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I wanna talk about how much I desire lesbian sex on here but then I feel like there’s a lot of straight men who follow me and I feel weird having them be the audience for that but it’s not like I don’t want that audience because I am bisexual and appreciate male attention too, just not in that context, so it’s just tricky
#bisexual and genderqueer men get a pass#lol#maybe delete#idk I’ve been having weird shit about the types of attention I get lately#just ignore me#I have a migraine
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Until I find another sci fi show to obsess over I’ve decided to start watching numb3rs. Pretty interesting so far.
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Dude, you don't understand. I was so psyched when the orange poppyseed muffin of bad vibes was voted out the first time, I was like dusting my hands like well I guess that's that and I can return to my "oh" peripheral way of consuming us politics - vaguely aware of the broad strokes but as a non-american being able to somewhat relegate it to the back of my mind.
THEN THIS SHIT.
I try my best to hold space for the people who disengaged from the political ecosystem and voted for Trump and all but some days it's like "holy fucking christ how did you NOT see this coming THEY LITERALLY WROTE IT DOWN OR HAVE PRECEDENT".
Then people are mad at me for having an opinion as a foreigner and honestly even people in my life who are politically disengaged don't understand why I pay attention "just ignore it"
I WOULD LOVE TO!
Make no mistake i don't fucking WANT to give more than a passing interest in any fucking politician regardless of country BUT this motherfucker is acting a fool on a global stage, kicking up political dust with every tantrum that has lead to MANY PEOPLE DYING ACROSS THE GLOBE. This scumbag has worsened conflicts, undermined the global reputation of the US, passed Canada and Greenland the fuck off, gotten in a global pissing contest downwind of the flow with tariffs, has gutted a bastardtonne of government systems and GUESS THE FUCK WHAT?
THAT IMPACTS OTHER COUNTRIES!
IN A BIG FUCKIN WAY! WITH RIPPLES WE ARE YET TO SEE FULLY! AS A HUMAN IN THIS WORLD I HAVE A FUCKING RIGHT TO PAY ATTENTION AND HAVE A FUCKING OPINION REGARDLESS OF MY NATIONALITY OR LOCATION!
If ya don't wanna be clocked on being insane keep a fuckin lid on it, ya haven't and this shit is boiling over onto the stove of the global stage.
Like previous evil motherfuckers at least kept it on the DL and didn't advertise being a fuckstain.
#fuck trump#us politics#fuck musk#politics#opinion#maybe delete#idk#im just super annoyed#like#bro you think i wanna give a shit about this?#i dont!#i have a wedding to plan!#fucking capitalistic misogynistic bundle of why the fuck is my introverted ass the main event#but my partner and our fams are keen as hell#so i suffer this torment out of affection#wearing white is my love language (knowing fs imma drop somethin on it tho i look bomb)#but its like?#for fuck sake#like i understand needing a fuckin minute sans politics but like keeping up is kind of my way of feeling a lil more in control#its so frustrating this binary bullshit has become more of the norm#shades my dude#ugh#fuckin assholes
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i rode our town's little dinky public transit for the first time today. and of course, it passes by a coffee shop right as the girl who recently destroyed my soul, juggled & ghosted me was sitting outside. i don't even remember the rest of the ride, i was zoned out to an infinite degree
i need a meditation retreat. and closure. she still has my grandma's pearls :-(
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its been about 6 months
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it's extremely critical that you see the photo of the perp walk for luigi mangione as being propaganda. i've seen so many people wave it off and instead fawn over his looks. and trust me, i know it ended up being kind of pathetic and weird - but please don't brush it off as a "modelling opportunity" for him. it's a fucking terrifying message the police are sending.
i want to make a few comparisons here, in case you're not from the US or familiar with why the perp walk thing is something to pay attention to. just to set the groundwork for why this is a purposeful, unusual, and cruel act by the nyc police - for why this is not a common occurrence and for why that matters.
the prosecution alleges the show of force is due to the charge of "terrorism." for comparison, in june 2015, tsarnaev was found guilty for the boston marathon bombing, which killed 3 people and injured hundreds. his actions are considered to be an act of domestic terrorism. i have spent the last hour looking through google for pictures of similar to mangione's perp walk - and so far, i have found zero. i also just do not personally remember a moment like that, despite living in boston at the time.
they allege that luigi is a stone-cold killer who carried out a longterm plan, making him particularly dangerous. again for comparison: in nyc, recently cory martin was found guilty of the killing of brandy odom. the murder was planned and premeditated to steal insurance money. and yet no staged perp walk. why didn't her life matter enough for a "show of force"?
but mangione gets paraded by a veritable army of police officers as if he is a rabid animal. for a single citizen who allegedly killed one other single citizen, the "largest perp walk ever" occurs.
so what is the "strong message" that the mayor and the police were trying to send here? the mayor speaks as if mangione is already convicted of terrorism. there is a very thin number of people who feel threatened by the CEO's death. none of us felt like mangione needs to be under massive armed guard.
the message is that you shouldn't resist. they are trying to "make an example" of him - that if you behave badly and kill a single rich person, you'll be treated as if you killed hundreds of people. you will be treated worse than a man who was found guilty of terrorism. you will be considered guilty without trial. the message is that the rich are a protected class, and you cannot touch them without massive punishment. they are trying to prevent a revolution by showing dominance and force against you.
the message is that the police are a puppet of the wealthy and that the law is not equally applied across class disparity. it is "some are more equal than others." it is "one life is more precious than another."
the show of force wasn't for luigi. it was for us. it was a warning. they are trying to remind us who is really in control.
#i bring up tsarnev only bc i feel like people DID want blood. i lived in boston. people wanted to rip him apart.#i do not personally remember a moment where he was paraded around like that. and the fact we gave more dignity to him#than luigi .... is startling.#and i just realized last night i was like - i don't really remember a perp walk like that. maybe im misremembering#but i went to google and i was like. wait why the fuck was it so fucking big.#it WASNT a random act of terror. it WASNT to injure/kill as many as possible.#even if we consider it to be premeditated murder: when have we ever done this.#so brandy's life didnt deserve “a show of force?”#the mayor doesn't say ''our city wont stand for this'' when it's a planned murder for insurance money????#anyway . ur not immune etc etc etc#but i also wanted the comparisons in here in case ppl aren't from amercia etc#this ISNT normal or usual. this was overkill by like a million#on the other hand they gotta do this bc they're scared :)#i kept this bc i had ppl ask me not to delete this but i just felt like#it wasn't really poetry just talkin
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Me at 21:45: I'm going to bed night guys!
Me at 00:30: with unbearable tooth pain: I lied to my friends on accident
#stardust flavoured post#maybe delete#who knows#im just ao tired and so hurty i took like paracetamol and ibuprofen two hours ago or something
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screw it i'm just going to watch star trek deep space nine despite having seen zero other star trek media just because it looks cool
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#sprouts log#crossposting this here—maybe delete later#but there are things i still have power over#and fuck it all i will do those things#and i will do those things with fury in my heart but i will do those things#us politics
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miss next teehee
ive been asked how i draw plus sized characters and don't know to explain (bc i mostly just draw purely off of vibes these days) so hopefully seeing this initial sketch might help show how i break everything down
devoid also in the works
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I don't often linger too much on my own sexuality but idk sad hours right now. Sometimes I wonder if being a bisexual leaning towards men is like because I'll never be able to date a woman publicly or marry her that maybe leaning towards men is the safest answer. I'm not a dating person but today I just feel struck by grief that I just don't have the choice and that at best it'll be a situation where everyone knows something is up but no one says it but it won't be celebrated like a straight presenting relationship. Even the relatives who love me won't love me as much.
#personal#screaming into the void#maybe delete#the problem with using humour to cope is some days there are no jokes except you
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#maybe more. imagine#cw suggestive#posting this at 3 am#miracle if i forget abt it thr coming morning and not delete#anyway#transformers#sins of the wreckers#impactor#prowl#tarantulas#azzy art
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love it when people draw aus differently so some ideas for art styles and designs
ink belongs to comyet fresh belongs to loverofpiggies dream + nightmare belong to joku-blog
#utmv#undertale#my art#ink sans#fresh sans#nightmare sans#dream sans#dreamtale#i wrote a lot moree for this post but i just woke up and deleted it instead of hitting send and im not typing it out again#truly love how other people draw sanses. i love you utmv fandom most of the time#especially the two fresh artists that use a pixel brush to draw that is beautiful he looks awesome how does it feel to be so right#pixel art is the move 4 him i think ‼️ described as a 90s piece of trash and so many games that came out in the 90s r pixelated#also wanted to make nightmare’s face + limbs darker and it reminded me of color point cats#so i made dream look vagely like a flame point cat too…. maybe next time i wont blend it#i did a doodle before bed of them both as cats i love cats. my cat is right next to me rn
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jungkook hiding behind his bouquet of flowers 🥹
#jungkook#jeongguk#jeon jungkook#bts#bangtan#skygifs#I was wondering whether or not I should edit this video#I don't know yet so maybe I'll delete it later
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i just think they're neat.
#mettatenna#deltarune#tenna#undertale#mettaton#might delete later?#dunno but I was testing brushes and pooped this out#doods#maybe an old crt can indeed learn new tricks
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If there is a voice in your head telling you to cut your own hair and that it’s not a big deal if you mess it up because you can get a professional to fix it later DO NOT LISTEN TO IT
#i mean it’s not that bad i just keep convincing myself it’s uneven#star speaks into the void#maybe delete
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