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heartbreaking: this noblewoman adventurer used to have a maid to help her get ready in the morning, now she has to do it all by herself
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#it doesnt have much to do with it but it is my PC#adelaide olmus#gammijart#this drawing is 90% bullshitting anatomy and fashion and shading#not pictured: her raven companion she got from being a warlock to the raven queen
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It's kinda funny looking back on old screenshots and edits I made 3-5 years ago because in a way they have changed a LOT yet at the same time also not all although the fact that my old computer could barely handle having FFXIV installed is kinda evident in hindsight lol
#ive played for 11 years now but its only as of july last year that i actually have a computer i can go nuts on#with editing and good graphics etc which is probably why ive felt such a stark jump in my abilities#like its MUCH easier to edit by hand when your pc doesnt freeze up and making the screen black out anytime you draw a stroke too long LOL#its kinda funny looking back though because i still rely on things i learned way before gpose was added to the game#to the point where i often forget there are new fancy tools i can use to help the process#and thats despite having used the crimetools for way longer than i havent at this point#same with gpose..... god. that shit was added january 2017 i think. so thats 3 years of learning when to pause at the right time#and using walls to angle the camera and to try and time weather and multiple tries in case skill effects looked off etc etc#honestly since i cant do much photography these days whether that be of people or of bjds gpose is like a balm to my soul#anyway im rambling LMFAO just a lot of nostalgia when looking back. ill have to hunt down some REALLY old screens at some point#just to compare with my newer ones!!! kind of insane to think about this as a skill one can improve on#especially now that suddenly its been like a decade almost of consistently doing it and yet i never stopped to truly think about it#as anything other than a thing you just do???? idk. i have a disconnect to myself and art as a concept i guess LMAO#art is what OTHER people do in my brain. *I* just fuck around to try things out for fun#anyway....#silvi talks
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some odd vintage style labels with some bugs made out of letters [ on prints, stickers and things: redbubble | teepublic | threadless ]
#deadbeat typography#artists on tumblr#trans artist#digital art#typography#quote art#positive affirmations#positive quotes#botanical illustration#insect art#animal art#text art#image described#will probably do more of these if i can get a new computer after the holidays[lol i wont have the money but i can hope]#and my pc doesnt scream at me for making it render so much text#edit: im so glad people liked these each took a few days to complete
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i cannot believe that since i posted the last chapter of my zhongli multichap (in july 2022) right
ive gotten engaged
ive gotten married
AND
ive gotten pregnant 🧍🏼♀️
specifically pregnant with identical twins 🧍🏼♀️🧍🏼♀️
#c shut up#i had a much sappier announcement planned but this is funnier#anyways this doesnt rly explain why ive been so MIA but im using it as an excuse#but truly ive just been in limbo when it comes to#hyperfixations and i have no writing motivation#and im not on my PC as much as i used to which is how i mostly enjoy going on tumblr#all to say is i do miss being on here as much but im doing ok!!#im just navigating a new part of my life being married in our house and now this so#its an adjustment period for me still#also i was going to wait another week or so to actually share this but i jusr ive been holding it in for 7 weeks actually and its been#torture LOLL#i have no plans on sharing publicly irl on like my irl socials but#i wanna share here <3#anyways new tags from me days later i was going to hesitate posting this again but today was a stinky day#and i want to share some happy news to cheer me up perhaps#idk if that makes sense i might also delete this post#eventually#but idk i just wanna share :(#no matter what happens this is going on right now and its worth celebrating!!#c’s baby tag
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stop a/starion has a BRAND NEW SIM AVAILABLE ON MODTHESIMS FOR THE SI/MS 2
#for those unaware E/A decided that we suffered enough and let us buy reformatted editions of og si/ms and si/ms 2#which for bitches like me who STILL prefers ts2's gameplay over t/s3 and 4's gameplay (but likes a lot of the other#parts of those two more like the added diversity and everything which t/s2 does lack bc it was last updated in 2008)#in t/s2 it was still clearly a passion project whereas in t/s3 like halfway through the packs you could tell they stopped caring#t/s3 still had the storyline element tho that t/s4 just doesnt#but t/s2's lore is so!!!#the s/ims r/esource has once again proven itself a disappointment bc ppl last made content in like 2013 which is like still good for a game#again last updated in 2008 but yknow#and then made impossible to play so E/A released the whole collection for free after breaking the original buy and now even that doesnt wor#i had to reprogram the entire game last time i tried playing it which is why the price of the not even really a remaster#all they did was update the gameplay so it works on modern pcs (mostly)#which is worth it to me bc im not a great programmer and do not have the time to reprogram a game for three days to play it#and it was my favorite it honestly still is my favorite thing in the world is#playing v/eronaville and ruining shakespeare by making r/omeo and t/ybalt enemies to l/overs and having j/uliet take revenge w m/ercutio#only to get w p/uck its a whole thing but anyways im im so happy at least the m/od the s/ims community never abandoned me#bc t/sr certainly tf did. tumbs seems to have quite a bit of cc too which is so!!!#when my harddrive w all my old gifs and stuff broke i also lost all the CC i made all my meshes and everything#and unfortunately they did not bring body shop back like i wanted i doubt they will so i do not know how to make meshes without it#making custom sims is gonna be a fucking bitch without it actually bc bodyshop is my favorite thing its way way better than ts4's maker#i ust im so happy. also annoyed by the lack of body shop but so happy. i know a lot of ppl are pissed they're charging for it but its worth#it to me. and people are making si/ms 2 machinima again which is also a favorite thing. most of the old ones do NOT hold up anymore#anyways how do i bully E/A into bringing back b/ody s/hop i'll even pay for it at this point make it work for all four games#or at least 2-4 like#i honestly dont play 3 much im a 2 girlie and have been w 4 off and on bc i love it but the lacking is so clear as#someone whos been there since the start yknow but#asidjiasdifbeiadpisadhasidhasipdaspodhifoeajcapsdjsa#out.
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didnt even touch on the sandra lynn stuff int he tags of the last post bcos if i talk about her im liable to explode. get behind me, middle-aged divorced woman proficient in archery
#wasnt around for sy as it aired but ive seen the remnants of the liveblogging and its so foul#the genuine misogyny....#saw someone claim gilear was a better parent than her and i had to turn off my computer#i know we all love gilear and hes been tbh redeemed by comedy where sandra lynn doesnt get that#but like. be serious.#that tonal shift in difference of how gilear and sandra lynn are received is wicked interesting to me#and like pre-emptive disclaimer this isnt Gilear Problematic I Want Discourse. im just thinkin thoughts here#the way fy episode 1 gilear actively left his wife n daughter and calls her a demon even if he doesnt mean it that way#but then fig/emily takes an interest in him and from there hes a radically different character whos just kind of. pathetic.#im hesitant to call it flanderization because initial gilear only got like 10 minutes of screentime before wet cat gilear took the stage#but like. in ep1 both faeth parents are shown as equally flawed and on an even narrative playing field#which is then upset as fig latches onto gilear as a comedic force and hes not as much 'dad with tense relationship to daughter he disowned'#as 'guy the pcs do bits with'. esp in fy he doesnt do much but let fig live in his apartment sometimes#(and if u rlly wanna analyse u could say something abt her basically taking care of him instead of the other way around)#this then rlly impacts sandra lynn! bcos now fig has One tense parental relationship to rest all her angst on#and where gilear gets bits. sandra lynn really doesnt get much spotlight until the prison sequence#and the lack of focus on sandra lynn Is lampshaded in-universe and i like the resolution#and then u get to sy where sandra lynn gets as much spotlight as gilear but she doesnt have his comedic shield#so instead she has the dramatic spotlight and both the story and the characters are weirdly obsessed w her sex life#and yeah i know im an aro autist maybe i take cheating a bit lightly. but its in the same category as the 'zelda is mad at gorgug' shit#shes made a spectacle but because shes not gilear and society has notions about sex she gets judged for it#like something abt gilear disowning fig getting dropped while sandra lynn is scrutinised so much rlly rubs me the wrong way#she is FLAWED that is what THE JAIL EP WAS ABOUT!!!#she is TRYING arguably more than GILEAR but she doesnt have the absolution of rule of funny to fall back on#i go insane. i go insane#post not mentioning jy bcos i havent seen it. once again middle-aged divorced women proficient in archery get behind me ill protect u
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i’ve had this drawing as a wip for i don’t know how long, but here she is!!! this is my final design for my character arlo, and i’m so proud of her !!! she’s been a character i’ve built on for over a year, and I’m so love her so much.
more stuff below the cut !!!
(also tags became a ramble)


#my art#oc#original character#shes my doll i love her so so much#arlo amastacia#shes really a dnd character#i think ive mentioned it before#but ive never used her as pc because i have no idea how to be part of a dnd campaign (and i dont know anyone doing one)#they exist for my own joy#her design has changed SO MUCH over time#ive more used collages to think about her before now#but i did make one post ages ago#i do love what i drew then but it doesnt represent the arlo i have made now#she exists in a different bubble#the way i drew arlo then reminds me of an older character i had named lila — but i cant remember much of lila anymore#lila wouldve been an oc from way back when (probably ages 10-12)#i might still have old drawings of lila (and other ocs) but its unlikely#i miss my old ocs that i dont know anymore#art#drawing#sketch#oc art#oc drawing#oc artwork#dnd character#dnd charcter art
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Well that was stressful. So I went to search for a capcut older version cuz mine VERY RUDELY turned on auto updates (that wasn't even an option before) and updated on its own-- Only for me to find out that there's searches in my search history that I DID NOT search for at all. So I went to my gmail and changed my password, signed it out on all devices it's on. The searches continued. So I went to check out its 2-step verification, added More to it. It STILL CONTINUED so I got so stressed out Aly switched with me to figure it out. And now I'm back. And the searches are still a mystery unsolved.
#ariambles#it also ended up stressing aly out too. so the body is very much tired. idk how else to deal with the searches so aly just went with#the next best option. turn off search history saving. i still dont know what is wrong with the email. i checked it on the have i been#pawned site. its safe. i checked the listed devices its signed in on. theres only MY OWN devices. just my pc and my phone. whenever#it does the weird searches. i look at the details and it unhelpfully supplies me with Unknown Device. gee thanks for that. aly have#changed my password so many times too and it was Still happening. shes all but practically turned on all the 2-step verification too#aly also said that turns out there have always been weird searches even during the year 2022 (around the time i made the gmail)#and its so??? why. who. what. where. how. my other gmails doesnt have that problem too. its just this One account which also happen#to be my MAIN ACCOUNT WHERE A LOT OF STUFF IS CONNECTED TO. weve tried everything and ive no idea what else to do now
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Question for the parents.
Mr and Mrs Luthor
What do you think of the grandkids? ALL OF THEM. Don't be shy and don't hold back
”Ha,” Lachlan grinned and slapped a knee, “They’re all right off the ol’ block. Alexander and Lutessa remind me of ourselves when we were young. But Lucas? Ah, if only I had his ambition and cleverness back in the day. Intergang would have been ours.”
#smallville#lachlan luthor#lex luthor#tess mercer#lucas luthor#alternate universe#multiverse#luthors talk#as much as i love writing the accent#it does get tidious after a while and thats with a translator#also doesnt help that im doing this on an ipad and not the pc#pc would probably be a lot easier#my own fault though#i reblogged the prompt#knowing perfectly well that i would have to write their accent#XD#the luthors
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I caught him "inspecting" his weapon he's adorable (it was mid taunt 😭) I love him sm ❤️
#tf2#tf2 demoman#demoman tf2#demoman my belemoman#even though the xbox version doesnt have much of well.. anything#its the only version of the game i can play cos i dont got a good pc#but regardless i love catching screenshots or gameclips of the stuff we do in game#and i would like to think he's thankful for me trying my best to keep him alive and on the top spot of the scoreboards#thats my boo right there fr 😭#self ship#f/o#i love him
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yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...
#well thats okay. eventually itll come up naturally. and if not well. it doesnt make me feel very okay. but its not a big deal#and i guess ill meet ppl in the future who will curate a different idea of me and maybe therell be fewer misunderstandings#<- coward who CAN communicate to save their life but not in any lower stakes situation for their happiness n quality of life#we <3 repression n insecurity. maybe if i keep digging at the corner of this bit of the labyrinth with my spoon ill get out someday 😌#anyway.. theres my daily vague vent post got it out of my system#wanted to do it earlier but ended up not having much time after work n then called friends which was nice :^)#also i never have signal at work these days.. my boss has said shell get me on the staff wifi tho cuz i do need it for work reasons#its rare to need it for work purposes bc we all use work pcs n stuff anyway and not rly supposed to use mobiles in the lab#but yeahh.. god i have so much admin shit to sort out also gotta text family back before i sleep i forgot to earlier#its all good.. also my memory foam pillows turned up so i no longer have to steal my roomies extra one for my neck pain <3#ik she was missing it... not to sound like a creep but it was nice that it smelled like her a little. just familiar innit#we're always around each other so its just what being home smells like to me.. listen i have a sensitive nose 😔✋️#if we were a lot closer i would ask if i could sleep in her bed while shes away but we're not so it would come across sooo weird..#and i would feel rly weird abt someone sleeping in my own room without me there. well maybe not actually. as long as they werent snooping#<- guy whose mother used to go thru their shit all the time n struggles to not feel paranoid and distrustful when it comes to privacy#was thinking recently my ideal living situation w a partner would be separate rooms but we still share the bed sometimes#but not every night bc im a sensitive sleeper... but we can switch bedding so i can still smell them if i wake up in the night alone#like how new mothers trying to get babies used to cot sleeping each have a cloth or blanket and swap every night#so the baby is comforted by the blankets smell and sleeps more peacefully.. and momma finds it easier being apart from the baby too#sorry this is getting gooey and weird my meds have been wearing off the last couple hours im so sleeppyyyy 😭#well.... maybe everything can wait until tomorrow..... bed is calling..#goodnight everyone muah#.diaries
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#opening engstars almost first thing after i open my eyes is bringing back memories of jpnmusic grinding..#waking up at an odd time and setting up alarms for it so i can make sure to clear my BP as soon as its full...#playing enst in the dark. no sound no headphones. blurry and just woke up. full combo anyway. accidental perfect combos.#its fun looking back at it but bless krstars and engstars for having an autoplay bc its a little stressful having to play the event song#each time😭 what if i lagged? what if its hard?? i suppose i could play hard instead of expert but like. if i hit a fc or pc#just let me have it man tf🥲#i hate that it clears to 0 after the event but ig thats good if u wanted more rewards#but when i hit a pc in the event then it ends n becomes a normal song then i dont hit that pc... girl 🙄#anyway idk if we're still avoiding happyele. sorry. i just logged in the other day and saw rinne event starts soon#i missed a lot of shit in engstars bc i used to actively play jpn basic and kr when eng came out so i was like.#yeah im not playing 4 enst games and hi3 and doing other shit💀 so i quit em. eng i did like the first few events then dipped#i come back every once in a while but idk the event rotation. id quit again just bc my kr jpn and basic cards are better 😭#OH but koga fs2 scout over rinnes event is SICK </3 is this why i never got koga fs2 at the time of release on any server... fuck#also my luck has been fucking horrendous. 2x chance for a 5* and i get none.#did 30 pulls on smn got nothing good except one was a free 10 banner and i got. 1 5*. of someone in newdi.#prayed it was cb but it was knights.. WHICH IS OKAY... but it was smn in knights i dont care tooooooo much abt 🥲#also at some point i kept getting tsumugi 5*s? like id pull 40 or smn for himeru and like 10 for rinne bday#and id get like 2-3 tsumugi 5*s? which is like ok ty but ????? not my target 😭#anyway what was i saying.. memories of grinding enst in bad like a crazy person. yes 💀#44597#wait i knew i was stupid but i gen forgot cb was cospro. like i just forgot the agencies idk i knew rhylink and newdi n forgot the rest#which doesnt make sense bc i literally had ibara say shit abt cospro in a story am i dUMB
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at one point things were dire
#for the one time in my life i have a decent computer that doesnt struggle too much to play 10+ years old games#STILL i have this bullshit to deal with#when this one dies ill get a shitty laptop just for general browsing and video watching#ill game on my ps4 fuck pc gaming i will never have the money to keep up#there's like 2tb drives for 100 bucks but ive saved 70ish since covid and man#idk do i really wanna use it for fucking storage space lmao
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Ugghhh i love doing lineless art but i hate rendering
#currently hating rendering bc im trying to actually u know#LEARN#how to do it instead of winging it#and i want 2 die#wahh#what do u mean i cant finish something in 2 hours#love hate relationship with the ipad rn bc the apple pencils weight and shape isnt vibing with me as much#i tried to use my pc and csp the other day and i could not#my tablet doesnt have touch controlls so i kept trying to do stuff like 2 finger tap to undo and turn the canvas
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feel like im committing the biggest betrayal of all time, but im thinking i might change my main inquisitor from adaar to lavellan. i just think there's so much more to chew on lore-wise as an elf idk
#THAT SAID. one of my headcanons is that my warden intervenes at the temple of mythal and he drinks from the well#like he's following along as a bird or whatever and when they're discussing who's gonna drink he finally shifts back into a person#like 'wtf are you doing. an elf should do this'#so idk how i'll reconcile that. i just.......................there's so much in this game that's such a different vibe if you're an elf#like i just did jaws of hakkon and the arbor wilds so maybe im just being overwhelmed by interesting elf stuff#but. idk.#i was gonna be like 'i love my adaar :(' but ngl he's my least developed pc and ive just never been able to fully characterise him#he's cool and all i just...........dont know anything about him yknow?#like the whole point of origins is the origins so you get to know your pc and their background; and hawke is obviously the best developed p#this is largely an issue with the writing of dai; the inq just doesnt have much personality#like ok lbr dai is the easiest game to play with the whole 'all the pcs exist' kinda idea; the rest just werent at the conclave#idk......i need to think about it more. i just think it's cool and interesting for the person saving the world to be a qunari#maybe they'll make it interesting in da4. but i dont see a world in which elf isnt the most interesting pc in that too rip#personal
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Ive seen posts about how disabled people should be able to have hobbies and how we should be able to do things that we like if we enjoy it and if it doesnt hurt us, and yeah I totally agree, but like unpopular opinion ig, let disabled people do things they enjoy even if it hurts them.
I, as a chronically ill person, have things I enjoy doing that arent that good for my pain levels. For example, I enjoy going on walks, just for like an hour or so around my town and in the forest. I will most likely have a flare up the day after/for a couple days after and my legs will be aching most of the way through walking but I love it, not the pain but the walking and seeing places (specifically the woods, i love the woods so much omdddd). Another example is video games, which may sound like an odd thing to flare from for some, but with fast paced video games on console or pc, my fingers get very stiff and achey from moving around so much so quickly, and it tires me to have to even use my eyes sometimes but I really like playing them.
Obviously there are way more examples that I've missed but the point still gets across. Let disabled people have hobbies, even ones that may mess up their pain levels, or make them extremely fatigued etc.
#physical disability#chronic illness#chronic pain#disabled#cpunk#cripplepunk#cane user#chronic fatigue#spoonie#fibromyalgia#let disabled people have hobbies omd#I get told to not go on walks all the time and I understand why but I really love it and im willing to be in pain to do so
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