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nutmeg-spam · 10 months ago

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Boredom and internet access and endless lines has allowed me to make all the hexen ladies in the sims. Don’t think this is qualifiable to go on my art acc so. I’m sharing it here. Because it took me three hours. And a lot of cc hunting.

And close ups c:

I gave them matching outfits in this but they all very much do have their own defined fashion sense and style which is not showcased here wskhjhsk

I also started building them a plot buuuttt im probably going to wait till the tarot card and life + death dlcs come out and acquire them (very legally cough) before progressing further. There is NO landscaping so it looks. not great. BUT TRUST!

#In other news i got my visa finally yay #and moving is almost done #if you discount the 700 boxes everywhere #ive also been programming go me #maybe i wont die in uni #rambles #hexenzirkle #genshin #sims 4 #rhinedottir #alice #andersdotter #nicole #barbeloth #ivanonva

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dillyt · 2 years ago

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Great news for uninsured adults in the USA who want a COVID-19 booster! It now appears that ALL CVS locations are now active participants in the Bridge Access Program. The Bridge Access Program gives out free Covid-19 vaccinations to 18+ adults who otherwise can't afford one, so if you have a CVS near you, please go get one! For others who don't have a CVS near them, please go to vaccines.gov, click on "Find Covid-19 vaccines", fill out which vaccines you prefer (you can mix different vaccines if you have to so i reccomend just marking all of them for the age groups you need), and when the next page loads mark the "Bridge Access Program Participant" option to see only locations that are Bridge Access Program participants. Hopefully, other places that aren't CVS will start participating soon, so just check back every so often to see if there are any updates. The CDC Bridge Access Program website also has more details on what locations will be participating, but only CVS is appearing as an active participant on the vaccines.gov location finder at the moment.

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lord-of-cactus · 8 months ago

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Hai!! Interested in your Life Series(?) x Genshin??? I'm all here for it!! Whatcha got thought out so far?

Who has what visions?

Where would the visions be? Like, hanging from the hip, or necklace, off of a bag, etc.

Anything else you might wanna share?

This is such a good question I hadn't thought too much about that!

Overall only a few of the placements are important to the story, which are Jimmy's, Lizzie's, and Pearl's.

Jimmy's vision appeared on his back between his wings, litterally out of his reach, he didn't even realize it was there until Lizzie pointed it out. While he was ecstatic to have earned his vision, he couldn't sincerely share in Lizzies celebration, because he had no excuses now, he had to get better, he had to get stronger (Lizzie could have died, she almost did, the only reason she's not is because I got lucky, or the Tsaritsa took pity on me, it dosen't matter, I can't waist this gift) the late nights training in the courtyard, his claymore swinging in his shaking hands, it's weight wreaking havoc on his shoulders, in the morning he'll laugh and say it's from the bad fall they took those days ago, Lizzie will laugh too because he's never lied to her.

Lizzie got her vision long before she joined the fatui, long before she met Etho, when she was just a child being told the stories of humanities evil, of Tevat's sins and the destruction of a holy nation, of her purpose, her mission, and when she would be reminded the the only thing she could trust in Tevat was the sword on her hip. A vision sat where her sheath used to be after a day of training, there were no explosions or fanfare, it was a normal afternoon. She left to join the fatui the next morning.

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styxxsyringe · 2 years ago

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#zeno's art #ultimate x-calibur #wip #optico #nova starbridge #paro chroneko #dj v con #clyde blacktooth #hrm.... you lot are looking a lot more geometric than usual....#paro stands out amongst all these spikeys ive gotta round out nova a bit more #but yea here are the new designs! once again less of an overhaul and more of a natural progression as theyve developed with my style #let me explain some design stuff :#here in this new rewrite of the story optico is actually a star sailor AI #programmed to take the nimbasa galahad students to the academy dome (which orbits merlienete)#and so has floaty hands to use the control panel . he can “summon” more hands or just go without them #nova is basically unchanged but her hair has been a little altered so she doesnt have that middle part thingy #(it was hard to draw)#and also her second ahoge is gone #paro is more circular and has a longsleeve undershirt now #his bag is hammerspace and can carry huge tools!#vcon is also mostly unchanged but now has starfish stuck to his pants #because i thought itd be funny if her pants were so long that stuff got stuck to them #clyde is the only one 100% unchanged save for hair #alright im sleepy

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venelona · 8 months ago

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I might lack the motivation to see it through, but I really like your dazatsu works, so I was wondering how you motivate yourself to create fanfiction? How do you get into the headspace of the characters?

Motivation is a fickle mistress, it's hard to say what EXACTLY motivates me. I guess the best answer is 'I write the fanfic I wish there was'. The true 'write what you want to read', I am usually really motivated to write something I wish to read so badly - a hole in the market, or a certain concept I wish I could do my way that would cater to all the things I like.

Since I also primarily write shipping fanfics, engaging with canon/fanart/other fanfics on the pair also motivates me greatly. Reminds me of why I like the characters and want to write about them in the first place

I quite like getting into the headspace of the characters, at least those I like a lot, haha. For me, it's always the question of "would this character to this?" - when I think of them doing or saying something, I think back on what I know of the character, if there were similar situations to this one in the canon and try to think what would be the most logical thing for that character to do. Like puzzle pieces - canon gives you puzzle pieces, and you can either arrange them how you want, or see what new pieces can fit to existing ones.

I think just good thing to keep in mind when you writing a character do something is the question of 'why are they doing this'. The why's come from their personality, their past or the circumstances of the story (the events or even the rules of the world)

Also, something that motivates me and I'm very lucky to have - good community! Comments are a wonderful motivation. And the power of friends?? Absolutely amazing. Half my motivation to finish things is solely to talk to my writing friends about it 😂

I'm happy you like my works, thank you so much!

#v rambles #dazatsu #when it comes to dazatsu in particular getting into the characters is easy because i find them relatable lol #well. specific parts of them. maybe thats why i might stir into those parts a bit too much #like atsushi's politeness and self loathing #and dazai's 'joking to hide true feelings and stir conversation away' and 'logic above feelings'#shout out to chuuya. i love writing chuuya because we kind of speak in a similar way #it will sound wild but every time i write chuuya i fear to write him speaking too much like underfell sans #the vent diagram of me chuuya and underfell sans has 'the way they speak' in the middle and i do not know how to elaborate further #also color red. thats also in the middle of that.#cough. back to writing advice.#since all desktop ghosts ive programmed are in-character I had to go deep into character and I've been told im pretty good at that #i have fun deconstructing the reasons behind their actions #it can be super hard but. fun!

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bare1ythere · 8 months ago

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I've been watching videos lately on pokemon rng manipulation and holy crap its so cool. Makes me want to try and catch locked event pokemon, and get myself a copy of pokemon emerald

#shut up me #Ive been watching a lot of videos on pokemon math and programming lately and i love it #I love glitches in gen 4 and below pokemon games SO MUCH. I used to watch so many videos about them as a kid #(though now that I think about it- are there any interesting ones in gen 5 or 6?)#anyways. I was fucking terrified of bad eggs and I still kind of am lol #The duplicating eggs slowly taking over your pc boxes and effectively corrupting your save... the punishment for your hubris in playing god #Ahhh. On a slightly related note I think im going to try shiny hunting rotom in pokemon diamond #no rng manip but also i think rng manip is a pretty valid way to get a shiny. to be honest #like some of the glitches you have to do to rng manip a shiny are CRAZY and I think are commendable in a different way #I need to learn more about glitchy speedruns i love this stuff

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jrueships · 11 months ago

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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually

#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN #she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today #(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed #bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with #she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC #basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets #one is called NAVIGATING DOC #im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings #NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM #and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT #but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK #WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER #she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete #mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING #but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert #abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS #idk man #i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor #it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro #yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site #n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it #so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by #but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM #bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification #if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now #instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON #ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE

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blu-s0da · 2 months ago

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the painful irony of people still reblogging the "simpler pixel Markus" and not one of them reblogging that big pixel portrait I did. Like is the piece really that ugly or has no one bothered to click the link even once

#blu-s0da's-bullshit #like its not like i didnt have fun making that piece or the subsequent pieces that followed but like.#i spent several days on that pixel portrait after not doing pixel art for like 2 years lmfao #it makes me feel like its way shittier than i think it is #maybe because i gave up on the background #idk #also soz for being inactive #it is part in due to the fact that i havent been gelling with digital art recently #and it's so weird but i literally cannot touch my pixel program unless i have the right energy or inspiration #(definitely not an adhd moment /s)#ive had a few ideas for wec pieces (one vanilla one i really wanted to do but it has to be digital)#but i havent really gotten started on them #also my r&m brainrot is threatening to come back (we are on the cusp of s8 already i feel like s7 just happened💀)#and i had a different blog for that while this blog was inactive although idk if ill go back to it because i can barely tolerate the fandom #when im not fixated on it anyway #whatever this is not blu-s0da's-life-updates so if i post i post if i dont i dont #however obligatory apology to the peeps on ao3 even though im pretty sure most of you on here dont know mine explicitly #take my apology anyway lol. for any fic you may be waiting for🫡it will be updated some day. trust

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orcelito · 3 months ago

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Oh yeah yesterday I went to my C programming professor's office hours to ask about what's being covered in class tomorrow. Since I can't go bc of my PT appointment overlapping with it & I'm apparently the kind of student that cares about attending every single class now.

While I was there, I ended up chatting with him about a few things, including my current standing in the class. He asked what I got on the midterm exam, & I answered it was an 87, and he told me I was one of the top 5 or 6 scores in the Whole Class (this being a like. Maybe 70 or so person class). Top score was a 92 or 93 (idr lol) & the class average was a 72. Apparently there were a few of us in the upper 80s/lower 90s, but most people got 70s or lower. And once he does the curve on the exam, he said I'd probably end up with a 97 or so on the exam. So yay!!!

And then he told me how he's noticed how I come to class every day and am really active with taking notes and answering questions. Bc I also sit up front all the time lmao. Hadn't even realized how much of a damned teacher's pet I've been being, but I've been Trying to be a good student this year. But he said I was the type of student that if I got an 88% or smth in the class, he'd likely bump me up to a 90% so I'd get an A lol. But he also said so long as I keep up with how I have been, I could possibly get a 100% in the class by the end (bc I've been there for all the extra credit questions in class and whatever).

And just. I went there bc I wanted to make sure I didn't miss anything important in class on Wednesday, and I ended up having my ego stroked for Real. Felt good to have my efforts be recognized.

#speculation nation #now if only i could care that much for my web coding class. but oh well im still keeping up even if its a reluctant shamble much of the time #other stuff we talked about was how im graduating this semester & how i plan to stay in indiana to work #bc i have family here & i like the relatively low cost of living. & im not particularly ambitious.#just wanna make enough money to live comfortably. dont need anything fancy beyond that.#& he talked about how that's a good outlook in life. how he's known ppl who went to fuckin silicon valley or whatever #with high paying jobs. but the cost of living is so high that theyre effectively not making much more money than here #he said smth about like. a $70k salary has just as much strength here than a $120k salary there. smth around those #& he praised me on how i seem genuine and hard-working. so he thinks im gonna do just fine in the industry 🥺🥺🥺#i kinda wanted to keep chatting with him but i had to go to bowling class lol. ended up late to it even #bc i checked my phone for the time while chatting and went Oh Fuck bc it wss 1 min after the class started hfkshfks had to rush off then #but yeah makes me feel very nice about that class. i think it rly is my favorite class this semester.#web programming is pretty rewarding and im glad im taking it. but i was basically a complete newbie in html css and javascript #so ive spent quite a lot of time wanting to tear out my fucking HAIR over these labs. b4 it clicks and im like Haha yayy :3 #i like C programming bc it's just so much more logical and regimented. it IS the language that got me to give up my engineering degree #since i was thinking about computer engineering. took my first coding class freshman year. and went 'i love this. i want to do CS now'#didnt do that obviously. but im happy where ive ended up. i wouldnt wanna be a programmer lol #and then my quality engineering in IT class. it's certainly engaging. it's the class i constantly have presentations in tho #had Another one this morning. blah! good to keep in practice but i still dont rly enjoy public speaking lmao #probably the most work intensive of my classes. interesting but Blegh #C programming i just keep up with the labs and do the exams and it's wonderful... so logical and comforting...#oh yeah web programming i also have a few presentations. also gotta fucking. code my project pages by next week 😭😭😭#i think it's just the html and css? no javascript yet. thank god. javascript is by far the hardest to learn #but css is so finicky too!!!! ive been struggling with trying to move these fucking input boxes around #i wanna have them on the right!! but they wont go there!!! gotta poke at it more. at least i managed to finish building the form.#still have to finish the lab tho. that was due 2 days ago. lol. also have another one due sunday. AND the project pages. gah!!!#they havent even graded the wireframes yet. i wanted their feedback b4 proceeding to coding >:( oh well #anyways yeah..im keeping busy lol

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merf-txt · 4 months ago

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#im making my way into the anime con paneling scene and doing well so far !!#(people really like the dungeon meshi panel which is good bc i like running it :3c )#im still very much a beginner so ive been sticking to smaller local cons #and theres one that ill be paneling at soon which im looking forward to !!#anyway they announced their guest list and its. Scary #its So Good #i wont say specific vas for privacy reasons but i am Staring at each one of them #like wdym the jp va for main character of a major idol series is gonna be there...... and im gonna be presenting in that same space.....#and wdym the en va for another idol series main character is Also gonna be there too .#and Also some mochijun rep . What Do You Mean #(<- far from their largest role by leagues and bounds but yay yippee mochijun works ^^ )#i feel like the bar fo what i have to do is So Much Higher now :')#like i wanna do my best anyway but if ill be mentioned in the same program guide as these vas i have to do smth Good i feel like .#and also just what if one of them shows up. what if timing and interest overlaps to let that happen #if major anime character va 1 and major anime character va 2 both show up and Volunteer #im gonna blow up i think #and give them their participation lollipops but after that im blowing up #i couldnt have a bad panel before for my own sake and pride #but now i Extra cant have a bad panel. even a so so one is a big miss now #thats Scary !!#hoping desperately for an audience even half as good as my last one.........#please let me have at least one new person volunteer each round #i had people tell me they stayed late (literally until 1 am !!! which is Bonkers !!!!) for me last time #so hopefully it being earlier in the day before people have to go home and also all ages this time helps in terms of attendance #and the people who come are just as interested in participating #(and more opinionated #shout out to Everyone who volunteered before learning what theyd actually be defending bc it was really funny actually #but this one is sfw and food related not monster fucking #i need some picky eaters in this crowd or at least some devils advocates)#im Scared ill be presenting in the same space as these people thats Intimidating

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 5 months ago

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me to me: girl. girl don't fucking do it OUR COMPUTER STORAGE SPACE. AND WE'RE PROBABLY NEVER GONNA ACTUALLY USE THEM GIRL. GIRL!!! me: but... free software... its free......

#delete later #take a grand fucking guess as to what this is abt (vsynth shit. AGAIN)#though i will say ive been thinking abt getting ren'py again. i used to have it on my old computer #and i got rpg maker xp(? i think) on steam for sale once (before it was given away for free im MADDD) and then never installed it rip #now is not the time to talk abt that stuff tho this is about ✨vocal synthesis programs ✨. love how that SOUNDS professional but NO. WEEB #help girl we've gotten like 5 new utaus in the last few days. GIRL THATS TOO MANY. GIRL YOU SUCK AT USING OPENUTAU GIRLLL #and the devil whispering in my ear says i should fuck around w/ neutrino. bc i also just realized its free. but NOOO NOO #girl. 3 vsynth programs is ENOUGH. GIT FUCKING GOOD AT USING AT LEAST ONE OF THEM BEFORE GETTING MORE GIRL. STOP THIS MADNESS #editing spreadsheet of vsynths i have (yes i keep that embarassing ik) and i realized i dont actually have THAT many?#its more or so that the lists get blown up bc of alternate vbs. like how rin & len technically have 4 each (english + 3 jpn appends)#so those take up 8 spaces on vb list. and SIX KAZEHIKIS. THAT IS TOO MANY. i need to nerf them but ughhh i feel so bad lmfao #i might nerf injection eventually since i dont really use him but i have reason for keeping the others... esp placebo #i LOVEEE his placebo vb im so happy i got it lmfao. WHERES UR FUCKING RAGEEEEEE. let that boy be ANGRY #i have important shit to be working on but noooo im locked inside my mind again going crazy abt stupid vsynth shit GODDD SAVE ME #singing robot pendejadas

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sunshinesalmon · 5 months ago

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okay after a long week, things are lookin up!

#ss original #1. got an interview offer from a job literally just doing laundry in a hotel but it pays a dollar above state minimum wage #which would be chill #cause then i can just do that part time and get an income #and go through a vet tech program #2. manager that had to lay me off emailed me and said a sister clinic needs someone for the position i had with them #its like a half hour drive away as opposed to the hotel which is five minutes #it would be good to just right back in to working in vet med #but also its the same company so im lowkey like. what if i take that job. and get laid off again in a couple months #i would actually have a fucking breakdown #but god its been so boring #im just like doing dishes and playing acnh and walkabout minigolf #and ive started practicing french again #so thats good #guess ive got some decisions to make soon #i kinda favor the hotel job a bit cause its low stakes and i can easily go through the program alongside it #and i just it actually pays a little more #for probably less demanding work #hmmm #and less gas to buy since its so close #HMMMMM #and ive continued volunteering at the animal shelter but there arent many cats this time of year so not much to do

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dont-open-dead-inside-net · 5 months ago

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got invited to interview for a job I didn't even apply to????

#i had the application open and half filled out but the tab reloaded and i lost all my progress #but they texted me today and said they'd like to interview me #they should already have my info (even what i didnt put) because i applied back in september also and it made me some sort of account #(they accepted but i had to turn it down because i realized i had applied to the wrong job. the one they just invited me to interview for is #the right one)#this whole situation is absurd #finn says shit #anyway wish me luck in getting hired #this is my dream job in terms what i want to do right now. it's a summer camp job so i look good to them because while i have no workplace #experience I have experience with them doing their counseler in training program #ive been going to this place as a camper since i was i think seven years old #this is my first year that im too old to attend as a camper so im trying to get a job instead #which is a pretty good answer to “why do you want to work here” i think

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated

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kellystar321 · 2 years ago

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#periodical life updates #(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!!#it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33 #it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer)#my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh.#my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done!#INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!!#truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking?#i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps #BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!!#also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun.#im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!!#i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!!#i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today?#like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.)#(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH.#ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl #really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;)#then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit #okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!

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kohakhearts · 2 years ago

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cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc

pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement

#taylor.txt #the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych #we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol #i hate it here…i hate it #but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance!#some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is #for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field #notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this #i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes #but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field #i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average #semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel #also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents #AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel #in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off #while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day #currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed #i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers #ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project #i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy #and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol #and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine #also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks

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