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I saw your post talking about chewing on the Eucharist and I am still confused by it because I thought it was okay to chew it a little so if I was receiving the Blood that I wouldn't have the Eucharist all over my tongue, but it would be swallowed. So is using your teeth whatsoever bad?
hi this is a good question and I’m not entirely sure if it has an answer lol. obviously all of us should be consuming the Eucharist in a reverent way. if you choose to chew, just make sure you chew reverently (ie, not with your mouth open or making loud chewing noises or anything like that lol). my post was mostly a joke though, don’t take me too seriously :)
#more rambling/explanations in the tags#now traditionally the laity do not receive from the chalice so what you’re describing is not really part of it for ‘trads’#i generally find it more reverent to let the Host sort of dissolve on your tongue#when I was preparing for my First Communion as a lil kid in a more ‘liberal’ parish#we were explicitly taught to NOT chew Jesus. lest any part of the Host get stuck in your teeth or something#so I have literally never chewed a Host lol#however. and this is the last thing I’ll say. I don’t think chewing is necessarily always BAD. it can be done reverently#and may be necessary/helpful in certain Communions#ok that’s all lol#file under caroline
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All ships are better when you make them weird and aromantic about it I fear
#shoots your ship with my qpr beam#sometimes there is a platonic explanation if you are enlightened to see it#and sometimes it’s even more tragic and insane#amber rambles#qpr#queer platonic#aromantic#aro#I would tag ships I do this to..but it’s literally everything I ship#just assume if I’m shipping it it’s in a qpr way
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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ive been really enthralled and inspired by @junietuesday's transfem hardwon posting so here is my attempt at her ... :D ?
#ADMIT THIS ONES AUM. a hard balance to strike in terms of drawing because like#i . my own vibe with a transfem hardwon is well i think shed still be buff as fuck and brash and like butch#i think like . visualing the ways she wld express femininity had to be subtle ...#frankly i think the biggest way shed express femininity is through like. i mean dwarf culture having a beard Is a feminine beauty standrard#so i was tryna approach it like. giving her a more elaborate bear braiding style than i usually do + gems/jewellry like gemma had#also flowers from bev n moonshine :]#+ green eye shadow. cus i think its fun. u can imagine moonshine putting it on like that lesbian meme#also galad carabiner. i dont need to explain that one#anyway. blah blah blah rambly explanation of the thought process#i do think this is the hottest hardwon i have evr drawn#naddpod#hardwon surefoot#bahumia#posts by me dot com#also junietuesdays i hooope u dont mind the tag/link. i really do adore ur hardwon hcs
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I LOVE your art!! especially the very specific ways to depict intimacy. It feels very real, it's so so tender but there is often that sheer layer of tension that makes me want to consume as much as your art as possible. I hope I'm not bothering ypu, but what's the porch of your two characters? I love them, I love their dynamic.
Aa thank you for your kind words! I'm glad you like my stuff :>
You probably mean my current main characters, Vasco (the golden floppy-eared dog) and Machete (the pointy white dog). They're a couple living in the late 16th century Italy, at the very end of the Renaissance era. Vasco comes from a wealthy noble background and has a career in politics. Machete is a catholic cardinal, and as a secretary of state he oversees Vatican's foreign politics. Due to their surroundings they have to keep their relationship strictly secret.
Vasco originates in and lives in Florence. Machete is originally from Sicily and lives in Rome. They first met in their late teens/early adulthood when they were both studying in Venice. They were best friends before their feelings deepened, but eventually they had to separate. Machete graduated and was ordained a priest as intended. Vasco dropped out and returned home, where his family pressured him into wedlock. He ended up in a lavender marriage with a lesbian noblewoman named Ludovica (the red and white spaniel), she also has her own partner (still unnamed). Vasco and Ludovica are close friends, they get along well and cover each others' backs, but their union is purely platonic.
Machete and Vasco reunited in their early thirties by random chance, largely because they both work in foreign relations, and quickly resumed where they left off. They don't live together and can only see each other intermittently. Usually it's Vasco who visits Machete in Rome under the guise of working as a Florentine ambassador, but sometimes Machete manages to find an excuse to travel to see Vasco as well. They stay together for over a decade, meeting in secret and maintaining regular correspondence when their duties keep them apart (and quietly come to regard each other as their spouse), until Machete gets assassinated in his early/mid fourties. Vasco lives to his seventies and dies of old age.
They also have a modern au, which works as a sort of a reincarnation situation. They get to be a couple openly, get married eventually and grow old together.
#answered#topsheepstudent#this is such a clunky and inelegant explanation sorry#you can take a look at the#Vaschete lore#tag if you want to read more ramblings about them and their story#they keep sprouting new aus#one being the cowboy au#there's the kid named ear au#and the recent minmax au which follows the canon except this time Machete manages to kill the assassin who was supposed to murder him#and uses his body to fake his death#escaping his doomed by narrative fate and either relocating to Vasco's estate or running away with him
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invasive species politik
#i kill a lot of lantern flies#art tag#comic#comics#lantern fly#invasive species#it gets you thinking#i struggle to articulate the range of thoughts i have as someone who cares deeply about the environment and environmental activism and#the complexities of human caused invasive species and also the political implications surrounding categorizing a species as invasive#and what we as people in the 21st century and as stewards of the environment are obliged to do about them and how to consider them#like i don’t go around killing starlings and house sparrows and feral cats#and yet one could argue that their environmental impact is just as severe if not more than the harms of something like the spotted lanternfl#is it helpful? is it just? is it worth it? i have to hope so#besides the practical standpoint how do we as people living and profiting off of the exploitation of nature justify killing to help#not asking for an explanation of the destruction lanternflies cause it’s more of just a personal reflection#on the concept of the invasive species and the weight that carries#because despite being an important categorization for the preservation of the environment it also has a specific kind of. idk.#is it crazy to say it has this tinge of xenophobia to it. conceptually#i might just delete all these tags and make a way longer comic#i am just crazy rambling#post cancelled a nymph just jumped on me out of nowhere and scared the shit out of me#personal comic
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hm... two neatly folded pride flags floating. weird. oh wait. no its probably just Dark.
they get placed on the floor next to Red. on top is a note in red ink. it reads as follows:
"I got distracted. its hard to communicate but Im here. dont know for how long. this place gives me goosebumps. -TDL"
a few of the letters had lines struck through them. as if Dark's hand occasionally jerked trying to write on it.
above... two floating gloves? one of them made a peace sign as some sort of greeting.
this was probably the only way hed be able to be seen or interact with the world as he was for most. he hoped cat red did not somehow misunderstand the situation. in fact he offered one of the gloved hands to be sniff-inspected. as was the courtesy with cats.
- @avasts-nightmare ((I tried so hard to have his introduction makes sense wehhh. this guy went through so much within a few weeks))
red walked over to the flags on the ground, sniffing them briefly, as they started to purr after realizing what they were, not only that, but who they were from
his attention was towards the letter briefly, ( miraculously, still able to read whilst being a cat ), eventually glancing up to eye the gloved hands above
however, despite the gloves being at red's eye level, red kept....glancing upwards occasionally ? almost as if xe saw something...rather someone...?
red sniffed the glove, silently appreciative over the courtesy, but as she did so, her gaze now was steadily eyeing up, briefly squinting, as their head slightly tilts in curiosity, almost as if trying to discern if what xe sees is real, or not
odd....its almost as if they could faintly see dark....?
#[ ooc tags start ]#[ ooc : i hope that its okay that red is able to see ghosts i have a slight explanation for that :'D#although im pretty sureee its a popular headcanon but since the herobrine possession id like to think since then its made red able to see-#-ghosts howeverrrr instead of just 'red sees ghosts' id like to think that suree they can but its something that could grow more faint over#-the years#like maybe a few days after the original avm possession and the avm30 possession red could see ghosts SUPER clearly#but over the years it gets more faint ?#red probably cant see dark as clear as victim could with their gadget#but i feel like since its only been 3 years (im going off by irl time because the canon actual dates are kindaa confusing in avm </3) since#red got re-possesed by herobrine they can still see enough to make out what a ghost looks like#hopefully this tag ramble makes sense ??#and hopefully this doesn't clash accidentally with any of dark's stuff !!! :'D ]#[ red speaks ]#[ red answers ]#[ avasts-nightmare ]#[ reds cat potion saga ]#alan becker#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#red avm#avm red
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Maul is your bestie and he's giving you some Scalding tea at the mall food court!
I drew Maul in Piccolo's god-awful outfit from the DBZ filler episode (idk what possessed me to do this, but I did xD)
See:
(^this shit)
I was inspired a lot by the style of @foolishskull for this one! Very many artists here that I'm inspired by :)
#modern au#?#maul#darth maul#uhhhh yeah I don't have an explanation for this one#he has problematic opinions but the FUNNIEST stories#he wouldn't wear this but i think it's funny#star wars#star wars fanart#my art#should i put my rambles in a read more tag on my art?#i never shut up i know that's my brand but like idk what do y'all think
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are u a medic fictionkin? /gq sorry im just really confused
there are some questions that science just cant answer-
#putting my longer answer in the tags#which is that 1) ive gotten this question so many times.. im wondering if i should put it in my pinned post at this point#2) its a very long answer but it mostly comes down to 'i have some hypotheses but i dont have enough data'#and 'i havent found a term that perfectly describes my experiences so i dont confirm anything in case it leads people to wrong assumptions'#2.5) no i dont really identify with the term fictionkin for the above reasons but its not Completely inaccurate either#theres just more too it than that#but i dont owe an explanation of my state of being to anyone which leads me to#3) why does it matter?#i am not mad that people keep asking#there is nothing wrong with being curious and i know this is the sort of thing that a lot of people will be curious about#but its also something im in no rush to answer nor do i owe anyone an answer to it#and certainly not until its an answer i am confident about#but i digress#im sure some of my other followers are tired of seeing this question so often too so i will leave it at that#im medic tf2 Real (not as a delusional attachment though i know someone asked about that too)#but beyond that you will just have to use your imagination#grins#alright that is enough rambling#the doc is in
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Ouh. I really like how out of all the antagonists in the series, Prism's motivations (and her turning to Zoraxis) are directly influenced by Phoenix's track record. She has the most personal beef with the agent, though it's a little ironic that her TK implant helped the agent's success. If it weren't for Prism, Phoenix wouldn't be the legend that they are known for.
...Except...That's minimizing Phoenix's own ingenuity and skill with the implant, isn't it? It's a useful tool, yes! But in the end, it's just a tool. Phoenix was able to use it in unique ways, and that's not counting whatever else Phoenix has to do in the moment without TK. If it weren't for Phoenix's own efforts (and their strange ability to not Die), Prism wouldn't be forced to take revenge.
They're their own self-made people, but inevitably they left such a huge impact on each other before the third game...and if Prism wasn't the one who personally added the implant in Phoenix's head, then they haven't even interacted in person!
It could be seen as a little tragic, and it sorta is--Prism's desire for revenge is a little misplaced (and, yes, it is bolstered by Zor when she switches to their side). For all we know, Phoenix never intended to be the villain in Prism's story. But Prism's frustrated and angry and devastated about being reduced to the One Project she made. She just wanted to make something bigger than herself.
And it's really nice to see Phoenix help her once she recognizes that Zor's been using her all this time...even if it takes some time for Prism to really let them help her.
It takes the combination of their unique skills, brainpower, and their eventual trust in one another to destroy Zor's volcano kinesium base. Prism gets saved by the person she thought made her dreams impossible, and in return, Phoenix gets saved in the one IEYTD ending where they're not declared legally dead. I feel like that's something interesting? Because this is also the one finale where Phoenix has an active ally working with them close to their side (...as close as Prism and Phoenix could get, anyway).
Well. Anyway. What was I talking about? Enemies who are closely intertwined with one another's journeys end up becoming each other's most important allies? Okay, yeah. Let's go with that.
#ieytd#i expect you to die#roxana prism#agent phoenix#Could be shippy but it's focused more on their friendship#and parallels..might tag it but it's not really all there. feel free to though#i meant to like .. write more about them but my ideas are disjointed n all over the place#so you guys get this one part for now lmao#i Need to listen to more of Prism's voicelines. i forget how much she heckles on Phoenix's abilities#in the earlier parts#she calls their techniques... 'uniquely clever' in the mines (sarcastic)#and she's like 'took you long enough' in blind spot#personally i love 'hey if it's dumb and it works; it just works! Good job' in kboom#GIRL. you're so funny you know that. twirling my hair#anyways#gene rambles#idk if this is readable. it's probably all over the place#but it's also half of my explanation on the 'you made me as i made you' line#that i wrote. on that doodle dump i made#ieytd 3#ieytd 3 spoilers#um yeah uh yeah my blogs full of that. sorry#i expect you to die 3 spoilers
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Hiiiiiiiiii :>
Would you perhaps be privy to giving me a sort of peek into sun and moon's brains in the Narnia au? (or honestly anything; I'll hear any ramble :3)
*waves enthusiastically* boy oh boy WOULD I -
(caution for a somewhat long ramble ahead:)
Okay, going to discuss this in relation to events prior to the introduction of mc to the plot, so here's some pre-narnia au information:
Moon and Sun start out as two fauns - twins, entirely inseparable, they do everything together. Read, roll down grassy hills, make flower crowns, play, anything and everything. Later on in their technical youth, there's rumors of a rabbit ascending to power in the Far Lands, and he's summoning any able animal within the kingdom for aid.
Sun and Moon are handpicked for...special reasons, to which they aren't privy to - all they know is they're helping the kingdom and given the titles of knights! They're tasked with finding the Sons and Daughters of Adam (aka humans) and bringing them to the palace - and, to two average fauns who've only ever heard stories of humans, such a prospect sounds absolutely wonderful!
But something about it doesn't sit right with them - or Sun, at the very least. Moon is 'promoted' and ascends higher up the ranks, while Sun's reluctance leaves him right where he started. The two brothers still talk, but there's much less to talk about when you're leading two entirely separate lives. Plus, Moon's starting to speak much less, thoughts more distant...Sun finds it best to avoid topics of work.
Unfortunately, certain incidents lead to the brother's relationship falling apart completely after Sun finds out what exactly they're collecting the humans for. Walking into the Stone Garden, a silent graveyard of cemented bodies, with his brother proudly showcasing his new 'friends' and accomplishments, and how kind their new King is to have gifted them so many new acquaintances...
And Sun is horrified. At the prospect of sending little humans, little children, to their deaths, to be encased in stone...and at the fact that Moon sees nothing wrong with it.
There's a bit of a falling out - less of a falling out, really, more of the dawning of the realization upon Sun that his brother has unknowingly become a monster...and, though Moon can't see it, he has - cotton tail matted and grown, soft doe ears sharp and pricked...Moon hasn't realized, but his form has become more akin to a wolf than a lamb.
Turns out, unbeknownst to either of them, though Sun does get an inkling of suspicion towards this later on, that The Rabbit has been pulling a great deal of strings under the table - messing with soul magic, corrupted magic, things that are and shouldn't be. Slow decay of their kingdom's environment, the rot within the souls of its inhabitants, the compulsion to bring them here, bring them, make them safe...
Sun tries to resist the urge to take the humans and add them to Afton's collection because he sees it as immoral and horrific. Meanwhile, Moon doesn't see that part of the goal. He genuinely believes that the safest course of action is to take the human to the Stone Garden and protect them. He doesn't really care what Afton does. All he knows is that the children started crying-he never understood why they started crying. There was nothing to be afraid of, and if there was, he would protect them from it-and then there was silence.
It's always silent in the statue garden.
#narnia au#dca au#minute answers#asks#moots!#narnia moon#narnia sun#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#rambles#lore#no way an actually relevant explanation of my au that's crazy#but anyhow um#I have more lore posts scattered around under the tag for the au between some garbage art#(i really want to delete those old doodles and make a new ref post for this au...)#(the urge to write a fic for it even though i don't have the eloquence nor the time...)#anyhow#thank you for the ask#folks please please please ask questions i need sustenance#fnaf dca#fnaf dca au
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So I was thinking about how the solution to Legendarium (and adulting in general! And arguably other things) is always "the secret third solution, but you can't try to cheat, and it'll be harder than you think" (sorry, I can't phrase it better. But see: B&L, Fingon rescuing Maedhros, what to do with the Ring, probably a lot of other things I forgot).
And I thought about Turgon sending all those sailors to Valinor, which kinda was the third option, and asked myself: what if Turgon sailed himself? (Leaving ruling the city to Idril for example).
It feels like something that might have worked despite the ban and all (it is out-of-the-box, and he was Ulmo's fav Elf). (Yes, I know it is said that Earendil got to Valinor only because he had the Silmaril.)
What do you think?
#silm#turgon#silmarillion#tolkien legendarium#the silm#the silmarillion#ulmo#more explanation: it works for adulting because this is essentially how you handle emotions and all that psychological stuff i can't explai#but it very much feels like “the secret thirs option” when compared to how i saw the world when i was younger#and is hard but in an acceptable way#it just has the vibe#it is a very distinct vibe but i can't explain it#halfway between the intelectuall *click* of a good pun#and the emotional catharsis of some Tolkien stuff#but also it's ...quiet?#like when Frodo says he'll take the ring*#it's like a sparrow not like a canary#idk#the vibe#it is a very distinct vibe#follow it if you don't know what to do#it works (eventually) (for me at least it is the thing that works) (your experience may vary to some degree i guess)#rambling in tags#* i know... but can't explain better. but also... that's how this vibe feels
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(Alright here we go—)
MY PJSEKAI DISABILITY HEADCANONS!!!!!
— will be updated =D
(Under the cut bcuz oh my goodness there's a lot /pos)
LEO/NEED
Ichika: Autistic, bad eyesight (near sighted), chronic pain
Saki: autism, adhd, weak immune system, bad joints, balance issues, uses a mobility aid (ambulatory wheelchair user + forearm crutches), pots, eczema, hypermobile (specifically eds), chronic pain, ocd (mainly magical thinking/rituals related to the safety of her friends + family, plus contamination sub-type), ibs (with a lot of food sensitivities)
Honami: Autistic, pots, synesthesia, cane user
Shiho: adhd, insomnia
MORE MORE JUMP!
Minori: autistic, adhd, dyslexia, dyspraxia
Haruka: autism, bad eyesight (far sighted), needs wrist braces
Airi: adhd, not disability but she was definitely a chuunibyou
Shizuku: autism, bad eyesight (far sighted), dyslexic, eczema
VIVID BAD SQUAD
Kohane: bad eyesight (near sighted), autism, adhd, low in vitamins (so she gets light headed easy), ARFID, ocd, narcolepsy
An: adhd, dyslexia, synesthesia
Akito: autism, adhd, pots, hypermobile (everywhere.)
Toya: autism, joint issues (all, but mainly wrists), insomnia, gets light headed easy, chronic pain, hard of hearing
WONDERLANDS X SHOWTIME
Tsukasa: Autism, adhd, dyslexia, bad eyesight (near sighted), NPD, HPD, ibs
Emu: autism, maladaptive daydreaming, hypermobile (fingers mainly, but also everywhere)
Nene: autism, bad eyes (Near sighted), ocd, chronic pain
Rui: partially deaf (has hearing aid), autism, iron deficient, ARFID, insomnia, bad joints, scoliosis, pots, narcolepsy, needed forearm crutches in middle school but now just uses one as a cane
NIGHTCORD AT 25:00
Kanade: partially deaf (has hearing aids), iron deficiency, deficient in every vitamin (/hyp), autistic, scoliosis, pots, synesthesia, narcolepsy, MS, ARFID, chronic pain, chronic fatigue, needs a wheelchair (or a walker I haven't decided yet) but does not have one
Mafuyu: bad eyes (far sighted), autistic, eczema, ocd
Ena: bpd, hpd, autistic, adhd, wrist braces (carpal tunnel), vitamin d deficient, mobility aid (cane), insomnia (nocturnal), hypermobile (hands. wears ring splints), ibs
Mizuki: autism, chronic fatigue
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And I've probably forgotten a lot but. Y'know. I just made these for fun one day when I had nothing to do in class ^_^ also shoutout to @m00xissilly for helping me come up with some of these =D
#also tempted to post my in depth (ish) explanations on wxs's autisms bcuz they're so great#anyways yeah =D#I think I like this game too much (/pos)#my posts!! ☆〜(ゝ。∂)#should this get the rambles tag?#hmmmm I guess yeah#fred’s rambles#project sekai#pjsekai#every.single.character.#leo/need#l/n#more more jump#mmj#vivid bad squad#vbs#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#nightcord at 25:00#25ji nightcord de#n25#25ji#headcanons
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...So! There are at least two people on tumblr who hate me with absolute loathing 🙃
#By which I mean that I've been on this new account for a few days only and two people have blocked me#I have not interacted with them in that time#and yes they had me blocked on my old account#so... the only explanation is that they regularly check the Silmarillion tag and saw my posts showing up in it?#but like this implies that (a) they remembered my url (which I changed recently?) and pfp (which people sometimes share??) that well#and (b) decided 'block on sight' was the thing to do#and (c) went *on* my blog to find the url of my main and blocked me there#...and that's some level of investment#I did in fact get into a quarell with one of the blogs... nearly two years ago I think#mostly to learn that they're a raging hypocrite (including but not limited to 'you vagueing me is rude but not the other way round)#but that was not the case with the other#anyway yeah I'm probably making more of it than most would because I seem to be the very rare one here to consider blocking a last resort?#but also one of those people clearly vagued that they detest me so apparently that's still the case😅#anyway they're an idiot but I don't like being detested. would prefer a mild dislike#*also the issue we thought on is no longer really a thing but whatever#therese rambles#I don't think this counts as a rant? idk#therese rants#no commiserations needed I can deal with it
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"Ai, living has no answer."
"When we're in pain, we search for an answer to feel better. A concise, absolute answer. But if you really want an answer… it's that there is no answer. There are no absolute in this world. Even if we think there is, in the end, it'll only make us feel better for a moment.
If there are no absolute, then what's left?
Bonds. Bonds between individuals. Bonds between one another. That's all there is.
That also changes with time. A huge trigger can cause a huge change. Bonds may be severed. But new bonds can also be formed. So living is a series of bonds.
That's what life is.
I have to do that forever?
Yes.
That's a lot of work.
Yeah.
I'd need to be so strong.
That's why people become stronger. That occasionally leads to conflicts. But even if that happens, we have to keep fighting. Keep searching for bonds, even if there's no answer.
You can't rush living."
So I saw on MyFigureCollection that October 13 was maybe possibly Yusaku's birthday, although I couldn't find any reliable source for this. I'd have loved to do something nice and light-hearted for the occasion, but I'm still feeling too strongly about it all. So here you are instead: Happy (maybe) Birthday, Yusaku! Please have some trauma to go with your trauma. Here's to another year of fending off expectations and looking for your own life and its non-answers with eyes wide open and always filled with hope.
#yu gi oh#vrains#vrains spoilers#SPOILERS#how do you tag so it really really doesn't show too obviously because seriously I'd feel horrible for completely spoiling#but I still wanted to share it because I KEEP CRYING#i told my *therapist* about it and we had almost a whole session about bonds and what they mean in terms of support and pressure#I also posted the quote on Facebook last week for my birthday with no explanation and completely out of context#and it was so amazing to have people compliment me on it and ask if they could reuse it#those were the same people who told me that anime would make my brain rot 20 years ago so that's nice turntable and all#i really want to write something heartfelt about it but i'm just rambling and honestly the quote is self-sufficient#i guess i'll just have to find a way to get it tattooed somewhere on my back now because it feels like the only way for me to recover#“I get it now; if you have bonds no one will forget you.” “I won't forget you.”#Vrains quote#VRAINS FEELS#i can't wait for more post-canon in Duel Links#maybe beginning of 2025 if i calculated correctly?#hoping for Akira Zaizen and his Tindangle deck that I'll be happy to destroy with my Revolver deck#and i also have kilowords upon kilowords to write about EVERYTHING but i still need a bit more time#okay that's too many tags i'm done gonna cry a Nile and a half now bye#edit HEY I FIGURED OUT THE “READ MORE” THING I feel less afraid of spoiling now but seriously if you haven't watched Vrains yet stop readin
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WARNING: DON'T go on nostalgia binges and load up 50 fucking lego ninjago posts and watch lore and timeline videos, ending on a 3-hour retrospective about how batshit insane (affectionate, to me) the lore and storyline got. YOU WILL start rewriting the lore to fix various pacing, characterization, and plot/lore issues you found.
(this is lighthearted, I'm having a great time and i love the show)
#idkwhatbutimposting#ninjago#i might reblog with more of an explanation/critique#i just like doing this kinda stuff#lol#at this point im just kinda making a rewriting au but all i have so far is the first arc with the green ninja prophecy#but it's kinda too close to the source material so far I'm not sure if it counts as an AU but idk maybe?#im rambling in tags at this point
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