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H O W S K Z T E X T W H E N … T H E Y ’ R E D R U N K
stray kids ot8 x reader | drunk texting, emotional whiplash, chaotic flirtation, love at 2AM
🌙 synopsis: They said they wouldn’t get that drunk. They got that drunk. Somewhere between the third shot and their thumb hovering over your name, they forgot how to act normal. They text like it’s a confession booth. They voice memo like it’s their last voicemail. Some of them send “u up?” with a smile. Some send “i miss u” with a death grip on denial. And some…? Just wanna draw you asleep and call it art. This isn’t just drunk texting. It’s SKZ being hopelessly, tipsily, embarrassingly into you. Soft boys. Unfiltered feelings. Typos that say too much. Welcome to the inbox you dream about getting.
💌 a/n: hi. yes. it’s me. Sunday softdrops baby. i blacked out and woke up in a google doc full of emotionally unstable drunk men with fluffy hair and no texting filter. did i write han’s entire section from personal experience? maybe. did jeongin flirt with me through my own writing? also maybe. am i okay? no. but it’s fine. 🫠 thank u for reading my little brainrot. u deserve a drunk text from your bias tonight. or at least a meme and a forehead selfie. p.s. reblogs = aftercare 🥺 p.p.s. if you read this and didn’t feel something, check your pulse babe. p.p.p.s. omg it took me longer to make that fucking banner than it did to write this entire post i’m losing my mind 💀 pls validate me it’s cute right
📍credits: @cafekitsune for the dividers
🎶 Now Playing: "Love Scenario" — IKON
Bang Chan // 방찬 ✨ The “Accidental Soulmate Confessor” Emotional | Heartfelt | Always just one beer away from writing you a wedding vow | Thinks he’s texting normally — he’s absolutely not.
[2:04AM] u kno ur the best thing that ever happened to me right [2:05AM] like not just in a 😚❤️ way but in a 🌎☁️🌟💍 way [2:07AM] am i spelling good? is this good spelling? [2:08AM] imma write u a song rn brb need to find my mic. love u. (You later receive a 32-second voice memo of him singing about your eyelashes before snoring kicks in.)
📱 Text style: Long heartfelt paragraphs cut into chaotic line breaks. One (1) existential crisis per text chain.
🥂 Drunk vibe: A soft ball of love. Tears up mid-sentence. Thinks about forever while holding his water bottle like it’s a mic.
💿 Aesthetic: Hoodie sleeves over his hands, star projector spinning, acoustic lo-fi playing, and the word “love” typed and retyped 12 times.
🍷 What he got drunk on: Two whiskey highballs and half a glass of wine he didn’t mean to drink that fast.
Lee Know // 리노 😤 The “Angry-That-He-Misses-You” Drunk Tsundere | Bluntly Flirty | Lowkey Clingy | Mad that you make his heart soft
[1:47AM] don t get used to this i m n ot cute i jst miss ur dumb face [1:48AM] ur the only person i wldnt throw a slipper at. tha means smthing [1:49AM] “come over so i can insult u in person 🐱🖤 (Follows with a blurry selfie in your hoodie: “it doesn t smell like u anymore fix it”)
📱 Text style: Aggressively incorrect spelling + love disguised as threats.
🥂 Drunk vibe: Angry at feelings. Loudly defensive. Will call you annoying then stare at your contact photo for 10 minutes.
💿 Aesthetic: One earbud in, black hoodie pulled tight, cat curled on his lap, 2 unread messages from you he pretends not to obsess over.
🍷 What he got drunk on: Soju bombs and a shot he claimed he didn’t like but still asked for another.
Changbin // 창빈 💪 The “Buff Romantic” Loudly Affectionate | Jealous in a Healthy Way™ | Protective Softie | Wants to fight your sadness and win
[12:33AM] LISTEN i don’t say it enough but UR 🔥 and funny and i wanna squish ur cheeks [12:35AM] also i think i saw a guy look at u once and i didn’t like it i think i’m jealous?? [12:37AM] but like in a healthy communicative way😤💕 (Sends 12 progressively zoomed selfies of his forehead.)
📱 Text style: Caps lock + muscle emojis + randomly tender confessions
🥂 Drunk vibe: 50% flirt, 50% hype man. Will body slam your insecurities if given the chance.
💿 Aesthetic: Heavy chain necklace, Spotify on sad R&B, heart-shaped Post-its on his gym mirror, three selfies in your messages before you even respond.
🍷 What he got drunk on: Tequila shots and one suspicious pink drink the bartender dared him to finish.
Hyunjin // 현진 🎭 The “Poetic and Probably Crying” Drunk Hopeless Romantic | Art Boy Delusions | Will write you a sonnet and cry while doing it | Thinks your hand is a masterpiece
[1:11AM] i saw a moon tonight and thought it was u [1:12AM] no wait it was a streetlamp but i still meant it [1:13AM] ur hands r my fav shape [1:15AM] can i draw u asleep? not in a creepy way. ok maybe in a little way. (Sends a blurry sketchbook page that just says “pretty” written over and over.)
📱 Text style: All lowercase. No punctuation. A poem in disguise.
🥂 Drunk vibe: Gazes out the window with a single tear. Dramatically clutches his chest while texting you you’re “divine.”
💿 Aesthetic: Scented candles, sketchbook covered in flowers, red wine stains on notebook paper, whispered voice notes that make your heart ache.
🍷 What he got drunk on: One bottle of red wine, a playlist titled “tragically yours,” and exactly one bite of cheese.
Han // 한 🌀 The “Unhinged Meme Lord with Accidental Feelings” Chaotic Neutral | Otter Memes + Unplanned Confessions | Panic Texts | Actually Madly in Love
[2:55AM] i just rememebred u like otters. here’s an otter. also me when u smile 🦦🫠🫶 [2:58AM] how do i send a pizza to ur house without knowing ur address?? wait nvm i do know it. im smart. genius. [3:00AM] ok but like... i love u. oh no i pressed send wait nO (Follows up with: “jk unless??? 😳”)
📱 Text style: Meme. Confession. Apology. Repeat.
🥂 Drunk vibe: Flirting through chaos. Will quote SpongeBob and then cry because “you’re the only one who gets him.”
💿 Aesthetic: Hoodie up, random snacks around his desk, YouTube playing a conspiracy video in the background, one hand hovering over the delete button.
🍷 What he got drunk on: Soju + cider mix, three jello shots, and something called “angry peach tornado” from a sketchy bar.
Felix // 필릭스 🌻 The “Sunshine Becomes Liquid Gold” Drunk Emotionally Soft | Hug Dispenser™ | Cries Because He Loves You Too Much | Wants to tuck you in spiritually
[11:45PM] hiii 💛 just want u 2 kno ur like my fav person ever like ever ever ever [11:46PM] u ever seen a star and been like wow that’s them?? bc that’s me rn with u [11:48PM] sending hugs via telepathy did u get it?? 🫂☁️💫 (Includes a 3-second voice note: “hiiiiiii... ur cute. ok bye.” followed by a giggle.)
📱 Text style: Stream of consciousness kindness + giggles in voice memos
🥂 Drunk vibe: Becomes 100x more affectionate. Holds your hand tighter. Cries over how lucky he is to know you.
💿 Aesthetic: Lavender candle burning, soft knit sweater, arms wrapped around a pillow, 7 open tabs of photos he wants to send but thinks “are too much.”
🍷 What he got drunk on: Sparkling rosé and one (1) baby bottle of peach soju. He got tipsy halfway through dessert.
Seungmin // 승민 😐 The “Denial But Obsessed” Drunk Pretends He’s Sober | Insults You Lovingly | Texts Like He’s Not in Love (But He Is) | Regrets Everything the Next Day
[12:12AM] i’m not even drunk lol u just looked really nice in that one outfit from last week [12:13AM] don’t let it go to ur head. average. 6/10. ok fine 11/10. whatever. [12:15AM] if i die tonight tell my dog i loved u more (Next day: “that wasn’t me. i was hacked.”)
📱 Text style: Passive-aggressive flirts + “idc but here’s my heart” energy
🥂 Drunk vibe: Thinks he’s subtle. Is actually fully feral. Will send “you up?” but claim it was a typo.
💿 Aesthetic: Glass of wine untouched, sarcasm layered over panic, piano keys he’ll pretend he doesn’t play when thinking of you.
🍷 What he got drunk on: Expensive red wine he “hates” but keeps sipping like it’s vengeance. Also maybe a whisky cola he didn’t finish.
I.n // 아이엔 🍓 The “Too-Sober-to-Be-This-Flirty” Drunk Composed | Mischievous | Knows EXACTLY What He’s Doing | Flirts with a smirk you can feel through the screen
[10:44PM] not drunk just thinkin. bout u. in that outfit from last week lol [10:46PM] r u free rn or should i keep pretending i don’t wanna kiss u [10:49PM] missed my stop btw. not bc of u. but also yes. entirely bc of u. (Sends a photo of his shoes and says: “u could be in front of these rn just say the word”)
📱 Text style: Quiet confidence + emotional landmines disguised as jokes
🥂 Drunk vibe: Barely tipsy. Still 100% in control. Uses texting as a weapon and you never see it coming.
💿 Aesthetic: Glossy lips, streetlight reflecting on his rings, late train ride, voice memo he replayed twice before hitting send.
🍷 What he got drunk on: Soju + soda with ice and a lemon wedge. He’s classy. He’s dangerous. He drank it slow just to mess with you.
#stray kids#skz#stray kids imagine#stray kids x reader#bang chan x reader#lee know x reader#changbin x reader#hyunjin x reader#han x reader#felix x reader#seungmin x reader#jeongin x reader#sundaysoftdrops
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How to Tap Into Your Inner Aphrodite (Yes, You Have One!)
Okay, babes, let me guess — you’re craving a little more oomph in your life. Maybe you want to feel more beautiful, magnetic, or just a little less like a potato in sweatpants. (No shade to sweatpants, but you get me.) Enter: Aphrodite, the Greek goddess of love, beauty, and unapologetic sensuality. And spoiler alert — she’s not just for the “traditionally feminine” among us. She’s for anyone ready to claim their softness, charm, and big “I’m the prize” energy.
But how do you actually call in goddess energy without sacrificing your entire paycheck at a crystal shop? Don’t worry, boo — I got you. Here are 5 easy (and actually fun) ways to channel your inner Aphrodite. No experience necessary. Just you, your vibe, and maybe a rose-scented candle if you’re feeling fancy.
e a rose-scented candle if you’re feeling fancy.
1. Create a Space Where Beauty Lives (AKA An Altar, But Make It Cute)
Why it works: Imagine if Love, Beauty, and Self-Worth had a little VIP lounge in your home. That’s what an altar is. It’s like giving Aphrodite a key to your apartment — except she’s not gonna judge your dishes in the sink. This space serves as a constant reminder that you are that girl (or that person, if girl doesn’t fit).
How to do it:
• Find a small, sacred spot (windowsill, nightstand, shelf — whatever you’ve got).
• Decorate it with things that feel lush, sensual, and a little indulgent. Think: shells, fresh flowers, candles, pretty trinkets, or anything that makes you feel like a goddess.
• Once a week, light a candle here and say, “Aphrodite, I welcome your love, beauty, and grace into my life.” It doesn’t have to be fancy or formal. Just be real with her. She’s not gonna ghost you if you mess up the words.
Pro tip: If your roommate or partner side-eyes you for having a “goddess altar,” just tell them it’s “art.”

2. Turn Your Self-Care Routine Into a Sacred Ritual (Yes, the One You’re Already Doing)
Why it works: Listen, you’re already showering (I hope), brushing your hair, and putting lotion on your legs. The only difference here is intention. Aphrodite loves intentional beauty. When you start treating your body like a work of art instead of a “project to fix,” you’re moving in goddess territory. Bonus? You’ll start feeling hotter — and not just from the water temperature.
How to do it:
• While you’re moisturizing, brushing your hair, or doing your skincare routine, say:
✨ “My body is sacred, beautiful, and worthy of love.” ✨
That’s it. No chanting required.
This simple shift turns a basic, everyday task into a full-on “main character moment.” You’ll feel less like you’re going through the motions and more like you’re starring in a soft-focus perfume commercial. Hot girl energy: activated.

3. Hype Yourself Up With Aphrodite-Approved Affirmations
Why it works: Confidence isn’t something you just wake up with one day. (If only.) It’s something you build, word by word, thought by thought. Aphrodite embodies this energy naturally, and she’s more than happy to lend you some. When you use affirmations with intention, you’re essentially telling your brain, “Hey, we’re not doing self-hate anymore, okay?”
How to do it:
• Look at yourself in the mirror (I know, scary sometimes, but stay with me).
• Meet your own eyes. Not your hair, not your undereye bags. Your EYES.
• Say an affirmation out loud, like:
✨ “I am magnetic. I am worthy of desire. I am a literal masterpiece.” ✨
Do this for 30 seconds. If your brain starts yelling “Liar, liar, pants on fire,” that’s okay. It’s just resistance. Do it again tomorrow. Aphrodite didn’t become that girl by listening to the peanut gallery.

4. Offer Her Gifts of Pleasure (AKA Indulge Without Guilt)
Why it works: Aphrodite lives for indulgence. She’s not about that “hustle harder” life. She wants you to experience pleasure, joy, and sweetness — not as a “treat” you have to earn, but as your natural state of being. Every time you let yourself fully enjoy something, you’re tapping into her energy.
How to do it:
• Next time you treat yourself — dessert, a bath, a solo dance party in your kitchen — dedicate it to Aphrodite.
• Literally say, “This joy is for you, Aphrodite.” (Yes, out loud. No, you will not sound weird.)
That donut you’re eating? It’s a sacred offering. That slow, hot bath? Aphrodite worship. That 15-minute break where you scroll TikTok and giggle? Boom. Goddess work. Enjoying life isn’t lazy — it’s divine.

5. Call Her In During Moments of Pure Beauty (Sunsets, Music, Hot Makeout Sessions — All of It)
Why it works: Aphrodite isn’t just hanging out on Mount Olympus; she’s everywhere. Her vibe lives in music that gives you chills, in golden hour light, in art that makes you stop scrolling. Every time you pause to savor something beautiful, you’re basically sending her a spiritual “u up?” text.
How to do it:
• Each night before bed, think of one beautiful moment you experienced that day. It could be as big as a pink sky at sunset or as small as the way your coffee smelled that morning.
• Say, “Thank you, Aphrodite, for showing me love in the world today.”
That’s it. Easy, right? But watch — the more you do this, the more you’ll start noticing beauty everywhere. And when you start noticing beauty everywhere, you naturally start feeling more beautiful, too. It’s science.

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Hey, so I really need help with something. So in my YouTuber DR, I scripted someone as my brother cause he’s close with my friends in that dr. But here in my cr I have to admit that he’s kinda cute, and now I’m wanting to make him my s/o in a different dr. But I also wanna keep him as my brother in my YouTuber dr, and it feels weird with him being my brother in one dr and me dating him in another dr. What do I do? Is it really that weird or am I just overthinking it?
Hey love, let’s fucking get into this. 💅✨ First of all, babes, you’re overthinking this whole “is it weird?” vibe way too hard. Shifting between DRs (Desired Realities) isn’t about being stuck in the rules—it’s about embracing your hot, multidimensional self and exploring whatever the hell feels meaningful to you. 💖 What’s the tea? 🍵 It’s that relationships in different realities are context-dependent, period. Scripting someone as your brother in one DR and your S/O in another isn’t weird, love—it’s just giving nuance.
Oh, and let me blow your mind real quick—you won’t even feel awkward about it while you’re in a DR. ✨ Why? Because your DR self’s awareness is totally aligned with that reality. Your YouTuber DR self will see that person as your friend, full stop. They won’t even consider them as a lover, because that’s not the narrative in that DR. 👏 You’re not dragging your CR (Current Reality) consciousness into your DR—your awareness adapts to the vibes and roles of the DR you’re in. So no awkwardness, no weirdness, just vibes. 🪐💖
Why It’s Not a Problem:
1. Context Is Queen: 👑 In your YouTuber DR, this person’s role matches that world’s energy, like duh. ✨ In another DR, they’re your romantic partner because that reality’s narrative is bringing the vibes. 🪐 Each reality has its own rules, its own truth. Own it.
2. It’s Giving Exploration: Shifting is about letting yourself experience every angle of life. If you think this person is cute in your CR, then babe, why not explore them as your bae in a DR? 😘 It’s about letting your heart and creativity run wild like the bad bitch you are.
3. Multiverse Realness: Infinite realities = infinite possibilities, hun. If the multiverse can handle you being a millionaire in one DR and a broke artist in another, it can absolutely handle a little sibling-to-S/O flip. No biggie. 💅💫
4. DR Awareness = No CR Drama: Listen up: your DR self isn’t sitting there thinking, “Oh, weird, they were my sibling in another DR!” That’s your CR brain overthinking. In your DR, your awareness syncs with the roles and dynamics of that reality. You live it, you feel it, and it’s completely natural. No CR awkwardness tagging along, okay?
Perspective is Everything
You’re not breaking some sacred shifting rulebook (because lmao, there isn’t one, bestie). What you’re doing is reveling in the freedom of shifting. You’re not just living—you’re slaying by shifting to realities that fulfill every side of you. ✨ One DR highlights family bonds; another serves romantic feels. That’s not weird; that’s range. 🔥
Think of it this way: Every DR is like a standalone Netflix show. 📺 In one, they’re your sibling; in another, they’re your lover. Nobody side-eyes fiction, so why would they here? 🖤
Tips for Your Iconic Peace of Mind:
1. Script with Intention: Write down your vibes. ✍️ Be clear on what feels right in each DR. Toss in a little note about boundaries if you need it—you’re the HBIC of your realities, babe.
2. Affirm Your Power: Say this: “I can shift to realities where relationships evolve however I choose, and that’s iconic.” Repeat it until the doubts sashay away. 🪞💕
3. Enjoy the Damn Journey: Don’t waste energy wondering if it’s “weird.” Shifting is about you. If it feels right, then it is right. Period. 💖✨
So, no, it’s not weird. It’s art. It’s freedom. It’s you being a multidimensional goddess. Go script that romance, keep slaying your YouTuber DR, and remember—you’re killing it, babe. 👑💅✨ Keep being iconic, and don’t let anyone dim your shine. ✨🪐💖
#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting#shifting community#desired reality#shifters#shifting realities#reality shifter#reality shift#shifting antis dni#shiftinconsciousness#shifting blog#shifting motivation#shifter#shift#shifting reality#shifting stories
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Hello!
i’m soph :) 🏳️🌈 (they/them)
ill mostly be posting about my fav podcasts or whatever I’m listening to rn, feel free to let me know if you have any recommendations!
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✨Some of my favorite podcasts than I’m listening to or have completed✨
Welcome To Night Vale 👁️🗨️ 🎙️💟
The Magnus Archives/Protocol 📼👁️📗
Wolf 359 📻👽🚀
The Penumbra Podcast (Juno Steel) 🧥🏳️🌈🩷
The Strange Case of Starship Iris 🪐🛸🩵
Camp Here and There 🪱⌛️☢️
Witherburn After School News 📡🔍💚
Neighbourly 🏡🦎 🧿
Spirit Box Radio 🥀🐈⬛🔮
Malevolent 🩸💀💛 (disclaimer I uh. Have not actually listened to the latest episodes… I’m on 48 and just never caught up)
Death By Dying 🪦🦭⚰️
What Happened in Skinner 🎤🎧❤️
Leaving Corvat 🐦⬛🍔💜
Hello from the Hallowoods 🌲🍄🟫♥️
(Most of) The Lost Cat Podcast 🐈🐈⬛🔎
Midnight Burger 🌌🍔🔭
Project Daydream 💼🔫🗄️
The Dead Letter Office of Somewhere, Ohio ✉️☎️🪶
Department of Variance of Somewhere, Ohio 🎼🆔🧠
(Most of) EOS 10 💊🪴🛰️
Nowhere, On Air 💟🪻🔮
(Currently listening) WOE.BEGONE ⌚️💻💀
The Author’s Anathema 📖🖋️✍️
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I love reading (despite the fact that I pretty much only read paranormal/murder/mystery books with sapphic characters (if you need any recs hmu ✌︎)), cartoons and fiction shows (GF, SU, HTTYD, ATLA, OTGW, OH, UA, TTZ, GO, etc), 80s and 90s and halloween movies, theater (although I’m a techie myself, just finished SMing Little Shop of Horrors in the spring) and my music taste is kind of all over the place (lemon demon, will wood, the crane wives, mother mother, the orion experience, clairo, etc etc)
I’m adhd, so I love podcasts but can’t function unless I’m doing something with myself, usually drawing, making buttons, taking walks/hiking, or idk finding neurodivergent things to do like messing with something random and shiny as one of my favorite characters is probably getting traumatized
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i post my art when I can which is not often but yeah :)
i do podcast recommendations occasionally, if ive recommended one its linked on the list
DMs are open to talk (I am a minor) as long as you’re nice and not a creep (no nsfw, transphobia, rascism, homophobia, etc. basically if you’re coming into my DMs/asks to say something hateful then go away)
also im running a side blog rn, @twilight-zone-as-tma-fears, where i’m re-watching the twilight zone and sorting each episode into what fear I think it most fits with from the magnus archives, so you should go check it out :)
Tags (semi-managed):
Also i wanted to note that i have a tag for things I want to make into buttons, I usually don’t post them here and if I do I always do it with credit, but if I tagged your post with that and you’re not okay with it or something like that then pls let me know :)
#Soph’s night vale doodles#Soph’s art#Soph-recommends#Podcasts to listen to#my post#rb#not a podcast post#Things I would post if I had a hfthw incorrect quotes account#Awesome stuff to make into buttons#Soph wont stop basing podcast characters on cartoon characters#For later
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i was tagged by @winterlovesong1 nearly a month ago - thank you!! - to "shuffle [my] repeat playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people."
as i am an album girlie but also someone incapable of not pouncing on any opportunity to talk music, i'm posting my ten most on repeat albums of the moment and tagging no one. ✨
1. going grey (2017) by the front bottoms - a front bottoms' album topping the list? groundbreaking.
going grey was one of the first tfb albums i connected with, and then it kinda fell from grace in my rotation. i'd be drawn to it only infrequently while surveying my complete tbf collection and deciding for what i was in the mood. the last couple months, though, it's every other album i play, period.
i recently read an interview brian sella did while promoting the album/tour (found via my browsing of google image results for 'the front bottoms'. leave me alone.) and he mentions that the ocean noises at the start and finish make it so you can put the album on perfect loop. well. i'm here to report to you that doing so is immensely satisfying.
2. the balance (2019) by catfish and the bottlemen - i periodically pick through the 'you might also like' section itunes provides at the bottom of every album page these days, so i found this particular album via beautiful people will ruin your life (2018). i like the toucan on the cover, and i like the opening track "longshot" even more!
3. all hell (2024) by los campesinos! - the first time i listened to this album, i had the audacity to be a little bored. i thought it dragged. pshaw!
i'm actually in love with every track. fifty full minutes of jams, and i count myself blessed. i think "clown blood; or, orpheus' bobbing head" is my favorite, though.
4. the horror and the wild (2020) by the amazing devil - okay, this one hasn't actually been in rotation, but i did play it on my recent drive to ohio and "battle cries" moved me to tears. again.
i worship music that rips into your chest and demands you love your monotonous life. speaking of...
5. talon of the hawk (2013) by the front bottoms - i mean. this one is pretty much always on repeat. i wanna contribute to the chaos, i don't wanna watch and then complain.
in related news, "backflip" has always been a glossed-over track in my listening experience, but my latest run through the album had me connecting with it. art revealing itself to you slowly, haltingly is one of my favorite things about being alive.
6. the loveliest time (2023) by carly rae jepsen - this was another one i put on for my drive, but i was compelled to come back a few subsequent times. every crj album is like a seed planted inside me. as long as i'm nurturing joy, it will burst into bloom.
7. collide with the sky (2012) by pierce the veil - i was having mild success writing for betty and jughead while this played in the background idk
8. and everyone else smiled back (2021) by bears in trees - in theory, they described themselves in a way so perfectly tailored to me!! i have not decided how i feel about their music in practice. guess i gotta listen one more time...
9. sobermore (2025) by cj the x - not a full album but what if i derive all my present-day musical enrichment from it anyway?
10. back on top (2015) by the front bottoms - this album turns ten this year!!! i have not had it in my life for nearly that long, but i find myself wondering how i will feel about it ten years into knowing it. certain moments (when my mind is uncertain, my body decides) are now knotted messily into my understanding of my own history, so i'll certainly never be neutral. but will i have listened so much, i never reach for it unless sparingly? will this album be foundational but firmly of my past? will i be sick of it?
i've loved things this hard before and grown indifferent. but the fact of the matter is, as i've tried to sum up this looking forward to an ending while living in a meaningful present, no fewer than three tfb songs have flitted through my head ("swimming pool", "everything i own", "leaf pile"). they have me by the throat now, and i am enjoying it while it lasts.
#general music tag#the front bottoms#of course this post is about more than just tfb. but no it isn't.
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Dudeeeeeeeee!
I am not okay!!!!
Your hockey boys are SO GOOD! UGH! THE APPEAL! THE EXPRESSIONS! THE DRAMA! Ugh, literally like obsessed with it as a piece of art OUTSIDE of being hockey AU art it’s so fun and pretty and the splash of colour on Light’s cheeks and the gradients under their helmets I AM VERY NORMAL ABOUT IT.
Beautiful. 10/10. Do not know how I am supposed to sleep after this!!!
I shall ask you now what your favourite version of DN is and why (because this is an ask box after all, if I have to yap, so do YOU) and your top 3 fave ships b/c im curious
Okay BYE 💕✨
AAAAAUG DUDE I SAW YOUR SPAM TAG REBLOG AND HAVE BEEN INTERNALLY FREAKING OUT YOU HAVE ZERO CLUE HOW INSANE I AM ABOUT YOUR HOCKEY GUYS I WAS QUITE LITERALLY JUST RAMBLING ABOUT IT TO MY BOYFRIEND TO CONVINCE HIM TO READ IT (seriously though my autism is feral over this fic. i had plans today and canceled them solely because i wanted to reread + draw the chapters and then spin them around in my head for a few more hours. i have never touched hockey in my life but at this point i'm considering committing to the bit and just watching some games atp.)
IM HONOURED YOU LIKE IT!!! THEYRE SO FUN TO DRAW (and i have now learned the art of helmets those things are so wacky)!!!!! also im sorry in advance for how much im gonna be spamming your comment sections man i am not normal about them.
ANYWAYS i'll stop screaming and answer these silly questions YYAAYY!!!!
my favorite version of death note has to be the musical. the jdrama probably comes in a very close second. i adore all the other versions just as much honestly, i like viewing them all as their own separate stories because each of them are just so good in their own rights. the musical wins though because i've listened to that damn soundtrack too many times, i'm a threatre kid, it was the first version of death note i watched, and also because oh my god they're so doomed yaoi it hurts.
the score is so damn thought-out it actually hurts. each actor i've seen portray the silly guys does it so well and OOUGGG THE VOICES OUGGGGH,,, also its ending is my favorite out of them all. (spoilers for this next sentence if you havent seen it) i love the idea of them dying together-- i know it was most likely done because it's a musical and it'd be difficult to pull off a second part but god it's perfect to me nothing beats that amount of "different sides of the same coin" doomed yaoi to me.
only downside is now jeremy jordan has followed me into four different fandoms and that terrifies me.
AND THE SHIPS!!!!
lawlight clearly if that wasn't obvious enough.
lawmane because lawliet is a bisexual pervert and i just think they're neat
anndd lawmassacre!!! again because bisexual whore!!!! and also i just generally adore their dynamic, i really want to see it explored more.
honestly any ship with L is a ship that intrigues me (also all the other ships too since i love seeing the different dynamics but i have a bias for emos). honorable mention is L x soichiro because i think light deserves it.
thank you for letting me yap with you this has been the most therapeutic experience of my life. chucking m&ms at you, have a wonderful day hockey lad.
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Figured I should just make a post about my blog so I'm not just,,, this unknown entity. This is gonna be a bit of a mess but stick with me.
Also- I was previously milomilesmib, so if you know that name, yeah that's me. If you know me personally, just pretend you don't :)
Now for the actual introduction
You can call me honeyfox or any variation, or you can just call me Milo or Autumn, and my pronouns are he/him. I'm trans, queer, gender non-conforming, and arospec, currently in a relationship. I am diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety (general and social), PTSD, and depression (half of those are probably just side effects of the ADHD). I'm a hellenist dedicated to a few deities, primarily showing my dedication by carrying around gemstones they like, saying prayers, and giving assorted offerings. I'm a Leo and an INFP-T. I joined tumblr on April 15th, 2023.
There isn't much I won't talk about, as long as you're respectful, so feel free to reach out if you have questions!
Also, a brief warning: I'm a victim of abuse (which caused the previously mentioned PTSD), and although I try not to get into it, it is brought up sometimes, since it's affected me greatly. I'll try to remember to put trigger warnings, but I sometimes forget, and I apologise sincerely for that. (Also I am no longer being abused, that person has been out of my life for years but it still affects how I interact with people and how my mind works)
This blog is a safe space for:
The 2SLGBTQIA+ community
Anyone with any mental, neurological, or physical disabilities or other struggles of that sort
The BIPOC community
Anyone who has been abused or assaulted in any way or has any sort of trauma
People who are suffering from or recovering from any kind of addictions, whether that's drugs or self harm or alcohol or sex anything else
People of all shapes and sizes
People who are recovering from bad habits/harmful views
People with kinks
Furries and therians
Everyone of every gender, sexuality, religion, ability, race, sex, etc. who wants to hang out and talk about their interests or hobbies or anything!
This blog is NOT a space for:
Homophobia, queerphobia, transphobia, aphobia, ableism, sexism, racism, fatphobia or any kind of discrimination whatsoever!
Bigotry and hate in general, really
Zoophiles, pedophiles, rapists, abusers (unless you recognise it's wrong AND are actively trying to be better)
Overly political topics (some are okay but over all I'm trying to avoid anything too political on this blog) (if you saw me reblog something that you deem political, it's probably fine to talk about it)
Also, I don't have a DNI list! You curate your own experience, I will just ask that you're civil and respectful while you're here.
This is supposed to be a fun and safe space and I intend on it being so. If you have any concerns, drop me an ask, anonymous or not, and I'll answer to the best of my ability.
I should also mention that I don't censor things. I put trigger warnings when I remember to, but I see no point in censoring things when the words hold the same meaning either way.
Now for ✨the fun stuff✨
In this blog, I mainly talk about whatever little subject is eating at my brain. Usually this is:
The Owl House
Stardew Valley
Skyrim
Good Omens
Spiders/entymology
The Song of Achilles
Greek Mythology
Percy Jackson
Queer shit
But I have other interests!
MBTI
Art
My OCs ❤️✨
Theatre
Writing
Aliens
Ghosts and monsters
Hades (Supergiant)
Magnus Chase
Music
Frogs!
Creatures and critters!!!
Candles and cute decor things
Sewing (I'm just like Hunter fr)
Stims!
Whatever games I'm obsessed with on my phone (bitlife and among us at the moment)
Probably more that I'm forgetting!
If you have an interest you wanna talk about, leave an ask or send me a message, and I'll happily listen to you talk about it (as long as it's not on the above list of things that aren't for this blog and if you're not sure if it is, ask politely and I'll tell you whether or not I'm comfortable talking about it) and please, be respectful! We're strangers on the internet, I don't want to feel like I'm being interrogated when I talk to you!
If you ever wanna listen to me ramble about any of the above interests you will be my best friend forever and I will always love you because my infodumping ass likes being listened to or even just heard.
I ship:
Huntlow
Patrochilles
Aziracrow
Fierrochase
Solangelo
Sebastian x Sam (idk their ship name)
Valgrace
Lumity
My OCs ✨ (I'm not elaborating)
Blitzstone
Fizzmodeus
I'm obsessed with the following characters (platonically/aesthetically/familially/sometimes romantically);
ELLIOTT MY DARLING MY HUSBAND MY LOVE
J'ZARGO??? KHAJIIT WILL FOLLOW??? KHAJIIT WILL SET PEOPLE ON FIRE???
ALDUIN
HUNTER NOCEDA DAEMONNE WITTEBANE CLAWTHORNE WHISPERS BLIGHT PARK RAHHHHH
Ulfric Stormcloak (hate that he's racist and a war criminal but love everything else)
Jon Snow, the biggest fucking wet cat in the known world
M. RASMODEUS I AM GNAWING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE
Leo Valdez 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Nico di Angelo ❤️
Alastor (not as much anymore but I had a phase where I adored him)
Lityerses (I too break down in tears when shown basic human kindness)
The Collector ✨
MY OCS ✨❤️
Aziraphale
Beelzebub
My beloved mutuals: @hecateisalesbian @aceofstars1 @tigerfromthetiber @finleyforevermore @mischievousmary @silentwillowwhisperer @friday-im-in-love-with-crowley @elder-sister (let me know if I forgot any!)
I think that's good. Sorry a lot of this was just "NO BEING MEAN" but I just wanted to get it out there.
Hope y'all have fun here, and thank you to everyone for being so amazing and kind thus far!
I'll probably edit this over time but this is a good start. Thank you to anyone who read the whole thing or even just some of this, it means a lot. Welcome to my TOH/PJO/Stardew Valley/queer/shitpost blog ❤️
Last edited: June 23rd 2025, 3:53 p.m. Pacific time, mutuals and Alduin
#about myself#about my blog#introduction#im not gonna add a lot of tags since this is mostly just for people who look at my blog but aNYWAYS-
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Uuuh, let's try the ship thing!
We often talk but I'll give you something more juicy(?), hehe - I hope to give you useful info.
You know my physical appearance: hash blonde short hair, hazel eyes, pale, kinda skinny. Invisible breasts (lol), more "hips person" (?)!
I'm a stubborn actress/voice actress and, yeah, let's say I'm a writer too. I just love to make someone laugh and I can be veeery silly (master of dad jokes) but I start to suffer from depression and anxiety many years ago. Nostalgic, melancholic, dreamer, lil weirdo. I'd love to live in other past eras. I just adore cats, people say to me I am a part of the feline crew. I'm a creature of habit, lazy and selective but not "choosy". Even if people hurt me bad, I hope in the ones I love. If I love you, I'll be there for you. Sincerely.
Taurus. Chocolate Addict. Hypochondriac. Probably pansexual... okay.
Is It all? Nope.
Should I stop? Definitely.
Thank you in advance, my sweet friend. I'm so curious! 🩶✨
P. S. : Sorry for the errors, oopsie!
please don't apologize for any errors !! it's no biggie !!
❤️ ✧❁❁✧✿✿✧❁❁✧❤️🧛♂️❤️✧❁❁✧✿✿✧❁❁✧ ❤️
Oh, my dear friend. My sweet, gorgeous pal. My good buddy. I love you so much. Listen. Are you listening? Okay. Let’s headcanon for a moment Austin (aka Patty O’ Furniture) is bi/pansexual, yeah? That’s your man right there. Be real with me, he totally is. Think about it.
Austin, with his eccentric theatrics and charismatic stage presence (kudos to vampire drug). He’s so flamboyant, so sassy, always talking in that sing-song voice. And you? You're just as silly and entertaining. With a bit of stubborness? Ooooh~! He’d just adore you. Y’know that, right? He'd eat you up !! metaphorically, of course (he might think about doing it literally).
Since you share his interest in the arts, who’s to say he wouldn’t bond with you over them? You have these dreams of becoming an actress, with all this experience playing characters, writing, etc etc. There’s only one problem…Austin would definitely try and get you on that muse drug too. Hell, if you tried it, he’d probably lure you into his vampire escapades. Like his cute sidekick.
But, oh, you’d become such a genius of your craft, thanks to that drug. He’d admire every minute of it! Austin would love sharing ideas with you. He’s a playwright, so he might have you read and act out some lines from his work.
He seems like such a cat guy to me too. I can totally see him with a cat in his lap, stroking its soft fur. Reading over lines with you and sharing gossip from his experiences in show business. Sucks that you’re stuck forever as a vampire now. But you both make pretty gorgeous vampires. It’s so worth it, if it means spending forever in each other’s company; indulging in as much creative inspiration as possible. ❤️🧛♂️❤️
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LISTEN I've been wanting to make them as bjds for a year at least the urge is so strong it's grabbing my neck
Although in my case I want to do the designs I have of them and also I am determined to figure out how to design fat bjds cause I refuse to make my girl Mary thin 😤
I actually have no experience whatsoever with bjd making but I've been watching some videos and I might save to get a bunch of supplies 👀✨
Like part of the reason I'm so excited about it it's because it requires different skills – character design, hairstyling, painting, even sewing!!!! And idk it just brings me joy to be able to create something "out of thin air", so to speak
Okay rant's over wjfhejfhe I wish you happy holidays!!! ✨✨✨
BRO IVE BEEN WANTING TO DO BJD'S FOR AGES its only recently that i kinda want to make the sandersons sbndndndnd. i still wanna do the plushies first cuz im not super great with making things by hand and i dont have the materials to make bjd's of 'em yet. i do have some old dolls, but i get the feeling that if i try to work on them, theyre gonna get really badly messed up
initially i wanted to make the redesigns i have for some of my fave monster high characters so they look more monstery, mostly headmistress bloodgood cuz i am determined to make her look more like a dullahan cuz i have so many thoughts about that in particular and im a lil saddened they never really took that route, but its understandable cuz a) that'd probs take a lot of time to animate and b) dullhahan are actually really terrifying and i dont think they wanted to make her so scary that she'd frighten kids (i feel like if they did go that route, lil kid me wouldve fallen even harder for her than i already did and that is saying something sbdbdn)
i feel like you could probably use some kind of sculpting or modeling clay to add on to the dolls to make them fat, but idk what types of clay would work for that dbbdbd. like, ive seen so many people use clay to sculpt out horns or thicken and/or lengthen a doll's arms or legs, so i dont see why you couldnt do somwthing similar for mary
i swear its something about creating a 3 dimensional thing that feels so exciting and so intrinsicly human, if that makes sense? like, being able to make dolls and figurines and charms and stuff out of clay and puting it together onto something sturdy to make sure it doesnt fall to pieces, something people have done since forever and changed it over time with new materials to work with and new processes to use it just. idk if im maoing a lick of sense, i just woke up shdjdnnf
i dont really have much experience in the sculpting area, but i think thats what makes working with new mediums so much fun. just being able to mess around and learn firsthand what works and doesnt work and learning from that, using your old creations and inspiration for something new. thats part of the reason why i keep a lot of my sketches, even if theyre really old. i always wind up inspired by it, and i wind up recreating the thing with how i do art now, or i try to put it into a new medium i learned as a sort of testament to how much that thing meant to me
aahh, i rambled on too shdjjd. i really wanna make dolls of them now. maybe i should see if my community college has any sculpting classes, that way even if we dont quite learn to make human/human adjacent things, it might give me just the help i need to be able to do it
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*.✧ happy holidays!! ☆゚.*・。*.✧
#i really need to plan out what i need to get and how to use them cuz i have so many ideas rattling around in my head#should probably sketch them out first so i can have a better idea of what i want them to look like sbdbbdb
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The End, So Far Album Review
Hello. It's Toad. And this post is all about the new album that Slipknot put out and my thoughts live time while listening to it. This means that they are unfiltered. That being said please understand that I am thankful they shared their art with us yet again, and a review is merely my own opinion of how the music made me feel and my experience while listening to it.
It's not an argumentative point nor do I wish to have a Socratic seminar on the internet. Spoiler Toad’s real personality is not Ben Shapiro so I don't really enjoy having frivolous little scuffles with people who I am largely unacquainted with. I’m not sure I made a gain in life anytime that I engaged in an argument on the internet.
However, I love sharing knowledge with others and conversing (and for those of you who don't know arguing and conversing/learning new views are not the same thing!!!). Okay now that I've attracted people who like to fight bahaha let's get on to the review :)
Adderall: (4/10)
Reminds me of a musical
Acid trip influenced?
I feel like I'm slightly in the 70s
Overall eh and seems out of place, but new styles are always a great idea
The Dying Song: (9/10)
Already knew this one was a banger
Angry. I am in love.
Great message
Still can't be early Slipknot tho, but that's okay that's why the other albums are recorded and can be listened to at any time. They don't need to be the same to still be Slipknot.
The Chapeltown Rag: (10/10)
God damn I love this song
Make hyper brain feel very happy
Message is also good
Sid doing work? Okayyyyy!
The fucking breakdown at 1:37 ughhh 😩 Yummy.
Corey's deep voice power here is really showcased 👀
Yen: (8/10)
Like the spooky/eerie video and vibes
The guitar goes hard
We love to see Rat's solo!
Corey's voice really be horny hours
Chorus is a banger
Overall song is good, a little repetitive is all.
Hive Mind: (8/10)
Very much so like the spooky start. I feel like a terminator invader alien
Okayyyy go get it Jim, Mick, and Alessandro!
We can hear Clown and his shiny keg. We love.
Jay's getting a workout, too
Alien sounds are banging
Love the energy and anger of the song. Reminiscent of young Slipknot.
Warranty: (4/10)
Okay right away has me pumped
We are still in a spaceship
Hmmm not really vibing with this one. Seems a little slapped together.
I feel meh. It didn't really capture my attention.
Medicine for the Dead: (3/10)
I'm in a Scooby-Doo episode where it is set in a swamp and there is something swimming in the water.
The tempo is nice and feels powerful and is very methodical.
Song really made me realize how Corey's singing style has changed and grown
I don't know if I like the up and down/soft and heavy style :/
Acidic: (2/10)
I can see Shawn put his ✨artiste✨ mind to work here with all the intros
Feels very sinister in the opening
God damnit Corey keeps normally singing and I wanna just hear anger 😂 but still at least it is new and fresh
The guitar solo tho. Who's getting their dick sucked??? 👀👀👀
Ending was sort of strange and gave 70's vibes again
Overall not a fan of the new style here.
Heirloom (1/10)
Okay Sid go off I guess
Corey if you don't start screaming so help me God. Good on you tho for calming down in life 😂
I just. Everyone else is amazing. Really upped their skill set. Corey. You are on thin ice [please know that toad understands how amazing Corey's skill set is, this comment is made in jest. Please relax].
Did they accidentally put a stone sour song on the Slipknot album? 😂 @in-death-we-fall @custer-mp3
H377: (9/10)
I'm not getting my hopes up even tho the intro is dope
Finally we have remembered our roots as a nu-metal band
Tempo? Chef's kiss! 🤌🏻
Can't wait to go off like a crack squirrel when this comes on
Corey could sound a little more. Like. Angry? I don't know, just not like Corey quite yet.
Great guitar work again
Amazing
De Sade: (4/10)
Great seamless carry-over into the next song.
Nice Jay spotlight for a little
Whatever Corey repeats is um. Interesting? Hahaha
We pick up tempo and energy in the middle
Lots of high-pitched guitar which isn't bad, just something newer
Very nice base playing ♥️
The drawn out guitar after "why" is smexy
The "stab stab stab" in the background of the end guitar solo was lowkey funny and made me think of: who let Sid in the recording booth lmao
Overall just meh towards it, not bad tho.
Finale: (5/10)
Okay so we got like a melody violin and piano fairy in a cave thing going on?
Building up slowly
I like the layers of the chorus
Monkeys "oooohahahaha" very uhhh unique?
Guitar and base at like ≈3:00 is nice
We got some opera.
Song seemed to have the tone of coming to an acceptance that wasn’t necessarily wanted.
Melancholy??
It was a great statement piece. Not my style.
Overall: (6/10)
Great they still put out music.
Trying new styles is great, dont want it to be stale they just didn’t vibe with me which is fine
For me 50/50 love/hate the songs.
Separate from Sone Sour for the most part, but definitely the most mixed that Slipknot has been with them and their style.
Probably my least favorite album.
Will continue to listen to it and see if it grows on me more. I initially didn’t like WANYK also so things tend to grow better on me over time.
#Slipknot#The End So Far#album review#Toad Review#sid wilson#jay weinberg#alessandro venturella#tortilla man#Jim Root#Craig Jones#shawn crahan#Mick Thomson#Corey Taylor#0#4#5#6#7#8
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hello my darling jules ✨!!
for the end of year asks *unfurls scroll* I would to hear you thoughts on *cleare throat, adjusts monocle*
general: 9, 11, 17
summarize the year: 4
art: 2, 7
looking forward: 7
I realize that’s a lot of questions so you don’t have to answer all of them!! just the ones you want to!! sending you all the love and hugging you so tight 💖
Ah Evie I love you!! Sending you so so many hugs back <3 ramblings are under the cut as per usual lmao
General
9. How would you describe your fashion sense this year?
Chaotic lol. I’m the person to either show up in heels, skirt, and coat, or in ripped jeans, black combat boots, black leather jacket. There’s literally no in-between. I can and will do both. So…versatile maybe? And also I just wear whatever I’m in the mood for and judge on how comfortable something is so I don’t know I don’t have a fashion sense I’m a clown 😭
11. What's one new thing you learned this year?
I don’t know exactly how I learned it, or if it’s considered learning per se but I always carried a lot of internalised homophobia with me for like years on end but I’ve learned to fully embrace it and be okay with being gay, also with the help of my wonderful therapist <3 like at some point this year it just clicked, I can’t pinpoint it. So I guess what I learned is love and embrace yourself the way you are and don’t put unnecessary stones in your path yourself. (Of course I realise in practice it’s not that easy.) Is this too deep?
17. What would you tell the you from the beginning of this year?
It’s gonna be shit, but you’re gonna get through it and you’re gonna get the help you need and deserve to get better and you will learn how to get better and manage your triggers and there’s going to be many good things too.
Summarise the year in…
…one album: The Anastasia musical purely because I’ve been listening to it the entire goddamn year without fail so I’d be a fake if I did not put it here.
…one song: “I’ve no more fucks to give” by Thomas Benjamin Wild Esq. and I don’t mean this in a negative way at all. Just that at some point I stopped caring less about things I couldn’t control, and that I learned to accept it (I still struggle with it but way less than before). It’s a very humorous song and a whole vibe, highly recommend lol
One song lyric: “you can reclaim your crown” from King by Lauren Aquilina. The song is very self explanatory so I’m not going to also because I’m too selfconscious talking about that here lol
Art
2. Describe your experience making art this year in one word.
Cathartic.
7. What project did you work the hardest on this year?
My fic safe and warm. I started planning it in March and am 60k in now with no end in sight, I’ve drawn multiple maps, multiple family trees, and written multiple outlines and character backgrounds that took me a lot of time.
Looking forward
7. What would you like to tell or ask your future self one year from now?
I would tell my future self that I’m proud of them for holding on. I’ve actually been sending myself emails to the future on my birthday each year to receive on my next birthday where I tell myself exactly that. Thank you for holding on to life. (The email service is called FutureMe if you’re interested.)
And I’d ask my future self if I’ll be okay. If the answer is yes, great. If the answer is no, well that would only mean that I’d have to work on myself for a little longer. And that’s okay, because we’re all a work in progress.
#asks#evie#big love you!!#positive self-reflection is so so necessary#especially if times were rough because it forces you to focus on the good parts
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#because hell have we all been complacent in dismissing women’s traumas and experiences for the sake of the futures of ✨promising young men✨
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
still can’t believe this time last year, we were so blissfully unaware of what was to come
i would love to believe otherwise but i don’t think we’d ever able return to the february of 2020.
sometimes, increasingly nowadays as the sine wave of hope begins to go down yet again, i really wish i had lived more, laughed more, hugged more and loved more.
i hate feeling scared and anxious all the time. i hate this constant pain, this pit in my stomach, the headlines, the people turned into mere statistical numbers. i hate missing the times i know will never come back the same way again.
on most days i am okay, i try not to think, not to think at all because thinking rattles in the reality and i hate the reality we’re living in.
living. huh, no we’re just trying to survive, pass each day somehow. make it through as we take a deep breath for the millionth time in the last one year, trying to quell our sadness and despair into numbness just so we can focus on surviving. staying alive.
i want to go against this thinking part of my brain and make myself believe that this will eventually end. it has to right? i don’t want to survive this gift of life. i want to live. really live. and be happy, be healthy and be safe. me, you and this whole universe.
alive. once again. i hope we live again soon. that’s all we have at the end of the day, hope. even if it dims and flickers.
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#4

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#3
and nothing’s wrong but nothing’s true
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#2
oh my god Lana Del Rey really woke up and decided to freaking serve because this album is beyond a chef’s kiss, beyond applause, beyond any mortal praise I can shower upon it really.
What a masterpiece. I am in tears.
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#1
how to discover new favourite songs?
simple, just listen to them at 3AM because everything slaps when you are supposed to be asleep but are instead overwhelmed by your inexplicable emotions
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hi hi dear, i hope all is well <3 was wondering if i could request and ateez and txt compatibility if that’s ok?
i struggle to talk about myself a lot i’m ngl but i’ll try my best! so i’m a psychology student, i’ve studied psychology by choice at school since i was 14 so psychology is something i’m really passionate about however, i’ve always wanted to be an actress (didn’t go far with this, joined an acting academy for 3 years and then left because of my stage fright). i also really love dancing, i’ve been dancing since i was idk maybe 7 however 4 years ago i had to drop it because of health problems :/ (i still dance at home, always learning kpop choreographies).
idk if it helps but i’m an entp, 4w5. i’m actually really quiet until you get to know me. kinda lazy i’m ngl. really sarcastic, i bully all my friends. hate routines. hot and mysterious ✨😩 LMAOOO. i wouldn’t say i’m mean but i wouldn’t say i’m kind either, i wouldn’t say i’m anything actually, i’m everything and nothing at the same time. love analysing and learning (i loved chemistry and biology sm i’m so sad i couldn’t continue studying it). i like learning new languages but i have a habit of starting things and then not finishing them (just like this account) so i just know the basics of many languages. i spend most of my time watching cooking channels, kdramas and anime. love plants, animals (dinos <3), music and art and fashion. afternoon routine: camomile, book and classical music (i like to simulate a rich life even though i’m very much broke). into astrology and astronomy. again, idk if this helps, but my biggest kins are oikawa and gojo lolololol
and yh, i feel like i talked too much lmaooo my bad but yh, thank you very much in advance. i do hope your compatibility asks are still open but if not, feel free to just ignore this. regardless, i hope you have a great day/night <3
Hello friend, you are very chaotic and I STAN.
Also if rich people actually drink tea, read books, and listen to classical music then that's cool but I'm pretty sure that if we peeked into Kylie Jenner's house rn she would be lying on a mountain of cash and neglecting her child /j
LOL
Without further ado, I ship you with....
TXT: Soobin
This might be surprising, but I think Soobin would appreciate some adventure in his life, even if that adventure is a person. You very much seem like an adventure, and you seem to contradict yourself a lot lol and I think Soobin would be both perplexed and intrigued by this. Can't say I see things being too long-term, but I think y'all would have a fantastic impact on each other's lives.
Soobin would ask you to recite, in detail, the most fascinating psychology experiments AND THEIR RESULTS. And then he would prob cry when you show him videos of the monkeys and the iron mom vs cloth mom and of the babies crying when the adult figure made no facial expression big sad (I tanked AP Psych in high school whats up).
Soobin would be able to open up and try more things because of you, and you would be able to find comfort in someone who can keep up and wants to learn everything about you, even if you think there's too much. If you bully him he will sulk until you give him a hug or whatever but his friends will love you bc you can all make fun of and love Soobin at the same time. Overall big chaotic uwu.
ATEEZ: Seonghwa
Seonghwa would LOVE. to take care of you lmfao like if he could organize your schedule for you and help you out (even if you hate routine but then you also have an afternoon routine so explain THAT /j) that would be a big nut for him. I think a chaotic partner would balance him out a lot because he's so freaking weird about cleanliness and organization that when it comes to his personal life, MANS JUST WANTS TO LET LOOSE SOMETIMES OKAY even if that means going to a biology museum with you (I am not smart okay idk where biologists go).
Knowing you, he would DEFINITELY take you out for a night on the town, bar-hopping and dancing everywhere. He would ask you questions about psychology, sometimes really profound but also sometimes dumb like
Seonghwa: Do you really think I have OCD or is Hongjoong just being a dick
You: Being a neat freak isn't synonymous with OCD-
Seonghwa: DID YOU JUST CALL ME A FREAK WOW I THOUGHT WE WERE COOL
He would mess with you a lot lol and when you roast him it would be hilarious bc he would just get that LOOK on his face yk that look when Woosan teases him and you just know he's gonna get you back and it's a cycle and you guys laugh and laugh and take a nap.
Overall funny as shit relationship that is also very supportive and fun.
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