#misha briar

[gwyns]

oh misha briar... no one will ever understand you like i do

[briar-loves-fire]

Saw a squishmallow at the store named "Mischa" who's profession is designing roller coasters. Coincidence? I think not.

[pupsmailbox]

NEUTRAL LEANING MASC NAMES︰ abner.　 abram.　 adam.　 adrian.　 alex.　 alistair.　 andreas.　 ariel.　 arlen.　 arley.　 arlo.　 ash.　 atlas.　 auden.　 august.　 austin.　 avery.　 bailey.　 baron.　 barrett.　 baylor.　 beauden.　 bee.　 bellamy.　 bennett.　 blair.　 blaise.　 bowen.　 brayden.　 brendan.　 bronson.　 bryce.　 byron.　 caius.　 caleb.　 callahan.　 callan.　 calloway.　 callum.　 camden.　 cameron.　 carlin.　 carson.　 casey.　 cassian.　 chandler.　 chase.　 cody.　 cole.　 connolly.　 corban.　 corwin.　 cyrus.　 dallas.　 damion.　 damon.　 daniel.　 darius.　 davis.　 dawson.　 daylon.　 denver.　 desmond.　 devin.　 doran.　 dorian.　 drew.　 elian.　 elias.　 ellery.　 ellison.　 emery.　 ethan.　 evan.　 ezra.　 fallen.　 farren.　 finley.　 ford.　 foster.　 gabriel.　 gannon.　 garner.　 gavin.　 gentry.　 graham.　 greer.　 griffin.　 guthrie.　 harley.　 harlow.　 hartley.　 hayden.　 henley.　 henry.　 heron.　 hollis.　 hunter.　 ian.　 irving.　 isaiah.　 jace.　 james.　 jameson.　 jared.　 jeremiah.　 joel.　 jonah.　 joran.　 jordan.　 jory.　 josiah.　 jovian.　 jude.　 julian.　 juno.　 justus.　 kalen.　 kamden.　 kay.　 kayden.　 keaton.　 kellan.　 keller.　 kelly.　 kendon.　 kieran.　 kit.　 kylan.　 landry.　 lane.　 lennon.　 leslie.　 levi.　 leyton.　 liam.　 linden.　 lowell.　 luca.　 madden.　 marley.　 marlow.　 marshall.　 martin.　 mason.　 mathias.　 mercer.　 merritt.　 micah.　 miles.　 miller.　 milo.　 morgan.　 morrie.　 morrison.　 nate.　 nevin.　 nick.　 nicky.　 nico.　 nicolas.　 noah.　 noel.　 nolan.　 oren.　 orion.　 owen.　 parker.　 percy.　 perrin.　 peyton.　 pierce.　 porter.　 preston.　 quincy.　 quinn.　 reece.　 reid.　 reign.　 rein.　 remi.　 remington.　 renley.　 riley.　 river.　 robin.　 rollins.　 ronan.　 rory.　 rowan.　 russell.　 ryan.　 rylan.　 sam.　 samuel.　 sawyer.　 saylor.　 seth.　 shiloh.　 soren.　 spencer.　 stellan.　 sterling.　 talon.　 taylor.　 thaddeus.　 thane.　 theo.　 toni.　 tracy.　 tristan.　 tyrus.　 valor.　 warner.　 wells.　 wesley.　 whitten.　 william.　 willis.　 wylie.　

NEUTRAL LEANING FEM NAMES︰ abigaël.　 abilene.　 addison.　 adrian.　 ainsley.　 alexis.　 and.　 andrea.　 arden.　 aria.　 ashley.　 aspen.　 aubrey.　 autumn.　 avery.　 avian.　 ayla.　 bailey.　 beryl.　 blair.　 blaire.　 blake.　 briar.　 brooklyn.　 brooks.　 bryce.　 cameron.　 camille.　 casey.　 celeste.　 channing.　 charlie.　 chase.　 collins.　 cordelia.　 courtney.　 daisy.　 dakota.　 dana.　 darby.　 darcy.　 delaney.　 delilah.　 devin.　 dylan.　 eden.　 eisley.　 elia.　 ellerie.　 ellery.　 ellie.　 elliot.　 elliott.　 ellis.　 ellory.　 ember.　 emelin.　 emerson.　 emery.　 evelyn.　 ezra.　 fallon.　 finley.　 fiore.　 florence.　 floris.　 frances.　 greer.　 gwenaël.　 hadley.　 harley.　 harper.　 haven.　 hayden.　 heike.　 hollis.　 hunter.　 ivy.　 jade.　 jamie.　 jocelyn.　 jordan.　 jude.　 juno.　 kelly.　 kelsey.　 kendall.　 kennedy.　 koda.　 kyrie.　 lacey.　 lane.　 leighton.　 lennon.　 lennox.　 lesley.　 leslie.　 lilian.　 lindsay.　 loden.　 logan.　 lou.　 lyric.　 madison.　 mallory.　 marinell.　 marley.　 mckenzie.　 melody.　 mercede.　 meredith.　 mio.　 misha.　 monroe.　 montana.　 morgan.　 nico.　 nova.　 oakley.　 olympia.　 owen.　 page.　 palmer.　 parker.　 pat.　 paulie.　 perri.　 petyon.　 peyton.　 phoenix.　 piper.　 priscilla.　 quinn.　 raven.　 ray.　 reagan.　 reece.　 reese.　 remi.　 remy.　 riley.　 rio.　 river.　 robin.　 rory.　 rosario.　 rowan.　 ryan.　 rylie.　 sacha.　 sage.　 sam.　 sammy.　 santana.　 sasha.　 sawyer.　 saylor.　 severin.　 shannon.　 shelby.　 shiloh.　 skye.　 skylar.　 sloane.　 sol.　 soleil.　 sterling.　 stevie.　 sutton.　 swan.　 swann.　 sydney.　 tatum.　 taylo.　 taylor.　 tracey.　 valentine.　 vanya.　 vivendel.　 vivian.　 vivien.　 wren.　 wynn.　 yael.

[crownedinmarigolds]

AND THAT IS A WRAP!! Happiest of holidays to everyone (or a great normal week for those who don't celebrate!), this is the last VTM Collaboration of the year! Wow! We've done these for a YEAR!! What an amazing group - I am so lucky to be a part of this community. This holiday season was busy with outside of internet obligations, Secret Santas, THIS - and it was still a ton of people who still participated. I love and appreciate all of you so much! I'm tagging everyone beneath the cut - have a great rest of 2024 and I hope 2025 treats you all well. <3 (I hope I adjusted heights correctly! I wanted to show off everyone the best I could!! I'm so sorry if you're not tagged properly - I think Tumblr has a limit....)

Lygota and Slaine - @totally-a-tzimisce Shirraz - @rattenprince CC and Lynx - @squiretinnion Tali - @salubri-outcast Misha, Nancy and Charlie - @m4rloe5 Lattie - @casuallycryptidcider Mina - @arc-tu-rus Skadi and Dawn - @maxahlia Briar + Walter and Lark - @wizzsp Leech and Jellybean - @kentuckycaverats Caius - @knownsome Parvati, Harrakhty, and Kahanni - me!! Magpie - @dykeferatu Alexei - @demonbones Soledad - @aztarion The Lady, Reid, and Tammy - @anarchswild Gretchen - @mortifying-macaroni Thana - squiretinnion Artemiy and Joon - @salems-lots Solomon, Melinda, Sophie, and Seth - @scribesofcalamity Aidan - art by me, but belongs to @deathandthesoul!

[into-the-cycloneverse]

⋆｡𖦹° The List ᝰ.ᐟ˚｡⋆

Ocean O'connell-Rosenberg is taken by @savannahwiththegreenest-eyes and is added! — 🗳️🌏🌊

Noel Gruber is taken by @aiden-yaps-lol and is added! — 🥀🇨🇵🚬

Misha Bachynskyi is taken by @ (your user) and is added! — 😎💸🥚🇺🇦

Ricky Potts is taken by @briar-loves-fire and is added! — 🌟🌌🌛

Jane Doe is taken by @ (your user) and is added! —❔🦁

Constance Eleanor Blackwood is taken by @urmomnasty and is added! — 🧁☁️💜

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Ezra Lamb is taken by @ (your user) and is added! — 🪄👾❗️

Penny Lamb is taken by @ (your user) and is added! — 🍵🐑💽

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Louis P. Marcus is not taken by @ (your user) and is not added!

Virgil the Rat is taken by @savannahdoe and is added!— 🎸🐀

The Amazing Karnak is taken by @ (your user) and is added!— 🔮🎢 🧿

Talaya is taken by @ (your user) and is added! — 💌🌹🇺🇦📱

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Astrid Rosenberg is not taken by @ (your user) and is not added!

Hank is taken by @vampires-aliens and is added! — 🎮🎶

Corey Ross is not taken by @ (your user) and is not added!

Trishna is taken by @oceanautismrosenberg and is added! — 🪲🧩

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In total is 16! Meaning you can well.. be one of the sixteen of the list, that aren't taken. Also if you do join and not make a post, I won't know you joined so I will change the character you chose as not taken.

Just know, if you have either done only ONE post or have not posted at all, you might be removed !

[throwupgirl]

you're gonna make me rewatch supered natural. and the thing is i'll want to skip to at least s3 :-/

if youre considering briar well i am taking u down with me.

introducing the mo supernatural episode guide for casgirls (speedrun to s4) under the cut

season 1

1x01 pilot. you kind of need that one

1x09 home. this is a secret tool that will help us (mary winchester apologists) later

1x11 scarecrow. important character happens. :)

1x12 faith. bar none best episode in all of seasons 1 thru 3 so u should watch it.

1x22 this like has the main plot so id watch to understand.

season 2

2x01 in my time of dying. whats better than this the cycle persisting

2x02 everybody loves a clown. jo :)

2x08 crossroad blues. demon deal is important.

2x13 houses of the holy. really great for sowing and also making fun of dean (clueless)

2x16 roadkill. this ones not necessary but i like the plot twist.

2x20 what is and what never should be. put that gayboy in a situation.

2x22- turn the ep on but skip after dean makes the demon deal its all u rly need to know.

season 3

all u need to know is dean has one year to live and theyre trying to get out of the deal.

3x11 mystery spot. big skip i knoww. well i love watching dean die.

3x13 ghostfacers! important to ME.

3x16 no rest for the wicked. hehehehe

from there on you are in the enlightenment period (castiel) and just skip if misha collins isnt in the opening credits <3 (except 7x10 deaths door i love 7x10 deaths door my best friend 7x19 deaths door)

if u watch 3 episodes a day (equivalent to 2 hours) you should reach the castiel era in 5 days

[aliosne]

multiples of 8 for the ask game!

What do you like LIKE me or something

8: Have you ever been in an ambulance?

Yes! Been in, but didn’t end up having to go to the hospital. Had a bad bike accident where my helmet slipped up and I whacked my temple on the pavement, and have learned from past experience that Post-Accident Briar Is Not Able To Accurately Assess Their Own Health, so I called an ambulance. Would Not Recommend.

16: Top 3 pizza toppings. Cheese doesn't count.

Pineapple, olives, mushrooms

24: Do you have vivid dreams?

YES. I’ve already told you about the strawberry that tasted suspiciously like my blanket. I’ve also had a dream about smoking a cigarette, despite never having done so irl. Also [gore cw] I have a lot of very graphic violent dreams and once had a really. Visceral one where I bit out someone’s tongue. Whee!! Most of its visual vividness, but I also get tactile/sound fairly often. I dream music fairly regularly.

32: Are you blocked by anyone to your knowledge?

Absolutely. No one that I know personally that I know of on this platform. I’ve existed on social media for almost two decades, and friendships fall apart and you annoy strangers. Sometimes im :((( but the latter I try not to get bent out of shape about.

40: Have you been a part of a bridal party?

Yep. I was my sister’s maid(ish) of honour, and like. I have been married.

48: Have you ever met any celebrities?

Yes, somehow! I’ve met Misha Collins twice, which is probably the only like. Quote unquote REAL celebrity, but Hank Cramer (American folk musician of some renown) is friends with my Mum and has had dinner at my house multiple times. She also has her Pet Olympian, Adam Kreek, who is an avid shanty singer. I’ve met Linda Rogers several times, a hometown poet of some renown.

[iboughtyouviolets]

Names: Violet or Vi. I will also respond to Beatrice, Belladonna, Jeanne, Luna, Armand, Ghost, Spirit, or Cedric. There is no way you can misgender me that matters. [they/she/he/it] I'm a fictive and compile of many things. [I am questioning if I am my own subsystem.] I use kin and fictive interchangeably for myself at times, there is a lot of overlap. Love to be called pup or kit as well as creature, ghoul, and undead thing. 💜

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Blog co-owner: 🎩 Misha/Finn (Ciel)

he/him (occasional she/her, I will let you know)

R!Ciel & O!Ciel fictive (Kuroshitsuji), Misha fictive (VNC), Juuzou Suzuya kin (Tokyo Ghoul), Kai & Gerda kin (The Snow Queen), Claudia de Pointe du Lac de Lioncourt (IWTV), Hansel and Gretel

Demon kin, angel kin, doll kin, undead kin, zombie kin, vampire kin

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I belong to the Alpha Tauri system. Host[ish] 🔮/🎨

I will always take recommendations for media pieces: books, fics, movies, shows, music, artists. Horror fan and problematic fiction enjoyer. Into vulture culture, oddities, and mortuary science.

Roles: Spiritual alter, sexual alter, creative alter, protector, trauma holder, grief counselor, fragment holder

Hypersexual kinkster

Mentally ill and will probably talk about some heavy topics. Will try to tag my posts appropriately. Note, I'm not tagging reblogs. Generally unhinged. Too self-aware for my own good. Attempting to heal.

My only DNI: minors & bigots. Don't like me, just block me. If you are respectful, we'll get along fine.

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kin types: animal shifter, fae, vampire, grim reaper, witch, seahag, mermaid, ghoul, zombie, werewolf, fallen angel, incubus/succubus, doll, alien, cyborg, mummy, many types of monsters, multiple cursed objects

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Fictive & Kin identities

Main: Gregory Violet | "Undertaker" Cedric K. Ros | Luna [The Vampire of the Blue Moon] | Jeanne "The Hellfire Witch" | Yami Bakura "Spirit of the Millennium Ring" | Armand de Romanus | Castiel (Supernatural)

Secondary: Bella Dimitrescu | Ghoulia Yelps | Snake (Kuroshitsuji) | Honerva [Haggar] | Mary Mason (American Mary) | Midari Ikishima | Roxanne Wolf | Abbey Bominable

Others: Blavat Sky, Sieglinde Sullivan, Doctor 'Black Jack,’ Towa (Slow Damage), Louis de Sade, Astolfo Granatum, Kuron (Takashi Shirogane's clone), Prince Lotor, Dorian Gray, The Phantom of the Opera, Hotaru Tomoe [Sailor Saturn], Ami Mizuno [Sailor Mercury], Luna (Sailor Moon), Marik Ishtar/Yami Marik, Ryou Bakura, Yugi Motou, The Pharaoh (Yu-Gi-Oh!), Prince Adam "The Beast" & Belle (The Beauty and the Beast), Princess Jasmine (Disney), Megara (Disney), Mulan (Disney), Idia Shroud, Frankie Stein, Spectra Vondergeist, Jane Boolittle, Neighthan Rot, Scarah Screams, Twyla Boogeyman, Marisol Coxi, Wilhelm "Noiz" (DRAMAtical murder), Faith Lehane, Willow Rosenberg, Drusilla (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)

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(3+) Multiple: Tokyo Ghoul, Death Note, Alice in Wonderland

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Opposites:

Maleficent | Princess Aurora "Briar Rose"

"Evil Queen" Grimhilde | Schneewittchen "Snow White"

Ursula | Ariel "The Little Mermaid"

The Snow Queen | Kai

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Music is a big deal in my system so here's my playlist. I like an eclectic mix.

[haileysbookcorner]

Goodreads: Hailey K

TikTok: haileysbookishrealm

Currently Reading: Sick Boys- Clarissa Wild

Currently Reading: The Last Letter- Rebecca Yarros

Currently Reading: The Saltwater Curse- Avina St. Graves

Currently Reading: Introduction to Psychology- Charles Stangor

Books Read This Year (48/100)

A Very Krampus Holiday- Katee Robert (⭐⭐⭐)

Check & Mate- Ali Hazelwood (❤)

The Sun and Her Flowers- Rupi Kaur (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Milk and Honey- Rupi Kaur (⭐⭐⭐.5)

Bleed for Cupid- Aiden Pierce (⭐)

Wickedly Sweet- Steph Macca (⭐⭐)

Slashed- Thalia Sanchez (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Suzanne’s Diary for Nicholas- James Patterson (❤)

Fourth Wing- Rebecca Yarros (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️) (Second Time)

Don't Get Caught- Jaye Pratt (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Animal Farm- George Orwell (⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Twilight- Stephenie Meyer (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

The 5 Second Rule- Mel Robbins (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Haunt- A.J. Merlin (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Fall- A.J. Merlin (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5)

Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girl (❤)

The Boy in the Striped Pajamas- John Boyne (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5)

Little Stranger- Leigh Rivers (❤) (Second Time)

The Fault in Our Stars- John Green (❤) (Second Time)

Chill- A.J. Merlin (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Never Distract a Biker- Tara Cummins (⭐️)

Some Things I Still Can't Tell You- Misha Collins

Heartstopper: Volume One- Alice Oseman (❤)

Heartstopper: Volume Two- Alice Oseman (❤)

Heartstopper: Volume Three- Alice Oseman (❤)

They Both Die at the End- Adam Silvera (❤)

Heartstopper: Volume Four- Alice Oseman (❤)

The Inheritance Games- Jennifer Lynn Barnes (❤)

2AM Thoughts- Makenzie Campbell (⭐️⭐️⭐️.5)

Heartstopper: Volume Five- Alice Oseman (❤)

Nick and Charlie- Alice Oseman (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5)

The Heartstopper Yearbook- Alice Oseman (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

The Selection- Kiera Cass (❤) (Second Time)

The Prince- Kiera Cass (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

The Elite- Kiera Cass (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Mary- Kelvin V.A. Allison (⭐️⭐️⭐️)

The Guard- Kiera Cass (⭐️⭐️⭐️)

This Winter- Alice Oseman (⭐️⭐️⭐️.5)

Haunted Deadwood: A True Wild West Ghost Town- Mark Shadley, Josh Wennes (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

People We Meet on Vacation- Emily Henry (❤)

The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck- Mark Manson (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

You're Mine Now- River Noir (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe- C.S. Lewis (❤)

Fracture Me- Tahereh Mafi (⭐️⭐️⭐️.5)

The Queen- Kiera Cass (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Beautiful Ugly- Alice Feeney (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Not in Love- Ali Hazelwood (⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️)

No Place to Hide- Harper Ashley, Wren Hawthorne (⭐️⭐️⭐️)

Books Read in 2024 (49/25)

Daisy Jones & The Six- Taylor Jenkins Reid (⭐⭐⭐)

You'll Be the Death of Me- Karen M. McManus (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Unravel Me- Tahereh Mafi (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Ugly Love- Colleen Hoover (❤)

Things We Don't Talk About- Pandora Owl (⭐⭐⭐)

the things I didn't say in therapy- Logan Duane (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Sick Boys- Clarissa Wild (❤)

The Island-Natasha Preston (❤)

The Catcher in the Rye- J.D Salinger

Falling Toward the Moon (⭐⭐)

King of Wrath- Ana Huang (⭐⭐⭐)

Icebreaker- Hannah Grace (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Happy Place- Emily Henry (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Bully- Penelope Douglas (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Call Us What We Carry- Amanda Gorman (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Fourth Wing- Rebecca Yarros

Brutal Prince- Sophie Lark (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Little Stranger- Leigh Rivers (❤)

Her Soul to Take- Harley Laroux (❤)

Natural Selection- Elin Hilderbrand (⭐⭐⭐)

See You Soon- Lexie Axelson (⭐⭐⭐)

Bad Teacher- Clarissa Wild (⭐⭐)

The Selection- Kiera Cass (❤)

Even in Death- Lillith Roman (⭐)

Scream For Us- Molly Doyle (❤)

Red Queen- Victoria Aveyard (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Funny Story- Emily Henry (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Harvest Massacre- A. Briar ( ⭐⭐⭐)

Beach Read- Emily Henry (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Aine- Invi Wright (⭐⭐⭐)

Fear- Kathryn Ann Kingsley (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Satan's Affair- H.D Carlton (❤)

Hooked- Emily McIntire (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

The New Teacher- Miah Caffery (⭐⭐⭐)

Dominating Ava- Miah Caffery (⭐⭐)

Twin Flame- A. Briar (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Shatter Me- Tahereh Mafi (❤) (Second Time)

Destroy Me- Tahereh Mafi (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Scream Baby Scream- Sonia Palermo (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Run Baby Run- D. Sabia (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Myers- Zepphora (⭐⭐⭐)

Burn for Jack- Aiden Pierce (⭐⭐⭐)

The Love Hypothesis- Ali Hazelwood (❤)

Cruel Winter with You- Ali Hazelwood (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

Merry Ever After- Tessa Bailey (⭐⭐)

Unravel Me- Tahereh Mafi (⭐⭐⭐⭐)

All by My Elf- Olivia Dade (⭐)

Lights out- Navessa Allen (⭐⭐⭐)

The Pumpkin Spice Cafe- Laurie Gilmore (⭐⭐⭐)

[leilapotter]

Briar Vance (Golden Trio Era)

Cat Pictures for references (lol)

This OC was originally Breanna Vance played by Vanessa Hudgens

[gwyns]

you can hurt, too. your pain isn't a burden" what series is that? <3

why, i'm so glad you asked, anon! i hope you're ready for a somewhat ramble filled post

short answer: it's the briar sisters trilogy by the lovely carly h. mannon. there's currently two books out, with the third slated for release in january!

long, fangirl inspired answer: it's one of my favorite series ever. like, no joke

i read the first book earlier this year before the second released, devoured it, cried during it and it healed some part of me. then, the sequel released and i, again, devoured it, cried during it and it healed another part of me

i have never related more to characters than i do nicole and misha, but especially nicole. i've seen many people over the years talk about how much they relate to nesta and that's why she's their favorite character ever. i finally get that now with nicole, not that i can't relate to nesta (i do, very much), but it's different here because nicole feels and sees and expresses things exactly the way i do. it's such a comfort to find yourself in a character like this

i'll try to keep it short but i wanted to showcase some of the quotes that made me full on bawl during my read because, that's me

i can't explain to you how many times i've kept myself together simply because i felt like if i didn't, i'd never be the same again. i wouldn't know how to put myself back together, to feel some semblance of the person i was before

this seems like such a simple thing, especially since we've seen many characters in sjm's books feel unworthy, but to have it put in this perspective? it made me feel less alone. i do feel unworthy, but in a way i don't see many people talk about openly. i'm not even worthy of being seen as an option for love, not even a flitting thought through someone's head. it feels silly typing it out but... this meant a lot to me

and here's the quote you inquired about. reading this genuinely did something to me... i wish someone had said this to me many years ago. i don't want to get into my upbringing or anything but there have been many times where i've kept my hurt quiet so i wouldn't burden my parents. it's a very exhausting way to live

again, i don't want to get too into my personal life but for those who do know, somewhat, this... hit too hard. too close. it's still a lingering fear of mine i have to try and combat. in fact, i'm doing it right now and only mildly succeeding

and to end my too long list of quotes, here's some misha ones (please excuse how different this screenshot looks, i had to take it on my computer instead of my phone, like the previous ones). another constant fear of mine, being too much to handle and making the person i love most in the world hate and resent me for it. to become a burden to him, too. it's a terrible feeling and i wouldn't wish it on anyone lol

i'm going to shut up now but genuinely if you've been looking for something to help scratch that acotar itch while waiting for book news, this series is the closest thing i've found to it. it has fairytale elements, namely snow white and sleeping beauty, fated mates, dislike to lovers trope, betrayal, an interesting world and lore just... please read them. and, you know, tag me in any and all posts because i have brainrot

[motionsofekstasis]

Addiction. Officially Unofficial. from dan lysenko on Vimeo.

Directed – Yury Vorobev D.o.P. – Vlad Jakovlev Music – It's not me by polnalyubvi

Cast: Yulia Filipovscaia Kasia Briars Emerson Machado

A.D. & 3D & Props – Danil Lysenko VFX – Mihaly Sipos Gaffer – Roberts Kravecs Colour & Edit – Misha Drygov Stylist – Nika Frost Makeup & hair – Sara Aziz Backstage Video & photography – Kostya Alonov Produced by Yury Vorobev & Danil Lysenko

[thefirstcourtesan]

I think it’s weird that brair is still our maid even after MC being countess. She only appears to pamper MC yet she’s her supposed best friend from home

I am not playing D&D, but I think it’s weird that Briar is still your maid even if she is yuor sister-in-law 😂. But other than that, it’s weird and yet, I can see Briar not wanting to live on the Mc’s charity and this way the Mc has a lady’s maid she can trust. It is also a way for hte women to stay together, despite class barriers.

[victoriahazelnut]

ROMANTIC UNISEX NAMES

🍓༺༻🐞༺༻🍓༺༻🐞༺༻🍓༺༻🐞༺༻🍓༺༻🐞༺༻🍓༺༻🐞

🐞༺༻🍓༺༻🐞༺༻🍓༺༻🐞༺༻🍓༺༻🐞༺༻🍓༺༻🐞༺༻🍓

🌹 Amour, Ardent, Ares

🌹 Bardot, Bellamy, Briar

🌹 Celestin, Clem, Constance

🌹 Darling, Desi, Drewbie

🌹 Emory, Engel, Evermore

🌹 Fay, Florian, Frankie

🌹 Garnet, Gracen, Grey

🌹 Hazen, Heike, Hyacin

🌹 Inder, Iris, Ivory

🌹 Jade, Janvier, Jonesy

🌹 Kaelyn, Kastiel, Kruz

🌹 Lian, Lovelace, Lutz

🌹 Malak, Misha, Monroe

🌹 Narcisse, Nico, Nisha

🌹 Ottie, Omen, Onyx

🌹 Pascale, Patrice, Penrose

🌹 Quartz, Quenby, Quinn

🌹 Rebel, Romani, Rosario

🌹 Sentinel, Starling, Sylvon

🌹 Tame, Tender, Thorn

🌹 Ulysses, Umber, Unknown

🌹 Valentine, Vengence, Vixen

🌹 Waltz, Widow, Winter

🌹 Xia, Xue, Xylon

🌹 Yancy, Yuval, Yvet

🌹 Zain, Zasha, Zuri

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[honeypuckle]

A big old dump of quick, messy doodles. Most of which were for Britt~!

[mess-is-where-brain-is]

Well, hello there random fellow internet user. Welcome to this dumpster-fire of a blog. I am minister of the so, said dumpster-fire. Name's Coco, a bisexual mess of a guy I am.

So... Self-shipping yeah.. I would do art for this blog, but atm I don't feel like my skill-level is enough. So, have some random imagines I make or repost.

So, if you have the patience to read through my f/o list both platonic and romantic. Also, I'm happy to nerd out about any of the shows/games/blorbos we might share interest in.

(This is not in any specific order.)

Platonic.

Ace Attorney: Phoenix, Maya, Gumshoe.

Arcane: Ekko, Vi.

Borderlands: Maya, Mr Torgue and Hammerlock.

Bayonetta: Bayonetta, Viola.

Baldur's gate 3: Shadowheart, Gale, Astarion, Wyll, Karlach.

Breath of wild/ Tears of the kingdom: Link, Zelda, Sidon, Mipha, Daruk, Revali, Purah and Robbie. (just the whole cast, I suppose.)

Devil May Cry: Dante, Nero and Nico.

DC comics: Harley Quinn, Poison Ivy.

Genshin Impact: Amber, Eula, Kaeya and Venti.

Pokemon: Raihan, Piers, Nessa, Leon and Sonia.

Mario series: Luigi, Peach and Pauline.

No More Heroes: Travis, Shinobu and Sylvie.

Hades: Zagreus, Megara and Dusa.

Valorant: Sage, Cypher, Jett, Reyna, Phoenix, Viper.

Hi-Fi Rush: Chai, Peppermint, CNMN, Macaron.

Honkai star rail: Misha(Son.), Aventurine, Robin.

League of legends: Briar(Daughter.)

Romantic.

Baldur's gate3: Laezel.

Borderlands: Moxxi, Gaige and Zer0.

Breath of wild: Urbosa.

Cyberpunk edgerunners: Kiwi.

Delicious in dungeon: Namari.

Genshin Impact: Rosaria.

Honkai star rail: Gallagher.

JJK: Kento Nanami.

Pokemon: Lorelei.

Tiger and Bunny: Nathan Seymour.

League of legends: Samira.

Hi-Fi Rush: Korsica.

Hades: Nyx.

Valorant: Deadlock.