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Trying to learn a language with ADHD is just. Damn.
I really love this. This is a hobby that I enjoy!! However, getting myself to complete flashcards? Study consistently? Especially in early stages, where it’s harder to study since you can’t really just write or read or watch anything not made for learners.
Anyway anyone out there feeling guilty for not reaching their language goals — it’s ok. It’s difficult. We can take our time.
#it’s like#I’m either obsessively doing it for an entire day#or like every spare moment for a week#or it’s a long period of just not keeping on top of it at all#at least for Spanish I’ve got it so I just see it around a lot and I can like#watch videos in Spanish read stories and posts and whatever#speak Spanish to friends#but Japanese requires more effort to get into an environment where I can study it#if that makes sense#so it’s harder to get myself started and set up#it’s ok tho#this is kind of just a vent but also meant to comfort people#especially other learners with ADHD — I am not that great at studying#it is difficult#you are not the only other one struggling here lol#language#langblr#adhd#actually adhd#Quinn posts
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Write a narrative essay about an experience/story that made me understand life better? Did you mean write about how MCSM shaped me as a person?
#hehehehe i get to write about mcsm for my fancy advanced english class#i am restraining myself from going on little tangents about all of these characters#it is difficult#apologies to the poor souls that have to peer review this thing#mcsm#minecraft story mode#maybe if it goes well i'll post it here (minus all the personal details and stuff ofc)
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Thought#65 of ?
The intense urge to read while knitting is so damn strong. And audio books are not scratching that part that is itching the urge.
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I want to read and, me, knitting is getting in the way. But, I’m trying to finish this fucking blanket, damnit.
#just struggling#I want to read#but i must#knit#hand knitting#too#trying to vibe#it is difficult#halp#🧶#😩
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can i please get past the part of learning a new skill where i'm ass at it
that'd be swell
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“I just cannot imagine disowning you own child,” says my mother, who has considered at length, threatened to, and nearly disowned me multiple times, and meanwhile abused and neglected me to the point of permanent physical disability.
#it is difficult#it is good to laugh about it tho bc I don’t really have any other way of handling it#so I chuckled as I wrote this all out😂💃🏼💀
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Trying to draw faces
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can i have a pesterquest sprite of the fankid from🩹🔧's request using john as a base [that was me! hi!] hes wearing an unzipped heart aspect hoodie, a black shirt that says 'my boyfriend and i died twice and all i got was this dumb t shirt' in white lettering, dark grey jeans, and a black o-ring choker. he has black eyes. i would do it myself, but im bad at hair edits..
There you go, hope you like how it turned out
This was a bit of a bumpy ride for me because I only remembered halfway through this that I could do this on more than one layer
-mod Terezi
I saw you changed your blog, so I'm gonna tag what I think your new one is
@kaibaspuppy
#🩹🔧#homestuck#mod terezi#pesterquest sprite edit#kidsona#hs edit#hs#Second pq edit ever#It is difficult#Final Countdown: 6
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when Jason is trapped, it's very hard for him. He can become despondent if he feels there is no way out. The energy of a man of action will turn in on himself and convert to self-destructive behaviors if this goes on too long.
add to that constant pressure, living in an upside-down environment, where the horrific becomes routine, and the evil rule, the burden on his psyche becomes almost unmanageable.
However, if he's allowed an outlet, some hope, a potential escape -- his energy will be diverted outward, a more natural state. However, because the pressure has been building for a while, it may manifest in destructive ways-- things may get out of hand. The rage and terror that's been bound up inside him will burst out at his enemies-- and he may not be able to control it.
The man of action is sometimes also a man of violence. How much is his soul damaged-- without him even realizing it? How distorted has everything become after the constant dehumanization?
in such an environment where violence and slavery is normalized, you don't even realize in what ways you have been affected. Until it's too late.
#writing#adventures in odyssey#fanfiction#jason whittaker#yavesh#generation spoilers#ish#human trafficking#in such a world#for so long...#everything twisted#question is how can you maintain your humanity?#it is difficult#you have to cope somehow#face or not face the horror#where the goal is even to break you down#can't survive it long#without something fundamentally touching your soul#!!#what do we do#theory#i'm . thinking about this#next turn of the page
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Lyra, my beloved cat of 13 years, passed away this year on Father's Day. She's been by my side through very difficult times and was my little rock of steady and unrelenting love. I struggled a lot drawing this, and struggled a lot posting it, but I know I would've wanted to read a comic like this that validated my grief for her when I lost her.
Wherever you are, Lyra my little summer star, I love you always! Thank you for being the best thing in my life.
#my art#comic#comics#pet loss#grief#dealing with grief#truly did not think I would survive her loss#it has been very difficult if I can be honest#it's been 6 months and I still cry most days#But currently I have a foster cat in my home#She's not at all the same as Lyra#But I'm learning the capacity of my heart to grow larger to allow another cat to live in it#my heart is a home to many cats
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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No but the Hunger Games really said "what do you hate more- the atrocities or the people who commit them against you? Because like it or not there IS a difference. If you hate the people who commit acts of pure evil more than you hate the acts themselves, what will stop you from becoming just like your enemies in your pursuit of justice? What will keep you from commiting those very same acts against THEM when the opportunity arises? And what then? The cycle of pain and suffering will never stop. Round and round it'll go. Nothing will ever change. But. BUT. If you hate the atrocities. If you hate the vile, senseless acts MORE than you hate the people who did them to you. If you are able to see that evil is evil regardless of who does it... The cycle ends with you. No, you may never get justice. But you will never be responsible for making others, even your enemies, suffer the same crimes you have. The atrocities will never be committed by you, never by your hand. And that's the way you change the world. It's the ONLY way" and that's why I am sure it will never stop being one of the most relevant works of fiction ever created
#the hunger games#thg#suzanne collins#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#catching fire#mockingjay#“i hate my enemies for what they did but i refuse to become like them”#← one of the most difficult stances to take but nonetheless worthwhile#my boy peeta knew what was up#current events got me thinking
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It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.
#also has made it increasingly difficult to relate to those early into their transition honestly#like not in a bitter way it’s just like hard to express how diff the experience is#of being like a year on T vs 5 😭#ETA I muted this post ages ago now but fwiw seeing transphobes pop up in the notes on occasion just to say cruel reactionary shit#you are clowns I cannot imagine seeing a post that is ONLY about discussing with folks about the reality of a medication#and choosing to make that your moment to get a schoolyard bully jab in about how you find it gross or something.#you are less well adjusted than most children. may the universe be kinder to you than you are to others.
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Poorly drawn Turtwig line
#I DON' WANNA DRAW THE FIRE ONE#AWHAHAWWWUWAAWUAW#Apes/humaniods are just difficult for me to draw in the style wheuaeaaee#my art#pokemon#Turtwig#Grotle#Torterra#[Poorly drawn Pokedex]
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I'M FUCKING CRYING LMAOOO
#as someone who doesn't actually hate her music/a decent amount of her music i gotta say it's accurate#the thousand words crammed into one line and difficult flow/pacing#was about to tag this taylor swift and realized i wanna live#anti taylor swift#i guess???????#taylor swift critical#i suppose??????
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