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How to Describe Faces in Writing
A human face reveals a lot about a person.
In creative writing, describing a characterâs face can uncover information about who they are and how they feel.
Writers can zoom in on individual features, like the eyes or mouth, or describe a face in its entirety to paint a picture of a character.
Develop a character through their most telling attributeâtheir face.
Tips for Describing Faces in Your Writing
Use figurative language when describing a characterâs face. When youâre introducing a character for the first time and want the reader to create an image in their mind, use figurative language to describe the characterâs face instead of just stating the obvious qualities. For example, you can use similes and metaphors. Itâs okay to simply say, âShe has blonde hair,â but you could also use a simile: âHer hair was golden like the sun.â In Great Expectations Charles Dickens uses a unique metaphor to describe a feature of a characterâs face: âHis mouth was such a post-office of a mouth that he had a mechanical appearance of smiling.â
Create facial expressions that reveal emotions. How a characterâs eyes, eyebrows, nose, forehead, mouth, and chin move in unison can let a reader in on their emotions. A character can have a facial tic when they get nervous. Whether itâs raised eyebrows and a mouth curved into a smile or a furrowed brow and an upper lip curled into a scowl, you can use a characterâs expressions instead of dialogue to reveal their feelings about a situation.
Frame your characterâs face with a hairstyle that reflects their story. A crewcut might signify a military soldier or someone who likes to be in control. A ponytail or pigtails might indicate a young character. Describe a characterâs hair colorâblack hair, dark hair, brunette, redhead, blonde, gray, or whiteâin interesting ways instead of just stating the shade. It makes a difference whether your character dyes their hair or keeps it its natural shade. Describe the length of their hair. A confident businesswoman might have short or shoulder-length hair. A musician might have longer hair. Match your characterâs hairstyle with their personality.
Make facial hair an element of a characterâs style. How a male character keeps his facial hair is telling. If heâs constantly clean-shaven, he might go to a regular corporate job. A bit of stubble can signify a more casual career. From a beard to sideburns to a goatee, facial hair helps paint a picture of a male character and can help represent their life and what they do.
Realize that eyes are windows to the soul. There are endless ways to depict eyes. Describe obvious characteristics like eye colorâgreen eyes, blue eyes, brown eyes, gray eyes, or black eyes. Highlight their shapeâround, almond, narrow. Think about the entire orbital structure, from eyelids to eyelashes. Illustrate how the eyes are placed in relation to the characterâs faceâdeep-set, wide-set, or close-set. Give eyes their own movements to tap into a characterâs feelings. Let a characterâs eyes twinkle, squint, gaze, or glare.
Describe your characterâs skin. The tone and texture of a characterâs skin can provide insights into a characterâs life. A childâs face might be freckled. A sickly character might look pasty. An old cowboy might be good looking and rugged with craggy skin.
Give your character unique facial features. Set a character apart with distinguishing facial features. Give them dimples, freckles, or unique markings on their face. Give them poor vision so they need to wear eyeglasses. Maybe they wear heavy makeup or have piercings. Think of different ways you can create unique facial features that help define a character.
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I regret to inform that Iâve been afflicted with the I canât write about love unless itâs heartache syndrome
#ever since publishing two years ago people have been on my case about the next book whens it coming out what am I doing next#and I always find it hard to answer#most writers write from a source of emotion#sometimes thatâs anger#sometimes grief#mine was longing#the deep melochonic kind that slowly creeps up and then settles#and it was longing#from a love that began to bud but didnât quite blossom#but ever since marrying my husband#I canât even string two sentences together#the creative juices in my brain have dried up like the Euphrates river fr#Iâve lost the desire for it too#I donât know#I guess what Iâm trying to say is#heâs become my peace now#that in sadness I donât need to turn to my writing for comfort#and he makes me feel so loved that I donât need to write about it to imagine how that must feel like#blessed blessed#so infinitely blessed#اŮŘŮ
داŮŮŮ#.
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I was reading this post over on the Ao3 subreddit this evening and I think it brings up a lot of good points about how fandom, as a community, has been shifting in its treatment towards fanfic writers.
Fanfic is more popular than ever, which means there are more works "competing" for the readers' attention, who take on a passive approach that treats fanworks not as a means to talk to people with similar interests, but as content, as products. [...] Gift cultures thrive not on monetary exchanges, but on the expectation that the gifts freely given will be returned in an unspecified future through emotional and relational means. This used to set fandom apart, but it's slowly being absorbed into the mainstream way capitalism operates. Where does that leave us?
And it's demotivating to see the responses authors get when expressing their grievances with this state of affairs, or how they feel underappreciated. Being called entitled, told to write for themselves, or to promote their work as if writing and posting isn't enough. I write for myself, I post for the community. There are things I want to say about the source material and characters, and I do through storytelling. And I'm grateful about each of the comments I got, no matter how short. It's just that it doesn't feel like there's a community out there when no one talks back. Writers aren't just expected to write, but to do it for the "right reasons", and to also be as pleasant about it as possible, lest they'll be criticized by more people than the amount that's offering them support.
I've seen posts going around on tumblr that have approached this topic as well--that fanworks (particularly fanfic) should be created from the perspective of a perfect vessel that can pour, pour, pour out and never needs to be poured into. You should do it for the "right reasons" and not complain because "no one owes you interaction". But what is fandom if not interaction?
Writing fanfic is one of the most time-consuming labors of love that makes up a fandom. (That's not to say other fanworks aren't labors, time-consuming, or made with love. We're talking about fanfic). Your 300k+ enemies to lovers slowburn porn-with-plot fic that has reshaped the entire way you approach a specific pairing or media has been made with time, effort, for free, with the intention to be shared with you.
And in the state of current fandom, it has been made with the expectation to receive nothing back. Is that fair? Maybe. Silent readers exist and a kudos on Ao3 is at least an acknowledgment that some people read and enjoyed. But does it hurt to leave a comment? Even a heart emoji or an "I loved this, thank you for sharing!" is enough to at least start a dialogue, a conversation, form a connection.
That's not even to mention the isolation of fandom interactions to private Discords; time after time I've heard from fanfic authors who found out that there have been discord servers or twitter groupchats where their fanfic has been discussed, loved, and lauded at length--but never once was the author told this! Ao3 has comments for a reason. Many authors link their tumblr profiles or emails in their bio for people to reach out to them.
It's just a sorry state to see it go.
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bro... but can you guys imagine being the muse to a yandere artist or a writerđ˘ the way they'd make you feel so loved, so wanted.... WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURNđ
no because like, a writer- a writer would write the most devastating and beautiful lines all to ask you out on a date for the nth time. bro would pull some Shakespeare text from his brain just to ask if you wanna go eat at a burger king or something đ
being the muse of a writer would mean having a whole stack of books dedicated to you. everything about you. your beauty, your smile, your soul. you'd be able to feel his love in each sentence and know it's real. only a man in love would be able to come up with this after all.
not to forget, he'd probably start or end the book with a 'dedicated to' or a 'for my beautiful love' đđđ if that's not dedication I don't know what is.
an artist would be nice too!!! this man would make galleries full of art all inspired by his one lovely muse. museum worthy masterpiece.
and they're all because of you.
how loved do you have to be for someone to paint thousands of beautiful art pieces just for you? let alone one? his blood, sweat, and tears, all poured into his canvases. all to convery a single emotion. love.
love for you.
his sketchbook, his walls, everything he owns has a mark of you on it. it's like you're already living in his life without you knowing. existing in his place as a source of inspiration, creativity, love.
man, all i want is to be loved by an artist or a writer đ

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not only did the NYT propagate anti-trans stories feeding today's EO ban and refuse to acknowledge elon's nazi salute, they went vichy-media mode by banning paul krugman from the op-eds:
Last month I retired from my position as an opinion writer at the New York Timesâa job I had done for 25 years. Despite the encomiums issued by the Times, it was not a happy departure. [...] I believe that the story of why I left says something important about the current state of legacy journalism.
[...] During my first 24 years at the Times, from 2000 to 2024, I faced very few editorial constraints on how and what I wrote. For most of that period my draft would go straight to a copy editor, who would sometimes suggest that I make some changes â for example, softening an assertion that arguably went beyond provable facts, or redrafting a passage the editor didnât quite understand, and which readers probably wouldnât either. But the editing was very light; over the years several copy editors jokingly complained that I wasnât giving them anything to do, because I came in at length, with clean writing and with back-up for all factual assertions.
This light-touch editing prevailed even when I took positions that made Times leadership very nervous. My early and repeated criticisms of Bushâs push to invade Iraq led to several tense meetings with management. In those meetings, I was urged to tone it down. Yet the columns themselves were published as I wrote them. And in the end, I believe the Times â which eventually apologized for its role in promoting the war â was glad that I had taken an anti-invasion stand. I believe that it was my finest hour.
So I was dismayed to find out this past year, when the current Times editors and I began to discuss our differences, that current management and top editors appear to have been completely unaware of this important bit of the paperâs history and my role in it.
[...] In 2024, the editing of my regular columns went from light touch to extremely intrusive. I went from one level of editing to three, with an immediate editor and his superior both weighing in on the column, and sometimes doing substantial rewrites before it went to copy. These rewrites almost invariably involved toning down, introducing unnecessary qualifiers, and, as I saw it, false equivalence. I would rewrite the rewrites to restore the essence of my original argument. But as I told Charles Kaiser, I began to feel that I was putting more effortâespecially emotional energyâinto fixing editorial damage than I was into writing the original articles. And the end result of the back and forth often felt flat and colorless.
One more thing: I faced attempts from others to dictate what I could (and could not) write about, usually in the form, âYouâve already written about that,â as if it never takes more than one column to effectively cover a subject. If that had been the rule during my earlier tenure, I never would have been able to press the case for Obamacare, or against Social Security privatization, andâmost alarminglyâagainst the Iraq invasion. Moreover, all Times opinion writers were banned from engaging in any kind of media criticism. Hardly the kind of rule that would allow an opinion writer to state, âwe are being lied into war.â
I felt that my byline was being used to create a storyline that was no longer mine. So I left.
Thatâs my story. What are the broader implications?
[...] What I felt during my final year at the Times was a push toward blandness, toward avoiding saying anything too directly in a way that might get some people (particularly on the right) riled up. I guess my question is, if those are the ground rules, why even bother having an opinion section?
[...] On a somewhat different issue, it became clear to me that the management I was dealing with didnât understand the difference between having an opinion and having an informed, factually sourced opinion. When the newsletter was canceled, I tried to point out that I was almost the only regular opinion writer doing policy. Their response was to point to other writers who often expressed views about policy, economic and otherwise. I tried in vain to explain that thereâs a difference between having opinions about economics and knowing how to read C.B.O. analyses and recent research papers. It all fell on deaf ears.
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Your The Most Suitable Career Path Based On Your Destiny Matrix Chart
Hello! It's been a while since I've made the last observation here on Tumblr, two weeks I guess. I think it's time to make an observation I promised you to do. So, this post will be about your possible career paths based on your Destiny Matrix chart. I've been thinking about making this kind of observation ever since I've made a post about an ideal partner based on the Destiny Matrix chart. Take what resonates and leave what doesn't. I hope you'll enjoy it.
For those who doesn't know, there's a money line in the Destiny Matrix chart right after the love line. It is also formed by three numbers and it represents career, profession, how we can make money etc. The second number from this line, which is the closest to the dollar icon/emoji, is the most important number if you wanna look for your career path. It can represent which career path is the most suitable for you and that kind of stuff.
I'm about to give you an example of that. I marked the adequate number with the black color, which is the number 5 in my case. So, the number close to the dollar icon/emoji is number 5, meaning that I should use characteristics of The Hierophant arcana to maintain my career path. I really hope it's understandable.

Now it's time to describe each number and your possible career path!
1 (The Magician) - The Magician is a powerful card which represents manifestation, having all the knowledge and being the jack of all trades, which makes sense because this card is related to the planet Mercury. So, I think you might be successful in any field you can imagine yourself to be. Number 1 is ruled by the Sun in numerology, meaning that you might be very ambitious in your work environment. A great placement to have an own business or to have many sources of income.
2 (The High Priestess) - A number 2 is being ruled by the Moon, which can mean that you might choose your profession based on your emotions, gut, intuition or instincts. I think that you should do something that you love to do, because if you do something because you have to, it might not be good for your health in general. I can see you as a psychologist, healer, nurturer, nurse and in every field where you help other people. This arcana is ruled by the planet Moon itself.
3 (The Empress) - This card is connected to the planet Venus, which means that you may find success in creative pursuits, negotiating, partnerships, collaborations or expressing your feminine energy in general. Number 3 is ruled by Jupiter which represents luck, expansion and abundance, so you might have an expansive and successful career, but it depends on many other factors. Being a writer, artist, singer, model or having an own business in related fields might bring you success.
4 (The Emperor) - There is a huge leadership energy going on here. Any career where you can be a leader/CEO might be successful to you. Number 4 is ruled by Rahu in Indian numerology (or by Uranus in western numerology) which represents ambition, massive success and fame, while the Emperor itself is related to Aries sign, which explains the leaderships energy I already mentioned. You should use your masculine energy while striving for success, no matter of your gender.
5 (The Hierophant) - Number 5 is ruled by Mercury which represents fields related to communication, writing or teaching. The Hierophant card is associated with Taurus sign, so you might seek for the stable and traditional career path, since this card is related to tradition, spirituality and conformity. I see many of people having this arcana becoming a successful singers, or someone who has an influence over people. Being a lawyer, priest or (spiritual) teacher might also be fulfilling career options for you.
6 (The Lovers) - Number 6 is being ruled by Venus, which means being involved in artistic pursuits in this case. You might also become successful if you use your social and communication skills, since The Lovers card is associated with the Gemini sign. Being a musician or working in publishing, broadcasting on TV and writing might bring you success and money. Working with other people is crucial for you as well.
7 (The Chariot) - This is another ambitious arcana with leadership capabilities. Number 7 is being ruled by Ketu in Indian numerology (or by Neptune in western numerology), making this number very spiritual. But The Chariot card is associated with the Cancer sign, a cardinal sign which is related to movement. You could be a leader in any kind of way, even a spiritualist. Since this card represents victory, it's likely possible that you may succeed in your profession.
8 (Justice) - I always present the Justice as the 8th card, because this number is ruled by Saturn which is about balance and organization, while the Justice card is related to Libra sign. Saturn is exalted in Libra, which makes sense. The first thing that cross to my mind when I think about this arcana is law, so being a lawyer could be the adequate career option for you. I feel that you might be serious-minded in your work environment and work in a field where there has to do with paperwork or contracts. This arcana is giving me a hard-working energy, you might have a sense of working in teams and collaborating in general.
9 (The Hermit) - Your career path might seem to you as lonely or you might do everything by yourself, since this card represents solitude. This card is connected to Virgo sign, meaning that you can use your analytical skills in your career. You can be an economist, a programmer, a chemist, a scientist, an engineer of something or work in fields where you can use your wisdom, which this card is actually about. Number 9 is ruled by Mars in numerology, so you may also be very competitive in your work environment. Take what resonates.
10 (Wheel of Fortune) - I don't really have a point about what you can do with this arcana, I think that you can do almost everything with this arcana if you have it in your money line. This card is associated with Jupiter, which means that you might have a expansive and prosperous career. Seasonal jobs might be a thing for you. Working in entertainment industry could also be your lane. By saying the entertainment industry, I mean working as a singer, actor, entertainer, movie director, producent or even a content creator.
11 (Strength) - Number 11 is considered as the master number in numerology and is related to a higher purpose. This could mean that you might choose a career path where you can help and guide others. You could be a powerful motivational speaker, social worker, life coach or something like that. Since there's an animal in this card, it might mean working with animals, for example, being a vet, or a dog trainer. This card is associated with Leo sign, so you might also work in creative pursuits, entertainment industry or as a babysitter.
12 (The Hanged Man) - Whenever I hear about this arcana, the first thing that comes to my mind is spirituality. This card is ruled by the planet Neptune, which represents spirituality in modern western astrology. Being a psychic medium, a prophet or just a spiritualist might be fulfilling for you. You might work in any field where you can share your wisdom. The problem is that you may tend to sacrifice a lot for your career, since this card is all about sacrifice. The negative side of that could be becoming stuck in your toxic work environment, because in this card, there's a man being trapped and unable to move forward. Be aware if that!
13 (Death) - Your career or profession might transform other people's lives or their own life perspective, since this card is related to Scorpio sign. Being a therapist could be a good career option for you. Working as a funeral director, a forensic scientist where you can investigate the criminal cases or even as an archeologist might also be suitable for you. Even if you do something completely different, that field might be something you are passionate about, 'cause Scorpio is associated with the passion itself.
14 (Temperance) - You might put yourself in a position where you can help and heal others. Working as a doctor, a nurse, a pharmacist, psychologist or a therapist could be very suitable for you. Temperance card is associated with the Sagittarius sign, so you're someone who can teach and guide other people, 'cause Sagittarius is a moral sign which is about looking for the right ways to live a life. You can influence and heal a lot of people with your public presence or with your work.
15 (The Devil) - This is telling me that you might choose a career path which could be very risky. This card is ruled by the Capricorn sign, so you might use the dark side of yourself in order to succeed, since Capricorn is a very dark sign. You could work as a Casino worker, business owner, sex worker, stockbroker, investor, musician, police officer etc. You might yearn to earn money in a fast, maybe even in an unethical ways. I see you choosing a career where you can make a lot of money in general.
16 (The Tower) - This card is all about destructions, extreme ups and downs and spirituality. It's connected to the planet Mars which also represents similar things. You might become successful as a spiritual leader or doing some extreme work, such as firefighter, surgeon, policeman, archeologist etc. It might be hard for you to keep being consistent to your work and you'll never know which obstacle might be next to come to you, 'cause this arcana is about extremes. You might be extremely motivated and productive or extremely tired and unmotivated.
17 (The Star) - Well, I think that the name of this card tells everything. With this placement, you might work in any field where you can express yourself and to stand out from the crowd. This card is related to the Aquarius sign, so you may attract a lot of attention from other people. You can be a singer, musician, actor, model, photograph, graphic designer, content creator or just working in the entertainment industry. This is a very creative placement.
18 (The Moon) - This is another placement which indicate working in creative fields, but you might rather work behind the scene, which kinda makes sense because this arcana represents mystery and illusions. It is associated with the Pisces sign, which is a very idealistic, selfless and creative sign, so you might also work as a musician or an actor. You might also work in a spiritual field, such as tarot readings or selling crystals. I can also see you working as a social worker and as a therapist.
19 (The Sun) - You could work in any field where being at the center of attention is crucial. Putting yourself in a spotlight might be a great option for you. I can see you being an entrepreneur or a performer. Leadership energy is relevant here. I don't know if you are comfortable in putting yourself out there, but if you have this arcana in your money line, then I think you should try it, you can be successful by doing that. This card is ruled by the planet Sun (do I even have to say that?).
20 (Judgement) - I feel that you can work in every field where you can criticize or analyze several topics. This is a great placement of being a lawyer, judge, presenter, music critic etc. This card is associated with the planet Pluto, which represents transformation, so you might change the people's way of thinking with your career. This arcana is also about ancestry and family, meaning that you could work in your family business or as a caregiver.
21 (The World) - This is an obvious indicator of a career path where you can travel all around the world. Being a travel agent or an anthropologist might be significant. This card is related to the planet Saturn which does represent organization and structure, so you might need to be organized in order to become successful in your field. You could also work in a tourism industry as a hotelier. You might connect with a lot of people with your profession by using your open mind in general.
22 (The Fool) - You might use the profession that is very risk-taking and unconventional to societal norms. Mind you that this card is basically ruled by the planet Uranus, which tells a lot. I see so many people with this arcana in their money line who work in the entertainment industry as a singer, actor, comedian or presenter. There could be bunch of field where you might work in, 'cause you cannot bound into one particular category. You might also work as an astrologer, business owner or be a self-employed in general.
Whoa, I finally made this observation until the end! I hope you enjoyed it and that you can resonate with that. If you want to deepen down in your Destiny Matrix chart, then you can book a private reading with me. I've published pre-recorded video readings and one-on-one readings on Zoom. The first three offers of mine are text-related readings (those offers which are categorized as Western Astrology, Vedic Astrology and Matrix of Destiny are text-related). Anyways, I hope you liked this observation. Wish you all had a beautiful week ahead. Bye for now and see you very soon!
Best regards, Paky McGee
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God! I love dark price, please write a part of dark price and reader with his son (I want a mini price đ) I think it would be a boy đ
but I'll leave it up to you <3 have a good day, best writer on Tumblr <3
Cage Cw: forced pregnancy, forced relationship, MENTION OF NON-CON/DUB-CON, DARKFIC, tell me if I missed any.
âMama! Mama!â Two, childlike voices called out to you, their tones light and jovial with a childâs innocence, untainted by the horrors of the world.
Rapid pads followed after their screams, running steps heading your way as you turned to look at the source, putting down the knife you used to cut the ripe and fresh carrot for supper. Two pairs of hands grabbed at your pants, wide, blue eyes staring up at you with joy and wonder in their pretty eyes, they begged for attention.
You loved them. You truly did. From the lingering fat on their three-year old cheeks, their round, doe eyes in a stormy, blue shade, their chubby limbs and fingers holding onto you to the soft locks in the shade of your hair. From the adorable behaviour, pliant and obedient, always eager to listen to you if it meant receiving praises and kisses from you, to the innocence in their being, untouched by the cruelty youâve seen when you were still working. But everything about them reminded you of him, of their father, of your husband. Your boy and daughter were spitting images of their father, only with your shade of hair.
âWhat wrong?â You crouched to their height, thumb rubbing the blue ink off the fat of your daughterâs cheek with your clean hand, youâd left the both of them in the living room with a box of coloured pens and paper to draw with.
âHungry, Mama,â Olivia moaned, clutching her shirt with an adorable pout, reaching for her brother for help to convey her hunger.
You cooed at her, picking the both of them up, bobbing them until they sat comfortably on each side of you, arms wrapped around your shoulder as they cried and moaned about being hungry, about their tumtums making sound. You put them on separate chairs, handing them a small cracker to eat while your finished making your soup. Olivia and Arthur - you precious twins - liked the bland crackers, wanting something to bite into while their teeth grew, to stop the itch and discomfort of growing teeth.
âMamaâs almost finished, itâll be done once Dadaâs home, okay?â Your kids were smart, they understood words that most wouldnât at this age. You chalked it up to them having your husbandâs genes, his smart and quick decisions made it nearly impossible to beat him in a battle of wits, you learned that the hard way.
As if summoned by your voice, you heard the lock click, announcing your husbandâs return from work. Hearing their father open the door, Arthur and Olivia jumped off their seats and rushed to the door, smiling and giggling, overjoyed to see their father home after leaving early in the morning. He bent down to kiss them, bringing them into his chest and blowing kisses, a few dozen on their forehead, another dozen on each cheek and a few on their pink nose, small and adorable.
âGo on, give Ma and Pa a moment, yeah?â He smiled softly, petting them on the head before coaxing them away, wanting a moment to hold you on his own.
He pulled you towards him, hands grasping onto your hips, strong and unyielding in his hold. He pressed his lips to your cheek, slowly trailing down to your lips with a searing and possessive kiss, demanding your attention and whole being. He nipped at your lip, teeth biting on your lower lip until you let out a small whimper, audible to him and you alone, protecting your children from Priceâs darker side.
âJohn,â you mumbled, panting when he pulled away, your lips swollen from his rough kiss.
When you tried to move back, you were stopped by his grip on your nap, unaware that his hand snaked up to hold you still, keeping your face near his. His stormy eyes brewed with a cyclone, a violent and powerful torrent of emotions that had you shudder in fear and apprehension. He was strung high, pulled tight on the edges, his nerves burned to its core without any relief for him to come back down. You knew you would have to help him relax, to surrender your body to his whims.
âLetâs⌠letâs just eat dinner and get the kids to bed first, all right?â
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Identifying and Coping with Cults
Most people seem to believe cults are about religion, robes, and/or UFOs, but cults aren't about theology or cosmology - they're about mental, social, emotional control. A cult doesn't need a compound, robes, or cosmology - just a belief so total and consuming that it swallows the rest of your identity.

We tend to think that cults draw other people.
Dumb people.
Weak-minded people.
People who aren't as smart or educated or skeptical as we are.
The truth is that cults don't rely on stupidity, they rely on conviction and the need to belong.
Conviction makes people feel important, righteous, elite, and part of something bigger than themselves.
That kind of thinking isn't rare. It's everywhere.
Features of All Cults
The Leader/Doctrine Is Infallible
It doesn't have to be a person. It can be an ideology, a set of principles, or a revolutionary narrative. What matters is that it's never wrong. Any mistake, contradiction, or moral failing is either denied, excused, or reframed as proof of how right the group is.
Outsiders Are Enemies
There are no legitimate opponents, only evil ones. If you're not with us, you're corrupt. The world is divided into us (good, awakened) and them (bad, brainwashed, oppressive). The possibility of good-faith disagreement is off the table.
Doubt = Betrayal
Skepticism isn't healthy, it's treason. Asking questions means you've already failed a loyalty test. You either accept the whole package or you're a danger to the group.
The Cause Justifies Everything
Because the group is always right, its behavior is always justified. Harassment, threats, violence, lying, and dehumanization are all fair game if they serve the mission.
Truth Is Monopolized
They have The Truth. Everyone else is misled or malicious. Any source that contradicts the group is propaganda. Any evidence that complicates the narrative is ignored or dismissed.
Purity Is Mandatory
You don't get to agree with parts and question others. There is no cafeteria plan. You believe it all, or you're compromised.
There Is No Exit Without Punishment
Try leaving. Try expressing doubt. You will be humiliated, discredited, and demonized. The group will claim you were never a real believer anyway.
These Features in Famous Cults
Jonestown (People's Temple - Jim Jones)

A political-religious movement that ended in the mass murder-suicide of over 900 people in Guyana in 1978.
Infallible Leader - Jim Jones was treated as a prophet and god-like figure.
Outsiders = Enemies - The US government and defectors were seen as existential threats.
Doubt = Betrayal - Defectors were labeled traitors, dissent was suppressed.
Cause Justifies Everything - Abuse, mind control, and ultimately mass death were rationalized.
Truth Is Monopolized - Only Jones' interpretation of the world was accepted.
Purity Is Mandatory - Members were forced to adopt strict ideological conformity.
No Exit Without Punishment - Defectors were hunted, threatened, or killed.
Heaven's Gate (Marshall Applewhite & Bonnie Nettles)

A UFO-doomsday cult whose members believed they would ascend to a spaceship by shedding their bodies. Ended in 39 suicides in 1997.
Infallible Leader - Applewhite was seen as the only conduit to salvation.
Outsiders = Enemies - Non-believers were seen as "Luciferians" and corrupt.
Doubt = Betrayal - Questioning the teachings endangered the "exit plan."
Cause Justifies Everything - Suicide was framed as liberation from Earth.
Truth Is Monopolized - All external sources were rejected and only the leaders had access to "The Next Level."
Purity Is Mandatory - Strict celibacy, dress codes, and detachment from the world were enforced.
No Exit Without Punishment - Psychological control and isolation made leaving nearly impossible.
Scientology (L. Ron Hubbard / David Miscavige)

A pseudo-religious organization founded by a science fiction writer, known for aggressive legal tactics, secrecy, and abuse allegations.
Infallible Leader - Hubbard's writings are treated as scripture and Miscavige is treated as his anointed executor.
Outsiders = Enemies - "Suppressive persons" are vilified, critics are targets.
Doubt = Betrayal - Internal questioning is punished with auditing, isolation, or expulsion.
Cause Justifies Everything - Surveillance, harassment, and lawsuits justified to protect the church.
Truth Is Monopolized - Members are discouraged from consuming outside media or criticism.
Purity Is Mandatory - Advancement requires complete adherence to doctrine and lifestyle.
No Exit Without Punishment - Defectors face smear campaigns, disconnection from family, and threats.
NXIVM (Keith Raniere)

A self-help organization that devolved into a coercive sex cult with branding, blackmail, and criminal convictions.
Infallible Leader - Raniere was marketed as a genius and moral authority.
Outsiders = Enemies - Critics were dismissed or targeted with lawsuits.
Doubt = Betrayal - Members were pressured to ignore red flags or risk expulsion.
Cause Justifies Everything - Abuse and manipulation were reframed as empowerment.
Truth Is Monopolized - Raniere's teachings overrode conventional ethics or science.
Purity Is Mandatory - Members were ranked and groomed for obedience.
No Exit Without Punishment - Those who left were harassed, blackmailed, and/or publicly discredited.
The same seven features are always there in every cult.
These, of course, are all in the past.
Here in 2025, we have two popular cults which are doing all of us extraordinary amounts of harm.
MAGA

Infallible Leader
Donald Trump isn't just a politician to his followers, he's a symbol. When he lies, it's not a flaw. It's strategy. When he fails, it's sabotage by the deep state. He is the center of the movement's gravity, and his word overrides observable reality. The courts, the media, even physics, meteorology, and basic math are all wrong if they contradict him.
Outsiders = Enemies
The MAGA worldview is binary. You're either a patriot or a traitor. Democrats, immigrants, journalists, academics, scientists, and election officials are all suspect. Ther are no disagreements, there's only war. Opponents aren't wrong, they're evil.
Doubt = Betrayal
MAGA has no tolerance for internal dissent. Most of the Republicans who acknowledged Biden's win were branded as RINOs and purged. The rest got in line and kissed the ring. Asking for evidence about election fraud is seen as disloyal. Even silence can be suspect.
The Cause Justifies Everything
Storming the Capitol? Justified. Threatening election workers? Patriotic. Spreading conspiracy theories? Necessary. There are no rules if the mission is to save America from the leftist cabal.
Truth Is Monopolized
Only certain sources are trusted and even Fox News has often been smacked down for insufficient loyalty. So the cult faithful turn to right-wing echo chambers, YouTube prophets, and meme accounts. Anything mainstream is automatically suspect, but in a world of liars, only the Dear Leader is always telling you the truth.
Purity Is Mandatory
You can't just support tighter borders or lower taxes. You have to accept the whole package: the stolen election, the culture war, the personality worship, the persecution narrative, the attacks on immigrants, the assault on higher education...Moderation or nuance are weakness.
No Exit Without Punishment
Look at Liz Cheney or Mike Pence. Look at anyone who tried to steer the movement or the GOP back toward reality. They didn't just lose support, they were cast out. Once you're disloyal, you're dead to the group.

And on the other end of the horseshoe:
The Western "Pro-Palestinian" Movement
Infallible Doctrine
This movement isn't about support for Palestinian rights (a legitimate cause we should all support). This is a movement which treats anti-Zionism, the belief that Israel must cease to exist, as sacred law.
No amount of evidence, history, or context can challenge the idea that Israel is uniquely evil, that Palestinians are uniquely innocent, and that the only moral position is total condemnation and elimination of the Jewish state.
Outsiders = Enemies
Anyone who supports Israel's right to exist is an enemy. Jewish students are enemies. Palestinian peace advocates who reject Hamas are enemies. You don't need to hold extreme views to be treated as an enemy, you just have to diverge from the orthodoxy.
Doubt = Betrayal
Say you're uncomfortable with chants like "from the river to the sea" or that you believe in both Israeli and Palestinian national self-determination...or say you oppose Hamas' methods and violent suppression of the people of Gaza...?
That's enough to get you labeled a Zionist apologist, a traitor, a colonizer. There's no space for complexity. No room for nuance.
The Cause Justifies Everything
Celebrating the October 7 massacre? "Context."
Ripping down posters of kidnapped civilians? "Resistance."
Harassing Jewish students? "Solidarity."
The cruelty is framed as necessary, desirable, even virtuous.
Truth Is Monopolized
Official sources are dismissed as biased. Only certain accounts (often anonymous, hyper-partisan, and unchecked) are treated as legitimate.
If a Palestinian criticizes Hamas, they're ignored or attacked as a Zionist (ask Hamza Howidy or Ahmed Fouad Alkahatib).
If a Jew defends Israel's right to exist, they're a propagandist. HASBARA!
Purity Is Mandatory
You can't be selectively critical. You can't say "I support human rights but also think Hamas is a terrorist group." That's impure. You must affirm the full narrative or you're compromised. You must chant the slogans, share the posts, and avoid any hint of nuance. If you don't strictly follow the purity guidelines, anything you say on any topic is deemed false.
No Exit Without Punishment
Try saying you no longer support the movement because of extremism and antisemitism. You'll be attacked, disowned, doxxed, called a Zio or other slurs. There's no graceful exit.
Once you're out, you're not just wrong. You're the enemy.

Coping
So what do we do when people we care about fall into cults draped in flags and slogans?
First, understand that logic won't pry them out. Cults aren't built on facts, they're built on identity, emotion, and a deep need to belong.Â
If it's someone close to you, your best move is to stay connected without indulging the dogma. Ask questions, not to debate, but to remind them there's a world beyond the script. Don't play their game of moral purity, just show them what it looks like to think freely and still care deeply.
With strangers, it's different.
You owe them less, and it's okay to disengage when the cost is too high. Not every argument is winnable, and not every person wants to come back.
But when you do engage, go for clarity, not conversion. Speak plainly, factually, and with spine. Cults thrive in echo chambers. Every time you speak outside the script, you widen the crack that might let someone else out.Â
Not today, maybe. But eventually. That's the long game.Â
That's how you fight a cult without joining one.
(This post inspired by tags of @tapdancingmutantboy - thanks!)
Further Information:
Two-hour playlist of excellent videos on cults
Singer, M. T., & Lalich, J. (1995). Cults in our midst: The hidden menace in our everyday lives. San Francisco, CA: Jossey-Bass.
Hassan, S. (2015). Combating cult mind control: The #1 bestselling guide to protection, rescue, and recovery from destructive cults. Freedom of Mind Press.
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Quotes from âJohn & Paul: A Love Story In Songsâ
PROLOGUE
âGreat Britain seemed stuck in some long-gone era of top hats and dirty chimneys, all vitality spent. But from its damp soil sprouted a life force so vigorous that it jump-started a new epoch. It didnât come from the countryâs capital, either, but from the suburbs of a provincial city in industrial decline, streets forlorn with war damage. Here two teenage boys invented their own future, and, in doing so, our present. Neither John Lennon nor Paul McCartney studied music; they couldnât even read the notes. They schooled each other, and then they schooled the world.â
âThe micro-culture of the Beatles, which had such a decisive impact on our culture, germinated in the many hours that John and Paul spent in Paulâs front parlor or in Johnâs bedroom, guitars on laps, making songs, poetry, and laughter.
This is a book about how two young men merged and multiplied their talents to create one of the greatest and most influential bodies of work in history. The partnership of Lennon and McCartney was responsible for 159 of the Beatlesâ 184 recorded songs, and they were the dominant creative decision-makers within the group. [...] This is also a love story. John and Paul were more than just friends or collaborators in the sense we normally understand those terms. Their friendship was a romance: passionate, tender, and tempestuous, full of longing, riven by jealousy. This volatile, conflicted, madly creative quasi-marriage escapes our neatly drawn categories, and so has been deeply misunderstood.â
âWe think we know John and Paul; we really donât. A popular narrative about the group and its central partnership emerged in the wake of the Beatlesâ demise in 1970. [...] After Lennonâs untimely end in 1980, this narrative became canonical. Somehow it survives, albeit in a moth-eaten form, even though it says more about the cultural and political preoccupations of a bygone era than about what actually happened. âJohn versus Paulâ is still the polarizing shorthand by which fans and writers discuss the Beatles. But as the protagonists themselves often acknowledged, there was no âJohnâ without âPaulâ, and vice-versa. Their collaboration, even at its most competitive, was a duet, not a duel.â
âThe standard narrative has distorted the true personalities of Lennon and McCartney, and impoverished our understanding of the Beatlesâ music. We need a new story, not least because recent years have seen the emergence of important sources of evidence that definitively undermine the old one.â
âFrom the moment they began writing, Lennon and McCartney conceived of the pop song not just as a tune with words but as a way of processing overwhelming pain or joy, or both, and as a means of communication. They saw the song this way because they needed to. They were both deeply emotional men who had the fabric of their world ruptured at a young age, and they longed to connect â with each other, with audiences, with the universe. When they couldnât speak what they felt, they sang it.â
âAs millions reel at the sudden, violent death of one of the most famous and loved men in the world, that mean and paltry phrase hits the headlines: âItâs a drag.â McCartneyâs apparently emotionless demeanor seems to confirm what many already suspect: that Lennon and McCartney fell out years ago and no longer had any affection for each other. Amid the sadness, this news arrives like another little death. The infectious joy the two of them took in each otherâs company had been so plain, on stage, on screen, and, above all, in music. Now one is gone while the other chews gum and makes glib remarks.
Whatever happened to John and Paul?â
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Writing Tips: Prose
If you want to improve the quality of your writing, the best place to start is with the fundamentals. These valuable tips can help you learn how to write better and elevate your creative output.
Tips for Writing Engaging Prose
Use these writing tricks and tips to elevate your prose:
Donât worry about your first draft. A lot of writers fall victim to writerâs block at the very beginning of a project. It can be hard to start writing when youâre staring at a blank page, not sure exactly where a piece will end up. At this early stage, itâs best to put aside perfectionism and just get your story idea down on paper. Start out by freewriting with a writing prompt or by building an outline. This can help you gain the confidence you need to complete a draft.
Cut the fluff. Editing can transform good writing into great writing. When editing, look for scenes that donât advance the plot, overly long descriptions, and anything that wonât sustain a readerâs attention. Whether youâre working on short stories, business writing, content marketing, or nonfiction essays, try to match the word count of similar published pieces.
Rewrite, then rewrite again. Most great writers consider rewriting an integral part of the writing process. Writing a scene multiple times in different ways can help you distill these different attempts into the best writing you have to offer. Rewriting helps you work out any parts that donât make sense or are illogical, which will help your writing sound smarter and more considered.
Read your work out loud. Reading your work out loud will almost certainly make you a better writer. Embarrassing as it may seem in the moment, speaking the words out loud is a great way to notice the rhythm of your sentences and catch any unintended repetition or awkward word choices.
Learn how to hook your readers. Your hook-writing style will depend on whether youâre a fiction writer working on a novel or a copywriter blogging for a company, but every good writer has a strategy for generating interest. Try starting your piece with an emotional scene or a surprising statement. The important thing is that your first sentence, scene, or page creates questions in your readerâs mind, encouraging them to keep reading. Beware of the obvious hookâspend time coming up with a thoughtful, unique hook that will make your writing sound smart, not gimmicky.
Write concisely. Short sentences with simple words tend to sound smarter than long sentences full of big words. You donât have to sound like Ernest Hemingway, but you should try cutting unnecessary language from your text. Often, it will make your piece more concise and authoritative.
Use the active voice. When writing in the active voice, the subject of a sentence performs the action. Passive voice sentences contain subjects that are the object of the sentenceâs verb. They are not the âdoerâ of the sentence; they are the recipient of an action. Sentences constructed with the active voice use fewer words and are easier to understand.
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I can't drive this point home enough: THT writers full on betrayed these characters and book canon. Here's how:
There are creative adaptations â and then there are creative decisions that blatantly ignore the spirit and structure of the source material. And what the writers of The Handmaidâs Tale did after Season 2 falls squarely in the latter category.
If youâre feeling angry, confused, or heartbroken about how Nick and Juneâs story ended â youâre right to be. But maybe this will offer you some hope and peace about the real ending. Because the show didnât just deviate from Margaret Atwoodâs novel. It hollowed it out â especially around the storyâs most important themes: forgiveness, love, ambiguity, agency, and the power of choice.
Season 1 and 2 Were Aligned with the Book â But After That? A Total Creative Derailment.
Letâs be honest: Season 1 and much of Season 2 are some of the best television ever made. Every time I re-watch this series I still am on the edge of my seat during these episodes. Praise be, Max Minghella. I just adore his interpretation of Nick. He got it right.
Theyâre grounded in Atwoodâs literary DNA:
Juneâs inner voice.
The claustrophobic terror of Gilead.
The quiet acts of resistance.
The messy, complicated, non-sanitized nature of desire and survival.
Nick as both risk and refuge â her tether to humanity and her ticket to freedom.
But after that?
The writers didnât evolve the story. They hijacked it.
Nick Was Never Confirmed to be a Commander â and His Arc Was Meant to Remain Ambiguous.
Letâs start here, because this is one of the most egregious creative deviations. This is the confirmed THT book ending.
âMore likely it was âNick,â who, by the evidence of the very existence of the tapes, must have helped âOffredâ to escape. The way in which he was able to do this marks him as a member of the shadowy Mayday underground, which was not identical with the Underground Femaleroad but had connections with it. The latter was purely a rescue operation, the former quasi-military. A number of Mayday operatives are known to have infiltrated the Gileadean power structure at the highest levels, and the placement of one of their members as chauffeur to Waterford would certainly have been a coup; a double coup, as âNickâ must have been at the same time a member of the Eyes, as such chauffeurs and personal servants often were.â âThe Handmaidâs Tale, Historical Notes
âHe could, of course, have assassinated her himself, which might have been the wiser course, but the human heart remains a factor, and, as we know, both of them thought she might be pregnant by him. What male of the Gilead period could resist the possibility of fatherhood, so redolent of status, so highly prized? Instead, he called in a rescue team of Eyes, who may or may not have been authentic but in any case were under his orders. In doing so he may well have brought about his own downfall.â âThe Handmaidâs Tale, Historical Notes
Nick: a low-ranking, mysterious figure. Possibly a double agent. Almost certainly part of Mayday. Not a Commander. Not climbing Gileadâs ladder. And definitely not âplaying the long gameâ in the regime.
The idea that Nick was involved in Gileadâs inception is pure speculation â the book never confirms it, and deliberately keeps his past ambiguous.
His motives? Human. Messy. Unclear. Emotional. Thatâs the point.
But instead of honoring that ambiguity â the entire reason his character worked â the show made the baffling decision to:
Promote him to Commander â a rank he never holds in the book and one that directly contradicts the ambiguity Atwood preserved.
Suggest he was involved in Gileadâs inception â a narrative never confirmed and completely speculative in canon.
Embed him deeper in Gilead politics instead of writing his arc toward getting out, as the book implies.
Create a Gilead marriage plot device (i.e. Rose and the baby) to morally complicate him in ways the book never does.
And finally, turn him into a romantic cautionary tale, rather than the revolutionary force Atwood pointed to in the epilogue.
This was never Atwoodâs Nick. This was TV prestige antihero Nick, stripped of subtext and rebranded as a walking guilt symbol.
And honestly? We shouldâve known because Season 3 was the turning point. Unfortunately, the narrative arcs for June/Nick in Season 4 especially fooled me good.
The Luke Love Triangle Was Manufactured â and Totally Out of Step with the Book
One of the most damaging creative pivots the show made postâSeason 2 was playing up the love triangle between June, Luke, and Nick.
Letâs be clear: The book never does this.
In Atwoodâs novel, Luke is a memory. A hope. A voice that fades as Juneâs present becomes more immediate, more real. She doesnât even know if heâs alive.
She waits for him, but she stops defining herself by him. She sleeps with Nick. She thinks she may be pregnant. She chooses connection in the present over loyalty to a ghost.
Thatâs the arc.
But the show â especially in Seasons 4 through 6 â deliberately rewrites this. They keep Luke alive. Make him present. Turn him into an emotional safety net.
And then they force June to constantly re-litigate her feelings for him, as if her love for Nick somehow invalidates her trauma, her choices, her survival.
They gave us a triangle where there was never meant to be one â and in doing so, they robbed June of the clarity and emotional logic that defined her character.
The Final Season Should Have Been About Nick Fulfilling His Book Canon End â Not Being Erased
The most damning thing about this ending is what we didnât get: Nick helping June escape again and his turn into Mayday.
Because thatâs literally what happens in the book.
And if you bring The Testaments into the discussion, you could absolutely make the case that Nick and June escaped together. The ending is left intentionally ambiguous â but deliberately so. Atwood leaves the door open, not closed. Especially considering that in The Handmaidâs Tale novel, June makes it painfully clear that she doesnât want to leave without him. The show could have honored that ambiguity, leaned into it, and built a later-season arc around the two of them escaping Gilead together â which, by all accounts, would have aligned more faithfully with what the book implies.
He gets her out. Quietly. Without fanfare. Possibly risking everything â including his own life â because he loves her and sees whatâs coming.
Instead, the show gave us a Nick who:
Doesnât move.
Doesnât fight.
Doesnât even say goodbye.
Heâs turned into a plot device. A cautionary tale. And in doing that, the writers erased the most faithful ending to the book they could have used.
Just imagine:
Nick coordinating her final escape, the way he did in the novel.
Both of them fully aware of what theyâre risking and doing it together.
Him finally stepping out of the shadows of Gilead, and choosing her, again.
That was the ending. It was right there. And they left it on the floor.
Donât let the show gaslight you into thinking this was the only ârealisticâ way forward. Donât accept a final season that punishes its own characters for loving deeply and surviving fully.
Because the truth is:
Book Nick was never the problem.
The triangle was never the point.
June choosing love, danger, forgiveness, and herself â even when itâs messy â was always the most feminist story they couldâve told.
They just didnât tell it.
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Iâm Back.
I needed to step awayâto breathe, to mend, to remember why I started this in the first place. A blog like this, built from passion, imagination, and love, should never be a source of pain. And yet, it became one. Words may not leave bruises, but they can cut deep. They left wounds I wasnât sure how to heal in a moment. This absence may have felt short to some of you, long to others, but it's what I needed.
Re: last update
But hereâs the truth: I love what I do. I love crafting stories, weaving emotions into words, and building worlds for us to escape into. I love the discussions, the wild theories, the laughter over delusions, the shared love for footballers, tropes of romance, and creativity. This space was never just mineâit was ours. And though cruelty tried to take that away from me, I refuse to let it.
You can't imagine (well maybe some of you could) what my inbox looked like and I refuse to share it because I don't want that type of negativity on Forever Isn't Enough. That is not my blog. That is not me. And that is not us who exist here because I am not me without you all. I love the real community - not the anonymity hiding behind aggression, racism, threats, and hate - but the real one that never have to unanimously agree but aways will listen and read with openness.
Hate does not define me. But I am not made of stone. Behind the screen, beyond the pretty words, I am a personâjust like you, and I hope that everyone who reads this remembers that. That every tumblr account, anon or with a username, is a human being. Iâm returning not as a puppet but as âFieâ, a writer, hoping that those who are still here will want to find our way back to what this was meant to be: a place of joy, of connection, of creativity without cruelty.
I love this community and the connection weâve built - silly pretty boys aside. I want to share, laugh, cry, and discuss with all of you againâ to enter these fictional worlds but with respect and empathy.
So, to the ones who have stood by me, to the ones who have sent kindness when I needed it mostâthank you. Your love has always meant more than the noise. You remind me why I love doing this, being here. Why I began sharing my deluded fictional tales of romances with footballers. Why I love each of you enough to share my imagination with.Â
If my stories are not for you, thatâs okay. But please, do not try to take them from me. Simply walk away.
For those who remainâIâm here, Iâm writing, and Iâm ready to share again. Iâm ready to let the light back in through the aperture of my blog and to get lost in the beautiful, messy world of fan fiction again.
FIE xx
[i'm going to open my inbox to post my responses to all the wonderful messages I've received in the past few days. I apologize for the spam but each one was everything I needed.]
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I came across that silm nobel prize argument you mentioned in yr tag. Iâm not asking about the ship war stuff, I know you donât do ship stuff but only if you donât mind, I was interested in hearing yr thoughts on the accessibility stuff they were talking abt, like what makes a fanfic acessible. I was thinking of your post on making your AU acessible for a fanfic reader, and it made me think that the nobel prize OP was using the word inacessible in a wrong way?
I assume this refers to that âSilm writers are inaccessible & elitist compared to TROP writers, nobody wants to write an essay about the fanfic they read, flower shop AUs have more âreal human emotionâ than thematically dense fic, itâs AO3 not the Nobel Prize longlistâ nonsense unless thereâs another one floating about in which case jesus fucking christ lol
Itâs an interesting one lol⌠I donât follow the page or post about the show so I didnât see it, but a bunch of people have DMed it to me across the last couple weeks, since while the OP was speaking in general or collective terms, I tick a few of their shitlist boxes in a rather obvious way lol. Iâve said variations of this across said DMs and other writers may have a different opinion but essentially:
I personally donât treat âaccessibilityâ as a concern when it comes to fanfic, unless weâre talking disability accommodations like alt-text or not using emojis, or tagging for triggers. âMust be enjoyable for people who like a certain style of writingâ is not an accessibility requirement, itâs your Goodreads wishlist. I do not care about what you want Santa to bring you. Perhaps itâs because Iâve not been in fandom long enough but I genuinely cannot think of a response aside from âget a fucking grip lolâ.
And re your question about my AU, what I meant there by adapting the story for a fanfic audience was that I toploaded it with regional context and diaspora eyes before getting into the actual narrative in a way I wouldnât have done if (god forbid) I wrote it as a novel. That isnât a comment on style or theme, itâs literally just because Iâd expect that someone walking into a bookshop, picking up, and paying for a book about a Marxist madhouse in North Kerala full of intertextual elements so thinly veiled as to be practically wrapped in clingfilm, would be at least vaguely familiar with the genre and context.
This is something I would not assume of people scrolling through AO3, because thereâs no reason to expect that, hence providing extra info, being conscious as to what I canât presume people already know, putting some extra elbow grease into âworld buildingâ, translating within the text itself, answering questions about regional/historical context etc⌠itâs not an accessibility measure, Iâd say itâs closer to providing an appendix/glossary.
I donât know, like imo itâs kind of ridiculous to sit around shitting on people for writing narratives more complex than what you personally like, but thatâs your space, preference and prerogative⌠go ham and shit away, it is your toilet, not mine.
My irritation is mostly with the language of âaccessibilityâ and âelitismâ and trying to make it sound like a societal ill by using such buzzwords. Yes, there may well be elitism or lorebros or whatever in a general fandom sense, but I donât know what fanfic has to do with that.
The Silmarillion probably does have a higher concentration of whatever they mean by Nobel Prize fics but thatâs not exactly due to some oppressive feudal fandom hierarchy, itâs literally just because the fanbase skews older and the source text is conducive to a certain style of literary writing being relatively popular⌠itâs not some big injustice, itâs pretty normal, generally speaking, for fanworks to reflect the style and tone of the source text regardless of how transformative they are, simply because the one thing most people in any given fandom share is their enjoyment of said source text.
I like to think of myself as being well read but there are tons of books âinaccessibleâ to me beyond reading preferences. When I was at university I worked on regional literature but I always specified Malayalam rather than âSouth Indiaâ even though the college used the latter as a tag, because I canât read Tamil or Kannada etcâthat doesnât mean those languages are inaccessible languages. Oneâs experience as an individual is not a benchmark for something already as subjective as accessibility. Iâm not exactly going to call the Dance Mums fanbase elitist gatekeepers for writing fanfiction just because Iâve never seen an episode of the show.
Also not to be an insufferable pedant but like⌠if someone wants to use âpublishable standardâ as a negative term, they should probably look up what it means. Publishable standard just means that a work is fit for publication, itâs not meant to be a comment on genre, style or content. The Cat in the Hat is of publishable quality but that doesnât mean Dr. Seuss should win the Booker.
Finally, I know the OP was speaking in general and refers to a âgroupâ of writers but speaking for myself, lâm sorry I simply cannot see how on earth a style of writing can make someone elitist: I donât deny Iâve spent years with the academic silver spoon up my ass, I have openly acknowledged it on multiple occasions both joking and otherwise, and also do not deny that comes across in the way I write.
However, my blog is 80% pure shitposting. My AO3 page isnât required reading. You do not have to enjoy my writing style in order to interact with me, you are allowed to find it insufferable because it often is insufferable. Hell, you can even tell me you hate it, preferences are subjective. There is no gatekeeping here. Nobody is holding quiz nights about 1970s India and beating people if they get a question wrong.
TLDR: yes, yes, fanfiction doesnât have to be of a publishable standard because itâs people writing for fun yes, yes, elitism is bad, yes, yes, but that doesnât mean ânot writing a flowershop AUâ is some kind of systemic oppression against the AO3 proletariat lol.
Hope this went some way to answer your question!
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https://www.tumblr.com/kanmom51/712812388735418368/is-letter-a-song-for-army-the-baby-jm-never?source=share
I was going through this particular post and felt emotional...
Jm really calls jk baby isn't it?? We saw in the show too...things are slowly falling back to places just like many had doubts like why would the two bandmates supposed friends or the worst "not good mates, hate eachother so much to breathein the same place" travel to countries shooting a show in their last moment of freedom instead of laying happily beside their supposed gf or bf right.
They did tell us indirectly that they are together in their life without saying anything...just like everytime they did...
Hey there. :)
This is the post you linked:
Just read it again and ok then, what can I say, I am impressed. Quite the talented writer whoever wrote that one.đ
But seriously, am I a fortune teller or what? This was way before we even dreamt of a Jikook travel show giving us 9 hours more or less of authentic Jikook interactions. I'm not going to say uncensored, because there was clearly some censorship going on, at times on their part (awareness of cameras) and at times from the editors. But man, even with all of that, now that we are on the other side of this show you need to be really daft not to see they are telling us they are a couple. And if the show didn't convince us, well, this HAD to:
Oh, and JM calling JK baby... lol.
You know, like he did while talking to him in Letter...
Admit it.
You weren't surprised, right?
Only surprise was that once again it was allowed in.
But then again, purposefully so.
I know many are calling it a soft launch and well maybe you can call it that. But I would rather not label it. I will just sit here and enjoy what they have given us, which is so so much.
In this show we basically got first and foremost JM and JK telling us and showing us that they are, without a doubt, the closest duo in the group of 7. This comes on the tail of a couple of years where oh so many were claiming and reveling in what they thought was an apparent distance between the two. Apparent to those that for some reason think that these young superstars live their private lives for us to fully see. I guess (more so hope) that those ideas were laid to rest. And that for once and for all people finally realize that the two actually have a private life that we are not fully aware of. That the two spend time together even if we don't hear about it. That the two were and still are super close - intimately close.
And that takes me to my next point. It's not that the show revealed something that we weren't aware of when it comes to the level of intimacy between the two of them. It's not that they hadn't told us all of this over the years. It's that people were unwilling to hear it or see it and with the show we got to see it, 9 hours worth of it. Them on their own and them with their good friend that insisted on joining and was for most part allowing them to do their own thing. Not only did Tae's presence not disprove Jikook's closeness and intimacy (something many were hoping for), it actually highlighted it. It highlighted just how different, how much MORE JM and JK are with each other as opposed to either of them with Tae. Even when the three were spending time together (and I say even because much of the time Tae just left them to do their own thing or even if he was with them).
So yes, this was them allowing us to see just a little bit more of THEM. Together. The playfulness, the chemistry (again, something we were "warned" about in the promos - their known chemistry...), the way they just flow with each other, JK clearly being JM's cook (we get that in words and actions) and so much more.
I am not a fortuneteller and as such I can only write in hopes and wishes. I do hope and wish that this is them setting a new reality for the fandom. Yes the fandom should have caught on by now just how close they are. They basically never hid it, even if at times they pulled back with what we were shown (for many many reasons, some personal some towing the company line). But I am really hoping that post AYS Jikook will indeed be louder in the sense that they will allow us to continue and see THEM without the pullback we got at times. Because Army will accept THEM and embrace THEM. That the Jikook we get post military will be able to mention one another and it will be a new normal, not an eyebrow raising event. That JK won't have to say he'll get his toiletries and go over to shower at JM's because they will be living together in JK's new mansion. That they wouldn't have to hide it because people would finally accept them for who they are and who they love.
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tbh there's also something a loooot of ppl need to learn calling "setting realistic expectations." i personally wouldn't want eddie back without an on-screen conversation between him and CHRIS about what CHRIS wants, otherwise his entire plot in texas would feel kinda moot with a throwaway "yeah chris is fine with coming back to LA :)" since this plot was big enough for eddie to drop everything to go finally make things right with his son. i didn't expect for him to show up for the two-parter. meanwhile, everyone i saw who was momentarily disappointed bc no tommy was like "ah well, we know we're almost definitely getting him next episode bc of leaks" and went on to enjoy the episode as a whole
its genuinely fine to go "aw no eddie? :(" its Not fine to review bomb an episode and repeatedly bitch about the director not putting ur favorite man in the episode when it makes 0 sense for him to come back so quickly and without showing us that he IS still working on being a better dad to chris. hell, go write fanfic about it where eddie IS back instead of review bombing!!! that's probably a way more fun use of time than review bombing!!!
honestly, these fans make me dislike eddie more and more ngl which isn't even the actor or the writers faults at all. if he leaves the show then it's not going to impact me that much unless his ending is fully unsatisfying, and that'll be more of a "cmon, writers, you knew this was where this was going, do better." i have never watched the show only for eddie like these people have. came into the show expecting to love madney + henren and ended up very emotionally invested in bathena while enjoying buck and eddie as well. i'm on the same page as a lot of ppl who have been here longer than i have been: we love the entire show rather than just eddie. honestly, i think half of these people don't even like buck. i already know most of them don't give a shit about the rest of the show from insulting ravi over him distracting buck with tommy to turning josh into the "number 1 b*ddie cheerleader" to ignoring henren unless they can use them as a "gotcha!!! you don't actually care about queer rep!!!" like.
@ BoBs: do YOU? because every time there's queer rep that threatens ur fanon ship, u actively get homophobic about it down to, what, 600? of you PROUDLY admitting you would commit a hate crime to make your stupid ship canon--including both real men and fictional characters like josh and tommy in your "i'd hate crime for them teehee!" bullshit.
idk queso its just wild to me how often i also see the "eddie diaz pretty pretty princess who wants to paint his nails!!!" like. painting ur nails isnt gendered, the fuck? BoBs see anyone gender non-conforming and goes "wow, inherent sign of queerness, i am very smart :)" while feeding directly into toxic masculinity with the idea that if you don't adhere strictly to what's deemed masculine, then clearly you're queer. even if you say you're straight and know you're attracted to women and only women, you're gay because you (checks notes) have emotions and cry over your friends and did ballroom dancing when you were younger.
anyway if im being petty then i kinda hope that eddie leaves to focus fully on chris and making a life for the two of them in el paso and ravi takes his place on the team so that we get indian rep permanently on the show for a bit! i think he could bring some new life into the team (regardless of whether the show goes on for one season or more) and it'd be nice to see buck in a mentor position to him. plus i'd love to see his dynamic with the rest of the team <3 i am still available to play his love interest who is there for a single episode before being relegated to one-off mentions <3 /hj
Yes to alllllll of this, Annie!!!
What's ironic to me, based on something you mentioned, is the nail painting. They want sooooo hard for RG to actually be gay yet an actor who does paint his nails (for self-harm reasons) they call a slur and tell him to die.
Like???? Wtf are we doing???
(I know your ask is about the characters but that shit will always rub me the wrong way about Ryan stans)
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A reliable souce
When you play red dead one after having played red dead two it is possible that you will feel a kind of split between how Javier was and how Javier is described, and while most writes it off as a mistake on the writers side, there is a point I have seen a few others bring up which I think is amazing to keep in mind, that point being John's reliablity.
In rdr2 John and Javier are friends, they have gone through a lot together and they lean on one another when thye face troubles, however they meet a betray in chapter six which completely changes their dynamic and their friendship. Suddenly they no longer drink together around the campfire but give one another the cold shoulder.
It is obvious that John is no longer fond of Javier and that is naturally going to affect how John describes him because John is not a reliable source, he is not able to remove his own emotions from his describtion and thus it might come out worse than how it actually was.
Abigail describes Javier to be "creepy" and really there only is one interaction in chapter six that I have seen people desribe as creepy. I personally don't see it like that, but if she did then that one creepy incident could quickly be how she sees him due to that worsened opinion of him.
In short, neither of them are objective neutral sources.
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