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it's a good thing I started this sweater project in February, because at this rate I'll be lucky to finish by Christmas
#send help#it is only PARTIALLY my fault#this is the pattern that's full of errors and it's taking all of the available project notes on ravelry to keep me going#all of the old ladies at church are surprised when I dig this project out Sunday after Sunday#I tell them it's my church project but the answer is that I only have patience for it on the Lord's Day#'are you making ALL of your Christmas gifts!?' merciful heavens no I'm not that silly#(watch it end up as a completely mediocre cardigan)#(made with love and by love I mean tears and gritted teeth)#and when I get home I have to work on the other project I've been staring at for months because guess what?#schedules changed and the deadline got moved to May so guess who hasn't touched the thing in weeks?#yup it's me#I made a risky decision on the turning seam and I can't decide if I want to keep it or undo four difficult rows and try again#ANYWAY I'm surviving but barely
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My Svsss Au, where transmigrated SY is the inner disciple of Qiong Ding Peak. After being saved from the demonic cultivator, he was brought to the Sect by Yue Qingyuan when SQQ was in seclusion. He has some resemblance to SQQ and that's why he receives a little(not) more affection from Sect Leader. When SQQ came back, he was obviously not pleased with YQY taking in a replacement for him. Meanwhile, for YQY, it is more like adopting their shared kid.
I imagine their dynamic here would be something like this post.
#yqy cosplaying Wei Wuxian#it's actually partially airplane fault#sqq is pretty unhappy but he knows better than to rush#sy is contemplating hiding in qian cao peak to escape possible poisoning#sy is gonna be like that stray cat that was taken home against father wishes#father hating the cat and then two months sleeping soundly with him#but yeah only some after mind games because it's sqq#digital art#artists on tumblr#my art#svsss#Qiong Ding Peak Disciple AU#scumbag self saving system#the scum villain's self saving system#shen yuan#shen jiu#shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#svsss au#viterart#svsss art#украрт#укртумбочка#український tumblr#qijiu#implied qijiu
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just saw one of the weirdest anders critiques that went along the lines of him taking away an entire peoples autonomy (?) by blowing up the chantry without consulting anyone. like sometimes i see this weird emphasis on him blowing up the chantry as if somehow it was confirmed/universally agreed that not a single mage wanted the same. that not a single mage would everrrrrrrr fight for their freedom through violent means its only anders and if he Did not dare to commit the horrible violent terrorist act then the mages and templars would resolve everythinf peacefully 😔 its all anders’ fault 😔
#i mean it is but not in the grand scheme of things like i see it being presented. there shouldve been more chantries blown my mages im#always saying this. his personality has literally nothing to do with this argument. arguably him manipulating hawke does only partially#like its ends justify the means type of situationnnnn . ITS MY fault for going into his critical tag to make myself mad But.#cant a guy have hobbies these days .
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🤔 since it’s unlikely i’ll be able to make comics any time soon i’m thinking of like… partially sharing mayu lore in sporadic cryptic doodles
#syder txt#me not sharing anything yet is like#partially perfectionism wanting to only drop it when i make the comic in my head#partially the bit of anxiety that nobody’s interested in her beyond when i draw her with canon characters#OTL#which would probably also be my own fault but oh well
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im at my limit reading books marketed as capital Q ~Queer~. people said "let queer books be bad!" and meant it seriously. either the plot and characters arent fleshed out beyond basic tropes, or the plot and characters arent fleshed out plus theyre cis plus theyre white plus theyre written in weird regressive ways for straight palatability and understanding plus its misogynistic plus its EXTREMELY CISNORMATIVE I MUST REITERATE (in a bioessentialist way, ALWAYS) plus if its a contemporary then one character WILL be a fan of tswifft and thats their whole personality
if anyone has any good or FINE recs ill take em 😪
#if. IF. there is a trans woman she WILL be a girlboss and thats her whole thing for her 1 speaking line#if. IF. there is a nb person they WILL be GenderQueer GenderFuck in a suit and lipstick and heels and also really mean????#gay men ONLY want capital C Cock and the treatment of bottoming will be Weirdly Feminized#yes he does the cooking yes he does the cleaning also.#one of the gay women will be SICK of MEN and the other will be a gold star. they are both feminine or possibly 'futch'#theres never a butch but a masc WILL be aggressive and possessive and obsessive.#AND THE STORIES ARENT EVEN WRITTEN WELL!!! THEY DONT EVEN HAVE A GOOD PLOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this is partially my own fault for only reading the library new release shelf or whatever catches my eye on hoopla ....#but im still mad abt it.
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i bombed that so hard dash 🙏🙏🙏
#PHABSHJSSB …..#sorry …… DONT GIVE ME UR CONDOLENCES BTW I WILL BE FINE . i just wanted to complain#bc i am 100% sure ill fail lol and not bc of my answers but bc i didnt have time for the final question TvT#and there were only three essay questions in the whole . Thing .. so i wont get enough points to pass#its just frustratinggggg ive been sitting here for five hours with no food only dr pepper 😭😭😭#AND I WAS SO EXCITED TO TALK ABOUT CATHERINE . SO SO EXCITED . my domesticated wild beast of a heroine#T_T ……. its partially my fault for not being prepared; so i had to spend a Lot of time on just . research#but hhhhhhhhhhh im sad LOL i wanted to impress this prof too#oh well oh well#its just gonna be a pain to do it again ;;;; and he’ll obviously change the questions#:’3333#weeps . okay so maybe i am sad#DONT COMFORT ME THOUGH i love u but this is my own grave to lie in#bed . to lie in#????#sorry i havent eaten so my head is killing me im gonna go do that now >:’333#gonna daydream abt dilfguru coddling me#… catherine …… TAT AH i did get the chance to talk abt nora though#from ett dockhem …. i dont remember . the original title#ibsen was norwegian right ? or was he danish ….#anyway i love her im happy i got to write abt her :’3 i had to read strindberg too but for once he wasnt that bad#ari noises ✩
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I need to have Anakin lay his head on my chest and let me run my fingers through his hair .... maybe hum a little as he falls asleep. I don't mind, he can have a nap on my chest for as long as he needs~ I'm more than content to play with his hair, run my hands over his back, trace patterns on his arm lightly with my finger nails.... just let him breathe and rest.. <3 My husband deserves rest.
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#Sorry... feeling soft with ani...#partially Lucian's fault 'cause of the stuff they sent earlier >////< I'm not complaining. I am more than happy to be attentive towards him#I love him so much..I could cry#beyond us; only darkness#Gonna start making my little gushes and thoughts about my loves like this I think >///> idk wanna do something different on my blog yknow~?
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Lack of the usual chaos on your blog
that's because all of it's in the background as i get absolutely BEATEN and BERATED by @ broareweabouttoviberightnow in dms /dramatic+silly
THAT and i think everyone's a bit sleepy this week, not been much of a presence out of anyone because i ,, haven't been interacting with much of anyone 😭
my social battery was in need of a desperate recharge i fear and i hid off to the shadows without saying much
worry not, I'll probably wake back up . .. . .. . . . weeeednesssday ...
don't hold me on it though
#being lyrically TORTURED over here#I'm just messing 💀 it's only been a conversation for the past hour ; we're having a ball#I'm still not yet fully recovered from cherry wine though#I'm gonna need at least#...another 2 business days /silly#EITHER WAY THOUGH#yeah that's my fault#i stopped interacting properly with well of everything#I've been lurking sorta though#I'm still in the circle just kinda shoved myself into a bubble#you spend 4 consecutive weeks being online though i mean i think a quick week break is well deserved mayhaps 😭#or maybe it's just a me thing#I'M STILL NEW TO TUMBLR MIGHT I REMIND YOU#JOINED IN MARCH. MARCH!!! I'm a baby!!! I'm still learning things!!! this is my first tumblr summer!!! /silly#anyways#i also partially think it's because of grease's absence#i miss grease :( /silly+gen
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Things I need to happen in It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia s17:
Robert McElhenney III stops being worried about Mac being ~Bad Gay Rep~ and rather than having him consistently be More Sympathetic and Less Bad than the other members of the gang he's also shown as being manipulative and cruel and having some sort of character again outside of being Dennis' stupid, pathetic lost pet a Gay Man.
Do you guys remember when Mac was "bossy" and "the brains".
#ada speaks#i shan't speak.#is2fg. this fandom.#season 16 did this btw. but you wouldn't fucking know it from the way ppl act like mac's still being Bullied by dennis#im tearing flesh from bone rn btw. with my teeth.#mac is consistently underestimated by this fandom and its only partially the later seasons' fault. he's still fucking 'Smart' !#guy who fucking. plays dumb on purpose bc its beneficial for him to be underestimated#he is a fucking idiot. but for some reason he's always given the benefit of the doubt#and like. oh he didnt mean it that way 🥺🥺🥺 hes just a baby he doesnt know what hes doingggg#poor mac 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
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#4 from the meme and a few extra! What's your oldest hypno fantasy from when you first discovered the kink and also what fantasy have you had the longest but have yet to do?
#4. My current recurring fantasy is being able to be on display. Shown how easily I make noises and how easy it is to get me to do anything. Pretty simple but I am not a particularly showy person and so I’ve got a lot of personal hesitations about it, totally on me to feel more comfortable with the idea! I know these things are possible to an extent at cons, but I wouldn’t be able to do the exact things I want to do at them. The reality is such a thing is likely only possible to conceive of in private.
My oldest fantasy from when I first discovered the kink! I suppose I stumbled upon it as many of us did as villains brainwashing heroes. The fantasy element would probably be hypnosis/brainwashing to have me compromised enough to betray my morals or limits that I’d previously had.
Fantasy I have had the longest but have yet to do: a bad decisions club. Not bad decisions as in actual ill-advised actions, but lightly based on my story Bad Decisions Make Better Stories! I am (obviously) a big drug play person. I would love if that was actually feasible - the idea of a drug that shoots your arousal up and makes you acquiesce, so to speak. At a club or bar, being able to be a little messy about it, being brought back and have terrible things done to you. This runs back into the me-not-being-an-exhibitionist issue, for one. For two, alcohol would be a great tool as far as kind of letting yourself be tipsy and silly (in a socially acceptable way) and make illogical (but hot) decisions, but that runs into the me-being-allergic-to-alcohol issue. I did get drunk once! Spider and I did shots of straight vodka to get enough of it in me before my throat closed up lol. HAHA not a very sexy description but a very funny story. I wouldn’t be opposed to it again. It just has to work out timing wise for a good evening and Spider to make sure I’m actually physically okay afterwards.
To a larger degree, I think many of us are all a bit more closed off and shy and worried to do things in public than we’d like to be. Sometimes comfort is a prison when you stick with old habits and only do what you’ve always done before. I’ve been going out with Doc a lot lately and meeting people and been uncomfortable but have always 100% enjoyed it. It’s been a great thing to push myself out of that comfort zone. A concept I have always joked about to close friends is an actual ‘bad decisions’ club where everyone goes with the idea that their comforts can be tested and they can try and let themselves do things they were scared to do, or be open to new experiences in a way they’d usually shy away from. This is, of course, hardly a feasible task. The reality is you are simply not going to find enough people who are okay with themselves enough to be uncomfortable, to do it, and people who want to take advantage of it, to not.
Ah, but a girl can dream.
Thank you sooo much for these questions!! Sorry I rambled and did a large text wall. I’m typing on mobile so if there are weird spacing issues, direct your ire towards the app, not me.
#asks#hypnosis#if only I wasn’t such a prude!#well I take that back I’m not particularly a prude#I’m uncomfortable with *others* witnessing my sexuality lol#and that’s only partially my fault and also people who have been weird to me in the past you know#can’t blame me for having my guard up.#luckily I get to do that fantasy in the middle though bc I’ve been thoroughly compromised ❤️#I have long dreamt of how to write rules for such an event#realistically you can’t because you can’t write rules for reasonable people#it’s the people who try to take advantage and try to bend the rules in their favor that you have to watch for#and that is simply how it is#I wish for more exciting things but recognize they are not entirely feasible because you cannot trust the average person#simply how it is#sorry I’ve gotten a lil pessimistic in here lol#there’s also the fact everyone is going to have a different level of discomfort#a video once depicted it perfectly for me - it described relationships between people and how lines were less hard lines but vague zones#a limit you may have with one person is not a limit for another#and sometimes I don’t realize a discomfort I have with something being over the line until it happens#and that’s not bad! it’s human nature to have imperfect interactions#but that means for as unique and beautiful we all are#you cannot have hard and fast easily enforced guidelines and rules for such ideas#what I brush up against most in the community is that sometimes someone feeling uncomfortable doesn’t mean something bad happened#which is the definition people have in their heads when they start kink shaming etc#ugh I dunno this is a whole other post lol don’t assume these tags represent my very nuanced thoughts on the topic#ACTUALLY that’s a lie what I brush up against the most is the weird Puritanism and attitude towards sex lol#that’s a much different thought though
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Hi hi! I'm new to dol fandom so I would like to ask you, is harper a romasible character or not? I've seen some people said he's not but kinda unsure..... Will be grateful if you enlighten me please!
hiiii!! sad news but harper is not a romanceable character 😔 that doesnt stop me from being insane about him and scrambling for any scraps of harper content though
hope you have fun with dol!!
#ask#anon#degrees of lewdity#ive gotten back into dol recently too#like actually played the damn game lol#impressions:#i know its partially my fault for neglecting robin but damn. the only time i see them now is whwn they crawl into pc’s bed from trauma 😭#whitney is harder to romance than i remember wtf.#wren…………………………#who allowed them to be like that#remy praising my cow pc so much its like. so when are you coming to rail me yourself coward#OH AND#I CANT FUCK BAILEY. HE JUST WONT PULL HIS DICK OUT#jordan better watch out cause baileys the celibate supreme apparently
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I swear to god if I see one more person reducing Lute's character to "Adam dickrider/girlfriend/best friend/etc" I'll go insane like do you guys understand what you're doing
#Sobek rants#I love lute&Adam's dynamic (platonically) genuinely but CMON GUYS#She's more than that okay??? Do you not understand the implications of making her whole character revolve around one man???#Yes he is important to her but she's still a person outside of her relationship with him! Her only trait isn't “loyal to adam”!!#She's a bitch (pos)! She's secretly a loser! She loves looking down on others to prop herself up! She's stubborn as fuck! She's impulsive#But can still be patient if the situation calls for it! She's a bloodthirsty maniac! She's ruthless! She's vengeful! She's not afraid to#Speak her mind! She clearly cares about others around her to some degree! And.Yes. She's loyal towards Adam to a fault. But that's not her#Entire fucking character! She's more than that and people need to acknowledge that. I think this is partially why I hate guitarspear (my#Dadam headcannon aside). I feel like most guitarspear shit I've seen reduces her to “Adam's third wife” “Adam's gf” etc etc#And this is probably why I prefer Emilute tbh- like ik it's a crackship but I feel like the contrast between them could bring out Lute's#Other traits and have her exist outside of Adam. Which is something the fandom refuses to let her do apparently#And again I get it! They're a package deal! An iconic duo! But if you can write Adam outside of his relationship with Lute you should do th#Same to her. I can't believe I have to say this!#I could go on for hours but I think I yapped too much.#Hazbin Hotel#◇angsty teen with a spear◇
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i realized before seeing nosferatu 2024 that the only actual full film adaptation of dracula i've actually seen is in fact the original 1922 nosferatu, which isn't even an official dracula movie because of the infamous copyright issues. because of how familiar i've become with the novel dracula i don't think i'd be able to stand watching any of the other films that claim to be adapting it, but with nosferatu you can excuse any deviations with "it's nosferatu not dracula" (repeat as needed, not that this dissuaded florence stoker back in the day)
now that i've seen 2 los feratus i've been mulling over exactly what i think of the new one since last night. i will probably reblog some more serious analysis later that helped me figure out my feelings on it. i do think it was a very good movie and an intense cinematic experience. glad i got to see it on the big screen
#nosferatu#nosferatu 2024#by actual full film adaptations i'm not counting stuff like the last voyage of the demeter (which is technically adapting dracula but#only partially)#and renfield which uses characters from dracula but in an entirely new story (and is more based off the universal film than anything)#or like. anything using dracula as a public domain character like...hotel transylvania or similar kids' stuff#i saw last voyage renfield and abigail in theaters and they all still ended up underperforming so clearly it wasn't my fault.#what does the moviegoing public have against vampires
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Guess who just found the clip of Con O'Neill talking about how Taika Waititi said that Ed's and Izzy's relationship are like Jesus' and Judas' in Jesus Christ Superstar? THIS GUYYY
#i watched the musical with my mom a few years ago#it was fucking BANGER#Judas and Jesus were both played by a queer man#and you can only imagine the drama. the tension. the energy#but anyway#it's literally SO fucking them I'm losing my mind#Jcss!judas is literally SO Izzy coded#and jcss!Jesus reminds me a lot of that calmer version of Ed#and well. Jesus dies and it's Judas' fault#the soft side of Ed is also dead in the beginning of the show#at least partially by the fault of Izzy#and they both come to regret that#but most importantly#they both adore the other so very much#at the same time as they hate him#GAHHH#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#edward teach#blackbeard
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today i learned that lugging a kumquat plant around town with you will get you lots of random complements from strangers, but also that they're strangely heavy and will murder your arm muscles.
but really that's the most number of random complements i've ever gotten when out????
the key to strangers complementing you? Kumquats.
#idk if there was like lead weights in the pot with the damn thing but it was Heavy#my sister sooo owes me one for grabbing that up for her#only she could have a kid obsessed with owning a kumquat plant#... though i think that may be partially my fault for teaching her the art of growing the fruit and veg you like#she loves kumquats#i think wanting a plant of one is the natural conclusion to that one tbh#i guess there are far worse things i could have taught my niece#but yeah anyway circling back if u want complements buy a kumquat
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I was originally thinking about posting my Gabriel artwork and animations online but then I saw the type of anon asks you answer 😨
I think I’m gonna have to keep these gabes for myself. Unfortunately, I am weak to Gabriel simping which is weird because the venn diagram for Gabriel fans and horny people is a circle.
If you tell ppl to not make weird remarks in the caption they usually listen, on tumblr at least. Everywhere else, especially Reddit, you will get weird comments.
But I understand if you don’t want to share
#i stay away from the Reddit cause not only do you have normies crying about The Gays on there#you have really annoying unfunny people too lol#tumblr is the most.. respectful. mostly. people are a little better behaved.#the insane anons are partially my fault just cause of what im uploading here tbh#it’s like leaving food out and then wondering why the raccoons are showing up#ask#asks#non voice post
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