#maybe I'll draw some more tomorrow hehe

[lonndoodles]

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[tacoma-narrows]

Art Fight 2024 - Round 4!

And on and on it goes! 3 more pieces from yesterday, all revenges too! The first two are building on revenge chains and the third was a one-off return fire hehe. I'm glad I was able to get these all done between doing stuff offline in the evening and the power at my house getting knocked out for like two hours in the middle of the day yesterday lmao. Here's what we've got!

"Stay Punk Forever!" of ZOMG [it/pup/they] for @macaronichewtoyz !

"She Made My Stormy Sky Beautiful!" of Sefi for @clear-valley !

and "Come On In!" of Munch for Oakey-Dokes on Art Fight!

I am STUPID happy with the ZOMG piece, I think it's my fav piece I've done for AF so far this year! It was also doubly fun bc it's not every day that I get to draw a character that I designed that's owned by someone other than me :3

Gonna be doing some first strike attacks today and maybe tomorrow! To those who've already attacked me that I haven't revenged yet, I'll get to u guys soon enough hehe

[ddwcaph-game]

Happy Birthday Wayne and Roselyna!*

Oh look, another year, another birthday where I don't have a present for my favorite goobers. I know this is a bit late*, but I'm still chugging along with the update, and I wanna finish that first before I get back into drawing again.

But instead of beating myself up again for not having done anything special, I want to take this moment instead to reminisce a bit about my early days with these two gremlins.

This was buried in the very first post I made on the blog, but if you haven't seen it yet, this is the first drawing I have of Wayne and Roselyna together, back when they were still 8 year old twins!

You can tell it's really old because they still had black hair, Rosie still has the (amethyst) heart locket, and Rosie's nowhere near as huggable as she is now. Hehe.

And this is the very first drawing I had of Roselyna. Minor spoiler, but that is supposed to be Wilboar, back when he was still named Waddles. He obviously has a different design now, and as you can see from the tiny scribble on the sign above, she was celebrating her birthday at the inn/tavern of Cordelia's parents.

(Please ignore the ferret, it's a joke character from one of my old RPs back in the day)

Anyway, time really flies, huh? I can't believe my little goobers are already 17 years old. They've been living inside my head for almost a decade now, but I'll have to wait until November for that. Maybe I'll have time to draw them as teens by then.

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Speaking of Wayne and Roselyna, I'll be posting some more sneak peeks on the new update about them later today/tomorrow! If you have any presents/messages for either of them, I'll be sure to let them know too!

[mariogirl369]

Okay so, in celebration of it being 1 year since I saw Advent Children Complete in theaters, I decided to watch it again, but this time, in ✨4K!✨

Anyways, while watching it, I picked up on the facial expressions and body language of the characters even more, almost like I was able to read them like an open book, hehe.

Also, I picked up on something in the background of the 3rd floor of 7th Heaven... There are drawings of Cloud and Tifa on the walls! I assume Marlene and/or Denzel made them, it's honestly a cute little detail I didn't notice before.

I'm gonna watch it again tomorrow, but in Japanese with English subtitles, maybe I'll pick up on some more details, who knows? 🤷‍♀️

[sunkissedliterarylightofchrist]

Fun anons to help with your ask block! :D idk if you remember but you mentioned this to me the other day so here you go!

If you got a million dollars today, what would you do with it and why?

If you could have any one wish granted, what would it be and why?

If you could wake up tomorrow a total master in any skill what would it be and why?

If you could have any food rn what would it be?

How long have you been on Tumblr?

What creative projects are you working on rn? For anything!!

You are so right anon I've gotten so bad about not answering asks askdjfhaksjdf I apologize thank you

If you got a million dollars today, what would you do with it and why?

Pay for college. Then probably set aside the money for a car when I'll need to get one. I'd pay off a bunch of my parents debt!! Set aside money for a future apartment. Then do some traveling! Online friends and EUROPE!! Maybe buy a couple nice things— splurge on a ballgown lol. Give my siblings some great presents. Then with anything else… hmm! I’d want to use it to bless others somehow for Christ! Maybe donate it, or meet someone’s needs, or save it for my future use if I need money to publish a book or something? Or help fund my friends Christian animation studio they want to start… something like that!

If you could have any one wish granted, what would it be and why?

A healthy church in my area.

If you could wake up tomorrow a total master in any skill what would it be and why?

RAHHH I’m tempted to say art but!! I am getting better at it already!! So something really cool like combat skills with all weapons hmmm that’d be awesome.

If you could have any food rn what would it be?

A brownie *as I’m looking at the crumbs of the last brownie I just ate*

How long have you been on Tumblr?

Almost exactly a year! Crazy huh. My life has gotten so much better thank you to all the friends I’ve made!! Insane that a year ago I didn’t knows any of you, and now some of you have my exact address askdjfhaskldjfh and we know it’s only a matter of time before we meet IRL! I’m so so happy about what He has done in my life!

What creative projects are you working on rn? For anything!!

Hehehe :3 So there’s this crossover fic I’m working on that I call the Bright Five fic— which if you follow my friends Meadow and August you may know of as the Apocalypse AU— and I can and have infodumped about this story for m a n y hours hehe. Longest story EVER short, my fandom OC of my version of this self-insert character Runner Five from the game Zombies Run and her best friend Sam Yao have two teenage alien wizards and a immortal hyper-healing space traveling human literally fall from the sky into their lives!! Many things ensue and this story is getting dragged more and more into Keepers asdjfasd and I am VERY happy about this :D It's become more of an OC story than a ZR crossover one but HEY I am INCREDIBLY happy with this because so much is coming from it, y'all have no idea!! It's wonderful.

Also got some original monster story ideas spinning around!! Starting to think about actually commiting and following through with my own guys for it yippie!! And I started to embroider my summer clothes with little bows for when the weather gets warm yesterday! And lots of art in general— I’m starting to draw my first comic ever! So many exciting things!! Man I love creativity.

Thanks anon! :D

[studious-snoopy]

friday !! ⊹₊｡ꕤ˚₊⊹

back to back anatomy classes today! revised pleurae + lower respiratory tract in my torso anatomy class, attended a human anatomy lecture on histology, tissues + integumentary system (very dense), and attended a workshop on the vertebral column for torso anatomy. i'm tired (T-T)

did some diagram drawings for torso anatomy today, i love using clear sticky notes for tracing <3

tried going for a run when i got home but my calves are still hurting from my last run and it started raining so i stopped 10 minutes in (divine intervention maybe haha), i'll try again tomorrow

i just tried a new recipe for dinner and it turned out so good !! i added sugar snap peas to give it some crunch, i think next time i'm going to add some edamame and boiled eggs for some protein

i'm going to do more diagram drawings until i get sleepy bye !! i might post some of them if they turn out good hehe

ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡

[kotobormot3]

Happy new year! Not a comic suggestion or anything, but a question! What are your thoughts on wandersong au’s? Any specific favorites and recommendations? Any of your own?

Happy new year, anon!! :D

Hmm, Wandersong AUs... Well, I definitely enjoy some of them! I'm not really an AU kinda person, to be honest, but sometimes it is indeed fun and refreshing to put familiar characters in completely new and different settings. So... yeah!

I don't think I can remember right now all the AUs that have caught my interest, but lately (after I saw soothsayerditty's amazing art here on tumblr) I've been stuck thinking about that vaguely modern Wandersong AU for days, haha. I dunno, there's something about these road trip vibes and all the possible situations and interactions that could happen between Kiwi and Miriam in this scenario that simply makes me giggle and wish someone would write or draw more of it. (I even started to write a little drabble myself, but I don't know if I'll ever finish it or make it public lol). I dunno. I just love putting characters in modern settings and thinking of all the stuff they could do and how that would affect their relationships and what form the canon events would even take there. (Even better if there is a possibility of the characters meeting their original selves later, hehe. Or just learning about the existence of each other.) (I just simply can't help but enjoy the concept of parallel universes and multiple timelines. Yeah, yeah, I may be cringe, but I'm free xd).

I also immensely enjoy all the time loop Wandersong AUs. I feel like it's one of these games that's just asking for one (or two, or three... lol). Honestly, each time I start the game immediately after finishing it, I feel so weird that Kiwi doesn't remember anything at all and basically has to start their quest all over again, even though not only a minute earlier they were hugging their newfound best friend and companion and saying their heartfelt goodbyes to her, knowing that there is a tomorrow after all- And then. And then we see her again only to go right back to being complete strangers. Just. Ughgh. Angst material. Absolute angst material. That being said, I really enjoy Kiwi's perspective in this AU (khem I even started to write a little something about it a long time ago khem), but Miriam's POV is very interesting too. All in all, time loop AUs are great. They never get old. This AU and the previous one also nicely go with another concept I greatly enjoy – something something computer simulation, you know the drill xd

I also came across a lot of cool AU ideas while reading some old fandom stuff, like siren!Kiwi, monster!Miriam, shapeshifter!Miriam, warrior cats AU (hehehe), ghost!Kiwi or ghost!Miriam and some more. Personality swaps are not really my thing, but some role swaps are great. I especially like hero!Miriam concept, because it just makes sense and has a lot of interesting potential storywise. Kiwi with the sword makes for some really good drama as well.

Yeah. I probably forgot something, but I think that's enough for now, haha. There's a lot of cool AU stuff people have come up with lately that's really nice and interesting too.

As for my own AUs, I can't say I have any 🤔

And even if I get some ideas, it's often just certain little random scenes in my head that don't really tie together in the big picture. I mostly like to think about what happens after the game, and all my fics on AO3 are post-canon stuff. Wandersong is honestly one of the only pieces of media that didn't leave me with the burning desire to change things in it after I was done, so maybe that's why, lol. It's a very special game, and I just like it the way it is.

...Doesn't mean I can't appreciate other people's AUs, though xd

Anyways, thanks for asking! Happy holidays! :D

[shirogane-oushirou]

[cw venting about renniverssary stress. tl;dr i'm giving myself an out LMAO and, if i can't conjure up some perfect and lovely piece by next week, i'll just Do What I Can and then start planning the wedding so i have more time and can make that the Big Thing]

it hit me last night that i'm absolutely FUCKING MYSELF UP w stress over "not doing enough" for the renniversary ksjdnfkjn so i think. actually. i'll make and post what i can manage, without pushing myself to make The Most Finished Work Imaginable, and then maybe over the coming months i'll get some commissions and decide on a "wedding" date to post them on 😭

ren wouldn't want me to stress over "being good enough"... that's part of our whole Thing after all. idk. i just. he's the first oc i've made who's had this deep of an impact on me; this year in particular has been ROUGH, and he (and this community hehe) have been pulling me through all of the bullshit and breakdowns. i WANT to do something big and meaningful to match even a fraction of everything he's done for me! but if i'm going through a bad art slump and making myself stressed and unhappy, then what's the point of doing it...? if that makes sense.

sorry, this is mostly just me working through these weird, contradictory, fucky feelings. it's also weird guilt bc i put together a nice little finished chibi pic for the oushiversary tomorrow, but i'm struggling to make anything beyond messy sketches and loose, half-baked ideas for ren, my current main? (granted i was using an unfinished sketch from a couple of years ago as the oushiversary pic base, but. yknow.)

i still have a week. there's time for divine inspiration to strike LMAO. but i want to let myself not freak out over it. worst case? i draw something like that poke!renro in that loose, paint-y style that doesn't take long to do but looks really visually interesting, and then i FIIIIIINALLY do a yumeship meme for us KJANSKFJN.

[deepfriedseagullfeet]

its the last week at my parents house.........i will be working for most of it and tomorrow me and my friends are gonna go see Oppenheimer! im feeling suuuuper antsy about moving and idk what to do with my free time cause i dont want to start a project when im moving ya know? anyways i will probably do some chores before work today to fill the time. i'll probably draw some more too this week. i still want to write my daydreaming script but idk if ill actually make a video :| some of these concepts be wild and im really nervous ill be attacked over it (even tho its probably fine and not a big deal). but i mostly just want to write :) maybe ill turn these concepts into comics hehe

[thania-keiji-gf]

"EUM—GOODBYE KISS, CAN I?"

featuring by »

izana kurokawa ✓

inui seishu ✓

haitani rindou ✓

summary »

just a little scenarios about will some boyfriend!characters in tokrev give you a goodbye kiss before he's going to fight with another gang?

genre & time setting »

fluff, crack, comfort — night

IZANA KUROKAWA -> always yes

"I'll send you a message after everything is done, don't wait me okay princess? Just sleep well and we will meet again tomorrow. Good Night, 'kay? Love u."

He's kissing the top of your head softly.

As a reflex little move, you close your eyes to enjoy the moment before he leaves.

Without him know your eyes lowkey saw Izana draw a small smile in his lips. It's warm your heart.

No need to concern anymore. You says that to your innerself.

If Izana promises back, then he will keep his promise only for you.

He's the best, never make worse your feeling whenever you're worry about him.

Izana know you're afraid something happen to him, but he always reassuring you everything will be fine.

He's the King and no one can touch him because he's the strongest.

Enough to make you don't too worry.

INUI SEISHU -> absolutely yes

"Wait me, 'kay? Tomorrow as my promise, i'll pick you up to the Cat Cafe that you've been talk to me yesterday."

Then, Inui is kissing your lips.

And he's teasing you too, Inui doesn't forget to giving a little touch to your nose by his nose. So, soft.

Success make you giggles (cuz it's ticklish) and forget your concern, Inui sigh in relief inside his soul.

He's happy can see your smile before going to beating his gang's opponent.

Ah, the things like this that always make him want to comeback to you as soon as he can.

"Okay, now go to your bed and sleep. The time will come fast if you take a rest tonight. Sleep well, my sweet cheeks."

It's the 10 times since he's in relationship with you. How impressive. (Claps)

RINDOU HAITANI -> no, but yes

"No way. That's such a clingy things. We'll meet again in the morning, dumbass. It's stupid for me to giving you goodbye kiss."

He says that as he's avoiding his eyes from your want-the-goodbye-kiss-from-him gaze.

Your eyes showing a bit gloomy expression, but Rindou doesn't seems like he wants to looking to you anymore.

He stay staring something that far from both of you position right now. Like tree.

Slightly, you're seeing a bit blush on his cheeks.

Knowing that's your chance, your lips draw a small smile into a seconds.

And then, you're starting whining and act like the innocent one (playing with fingers and pouting a bit).

"B—But. My Rinnie once says that his lucky charm to winning in the gang's fight is kissing me before leaving. You still remember that, aren't you Rin?"

Argh why the fuck with the soft tone.

Rindou hates his weakness that totally cause of you.

With a sigh, he just grab your jaw and giving a peck in your lips only for a seconds. But success leaving a soft feels in your lips.

You're chuckling with eyes-smile

"Thank you hehe. I'll wait you, Rinnie!"

"It should be from earlier, you dummy. Make sure you're take care yourself. I'm leaving, Good Night."

— thania's notes

okay i'm feel dizzy when i wrote this. maybe there's some mistake because i don't check it for three times like usual. but don't worry, even tho i'm struggling when wrote this—i make sure i'm writing so careful to avoiding some mistake hehe. there's so many fluff too, isn't it? i hope y'all like this one >< honestly i was thinking to including mitsuya, but my head too dizzy to write more hehe—if i can, next time i will write another one with mitsuya there :D anyway sorry for grammar mistake that maybe i make without me realized, English is not my first language and i still learning it ^.^ hope you understand <3 see ya !

[daneecastle]

I believe I am finally recovering...

When I watched Good Omens last Friday, I didn't know what I was getting into. All I knew was that they were going to kiss. I wasn't sure how I'd react. After being on medications, to quell my explosive emotions, for the past 6 years, it had turned me into a flat landscape with very little life.

But since March of this year, I've decided to get off them and learn how to handle my emotions without chemical aide.

I had ... maybe two hiccups ... but I handled them like heavy boxes with overflowing piles of redacted paperwork.

I just stored them away and labeled them as useless-wastes-of-space. I moved on. But....

When the drama erupted when Aziraphale came into the book shop and started the iconic scene, something awoken in me.

I really struggled with my reaction and connection to these characters and the actors who played them. I discovered something new about myself. And only a few days after my realization .... now .... im losing my passion.

Don't get my wrong, I love this show ... but I think I might need some help.

Ok, ok. I don't know how ya'll can help. I'm just typing out loud. ........

........ I have ideas, but because these emotions are unpredictable, my work might vary in moods. But I can promise this ..... I will continue drawing Aziraphale and Crowley.

I mean really. Who could stop? There is so much rich booty to harness and express. *wink*

...... im posting also because I spent some time with the people I love and tried to restrain from going on here and obsessing over Good Omens. I need to try to sleep tonight and starting tomorrow I have plans this whole next week, one, of which, is camping for three days. (Before I start work at a long-term substitute teacher on the 14th.)

Don't tattle to my fiancé but I plan on drawing these two love birds while I'm out with him in the woods. Hehe. So when I return the Sunday after I'll post all my visual thoughts.

But for now. I need to sleep. Hopefully, it will be more than 2 or 4 hours.

If not, I'll draw and post.

Goodnight, my dear Demons and Angels.

[manjitookhertime]

Modern Demon slayer headcanons

Shy!traveler!Tanjiro x GN!Crush!Reader

- Travel tanjiro! Always went exploring to see new places

- That's when he came across a city/Town he had never been to since it was his first time he had a hard time getting around. looking at the map as he walked, He bumped into someone as he tripped and fell to the ground as he looked up

- Tanjiro´s eyes opened wide and shined, Blush raised on his face as he looked up and saw the person he bumped into.

- ¨ Oh? Are you okay young boy?¨ Even though it was painfully obvious he wasn't younger then you but yet was the same age{17}. Tanjiro looked around as he spoke ¨Ah! Yeah sorry for knocking into you Miss?sir " as Tanjiro said that he quickly got up and grabbed his map from off the floor putting his hand on the back of his neck.

- Looking at the map in his hand "Oh! Are you new here?" [What is that obvious?] Tanjiro thought to himself as blush still rising more on his cheeks "Y-Yeah I'm new my name is Kamado Tanjiro!" "Hehe My name is Y/n L/n. It's a pleasure to meet you Tanjiro" You said, giving Tanjiro a close eyed smile as he smiled back at you.

- "Y/n if you don't mind me asking, could you help me around this place? Like you noticed I'm new here haha" You looked around for a bit then replied "Sure I'll love to!" "great just hold the end of this map"

- As you hold the end of the map, Tanjiro starts pointing at the areas he wanted to visit as he tells you his travels and he came here with his younger sister and that she already got them an apartment. "All those places you want to see?" "Yep!" Tanjiro says smiling "Then I'll be happy to see you!".

- As you said that Tanjiro eyes sparkle as he hugged you repeatedly saying thank you as you hug him back being careful not to touch the swords in his backpack as Tanjiro notice he's hugging you as he let go and rubbed the back of his neck as blush was on his cheeks from embarrassment as you giggled.

- Tanjiro tells you to met him back here tomorrow as the next day comes around as you were at the place you and tanjiro met at as you looked around for Tanjiro as he was nowhere in sight as you heard running footsteps as you looked to your right and saw tanjiro waving his hands and making his way to you as he stops right in front of you.

- " Sorry I'm late Y/n! Nezuko wanted me to help her with something as you giggled and grabbed his hand as Tanjiro's face turns red from the sudden contact as you say "shall we head to your first place you wanna see?" Tanjiro looks into your eyes and says "Y-Yeah" as you both walk off holding hands.

Dancer!Nezuko x Animator!GN!Reader

× You know your Girlfriend Nezuko. She loves dancing. As her Mother told you that when you met her. As now both you and Nezuko live in the city in a small house.

× there was sometimes where Nezuko begged you to go out with her and stop drawing as you tell her you're busy. I mean you barely come out of your room, you only come out to eat food[or just bring it to your room] which brings us to this moment where you're animating your drawings and Nezuko is knocking on your room door.

× "Come in the door is open" you said not turning your head to the person walking into your room "Ooooh Y/n! Do you want to go out? Like maybe the park or our special spo-" "No thanks, I'm busy" you said cutting off Nezuko as she walks closer to you and wrap her arms around you as she says "Come on, It been forever since we went out together can we just do this once! I know some new dance moves I wanna show youuu"

× "Like I said" you pause moving Nezuko off of you "Im busy at the moment maybe next time" "But Y/nnn you always say that and it never happens, please just this once I won't bother you again" "No thanks Nezuko" "But-" "Nezuko the answer is no, how about next time okay? I'm busy right now, get out of my room" you said, pushing Nezuko out of your room and slamming the door in her face. Nezuko walks back to the living room with a down look.

× You walk away from your room door to return back to your chair as before you sat down to return animating you looked at the mirror that was on the wall as you walked away from your chair and towards the mirror as there was a photo of you and Nezuko as you grabbed it you looked the date that was on the photo as you put the photo back on the mirror as you open your closet and changed your clothes and turned off your art as you open your room door and looked at Nezuko who was in the living room as you closed your room door and walked up to her.

× "Sooooo You still wanna go out to our special spot, I kinda wanna see those nice dance moves of yours' ' Nezuko looks at you with Stars in her eyes "Yeah of course!! lets go!" "Hey don't forget to get you muzzle!" "Oh yeah!" Nezuko quickly runs in her room and puts her muzzle on as she comes out and hugs you " You ready? '' Nezuko Nods her head as she holds your hand as you both go out to your special spot.

× As Nezuko shows you her new dance moves as you get up and hold her hand and dance with her as you  take off her Muzzle and kiss her as you both hug each other.

{ Please don't post my work anywhere else on tumblr and other Websites/Apps without my permission }

[iisuya-simps]

A Kings Coronation (Royal au – Otoya x Reader)

A/N: I've been trying to write this since his birthday celebration card came out

Klab please let me marry this man ~ I will give him my s o u l

God, I wish this were me...

Enjoy~

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The day of Otoya's 18th birthday. Today he would be crowned king and take over the kingdom. You woke up early and rode all morning from your country to see him. A few hours later you woke to the sun shining in your eyes, seeing how you slept most of the way.

It was crowded when you got there. Guards lined up at every corner. People came far and wide to witness the crowning of a new king. You had to push through the crowd to even get close to the main balcony when a hand touched your shoulder.

“There you are! I finally found you!” You feel someone's arms wrap around your waist. It was him. “Otoya!” You turn and give him a hug, he squeezes you back. “Thanks for coming.”

“How could I miss my best friend's 18th birthday/coronation??” “Haha, this place is totally packed, huh? Just getting over here to you was crazy.” “They're all here for you.” You give a warm smile.

“Congratulations, King Otoya Ittoki.” You curtsy. “Gosh... Hearing you say it all formal like is kinda embarrassing.” He scratches his head. “Well, I'll answer as the birthday king should.” Otoya puts his hands on his hips puffing out his chest. “You have my thanks, dear Y/N.” Then bows. “Maybe that wasn't so regal...” you both laugh.

“Well, today is about to kick into high gear so stick close to me, ok?” “I promise I won't leave your side.”

“Still, I'd find you even if you vanished into thin air. We'll have lots more time to talk if we stick together, plus everyone can know about us right?”

“Know about us?”

“Let's go!” You follow close behind him but find it challenging with all of the people. You hesitate to grab his hand but he takes yours first. You look up and see his bright smile and wink as he guides you through the crowds of people till he sneaks you inside.

“Hey, there's something I'd like to show you.” “Oh?” “Close your eyes.” “Otoya...” You whine. “Come on it's a surprise!”

“Fine.” You close your eyes and he takes your hand guiding you slowly down the hall.

“Don't peek, ok?” “I wouldn't dream of it.” You go down a few halls then Otoya puts his hands over your eyes. “It's just up ahead, so put your trust in me. Keep walking straight.”

Continuing down the corridor you approach some steps and a large door. “There's a small staircase so watch your step.”

“Shouldn't I be the one surprising you?” “Maybe. But it's not often we see each other. Just a few more steps and we're here!” He takes his hands away from your face. “Open your eyes!” Revealed to you is a grand balcony with a gorgeous view of the land. “Ta da!”

“Wow, Otoya!” “Are you surprised?” “This is amazing! I've never been here before.” “This is the prettiest spot in the whole castle, so I had to show you! There's even an awesome view of the ocean!”

You can see every corner of the courtyard. You walk up to the railing and lean forward taking in the sights, Otoya joins you from behind.

“Beautiful isn't it? Wonderful weather, and a beautiful princess.” You giggle. “And a charming prince, soon to be king.”

You both heard a commotion from below. “Uhh, it looks like everyone is looking for me. They won't check here right?” He scratches the back of his head. “Maybe we should go back.” “Nah, it'll only be a few minutes, no harm done. Besides look!” Otoya shuffles in a bag behind his back.

“I brought us some cake for us to eat together!” You cross your arms. “Otoya isn't that for the reception?” “Well yeah but I want to eat it with you now... And it's my birthday so anything goes!” You shake your head and laugh. “Alright then, let's dig in.” “Yay!”

He places the plate on the table to the left of the balcony. “After you, princess.” He pulls out a chair. “How kind of you your majesty.” Grabbing two forks from his bag he sits across from you unwrapping the cake. “Waah, this looks sooo good. Itadakimasu!” You both took a bite savouring the vanilla cake and fluffy buttercream frosting.

“Mmm, I knew it.” “Knew what?” “That this cake is way tastier being here with you than at the party.” “Uh-huh.” “What? You don't feel the same way?” He pouts. “Everything's better with you, Otoya.” “Really? I think so too... With you I mean!” You both gobble down the rest of your cake not saying a word but simply enjoying each other's company.

“Ahh, that hit the spot. Shall we go?” “You have cake on your face silly. You'll look like a fool if you go out like that.” “Hmm? Where is it?” He licks around his lips. “No on your cheek, here.” You laugh stepping closer to wipe the icing with your thumb from his cheek. Sticking it in your mouth you then clapping your hands together.

“That's better.” “T-thanks...” He blushes but quickly recovers. “Well, the party's just getting started.” You place your hands on his shoulders. “Let's make this the best day ever!”

You and Otoya go back down to greet the people outside in the crowd. Staying closely by his side he never let you out of his sight. “Otoya there you are! I swear you have no sense of time. The ceremony is about to begin!” The queen crosses her arms. “Already?” “Yes, now let's go.” “But Y/N...” “I'll be fine.” You smile. He takes both of your hands in his. “I'll come to find you after, ok?” “Alright, now go get your crown.” You wink.

The crowning ceremony was lovely. Otoya took the coronation oath and made a speech. Afterwards, everyone gathered in the main ballroom then the celebration really began. You were wandering around near the edge of the ballroom when you felt a hand pull you around the corner.

“Hey.” “Oh hi.” You smile and fix your eyes on his crown. “So what's next, king?” “Hehe, come with me.” You spend the rest of the day greeting more people, enjoying the food at the banquet and listening to the royal orchestra. When nightfall came Otoya leads you away from the dwindling crowds to his bedroom to retire for the night.

“Wow, that was a blast.” You jump on his bed and sink into the duvet. “We hung out all day huh?” “Yup seems like it.” “Time flies when I'm with you. Oh! And did you hear the band? They were all like bweeh daa daa doooo.” Otoya mimics a violin shaking his head around.

“Ah! My crown is gonna fall!” He juggles it between his hands leaning over and catching it before it hits you. “Gotcha. Whoa!” The carpet slipping from under him he fell on top of you anyway. “S-sorry y/n!” There was a moment you stared into each other's eyes. You blushed a bright red then laughed.

“Cmon... no laughing. I just let my guard down a bit...” he pouts. “You're just a clutz, Otoya.” You scoot off to the other side of the bed. “Am not! I always act like a king should...” “Uh huh. So what does it feel like to be a king anyway?” He places his hand on his chin and ponders.

“It's not much different than being a prince yet I don't think. Though I guess a big responsibility falls on my shoulders now that I am a king. I have a whole kingdom to look out for after all. And you.” “I can look after myself.” ��But you don't have to.” Otoya twiddles his thumbs together.

“Anyway... Today is special! After all, you're here with me.” He raises a brow. “Hey, why are you so far away? Didn't you promise not to leave my side? Come sit by me. You're making me lonely...” He pouts again. “Promise you won't fall on me again?” “Not on purpose.” “Haha.” You move closer and the both of you talk about the day's events. Though the whole time, you couldn't help feel butterflies dance in your stomach.

“I had a great time today, Y/N.” “Me too.” “Everything was so wild during the day, but now all I hear is you.” His hand caressing your cheek. You gaze, getting lost in his eyes. “Those lips hold the voice I cherish most.” His thumb brushes over your bottom lip. Leaning forward his lips meet yours as they come together in a sweet kiss. You stay like that for a moment, then part. You turn away embarrassed. “Wait what's wrong? Don't turn away.” He giggles. “You left yourself open for that.” You laugh too.

“Look at me.” He turns your head and your eyes meet once more. “I'm sorry I guess I just wasn't expecting that...” He places both hands on the side of your face slowly pulling you into another kiss. “Were you expecting that?” “Hehe.” You wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him back. You melt into each other drawing out each kiss for as long as you could. “I don't know, were you expecting that?” You both laugh and he pulls you into his arms.

“Oh, Y/N...” He sighs. “I just want you all to myself.” “So selfish, your majesty.” “Hey, a king's orders are absolute you know. That being said, I order you to stay and talk all night to me.” “I guess I cant disobey direct orders.” “Hehe, no you can't.” You lay back and chat in his arms, steadily getting more sleepy you yawn.

“Will you stay with me tonight?” “I did arrange to stay for a few days.” “Really? He beams then suddenly gets nervous. “W-what is it?” You ask, both looking serious and sit up.

“Y/N, would you stay longer if I asked you to marry me?” Your eyes widened. “O-Otoya I-”

“I know it's sudden, I just can't wait. I want you to be mine.” “Are you sure? There are plenty of other princesses that are dying for your hand in marriage.” “Well of course there are other princesses, but you're the only one I have my eyes on. You're too special not to be my beloved.”

“Otoya...” A happy tear slides down your cheek but he wipes it away and holds your hands. “Hows about I ask you again tomorrow? More formally.” “Okay.”

You're unable to hold back the grin from your face. Marry Otoya? Being his friend is one thing but this is a dream come true.

“Oh! I almost forgot!” You get up and grab your purse shuffling around. “Close your eyes Otoya.” “Ok ok... You take the little box from your purse and open it to place a small wooden triangle in his hand. “You can open your eyes now.” He looks down at his hand to see a small triangular pick. “A pick?” He studies it. “For your guitar!”

“Wha-” reaching under the bed you pull out a brand new redwood guitar. “Wow! For me?! Are you sure?!” “Of course! Otoya takes the guitar running his fingers over the frets and strings. “Happy birthday Otoya.” He sets the guitar down by the nightstand beside him. “Thank you Y/N!” He tackles you to the bed holding you tight.

You spend the rest of the night giddily talking about your goals, dreams and aspirations for the future. Eventually falling asleep next to each other.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

In the morning you wake to a blushing Otoya combing his hand through your hair and your eyes flutter awake.

“Good morning, Y/N.” Otoya presses a kiss to your forehead. “Morning.” You yawn. “Did you sleep well?” “That was the best sleep I've had in a while.” Otoya beams. “Good, are you hungry? Would you like breakfast? I could have the cook bring us something.” “That sounds lovely.”

“I'll be right back!” Otoya rushes off to the kitchen and has a special breakfast made. He returns with the cook serving both of you a buffet.

“Otoya!! We cant eat all this!?!” "That's ok, there's plenty of variety so just pick what you want!” You share a large breakfast together in bed. Otoya insists on feeding you dessert, but after the feast you just had you couldn't possibly take another bite.

After a quick rest, Otoya leads you on a stroll through the garden. It's early spring and the flowers are just starting to bloom. You're walking along when you pull Otoya to a stop.

“Hibiscus!” You wander over to the colorful display of red, yellow, white and pink flowers. “Hibiscus is my favorite flower.” You hold back your hair and take in the sweet almost fruity fragrance. “Y/N.” Otoyas hand takes yours.

“We've known each other since we were kids. As the years have gone by I've realized how special you are to me as a friend and something more. I promise to love and protect you as I will my kingdom. With you by my side, I feel as if I can do anything. I will give you each and every one of these flowers and more.” Otoya kneels down in front of you.

“My heart belongs to you and only you.” You gasp as he opens the velvet box to reveal a dazzling yet subtle ring. “Say you'll be mine, forever and always.”

“Otoya...” You tear up once more. “Yes, of course I'll be yours!” He stood and took the ring out of the box placing it on your finger. You leap to hug him almost knocking him over in the process. This was better than you could ever imagine.

"Otoya, I love you." Your heart pounds as you pull back to look him in the eyes.

"I love you too, Y/N." You share a very heartfelt passionate kiss.

Otoya plucks a flower from one of the branches and tucks it in your hair.

“There, for my beautiful bride to be.” You plant a gentle kiss on his cheek and walk hand in hand back to the castle where you greet the queen.

You feel quite foolish when you realize that it was your parent's plan all along to get you two together, but it worked out so naturally you didn't care. You were getting married to the guy of your dreams, and that was a miracle within itself.

Your wedding was celebrated with your family and civilians from far and wide.

But with Otoya by your side, this truly was a dream come true.

[xxbangchansidedishxx]

Weak- part 2

Jeongin X Hyunjin

Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, major character death.

Plot: Hyunjin is dead and the boys are left to cope but things are only about to get even harder.

That night Jeongin lay alone in the room he shared with Hyunjin. He couldn't get the image out of his head. He wanted him back. How could he just be gone forever? Shakily he slipped out of bed and crawled into Hyunjin's. It still smelt like him. Memories of times where the two lay together watching movies and talking about life and comforting each other flashed through his mind. They could never do that again. He pressed his head into Hyunjin's pillow inhaling his scent as tears soaked the soft material. That's when he heard a rustling noise. Coming from under the pillow. He reached under to see what it was. That's when he was greeted by a piece of paper.

He squinted his blurry eyes trying to focus on the words.

Read incase of death:

If you are reading this that means I'm gone. Please don't be sad. It's for the best. I'm so sick of everything. The worst thing is I don't even know why. I'm living with this heavy feeling in my chest and this voice in my head screaming at me that I'm not good enough. It's been getting louder and louder and now I just want to scream. I feel like I'm drowning in emotions and it's too much to handle. I'm expected to always be perfect, always be on time, stick to strict diets, work and train all the time. I love my job and I love all of you. I am thankful for where I have gotten in my life and I appreciate the love and support that stay have given me throughout the years but maybe this life just wasn't for me. I thought it was until the voice started screaming. I tried to ignore it but I just couldn't. It's hard to explain. Anyway please know that it's not your fault, Chan, Felix, Jisung, Lee Know, Changbin and Seungmin, I love you all so much. We have really had fun over the years haven't we? I'm sorry for putting you through this and I'm so sorry for whoever found me. Jeongin, I love you. It feels good to finally say it. I love you more than I could ever tell you when I was alive. Our countless nights we spent cuddling and just being together meant the world to me. Perhaps they meant more to me tho because as time went on I realised that I love you more than I should. I just want to kiss your cute little face and shower you in love but I know you wouldn't feel the same. I brought you a gift, it's in my bedside table, please keep it with you always and know that I'm by your side. Please don't be sad and if you need me just look to the stars. I'll be watching over.

- Hwang Hyunjin.

The young man began to cry even harder. He was so stupid. He couldn't believe that Hyunjin loved him. Maybe he would still be alive if Jeongin had the courage to confess his feelings as well.

He reached over to Hyunjin's bedside table, sliding the draw open slowly and rummaged through until he came across a box.

He opened the box gasping when he saw what was inside. It was a beautiful ring, gold with a large Dimond that looked like it had the galaxy inside it. Other clear diamonds either side of it.

He slipped it onto his shaky finger and took out a note that was inside.

Out of all the stars in this Galaxy you are the prettiest of them all. You outshine even the moon. Make me the happiest man alive and stay by my side forever. Yang Jeongin, I love you. Please be mine.

- Hwang Hyunjin

Ps: the Dimond I chose is called a salt and pepper Dimond. People say it looks like the galaxy. It's super pretty! But not as pretty as your eyes hehe ❤️

Oh god. He's such a dork. Such a fucking perfect man. So thoughtful and kind. Jeongin hugged the note tightly. If he was still here he could be hugging him instead. He wanted to be lay with him giggling and kissing his stupid perfect little face . How could he ever get over Hwang Hyunjin? That night he fell asleep imagining being wrapped in the elders warm embrace.

When light peaked through the windows reality hit again. Hyunjin was gone, and Jeongin was head over heels for the man and now there was nothing he could do. Then it dawned on him. He should probably let the other members know about the suicide note. He sighed before picking up the piece of paper and making his way to the living room. Walking past the bathroom he froze. There was Chan on his hands and knees, scrubbing away the blood of Hyunjin. His chest felt heavy and he began to shake again.

"Oh my god I'm sorry, I should have shut the door. I- I just figured it should be cleaned up sooner or later and I didn't want to put anyone else through it."

"I-it's okay. Channie I found this under Hyunjin's pillow last night. I thought I should let you know. He also left me this." He showed Chan the ring as he handed him the suicide note.

"C-come on, we should read this with the boys."

He shakily stood up and made his way to the living room with Jeongin.

They all sat around as Chan read out loud , his voice breaking as he cried .

"So he liked Jeongin?"

Felix went over to hug the young man.

"This must be even harder for you now... knowing that."

Jisung sympathised with the boy.

"His funeral is tomorrow. This is all happening so fast. I've not even accepted that he's gone yet." Sobbed Jeongin.

"The boys all sat comforting each other until they decided it was best to just take some more time alone to process things.

Jeongin was sat back in Hyunjin's bed reading the note that was written for him over and over again.

He wanted to be with Hyunjin. He couldn't live knowing that they could have been together. Thoughts of how the future could have turned out clouded his brain. They could have been together, stargazing, sharing soft kisses as they giggled holding each other close. That's what could have been.

He needed Hyunjin.

Slowly he made his way back to that same bathroom. Carrying the note with him, reciting the sweet words in his head over and over again. He locked the door behind him. Looking at the floor a lot of the blood had been cleaned up now but there was still some dried up on the floor. He scanned the floor and that's when he saw it. The bloody blades that Hyunjin had used to do it. He sat down leaning against the shower and picking up the cold metal. His brain went wild. He read the note one more time before pressing the sharp edge against his own wrist. He pressed down piercing through his skin, wincing at the pain he dragged down slicing a deep cut into his honey skin. He gasped realising what he had just done. Fuck how could he do this to his members. They were already going through enough with Hyunjin being gone . And now him...

his brain began to cloud over as the crimson liquid oozed out of his wrist and onto the white floor. He read the note again whispering to himself

"I'll see you soon Jinnie. We can be together I promise."

That's when everything went black.

"Innie come out of the bathroom."

No response.

"Innie what's taking you so long?"

No response.

Lee Know took the earring from his ear and began to pick the lock, relieved when he heard it unlock.

He opened the door immediately collapsing when he saw it.

"Oh god, oh god no. I-Innie."

He scrambled over to the boy pressing two fingers against his neck. No pulse.

Screams left his mouth as he begged for the young man to wake up. The rest of the members came running when they heard it. Tears welled up in their eyes. They knew he was gone....

Jisung called an ambulance his voice nothing but a hoarse whisper.

"P-please come quickly. My friend has killed himself."

Again they all watched as the body of someone they all greatly cared about was carried away.

-

Hyunjin's funeral was postponed. It only seemed right to wait until Jeongin's body was prepared for his.

They decided on a joint funeral. Hundreds of people piled into the room where Hyunjin and Jeongin were lay in an open casket. They were placed together. Finally reunited. Sobs filled the room as the service went on and fans showed up from across the country to pay their respects outside. The two boys looked peaceful . Almost like they were sleeping. Chan stood infront of their coffin placing a single red rose on each of their chests.

He wanted to be with them for as long as possible. This was the last time he would ever see their faces and he wanted to remember every little detail. He never wanted to forget the two talented beautiful boys that came into his life and saved him when he almost couldn't save himself. If only he could have done the same.

"Jinnie, Jinnie."

The young man heard a voice. He was floating up, he was amongst fluffy clouds.

That's when he saw it.

"Hyunjin!"

He ran towards the blonde man hugging him tight, tears spilling from his face.

"I can't believe you, idiot."

He slapped his shoulder sobbing into his chest.

"Hey hey Innie. it's okay. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry."

They both held each other tightly.

"Hey look at me. Why are you here."

The teary boy raised his head to look at the beautiful man.

"I got your note. I love you Hyunjin I can't live without you."

Hyunjin's face fell. He killed himself because of him?

"Hyunjin say something."

The boy pleaded.

He just grabbed Jeongin's face attaching their lips into a passionate desperate kiss. He had wanted to do this for years.

When they pulled away to breathe Jeongin smiled amongst tears.

"We can be together now Innie. Forever. Even if it's not the best circumstances we can be together. I love you so much. I'm so sorry for what I did, I didn't want you to find me like that." Now it was Hyunjin's turn to cry.

Jeongin just pressed his lips against his reassuring him that everything was going to be okay. They had each other now and they could spend forever together. Watching over their members and making memories together. They held hands as they walked into the light.

This was only the beginning.

[shiro-0197]

Aaaaah that means the world to me. (Nooo don't cry 🙀or even if you do, just imagine me wiping your tears off 😤🤚💖) i was just playing around on my phone and somehow got the idea to draw it. That's so sweet of you, but you don't have to !!

YES YES OMG. I did that too! My friend called me to wish me luck for something and we ended up talking for a while as well. I'm glad you got to talk to yours too :D

I think your relationship with your mom is so precious and absolutely lovely to hear about. I'm like that with my mom too, so I can relate 😄 do you have siblings?

Aaaaah I'm glad the song cheered you up!! I've never heard of them, but maybe I'll add a song or two to my playlist.

And that's a great principle, I'll make sure to take a walk and get some fresh air tomorrow too. I'm going cycling with my dad and a friend of mine, so I'll probably sleep early :D

I hope you get lots and lots of rest, my precious Shiro, and sweet dreams to go along with them. I love you, so so much.

Hope you're smiling 😼😼💖 xx

—Ari

(That's so cute😭 gonna cry more often now😼 jkjkjk heahxjaj) Trust meee I'm already sketching the drawing!! I'm gonna finish it tomorrow😙 It was your birthday ad well and you deserve a little gift!!

I'm really glad you and your mother are on well terms!!! I only have an older brother, but we haven't talked in a while~ what about you?

My recommendations are Hope, New Begginings and Life!! They release new songs weekly on youtube, I'm not sure if they're on other platforms though hehe,, you should definitely check them out, it's worth it!! At least I hope so":D

Ohh!! Cycling is awesome, I wish I had a bike💔 I hope you have fun tomorrow!!

I'm also hoping you sleep well and tight, love you lots, my precious Ari!!!

And you bet I'm smiling right now, I'm giggling like a 5 year old😋❤

[taesthetes]

hi petal🌸 vn army anon~ ah sounds good, hope u both enjoyed it! to which city did u go? yes, I bought the set bc it's my 1st comeback so I wanted to have it all (I'm a thirsty broke fangirl:D) ah yes, he did a duet with taeyeon! I'm still in process of listening to more of her songs. what are ur fave songs by her? ohh u shouldn't have asked now I'm gonna make a list of kpop song recs for u hehe. I'll send u a separated ask for my mellow/chill kpop songs recs (since it's fall, the season of–

–rainfalls&calmness) I hope you’ll enjoy LOTBS! oh cool u dance?:O and ikr artists shud get all the love in this world! wish I could do art but I can’t so I appreciate&respect all artists! and omg yes that’d be great, I’d love to see ur artworks! I bet they’re amazing! art is wonderful in general✨ I suck at drawing ppl too, actually I suck at art overall:)) the thing is I don’t have any inspiration lately;-; oh for tae, yoongi& hyungline nets I’m in yoongi-net, daeguline&hyungline network but–

–not sure now if they have applications open, I haven’t checked. but hopefully we’ll be in the same net one day^^ yees, guess having an older sis is pros too hehe. aah I hope I’ll be able to make some but I’m so out of inspiration&ideas😩 and when I see other content makers works I’m like daaamn how do u do that omg ur hella talented?? mad skills there omg! I used to stay up late watching kdramas so I get u;)) well, I’m a night owl as well&tend to go to sleep late. not sure why I went to sleep–

–so late last night tho, I was doing unnecessary irrelevant stuff like spending hours staring on my phone screen again lol. tbh I was afraid I didn’t send u the asks in chronological order or I might’ve left out one since I was so sleepy at that time haha. thankfully it was sent correctly:)) and no I don’t have any pets sadly. I want a dog too in future! I have a strong love for polar bears or white baby tigers but unfortunately I can’t afford those😅 I love sushi! I can’t have enough of it~–

–also I mostly order ice tea at starbucks since I’m not very fond of coffee. only coffee I drink from time to time is cappuccino; latte isn’t for me. I love astrology&everything stars/moon/space related, that’s my frickin aesthetic✨ and I don’t play the piano bc I couldn’t (my parents wouldn’t let me when I was younger, it was a bit complicated in my family). but my lil sis plays the keyboard (the situations are different now, she gets a lot since things change a lot nowadays). so I also admire–

–great pianists, I love listening to instrumentals, piano especially. there’s this youtuber who plays kpop piano covers and it’s rly relaxing & calming–smyang piano is the user–so if u ever want a stress relief/music for sleep/studying just play the 1h piano covers playlist by them~ thank u, petal, as usual I mostly reply u at night before sleep&today isn’t an exception so good night, petal, I’ll send u the song recs tomorrow🌸💖✨

hi, raindrop!! i’m so sorry for the really late reply; i’ve just been super busy with college starting up again and going out. we went to san francisco! omg i hope you were able to get all your albums safely already!! aksjdflaksjf all of taeyeon’s songs are my favorite but time lapse, cover up, time spent walking through memories (studio cover of nell’s song), up & down, gemini, 11:11, and of course, all of her osts 💖💖omg yes, please do! i’d love to hear all of your song recs. i wasn’t able to watch the kdrama yet, but i will soon! and i used to when i was little! but then i switched over to sports haha

yes! i hope artists become more appreciated and people wouldn’t look down upon their choice of profession. i’m actually taking two art classes this semester, so when i finish a project, i’ll post it on here! :D oooh, okay, thank you! i’ll look up those networks and check if their apps are open! ahhhh, i hope you get inspiration as well!! i’m lacking in inspiration, too, and i can’t seem to bring myself to work on my wips or any new ideas.

but same! when i see all these content makers, i just go all starry eyed and heart eyes because everyone is so talented. ahaha i stay up late just staring at my phone, too, so i completely get it. and yes, you sent them all in the right order, no need to worry!! :D omg polar bears and baby tigers are so adorable alkdhaksljhdf and yes!! i love sushi so much, too, and i just had it for lunch today!!! and me too! i only get unsweetened iced tea from starbucks and occasionally, if i’m really sleep deprived, i get iced black coffee or maybe a caramel macchiato if i feel like having something sweet.

astrology and celestial things are so pretty- do you like looking at the constellations and learning all their stories? ah, i see. i would’ve gladly given you all my piano lessons if you wanted them because i really hate playing it. it’s nice to listen to, but i abhor being the one playing it aha. and yes omg i love that pianist youtuber!!! i listen to their songs all the time when i’m studying. and good night, raindrop!! i’m sorry if my reply is kinda confusing and really short or something because i’m a little out of it right now 😅 but i miss talking to you!! i hope you had a good week 💕