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wackywatchdotcom · 2 months ago
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hm..... pomni taking peoples hand as a repeating image in the show..... happens in ep 1, with ragatha, its kinda evoked with her reaching for the final exit door, ep 2 is pretty blatant with it i dont need to say anything else on that, and in episode 3 the scene with kinger..... episode 4 doesnt have anything with this i dont think (i COULD technically say her raising her hand at the beginning of the ep but that is a MASSIVE stretch and doesnt fit with what the other instances seem to be representing. her waving at gummigoo MAYBE but the image just really isnt present in the episode, looking at it realistically) but im thinking about this...... cus i feel like its probably notable in the dream sequence in ep 2 that its her arm that gets all fucked up
#tadc#i need to look thru all these and note which of her hands it is these happen w...#i ALSO still need to make my color theory and my door theory#well... less of a theory#more me overanalyzing specific repeated images in the show for possible motifs HAHA#its not really theories... but it is fun!#also my color thing has to do w the idea that diff colors in the show represent different things#i think red blue and green in particular are EXTREMELY important#it feels intentional that the only of the main cast with green as a constant in their design is caine and gummigoo...#and now that i think abt it caines blue eye lines up with ragathas button eye#PLUS . pomnis eyes being red and blue...#i think blue has to do w the game and green has to do w... smth?#i gotta think on it more#and the door thing is that like#i feel like doors are a repeating image in the show too#all the diff doors pomni opens trying to find caine. the exit doors. the bedroom doors (and pomni opening hers to ragatha).#the normal and scary doors. the gate to the dumbwaiter. the door out of the hall of the damned. the door to zoobles room#the front door of spudsys. (the lack of doors in wherever it is jax goes). the door out of caines office#theres probably a case for the portals to the adventures being related butttt waves hand#look doors are normal in fiction doors are a normal thing but LOOK. if youre gonna spend the whole pilot talking about doors#and then make it a big component of ep 3#im gonna get suspicious that youre using it as a symbol for smth ok....#(or repeatedly showing visuals of pomnis hand reaching other ppls hands)#(maybe the hole to the basement too but thatsss more of a stretch. but its certainly an entryway)#(smth smth its not shown visually in ep 4 because it happens more explictitly than in other eps. maybe?)#(...or maybe ep 3 was supposed to be the last usage of that imagery buuuut i dont think so i think itll come back... eventually. maybe ep 9#the door to spudsys gets a special shoutout bc like#i feel like the show is very obviously doing some things when it shows pomni behind it as it gets closed#something something. gummigoo is content and can 'leave' and she cant and shes accepting that#i mean i think shes given up on going home by this ep so i feel like its more of like. a letting go of gummigoo
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puhpandas · 8 months ago
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just watched all the way through john fuhnaffs recent theory and like godd he really is cooking he truly is onto something but like. the idea that Cassies dad did all of thos important stuff and is connected to the mimic and built mxes and did all this shit is like. what do Gregory and vanessa even have to do with anything anymore at this point
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nabaath-areng · 4 months ago
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the problem with my n24 is that with the clock going around gradually i have periods of being awake at day and periods of being awake at night, but then because i tend to sleep really badly during night time i spend my daytime days being very tired and sluggish, and my nighttime days are much more productive and energetic. but i cant do just anything i want at night, so i cant get as much done as i have the energy and drive to. and then i also need sunlight to feel sane in the head, and so i hate missing out on daytime wakefulness. but then the sun is also why my sleep quality is much better during daytime. if im gonna stuck with a seemingly incurable sleep disorder since birth cant i at LEAST have the sleep be overall consistent? apparently not lmao
#i am multiply disabled but like. this thing? this thing right here? is THE greatest curse of my life#literally doesnt matter what other accommodations there are with the sleep disorder there#its one of those things i hate talking about normally cause its been THE major factor of shame throughout my life#cause god people assume you havent tried everything there is!!! and that youre not trying!!! or that its caused by bad habits!!!#and like because i tried to live normally despite it i suffered so much insomnia that im physically unable to force it anymore#burnt out and burnt to a crisp etc. the moment my sleep isnt catered to these days my whole body gets fucked up in new innovative ways#GOD I FEEL LIKE ALL I DO IS COMPLAINING but its just. hrghhhh!!!!#everytime it goes back to daytime i start fighting to keep it going for as long as possible#but my body doesnt wanna cooperate so i go to bed later and later#no matter how hard i fight to get up the same time everyday#so every night i sleep a shorter and shorter amount of time until it turns to insomnia. and then i crash.#this is basically why id stay awake for DAYS in a row growing up because i didnt trust myself to wake up for school lol#and thats ALSO why i developed the ability to converse in my sleep to sneak in sleep whenever i could without people yelling at me#which isnt good if you accidentally end up making plans with your mom you have no idea about until she calls asking where you are<3 LMAO#god im just frustrated cause my sleep schedule is beginning to turn back now. first noticeable delay today and by the end of this week...#itll likely turn back to night time. urghhhhhhhh. timezones all fine and dandy but im not reliably available to anyone lol#silvi talks#OR WHINES AS ALWAYS. time to paint my nails and then maybe screens
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aropride · 5 months ago
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i dont smoke but i wish i did its one of those days
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Been paranoid the past month and trying to be soooo normal about following up with this cafe I applied to. But I finally got word today I got the job.
For what, I don't know yet, but that won't bother me lmao.
Barista life here I come (deaf owned as well, so I get to commit to my asl practice)
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powerline-angel · 22 days ago
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i miss my friends here so bad but theres been so much going on😭 aside from the mental crisis i have when i try to post basically anything on this damn webbed site. ive also been like. trying to get my life together and whatnot
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hana-bobo-finch · 4 months ago
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Started rereading thg for the probably eighth time in preparation for SOTR’s release next month and Oh Boy the hyperfixation is creeping back up on me
#not really the type of fixation I can post about easily though. not exactly an expert at literary analysis#nor do I know how to draw any of the characters#so there’s nothing for me to say now is there?#the extent of my fandom interaction is (points wildly) LLOOOK!! !#I didn’t realize how much it influenced my writing style until now tbh. maybe it’s cause I only just recently got back into writing#but I can definitely see where i got most of my inspiration. first person present tense my beloved ill die on this hill#obviously my writing is. way worse. but the sentence structure and stuff I notice is similar#ooiyghh this series….oouuuguguhhh I adore it so much……..#I first read it as a joke but then it wasn’t a joke anymore#watch out mutuals. March 18th onward is going to be something. I’m not sure what but itll be Something#if sunrise on the reaping isn’t good I will be a shell of a man my expectations are reasonable but very high#i genuinely trust that there’s an actual story to be told and not just ‘oooh look haymitch you like haymitch don’t u’#and I mean yeah. I do like haymitch. but I’ll bet everything I have (which is negative 15 dollars 💔) that it won’t just be pandering#you guys are lucky I didn’t have this account when TBOSAS movie came out. I was kind of insane for a while#in a mixed way. kinda talked until my throat went dry on the ride home from the theater about How Dare They not include XYZ#or How Dare They change XYZ. yes m still petty they gave one of Tigris’s lines to coryo that was a terrible decision#point being there may be a surge of yapping so prepare your feeds for how normal I will not be
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wiremotherofficial · 5 months ago
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my neck is BAD today
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dzozef · 6 months ago
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i can not even begin to explain how stressful the last two days have been at work
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rolandkaros · 8 months ago
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election thoughts
calling trump voters 'dumb' is ignorant. some of these people are dumb but a lot of them are just selfish.
blaming third-party voters is ignoring the issue re: over half the country was willing to vote for trump anyway. likewise, pointing out that trump won the popular vote and that third-party votes wouldn't have made a difference is ignoring the voting system. conversations about third-party voters in general are not fruitful. some people are just going to vote third-party and expecting them to suddenly not do so is na��ve. there is no scenario where third-party voters should have been the 'tie-breaker' to begin with.
a lot of people (americans and non-americans) don't understand how the electoral college system works and in general i'd advise you to do some research before you share your take. americans you should know this anyway and don't use the excuse of "i wasn't taught" if you have tumblr then you have the internet so look it up and start reading. i don't expect non-americans to know a foreign country's voting system but if you want to share an opinion please take a bit of time to learn about it before you do. i'm tired of seeing the same dialogues by people who clearly just don't understand the actual structure of the voting system.
pointing fingers at different demographics you think are to blame is useless. if you're going to find a group to blame, then blame the majority, i.e. white men and white women. otherwise your blame is completely unhelpful and misplaced.
saying she only lost because she's a woman or a poc (or both) is also misguided. its not entirely wrong but once again you are misunderstanding some fundamentals of how extremist politicians find success, and likewise are ignoring some obvious issues re: the democratic party and their campaign strategies.
equating education to intelligence to voting preferences in general is ignorant. you are forgetting how many factors go into someone actually receiving formal education. you are forgetting how many factors go into someone's state of residence. i was going to explain this further but i think no one cares so i'm not going to bother because the explanation got too long. also, see point 1. there are plenty of very smart people who vote for trump anyway.
talking about abandoning the south or red states is pointless and if i hear or see anybody suggest such measure i am automatically assuming you are a foul person. equating democratic states to morally or inherently good and republican states to morally or inherently bad is such an unbelievably superficial and foolhardy judgement and goes against all principles of unity and community that we should be fostering at a time like this.
americans ignorant to the effect that us politics has on the world need to wake up.
i don't blame non-americans for their resentment against the sphere of influence of us politics but i wish they would be less dismissive of the genuine effects this election will also have within america.
acting as though anybody doesn't have the right to be scared about the implications of this result is shortsighted at best. my concern goes beyond my own afflictions – how can you say that concern is misplaced?
i have more but i think that's it for now bc its kind of exhausting to talk about. and i guess what's done is done. idk. i'm not hopeless at all. but i'm fearing more and more than the hope i insist on having is childish. but the alternative is complete self-destruction and i have no intention of going down that road again. so childish hope it is.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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#sometimes i find the degree to which i cannot concentrate very alarming#like bro i canno read. i have so much to do but i wanna sleep forever#i just have to get up and go somewhere else. normally id go transfer algae or run but im stuck inside and .y fingers r all cold#usually its just in the morning that I get thr high distress so its prob the meds#but yesterday was kinda fucked. ugh.i just need to run around but i cant#i have such a sinister combo of: brain stops me from being able to b productive and if im not productive i am compelled to do horrible#things. mood issues and 0cd is horrible. horrible feedback loop#i just wish i could breathe. itll b fine. eventually itll b summer again and itll b fine#its like someone's squeezing my throat. like im sick but i kno its just that im anxious#i was doing so well the past few days in terms of reading and productivity despite the distress#and im trying to b kind and roll with the punches but its so hard#like i kno i need to relax and not resist bc resistance makes it worse but it's just hard and im worried this is how itll always b#i wish i could go back on lamicta1. i felt way better on low dose of that then i do on low dose of abi1ify. its so hard to stay on this#just bc of how my head works. and like things were complicated with the lamicta1. maybe i wouldnt habe had a reaction if i didnt get a#tatto0 while upping the dose but now im marked as allergic so i prob wont b allowed to try any of thr anti convulsive type antidepressants#ugh. i hate this. its so frustrating#unrelated
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dragoncarrion · 1 year ago
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gyuys im gonna be less active both here and on discord until. idk how long bc i dont have electricity at my house rn 😭
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fake-ascension · 1 year ago
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yeah i feel really silly and lame for being so hype over a fictional character but like. if i wasnt. i would be loosing it to the horrors of life
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monsterbisexual · 2 years ago
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bday tomorrow huh
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ecto-hazard · 5 months ago
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uh oh! one of your organs has mysteriously vanished! Spin this wheel to find out which one!
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autism-corner · 3 months ago
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smh
#listen my awesome and swagger right. we know.#i ended up not letting my mom know beforehand and just. walked in#and she didnt notice for a few seconds which was awesomeee bc i got to see her face change its was funnyyy#BUT. my first point which is really minor: they arent bruising yetttt#which is technically good ik but alsoo... boringggg =3=pppp#i was partly paranoid about the bruising beforehand which is (so far!!!!) all for nothinggg. but its finee#sillyposting#but my second!! ive been relatively. out of it since i got them.#like its been a while since ive been noticably dissociated and itssss..... =3=#i know itll be fine. i know ill get used to things in like a week to a month or so. and i can handle it.#its just also.... weird to experience life normally. which is ironic to me.#like internally all my thoughts circle how people think of me now and put SUCH a highlight on them#like if i were to visualize myself right now actually 90% or my body would be my eyebrows.#and. its weird that. i need to recognize that this is NOT. how people see me.#like sure its probably 'weird' to them whatever etcetc but also literally nothing else about me changed to them.#which is really really hard to see internally. im constantly surprised by how normal things are because. i changed?#shouldnt things also change? hm#whateber ik its just mental stuff etcetc I KNOWW. but its still annoying.#smh youre telling me i CANT. make a body-altering decision without noticing effects of it?#but then again part of the problem is there NOT being effects. WHATEBERRR#i do like them =w=bbb its very cuteeee#im excited for the days to go back to when internally i do not see myself as just a set of eyebrows and actually.#have like facial proportions etc. thatd be nice.#:3c anyyay im sooo swagger#anyway todays other struggles include overstimulation from a party outside. and having to let responsibility land upon my grouppartner.#scary.....#=w=bbb
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