidentally become an actual spy#and how Ebenezer is just one more person I need him to have homoerotic tension with#BUT NOW WHAT#Anyways poor Will but also not poor Will cause it was REALLY funny how much everyone was screwing with him this episode zkbfeskgzl#stupidly it was the moth bit that got me the most and particularly Matt describing its journey lmao#Somehow- like I knew the Trudy stuff was gonna be dark but somehow it was even darker than I imagined like fuuuuuck#Also sounds like the people who theorized there'd been an og human Trudy were *probably* right?#Heh. But was it a normal death or was she *murdered* dun dun dun#*Very* excited for Kelsey's boxing match#Francis UH OH GOD??#the two scoops line was perfect though#what else what else... No I'm just caught on that ending now god DAMN it I don't care if they pull some cheap shit to save him#oh actually I know exactly what I want out of this but I'll make a separate post about that one sec lol#undescribed
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vtuber loop !!!
[reverse entry au? the reverse isekai part of it? tangentially related to this post here, and also the last part of this post too]
#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat spoilers#<- since blink and u miss it 2hats technically so!#reverse entry au#reverse isekai loop au#my friends and i got a bit silly last night on discord ASFSAFSA#it was going to be more normal bg... next thing i know everything become MC#it was gonna be JUST the bg at first!! but then it became the upside down slab for the table then the wood carving block then the knife LOL#also listen i may or may not have given up on liquifying the wood block#dw about it its okay its funnier this way at least to me in my heart#so uhhh yeah was thinking about this specific idea again....#at this point it might get proper integrated into the reverse entry au since it is very funny to me in particular actually#and also! minor retcon? of something ever only mentioned in tags of the prev vtuber loop post but yanno-#true ending was the final ending loop got before reverse isekai#BUT the perfect ending preceded it first and it also the forefront of their memory in their mind if that makes sense#i still think it would affect things but this way its more in line with canon since#well it makes sense to be more in line if maintaining the whole reverse isekai gimmick?? so yeah!!#okay lots of rambling over tag talk over WOOOO
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the idea came to me in a migraine induced dream but now im obsessed with the concept of a mu qingfang who knew the abuse bunhe was going through at the hands of og!shen qingqiu/shen jiu and did his best to treat the kid whenever he could (and bring his concerns to zhangmen shixiong, which were obviously very much ignored) and his constant worry over the situation means that when the qi deviation happens he is suspicious of shen qingqiu’s changes for all different reasons and very much protective of luo binghe -who is a sweet child and an earnest disciple who seems to always find the most incredible medicinal herbs to bring to his mu shishu as thanks for the care bestowed upon him- which means that when the whole shen qingqiu dying thing happens instead of bad mouthing luo binghe or fighting him at every chance he does his best to come over and keep an eye on things to try and help him and make sure luo binghe won’t kill himself trying to bring shen qingqiu back because he remembers that earnest kid and he’s witnessed luo binghe’s devotion to this shen qingqiu first hand and knows there is no way that the kid who cried when ning yingying found a bird with a broken wing and begged mu qingfang to fix it and the kid that would always borrow medical texts and try to find new herb combinations as if it was a game between him and qian cao disciples is actually doing anything nefarious to shen qingqiu’s corpse.
anyways in this essay i will-
#listen#binghe needs to have more people in his corner#and for some reason i have imprinted on mqf#so you get cool healer uncle#who probably smoked weed with binghe and made him promise to keep quiet#lbh and mqf bonding activity was teaching lbh to properly roll joints#anyways mqf understanding that the rituals are intricate and lqg doesn’t have any other way of coping with his grief#but the first time lqg injures lbh almost to death in a fight they get into a screaming match so violent#that no bai zhan discipline will look at him in the face without going pale for the next month#that is his nephew! who found several thought-to-be-extinct herbs for him!#also him telling sqq that lbh might have forgotten what he did but mqf certainly didn’t#a healer never forgets the wounds they heal#and sqq is just like yeah brother me neither :(#mqf is going to therapy these idiots so fucking hard#lbh also keeps trying to matchmake him with some nice demons in his court like shamelessly trying to poach his mu shishu#also he and shang qinghua are the only ones who still get the full shishu treatment#except lbh kinda bullies sqh a little for the virtue of the whole mbj situation#(hes never gonna let them live that down)#anyways it’s whatever at first but at one poont years in the future it does become a point of contempt with the other peak lords#nothing can take away from me that when bored they will squabble like children#such is the way of bored adults#i have rambled enough so normal tags now#svsss#svsss writing#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#mu qingfang#bingqiu#svsss au
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ʍou uʍop ǝpᴉsdn ɯᴉ ǝuoʎɹǝʌǝ slooɟ lᴉɹdɐ ʎddɐɥ
#dont worry ill be talkign normally in the tags i cant be bothered to flip Everything#this is a joke from my twt priv (where im normally kohane double thumbs up. so i flipped everything to become kohane double thumbs down)#and i figured it works as a simple silly april fools bit on other accounts too since im gonna be busy for most of the day#and i cant do a bit that requires me to be free all day like i did last year#w1f1 ramblings
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Sometimes I still think about The Owl House Gang all trying to watch ATLA together but then Zuko's backstory in The Storm retraumatizes Hunter so bad they have to stop
#luz is too young to have grown up with the show she just heard it was good#SHE DIDN'T KNOW GUYS#they all get super into it and the gaang and maybe even make some jokes about how Zuko reminds them of Hunter#and then suddenly it is Not Funny Anymore#they just straight up stop watching it because it was So Bad#and then months later Hunter is like '....... i really want to know where that show goes'#so they pick it up again#everytime Zuko makes a bad life decision Hunter is just dying inside#'your dad DOES NOT LOVE YOU YOU CAN DO BETTER'#season 2 is such an emotional rollercoaster#like zuko is figuring stuff out and seems like he's gonna redeem himself and everyone is getting so hype#because at this point they NEED to see this character get a happy ending because they have been throufh WAY TOO MUCH over him#and then in the season finale he regresses#the BETRAYAL#they are like wailing and rending their clothes like dudes in the bible#hunter just sitting there with his head in his hands#season 3 storyline with zuko at the fire palace is also massively triggering for him but he's being so normal about it#the rest of the squad on the copium like 'he can still turn this around guys'#secretly several of them have given up on him at this point but they can't admit that there's too much riding on this#and then zuko DOES IT but the scene is so tense that no one even feels like they can celebrate because they're all projecting way too hard#and then zuko redirects the lightning and they're like 'FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!'#there is much crying at the finale#luz and amity kin assigned eachother as aang and katara so they're really happy when they get together#hunter like 'mostly this is making me glad I didn't have to become the political leader of The Boiling Isles as a traumatized 16 year old'#'can you imagine'#these tags were not supposed to be this long lmao#toh#atla#avatar#my rambles
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list of Problems for today
its hot. it will continue to be hot the rest of the week & probably forever. this is grounds for murder
im sleeby. my dog woke me up at 3:30 am & i didnt get to go back to sleep. if i sleep/nap now i will likely wake up stupid early agan & i hate being on an early schedule
still nervous to get back in my bed bc of the spider from earlier & when i Do get back in im gona be paranoid abt it for hours
its hot
i havent locked in to finish artfight prep & i just remembered i have to get all my bookmarks into a google doc so i can access them when the sites down. which it will be much more frequently now that its so close to starting
i may be unable to lock in ever again due to Temperatures
i miss tenna
the fan i have for additional cooling gets very loud & squeaky at random
its hot
parents. this is also grounds for murder
#see this was just gonna be a normal list until dad came home & immediately got mad over nothing#im not even sure if i should tag this as vent or not bc quite frankly. i am going to become violent soon#WHY IS IT 80 DEGREES MY BATHROOM IS GOING TO COOK ME ALIVE#torch chatter
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“He'd deceived her, had lied to her. This man who she'd believed held no secrets between them. She didn't know why it made her want to shred everything within sight.”
— cause um… as you just said Miss Manon YOU CARE (& it’s even giving Chaolaena vibes in the I CARE way)… so like all I’m saying is you love him duh?
#Chapter 40#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#no spoilers please#Manon Blackbeak#Dorian Havilliard#first read#read with me#read along#more quotes notes reacts and spoilers in tags and not course post for chapter#Blueblood and Yellowlegs and Blackbeak alike.' And she would bear the weight of what she'd created what she'd trained forever.#I want to bring them all home. Before it is too late before they become something unworthy of a homeland.#So what are you going to do? Asterin asked softly but not weakly.#the fact Asterin is described as speaking softly but not weakly#The answer did not lie in picking one over the other Crochan over Ironteeth. It never had.#He'd known and hadn't told her. Kaltain had vanished into the night air and then Dorian had shifted. Into a beautiful proud raven.#our beautiful proud bluebell eyed definetly not bored Raven boy bb prince king lovey#knew there was nothing kind nothing warm on her face. A witch's face. Blackbeak's face.#but your not a witch manon#His eyes glowed like blue fire. — intrigue normally they say that for Aelin#My road leads to Morath. It always has. How can you have looked at Kaltain and not seen what awaits you?#I love the full circle of Kaltain#We will lose this war if I do not go he snapped. How do you not care about that? — that responsibility and weight again#oh great no it’s not gonna be one of them both Aelin and Dorian will want to self sacrifice and fight over who gets to#thank the Wyrd for Manon and Rowan to stop them and be protection squad so no more Romeo Juliet’s#I CARE — it doesn’t make you weak — he knew she’d care — the full circle#I care if we lose this war I care if I fail2rally the Crochans I care if u go in2Morath&do not return as something worth living.#it’s giving Zoyalai; my beautiful ruthless Zoya Id hand hand you the final blow myself quote vibes#Now do you wish to tell me that caring is not such a bad thing? Well this is what comes of it.#Witchling — princeling — the literal cold shoulder
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in a post rotj universe where it becomes public knowledge that luke and leia were vaders kids
#i actually cant draw han its becoming an issue#like literally#i cannot draw this man without him looking like hes gonna scream at me about pokemon#star wars#han solo#leia organa#leia skywalker#we ignore that i reposted this entirely guys xoxo#ALSO why does my han look like joel smallishbeans this isnt normal#its the han shrek outfit isnt it#an art tag for convenience when searching my page guys <3
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Just got done finishing painting my room. Think it lowkey helped heal my inner child? Might cry about it tbh.
#tw for what i'm gonna yap about in the tags:#tw childhood trauma#tw child neglect#tw hoarding#i hardly ever talk about this because i still carry so much shame#but partially due to mental illness my parents started to become hoarders when i was probably 8 or 9#it was really severe and still impacts me as an adult#i could never have friends over#i knew it wasnt normal and that if anyone found out i'd get taken by cps so i never told anyone#anyways one time a neighbor called cps when i was probably 12 or 13 and that prompted the first and last time my parents cleaned our house#and they promised that because it was a fresh start i could finally paint and decorate my room the way i wanted#but once cps came and saw that everything was good after awhile it just went back to being bad#so i never got the room i had dreamt of having#once i moved out i've only ever lived in places i couldn't paint#but now i do#and so i get to keep the promise to little me that my parents never could#it's such a small silly thing#but i'm proud of myself
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I may be laying on the floor staring into the void, merely vibrating as my brain rots about Veilguard, Rook, the companions, and Solas.
...this is the perfect excuse to replay my canon route.
Apologies in advance: I'm about to make my brainrot replay a problem for everyone and everything in my vicinity.
#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dav#those are the two tags i'll use for everything related to veilguard btw#in case anyone following me wants to avoid all spoilers#but literally i'm vibrating like you present me with all these companions and tell me they're all romanceable#and you expect me to be normal i'm sorry did you see harding's beautiful freckles?? davrin the charming warden???#you know i can't resist a charming grey warden y'all if there's a warden i'm probably gonna smash...... excluding blackwall he doesn't coun#if you don't drink the forbidden koolaid to become a grey warden then no thank you blackwall#and neve's voice in the gameplay reveal??? a necromancer with a skeleton assistant?? i'm sorry i can't#i don't know who will be compatible with my rook but right now i'm like how?? am i??? supposed to choose???#also i'm not a solasmancer so i don't have a foot in that race but he and my lavellan were bros#they were buddies and listen solas okay ash just wants to *talk* okay with words and possibly her foot#i'm excited but i'm trying to remain calm... cautiously optimistic if you will#but i'm replaying my canon route. i have to. i have no other choice now.#look forward to that sksksks#welcome back rose tabris. edgar hawke. ashalle lavellan.#oh boy can't wait to spend hours creating my rook and restarting the beginning several times until i create the character that FEELS right#i did that with each of the games sksksk i played the first hour of dai like 3-4 times before i settled on ash#i made a few hawkes before ed became my boy#and oh boy i played both the mage and dwarven noble origins and made it only a few hours in before I stopped... then the city elf origin#i played it and i knew i KNEW it would be the one#i'll need to find that with this game too oh boy
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idk what is it about that one throwaway line from han sooyoung about her writing 10 chapters in one day that finally broke me but oh my fuckin god i love her so much
#orv liveblog#asto speaks#orv spoilers#(for the tags ->)#i KNOW theres more to her character in the epilogues. let me get to it#but also. god i love her....#insane edgelord tsundere writer <3#like especially in the past year or so being someone who *creates* art besides just consuming it has become such a big part of just#like its just a part of me. if i stop creating i die#so like... hsy the writer.... predictive plagiarism.... kdj witnesses yjh experiences hsy imagines.... alksdfjhlahsdlkfhslkdjf#okay also cuz i dont read much tbh KJFDHKSJDFH im an artist and theatre kid at best#but also like. yknow. the tsundere edgelord refusal to express affection like a normal person but doing it through your art#both her casting kdj in the journey to the west remake scenario as 'guy who needs to chill the fuck out and get carried by his teammates'#and also her asking him to read her novels like i want to create stories you love and stories that make you happy....#lmao lets see how well all of this ages when i hit the epilogues#i have a very very vague idea of whats gonna happen and im very. well not even scared tbh just confused KJSDHFKHSDKFJH#lol my webtoon only friend keeps getting confused at like. yoohankim in general cuz hsy hasnt rly had that big a role in the webtoon yet#she keeps going 'is this orv or link click' cuz like a lot of yoohankim art gives off lowkey lc trio energy if you dont look closely LMAO#me (newly minted yoohankim enjoyer): WELL-
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compilation of wing being the sole winner of the idgaf war
#i dont remember how i felt when i read these first but he's become my favorite so quickly. wing voice normalize patricide#i dont want to commit to a hive tag#<- me like two days ago who is a big idiot liar.#wing fanchu#h.i.v.e.#the overlord protocol#normalize disturbing the adults around you with your disposition#liv.txt#yes hes obviously fronting but also. thog dont caare#being so normal rn please for the love of GOD look away.#me when up on his horse up on his horse not gonna wake up here anymore
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wow i am fucked up
#i have spoken#i’m gonna vent a little in the tags#but basically#i’m laying here on the verge of tears because my partner isn’t mad at me for not responding quickly#like it’s not that big of a deal! it’s normal!!#but my ex gf and my ex bsf would both get soooo mad at me#like they would either yell at me or become super passive aggressive#or just straight up not respond#which made my anxious thoughts even worse#and then say it was my fault#and i believed them#and now that i with someone who’s like a good person#and that doesn’t happen?#it’s so strange to me#it feels like being offered a little relief#which feels like a lot#and i know this is normal#but it wasn’t for me#but sorrel if you’re seeing this hi i love you#and thank you
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Ok so like. A thought I've had bouncing around in my head for a day or two now is Ruby being very, VERY envious of Sonic, at least when they first meet. Like to the point where she can't look at him directly
Because here they are, looking at a person who also had Dark Gaia Energy forced into his body, who is a beast, who is sick, just like them... but he can hide it
He can feign normalcy. He can hide his monstrosity. She can't. She can't turn back into a normal mobian during the day like he can. She's stuck in her monstrous form and suffers every day because of it. She doesn't get any real normalcy
It's not like Sonic actually has it any better. He's still sick, just like they are. And there are times where his condition becomes obvious, when the sun sets and he forcefully transforms. But it never stopped him from being a hero, from having friends, from being loved by the world, from living the life they wished they could have
And maybe she resented him for it. Just a little
#ramblings#oc posting#gonna use that tag for oc posts from now on#also gonna tag them as the oc they're about too. just in case i wanna look back on these for headcanons and stuff#ruby rosario#i've been thinking abt drawing this idea out but idk i can't quite figure out any clear imagery for it#but yeah she kinda doesn't like sonic when they first meet. she gets better tho don't worry#it's just that maybe they're like. hey he's just like me but he's doing way better than me. what the fuck#why can't i be like him. why can he turn back and be Normal but i can't. this isn't fair#they kinda think of their inability to hide their monstrosity as some kind of failing on their part and hate themselves for it#and that resentment gets projected onto sonic#which leads to some conflic between the two that sonic doesn't fully understand until much later#but again she gets better and they become besties in the end so it's ok👍#i'm just gonna talk abt my ocs like they're pre-established characters and hope you understand lol
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i promised myself i wouldnt Cry when my best friend leaves tomorrow for their flight back home but i think that's an inevitability so im starting a petition to make kidnapping legal
I've had the fortune of meeting some online friends in person and as soon as I get home I just get ANGRY like
WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE CANT JUST GO GET BOBA AND HAVE A PICNIC AND GO THRIFTING AND GO BOWLING BECAUSE YOU LIVE THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY. THATS NOT FAIR
#the neighborhood 🏘🌐#the benefits of kidnapping becoming legal would be that i can keep my friends here forever#and not have to let them go home after we've created a bond So Strong not even any deity could break it#not even if they tried. not even if they wanted to.#i would die for the sickly victorian child sleeping on my couch right now one thousand times . and a million more if it came to it#and i will now proceed to be very sad that none of my friends can just come over to play bc theyre so fun to be around . :']#anyways yeah this post is Insanely Accurate. we went to the mall and played a homebrew campaign and they have like 16 kandis courtesy of me#and i dont think my life is ever gonna go back to normal. im gonna wake up and be upset that theyre not here to sit at the table with me#or eat food with me. or watch my favourite shows that they love too with me.#i miss them and they havent even gotten up to eat yet#:'3 this is fine#if ur my friend and youre reading these tags . hey homie. please come back soon before i throw a fit /hj
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