#its not funny. stop fucking interacting with this page

[foxbbg]

okay hi this has seeped into this community somehow so here's a reminder don't fucking do this! don't fucking do this! Don't interact with this page, don't comment, etc.

This company exploits people for entertainment, and it's been documented. STOP. INTERACTING. WITH THEM.

[maximumqueer]

You ever have stages of obsession and depravity when it comes to a character you enjoy? Because that has been me with Gideon Coal of Once Upon a Witchlight fame.

It started with like, oh a himbo built like a brick shithouse, hell yeah. The character art goes hard, the chains are a fun design that makes the silhouette interesting! His dynamic with the other characters is really fun!! Then I read the little character blurb about his back story (as well as just the small comments about his backstory in the actual campaign), and its like ok, that's depressing as hell, but also very interesting!

Then not a second later i get punched in the face with the fucking IMPLICATIONS of Gideon choosing to keep the fucking chains and manacles as his weapons. How they became an extension of his body that only work because he made of fire. How he literally took back his power - which was being used for the train - and have it instead power his weapons, which shackled him to the train. Something something using the objects of your imprisonment as the gateway to your liberation, and then KEEPING them both of a reminder of that imprisonment and as a promise to never let yourself be caged again.

AND THEN in the most recent ep. I watched (ep. 19) with the way he interacts with Twig, who is a deeply lonely character, who was so excited to have guests at her inn because she had been alone for so long that she just immediately attaches herself to them. And for Gideon to just immediately return that energy, for Gideon to just immediately become friends with her (basically adopt her) because he relates to that loneliness, because for a good chuck of time all he knew was pain and loneliness because of the fucking train GAHHHHHHHHHHH

Add to that what he said about Torbek, and him being hurt and vulnerable, and how he needs to be with them so that the people who tortured and experimented on him do not get ahold of him again (because he can relate as he too was tortured and - while not experimented on to my knowledge - was dehumanized and used as a living power source for that FUCKING TRAIN) It has me gnawing at the bars of my enclosure. I am so deeply unwell about this fucker it's not even funny.

Like, idk what the wonderful people down at Legends of Avantris put in the characters they make (because while this is mainly about Gideon, all of the characters make me go feral), but it is some potent stuff, because I already have an (unfinished) 18 page coalecroux fanfic in the works and I've only been watching for like, a week.

All this to say, I love Gideon Coal ( and all of the Witchlight characters). This is the hardest I've been hit with a hyperfixation in a long ass time. It's been rotating in my head 24/7 since I started it, and I don't think it will be stopping soon.

[eyedoeluhn]

I'm well past what the show has covered and the only improvement I'll cite is that the new art doesn't hurt to look at and they have a budget now. Literally everything every comics reader has complained about is stupid garbage and I'm certain this is some kind of CIA psyop.

The invincible comics are, when they're being good, a mediocre hero comic predicated on tropes with a vaguely interesting alien plot and then it kind of starts discussing the basic moral questions about superheroes. It's frankly a struggle to find something that wasn't interpreted by the show better and no I don't care that they cut the crossover with "The Astounding Wolf-Man." You could not pay me to care about the wolf man. I will not read his comics.

Really the most important part of reading the comics makes you realize a lot of people are actually arguing about how events went down there instead of the show. And I guess to some people trying to spoil it?

Anyway I read in the first issue that they were very proud of comic debbie and it was just misogynistic shit that was really bad. Basically every female character suffers though. Most characters are just...i really dont like them. Even Mark, and i fucking hate show Mark. But it's a fond hatred. I think he's a funny idiot who needs to be killed painfully. But man comark just irritates me. Part of it is because the show spends more time with building character moments and there's limited pages but the other part is that they genuinely just fumble character building moments the show revises.

Like, what comes to mind immediately is this monster girl and robot date scene where they attempt to watch an R rated movie while both of them look around 12 years old and are stopped by a ticket seller who doesn't want to let them in.

In the show Monster Girl is the one to get them in, while rudy tries to poorly negotiate she bribed a nearby woman with $10 to act as their mother. She then talks with rudy about how this happens fairly often and shes used to having to work around it. This is a great scene because we learn more about how monster girl has learned to navigate the world and how it makes things more difficult for her and her age reversal curse is a important part of her arc I could expand on. It's also good for rudy too because hes freshly human and still experiencing friction, he's extremely inexperienced in even basic human tasks and now this is a problem he didnt anticipate. His approach is smart but inexperienced and he's been spending the last few days following monster girls lead.

In the comic the scene plays out very differently. Rudy is the primary negotiator, and he initially tries to brute force the interaction before coming to the same conclusion and bribing a nearby woman while monster girl swoons and thanks him after. In this scene we learn....Rudy is smart. Hes willing to change his approach and..this is just another step in his plan to woo monster girl and hes cool i guess...its just not that interesting for the characters. And also the ship is really bad in the comic its so bad Jesus christ. The revised version is just better here.

The show being better doesn't make the comic ass. The comic is just ass on its own, independently. Which is fine, most superhero comics are. Its a capeshit story from 2003 just stop pretending it's Shakespeare and that it has well written female characters. Or you will find me in your house.

[someonenamedkrystal]

Deltarune theories I came up with when I was 13 (im 16 now oops) a 4 page doc of all of them

This IS a tad bit insane but I did say I would post them!

I just reevaluated them a bit, I’m never usually right, but this was fun!! And I thought I should share them right before the game releases.

I talk about my theories for later chapters below in the thing, click the read more to check them out and judge me!!!

Warning its actually really long

Napsta and Undyne (If its one or the other I think undyne is most likely since she is the head of the police force) are in it as like the “additional characters” they enter Toriel's home due to concerns from outside, because uhh its most likely pitch black and glowy in there which is a concern.

Maybe someone goes over to the house (noelle maybe?), realizes this than calls the police, sending all of them to the dark world

Doesn't support the double door theory though….. I talk about that later

Since this takes place at night/ early in the morning, this is when we see hometown during the day.

Also toriel will be the other additional one!

I feel like toriel already knows of the dark worlds, susie will be like uhh yeah this is a dream and toriel will be like no it isn’t.

I remember in Undertale it spoke about how when a monster dies their dust goes on their favorite object, we see that with gerson, maybe a dark world could have to do with something like that? I'm probably very wrong

I really want Undyne and Alphys to be like parents to susie…. I dont think they will but sighhh that would be so awesome…. ( I know they aren't together yet but shush a girl can dream”

I used to think Undyne would be like hey you hooligan, and then like take her home to care for her to stop her from doing these “illegal shenanigans”

Also because we never see susie directly interacting with her, she must have a strong interaction with her this chapter

It can be conflict though, rather than care, but either would be cool.

I think I just want susie and undyne to be friends! Like they r both into yellow girls… they both…. Like girls… they both… have sharp teeth, and are fairly similar

Going off of that:

How come susie is one of the only characters with blood It IS canonically mentioned that monsters don't have blood, she also says at one point “Like doctors even GET me” and her name also sounds more “human” like compared to others, the fact she used to bully kris too, I wonder if she may have grew up with humans, maybe she was adopted by one, or maybe before she moved she lived in a human populated area.

Kind of like the opposite of kris but rather than people being nice, it was the opposite, everyone was a total dick, and when susie saw Kris, also being adopted yet having a good life it pissed her off.

So that could be why susie hates Kris

Going off what I said before that won't happen: I want undyne to arrest her parent and then like, be adopted by her

I might make this into a silly au because no way is this real but that would be so funny

Her parent is another non binary fellow, with the name that begins with U to change KFC to FUCK

That would be so funny

Please toby… we are so close… give us the U human

The FUCK YOU humans

We will get Mettaton (AKA happstablook) a television/ entertainment thing from the dark world, because last time he said how he wanted something to have cheer himself up (or something similar)

I feel like this will be achieved from most likely defeating tenna, collecting a specific item, defeating the secret boss, or something else

I wonder if Happstablook and alphys are friends

I really hope we can see both mad mew mew (mad dummy) and Mettatons ghost designs, I think I have been wanting to see them canonically for actual years

I miss you mettaton :(

The secret boss always seems to be something that has been thrown away, jevil thrown away in the DUNGEON, spamton thrown in the trash by queen and the addisons (is that what they r called) I think it will be the flowers since we saw toriel throw in it trash

a big flower monster

More like a bouquet

No not like omega flowey

Okay maybe a bit like omega flowey

God I just had flashbacks to that hyper realistic fight

Maybe tenna was the face in the tv all along….

Maybe the true tennas was the floweys we met along the way…..

Now im just being stupid im sorry

If this does not become canon I will indeed draw this if it does I will be suprised

Mike is a microphone, I want mike to still be real, if its not those flowers I think he will be the secret boss, I feel he will be like a gameshow host

Or, if not him, I hope Tenna is gameshow host like.

I hope Alphyne becomes canon again, but I also want to see a bit more of Alphys and Asgore because the girl had such a huge crush on him it was so funny and it would be funny. It would be cool to see their development. But I really want alphyne too pleasepleasepleaseplease

There will be like different television shows maybe what we saw on the tv will foreshadow? maybe tenna will type with a new kind of leet- speak?

There will also be like different areas of a house, a huge dump, a kitchen, maybe a microwave fellow, maybe toriels figurines and a telephone guy

i dont know I can dream

I want whenever we meet papyrus, gaster will be in one of the rooms, just like a chill guy

I know so many people want gaster to be evil

I just want him to be a chill dad

Because that would be really funny

Like imagine sans like hey meet my bro and your like hey its papyrus yay! And then hes like hey pal meet my dad and gaster is like “Hey want an egg”

This will be such a jumpscare, a guy that has been obsessed about for how long like almost 10 years by now??? Os just a chill guy

But he also should be a bit evil though

Because you know….

He's just a funny evil guy

Please please

I need this

I bet we aren't meeting papyrus till chapter 7

New gaster behind a tree, we see a man smile and wave in another sector, if we don't see him physically in sans undertales house I hope we can interact with a door and it says "There's a man in here, he smiles and waves”

The machine underneath the area in sans basement is the trash machine

Maybe the picture could be sans in the dark world or something? I dunno!!

Different characters from the school in the dark world each ep

One of them has monster kid get robotic arms and absolutely goes insane

Chapter 4 would be the church since its sunday, chapter 3 would be saturday, the chapters go in line of a week until Asriel's return

Notice how each is a double door, they literally changed it in chapter one to make it a dark world, I find that funny

Chapter 1 was on Thursday it was the closet

Chapter 2 was on Friday it was in the computer lab

Chapter 3 will be on saturday most likely- its in the living room/ kitchen/ television

Chapter 4 most likely will be a sunday, susie and Kris go to church, I hope Catti or jockington will be in this one maybe, I like those two, also noelle. There will be like angels, and like sick fruit juice lakes.

Alphys does mention there's no school, so it could instead be a day behind, and there is a three day weekend, so the church can just be a stretch but I dunno,

Chapter 5 or 6:

One might be asgore’s shop, the two doors, kris gets visitation hours, those flowers will be important, they do reference the seven human souls, I hope there will be alive flowers again. That may be a bit of a stretch, someone may be added there from them wanting to buy flowers

I really want one to be ICE-Es pizza, evil pizza box, I just think that would be funny, poor burgerpants….

Chapter 7

I feel it will be the bunker

I hope dess will be there. It's canon the four (Asriel, Kris, Noelle, Dess) all went to the bunker one night right?

It's been a little while, and I’ve grown up throughout the past few years reading deltarune fanfiction

I feel here, this is what was the spark of the story, Dess got trapped and lost, Kris lost their headbanned which became ralsei, Since Asgore used to be head of the police force, this is probably the event which got him fired, and what led to his and Toriel's divorce

Also noelle and kris’s distanceness

And we see noelle's sadness from loss, with the calendar in her room showing december, she looked it up so many times, but all that appeared was the month, as well as her inability to spell it, she froze up, thinking on her sister

A lot of characters talked about the bunker, wasn’t kris horrified by it? Or am I wrong? I may be wrong. It has been a hot minute since I’ve played the ending

I hope we can see Noelle's mom. It would be neat if there could be a chapter in the town hall. Maybe Noelle's mom can be the flower shop? because, maybe she's coming to kick asgore out, I don't know.

I feel dess will be such a major character in the final chapter (maybe the knight)

Asriel returns from college

Each chapter has someone related to Lancer as the big bad guy.

What if gaster is his other other father

Lmao

I think I saw a comic like this once

I think Susie's axe is a hairbrush, she says something about caring about her hair in the past I think. I forgot

Maybe Noelle will be in it?? Please???

I hope she's in each chapter as a major character

I hope she and susie can kiss

Sighhhh…. :(

I’m a bit scared Toriel will be the one to get gaslit to kill in the snowgrave route, but I don't really like that idea, she just doesn’t seem like the kind of person to do that.

Poor noelle :(

The end say what u want or disagree idc 😝

[citizenstephie]

The TikTok thing. You’ll hear about it a lot and a lot of the people who never used TikTok can’t really grasp why the dispossessed users are so upset.

Sure, as of right now (1/19/25) some people can use it. It’s no longer in the App Store though so if you were proactive when it went dark and deleted it- you can’t get back in. Not a lot of people know that. They’re like, “It was shut down for less than 24 hours, why are you acting like it’s the apocalypse?” - and I’ll wager that was by design. ‘Trump saved TikTok’ … he didn’t. He necromancied its dead husk and is puppeteering it around until it’s no longer of use to him.

I’m upset because 5 years of my life were spent on that app and I’m not sorry that I spent it there, I’m sorry for what it’s going to become.

The algorithm learns YOU and it learns you fast. Pretty quickly, within the first few scrolls it starts giving you content it thinks you’ll enjoy, and generally it’s right. There might be a hiccup here or there, but generally it was on the money, and the more you interacted and told it what you liked the more it would give you.

Sometimes it would surprise you. “Listen Steph, I know you don’t really listen to KPop or Scooby Doo chase music, but trust me you’ll like it” and then it served me up videos of Stray Kids and Ghost and it was right.

Sometimes it served you videos like “Hey girl, no one has said anything to you before, but you probably have ADHD- you should go check with a doctor to be sure” And the algorithm was right. The algorithm told me I had Ménière’s disease before my doctors did.

Sometimes, the algorithm thought you were a little too comfy, a little too complacent, so it would serve you up news that you otherwise would never have heard of… from different angles… with duets of other TikTokers who can read lips interpreting what’s being said by the people in the video. I’m not talking about channel 4 kind of news - I’m talking on the ground right there in the dirt just happened to have my phone on me or no one would believe me news. The kind of news you might wave off otherwise.

I was learning sign language. Creole. I was learning about black hair and braiding. This is all stuff I never would have encountered in the echo bubbles of other apps. I tried new recipes and they were awesome. I learned history that my bum fuck back country high school never taught me. I learned about other people.

One of the most heartbreaking things for me is the loss of connections. I watched people make families, make lives and loves. I watched people learn and share- become the people they wanted to be. It was fun, and funny. It was happy and tearful.

Pretty quickly the app learned ME. I was on Booktok, and Witchtok. I was on D&D tok, and Pedro Pascal tok. I was watching videos in other languages that the app was auto translating for me… then two weeks ago I stopped getting foreign and other language videos. Booktok disappeared from my For You Page completely and was replaced with ads for Bible study guides and trad wife content. D&D tok disappeared and was replaced with ProBan TikTok’s. The braiding videos disappeared and were replaced with blonde makeup influencers. I didn’t change anything, the algorithm was changed, and then the plug was pulled.

I was shown all the colors in the world and suddenly I’ve been knocked back into black and white. It sucks!! That’s why we’re so upset. It wasn’t a stupid little dancing app, it was access to the world.

I have never been so seen, I had so many amazing connections and friends. I was learning so much and it was taken away.

That app got me through the deaths of two of my best friends- I don’t know how I’m going to get through the next four years.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Uhh i request you

<-forgot everything about creepypasta after stopping reading fanfics

Uhhhhhhh

Um

...slenderman uhhhhm meeting reader who is the same.. species? Found family????? Reader being chipper and welcoming?? Artistic and calming?? Basically um. I dunno. They also live in the woods and collect poor souls, helping them cope and detach from this world??????

I am.. stoopid.

Slenderman x slender-person!artistic!reader ! (found family)

dusts out my slenderman hcs as well as my au ideas on him aheehee ahoo speed running this since i just put my first round of macarons into the oven and im too impatient to wait until theyre done baking for me to write this NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT

okay but im getting this idea out of the way before i forget. imagine the reader, instead of doing paintings and stuff for the "artist" thing they make little structures and statues and stuff and have them around in your area. of course theyre all made with forest material; mud, sticks, pinecones, ect ect i dont know, i just love the nature aesthetic with this idea and rrrraaaaaAAAAH

for some reason or another, you make your home in the same woods THE slenderman lives in; or perhaps it was the otherway around? regardless, it doesnt take long for you to become aware of one another....

okay but how funny would it be if you guys bonded over your annoyances over people collecting your stuff. people taking his pages, and people taking your art projects (at least the ones that are portable). like!

though i cannot think of any lore reasons for slendermans pages in my au.... i will one day i promise, i feel like thats too much of an iconic thing to just cut out

it DOES take a long while for slenderman to get used to you, much less foster a friendship with you... but a family bond? i mean yeah sure, hes very reclusive... but thats not just with humans. he doesnt like interacting with other creatures, either

pats your shoulder

my moot

my dear moot, allow me to go on a tangent about my take on slenderman

basic summary is that he and all other demon/most nonhuman creepypasta characters were made by zalgo in my funky au; basically to bring disorder and that kind of shit. but like in a "this is just a part of this universe's nature" way. thus making slenderman himself in my take the be a simple fact of life... thinks.. and he resents his own existence, i think. i mean how cruel is it that he was made to cause issues, in fact he cant live without it (eats people) but he was granted the ability to be able to grasp the complexity of morals and emotion. like thats fucked

i love it

anyways, theres that and him just naturally being reclusive! hell even his supposed "brothers" (splendor and trender, i refuse to touch the third one) hes still.. distant

basically what i mean to say is that you guys probably arent going to be.. outwardly close... if that makes sense. like hes not going to be very affectionate; so dont expect many familial... things... and its not often that he would seek conversation out... though

as i write that, if i recall correctly i did give him the vague craving of connection, and while i usually save that for traditional x reader stuff, i think this would still apply to found family stuff! so actually, i think he WOULD eventually start seeking your company out, just for the fact of having someone else to talk to who doesnt resent his existence the same way he resents his own

sits

given my silly hc i do think he would have some understanding with your relationship with humans/lost souls. would he do it himself? i think it really depends on the situation... like if hes not actively hunting he usually just drives people out of the woods, no sense in wasting.... things... you know?

sits

im all jumbled all over the place my apolocheese im just excited to write for slenderman again

will get annoyed if you snatch away his "meal" since AGAIN, he was cursed to feed on people . like he understands why you did it, and he has mixed feelings around eating human (like not in a "im distressed and i hate it" way more so "its not totally desirable but i cant survive without doing this" way)

sits

i think

im gonna toy around with my slenderman hcs... this ended up being more of a hc dump than a x reader, my apologies

its also that as im typing this i realize how similar my takes on eyeless jack and slenderman are... which is funny because they live in the same woods in my au but they fucking HATE each other

territorial stuff you know

[canmom]

l'aventure d'canmom à annecy épisode DEUX - lundi - partie 1

sure hope everyone knows the days of the week in French.

I'm gonna be writing throughout the day today because there's gonna be a lot!

this morning i wasted my reservation for The Most Precious of Cargoes by not showing up early enough, rip. As a consolation I went into Grad Films 1! These kinda slapped! ...mostly anyway.

first up, we had Sheep Out by Zofia Klamka, which was pure style. a severely dressed animator has her routine disrupted by a runaway cartoon sheep, taking her on a crazy chase through the ads and posters of the city. edited tight as fuck, the initial routine montage of match cuts transitioning perfectly into crazy smears, wacky perspectives and some really playful shots with the characters running through posters at different scales and interacting with the real world. calls to mind Kon. hell of an opener.

Apartment 203 was a bit of a dud for me. Found footage style about a serial killer, it explains the premise in text at the outset so there is little tension, and it's just a camera looking around a dirty CG with foley of breathing, music, and offscreen violence and screams.

Luckily such misses were not the rule in this block!

Echoes by Robinson Drossos used a very strong sketchy traditional animation style to depict a boy descending into a sewer that becomes an increasingly surreal cave. The pencil texture and strength of drawing and movement do a ton for this one, i fully winced when the boy falls down a shaft hitting his head on every surface.

Carrotica by Daniel Sterlin-Altman was a blast. It's about the desires and fantasies of a single mum obsessed with her carrot research and her repressed gay son who writes erotica in his notebooks, all depicted in stop motion. Excellent naturalistic voice acting and a script that is both funny and very genuine.

Humantis by Paris Baillie from Calarts was a really cool stop motion one about flower petal creatures which engage in strange formal dances, and one of these creatures whose white petals start becoming corrupted with green. The creature tears petals from the others to try to hide its condition but inevitably gets found out, only to discover other green humantises. Yet in the final shot of the film, we see that it still mourns its white petals. I loved the visual style here - really imaginative creature designs.

You are the truck and I am the deer was not really to my taste - poetry over abstract imagery of corruption and trauma, i kinda get it, but it felt a bit too generic for me.

Yapalaponky by Masataka Kihara... I'm sure glad I can post a picture so I don't have to describe the creature. The film depicts a series of cute/funny little interactions between the man and the creature, good visual gags around weight and such, eventually pulling back to a child in a car on the way to a funeral (I think). Always interesting to see jp animation outside the anime bubble - I appreciate the visual imagination of these weird guys with their う faces.

The Time Botanist by Glenn Paul-Parvenu is a delightful tribute to rubber hose and earlier animation, with its mc getting sneezed back into older and older styles by her anthropomorphised time machine. Good concept, nails the execution!

The Last Visit by Keawalee Warutkomain is a meditation on grief, animated in the pages of a book. Foregrounding its process this much, it led me inevitably to think about the act of making a film to grieve someone. I made a short animation when Fall died - it was really rough, but I felt moved to use the art I was making at the time to commemorate her somehow. I always felt a little ashamed that I didn't make something better, but like... as if she'd care! And it makes me wonder like, the stuff about technical execution, how it relates to something so personal as a film about grief - but then, it's not just a personal project, it's being screened for others here. What is the right way to make art 'for' someone who has died? I really don't know.

In this case, Warutkomain is mourning her aunt. The film is more about the experience of grief than the aunt herself, and it felt a little too long for what it had as such an abstract film, but like, it feels cruel to make that kind of criticism. It certainly provoked thought of my own experience of grief, but the subject is inherently resonant - I realised I was getting lost in my head and missing the film. I don't know what to make of it all. Certainly the animation in the pages of a book was a cool effect.

Adiós by José Prats seemed like another such personal film, but in this case a tight drama. A father is struggling to accept the departure of his son, the dialogue full of loaded lines about leaving him behind. They go out hunting, but their dog accidentally eats poison; the father is resigned to losing the dog, but the son runs to fetch salt instead of staying at their side - and this turns out to be the right call, since the dog is saved, and the father finally accepts his son's decision. Strongly executed stop motion, this was a very solid note to end on.

I love student films, because there are few other cases where people get to create with such few restraints. Which isn't to say there aren't pressures - students are trying to impress future employers and their instructors and so forth, and they draw inspiration from other student films so you get certain genres - but I'm always impressed by the sheer variety of stuff that people can cook up in just a year. Definitely a strong block, can't wait for more. (Also some of the directors were present, I hope they appreciated the applause - living the dream of getting a film into annecy. one day.)

[squish36-writes-and-draws]

11 November: Unraveling

Quick little update: I have burned through my stash of prewritten pages, and now, when I need to write more, I have a cold and a shit ton of school things I should be doing. We're going to be on shaky ground until probably Saturday.

Word Count: 510

TW: Keefe is swearing a lot. Also, general Keefe angst. Self-esteem is in the single digits.

General Taglist (lmk if you want to be added/removed!): @stellar-lune @faggot-friday @kamikothe1and0nly @nyxpixels @florida-preposterously

@poppinspop @uni-seahorse-572 @solreefs @corruption-exe @rusted-phone-calls

@when-wax-wings-melt @good-old-fashioned-lover-boy7 @dexter-dizzknees @abubble125 @hi-imgrapes

@callum-hunt-is-bisexual @callas-pancake-tree @hi-my-name-is-awesome @katniss-elizabeth-chase @sillyguy-supreme

@void-kill @thefoxysnake

Unraveling Project Specific Taglist (lmk if you want to be added/removed/upgraded): @cutebisexualmess @crippling-pages @daizythegreat @sophiefostersno1stan @iggydancebreak

@theleopardstalker @you-will-meet-your-downfall @multi-fandom-lunatic

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I once loved a gardener with his dirt-smudged face and hands Trimmed my weeds and gave me room to grow my flowers again But now my love is gone And I am left here withering Withering

Keefe Sencen's Journal

  I hope you’re happy now, mother dearest. 

    I hope you know how much you’ve fucked me over. 

    I should have never even attempted to draw Taylor into this mess. I just—wanted to think that I’d be safe for once in my starsexile life, but that’s too much to ask. 

    Over the last couple of hours, I’ve bounced around the globe looking for a nice place to go and also trying to figure out how the pathfinder determines coordinates. I’ll probably be working on that instead of actually reflecting on my life tonight because exile I don’t want to think about my life anymore. Absolute dumpster fire of a life right there. 

    I think I’m in Paris? I can see that famous tower thing but let’s be real when we say that I’ve got no fucking clue where I am or how human society works. It could be some other ostentatious tower just to fuck with me in particular. 

    Anyway the time zones are really different between Sydney and wherever I am because I left right around dawn, and now it’s sundown. If I thought my sleep schedule was bad enough as it is, it’s about to get so much worse and I’m here for it. 

    I haven’t had any interactions with humans around here, and if I could, I would definitely try to avoid speaking to anyone about anything ever because we saw how well that went last time. Alas, I don’t trust myself enough for that to not be a possibility. 

    I’ll probably be bouncing to the next city in a couple of days. Maybe if I pick a new place often enough, no one will be able to find me. Maybe then I can stop hurting everyone around me. It won’t work, but it’s a nice possibility to think about. 

    I found a nice garden to loiter in for the next couple of days, and in the case that I get bothered by the legal authorities, I can just simply…leave. I could cause so many crimes on purpose. That bank heist plan doesn’t actually sound that unrealistic now that I’m genuinely considering it. I won’t, but it would be funny, and that’s the real measure of success. 

    You know what else is funny? I don’t, but someone across the street does. It’s much less overwhelming than it used to be and on the one hand, that’s a good thing because I don’t have a constant migraine, but it also means that I’m going to be fucked to exile in another couple of weeks, let alone centuries of this. Who am I kidding? There’s no way I’m making it centuries without Gisela finding me. I just need to hold out long enough that I’m not useful to her little schemes and machinations by the time she comes to collect her little unethical science experiment. 

    If I can’t solve the problem in its entirety, I’ll settle for being annoying. It’s gotten me this far which isn’t exactly a glowing endorsement, but it’s better than nothing, and that’s all I have. 

[sunfireshards]

as of today, as of literally right now, this tumblr will no longer have any posts regarding wilbur soot [except for updates about the situation, however those will stop once i've completely caught up as well.]

because FUCK will, and FUCK SA, and FUCK ABUSE.

people are not objects. you cannot treat them callously in this manner. if any asshole here cannot understand that, then please leave. i would not like you to interact with my content.

for those who are still here, hello. please remember to take care of yourself, because i know the guy was a big influence for people out here. he helped me with my love for music. but don’t let this take anything you love away from you. rub it in his goddamn face.

but please also understand that CCs, like tommy and phil, need their time to get their bearings. they were MUCH closer to him then we ever would be.

we’re team shubble here. please support her and ALL victims of abuse, wherever they are.

its a scary world out there. take care of yourselves.

shelby’s pages:

(shelby is on tumblr as well)

[goddessofblood]

Sienna's Game of The Year 2024

Wow, its the moment we've been waiting for since Sienna's Game of the Year 2022. This year, Sienna is going to talk at length about her favorite game among those she played for the first time this year. Which game will she chose? Its a real mystery....

Just kidding. Of course its

It will be no surprise for regular blog readers that I selected "The Great I Am" as my Game of the Year. I've talked about this short indie VN about a young woman with a peculiar communication style whose in a dire situation a LOT since it was published. It is definitively the game I most enjoyed, thought about after playing, and most want to encourage YOU to play. Why?

"The Great I Am" is by no means a long game. Its ich io page describes it as having a '10-20 minute' playtime. This is in some way accurate- I think on my second playthrough I finished reading in ~15 minutes. However, I wouldn't recommend playing the game like that. If you just blast through the text like that, you miss so much of what the game wants to say. Each character in the game, save for I Am, is given a variety of titles by the titular main character. When I initially played the game, I took my time processing each title- sometimes even looking up the allusions- to get a better grasp of what they meant to I Am. That is the best way to play this game. Understanding those references brings a lot of depth to I Am's character and helps you connect with her- which in some way is the point of the game. Plus, her little digs at her antagonists are honestly so funny! You're likely to miss a lot of them if you aren't looking up those allusions.

The art style is also an important part of "The Great I Am" that is so easily to overlook. Theres a very noticable tension between the designs of I Am and everything else in her world. The other characters all feel ripped out of some 17th Centruy painting, even the sympathetic ones, while I Am looks like she walked out of VRChat. She is Immediately and Obviously Recognizably Different from everyone else. The design dissonance between the other characters and I Am really heightens how alienated I Am feels- she doesn't even look like she belongs in her own story. The background art is… very strange! I'm not sure I entirely understand the narrative purpose of them to be honest. They also feel alien, or broken. As if the world itself is fundamentally incompatible with reason or sense. I would say that the 'fucked up-ness' of any given background is tied to the 'fucked up-ness' of the character I Am is interacting with at that moment. In particular I remember the Boyfriend and the Priest having the weirdest backgrounds. And I think the Friend and the Lover had the least strange and most peaceful backgrounds.

With all that mentioned, its time to talk about the star of the show: I Am. The narrative follows her in the short time she has left before her community sacrifices her. We aren't given any particular reason for the sacrifice, other than that I Am is Different. Her death, if she doesn't escape, is presumably pointless. The narrative doesn't give us any reason to believe this community has a good reason for these sacrifices. Its easy to imagine in another story a protagonist stopping this horrible tradition. If I Am were normal, perhaps she would rally her friends for some daring adventure, either advocating for overturning these awful pointless killings or escaping their torturous society together. But I Am is not normal. Firstly, she can only communicate using "I Am-" style sentences. And generally she prefers to use analogy and metaphor within these sentences to relate her feelings, situation, and thoughts. For example, she isn't likely to say "I Am Very Upset Right Now", but instead "I Am The Raging Tempest That Never Ends." You would imagine this makes it difficult for her to communicate, and for others to understand her. You wouldn't be entirely incorrect, but a careful reading shows most of the people around her are able to have conversations with her and at least partially understand what she means. Occasionally the more antagonistic characters will 'give up' and not attempt to decipher her meaning, but its clearly from contempt's for her and not genuine inability to parse her meaning. I don't believe it is an accident that the only accidental misunderstandings are when she describes her situation as it is, rather than in metaphor. The game is grabbing your shoulders and asking you to please respect people enough to try and understand them, even if they are weird!

So if the other characters can, to some degree, understand her, what does make I Am different enough for her community to stop caring for her? Maybe if I Am were otherwise 'normal', if she just had this strange communication issue, other people in her community could accept her. But I Am is pretty pointedly Autistic, and I think that is what prevents others from trying to understand her. She is willful and stubborn and An Individual in ways they can't accept. For them, its Conform or Die. And to I Am, its be herself or die.

I suppose thats where I'll end my ranting and raving about the game. There is a lot more I could say about the game, make no mistake! I didn't even talk about the ending! God what an ending. I honestly think it is a masterpiece and a "must read" for any fans of virtual novels or like, media that is good in general. Its good and its free, so go read it now! Seriously right now!

[mcu-multiverse-order-review]

Introduction

The Marvel Cinematic Universe is most definitely a series of films… and shows… and now a multiverse… containing even more films… and shows... Fuck.

Ok, so by now we are all very aware of how fucked the MCU is, right? Like, no one in their right mind would want to compile everything that the MCU references in its multiverse and slap that into a list, and then proceed to watch that list, right? 

So that’s what I did.

I've compiled everything that ties directly into the MCU, or has elements that tie into the MCU. This list contains too many films, shows, short films, and even a couple video games. I shouldn’t do this, but no one is stopping me, so I’m going to.

Ok, so here’s how this list works, it is all digital media that ties into the MCU in one way or another (Usually through the multiverse saga), the exception to this is a film series that makes reference to the MCU, but is not referenced back. I included things attached to this series because I honestly just wanted an excuse to rewatch it. I will tell you what this series is when we get to it. 

Also this list is in order of release, not in MCU timeline order, cos honestly fuck that. This however does result in the funny outcome of I won’t actually be getting to the MCU itself for a while. Everything upfront is stuff that will come back later.

Understood? No? Unstandable, let’s begin.

Except, wait a moment, I got halfway through writing the first review and realised I never explained universe numbers, because of course I didn’t, why the fuck would I have to? Annoyingly, I do, because the universe “Earth-616” is gonna get brought up a lot.

So what is “Earth-616”? It’s the main Marvel comic universe. All Marvel properties are made in relation to the Earth-616 comics.

Every single Marvel property has its own universe number, even the MCU itself has a different universe number, being “Earth-199999”, much to Kevin Feige’s dismay.

And I suppose while your still here I should explain who I am and what I'm actually doing here.

So hi, I'm Teri. I'm a freelance artist and animator, with severely untreated ADHD. I made this list mostly I'm just a Superhero nerd, but also to prove the point that the MCU has fallen into the same trappings as the main Marvel comics; that being it has become to intertwined and overly complicated.

I'm gonna be working on this project slowly, so don't expect me to be rushing out pages and pages of review, especially as there is a lot of content for me to cover. I want to take my time.

Also don't expect these to be true reviews. For the most part this is me just throwing my thoughts out about everything. I can't guarantee it'll be completely coherent.

And I suppose I should cover some ground rules as well regarding interacting with this blog and the blog itself:

Absolutely no bigotry. This includes racism, sexism, homophobia & transphobia. I will not be lenient with the ban hammer.

No being creepy. This includes sexual harassment and nonces. I ain't doing this to get fucked messages.

No being a prick. That is to me or anyone else. let's be civil yeah.

I swear. A lot. I don't apologise for this. If my language upsets you, you're not going to enjoy your time here, I suggest finding somewhere else.

Other than my swearing, I have no intention of upsetting anyone. If I say anything actually offensive, please let me know and I'll get on making changes.

Hopefully, that should be everything covered.

Now, let's actually begin...

[faggoatquixote]

this is my pinned.

general edgy warnings

- if you found this blog bc it’s obvious who I am and you decided to stalk me again? leave me alone or I’ll send you unpleasant things in your inbox. stop stalking me. KYS.

- my sexuality is none of your business and neither is my gender. my pronouns are up there. I’m not cis. none of this can be used as a gotcha. KYS.

- I’m not from the US. I don’t care about gringo opinions on LATAM politics. if you fought with me about it somewhere and decided to browse my page to find smth to pin on me? KYS.

my fandom opinions

- I’m not going to be playing the proshipper vs anti game. I ship age gaps if they’re funny and I think reducing complicated sibling dynamics to sexual incest is lazy. I’ll legit think you’re stupid if you do that. don’t interact if you ship incest for your own good.

- bnha is good and I hate 95% of its fanbase. I’ll be posting a lot about it but if you try to make any of my posts about shipping or pro cop apologia I’m blocking you. dekubowl shippers and hawks fans? this is about you. tdbk is funny so you can stay.

- toshiro nakamoto aka shuro dungeon meshi is my favorite dunmeshi character after thistle and mithrun. I will defend him from white bitches who care more about autism than racism. (shuro is also autistic btw)

- zosan sucks ass. it’s a curse upon the one piece fandom and it’s my mission in life to block every single shipper on tumblr. zolusan is cool tho.

- luffy tops. I ship him with zoro, but also law and I find the idea that lulaw is “proship” absurd. luffy also fucks katakuri if you even care.

- ichiruki sucks ass. everyone who calls ichiruki yaoi coded is stupid as hell and coping about how they ship a het ship.

- aizen did nothing wrong

- if you go by the “fuck canon” “death of the author” fandom philosophy then I do not respect you. you did not make canon better unless you’re writing fic for a fandom with a target audience of 5 year olds. and if you’re doing that then I also don’t respect you. put the bluey dogs back in the corner where you found them

[blahsome]

March 18 2024

Good fucking lord,

Where has the time gone? Now you’ve been gone for 29 years. If you were here today you’d know what I mean when I say the math isn’t mathing.

29 years?? I know documents say I’m 35, but I pretty much just graduated college and I guess it’ll never make sense that you’ve been gone for any amount of time. The farther away I get from 6 years old, the more you stay 45, the closer my niblings get to 6 and then surpass it with their world view intact- I’m always holding my breath at milestones.

The time passes, I exhale.

The calendar pages turn and remind me to get ready for the waves. This last year though, it felt like I never got to come up for air. Just a gasp here and there. I’m fully submerged in a cycle of fighting, flighting and mostly being frozen. It looks like I’m moving but my muscles are shattering ice cubes and I can’t fall asleep and I hate to wake up. I love to be needed but my cup is empty and there seems to be a hole in the bottom.

I could’ve made time, I had plenty of it. It was the only thing I had, but I was like a spinning top: stop, drop. Finally, I’ve fallen and I can’t seem to get back up.

I’ve got little sense of comfort left. The last year was so jarring and I’m left raw. I don’t know how to bandage myself, I can’t afford mental health and I can’t afford to be mentally unwell, either. All I can do is feign a little dance to give the illusion that I’m on my feet, my knees at least.

These are just some of the most pertinent notes I’ve digitally scribbled over the last year or so. Some of these notes I think: what does any of this have to do with my mother? And I tell myself that I am how I am because she’s gone, so it is what it is.

-

Bb freeeee

may the beasts not render you an island

Bonding over poison

It’s crazy how time flies without you

But still I’m dragging around memories of you

-

Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between compliments and manipulation

When I’ve got a new boy stretching my hamstrings

How do you know just when to creep back in?

I don’t know where to find Inspiration.

What beast have I encountered? How can I dissolve its teeth, sunken into my will, draining me of any sense of purpose or direction.

-

I told a forlorn boy that I could have his dick in my mouth and he’d still wonder if I’d like him tomorrow. I need to be held, but not so tight that I lose my autonomy. I don’t want to drag anyone down with my morosity, and I don’t have the ability to cleanse someone of their insecurities. No one really does.

-

I’m longing for peanuts

Lusting for when you used to come to my room

When you used to swing from my chandelier

Feigning human interaction through my screens

Nothing comes

-

A life time requiring too many moments of silence

I can’t quiet my mind

I want comfort

I want the cover of darkness

I want to make bad decisions

if they’ll make me feel good

-

Funny how men boast about survival of the fittest

While women hold the seeds before we’re even born, before our mothers are even born, we’ve existed for centuries before we come to be, in a form that you objectify and make small

-

Always an onslaught of processing to be postponed

A moment

Quiet

I can’t

Stir stir stir

Sleepless

What for?

I’m ready for the now to start

Without the worry of yesterday and tomorrow

What did I forget?

What will be forgotten?

-

A two way street

But one lane is paved with silver spoons and oblivion

The other with rusted shovels and painful clarity

-

Hello mama,

I’m in the midst of a flood of feeling desperate for your presence. All my old people are getting older, and so am I. Everything hurts. I’m suffering from chronic pain but I’m keeping as strong a face as I can. There is too much to do to tend to myself, what with everyone slipping away. You wrote it yourself “worry makes my face look funny”.

-

I’m so mad

I swear the breath heaving in my chest is 101 degrees

My heart’s warmed by the generosity of strangers

Lit on fire by the indifference of familiar faces

Broken by the additional pressure to keep a brave face

What would my mother think?

What was she doing when her mother was dying?

What would guilt feel like if I wasn’t breaking my back?

Guilt and shame are my ultimate punishers.

-

I’m traumatized by your intake and your disregard

Heart broken and lonely. Sometimes I think that everybody doesn’t want to hang out with themselves so much that they can’t hang out with me.

-

Knees leathered

Spirit weathered

Trying to make it all better

I fall apart

Disappointed in my efforts

Icing on my sad girl cake

This year is just another racket

What are efforts even for?

I spent four nights bedside, in a hospital chair

2am coffee, 3am slapping hands away from needles and monitors,

3:30am coffee, 4am alarms going off, more coffee

My mouth is small when I’m angry

Teeth clenched

lips pinched

Biting my tongue

What’s the point in fighting a saturated wall?

My dead mother, used as a weapon.

I’m not her.

I imagine she picked her battles thoughtfully

Cancer or an addicts addiction?

Better odds at beating cancer maybe, still lost.

Hakuna Matata, for who?

For her, for sure

My father has made her his higher power

His disillusion has damaged her good image in my mind.

I have to, I must, imagine that she would have stood up, intervened.

Distorted: my ideals of what love is.

Surely it’s not getting walked all over, second hand smoke, and dismissing bad behavior and bearing witness to a slow suicide.

-

Someone told me to have a cry as a little treat

So I tried

I tried to shed just a few regimented tears

But they all came out

They rushed

They dehydrated me

They turned me red and burned me

They took all my air

I went out to lay in the dirt

To feel the support of the earth

I tried to pull myself under the surface

But only ended up pulling out grass

Can I do nothing gracefully if I’m so distraught?

-

What is the opposite of horizon?

About 35 and ready for a reinvention again

Nothing has changed, I’m still a baby

I still want my mom

What was I born to do?

Ain’t nobody got a fast car round here, and even if they did

Somebody’s gotta take care of this old man

It’s kinda silly wanting my mom, I really didn’t know her.

What if we got along awful?

I went to an event with my #1 friend earlier and afterward she messaged me and told me I’m good at talking to people and she loves that about me. I said I felt embarrassed about what comes out of my mouth sometimes, and the how and the timing of it.

We went in hopes of winning gift cards or spa treatments.

I won a vodka gift basket, classic.

-

Every time I get a book of poems

I’m inspired to write again

I feel powerful

Grabbing balls

Stroking their taint

Sliding a digit in

I feel powerful

Knowing, if just for a moment

I have them wrapped around my finger

I’ve been thinking all day

About how to manifest a casual coincidence

Of standing next to you when the clock strikes midnight

I wish I could go back in time

And commit no sins that I need to be absolved of to feel worthy of you

But then I wouldn’t have ruled so many realms

I wish my worth and my shame weren’t in a constant battle

I wish I didn’t feel like the life I’ve lived apart from you would tear you to bits.

“Laying here naked,

Woman I previously hated”

We’re forging friends from enemies

Freaks from foes

Drunk darlin’s

Late nights

Early mornin’s

Velvety soft and smooth

Perfect teeth, my weakness

Gifts of lilac

Chains on our tongues

In the shade by a damn river

Be naked and aggressive

Longing for a late night bath

Good freaks

Dream of me

Life blood boosted

Effortlessly cool

Sunsets in the sticks

Crocs and cowboy hats

Day dreaming

Tailgates in wheaty fields

Caught off guard

So comfortable

So quick

Swooning

Nourishing bodies

Good looking

Looking good

“You’re good, baby”, rolling off the tongue

Your hands on me

Sweet lil angel freak

Necessary nap time

Neon lights

Dark nights

Sentimental and poetic

Philosophizing

Chill with it all

Seamless

Slowly and so comfortably

-

I just want to write

My woes

My ohs

My ooh lalas

Woe: I have no discipline

Oh: I have no discipline

Ooh lala: I want to be on that dick again

Sometimes all it takes to manifest is saying what you want in front of the right person

But sometimes even if I’m doing nothing and saying nothing to no one

I’m manifesting

Maybe something better than my weak spine

Likely not

Confrontation makes me want to vomit

The internal conflict of necessary confrontation also makes me want to vomit

-

I can’t afford feng shui or Jesus

-

It’s so crazy I keep opening my phone

and looking in all the same places to find meaning

I wanna be in it for the long haul

Tired of playing hard ball

And you’re not even playing at all

-

Toss

Turn

Toss again

This knee up

That knee up

I swear my shoulders are almost touching

Not on the blade side

My hips are pinching at my spine

It’s past 2am and I refuse to get up and stretch it all out

I do this every night

Pace all day

Twist all night

-

Dear Elmo,

Harrowed by the year behind me

Overwhelmed by crushing anxiety with even the smallest glances toward the year ahead

The week, the day, the minute ahead

The present is just a tornado

No steps forward on solid ground

A slippery mountain

A pit full of treacherous mud

No whatchamacallit in sight

Just pastel rainbows plastered on the walls to drown out the darkness

Hoping they’ll come alive

and as my caring companions

Braid themselves into a rope

And tie me up

And pull me out of this unfaltering fog

-

Laying in bed

Night after night

Pulling my pillows under the covers

Fighting them as I flail

Left side

Right side

Belly flop

One leg bent

The other

Would a big spoon sooth my ailing back?

Would my anxious fractured sense of self shove them off the bed?

Fetal position

One pillow clenched between my legs

Hoping it aligns my spine

One pillow clutched to my chest

Hoping it keeps my shoulders from touching before my collar bones

Turning in

Withering

Bedrotting

It all aches

A pillow tucked behind me to simulate a caring hand

steadfast on my back

-

I don’t know yet how to write about how scared I was when I thought Herman might die last year. He’d gotten a UTI that was so severe that he became septic, he was also going through alcohol withdrawl. When elderly people get UTI’s often times the only symptom is delirium, so it can be hard to tell when they’re usually drunk and delirious already. The good news is that he’s almost completely cut out his vices. The other news is that it���s difficult for me to accept that he is elderly, and he still has bladder cancer. I can actually accept the cancer part, I just get a little heartbroken when I watch him shuffling around not being present. I think about how my mom would be with her grandkids. And selfishly, how she might be the one to take Herman to his appointments if she was here, report back to the rest of us coherently, give us all hugs afterwards, and then be able to encourage him to be more of an active participant. When I got him home from the hospital I wrote a note and stuck it on his bathroom mirror: What would Becca do? He did actually appreciate and elaborate on it. It’s still there, 6 months later.

I’m so tired of scrolling instagram and reading stupid inspirational memes like “you haven’t met all the people you’re going to love yet”. I’m pretty sure if I can’t leave the house unless it’s to tend to my already loved ones, then I have. I don’t know how to make space for both the known and the unknown. All I do every day when I don’t have a task to do for someone I love is wonder what I’m on this earth for and what I’m even good at.

I wish I could see how my mom interacted with people. I wish it didn’t matter. I wish I didn’t spend the better half of the last two years in bed. It’s insane to think how much I actually did accomplish while simultaneously falling completely apart. And now I’m here, having hit an absolute wall, unraveled.

I am still full of wonder and comforted by the fact that all shades of light purple exist and so do I. My wondering can have no conclusion though. I can’t collect enough lilac, lavender, and orchid to conjure clarity. How many countless hours would my mother allow me of her time, to sit with me and hold me until we come up with a plan? Why can’t I do it myself? If we can’t do it, who can help? I’ve expended all my resources and am left with nothing to offer. I’m not even an expert on my own grief.

Sometimes it seems as if everyone forgot that we have to mourn this loss forever, together. So, I’m left alone. My fathers diminishing memory not remembering that I told him I’d like it if he would be home today so he can hang out with me while I plant some flowers. He’s 5 hours away and it won’t be me who reminds me.

Almost nothing seems worth a breath if I don’t mention all of the children in Palestine who will be left to mourn their martyred parents, and the parents, their martyred children. Ceasefire now, and forever. Free Palestine.

Hug your loved ones, ask them questions, use your time wisely if you have the energy, and if you know what I’m good at and should do with my life, please let me know.

Accepting defeat and hoping to rise from the ashes,

Blossom

[spidermanifested]

More in depth dental run theorys from a guy who has not been paying attention to what anybody else is saying about it. #spoilers (for both new dr chapters and ghost trick the game thats been out for 15 years)

i have to give some background information so everyone is on the same page so the game ghost trick (released 2010 for the nintendo ds) is about a disembodied soul who doesnt remember anything about themself except that they apparently just died and their corpse is lying ass up in a junkyard. here are some more facts about ghost trick.

you can interact with the physical world with your soul by possessing objects

you can also travel back in time to undo deaths

eventually the game drops the insane twist that yomiel, the guy whose body you thought was yours, is actually a completely different person, and he too has ghost powers. which hes been using to puppet his OWN CORPSE around. for years

asgore-esque character pictured above is a former cop named jowd. jowd has a dead wife and an alive daughter and a sometimes-dead adopted-daughter/mentee-figure

hes also the one who indirectly got yomiel killed when he was younger during a standoff gone wrong and he fully knows how terrible this was. that did not stop yomiels ghost from doing some ghost tricks and setting up a rube goldberg wife murder machine in jowds house, for revenge, but because a fucking ghost did it, the only 2 possible suspects were jowd and his daughter, so to protect his daughter he turned himself in and now hes on death row

jowd has a very special good friend named cabanela who calls everyone baby. i dont think his role in the plot of ghost trick is as relevant to tjis post as the fact that he looks like that, is close to jowd and has a very specific pet name he calls people. but who knows at this point

So what im not saying is that toby fox is pulling 100% from the plot of ghost trick because that would be boring. but what i AM saying is that between the soul mechanics in chapter 4, and the thing about asgore having been chief of police but something happening that made him quit and become epic divorce man. i would bet most if not all of my money that ghost trick was an influence on this game. and specifically here is what i think as a result of that

i think that kris may be um. Dead? or close to dead. And the soul we are playing as is somebody elses, and we are sharing custody, as it were. of their body.

i do not know How this soul would have gotten into kris' body. i mean gee you might need some kind of secret facility to do something like that. And i imagine considering kris is so reliant on it (they seem fucked up whenever the soul isnt controlling them, constantly described as looking tired and sick, shuffling around like they can barely move) then theyd probably consider themself indebted to whoever saved their life......

you see what im getting at right i am looking at carol i think carol may have put kris in a literal life debt situation. and given that shes apparently been collecting Heart Shaped Objects for years and the holidays and dreemurrs have been close since the kids were really young. i cant Not suspect she was planning to do it the whole time

and, if thats the case, setting asgore up to accidentally hurt kris & then swoop in as a savior would be a pretty smart move i think? and it would Definitely explain the divorce, and why toriel has custody, and why asgore is trying so hard to make up for everything. the only sticking point im having is that this would paint carol in a really unambiguously evil light and thats not how this series has done its characterization so far

but aside from that. the most important remaining question is obviously, "whose the fuck soul is that". because i dont think you find transplantable human souls just lying around. and it really doesnt have any basis in anything like the rest of this does but i think itd be really really funny(/horrifying) if we pulled a reverse undertale and it was frisk. sorry kris the ghost baby in your brain is choosing between your impulses at random they dont know what theyre doing sorry sorry sorry sorry

this is the springboard for like 90% of my mental deltarune theorycrafting right nowand im not even joking that much

[nineliabilityrisk]

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[ send a " ⭐ " and i will list muses i would be interested in throwing at yours ]

[ asked by @muutos ]

this one took a while to get to bc i realized how much i wanted birdie to interact with some of ur muses and then got distracted with trying to set up her blog and stuff but im here to answer this now hopefully . my brain is still all over the place please excuse me

[formatting is "your muse - my muse(s) i would like to see with them"]

vanessa - sb verse mikey :] torment this little shit. because the concept of these two interacting is so fucking hilarious im so happy the movie brought it up and this way it doesnt even have to be movieverse. also i NEED her and birdie to interact so so so bad im trying so hard to finish up birdies sideblog its taking forever but i wanted the chance to give them a lil separate space to themselves. uh who else. i have glambun and cassie of course, she can have fun with them, and joshton also has a sb verse!! i know i never talk about him but id love love love to introduce him with vanessa or one of ur other muses

henry emily - cmon. i love your henry so much id willingly throw literally ANY of my muses at him i <3 him. ive already spent eons talking abt how much i love the potential dynamic between him and michael because i DO, so so so much. also just like i said to nic, he can interact with literally any of my animatronics whenever. i NEED interactions with him and lefty there is something so personal about those two. and of course ciarán goes without saying. your henry already gave him too much attention (like. literally one [1] positive sentence so far) and hes already hooked. good luck getting rid of that fucker. hes never letting go. sorry you shouldve known better than to be sweet with him (/lh)

mangle - im ngl i would love to have interactions with them and one of my withered animatronics. or jeremy, yknow,,, before Shit Goes Bad. could be fun. joshton Also has a verse where he works in the fnaf 2 location because i just kinda stick him wherever he would fit so if you wanna use it to traumatize the poor little minimum wage worker go right ahead i think itd be real funny

freddy fazbear - b..bonnie... thats it just bonnie i want the classic duo back i dont care what era. also if you want him to torment mike or josh theyre always up for it, as has been mentioned multiple times

roxanne wolf + glamrock freddy - lumping them together because theyd be interacting with about the same characters. same list as vanessa!!! its so funny because i wasnt interested in sb at ALL before ruin / interacting with you and ur little corner of the rpc and now im. fucken entangled in it. help.

vincent demarco - weve talked abt my interest in him before but like i said every time you rb some musings about him or something i go a little insane. also did you know his birthday is literally one day before mine i just realized it when i checked his bio page. anyway i really wanna toss like. ciar or josh or someone at him at some point just to see what would happen. he just intrigues me i just wanna see whats goin on in that brain of his idk idk

these arent really specific muse matchups but. every time i see you play like. stu or gwen or ar'alani i lose my mind a little and get reminded of all the muses from their medias i could pick up but i have to stop myself bc thats so much WORK. the star wars fixation would be enough to overpower it and make me find someone to interact with ar'alani if it werent for the fact that i havent managed to get my hands on the thrawn books yet and ive never watched star trek so i dont know anything about your interpretation and it makes me so so so upset. anyway this is an open offer (that may not make sense if you havent watched star wars rebels) but if you would like i would pick up ezra bridger to interact with her in a HEARTBEAT. it wouldnt matter how fucking clueless i am because hes clueless as shit too. i am so so sorry if this sounds overbearing or something i do NOT mean for it to be i have just been wanting to play these star wars muses for YEARS now. the star wars community is just so much more terrifying than this little group here. so the fact that someone that i know and trust and have written with before has even Somewhat of a star wars muse has. driven me a little bit insane. (/pos) this is all /nf of course im just. yeah 👍 this probably makes no fucking sense im sorry i am unwell about star wars

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Fat Guy Stuck in Internet #7: “Belly of the Skrales” | July 28, 2008 - 12:15AM | S01E07

Hey! Time for another interminable episode of Fat Guy Stuck in Internet. It’s tough for me to pin down exactly what makes this show work because, well, it usually doesn’t. It operates on the same shaky ground that Saul of the Mole Men operates on, which is that (supposedly) smart, (supposedly) funny people are making something dumb and crappy even though they know better. Sometimes things like that can be fun, and that fun can be infectious enough to give people a good time watching it. I don’t really have a good time with this show, I’m sorry to say. 

This one is a pirate ship one. They get picked up by a Pirate ship guy played by Brett Gelman, beginning his illustrious and sure-to-be long-running career on Adult Swim, one that will go on indefinitely without any kind of public statement. Brett Gelman was in a couple other episodes of the show, at least according to IMDB whose episode pages for this are all fucked up. I forget if I didn't notice him (I think he was just a voice in one of them) or if I simply didn't make note of it.

Brett Gelman is a massively talented guy and I feel his talent shines through with this performance, even though it’s intentionally goofy. He plays the captain of a ship, I guess not REALLY a pirate ship? He’s more of an admiral or something. Whatever Captain Crunch is, I guess he’s that. 

Captain Crunch is a Captain, you fucking moron. Anyway, Boat Shipman is in love with a big squid, and he expresses this by shooting chocolates and flowers at it with a cannon. I think they get swallowed by it, or possibly they drive a boat up into its ass. He has a little clam companion (clampanion) who talks like a parrot, and hijacks the boat to do this, because he’s also in love with the squid. I’ll be honest, I stopped paying attention so good, because I didn’t feel like it. I think their adventure ends with Boat Shipman hugging and kissing and tugging on the squid’s prostate. I think. I literally don’t know. 

Boat Shipman is my very funny name for Brett Gelman in this episode. Is that already from something? Like, it just sounds like something that would’ve been on a Comedy Bang Bang sketch. Anyway, Gelman’s dazzling performance aside, this one is roughly as good as the other Fat Guy episodes, which is not very.

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This show is awesome and its looks great

Hey, Thanks. I worked very hard to make it a reality. I do all of this for you, my fans.

This show is awesome and its looks great

Why did you send this TWICE!???! LOSER!!!!!!

When you posted your letterbox I noticed your screename and I remember it from Mockery boards. I don't think we talked much but I remember you being very funny on that board and the place getting significantly worse when you left. You keep up with anyone on that board? I was Ihatch on there.

Hello Ihatch! I only vaguely remember you but that is okay. I fell out of touch with a lot of those people but I still speak to one or two! I also do that weird thing where you follow each other on twitter and read each others tweets but don't actually interact with each other. I heard they call that website "X" now. Xcuse me? LOL. Anyway thank you for following me on Letterboxd, it's literally my favorite social media platform even though I don't use it too much. I wish everyone I knew was on there.