#maybe ill post snippets idk yet

[adventuringblind]

COUGH

Writing a fic that's camboy/femboy Lando who is OUTRAGEOUSLY kinky and just goes with the flow of what feels good X F1 driver Oscar who is autistic and decides BD/SM is going to be his special interest at sixteen (I'm not projecting 🫵🏻 you are) and is well educated in this realm and knows all the technical stuff and stims by practicing knot tying.

Featuring, but is not limited to: Exasperated Logan who makes Oscar and onlyfans account because Mark said he can't risk going out to clubs anymore so Oscar is sad and bored which is how he finds Lando and Logan is tired of hearing about it, Max F indulging Lando in a weird semi toxic way, Lando and Oscar working their way through the grid one threesome at a time, Oscar and his color coded spreadsheet which he sends to anyone who wants to join them because 'if you don't help me with my experiments then you cannot fuck my boyfriend', and Lando living his best life as a the paddock whore and Oscar's pet all happy cause he gets fucked and gets his every need met while being spoiled by the entire damn grid and they would probably die for him if he were to bat his eyelashes and pout.

COUGH

Who said that?

[themyscirah]

Did I seriously just finish an art piece??? I know I'm me but did I get abducted by aliens or something like who is this person

[trekkiehood]

so you said you could be persuaded to talk about your “throughout the great war” series … i am here to persuade you 🫶🏻🫶🏻

It doesn't take a lot to get me to talk about it lol, it's all I think about anymore 😂 😅

I'm so excited about this series!! Putting it under a read more because it got long lol

So currently I'm posting "Numbers With A Death Wish" which is the starting point. Here we have Buck being shot down and it really only covers the month of October. I have some more little one-shots I'd like to write but they're not super plot heavy so I don't know when I'll get to writing them.

My current WIP is my Radio Wip (mid March 1944) followed by Great Escape Fallout (end of March 1944) and then Whipping Post Wip (April 1944). These are all from Bucky's pov and I'm leaning towards this being a long fic. If I do this then the fic would probably run through at least September 1944 but maybe I'd just run it through the end of the war lol idk.

I've written some of Radio and a good bit of Whipping Post so we'll see how quickly we move through this. I'll continue to tease as I write because I crave writing validation lol.

After Whipping Post we start to see the cracks more in both of our majors. Since this one is from Bucky's pov we'll have Bucky withdrawing while Buck is struggling and trying to control the things around him and stay positive for the men.

The next main plot point is when Buck starts acting "weird" and Bucky starts to notice and that's when Gale has a massive breakdown. And Bucky is like ?????? This is around July of 1944 and is immediately followed by a very rough August plagued with deadly illness and psychotic breaks. Now this will be a VERY important plot going forward. Trying not to spoil every single plot I have lol but I don't think it's shocking to say that one of the Buckie's nearly dying of illness will be important going forward 😂

The plot after this is in September 1944 and it will be a turning point in the story. Kind of a "things will never be the same now". But what's FUN is that it's from Bucky's POV but what happens to Buck will be behind closed doors hehe. So at least at the beginning he/we will know that SOMETHING happened and that it has lasting effects, but exactly what will be unknown. After that it's just more of Bucky watching Buck lose it. I have specific things but they are less plot heavy and more episodic. I may still keep it in one long fic but idk lol.

I also plan for some Buck POV one-shots/short stories interspersed and linking with this longfic. It will include things like what started the July spiral and what exactly happened to him in September (technically the September one will be from my OC Wesley Davidson's pov and is the reason for his existence lol). I would also like to play with Buck's German and Jewish heritage. I might let him confide in Solomon things he hasn't even told Bucky about but idk yet. I need to study Judaism more and solidify how much Buck keeps from Bucky. But regardless, even as I'm writing the longfic from Bucky's pov, we will be getting little tie in snippets with what's going on with Gale too!

The biggest unknown in this series is the forced march. I don't know what I want to do. Right now most of this series comes from a place of "canon enough no one can prove it didn't happen in the show" so I'm not sure how I want to end it. Because on one hand, so much angst potential just keeping it mostly canon with Buck escaping without Bucky. But also... idk that I want to separate them lol. And idk if that means they both stay or go. Essentially, the ending I have no real vision for. But that's a good long way away.

We have at least nine arcs I have planned for this long fic I will hopefully come up with a great name for lol. So assuming I do it this way (which the poll is also leaning towards) And then at the very least three-four Buck pov fics. So pray the hyperfixation lasts long enough to get through it lol.

Even though the "main" fic is from Bucky's pov this series is about Buck and his lack of mental stability and trauma in the stalag. It's just more fun to hurt him with Bucky watching hehe

If you have any specific questions I would LOVE to answer them!! Here is a general outline I posted awhile back if you want to ask about a specific plot. This is the ramble I have for now but I will probably ramble again lol. Appreciate all of the support and if there is anything specific you would like to see please let me know and I'll see if I can work them in!!

[averycutesalamander]

you: this fic might get me cancelled

me, excitedly rubbing my hands together for this fic like a disgusting little fly based off of that ALONE: yes… hahaha… YES!!!!!!!!!!!

anon you have no idea 😭😭😭 like it's BAD. im so glad you're excited though lol this damn fic has been consuming me. ok. hm. hmmmm how should i intro this ........... ......ok so honestly i THINK this fic would be most effective if you went in blind. or as blind as possible considering the warnings i will inevitably have to put on it. but also it might be more effective if you know what to look out for. idk man. your call i guess. at the very least just know this fic will take me a certified Hot Minute™️ to finish lol

cw for uhhhh. honestly just so much shit LMAO. dark content and noncon among many other things utc

ok so first. it's a slasher au. and i think you can immediately see where im going with this lol but it gets BAD. like this is the current warning list:

noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, manipulation, kidnapping, drug use, noncon drug use, alcohol use, dacryphilia, fear kink, knife play, blood play, hunter/prey, breeding, choking, bondage, noncon exhibitionism, other shit im probably forgetting. there's a lot ok

things im considering or hoping to add but haven't written in yet: suicide attempt (unsuccessful), somnophilia, gun play, maybe forced tattoo, MAYBE forced pregnancy if i can bring myself to write it. and honestly i really do think it would be such a compelling addition with the way their relationship is developing

so yeah that's just a hell of a concoction on its own. and the setup is.. jesus fucking christ man. it's about as toxic as uranium is radioactive 💀 like this snippet is just a sample

this fic has me by the fucking throat and im just along for the ride. im so cooked. like im at "waking up in the middle of the night to write down dialogue and scene ideas" levels of cooked. i have yet to pop my anon hate cherry but if anything is going to do it it'll be this one. so uhhhh dark content enjoyers you'll be getting FED with this one.

that being said, i think it'll be a while before im comfortable uploading chapters. im worried ill run into a similar sort of issue that im having with snake bite where writing the later stuff gives me better ideas to refine the earlier stuff, but i can't really edit after it's posted, so im just stuck with what i have. and this damn thing has consumed me so thoroughly that i NEED to make sure it's as good as it possibly can be. i won't be content otherwise lol. i am very very very happy with how it's coming along buuuuuut i also felt that way about snake bite. so idk. i just want to make sure it has enough time in the oven, even if it unfortunately means you'll all need to wait for it to cool off before you can eat it lol. im excited to show more of it off though it's gonna be JUICYYYYY

[elainsgirl]

For a group who claims to be so smart you guys sure do lack emotional intelligence. No wonder most of the fandom dislikes you guys. You guys wouldn’t have such a bad reputation if you just ignored the things you don’t like. You pretend you don’t care what everyone else thinks yet all you do is talk about our takes. You clearly care. Have fun with less content and appreciation for your ship 👋

“lack emotional intelligence” you rlly chose to go through w that? An anti - known to make fun of elriels and say BS about the ship decided to post an elriel snippet and then acts all surprised when no one wants to read it or critique the fic and intent behind it. That is the perfect example of lacking emotional intelligence.

Coming from the side that twisted themselves over at me calling some of them boy moms in an appropriately tagged post they could have just ignored instead of bending over, trying to prove me wrong and flip the table calling elriels boy moms. This is another perfect example of when to use the phrase, “the call is coming from inside the house”

maybe anon, don’t bother lecturing me and instead share this “insightful” message with your own groups bcs they need to learn to stay in their tags. Not us.

Ridiculous BS always gets talked about idk what to tell you its been like that from the beginning of time, my blog is literally called “my place to rant” wtf did you think that meant? Here - take your advice and block the elriel content you dont want to see.

Thank God, Quality over quantity. I love every single elriel post in the tags so im doing just fine. My bad - do you want me to cry over the loss of not having random people including yourself not ship elriel or create elriel content? I think Ill manage just fine. I don’t blams you all. Not everyone has iconic, good taste. Have fun shipping the ships you like which clearly you must currently find boring bcs instead of taking the time to enjoy your ships’ content - you spent it here. Writing out a useless message to an elriel tryna act cool & unbothered which btw you failed at doing 🫶

[andampersandampersand]

Ah, my apologies- Hadn't seen you there. Ahem.

Hello, my name is; and, I am a Grade 4 Fixer.

This is my "blog" or such, I'm not sure yet what the word means, but I won't query. As stated, I am a fixer—of the Office Duke—and a veteran too. If you'd like to know more, simply ask. I will answer when free off work. I think that is all? Probably. Good day. (more info about & and me, the creator, under the read-more!)

(ooc time now >:3 so, uh... hihi! ^w^ this is my oc & (pronounced as it is seen, spelled as it is written) and he/they live in the city :0 thats Project Moon's The City to be precise, from such games as Limbus Company, Library of Ruina, and Lobotomy Corporation)

(& is a "good soldier" (read: mind-bogglingly obedient to higher authority) and a smoke war veteran with a few tricks up his sleeve and has an odd quality of stuffing "puns" in where they shouldnt go (might need to add periods or remove commas for them to work)(read: & has an odd quality of... my name is &. i am a grade 4 fixer... etc. etc.), but other than that? welllll i guess his big secret is that... >:3 i wont give it all away at the moment... merhehehehehe... youll have to... titter, titter, askblog me! hahahahahahahahaha..........fuck)

(as for the askblog itself... if youre gonna be nsfw, go easy on it? hold back a bit, yknow? thanks i think... uhm... also... chill with gore... also... I HAVENT EVEN STARTED CANTO SIX YET AAAAAAA AAAAAAA AAAAAAA STOP RUSHING ME!!!! D: D: D: its so bad... theyre gonna kill me im so behind... anyways so ya i guess... spoil me if you want but like... slowly... (but i dont care about ruina or lobcorp spoilers really but idk so!! so??)

(as for myself... im this blogs owner! im a touch new to tumblr, a touch newer to askblogs (of which this is as you could guess), and dont know any of the other pmoon askblogger/RPers so please treat me kind /w\ thats not all yet, right..? ah... hrm.... i go by any and all pronouns outside of the RPs/asks! and will try my best to stay active-ish... but... this is, geez... really scary >~< so please be patient with me? maybe? just a bit?)

(ooh! ooh! and, one last thing!!! i will, if i work through my unmedicated fugue state long enough, be writing a fanfiction with & (and other such pmoon OCs, none of which im likely to make a blog for right now yet) and if that happens ill certainly post a link but for now i might just write snippets of his backstory?? idk?? okie thats all now baibaiiiii ^w^w^w^w& )

(...guess ill go pester someone through their asks now... wish me luck, chat :saluting_face: )

(edit: tags to note! &sk blog, reblog ch&in, & short stories, nonc&non (wild ramblings from me, the mod of the blog, probably about &, maybe from their perspective), & some quotes (quotes i think are relevant to; and, would like to share), & some stories (for the short short short stories i release about him infrequently))

[gingerpeachtea]

2, 8 & 37 for the meme for fic writers

2. Is there a trope you’ve yet to try your hand at, but really want to?

AOUGHH idk!! i feel like i can’t think of tropes off the top of my head for some reason?? fwb to lovers might be a fun challenge :3 on a completely unrelated note i need to reread sleeping with the opposition

8. Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

AOUGHH okay so like. all the snippets i wanted to use for this are from something's in your eyes BUT i don't want to spoil that fic SOOOO have this excerpt from my moulin rouge post-canon satine lives fic :3

“If there were reason to worry, I would tell you,” Satine said. A tone slithered into Christian’s voice. A twinge of bitterness, not rare from him, but seldom directed towards her. He looked down to his own hands, where the wood’s edge dully bit into the flesh of his palm, his fingers curled around the backrest’s frame. “Months, we were together, and you made every effort to hide how sick you were from me.” “From everyone,” Satine corrected. “It was no more hidden from you than it was from anyone else.” She would’ve recoiled, were Christian’s reaction born from anything other than fear. But she knew better. Christian hung his head and sighed. “How can I trust that you won’t hide it again?”

37. Talk about your current wips.

YIPPIEEEEE okay SO i technically have somewhere between 10-30 wips rn so i’ll just talk about my two faves.

one is THEEEEE graceland wip of all time, something’s in your eyes, and it’s about an op gone wrong that forces the house to Make Connections about mike’s childhood (ft. poly graceland of course. because i have brain worms). it’s been in the editing stage for SOOOOOO freakishly long. it’s my BABY i’m so proud of it and i’ll probably cry the day i post it. there are So many lines in it that i’ll never be able to get out of my head and i’m going to post about it soooooo much once it’s finally posted.

the other wip i wanna talk about is (TENTATIVELY!!!!!!!! POTENTIALLY!!!!!! MAYBE!!!!! POSSIBLY!!!!) titled burning suns, it’s my first moulin rouge fic!!! and it’s just me projecting my problems issues etc onto satine but chronically ill post-canon satine is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO crucial TO MEEEEEEE<3333333 she survives her original fate but not without consequence and that is its own kind of tragedy!!!

(40 questions meme for fic writers!)

[matoitech]

tagged by @keymintt thank you!

rules: make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. tag as many people as you have wips. people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, then post a little snippet or tell them something about it!

oh man! ok so i dont rly have a dedicated wip folder. my wips are unfoldered until i complete them, and then maybe once a year (usually either at the end of the year, or in august after art fight) ill go through my files and throw stuff thats completed into folders, leaving the wips out. so i got.. a lot. ill stick to stuff thats like something i actively want to complete at some point and not just shit thats There and idk what to do with it yet, or warmups i dont plan on finishing, which narrows it down considerably

i use a lot of random button mashing for file names so i was rly surprised that these file names dont rly follow that format? funny

angieeee

arrrkkrrryyy meeee

beastymode

blue downfall

blue redr

blueeyyy mt man

born to lose

bullsaber

cathedral ref

cheetaaah buff 1

chibi kaski

chibi level

chibi zag

cock bridge

dbz kaisa

die 4 me

even tho im depressed

feed da beast

heaven wo u

kaaiissaa

kai kai angel

kaskiii

kingcheetah 2

lily pad 2

lion taking it easy

lionn adoptu

lionnn warmup

mmggh

poororr

rag snake

sheeeppp

SLAYYYYTER

swiss cheese

tylerrr

whale & whaleee (these r two seperate files but theyre an attempt at the same thing and right next to each other so)

whats wrong

wormhole

zag royal

i dont even have this many mutuals lol uhh feel free to do this and say i tagged u!

[thebigqueer]

omg new year new fun tag game. ty for the tag!! this looks fun

1. how many works do you have on AO3?

49 currently but i have deleted or orphaned some so it could be more than that

2. what’s your total AO3 word count?

187454

3. what fandoms do you write for?

only riordanverse. i’ve considered writing for adventure time but i just don’t have enough passion for it

4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Soft Touches in the Darkness (valgrace one shot)

moonlight (valgrace one shot)

Promise? (solangelo one shot)

Lost Voices (solangelo tartarus fic)

Secrets Uncovered in the Firelight (solangelo one shot)

5. do you respond to comments?

no cuz i’m shy 😭 but i do sometimes if someone’s comment is particularly exciting or i like a take. i do always always appreciate the comments though they make me happy <333

6. fic with angstiest ending?

hmm… i would say Bottle the World (arcane au valgrace snippet) or Flaming Eyes (leo & jason)

7. fic with happiest ending?

probably New Year, Old Beginnings (valgrace secret santa au).

8. do you get hate on fics?

no not really. & i’m thankful for that!!

9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?

not publicly i don’t 🤭 but if you were to look through my docs there’s probably like one sexy piece with my ocs. idk if it counts as smut cuz they don’t actually do anything... it’s just toxic lesbian horny rage nothing really happens lol

10. do you write crossovers? what’s the craziest one you’ve ever written?

i don’t really but i do have an arcane au. it’s not really a crossover i just kind of made up a plot for pjo characters based on the end of arcane lol. (arcane au snippets) WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED someone once asked me to do a (crackfic) she-ra & pjo crossover but i can't find the link unfortunately...

11. have you ever had a fic stolen?

i don’t think so

12. have you ever had a fic translated?

nah

13. have you ever co-written a fic before?

yes but weve only posted 2 before. all the other co-written fics never got finished unfortunately

14. what’s your all time favorite ship?

honestly i don't have one i think it really depends on my mood and what im reading at the moment.

15. what’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

ARCANE AU 😭 MY POOR ARCANE AU IM SORRY 😭 it's not that i wont write it its just that its never going to be coming out in full its all gonna be in one shots because i have 0 energy. also i had this one "immortal" au i tried writing a while ago and i still like the concept just not the characters i used at the time but i dont think ill write it again

16. what are your writing strengths?

i write a lot (as in my word counts are high per fic) but i dont really consider it a strength because i don't think length equates to the quality of a fic. a fic is good even if its short or long, and i like short fics more beacuse i feel like im feeling just as much in a shorter amount of time but other people might prefer long fics. its about what you write about and how you do it, not about length. ive also been told im pretty good at integrating introspection with dialogue but idk.

17. what are your writing weaknesses?

also plot. it's like the fics that have a really dense and thought-out plot are the ones i never get to finish cuz i get too intimmidated after i finish planning them. i'll always plan them out in bullet points and then even when im almost done planning them out i just give up at the last minute and then never get them done lol. maybe one day i'll finally write something. i think if the plot isn't too dense then it's better off

18. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

i think it's cool. i don't think i've done it yet but maybe i will one day.

19. first fandom you wrote for?

percy jackson. it was a solangelo fic in first person on wattpad 💀 WAITT SCRATCH THAT. when i was in 2nd grade me & bff at the time LOVED the rainbow magic books so i think we wrote something that was similar in plot to that. that was a banger series

20. favorite fic you’ve written?

i really liked "Stay. For Once." (lost trio fic) because it was my first time writing something for the lost trio and even though looking back i might change some things i think i really loved writing about them & thinking about their dynamic. i also really liked "Stars Bursting Across His Lips" (valgrace one-shot) not because i actually like the fic itself that much but it was really fun to write cuz i think driving on a highway at night is the sexiest most erotic most romantic thing anyone can do. i dont think i have a true favorite though.

tagging: @crushing-on-nico-di-angelo @perachel-heretic and anyone else who wants to do it. no pressure though

20 questions for fic writers

tagged by @mrv3000

1. how many works do you have on Ao3? 195

2. what's your total Ao3 word count? 403 068

3. what fandoms do you write for? percy jackson and the olympians, heroes of olympus, trials of apollo, kane chronicles, magnus chase and the gods of asgard, nevermoor, her royal highness, roots of chaos, x-men (films mostly but some comic bleedover), avatar the last airbender, the legend of korra, the kyoshi novels, marvel cinematic universe, bbc ghosts, a song of ice and fire, doctor who, the locked tomb, star wars (prequels mostly), spiderman comics, rosewood chronicles, derry girls, dc (vaguely, comics)

4. what are your top five fics by kudos?

rot with all the burnouts in the cell (dc marvel crossover)

oh my brother, my brother, my brother (who have you become in the wake of all that's happened?) (star wars timetravel)

breezeblocks bricking up my heart (my take on a dadneto reveal)

water into wine (five times percy was the son of dionysus and one time he was the son of poseidon)

5. do you respond to comments? i do my best

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

that's relative and i have so many fics that this probably isn't accurate but by my own measure it's probably don't want to fight the tide (nevermoor fic, being immortal sucks)

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

again that's relative but i'd say there's a million roads to rediscover (pjo/hoo five times jason missed his sister, and one time he saw her again)

8. Do you get hate on fics?

occasionally i get like smarmy comments like one on a certain fic that the timeline didn't line up (it did + i had page references + it was tagged canon divergence anyway) but not really

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

i have one so ig lesbian threesomes??

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

i write so many crossovers i love putting characters in situations. probably rot with all the burnouts in the cell since it involved a ton of drama

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i'm aware of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

i think one of them but i can't remember which one. (technically this is studying) i'm trying to translate a few of my drabbles into scots gaelic

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

in part like it got started and then i got ghosted before anything else happened

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

the couple i've written the most about is a tie between morridence, fierrochase, and jadie, but i'd say i get the most feelings about ruegard

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Great the Roman is coming up to its third year anniversary this month and i only hit the halfway point a few months ago so we'll see

16. What are your writing strengths?

lesbians. probably emotional stuff if i'm being serious

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

plot. its part of the reason i only do oneshots about 1k-3k but i'd like to work on more big fics. part of the reason was i started a bunch back in 2021 and i'm still working on two of them

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

one of my fics has some dialogue in scots gaelic but i cannot remember for the life of me if its supposed to be 'S ann or 'S e form and its haunting me

19. First fandom you wrote for?

fun fact: i originally wrote on wattpad and published a fierrochase fic on the release day of the hammer of thor. it's called fierrochase and it Sucks but it might actually be the first one ever which is fun if not slightly haunting

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

well you don't know me. but i know you it's a asoiaf time travel fic from the pov of people who don't know. i feel like i really pushed myself with characterisation on it

tagging people who i think write fic @tragedykery @lesmiserablol @oh-hush-its-perfect @thebigqueer @aphrodititi @ethannku @speedytherandom

[raysofcrosby]

What are your upcoming fics going to be about??

phew, putting this together actually makes me feel like i need to write asap bc ik i've talked about literally every single one of these 💀 but you'll find them beneath the cut!! <3333

i have a matty fic sitting in my drafts based on the taylor swift song "you are in love" w another taylor swift song theme twist at the end ((this one may or may not be posted, i haven't decided yet))

the next bonus ch of wltay is based on ethan's move to usntdp and will include a brief summary of his first year ((when he went, how that all happened, the first time ethan got a lil bratty w caroline)) but mainly the beginning of his second year, how caroline's faring w it since matt's in season, ethan's in michigan and she's got scarlett, payson and oliver, a sadish moment w caroline and then a nice ethan surprise matt helps w 🥰

an all too well (tv) based song fic w sidney crosby, i think the song kind of says everything for itself 💀

a sid series i posted a slight summary and character intros here, that partially ties into his all too well (tv) fic and is about a girl who loses her parents the fall of her senior year of college and ultimately becomes the guardian to her two younger sisters, has to put graduation on hold and basically losing her dream. sid is coming off of the end of the relationship the all too well (tv) fic is and is feeling kind of at a dead end road and they cross paths and voila ya ((im bad at summaries but just read the link i promise its better))

a sequel to my tyson jost fic one love, one kiss, one drink, one song, all you that just follows up on the next steps in the lives of tyson and clementine 🥰 hint: wedding and possible offspring 👀 ((and yes its still an avs josty gif, but ill find a wild one whenever i get around to posting))

a tkachuk brothers series inspired by the summer i turned pretty!! book one ((the summer i turned pretty)) will be called, between the lines!! 🥰 maybe bc i might change it idk lol– like either the series will be called between the lines, or the first book i haven't really decided yet but i posted a small snippet here

[hello-yue-here]

thank you @chiptrillino for tagging me in a wip game!

not quite sure what the rules are but based off of your AMAZING POST OF ART WIPS (check it out here yall chip is so talented) ive decided to just share some parts of my writing wips that i rlly like because i cannot draw whatsoever lmao

enjoy some lil snippets hehe

from heart don't stand a chance:

"Zuko couldn’t get over her eyes. She was looking past the camera towards the man who took it. Zuko could see clear as day the love she held for Sokka in her gaze.

It was a perfect moment that Sokka had captured. No wonder held it with him at all times. If someone had looked at Zuko like that, he’d never want to see anything again.

As he took in the photograph, Sokka sat next to him in silence. His hand was clutching the ring around his neck again in his fist, pressing it close to his mouth as he peered over Zuko’s shoulder to look. Zuko turned to him to compliment the picture and saw a sad fondness lingering in his eyes."

this is a scene i wrote a while ago thats gonna appear in a much later chapter. but yeah. more yue angst for you guys im so sorry.

from i love you (and that's all i really know):

"Mister Sokka," a little voice wishpered in his ear as he felt tiny pokes on his cheek, "Wake up Mister Sokka."

"Good morning to you too Izumi," Sokka responded wearily as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. He looked towards the little girl who was standing on her tippy toes to see over the edge of the bed and poke his face until he rose.

She smiled at him once she realized he was awake.

"Can we have pancakes?" She asked shyly, hiding her mouth just below the edge of the bed as she looked up at him with hopeful eyes.

That look was going to be dangerous for him later on, he could aready tell.

"Sure thing, Izumi, just let me sleep for five more minutes, mkay?" He asked as he shut his eyes again. He was exhausted from last nights events, and the sun had barely risen. How did Zuko do this?"

this is a scene from the next chapter of this fic. so much sokka and izumi bonding you guys are gonna explode hehehe.

from cherry (the mailee fic i wont shut up about that is now a whopping 19 pages):

"Mai never had to guess with Ty Lee. She always knew when Ty Lee was happy about something because she would use an obnoxious amount of exclamation points. She would send gifs of people or cartoons making outlandish expressions whenever she wanted to react to Mai’s text with a specific facial expression. Sometimes Ty Lee would even send voice memos whenever her thoughts became too long, or she got too excited about a story that her fingers couldn’t type as fast as she could speak."

hehe i love mailee.

from yours (the mailee sorority fic that i promise i did not forget about):

"Mai lifted her head off the pillow again and met Zuko’s eyes. She studied his impassive expression, trying to figure out if he was joking or not. He did seem like he missed Mai and Azula, so maybe he did really just want to catch up with them.

But Mai wasn’t going to give up a golden opportunity like this.

“Tell us everything about the boy toy as well and you’ve got yourself a deal,” Mai said.

Zuko rolled his eyes and sighed, “Ugh, fine. And his name is Sokka by the way.”

“Nuance. You also have to wake up Azula.”

“No chance in hell,” Zuko scoffed, “You’re the roommate and her fellow ‘pong princess,’ wake-up duty is all yours.”

“If she murders me, it’s your fault. She’s a bitch when she’s hungover.”

“Whatever you say, Mai,” Zuko grinned before returning back to his phone."

i have decided that zuko is a little shit for this fic and no one can stop me.

from Where'd All the Time Go? (the yuekka fic that i have severe writers block with that i also promis i have not forgotten about):

"“Sokka I really think you need to take a moment and-”

“I am fine Aang, I don’t have time for a feelings talk right now. Right now I need to find the fucking chief of this damn place.” His words came out harsher than he meant, but he didn’t have the time to dwell on that.

Before Sokka could run off again to continue his search, a hand grabbed his arm. One of Arnook’s advisors, Malina, had started dragging him towards the podium.

“Do you not realize how late you are for this Sokka? The ceremony was supposed to begin with your speech nearly an hour ago-” she hissed at him as she pulled him along through the crowd.

“Malina I’m sorry but I really need to speak with Arnook it is urgent-”

“This damn speech of yours is what’s urgent right now Sokka, you can speak with Arnook later but the guests are getting antsy so you need to give your speech right. Now.”

“But-”

“Now.”

Maline shoved Sokka towards the podium and suddenly all eyes were on him. Every guest in attendance had their focus solely on Sokka."

homeboy is stressed in this scene. things are slowly going to shit in this chapter. i promise i will update this before the end of the year. i swear. im so sorry.

from a currently untitled jetko/sukka boiling rock fic:

"“Oh good, you survived after all,” She said in a mocking tone.

Jet didn’t answer. He knew anything he said would be used against him. He didn’t know where he was. He didn’t know what was happening. But he would be damned if he showed that weakness in front of the fire nation.

“I was told you were more talkative than this,” the girl mused. There was something familiar about her, “my informants were very detailed when discussing your little teashop romance.”

I knew it. Jet snarled in his mind, That bastard betrayed me."

i want this fic to be a little darker but idk how good i am at writing darker fics because i love fluff and humor too much. this could be good angst practice for me.

from a toph and sokka fic that i wrote a while back to help me cope w some shit that i dont know if ill ever post:

"“Sokka? Are you still there?” Toph asked, the slightest hint of concern began to slip into their voice

“Tell me a story,” he was trembling. Despite all of his efforts to sound calm, he knew his voice came out trembling and scratchy and pathetic-

“Is everything okay? You don’t sound too hot,” Toph said through the phone.

Breathe, Sokka, breathe. You don’t want them to be worried, you just need to calm down.

“Please, Toph, I just,” he said through shaky breaths that weren’t nearly deep enough for him to be getting enough oxygen, “I just need a distraction. I just need to hear your voice okay?”"

nonbinary toph anyone?

from a 10 things i hate about you kataang and zukka au:

"“What? Something on my face?” the guy asked deadpanned. He rubbed at his scar as if he were wiping off a smudge of mustard, and Aang’s face went pale.

“Stop scaring the sophomores Zuko, this one’s new. He won’t get your… humor… just yet,” Ms. Wu said as she waved Aang off again.

“I’m hurt that you’d imply I’m not funny, Wu. I’m hilarious,” the senior, Zuko, said as he walked past Aang.

Aang let out a sigh of relief knowing that this Zuko guy didn’t seem all that offended by his awkwardness, and darted out of the room."

zuko is a little shit part 2. the amount of sarcasm i have dripping off of heath ledger zuko is glorious. let zuko be a little shit. i havent added to this in months but when i finish some of my other wips i cant wait to get back to this.

i have more wips and drafts saved but none of them have anything juicy or funny or interesting yet because all of them are like less than three pages so far

but yeah, heres a good chunk of sneaky peakys from my wips!

I hope you liked them!

anyone who wants to do this can totally go for it. imma tag @ambykinns @lumities and @flowers-inthepieshop (only if you all want too!!) because this was fun :)

[milktrician-hell]

oh heres a snippet of y0 majima and y4 saejima meeting under the cut. idk if ill ever finish/continue it? if i do ill probably post it on ao3 or something

Saejima squints at sunlight that’s awoken him, and it takes him a bit before the smell of the city hits. It’s then his stomach drops, because he’s not supposed to be here—how did he get here? Did someone knock him out while he was leaving Purgatory?

He grips his hand on the nearby wall to get himself off the ground, patting his pockets making sure he wasn’t robbed while he was sleeping in this alley he’s landed in. Nothing seemed to be stolen, and he’s glad to still have the money Kiryu-san had given him. He peeks out the alley, slightly relaxing at the fact that there’s no cops in sight. But it only makes him wonder how he was dragged here in the first place, given that it’s a long way from the depths of West Park to whatever alley he’s landed in. Another question in the pile he’s desperate to get answered.

In his brief investigation however, he wonders how he’s managed to miss the body in the other corner of the alley. Slowly approaching the man he’s glad to see he’s still breathing, despite the old bruises on the man’s cheek. The guy’s got some fancy steel toed shoes and a nice suit, not to mention the long hair tied into a ponytail revealing an eye patch still strapped to his face. It’s an odd ensemble, yet something about him feels familiar. He just can’t put his finger on it.

It only takes a small shake for the man to shoot awake, eye darting all over the alley before landing on him.

“Hey, are ya alright?” Saejima asks, and it worries him a little the amount of alarm that’s all over the man’s face right now, “Found ya lyin’ here next to me, er—”

“You gotta be kiddin’ me.” Majima says, standing up and backing away from him. A hand reaching into his suit jacket and slowly drawing a knife, “This ain’t real—you’re not real.”

Saejima can only stare, trying to make sense of the three versions of his sworn brother in his head. The one he remembers never showing up, the next described living in luxury by Hamazaki...and the third. The one that’s staring at him like he’s a ghost.

“...The fuck happen to you, bro?” is all he can think of saying, disregarding any idea to how he thought this would go,

“Th-This is a dream.” Majima mumbles out underneath his breath, holding the knife defensively in front of him, “That shady drug test must be makin’ me hallucinate now or somethin’. ”

It’s like he’s not even there.

But it doesn’t stop him from reaching out, because what Majima’s saying is true. This could all just be a dream, or what Hamazaki told him was all a lie. Or maybe he’s just delirious enough to see some sort of version of his sworn brother. And Majima’s single eye darts to where Saejima’s hand is near his own shoulder. Before he knows it, Saejima is dodging out of the way of a blade.

For the next few seconds all he can do is strafe out of the way, occasionally being nicked by the extended reach of Majima’s knife. It’s almost like being knocked back several decades to the times where they sparred with each other. Sensing a mix of the old style he falls in sync with and the new tricks up Majima’s sleeve that trip him up. He’s almost too fast to read at points.

He’s backed up too far now, and with the opening of the alley coming up behind him. The thought of a cop coming and arresting them both springs him into the offensive.

Saejima waits for Majima to pull back from another attack to strike, silently hoping he’ll see his wind up and dodge in time. But it hits right in the gut. And for the split second as his other fist connects with Majima’s jaw, he considers the blind spot in his brother’s left eye.

“Is that real enough for you?” he demands

[st4rm41d]

top 10 musics - commentary

ok i wanted to keep the other post relatively clutter-free but also i kinda just wanna type rn so im gunna talk abt why i love each of those songs

besitos - this is my favorite song. ever. its hard and fast. but theres such a deep pain expressed in the song like, that can only be expressed when screaming this shit out. its also like, fun, through the whole thing! snippets of a life thats exciting and full of picturesque moments, and a romance thats beautiful but flawed. Anyway. I like it. come hang out in san diego. we have backyard parties youre not invited to, nasty falls off your skateboard.

even flow - this is the oldest song on this list, and i heard it when i was really young, maybe like 6th grade? part of my dads music collection, it is just such a nice, beautiful song that resolves some beautiful chords from the metal verses to the just smooth and sweet choruses. the solo is wonderful classic rock. You should listen to the entire album, its literally just like. each song is about a different neurodivergent person and theyre all really emotional. ill still cry if i listen to Jeremy or Black. even flow just slaps the hardest

a match into water - hey. welcome back to ptv. your so is gunna kill themself. go write a song about it

professional griefers - i wanted to give some EDM a shoutout on this playlist, and nothing gets me hype like this one. fuckin. mecha battles. drone racing. hacking. any intense, technicolor animatic can be made to this. i first heard this in the viddy game asphalt 8 when i was a kid, and it made me get into deadmau5. plus gerard way is singing, so like, whats better than that? 

dang!!!!! - lets calm down a second. two birds with one stone, bc both anderson paak and mac miller are featured here. the funky rhythms of paak combined with macs lyrics are just unstoppable. this song is being in love in the summer. plus “i just eat pussy, other people need food” is a great line. mac lived on that respect women juice. fuckin. rip

disco yes - another song thats great for a summer night party. infinite good vibes from our jazzy boy tom. the funkiest bass line that carries the whole song while the guitar adds a knowing smirk from you to ur crush. theres like no way to feel bad while listening to this!

angels - chance smiles so hard while opening this song you can hear it!! what the fuck!! the whole song is just about being happy and loving the people around you like idk its just really sweet and i love it <3

for sale? - yeah ok ok i know it opens really weird, if you arent listening to ‘to pimp a butterfly’ straight through. kendrick is in the depths of his drug abuse here, and just finished singing the hit song ‘alright’. hes being confronted by the devil, being tempted by evil...and yet it sounds like a love song!! lucy is just chillin, hes right behind kendrick, and has been his whole life. but thats the thing - its so easy to fall victim to evil, and it doesnt feel bad, it feels like love. (plus, thundercat is playing bass. thats important for later)

telegraph ave - lets go back to SF. i lived there over the summer and it was unforgettable. i felt like i was dreaming, but everything was so real the same time. and this song feels the same way. its late at night and youre driving to see someone. youre in love. but its kinda falling apart. do you really matter to that person? youre in your twenties but not sure abt anything? youre surounded by this city, but youre alone.

a fans mail - lets end this playlist with a beautiful song from the fucking bass prodigy that is thundercat. catgirl anthem bitch. just. chill out. everything is ok. theres nothing to worry about, and this song feels like laying in a patch of sunlight on a soft carpet on a summer day without any cares.

anyway if you got this far, uh,, thanks? just some ramblings on these songs. theyre important to me.

[dreamingofketchup]

wip meme

rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. pick out the title that most intrigues you, or interests you and i’ll post a little snippet of it or tell you something about it!!

thanks a bunch @leecherish i would not only die but i would live for you

so i have a thousands of wips so im only gonna pick some real Gööd ones. and also i don’t like rules so i will write about them without y’all having to ask (if you want to tho, i can show actual quotes)

so here we go

and while i’m at it i tag @loktoria @loperap and @tveckling hell yeah

also none of these are actual titles, i am taking my shitty file names

puppet au: based on this fanart which i absolutely adore; written from hidan’s pov. it was planned to be a multichapter fic, with lots of action - clear to see why i abandoned it YEET. i still love the idea of this au. maybe i will come back to it when i have more experience in telling longer stories

shut up and dance with me: venom doesn’t know how to dance but it is very curious about it so eddie has to show how it works. it is cute and big gay yeehaw

salieri big gay: an short MOR piece, with mozart persuading salieri to play some music for him but it ends with salieri on the verge of an anxiety attack. good fun times

fuck despicable deadpool: self explanatory file name, i violently hate and detest the cable vs deadpool chapters of despicable deadpool so this was meant to be a fix-it sort. doubt it will ever be finished but spite fueled me to start writing it. god, i hate how they wrote cable there

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (i didn’t count how many hs did i use but approx this is the right amount): poetry focusing on cable, exploring his illness, his relationship with time and with others, and his own mental health 

gay (another self explanatory file name DSFDGF): a drabble of cable thinking about his relationship with wade

how many layers of symbolism are you on: good old stuff from the naruto times, basically a fun little writing practice with an excessive amount of dream imagery and symbolism, focusing on kakuzu’s past and present. 

noble au: idk why this is titled noble au while it is more of a gothic horror or something but nevermind. in terms of ideas it is a collaboration between me & @haku-buntaicho, an overwatch au with roadhog being some kind of a vampire lord and junkrat a thief and you know. it’s gay. my outlines are not really collected, haven’t yet settled on a final plot but once i have it it is over for you bitches (i don’t really have quotes to post for this in case anyone would have asked bc my file is mostly the various outlines collected)

[aetherknit]

IT WAS ILY RIGHT I NEED CLOSURE

smirks

ANSWERING FIC ASKS UNDER THE CUT

yes it was i love you......... sighs. i am so weak for unspoken i love yous

no worries!! idm at all. if ur referring to the quackity torture then yeah george does Not know -- i kinda feel like c!george is pretty fuzzy on everything thats happened post-imprisonment because of his long lapses of sleep and unreality. and the fic takes place inside of a dream, so Dream doesnt have to bear any of the physical characteristics of it! i dont think this is what ur question is about but while im here ill say that dream's treatment of tommy is slightly altered in god & king because i want his redemption Very badly and i think hes maybe reached an irredeemable point in canon lmfao. (the canon divergent tag is mostly about the "promise" that dreamxd and george made).

THANK U SO MUCH!!! my personal favorite part of the fic is definitely the "i don't want you" line so the kiss scene is a big fav<3333 tysm for the ask (and sorry for the longwinded response NVJFDKNSB)

some of these are about the snippet but i just want to say thank you thank you THANK YOU!!!! i cannot emphasize enough how much ur feedback matters to me. writing is a very personal thing and i am holding ur hands tenderly

i cannot emphasize enough that i would break whatever canon storylines necessary to give smp dnf their happy ending in god + king. like i will do Whatever it takes. for me god + king is entirely about love and redemption, so its very very important to me...... i just dont fully know how theyll get there yet :sob: canon has been kind of stagnant lately and idk where it fully diverges

[sundayswithshan]

190113

good morning i opened tumblr and it told me that my pictures from prom many years ago were taken down for being adult content and im screaming

look at me, actually writing on a sunday. aren’t you proud?

i have so much to tell you about! long post ahead!

GUESS what is comin up!! my birthday!! my bday is on tuesday the 15th and i am so stoked. still young enough to where birthdays are exciting. if possible, i’d like to know if you’re still here.. if you made the move to this blog with me. last year, you posted a playlist on my birthday. if nothing else, could you do that again this year please? I really love your music taste, so i’d love to have some new music from you on tuesday. maybe with some blue emoji or smth so i know its for me. but if not or if you’re feeling extra fancy... perhaps a selfie? or maybe a lil snippet of you singing? and if you want to erase all my doubts about you not being here.. a snippet of you singing my favorite song, hey there delilah, would melt my heart and chase away every inkling of a doubt. or a selfie with like....... idk? your hand.. somewhere in the frame. I’m blanking on specific ideas. but do smth with your hand i guess. that’s if you want to, of course. i’m honestly just listing things i would love for my birthday.. things you could get away with. if you’re still here. if you’re still waitin for me. i sure hope you are... bc i’m still here for you. i’m down to make this work. i miss you.

i have such a busy week ahead of me. and on top of it all, the weather has been giving me terrible allergies. it’s not brutally cold like it was this time last year (we’ve gotten no snow yet! which is a good thing given the fact that i live on the coast in southeastern georgia) but its been everything else. cold, hot, rainy, windy, sunny, you name it. and the changes of weather have been brutal for my poor lil body. but i’ve got cedar-scented candles burnin and a cup of coffee in my hand so i feel pretty good. Plus I always feel good on sundays. It’s the Lord’s day.

I’m currently waiting for the rain to stop so I can walk over to a coffeeshop.. i’m going to a further one than the normal one bc the normal one is packed out the door on sundays due to their brunch menu and raging popularity with SCAD students. there’s another one closer as well but I’m opting for the 0.7 mile walk each way because I need to get some fresh air and exercise today! 

But as far as how I’m doing... much better. I was having struggles with work but the other day they announced that they’re going to have hot food in the break room for employees all day so now I’m stoked. Is it bad that free food motivated me enough to not quit my job? I’m a simple gal. I like good food, and I like not paying for it.

Also my friend has super smash bros ultimate, and whenever I have time I go play 1v1 with him to hone my skills. I beat him last week for the first time ever. he’s really good. so i felt REALLY good about that. you’ve never mentioned playing smash before but I like knowing I’m hella good at video games so I can DESTROY you. blue heart emoji.

and i got through my first week of classes! they seem promising! not tooooo difficult yet, and the timings work out nicely, because I can go to the gym every day during the week! i’m getting back in shape bro. i’m taking this semester by the HORNS.

oh, and jae, happy 1mil on twitter! that’s awesome!!! i’m so proud of you! keep being inspirational and lifting the lives and spirits of so many people! oh and that oneus album is DOPE. its just mainstream EDM, which I’m always glad to see you getting into. Hopefully this gateways you into real EDM. great recommendation! thank u kanye, very cool!

oh and i joined a dance group again FINALLY! it’s “fusion” dance as she calls it, which is exactly what i’ve done my whole life... a blend of jazz, lyrical, modern, and ballet. i can’t go to practice monday bc of work but i have blocked off mondays since then so ill be able to make them all. i’m so excited to dance again.

i think that’s all i’ve got to say right now. my cousin comes in tonight and is gonna be here all week. we’re supposed to be filming a music video but i’m having difficulty with the scheduling atm. i have a meeting with the crew later today to discuss it all. wish me luck.

thus concludes my last post at this age!

see you soon!

-shan

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coming home - seven lions hey there delilah - plain white t’s flame of love - taemin ghost of you - 5sos lift me from the ground - san holo (you’d like san. he’s a dj that plays guitar at his live sets. so its guitar edm. and he’s so sweet. he owns a duck. we’re friends on facebook for some reason) bassline kickin - pegboard nerds (this is a classic edm bop from my high school days for my cute gateway edm boy. learn to appreciate the classics)