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one potato and also two potato a love story or manifestations of my familiar
boba just stood on the keyboard and deleted this entire post. i was able to control zed a big chunk of it back from the void and i am not going to contradict her will further by attempting to recreate the lost bits

#a person on business from porlock#a boba from the barrens#polaroids#pull tabs#vanishing points#i can see where the panic is supposed to live#where did it go#it doesn't exactly feel good though#not the way i might have imagined#it feels missing#manifestations of my familiar#voids#visions#vernon floridas#i was there for some of the beginning most of the middle and all of the end#boba#battered old wooden desks#bookshelves#second blue moon epoch#first spring#and that would fix everything#end of messages
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fun behaviors to give dragons that aren't feline/canine based
cause as much as i love dragons purring and roaring i wish there was just more variety in how they would act
clacking their teeth together to show contentedness/happiness (budgies)
using tails as a defensive weapon in a whip like fashion (iguana)
twitching to express that they're not a threat to members of their species (hognose snake)
feeling calm when eyes are hooded/covered (birds of prey)
head bobbing as a threat display (anoles/bearded dragons)
flattening neck or sides to appear bigger (snakes/lizards)
mantling over food to protect it from hatchmates (birds of prey)
wiggling neck as a courting maneuver (budgies)
audibly grinding teeth as a warning (macaques)
maintained eye contact as a challenge (gorillas)
pounding wings against sides as a threat (gorillas)
slapping other dragons with their claws when their personal bubble is invaded (seals)
hoards used as a site to impress mates (birds of paradise)
snorting when undergoing heightened stress (horses)
making repeated loud noises with surroundings to establish territory (woodpeckers)
loud constant arguments with other dragons when roosting (bats)
building lairs that cause a domino effect of change in the land around them (beavers)
slapping their tails against the ground/water as a warning (beavers)
wiggling tail tip to attract prey (various animals)
wiggling tail tip as a warning (snakes)
plucking or scraping off scales as a sign of stress (parrots)
raising spines/frills as a response to danger and carrying on with their usual business as they believe they're protected (lionfish)
and im not saying canine and feline behaviors are wrong or bad to give a dragon (people wouldn't write dragons with those behaviors if they weren't fun in the first place!) but i feel for creatures that are mythological giant winged lizards that you can do more and get experimental with it. often the more unfamiliar behavior the more dragony the dragon feels
#g muses#dragon#dragons#also feel free to add any behaviors that you know about that i missed \o/#i am not looking in the direction of httyd 2 where they made Toothless more like a dog :)
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my new favorite minecraft mob - gaslighting
#i missed making minecraft art#though this one isn't really my best work#minecraft ghast#happy ghast#ghastling#minecraft#minecraft live#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#posting too early as always because i need to see the post come to fruition so i can feel free#also i love tumblr being able to just leave a secret message under my drawings is the best
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From the book Organizing Solutions for People with ADHD:






Putting a coat on the back of a chair by the door is fine, but if you prefer, use coat hooks and a large catch-all basket for dropping keys, hats, gloves.
Small bookcase end-table next to the couch to store craft projects, books, and other things being worked on for easy access.
Add a storage unit near the dining room table to transition between eating and working there.
Daily toiletry items should be stored in a basket that you can move easily
Extra toiletries and medicine cabinet items go in open shelf/basket storage so they can be seen and used easily. If items no longer fit, purge the excess. Don't obscure the view!
If you disrobe in the bathroom, place a tall hamper in there.
Keep a set of cleaning supplies in each bathroom

Edit: I also have this post on budgeting with ADHD + feel free to check my tags, coz I am trying to remember to tag as needed for this stuff. :)
#i miss having this stuff in place bc i feel like i was doing much better when it was#adult adhd#adhd blogging#adhd
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gettingback into tma so here's the season 1 crew redesigns
the old designs from 2022 . . they mainly got a wardrobe change
#digital art#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#sasha james#timothy stoker#i feel like im opening a door andlike peeking through it as i postthis#higuys . .#getting my boyf into tma and that means i get to listen for a 5th / 6th time ! ! !#brainworms still so bad that i can recall every episode as soon as i hear the intro . .#oh how ive missed them
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I haven’t gone a day without thinking of you ever since our very first conversation
#love#deep feelings#i love her#deep thoughts#love quote#i love them#obsessive love#love quotes#i love you#i miss her#i miss you#spilled thoughts#spilled writing#heartbreak#sad thoughts#spilled emotions#spilled feelings#spilled heart#spilled words#words#thoughts#my thougts#spilled ink#actually obsessive#obsessive thoughts#obsession#im obsessed#obsessive thinking#s
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trick or treat!
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#maki zenin#yuta okkotsu#inumaki toge#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#u could argue that the spoilers r hidden by the costumes but idw take my chances#i havent posted art in a billion years i feel like a fraud and i am going to get a bad grade in tumblr dot com#so i am posting these early idc anymore#i still have probably one more halloween draws i plan on posting but im cracking i want these out of my drafts Now#these KILLED ME#i miss drawing fast i miss it so badddddd#dont get me wrong the costume design ws so fun i loved it but god did it take ages#but on the bright side. yuuji in a toga.#on another bright side. little devil nobara n cowgirl maki#on yet anotHER bright side. eldritch horror pandachu#these costumes eat if i do say so myself ghjsdfkgjf undead inuokko makes me so happy also they r so cute#not to mention megumi in his gay little hat god i made itfs so obnoxiously flirty in this#remember when i said the timeskip art ws the least heterosexual group photo i've ever drawn i take it back#theyre disgusting . save nobara episode 356325746732#anyway happy 10 days early halloween <3#i will try to not take a whole week to finish the last piece(s)
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kaiba and gojo go to drawfee variety hour (real)
#doodle#drawfee#i count it#seto kaiba#gojo satoru#oooough i missed drawing#i sketched these weeks ago for them and had to go back and fix them bc they sucked and i feel alive again
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What kind of fucking cocaine do they put on Rose Tyler that if you watched seasons 1 and 2 of New Who you literally never get over her, ever? Billions of seasons upon years down the line, we'll be at Doctor 23 and I'll be 56 years old sitting in my couch going "I wish they'd bring back Rose Tyler, the Doctor deserves some more time with Rose Tyler".
#I thought I was being obnoxious for this#but all my friends and a great majority of the fans feel that way too#then again the doctor has never gotten over anything in their life so why should me watching the series do that#and it's not like the show itself lets you get over her#years down the line they still play her theme. show her missing poster. holograms of her. aliens take her shape.#my posts#doctor who#rose tyler#EDIT: check my reblogs. I regret this post now
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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i think alphonse would still experience depersonalization and dysmorphia even after getting his body back
#alphonse elric#obviously hes glad about having it back#but there's this unease at the back of his mind#because hes been put into a new body that is drastically different from the one he was in for years for a second time#and that body isnt the one he lost. it had changed so much since he was 10 and i dont even think he could recognize himself for a while#i also think thats why he got the exact same haircut he had as a kid. to feel more like that younger and more familiar version of himself.#anyway i think he would still feel like he lost another part of himself by gaining everything back#even if he hated every second of being in that armor and even if all he ever wanted was to be normal again#he still spent 5 years in that body. long enough to begrudgingly become used to it#and for his body to change instantly into an unrecognizable version of himself#i dont think he had an easy time adjusting to being so different physically#even beyond the fact that he had to spend months/years physically recovering#oughhh its such a weird and complex feeling to miss something that made him miserable#just because that familiarity is more comforting than all of the pain and overstimulation of gaining his senses back#and being a completely different person physically#i also think hed have trouble sleeping for a while and start Thinking About Things He Shouldn't at night again#this is one of those things#fma#fullmetal alchemist#fma fanart#fmab fanart#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fma art#fmab#fma brotherhood
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i’m not a service top as in “oh i’ll top just because you want me to and i’ll do whatever you ask.”
but rather, a service top as in “i crave nothing more than to bring you the utmost pleasure. the look of bliss on your face as i fuck you is enough to bring me to the edge because topping is an erotic experience in and of itself for me. making you feel as good as humanly possible is my lifeblood. i long to know what makes you tick, what gets you off, what you fantasize about, so that i can pleasure you like you never imagined possible. knowing that you came again and again and again because of my hands, my tongue, my dick, whatever it takes, gives me a sense of fulfilment that i have sought out elsewhere but have not found.” or something like that.
***THIS POST IS ABOUT LESBIAN SEX***
#feeling super normal today guys#i miss my gf terribly#we literally saw each other last night#translation: one hundred and thirty four years ago#rambles#lesbian nsft#lesbian#sapphic nsft#butchfemme#butch4femme#dom/sub#service top#butch lesbian#butch dyke#queer nsft#wlw#dykeposting
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I don’t just miss you at 3 a.m when I’m bored and alone. I miss you in the loudest places, even when I’m with my favorite people.
#text#spilled thoughts#spilled words#words#i miss you#literature#feelings#love#quotes#light academia#love quotes#intimacy#spilled writing#spilled ink#writers on tumblr#wordx
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The Wizard Cowboy War (Wizboys VS Cowards) continues on.
#Wizard#Fourfold soul#fitch#nobody#Digital art#Well! Kind of! This one is actually mixed media -the lines are traditionally done with ink#then scanned and coloured digitally. I like the look and the feel of this method a lot.#In case anyone out there was wondering what the original doodle the Cowboy Wizard Jousting comic was - it was this!#I had indended it to stay a sketchbook doodle but I kept thinking about it - and figured 'why not also use it to do an art experiment?'#The funny thing about using existing characters for this is that this isn't even that far off from what they actually are.#The original pitch for the setting of FFS was 'Cowboy Exorcists'. Which sort of just makes them Cowboy Wizards in a way.#Design wise all I really did here was give them sillier hats.#Fitch isn't boy enough for the boy to be more than a carry over from 'cowboy'#But our Nameless Nobody? Yeah. They earned that Coward Badge good and true.#I have a few more doodles from this (AU? I guess?) That I may post if I'm low energy this week.#I missed drawing these little fellas. I should budget my art time to draw them more often...
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Ivan's adoption day piece that had me in tears😭🌌✨️ Just a nice moment for a precious boy!!
#alnst#alien stage#alnst ivan#ivan alien stage#alnst till#alnst sua#artists on tumblr#alnst mizi#till alien stage#mizi alien stage#sua alien stage#mizisua#ivantill#HE DESERVES TO BE AND FEEL LOVED#CHERISHED#AND TREASURED#ivan i miss you#i miss 4nakt...
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Muse // 心上人
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#haha you thought i was done (i was compelled to draw hc with earrings at least once)#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#天官赐福#hualian#there are so many lovely arts out there of hc painting xl in his martial god form#but i haven't seen one of him painting xl just as he is yet#that said i ironically dont like this piece very much…#it was super experimental bc i was messing around w my first diy procreate brush (!)#procreate app ily but the brushes simply cannot compare to some of the other programs out there#anyway#i just have this nagging feeling that smth is missing#honestly it might just be art insecurities flaring up#namely because#tgcf artists are crazy talented!!#and the official art is freaking gorgeous#man#ik i've been reading too much fic when i can hear xl's voice gentle parenting my negativity away LOL#k i'll admit i do like the complementary colors i used#and also the flowy ribbons
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