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altruistic-meme · 1 year ago

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oph, hey anxiety ✌️

#wonderful #lovely #hate that #*heavy breathing*#yep yep cool totally #sorry #just sorta venting a bit #yeah ofc naturally #youre allowed this behavior but im not <3 got itttttt thanks #like obviously sure whatever i get it #but also #you do you realize the absolute hypocrisy right? like? you see it right?#you understand how often you do this to me?? and now you're mad that it happened to you?? once??#in a situation where a lot was happening??#like yeah babe it happens <3 sometimes you get ignored or (more accurately) you speak and people dont hear you #or people speak at the same time and only one gets a response #im sorry honey i grew up youngest of 6 kids. as an introvert with severe social anxiety. like.#you will get ignored sometimes. life moves on. you aren't going to die from it.#*DEEP BREATHS*#sorry sorry. like i said i just kinda need to get this out of my system.#so that i don't blow up at her or either of my sisters.#bc babe. honey. really?#shh ac

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zanymon · 2 years ago

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my battery is draining.

i don't sleep, but there's nothing more i want now than to lay on a comfy port,

and just shut down.

he might have not admitted it.

but i know that all that blabber about space,

was nothing more than a deflection.

#portal #portal 2 #wheatley #portal wheatley #space core #portal space core #zachhh #sorta a vent #im fine just a bit bored while waiting for my turn

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jjcocker · 7 months ago

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am i

#this. was vent art but like i like how it looks herw so im posting it. and it got me feeling a bit better iguess #idk man I keep doubging who i am..Im me but i'm also not! Im all the characetrs Ive liked but Im also just. me #i'm someone but. barely #uh #yeah #fursona #eyestrain #derealization #sorta

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 7 months ago

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wough weird sad feelings about my dad who could have expected that

#camera talks #SIBLING IGNORE IM NORMAL AND FINE <3 #anyways we know my relationship with my dad #but like for the past two days he’s been honestly friendly and feels like he want to talk and know me a little bit #he made breakfast this morning !!!! he doesn’t do that !!!#he was talking with a hiking buddy who is trans #and they gave him a big list of trans/queer books and my dad wanted to look at it with me #and I’m going on a trip and need a new bag and he wants to help me get like a special nice custom one #and he works at my school now and yesterday he asked for me and asked me sorta a silly question #and I just. idk I feel a little conflicted bc this is my dad and we know how he is #but also he does this sometimes he’s just like randomly happier and better and nicer #(it’s the disorder we share btw)#but anwyays idk yeah it’s weird and makes me feel like a bad kid for not imagining my future with my parents being very involved #anyways anyways. I feel a bit better now btw #sorry for the constant venting I probably should have just gone to bed last night and also like very time I feel like that #I’m gonna make it through this if it kills me. I have people I love so much and care about so much and I can’t and won’t forget that #there are things for me to live for

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laugtherhyena · 1 year ago

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3:23AM, time to post Hatamori fankid and retreat back into my hiding hole

#this is what i was referring to in my last post #sometimes ideas will just pop into my head and i will be unable to resist the urge #i missed sprite editing. it had been a while since i last made a person's sprite #anyways her name is Akira and I haven't decided if it's Akira Tomori or Akira Hatano yet #i like both of their surnames a bunch #thinking of her from a scenario where Ayame and Kizuna survive the kg and get together a while afterwards #Akira is adopted. obviously. Her biological parents died in the tragedy she was adopted at around 4-6 years old #doesn't remember how her bio parents where because she was like? 1-2 years old when they died?#being with them in whatever happened that led to their deaths she may have some form of memory problem from the accident(?)#Akira is pretty forgetful and slow on the uptakes. but it's nothing too worrisome #she doesn't actually care that she can't remember her bio parents because the family she has now is much more important to her #she takes more after Kizuna especially in tems of personality (tho definitely not as bad as she used to be in Dra if you know what i mean)#put them in a room together and they will gossip and talk about random shit for hours #she loves Ayame too! they just don't talk a much? Akira used to follow her everywhere when she was a kid but now that she grew up #Ayame being the awkward-ish person she is struggles a bit on how to talk/interact with her #they work out together sometimes and Ayame will always volunteer to listen to Akira play some new song she's writing #and give her opinions on it #as you can see she is a musician. aspiring rockstar specifically #this came to her as a way to vent about the tragedy and all that mess sorta #may ramble more some other time i am getting sleepy #dra #danganronpa another #fankid #hatamori #sprite edit #edit #hyena scribbles #Akira Tomori Hatano

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thegempage · 1 month ago

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smarter people than me have talked about this, but man. does it really show when you can't fit in socially outside of a workplace.

#little rock.txt #venting #for reference: i do not drink. i do not go to clubs #not bcus i think they're “bad” i just have too many conflicting needs #and also have concerns with medications and overload etc etc etc. right okay #this means i cannot actually Go when my coworkers invite me places #(not to mention the money reasons but like. i can't even Entertain going)#bcus very often this invite is out to a club. or to do a pub crawl or what have you #and again. don't do those things.#pile that on top of other social difficulties i have #on account of. you know. my autism. The Disabilities #and it means that while we are Friendly we are not Friends #not the way they are with each other #so i'm just sorta. an odd one out #in a way that's impossible to point out without putting a target on your head #(bcus it's my fault you see. *i'm* the reason i can't go out)#(and there's some truth to that as well -- i have my housemates and very frequently that's the only company i seek out irl)#(i've only been working here for a little over a year and it took Far longer to open up to my previous batch of coworkers)#but i genuinely think it's impacting the way i'm being treated at work and it's So fucking frustrating #bcus idk how to!! do!! anything?? about it??#idk. i need a new job #i need to *not work* for a bit #working on that part.

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the-pea-and-the-sun · 7 months ago

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some guy kept following me around today making the fucking like. among us sus noise on his phone?? like i thought someone behind me was just playing among us but i looked an he literally just had youtube open playing it off his phone. and i was talking to someone on the phone so i couldnt say anything i just walked away an sat somewhere else and realized he'd followed me so i just went "hang on theres some guy fucking following me playing some shit on his phone i cant hear you" and he finally took off when he heard me say that but like what the fuck??? what was that??? he was literally just by himself too like its not like he was trying to make his friends laugh or something. idk man i gotta get outta here

#every day i get a little bit closer to getting into a fight w a stranger #i rly wanted to b like “hello??? do u fucking need something can i help you?” but my gma was on the phone shdjfjlk #i need to chill out a bit tbh that shit made me so mad. if i see that guy again im killing him #vent #sorta. itsalso just kinda funny idk #charlie words

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dustyhyena · 2 years ago

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bbbbbbbbbbbbb how do yall talk to people and make friends

what this shit so HARD FOR!!!!!!!

#dusty.txt #sorta a vent but nothing serious #i jsut like. weagh. bleuh. talking to people is so hard i wanna make new friends in different circles #but getting my foot through the door to talk is so HARD!!!!!!!!! FOR NO REASON!!!!#i took my vyvanse again today #weaning back on it so thats why im a bit jumpy but. im trying to remember how i made the friends i have #and the ones i had before #i love my friends to death its not that i dont have enough or dont love my friends as they are #the pain that is trying to make a human connection when the talking part is SCARY!!!!!!! 😱#ok i just wanted to ramble dont feel obliged to reply or nothin #moreso to just get it out lol

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variksel · 1 year ago

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nah its weird being in your early 20s, being surrounded by friends going thru some sort of early adulthood crises and "holy fuck im never gonna amount to anything im already 21, im never gonna be making money im never gonna be famous" -thoughts when like. all of the media you consume is by people who are well into their 30s and often, 40s

like i feel like im so chill about this partly because i feel like if this random mid class guy who got famous for the first time off of a podcast he started at 35 after working restaurant and retail jobs ........ anythin can happen u can do new shit after 27 girl

#idk #rant #tw existential crisis #tw existential dread #tw existentialism #of COURSE not to say retail or restaurant jobs arent important #in anticipation of the comments im prolly gonna get cause this is tumblr #but like i know those are the jobs 95% of people HAVE to work and dont like and ppl get worried theyll get stuck-#-in jobs they dont like #idk man.#so many of my favourite artists have only started to BEGUN pursuing their art after theyve turned like. 31 #a bit chunk of the critical role cast was like. almost 40 when they STARTED!! the show!!!#not that they are now but that they started #granted all of them were sorta famous already ig but thats not the point bcs cr is what theyre known for and they started it later #justin mcelroy was a married 30-something at the beginning of mbmbam #like. idk its weird i sometimes wanna just like take my friends by the shoulders and go Hey.#u were a teenager Yesterday. give yourself some slack and enjoy your life #no matter what it looks like #and not to say that having crises and shit isnt valid god it is i do it all the time #but its good to keep urself grounded yk. remember that everything Will be okay even if youre not a lawyer by 23 #or if you dont know where youre going at age 23 #i just think its given me so much perspective and chillness to this whole. life is long thing. to have these “”“role models”“”“-#that are older than me #idk reminds me that literally Nobody. literally nobody achieves that influencer lifestyle at 19 life #its nice. anyway #rant over #vent

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ace-trainer-risu · 2 years ago

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I have this silly frivolous thing I want to buy which I one hundred percent DO NOT NEED but I want it and it's only available for a limited time (ending tomorrow!) and it's in support of like a queer artist so its Morally Upstanding but like this is an expensive time of year b/c of holidays and I've also spent a lot of money lately on other necessary but expensive purchases but also like I can afford it! I am in a totally good solid place right now re: money, I can completely afford to spend money on silly pointless things, but Should I? shouldn't I save and be thrifty and my grandmothers both grew up in the DEPRESSION and my ancestors were in the IRISH POTATO FAMINE probably but it's not like I'll ever be able to retire anyway b/c CAPITALISM and AHHHHHHGHH H. help.

edit: i bought the thing.

#my brain is just this unreasonable circle of 'you don't need it' 'but i WANT it'#i gotta sorta kinda scammed a little bit once in college and it ended up costing my poor parents a couple hundred of dollars #and i seem to have FULLY blocked out the memory of this. i don't remember this happening. apparently i was borderline hysterical over this.#and idk sometimes i think maybe that's at least a factor in why I am very WEIRD about money now #i just feel so guilty about spending money on anything other than the essentials. and sometimes even that.#even tho again i am totally financially solvent! its weird. and annoying. hrghgh.#squirrel posting #vent post #its not even an exciting story btw which is bs. I just lost my auto-refilling mta card when i was an idiot freshman.

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wpmz · 1 year ago

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sees something on the internet that makes me mildly uncomfortable and has to sit there repeating that other people are not responsible for my experience as i resist the urge to delete every social media account rip my skeleton out of my skin and run into the woods never to be seen again

#vent? kinda sorta #it just mildly frustrating especially when it is some ultimately benign fandom bullshit that bothers Me Specifically #and is also hard to filter for. especially when u do not want to approach ppl asking to add filter words for u alone bc it feels silly #but like whatever WHATEVER im fine i dont get upset for stupid reasons when really i should just log off for a bit (positive affirmation)#moss.txt

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sesshy380 · 2 years ago

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Had an Anon ask an honest question earlier. I'm not mad or anything, because like I said it was an honest question. I did answer as best I could at the time...but even after sitting on the revelation for a bit, I am still at a loss on how to feel about it.

IDK. Maybe I'll have to try watching the series to see if I'm just overthinking the similarities based on what I read (the snippet I watched made me wonder if the whole series is aimed at 5 year olds, because that one guy was just next level wtf weird 🫤)

#random stuff #sorta vent #so conflicted #don't know how i feel about this #guess it just makes me wonder if someone is going to accuse me of copying a canon character #and just switching up the appearance a bit

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et3rnal-dr3am3r · 4 months ago

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the constant up and down cycle of this whole thing is exhausting

#emmy talks #one day i’m scared out of my mind and trying to stop them from relapsing #the next they’re okay (from what i see) and everything is normal and we’re both okay #then everything goes well for most of the day but seems to be taking a Turn #and it’s just been this for weeks #ever since the. incident. the Happenings. whatever you wanna call it #it’s just been constantly bad then good for a day then bad then good for a bit giving me false hope that they’re starting to feel better #and that their episode is easing up or whatever the right term is #but then it’s just right back down and i’m stuck at square one #desperate to help but not knowing how to do so without fucking shit up and making it worse #it’s just a constant up and down #and i know that’s how depression works. i know that healing isn’t linear and mental health issues fucking suck.#i know that this sorta thing is normal and it has to run its course and all i can do is offer my support #but fuckkkkkk it’s never been this bad before #vent ish #delete later #<- maybe

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yukarinuniversaltraveler · 7 months ago

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"you still look like a girl" THAT'S BECAUSE YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT I'M A GIRL YOU IDIOT. YOU ABSOLUTE CHIMPANZEE

#random thoughts #this isn't about gender though I'm genderfluid but I'm talking about cosplay #like sorry I can't just tell my hips “girls i need you to shrink for a bit because we're doing omori cosplay today”#rant i guess #venting (sorta)#cross dressing #genderfluid #cosplay

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dandyshucks · 1 year ago

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actually i think Guz would secretly love when I have high fatigue days because he would use it as an excuse to laze around for a day, if anyone tried to ask him to do something he'd act all shocked and offended that someone would even dare suggest he leave his poor suffering partner alone on a day where they're unable to do anything at all, he must be their sole entertainment, don't you see he's doing this for them!! responsibilities must wait on the backburner for the day so he may tend to his sickly victorian-by-the-seaside waif of a partner !!! (all said jokingly with a great deal of dramatics and mock horror)

#there would be a great deal of joking and teasing fjdkdl trying to make me laugh and feel less bad abt being unable to do anything #obviously he'd also feel bad for me that i struggle w this but fjdlsl he'd also enjoy just getting to laze about w me all day #i got out of bed for an hour to eat breakfast and scroll a bit and that tired me out sm that I had to go lie right back down 😭😭#it's gonna be a rough day today fhdmkl i think yesterday had too much happen even though a lot of them were good things #i rly do feel like a sickly victorian child sometimes fjdksl need to go be sent to the seaside to improve my frail constitution smh #i just wish Guz was real so he could lounge around and it'd make me feel less trapped in place fhdkld #if i had someone Choosing to lounge nearby instead of me being alone to be trapped resting then I'd feel better i think djdkdl #it might trick my brain into thinking im choosing to lounge too so I'd feel less frustrated w the situation SIGH alas and alack!!#u know its bad when ur too tired to even read or watch a show or anything 😭#Guz would keep me company though :3 and I'd probably be able to sleep a bit actually if he were here fjfldl just listening to his heartbeat #aaaugghh yearning forever SBHFKDL #dandy.cmd #💜so good at being in trouble #vent //#(sorta kinda but enough that I'll tag it as that djdmdkl esp for my rambling in the tags LOL)

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mistyechoes · 2 years ago

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today was a... mix of good and bad

#positive: day off #negative: future mightve just gottan screwed over #so the bads are more extreme and i am listening to sad music to dwell on it a bit. but. there are good things #for me at least #vent #sorta?(#im chilling

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