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probably going to be less active on here the next week or so TT
#moving to the uk for uni + freshers week next week!!!#packing….doing prereading…..meeting new people etc….#hopefully i find a group of arsenal fans to watch the matches with 🙏#if any oomfs live in the uk and want to meet up / have advice re uni or getting arsenal tickets PLEASE do#<3#ki.txt
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A New Beginning (The Uni Experience)
Hi! As you can tell from the title, I am currently a humble first year university student. I’m studying in a uni within the UK specifically pursuing English Literature (no, I’m not going into education afterwards). This page/ blog is particularly for those who are considering to enter a UK university but don’t know what to expect. I’m here to give the more personal insight from one student to another.
Enjoy The Summer while You Can
I remember my days before moving in. I did the expected academic path of primary school, high school, sixth form, and now university. I didn’t think much of it until the day before my move in happened. After applying, it felt like moving to a new place was ages away. But it was only until the day before my move-in date that everything began to feel real.
The summer before university is the last summer you can spend without much worry. You have an environment you are familiar with and a family to provide and pay for things. You may even go on family holidays every so often on half terms. But once you hit university, you will have to learn about doing things for yourself like cooking, cleaning, and laundry. I have met various people throughout my life and only a few know how to cook more than just eggs on toast for themselves. More of those people were incapable of knowing how to iron clothes or fold laundry. It is rather shocking how many people don’t know how to do basic chores. Perhaps it is a matter of privilege or the lack of perspective on how important it is to sustain yourself.
My first bit of advice from a first year is to enjoy the summer while you can. Be free but also teach yourself something. With all the free time you have in summer, there are so many things you can do to get ahead of both the future and looking after yourself.
Meet The People
It is safe to say that you will meet some interesting people in uni. People in the student halls, course, or society/ club will all have their interests and certainly some unique qualities. I am fortunate enough to meet some good friends the moment I moved in to my flat. I’ve met wonderful people and I’m thankful they’re not insane party animals and somehow we’re all weird enough to get along.
Moving to university is one hell of a task and it can be daunting for those who have to leave a lot behind like family and friends. However, your flatmates and other first year students are in the same spot. And for those who are looking a fresh start, it’s an amazing feeling when you move to an unfamiliar. New people, new places, new city too. Whatever happens, the people you meet you will meet may teach something useful or really funny. I learnt about freezing bread and long life milk from one of my flatmates. The little moments you have will be the ones you remember when looking back. You might do something amazing, embarrassing, or something downright stupid. But all those moments when looking back will make great stories for when you visit your family and friends.
When you’re thinking of socialising, you don’t have to throw yourself into the deep end on the first day. Talk to the people in your flat and join social events – the best being Freshers Fayres, subject inductions, and events hosted during Freshers Week. Put yourself out there so you can ground yourself in order to see what kind of people you will be surrounded by for the next few years.
Yes, It Costs That Much
This may be the biggest section because there is a lot to cover. I’m telling you now, and God I wish someone taught me sooner, but budgeting is a key skill for living in university. Even with the student loans I applied for, it wouldn’t be enough on a per month basis. For the longest time, talking about money has been an unconscious social taboo specifically from the older generation AKA the ones who taught us most things. Not only that, accommodation costs can be a lot and that’s assuming your utility bills come with it. I’m aware certain universities will charge your accommodation fee and the bills separately which, in a world of inflation with very little money, seems very daunting. Quite frankly, it is.
Another aspect to consider is when your student loan will come in. It isn’t always guaranteed on the first day of university. Applied late or early, you might go days without money which means you will need additional support from family, or anyone who can provide you financial aid, savings from a job, or a side hustle. As I am currently writing this, I’m still waiting for mine and it’s been a whole week relying on financial support provided by my family. Beyond these options, there are universities which offer employment which are called “campus jobs”. I highly recommend it for those who can balance their social, personal, academic and work life but it’s hard to catch up with everything when you’re first starting out. Generally, it isn’t advised due to the potential workload shock and trying to adapt to university in general.
When applying for university, I suggest researching what they offer outside of education if you can afford a little more time for money. Most universities, if not all, have a facilities to support students which includes financial support. If not, look for a side hustle (that is legal) to do on your own terms. On top of this, learn how to budget please. Do not spend your student loans on things you don’t immediately need. Here are some examples to take priority when dealing with student loans:
Student Hall cost
Groceries
Laundry
Personal amenities (e.g skincare)
Fuel for vehicle (if you drive)
Bus & Taxi
Leisure
Say “No” To Initiations!
This is a rather niche topic as, from what I know, initiations in university societies are an older concept. Affectionately referred to as “hazing” or “ragging”, it’s a form of initiation via very humiliating and potentially dangerous activities under the ruse of “team bonding”. Think Pitch Perfect or any early 2000s American movie set in a college. Although they are not as common, that isn’t to say they no longer exist. Societies like sports clubs or more elite groups may do these. The worst part to this is that there is no law that outright says that hazings are illegal but certain activities done during society initiations can be sketchy.
From the format I’ve made for this article, I’m used to putting personal anecdotes relating to the topic right about now. But as of yet, I have not come across any personally. I doubt literary societies would do anything remotely dangerous. Naturally, I tried digging around for examples on the ever-so-wise internet and asked my older sibling about it. But the accounts and examples of hazings were so gross and grotesque that I think it would break any form of ToS so I will leave it up to your imagination. Even the one told to me about a rugby society when my sibling was in university is a violation in its own right.
From this part alone, my entire point is be careful in societies. Although hazings are a less common occurrence in the UK, they are still happening especially amongst the sport clubs. If you ever come across one, run away and don’t look back. Report the club and let the university handle it.
What Am I Getting At?
A lot of what I have stated outlines the good, the bad, and the ugly truths about beginning university. It’s already been a week into my first year and yet I’ve experienced more than I expected. This page is for those who are thinking about university. One thing I can tell you know is that, if you do choose to go to university, I promise it will be one of the greatest days of your life. You will be able to start anew, choose your friends, and explore to see what the world has to offer you. Don’t be limited to your home town or city. Explore as far as you can and you might uncover new things you may not have known about yourself.
Be free for yourself and get yourself out there.
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Steddie Uni Au master-post:
Disclaimer: this is very much the most self indulgent thing I have ever done (apart from Strangerdale). No substance. Only vibes. original twitter thread can be found here.
A modern day AU where Steve and Robin are exchange students coming for their year abroad at currently-unnamed-generic-almagamation-of-the-best-parts-of-student-life university in the UK. To help them settle in, they are buddied up with Eddie and Nancy, who are American students who are studying full time at the university. No Upside Down. No deaths. Everyone is alive and they are thriving!
The whole thing is basically Steddie, Ronance and Jargyle falling in love and hanging out set to the chaos that is English student life. (Maybe a little angst when the exchange students have to leave but nothing that can’t be resolved.)
Which brings me to, the shenanigans:
Steve dragging Eddie into clubs that he couldn’t have been paid money to go near, let alone into, and Eddie letting him because, frankly, “have you seen his face?!?”
(Which brings me to the inspiration behind this entire thing.) Eddie standing dejected in the middle of the dance-floor while Steve Harrington puts his whole stevussy into Body (Remix) despite knowing, at (a generous) max, 50% of the words. And he’s rolling his eyes and pretending to hate it but he still goes back every. single. week. because Steve asks him to.
(The next day he turns up to the D&D society meeting and one of the other members is like “Eddie, I swear I saw you in Popworld last night?” And he has to lie through his teeth because the alternative is admitting that he’s so gone for Steve that a single eyelash bat is enough to make him walk into hell (and what is Popworld if not hell?)
If you wanted to, you could actually track the progress of their relationship through the many confession posts on the Facebook page submitted about the Yank and his Goth BF throughout the year. Not that either of them have the self-awareness to realise the posts are about them.
And while we’re on the subject of the confession page, we need to talk about the worm incident. (Shout out to @grandmastattoo for bringing this into existence.) One fateful night, Steve tries to impress Eddie by doing the worm in the middle of the dance floor. Eddie, also very drunk at the time, takes this as a challenge and starts doing the worm next to him. They both claim not to remember this but, it’s OK! Robin filmed the whole thing.
The next-day a confession is submitted about the incident and the boys are dubbed “worm wankers.”
Steve joins one of the sports teams (I know it should be basketball but what if I make it football? What then? Maybe he’s inspired by an American coach who has recently done a similar move as him?!) and despite being twenty, he still has to do the same stupid shit as the freshers. Which leads to a very interesting night where Eddie is relaxing only to be greeted by a very drunk Steve wearing one of the varsity cheerleader’s uniforms and, well, he is well and truly fucked then isn’t he…
(Steve’s heterosexuality is nothing compared to the strength of five cheeky vimtos and the sight of Eddie, drenched in sweat and glowing under the red light as he dances)
Prank #1: Eddie tells Steve, very earnestly, that there is a tradition on campus of saying a prayer to the Stagecoach gods to make guarantee that your bus turns up on time. He always gets him to say it at the perfect time so the bus turns up right after he’s finished. (In reality, Eddie just has the Stagecoach app on his phone.) He manages to keep this up for almost two months before Steve finally gets bus with Robin and Nancy and finds out the truth.
Eddie works at a cafe most afternoons and it just happens to be the one cafe that Steve insists has the best vibes for studying. Despite the fact that whenever he’s there, he gets zero studying done because he’s too busy staring at Eddie. But who can blame him! Eddie always ties his hair up while he’s working it would be a crime not to stare at the tattoo that creeps up the side of his neck and curls behind his ear. Or the stray hairs that fall over his face. Or his body in his uniform…
And here is a list shared to the group chat by Nancy&Robin after a couple of months of these shenanigans:

The gang go to this one bar that has a bucking bronco and the image of Eddie on the back of the bull definitely… does things to Steve.
A fateful night out where Steve is at his absolute sluttiest (affectionate) like he's dancing in away that might be breaking laws about how hot you can be in public and accepting any/all attention that comes his way, just having a Great time. Meanwhile, Eddie is just kind of vibing at the edge of the crowd. That is until the night is drawing to an end and Steve comes storming over pouting about how Eddie hasn't danced with him yet. he's got lipstick smeared all around his mouth, so Eddie makes a joke about it (to hide the fact he's definitely staring at his lips now) and Steve just shrugs, kisses Eddie really messily on the mouth and then says "and now we match can you come and dance with me now?”
and oops, I ended up writing this up
Halloween is a week long event thanks to both Robin and Eddie’s instance with different costumes for every night they go out. There’s a mix of group costumes and couple costumes but, most importantly, one of them involves Eddie wearing red lipstick and getting a little bit of revenge.
The first exam period comes around and the group commandeer one of the big tables at the library and basically move in for forty-eight hours to revise/do coursework. Nancy is in charge of keeping people on track (she’s kind of scary when she wants to be) while Arygle makes it his job to supply snacks and rewards for each time milestone they reach. And, even when one of them finishes, they stay so that no one gets left by themselves.
(They take it turns to have breakdowns as well which is helpful in terms of managing the group)
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𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬.
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 𝟏𝟎.𝟏𝐤 𝐍𝐁: 𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐥, 𝐚𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫, 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭
Monday, 25 September 2017
It was strange to Y/N that she was enjoying herself as much as she was just then in an educational setting. In school, she had never really liked any of the subjects besides English, and here at uni, she got to sit and listen to professors who were truly experts on English literature ramble on about Othello and specific analysis on act 3 scene 3. She loved every single second of it, and was sure she could sit there for hours on end just listening to her professors. At one point she was sure this would all get tiring and she’d hate University, but in that moment, hearing her professor, Richard, talk about things that truly interested her, was such a breath of fresh air compared to what she had experienced previously.
The door to the lecture hall opened, and since the doors were right by the blackboard where Richard stood talking about Othello and the ‘temptation’ scene, all eyes landed on the blonde girl in pink shorts and a white jumper. She smiled at Richard, mouthing a “sorry” before taking the first free seat she could find, which was conveniently right beside Y/N. The two girls shared a small smile themselves before Y/N went back to focusing on the lecture happening in front of her. Y/N was hunched over her notebook, writing something off from the PowerPoint slide displayed on the wall in front of her. She did not know how much time went by, she was listening too intently to care about that, but suddenly, the blonde beside her rested her back against the seat and leaned a little closer to Y/N.
“This is quite boring, innit?”
Y/N looked to her left, and to her surprise, realised that the girl who had walked in late was Chloe. The same Chloe who she had met when she registered a week and some ago. She must have been too caught up in the lecture to pay proper attention to her surroundings.
Chloe let out a small chuckle, nodding in the direction of the PowerPoint before she continued to whisper. “The lecture. I knew we’d be discussing Shakespeare in Introduction to English Studies, but Othello’s just fucking boring, innit?”
“I…” Y/N looked at the PowerPoint for a few seconds, then back at Chloe. “Sure.”
They were quiet for a few seconds, Chloe just studying Y/N, eyes searching her face. “You like Othello.”
Y/N felt a sudden urge to relate to Chloe. Since they had met earlier and since she hadn’t made tons of friends on her course yet, she wanted Chloe to be her mate. If they got off on the wrong foot today, they might never sit next to each other again.
“It’s not as good as Twelfth Night, not as bad as Julius Caesar.”
Chloe continued to just look at Y/N, but suddenly, a smile came creeping over her lips. “Take it you like Shakespeare.”
“I like analysing his work, yeah.”
“More of a Modernism, and sometimes Postmodernism, girl myself.”
“I’m not big on either of those.”
Chloe let out a small chuckle again. “You won’t be taking Postmodernism next year then?”
“Not if I can help it.”
Chloe only crossed her arms and stared ahead, still smiling. For a second Y/N was afraid she might have said something to make Chloe detest her, but the next, she reminded herself that she had to live her truth regardless of what anyone said about it. “Guess we’ll just have to enjoy each other’s company in the core modules then.”
Y/N felt a few butterflies in her stomach at that and could not help smiling back at Chloe when their eyes met again.
“How come I haven’t seen you at any Freshers parties yet?” Chloe asked.
“Been busy applying to jobs and such,” Y/N explained. “Gotta get one as fast as possible ‘cause I need money to live.”
“Ahh, fair.” Chloe nodded. “One of my course mates, Hayden – think they’re up there somewhere –“ Chloe pointed with her thumb over her shoulder, indicating further up the lecture hall. “Has decided they’re going to start an Uno society.”
“Uno?” Y/N frowned. “As in the card game?”
“Yeah,” Chloe laughed. “I’m sure it’ll be nice and all, but they’re very passionate about it. Have yet to come out with me, Thian, and Annalise. Those are my other course mates, by the way.”
Y/N nodded. Was she just incompetent at making friends or was Chloe just very good at it? How had she made so many friends, made a small group by the sounds of it, and Y/N had barely talked to anyone on her course yet?
“Hayden promised to come out this Friday, though,” Chloe smiled. “You should come, too.”
For some reason, both nerves and excitement rushed through Y/N at that. She smiled back. “I’d love that.”
“Wicked. It’s at my Dinwiddy flat.” Chloe rolled her eyes. “Uni accommodation at Helmond is a huge piss take, I tell you. I feel like there’s mould everywhere.”
“That’s just UK houses in general. We’ll all die from it one day.”
“It’s literally disgusting,” Chloe said. “Also, one of my flatmates never does his dishes. It’s minging. And it’s started smelling, too.”
“Oh, my days.”
“Yeah.”
“I’m glad I just immediately moved in with my best mate instead of going through the whole uni accommodation thing. At least I can be assured that they do their dishes and no food’s left on the kitchen counter for too long.”
“Oh, that sounds lush.”
The people around Y/N and Chloe were all starting to pack their things and get out of their seats. Seeing as the two of them were sat by the edge of the row, they had to get up rather fast and let people through. So, that’s what they did. Y/N put her notebook and pencil case in her rucksack and slung it onto her back before she and Chloe made their way out of the lecture hall and out into the hallway beyond.
“There they are,” Chloe grinned, waving as she saw a small group of three standing by the wall a bit further down. “Come say hi.” Though Chloe wasn’t looking at her, Y/N assumed she was talking to her, so she followed her over to the rest. “Gang, this is Y/N, the one I met while we were both registering.”
“Ah, you’ll be Y/N, then,” a man with protruding cheekbones, a strong jawline, and deep set, brown eyes said. The Viet man’s smile lit up the room they were standing in, and it made Y/N’s overthinking ebb. “I’m Thian, pleasure to meet you. Chloe told us she met you, but never saw you since.”
“Proper rude of the universe to keep us away from each other for so long,” Chloe said.
“I’m Hayden,” a smaller person said with the greenest eyes and long brown hair. They too had a smile like Thian’s, but this one displayed crooked teeth, which made Y/N more at ease with her own bottom teeth that were the same.
“And I’m Annalise,” the last one said, her hair dyed an unnatural dark red colour that Y/N absolutely loved. “I think I saw you in a Critical Reading seminar.”
“Oh, yeah, I think we might be.”
“We’ll have to sit next to each other next time!”
Y/N could detect a slight accent, but she could not tell where Annalise was originally from. She suspected Germany, there were tons of international students here after all, but Y/N did not want to assume.
“Guys, we have to plan the first Uno society meeting,” Hayden said, looking at the time on their phone. “It was so nice to meet you, Y/N, but we’re in a bit of a hurry.”
She just smiled. “No, totes get that. I need to get back to my flat, anyway.”
“See you around, then,” Chloe smiled, waving as the four of them walked off.
Y/N walked home to Orsman Road. Though she knew there would be less walking if they took the tube, it would also mean that she had to walk on and off boiling hot tube trains and stations, and she was not about to do that. She was sweating enough in the late September sun as it was, she did not need the tube to contribute to her sweat moustache as well. Instead, she plugged her earbuds in and listened to her most recent playlist on Spotify, humming along to her favourite tunes as she walked.
She stopped by Gregg’s by Dalston Kingsland station, buying herself a sausage roll and an iced latte before walking the rest of the stretch home. Hackney bustled around her, with tons of cars, double deckers, and mopeds driving by, as well as all types of people milling to and from work. The early autumn sun was still a little too hot, but it seemed like most Londoners were soaking up the sun while they could. They were walking by in shorts, tee shirts, and summer dresses, while the only reason why Y/N was dressed in her tee shirt and trousers, was so she would not quite literally go up in flames on the way home.
Y/N arrived at Orsman Road not long after her trip to Gregg’s, and walked up to the flat. She locked the door once she was indoors, checking the kitchen and the living room to see if anyone was there. To no one’s surprise, none of her three other student flatmates were home in the middle of the day on a Monday. She walked up the stairs and to her room, letting her door be open so she could air out a bit more. Her windows had been open all day, so her room smelled fresher than normal as she entered. That just reminded her that she had to buy some scented candles or air fresheners to liven up her room.
Putting her rucksack down by her door, Y/N started looking through the two bags that she had yet to pack out from. In one was most of the stuff she’d put on her desk when she finally bought that, and in the other were loads of decorations that she had yet to bring forth. She started pulling out fairylights that she wanted to hang across her room or over her wall, when she heard footsteps. Out of the door directly to the right once you came up the stairs, came a man with short dark hair and a strong build, thin lips and pale skin. He must have heard movements outside his door, because his eyes landed on Y/N almost right away. However, he smiled at her and Y/N immediately knew who this was.
“You’re Y/N, then,” Mason said, walking over to stand in the doorway of her room. “Mason, your third flatmate.”
“Thought I’d never run into you,” Y/N smiled, making his smile grow.
“Yeah, got here like two days ago, and have been all over the place since. Helped some of my mates move into their flats, been at work, and at rugby practice.”
She nodded. “Busy man.”
“Very busy.”
“Lucky I caught you now, then.”
Mason nodded his head. “Would have eventually. Knowing Nath, he’ll probably end up forcing us all to bond as a flat at one point.”
“Sounds horrific.”
“It was. It will be,” Mason laughed, leaning against the doorframe and pushing his hands into his grey joggers.
Y/N furrowed her brows. “It was? He’s done it before?”
“Yeah, our first year. He made everyone in our flat bond, he especially talked about flat yoga sessions and shopping trips when he was drunk or high as a kite.”
She dropped the fairylights and turned her full attention on Mason. “You lived together your first year?”
Mason just looked at Y/N, blinking a few times. “Yeah.”
“All three of you?”
“All three of us. Me, Nathan, Harry, and like five girls.”
Y/N felt like screaming, but lucky for her dignity and Mason’s ears, the front door opened and closed. Nathan’s singing could be heard all the way upstairs. Instead of screaming, Y/N called Nathan’s name, not caring that Mason saw just how annoyed she was now. Poor bloke had no idea what he’d just said. Nathan strolled up the stairs and looked in Y/N’s room’s direction, his face lit up at the sight of Mason and Y/N together.
“What a view!” he grinned. “What’re you two bonding over?”
“Right now we’re bonding over being your friend,” Y/N said.
“Which I’m sure you’re both honoured to be, yes.”
“And I just heard you’ve lived with Mason and Harry for the last year, but have not told me,” Y/N said, ignoring Nathan’s previous comment.
Nathan looked to Mason, and then back at Y/N. “No, Harry moved in later. He lived in another flat first, hated it, and since him and Mason were good mates, he got to move into our place since one of our flatmates dropped out our first week.”
Not caring that she would smudge her makeup, Y/N ran her hands over her face. “How long did he live there, Nate?”
Silence for a second or two. “Start of second semester till we moved out.”
Y/N let go of a heavy sigh. “Nathan, why didn’t you just tell me?-“
“-I know, I know, I know,” Nathan started, walking into Y/N’s room and sitting down on the floor beside her. “I’m a shite friend.”
“You really fucking are,” Y/N said, swatting Nathan’s hand away when he tried to take hers. “Harry was both of our friend when he lived in Notts those months, and I literally had sex with him.”
Mason took a small step back in pure shock, blinking rapidly as if an eyelash fell onto his eye.
“Don’t I have a right to know you’re living with him?” Y/N asked.
“You do. Of course, you do. I just… I thought I told you at one point, and when I got home and I found out I hadn’t told you… I didn’t know how to break the news.”
“How about just telling me?” Y/N shrugged her shoulders. “Instead of hiding it from me like that.”
“Technically, I didn’t hide anything ‘cause I thought I-“
“-Nathan, I’ll literally skin you alive-“
“-Fine, I should have told you,” he groaned, taking her hand this time and holding it tight in his. “How can I make it up to you?”
Y/N thought for a moment, but came up with the perfect solution. “By coming with me when I go out with my course mates on Friday?”
Nathan just looked at her, blinking once. “My punishment is to… go out with you and your mates?”
“Yes. I barely know them, I need moral support. No matter how bad the person giving me said support actually is.”
Nathan looked down at their hands, patting hers slightly. “I’ll come.”
“Thanks.”
He continued to look down at their hands as Mason’s quiet footsteps back to his room sounded throughout the first floor. “I do have a lecture that finishes at 7pm-“
“-You’ll skip that lecture if you so have to.-”
“-Yes, ma’am,” Nathan answered without hesitation, kissing her hand and getting up from the floor. He gave her a small smile. “And I’m sorry. I know I should’ve told you.”
Y/N nodded. “Is there… Is there more you haven’t told me? In regards to Harry?”
Nathan pretended to think for a few seconds, eyes getting big as if he remembered something.
“Nath?”
He chuckled. “No, nothing.”
Y/N hit him on his calf before he walked away. “You’re bloody buying the first round of drinks on Friday.”
“As I should,” was all Nathan said before he danced off to his room. Y/N picked up her fairylights again, trying to get them out of the messy tangle they were currently in so she could finally make this room look like her and her new home.
Friday, 29 September 2017
Y/N was nervous. She was usually nervous before going someplace she had never been before, or to meet people she had never met, but it was never like this. Her nerves were almost always drowned by her natural eagerness to be around people, to be surrounded by friends and strangers. However, this, her first pre-drinks at uni with other people, had her feeling a little too nervous for her own tastes.
She loved parties. Fuck, if she could party every single day, she would. She did not care about the hangover that came the following day, as long as she had a good time the night before. At home in Nottingham, she would have loved to party as much as she had in London, but for some reason, meeting as many new people as she had, made her nervous for some reason. It was weird to Y/N because she loved making friends, but it was different here. She had yet to figure out what about University that triggered this reaction out of her.
A knock sounded at her door and she grunted, which Nathan took as a good enough sign for him to be allowed entrance. He grinned, sitting down on Y/N’s fluffy dark blue duvet cover and looked his best friend up and down.
“Lush,” he said.
Y/N glanced at the mirror in front of her again, running her hands down her sides. Her black ruched detail ribbed crop top fit her perfectly, making her tits look exceptionally good, and the gold necklace and earrings topped it all off. The crop jeans in light wash blue were tightened at the waist by a black belt with silver eyelets, the black lace up boots made her almost as tall as Nathan. Though Y/N had been out on town in Nottingham with this very same outfit, she was unsure about it now. There was a familiar fear in the back of her head; one that had not visited in a while, one that would lay low until it saw fit to paralyse her. Y/N was experiencing only the tip of the iceberg now. The rest would reveal itself later, it would all melt and drown her in nervous ticks and anxious tendencies.
God, she hated how nervous she was. This was not like her at all. Nathan knew this, which was why he picked up on how unusually quiet his best friend was. He got up from where he was seated on the bed, walking over to Y/N and placing his hands on her shoulders.
“What’s up?”
She took a deep breath, looking at him in the mirror. “You remember the party at Jack Lloyd’s?”
“When we were 17?”
“Yeah, and I was nervous to wear that tight-fitting dress? ‘Cause of my stomach?”
“Yes, even though you had no reason to be nervous.”
She sighed. “Well, I’m feeling like that now,” she admitted. “Not as intensely, but it’s there and… I haven’t felt this nervous about being seen in a long time.”
“What do you mean ‘being seen’?”
“When… When you’ve had and still have a hard time accepting yourself, it’s hard to let others look at your body ‘cause you don’t want to exist outside your own head, if that makes sense? Being seen means people will have an opinion, it means they’ll piece together this image of you before even getting to know you. It means them judging you on your looks alone before they get to actually know you.” Y/N shrugged her shoulders a little, Nathan squeezing them ever so slightly. “My confidence is much better now, but I still have those moments every so often when that 17-year-old girl I used to be will come back and whisper something discouraging into my ear.”
Nathan nodded, wrapping his arms around her neck and bringing her to him. She melted into her best friend, taking a grip of his forearms. “I know it’s much easier said than done, but focus on now. You’ve come so far, and though that 17-year-old is part of the reason why you are who you are today, she’s got nothing to do here. 19-year-old Y/N has come so far, she has no time revisiting the past ‘cause she’s going to a party tonight, and it’ll be fucking fantastic, yeah?”
Y/N chuckled, closing her eyes as Nathan planted an encouraging kiss to her cheek. “Guess you’re right.”
“Of course I fucking am.”
She laughed.
“Now, get your vodka, tequila, sourz, or whatever the fuck you’re drinking, and let’s go.” Nathan let go of her and walked to the door, opening it. “You got Chloe’s address?”
“Yeah, it’s Dinwiddy, flat 10.”
“Uni accommodation?”
Y/N huffed, reaching for her purse and putting it over her shoulder. “Did you expect my first-year mates to live anywhere else?”
“Not really. Dunno why I’m shocked.”
Y/N searched through her purse, checking she had everything she needed before reaching for her plastic bag where her drinks were.
“Still remember when I lived in Coopers Court with Harry and Mason. Oh, how time flies.”
Y/N stopped short, narrowing her eyes. “I still cannot believe you didn’t tell me anything about you living in the same flat as Harry your first year at uni.”
Nathan sighed.
“Cannot believe you didn’t tell me he went to Helmond. Cannot believe you wanted us to live together without at least informing me-“
“-Mate, are we done with this?”
“Don’t think I’ll ever be done. You tricked me into this.”
“I did not.”
“What did you think was gonna happen when I found out?”
“We’ve been over this,” Nathan said. “I didn’t think it’d be that big of a deal. Harry did not react like this when I told him I promised to live with you my second year, your first year.”
Y/N rolled her eyes, having already heard this.
“In fact, he did not mind one bit living with you.”
“I mind living with him.”
“Clearly, or else we wouldn’t still be having this conversation.”
Y/N tutted, walking past Nathan and down the stairs. “I’ll let this argument be for the time being, but expect me to pick it back up again tomorrow when my mind’s not all over the place. I want to be able to fucking destroy you.”
“Great. Can’t wait.”
Y/N and Nathan started walking in the direction of Dinwiddy, the biggest uni accommodation at Helmond, where most students ended up staying. Parmiter Street was a mere 30-minute walk away, and though they could have easily taken the tube, they both knew that it would be best for them to get some fresh air before drinking. Y/N also wanted to walk off some of her anxiety, though she was fairly certain that would not happen. On one hand she was looking forward to meeting Chloe and the rest of her English Lit gang, on the other, she was nervous. Her nerves came more from fear of experiencing the same blinding anxiety she had when she was younger, for that same feeling of helplessness and bottomlessness that it had brought her. What if it appeared when she was drinking? What if it got worse as she got drunk?
She hated how moving away to London and to University had brought her so much doubt. It was like she had to figure out who she was all over again. Here, it was only Nathan who knew her. Well… him and Harry, but the latter did not count. If Y/N so wanted, she could become a new version of herself. She knew that was something uni offered; finding a new you and shaping it into a person you want to be. There were several things Y/N wished she could change about herself. She had a horrible temper, was a little too loud at times, took many things far too personal, and more. She was unsure how much independence and a new environment could help make her a better version of herself, but she hoped Helmond and London could help her to some degree.
Once they arrived at Parmiter Street, Nathan walked straight onto Dinwiddy campus grounds and showed them the way to flat 10. The brown brick buildings rose five storeys high around them, shaping a small T formation with some benches along the stone path where people could sit on the few occasions when the weather would allow it. Nathan had been there the year before, loads of his friends from his Criminology course had lived at Dinwiddy accommodation and therefore hosted pre-drinks there. Nathan knew his way around, and, sure enough, he showed them right to flat 10. On the right hand-side, the first building, Nathan strolled over to the entrance.
He met Y/N’s eyes, trying to get a picture of just how nervous she was. After all, these were her friends, and had they been home in Nottingham, she would not have been this nervous at all. Nathan was not anxious at all, and he had never talked to – never met – Chloe or any of Y/N’s course mates.
“Listen,” Nathan said, giving Y/N a small smile. “If it gets too much, we’ll just go home, yeah? I won’t leave your side.”
Y/N smiled back, nodding her head. “Yeah. I’ll send Chloe a text saying we’re here.”
“We could just ring the doorbell.”
She looked at him. “Nath.”
“Y/N.”
“What were phones invented for if we’re just gonna ring people’s doorbells? I’m sending her a text.”
Nathan reached forward and rang the doorbell, making Y/N raise her eyebrows at him and take a deep breath as not to throw him against the brick building.
“Yes?” came from the speakers beside the doorbells. It was Chloe.
Nathan nudged Y/N, nodding in the direction of the speakers. She glared at him. “It’s Y/N.”
“Ahh, brill!” Chloe unlocked the door for them and Nathan opened it, letting Y/N enter first. They walked over to the stairs, looking at a sign there that showed them flat 10 at the topmost storey.
“They don’t even have a bloody lift, do they?” Y/N asked Nathan as she looked around.
“Gotta walk, mate.”
“Fuck me,” Y/N groaned as they began their ascent.
“I’d rather not.”
Despite herself, Y/N laughed a bit. They made it to the fourth floor, and Y/N knocked on the door as Nathan breathed heavily beside her.
“Hi,” Chloe smiled as she opened the door, stepping aside to let Y/N and Nathan in.
“Hiya,” Y/N smiled back, feeling her heart beat hard inside her chest. Something about Chloe’s smile, the reminder that she had invited Y/N over, that she wanted her there, settled atop Y/N’s shoulders, making them sag to a comfortable level. “Brought my housemate, hope you don’t mind.”
“Not at all!” Chloe said, turning to Nathan.
“Nathan,” he smiled. “Thanks for letting me come here.”
“Don’t mention it,” Chloe said, closing the door and showing them the way down a corridor towards the shared living space where a heavy bass was throbbing. The fluorescent lights overhead in the hallway resembled those at a petrol station, making Y/N squint as she entered the living room. There sat everyone she had the pleasure of meeting earlier that week. Hayden, Annalise, and Thian were all around the table with a glass each to drink. Y/N smiled at them, waving her hand as they all grinned back at her. She still felt like she was intruding.
“Y/N, Nathan, do you like sambuca?” Chloe asked, walking over to the kitchen bench to fetch plastic shot glasses.
“Never say no to sambuca, ey?” Nathan grinned, nodding for Y/N to go sit down so he could follow her lead. “We’ll have a shot each of you’re handing out.”
“I am, indeed,” Chloe said, getting two shot glasses and walking over to the table, placing the glasses in front of Nathan who looked absolutely ecstatic.
“Thanks, babe,” Y/N said.
“You lot playing a drinking game?” Nathan asked, getting his drinks out to mix them all together into his paper cup.
“Yeah, we’re playing Never Have I Ever,” Hayden answered. “However, if no one drinks, everyone’s got to take a sip except for the person asking, but the person asking’s gotta take two if no one drinks.”
“Ahh, alright,” Nathan said. “Creative. Love it.”
“This is Y/N’s friend, Nathan, by the way, guys,” Chloe said as she came back over with shots for everyone.
“Oh, yeah, this is Nathan. He’s a second-year, we live in a flat together in Haggerston.” Y/N suddenly felt stupid for not introducing him right away so that Chloe had to. She felt her cheeks heat up, but she refused to look like she felt headless. Instead, she got her vodka and cranberry juice out, mixing it as Nathan spoke beside her.
“We’ve known each other forever, so she moved in with me and my flatmates this year instead of moving into uni accommodation,” he elaborated.
“You knew each other in Nottingham?” Chloe asked, and, for some reason, the fact that Chloe remembered that made Y/N feel all kinds of warm.
“Yeah, been best friends for years.”
“How nice that you got to live together here,” Chloe smiled in Nathan’s direction, then at Y/N.
“It is, isn’t it?” Nathan said, looking at Y/N and giving her a small wink before going back to his drink.
“Right, we need to take advantage of being first-years and get drunk as often as possible,” Thian said. “So, tonight needs to be good.”
“It’ll be good regardless,” Annalise retorted, taking one of the shots from the tray Chloe had brought to the table.
“Where are we going, anyway?” Hayden asked.
Thian nodded. “Pub or club?”
“Don’t really feel like clubbing tonight, you know what I mean?” Chloe asked, the other three coming with exclamations of agreement or nodding slightly. “Pub then?”
“We have a pub right by us,” Nathan said. “Only 30 minutes away and it’s the best one in Haggerston, in my opinion anyway.”
Y/N wrinkled her nose some. “The Stag’s Head?”
“Yeah, it’s always full and they sometimes got live music and everything.”
“We could go there, yeah,” Chloe said. “If everyone’s in.”
“Could we take a bus there?” Hayden asked.
“30 minutes isn’t a long walk, though,” Chloe chuckled. “As long as Nathan and Y/N show the way, we won’t get lost.”
“Don’t count on my navigational skills when I’m under the influence, babes,” Nathan said, making the others laugh.
“We’re better off using Google Maps, he might just show the way to the Gregg’s by Dalston Kingsland where he thinks the entire staff’s got a crush on him,” Y/N said before taking a sip of her drink, laughter erupting again. It felt good, like a pat on the shoulder, and Y/N instantly eased. Maybe she had not lost her old self at all, maybe she could still feel at ease, even around new people.
“They all flirt with me, and who can blame them?” Nathan shrugged his shoulders, whipping his head to the side so his lush, curly red hair dangled at the top of his head, grinning his wide smile and making the lip piercing shine in the fluorescent lights overhead.
The rest of the night went on, and it was easier to talk to everyone as time progressed. Not only because Y/N got more and more intoxicated, but she also just felt better after getting to know them all. Hayden always laughed the loudest, and their laughter was also very infectious, making it hard not to chuckle along with them. Annalise, though she sometimes stuttered over a few English words, was incredibly considerate and would urge Y/N to continue on with her story when others did not hear her. Thian offered Y/N tons of shots and complimented her on her outfit, making it easier for Y/N to feel good and seen, as she had been terrified of back at the flat. Chloe was easily the boss, and did most of the talking, though no one seemed to mind. After all, Chloe had introduced everyone to everyone, so people knew her the best out of everyone.
As time went on, Y/N just felt better. It was easier to talk to everyone and, at one point, she thought she was back at home in Nottingham, introducing herself to strangers at a party. They all made it easy to forget just how nervous she had been. It made her look forward to seeing them in her other lectures and seminars the coming week and all those weeks after that. Maybe these were the people she would spend her time at University with, and that excited her.
Bottles emptied and the volume inside the uni flat had increased massively. It was close to 9 when Chloe suggested they leave, and assured Y/N that she could leave the little she had left of her vodka at her place to pick up another day. Y/N took her up on the offer, insides warm from both alcohol and Chloe’s hospitality.
Nathan showed the way towards Haggerston and The Stag’s Head, arm entwined with Y/N’s for most of the way there. At one point however, Y/N let go of him and ended up walking beside Annalise and Thian, talking about one of the texts they had to read by Tuesday. It was such a mundane conversation, complaining about course work and talking about coming deadlines, that it felt like they had been mates for ages. The chat flowed so easily, the laughter rolled off their tongues, and it just made sense for all of them to be together, walking along the dark London streets in their tipsy states, making their way towards what would hopefully be the first of many trips to a pub.
They arrived at Orsman Road and they could hear The Stag’s Head before they saw it. Y/N had never paid it much attention. She knew she would end up popping by once or twice during her time at uni, but she had not envisioned her checking it out that first week. Nathan held the door open for everyone, resting a hand at Y/N’s back as he followed her indoors last.
The pub was small, but Y/N was sure that it was bigger than it appeared late on a Friday evening. Straight ahead, in a V formation, stood the bar, a wall filled with bottles of all alcohol imaginable behind it, lit up by red light which fit the dark red of the counter surrounding it. Far down to the left, it seemed the rest of the pub disappeared from view, but judging by the stairs Y/N could see, she supposed there was a loo somewhere in that direction, and it also looked to be where one could go to reach the smoking area. People were both sat and stood by the bar as well as booths along the walls. What appeared to be the stage further down to the right was unoccupied by any performers, though a few lads stood there with a pint each. There were no free tables, and this put a damper on the mood quite quickly.
Nathan, however, pulled them all towards the smoking area and they were all pleasantly surprised to see a free table and two benches untouched. Fairylights hung over the outdoor space, from the house and over to the fence on the other side. It lit up just enough, made it possible to see, but not too bright for people to squint when walking out into the night. A few empty pints and a smoky ash tray stood in the middle of the table, but Nathan put the glasses on the brick fence before everyone sat down.
“Alright, I’ll pay for your drink,” Nathan said, smiling at Y/N. “Anyone wanna come to the bar? Y/N’ll watch the table.”
“Ah, yes.” Chloe got up, the rest of the gang following along and walking towards one of the two entrances to the pub. Y/N got her phone out, looking to see if she had any notifications she had to check out, but there were none. She was about to resolve to scrolling aimlessly through Instagram, when she heard a slightly familiar voice.
“Hi there.” Mason sat down on the edge of the opposite bench, a cigarette in hand and a small smile on his lips. “Didn’t know you and Nath would come here tonight.”
“Oh, hiya,” Y/N smiled. “No, we didn’t know where we’d go after pre-drinks. He suggested this place, so we brought some of my course mates with us here.”
“You going out later?”
“No, think we’re just gonna stay here.”
“Yeah, this is a chill place,” Mason said, puffing out some smoke.
“This is my first time here.”
Mason raised his eyebrows. “Is it?”
Y/N smiled. “You think I should’ve come here earlier?”
“More to do with the fact that our flat just loves this place, thought Nathan would’ve at least taken you here already.”
“He did now.”
“It’s my favourite pub around here, and Harry-“
“-Mase!” Nathan exclaimed, grinning as he came over with two gin and tonics. “You’re here as well!”
“Yeah, it’s a Friday night, innit?”
“Hi,” Chloe said, sitting down beside Mason with a wide grin on her face. It seemed like she wanted to introduce herself or to be introduced, but before Y/N could say anything, the conversation resumed.
“Hey,” Mason answered, looking back to Nathan who seemed to be ecstatic to see one of his flatmates. “Hear you haven’t taken Y/N here till now.”
Nathan sighed. “Not like I didn’t want to, just haven’t gotten the opportunity.”
“What’s so good about this place?” Y/N asked, looking from Nathan to Mason.
“Just close, innit? Also, it’s crowded, but it’s not as crowded as most pubs down by Kingsland Road,” Nathan elaborated.
“You lot have a good night, yeah? Need to get back to my mates.” Mason leaned past Chloe, stumping the rest of his cigarette into the ashtray before he got up, walking over to a big group of lads. Chloe stared after him as the rest of the conversation around the table started back up again, Y/N pretended to not see how she was checking him out. It felt like she was intruding on a moment that was not meant for anyone but Mason to see.
“You’re living with him?” Chloe asked.
“Yeah.”
“He’s well fit.”
“Guess.”
Chloe giggled. “You’re taking the rule to not shag one of your flatmates seriously, then?”
“Shouldn’t everyone?” Thian asked, furrowing his brows. “It only complicates everything.”
“How? It’s only a shag. It’s not like you’re gonna fall in love with them,” Chloe said.
“Can’t really control your emotions, though.” Nathan shrugged. “Two of my flatmates last year shagged. He had feelings for her, she just wanted a one night stand. Didn’t end well.”
Y/N put her drink back down on the table after a long sip. “Well, if you’re clear beforehand and make it clear that it’s only for this night and there’s no emotions behind it other than temporary bliss, then that’s okay, isn’t it?”
“Nah,” Hayden said, shaking their head. “It’s an unwritten rule. Don’t shag your flatmates.”
“Is it a serious rule?” Annelise asked, furrowing her brows.
“It’s got serious consequences,” Hayden answered.
“But if you’re both aware it’s only a one time thing, then is it serious?” Y/N asked.
“Babe, sex is complicated. You’re always just gonna be connected in a way, you know?” Nathan said.
“I can promise you I’m not connected to Ollie Lee in any way, shape, or form,” Y/N huffed, sipping her drink again as Nathan laughed, the other joining in because of Y/N’s obvious distaste in this Ollie Lee.
“Was he awful in bed?” Chloe asked, smiling as she looked between Nathan and Y/N.
“No, I was just desperate one night last year.” Y/N rolled her eyes at herself. “Let’s just say that mid-shag he asked me if I had to go to the toilet, and when I said no, he told me that whenever I felt like I had to, just pee on him instead.”
Gasps erupted around the table, and a second later, everyone started howling with laughter. Nathan kept on hitting his thigh, leaning into Y/N and laughing. Though it was a fairly embarrassing story on Y/N’s part, her definite lowest of low, she could not help feeling good about making everyone laugh like this. Looking around at everyone, she suddenly felt very good about herself, despite this being her worst sex story ever.
It was not like Y/N had fucked her way through Nottingham and had tons of stories to tell. In fact, she hadn’t shagged that many. She had had sex with eight people, three of them being women, one non-binary, and the other four men. She had been very vocal about the fact that the best sexual encounters she had had, were with women. They had all been so nice, and though it had never escalated to anything romantic beyond that one night together, they had made Y/N feel the best she’d ever felt. She suspected women just knew what to do, that they cared how she felt and did not solely care about their own release.
The group ended up just sitting around and talking for a while. It was nice to go somewhere outside of the uni setting and get to know some people, this was what uni was all about, or so Nathan had told her countless times. These people were as anxious about making friends and being liked as she was, but there they all were, making friends and going outside their own comfort zone.
At one point, Y/N had finished her drink and went to get another round for her and Nathan. The pub seemed to be even more packed now that it was closer to midnight. Everyone wanted to drink the week away, to forget about their lives for a little while and just spend time in good company. Y/N strolled over to the bar, looking up and down the counter to see if any of the bartenders were free to help her. The second her eyes landed on a familiar figure, she halted.
Harry’s eyes were already on hers as he stood almost right opposite her mixing a drink. He let go of a sigh, looking down at whatever he was mixing.
“You…” she started, raising her eyebrows. “You’ve got to be fucking everywhere.”
“Only ‘cause you’re every single place I usually am,” he said, continuing to make whatever drink he was making.
“Do you work here then?”
He looked over at her, raising one of his eyebrows. “I’m not a hallucination now?”
Y/N rolled her eyes.
“Can’t believe you thought I was a bloody hallucination.”
“Believe it. It’s all Nathan’s fault anyway. I’ll never forgive him for forcing me to live with you for a year.”
Harry let out a dry laugh. “To answer your question: no, thought I’d help out behind the bar to get me adrenaline going.”
“Well funny,” Y/N said. “You got me cracking up, can you tell?”
“Last time I checked, I got you laughing pretty hard, yeah.”
“That’s literally two years ago now.”
Harry finished the drink, putting it in a glass and placing it in front of the person standing just beside Y/N. Her eyes first landed on the watch on his wrist, the nice brown leather, and then her gaze travelled upward. She looked up at the man who was already staring at her, giving him a smile when she smiled at him. Their eye contact was put to an abrupt end when Harry poked the man’s hand holding the drink with the card machine. Y/N looked back at Harry, and then at another man with strong build and big, curly hair who stepped into view beside Harry.
“I’ll take care of her, Kai,” Harry said.
This Kai looked at Harry, blinking once before he met Y/N’s eyes again.
“She’s my flatmate,” Harry elaborated, making Kai study Y/N a bit more closely before he nodded once. He was very good looking, with a broad nose, almond-shaped eyes, and full lips, his brown skin glowed in the dim lights of the pub.
“That new one,” Kai said.
“Yeah.”
Kai smiled then, nodding in Y/N’s direction. “Nice of you to come check on Hazza. It’s always hectic on Fridays.”
“Oh, our other flatmate took me here, I didn’t come by choice.”
Kai’s eyebrows rose on his face and he looked at Harry who barked out a laugh, shrugging his shoulders at Kai as they exchanged a look. Harry walked over to stand right in front of her, signalling to Kai that he could take care of this one. Kai walked off, taking someone else’s order.
“Even feistier than I remember, you are,” Harry said.
She cocked her head to the side as Harry gathered a glass for her drink, already assuming that was what she was going to get. “You didn’t seem to have a problem with it before.”
It left her lips before she even registered she was thinking it. Harry only took a deep breath before meeting Y/N’s eyes again, clearly choosing to ignore her statement. “What can I get you, Y/N?”
“Sex on the Beach, please,” she said. “Two of them.”
“Alright.” Harry started making them right away, signalling to someone that he’d be right with them after this. Y/N looked around her, meeting the gaze of the man who had just stood by her at the bar. He raised his glass in her direction and she smiled back. She definitely had to go talk to him after this. He seemed to be a bit older, maybe five years older than her, but just for tonight, she did not care.
Y/N glanced back at Harry and watched him, fascinated by how fast he managed to make the drinks. “How long have you worked here, then?”
“A year abouts,” Harry said. “Worked in a hotel when we moved to Brum. Tended to work at the bar when the bartender was out.”
Y/N nodded, eyes on his hands as he poured ice, shots, and all types of alcohol and liquids into her drink. “You lived there till you moved to London?”
“Yeah.” They were quiet for a moment, both of them remembering all of the things that were left unsaid between them. All of those words, moments, and memories they had created during those months the two of them had crossed paths in Nottingham.
He cleared his throat as he put the drinks down in front of her. “If it makes you feel any better, I didn’t much like Brum.”
Y/N took a grip of the glasses. “And why’s that?”
“Dunno. Just didn’t find my footing proper.”
“In the two years you lived there?”
He shrugged. “Guess not.”
Y/N clicked her tongue. “Was it that bad?”
“Nah, I met tons of ace people and Birmingham’s a decent place, but…” He shrugged again. “Dunno.”
“Hmm,” she said, trying to decipher his words and if he was being truthful or not.
“Anyway,” Harry said, nodding to the drinks. “Take that other drink to Nathan – as I’m sure it’s for him – and when you bring that middle-aged man home later: please, be quiet. I have rugby at 11 tomorrow morning.”
Y/N’s mouth fell open. “How dare-“
“-Y/N, what’s taking so fucking long?” Nathan shouted as he came up next to her. His eyes fell on Harry behind the bar. “Oh… forgot to tell you Harry works here.”
“Nath, shut the fuck up,” Y/N said, looking from Nathan and back at Harry.
Harry nodded towards the door, silently telling them to fuck off, and they did. They walked back to the rest who were still sitting by the same table outside. Nathan took his drink from Y/N and sat down, but just as Y/N was about to sit down, she heard someone clear their throat behind her. She looked over her shoulder rather fast, blinking a few too many times when she locked eyes with the same man who had been standing beside her by the bar.
“Hi,” he said, giving her a broad smile.
Y/N almost felt herself blush. “Hey.”
“I’m George.”
She smiled. “Y/N.”
“Pleasure to meet you, Y/N,” he said, he gestured at the bench where she had just been about to sit down. “Mind if I sit down with you?”
Her smile widened. “Not at all.”
Y/N felt fucking terrible. Her room was too hot, too humid. Body sticky with sweat, limbs aching, throat burning with yesterday’s alcohol, and head throbbing, she opened her eyes slowly before shutting them again, groaning into her pillow. She hated herself for not drinking as much water before bed as she usually did when coming home from a night out. Sitting up, she looked down at the man beside her, racking her brain to remember what his name was. She ran her hands over her face, reaching for her glasses so she could see something, but quickly realising she left her contact lenses in the night before. Her eyes were so dry it hurt to blink and she suddenly realised why her head was hurting more than normal. Cursing herself, Y/N got out of bed with her glasses perched at the top of her head, picking up a tee shirt and some tights, pulling on her fluffy dressing gown before she made her way out of her room as soundlessly as possible.
She stumbled her way to the bathroom, locking the door behind her. First thing she did was take her contacts out, struggling to do so as the contacts were so dry, her eyes having dried out with them. She splashed water in her face next, then drank the equivalent to the Atlantic Ocean before splashing even more water on her face. She then put her glasses on, realising that she had to let her eyes relax some after what she had just put them through. It took her awhile to gather up the courage to go to the toilet, where she made herself throw up the nausea she was feeling before having a very long peeing session.
Moments of the night before came rushing back to her, and as she sat there on the toilet, she remembered more and more. The name George came to her like out of a fog, and then the details started falling into place. She remembered how he’d bought her more drinks, how the two of them had sat talking all night about nothing in particular. She remembered his hand on her thigh and him leaning into her to whisper in her ear. Then they were in her room, her front against the mattress and his weight on her back. It was all hazy after that, most of it just a mess of limbs and chasing a release that she had never caught up with. Though Y/N usually made it clear that she hadn’t come, she was too worn out to tell George. She remembered falling asleep almost the second they were done. To say she had been underwhelmed was an understatement.
When she was done, she walked down the stairs for the kitchen. Once again, she was left stopping right in her tracks as she walked in. Harry stood by the stove, eyes on the pan in front of him where he was making eggs, a few asparagus and peppers cooking beside the two frying eggs. For a moment, she debated walking back upstairs and leaving Harry to it, but then he glanced over at the door to his right, meeting her eyes right away. He gave her a tight-lipped smile before turning back to his breakfast. God… Y/N wanted to set herself on fire. It’d be better than staying inside a room with Harry alone after years apart.
He wore rugby shorts that reached mid-thigh, a white tee shirt to go with it, and a hairband to keep his hair out of his face. Y/N realised just then that he was getting ready to leave for rugby as he had told her yesterday he would. She could remember him doing rugby when they knew each other three years ago as well, but she didn’t think he’d still be doing it.
The small conversation they had in The Stag’s Head the night before lingered in the air between and around them. That was reason enough to turn and walk upstairs again. But as Y/N remembered who was waiting for her in her room, she stepped into the kitchen. She got two slices of bread and put them in the toaster, getting some butter and milk out of the fridge as she waited. She watched Harry’s back as she filled the kettle with enough water, quickly looking away when he moved to put his eggs on the two slices of bread on his plate. Biting her lip, Y/N got a mug and a teabag, looking back over at Harry as he stood holding his breakfast plate. Y/N took a deep breath, knowing exactly what she had to do.
“Okay,” she said only a second before Harry turned around to face her, mouth open as if to say something. He must have noticed the tension as well. “We need to talk this through. We can’t live together for the next year if it’s gonna be like this. Just gonna put that out there right away.”
“Yeah,” Harry sighed. “I’ve been thinking the same thing.”
Y/N leaned her hip against the counter, feeling relieved that she was not the only one out of the two that had thought about how incredibly awkward this was. “You’ve thought about it too?”
“Of course. I’ve been fuming ‘cause Nathan didn’t tell you sooner, and I’ve also found it annoying how I’m the bad guy in your eyes when this wouldn’t have happened if it wasn’t for Nate.”
Y/N rolled her eyes. “I haven’t thought of you as the bad guy-“
“-Y/N,” Harry said, putting his plate down on the counter again. “You’ve been angry at me this whole time. I can tell.”
“My frustration with you has got nothing to do with this situation, but all to do with how you just left without even saying goodbye before you moved away.” Y/N crossed her arms over her chest. “I’m trying to not blame you for this as well, but you’re right, Nathan’s the one that made this happen, we should be angry with him.”
“So you have been mad at me.”
“Well, you’re here, aren’t you?” Y/N narrowed her eyes. “Isn’t it just easier, no matter how stupid the reason, to just find more things to make you angry at a person? To make you hate them even more? Isn’t it just satisfying to find other ways to be frustrated with them?”
“No.”
“You’re no fun.”
“I am.”
“Anyway,” Y/N continued, getting her bread slices out of the toaster to put butter on them. “Why didn’t we say anything? If we’ve both thought it’s been awkward, I mean.”
“You’ve been busy shagging men 10 years older than you, I didn’t get the chance.”
“Look at you not being frustrated or annoyed with me.”
“I told you to be quiet last night,” Harry said, getting a fork and putting some asparagus and paprika in his mouth. “You weren’t.”
Y/N got the kettle as it finished, pouring some hot water into her mug. “So, what you’re saying is that you’ve been angry with me.”
“Not angry, just…” Harry sighed. “Fine. A little angry last night, yes.”
Y/N smiled. “And he wasn’t 10 years older than me, he’s five years older.” She paused. “I think.”
“Right,” Harry said, eating more of his breakfast. “Listen…” He swallowed. “I think we should just… We should just address it.”
“Yeah.”
They were both quiet, looking at the other and waiting for them to say what they were both thinking. Though it looked like he was about to reach for his bread to take a bite, Harry stopped himself. Instead, he took a deep breath, and said, “It was fucking terrible. That first time…” He trailed off, narrowing his eyes before he ran a hand over his face, remembering it all over again. “I didn’t even last a minute. It was mortifying.”
“It wasn’t half as mortifying as you trying to go down on me afterwards.”
Harry let out a small laugh. “Yeah, that wasn’t really…” He sighed. “I’m sorry.”
“No, we were both part of it. You don’t have to apologise for that.”
“You hear all these stories about how losing your virginity is supposed to be so beautiful, but it’s not. It’s really fucking not. Especially if you lose it to someone else who hasn’t had sex before, it just makes it double as awkward.”
Y/N nodded. “It was shit. Both of us were shit.”
“Exactly.”
“But I hope you know the reason I’m frustrated with you isn’t because of that.”
Harry looked away, biting at his bottom lip before he said, “Yeah, I know why.”
“Good, just wanted that to be clear.”
Harry nodded, taking his bread slice in his hand, making sure the egg wouldn’t fall off before he brought it to his mouth. “Well, now that we’ve addressed that, let’s just move on.”
“Let’s.”
She gave him a small smile before taking her teabag out of her mug and throwing it in the bin. There was still some tension in the room, but not enough for Y/N to want to set herself on fire like she had wanted to before. Just as she was about to take a grip of her plate and cuppa, the sounds of footsteps made her look up. George, who had been asleep last time Y/N checked, walked by the kitchen, halting as he saw Y/N and Harry standing there in the kitchen. He gave them both a smile Y/N could tell was forced, and then walked straight for the door without a single word or a second glance. Y/N and Harry looked at one another, sharing a look before they both chuckled ever so slightly.
“Cracking bloke,” Harry mumbled.
“Innit,” Y/N huffed, picking up her breakfast. “Have fun at rugby practice.”
“Cheers.”
She walked by him, hoping that her room did not smell of George or anything resembling alcohol or sweat. If it did, she would hit her head against the wall. But, lucky for her, George had left the door open, which had given the room a little bit of time to get the smell of last night out. After putting on her fluffy duvet cover, she opened the windows to let some fresh air in, and left her door open as she sat down in bed with her laptop, tea, and breakfast.
Just as she was about to put her plate down on the nightstand, she noticed something already laying there on top of her books. Adjusting her glasses, Y/N squinted at the object. She put her plate down on her duvet cover and reached for the wristwatch George had left. It was the nice leather one she had seen last night by the bar, the one that had caught her attention first. The digital clock seemed to have stopped working, displaying a random time that Y/N in her hangover state could not tell anyone what was. She was too fucked to even try and understand the numbers in front of her.
She put the clock back on her desk, hoping that she’d run into George soon so she could give it back to him. Or maybe Nathan could stalk Facebook and find him so she could message him there to tell him. She was glad she hadn’t exchanged phone numbers with George as she did not want to meet him again, but right now, she wanted to give him his watch back.
Y/N heard the front door open and then close, indicating that Harry had just left for rugby, and, as far as she could tell, she was the only one currently awake in her flat. The morning was quiet, she felt oddly at peace as she put on Fleabag and sipped her cuppa, and little did she know, this would be one of those rare moments over the last three years that this emotion inhabited her body.
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Whenever I’m Alone With You (Tia/Veronica) - Juno
Summary: Tia and Veronica take an eventful day trip to the seaside. They start the day as friends. Will that be the case by the end of the day?
(A/N: It’s taken me a little while but I’m finally happy with this so here is some Greentia for anyone who wants DRUK stuff. No CWs it’s mostly fluffy with some h/c. I hope you enjoy.)
Brighton was supposed to be well-known for having the best beaches in the UK. Student city? Sure. Queer-friendly? Yes. But the beach? Mostly stones. Stones as far as the eye could see along the coastline.
Disappointing, Tia thought to herself as she leaned against the intricate Victorian iron fence surrounding the beach. I expected white sand and palm trees from the way the uni welcome pack hyped it up. I’ll give it a four out of ten.
Still, the seaside was alright. It almost felt like being back in Clacton. The usual fairground rides, a Ferris wheel, the pier out over the sea littered with people, and seagulls brave enough to steal your wallet let alone your chips.
It was October and for some reason it was sunny and warm this Saturday, and Tia had come to the seaside to relish what would probably be the last warm-ish day of the year. What seemed to be the entire population of East Sussex had also taken that view, and the beach was crowded with people chasing the last strands of summer sun.
Tia preferred to be here on the pavement above the beach, breathing in the salty sea air, and listening to the waves, wondering how something so forceful sounded so peaceful.
“Nice day.”
Veronica’s soft voice behind her served as a reminder that Tia wasn’t alone.
Out of her three new housemates, Veronica hadn’t been Tia’s first choice in wanting someone to spend the day at the seaside with, but Aurora and Ellie had already gone out. They’d only lived in their halls for just over a month, but Aurora and Ellie were already almost joined at the hip, spending all day together when they weren’t in lectures.
There were four of them on their floor of the halls, all women. Tia had instantly bonded with Ellie, who bubbled with fun and was most content when she was making people laugh. It had taken a little longer to get to know Aurora, who was hard as nails but whose loyalty to her friends was endless. And then there was Veronica. Veronica had avoided most of the freshers’ social activities, barely leaving her room, and in doing so, became something of a loner.
She’d asked Veronica to go with her out of politeness, but also out of some vague fascination with her. Tia knew they were friends - if the last month had shown them anything, they were definitely friends - but she didn’t know enough about Veronica to know if it would be a fleeting friendship or a lasting one.
After all, Tia thought to herself as she watched Veronica getting black lipstick all over the cone, we don’t really have much in common on the surface.
“Yeah, it’s a really nice day,” Tia nodded at her finally, taking another lick of the ice cream Veronica had bought her.
The quiet resumed between them; not an uncomfortable sound, Tia noticed, but one that simply didn’t need to be filled with noise. It made a change from Ellie, always game for a laugh, and Aurora, who had an opinion to give on everything. But Tia liked the quiet time they shared. The only sound was the rush of the sea, and Veronica humming some tune that Tia recognised vaguely, but not enough to know.
There was a clatter as Veronica’s parasol dropped to the ground beside her. Veronica smiled apologetically as she leaned to pick it up. Tia knew some people with some - interesting fashion choices, but Veronica was the only person she knew with an actual parasol, black like the rest of her outfit.
“Do you always wear black?” Tia asked.
Veronica’s huff and rehearsed reply said it all. “Yes, I always wear black, I sleep in a coffin, and it’s Halloween every bloody day.”
“I mean - don’t you get really warm in summer?”
Veronica seemed to consider the question. “Not really. The skirt is quite thin material, and -“
“But it’s all black.”
“So?”
“Well, it traps heat,” Tia said.
Veronica looked down at herself, cocking an eyebrow, turning back to look at Tia. “Yeah, I suppose so. At least I look, you know, hot.”
Tia blinked at Veronica, who held her gaze expectantly.
“No, sorry, Vee, that was just crap. That was such a bad dad joke.” Tia shook her head in exasperation. “Honestly! I thought goths were meant to be funnier than that.”
Veronica sighed. “Yeah, well, me too.”
Her contemplative stare out to the sea was evidently meant to be intense, but no one, not even someone as goth as Veronica, could ever look too intense while eating an ice cream.
“Is that why you bought me an ice cream in the first place?” Tia asked, still teasing, trying to coax Veronica to open up a little more. “Were you trying to make up for your dad jokes in advance?”
Veronica managed a smile. “Partly. And - partly to say thanks for sticking up for me last night.”
Last night. Tia cringed internally.
“Yeah, well,” Tia muttered, shuffling uncomfortably. “You were homesick. You didn’t need that.”
Veronica’s stare was fixed on the horizon as she continued. “I … don’t think I realised how homesick I would be.”
“It’s normal, Vee. You’re not - you don’t have to put on a hard front just because you like wearing black; you’re allowed to be emotional too. It’s not like the rest of us haven’t been homesick as well.” Tia gave her a nudge in the shoulder. “You saw me bawling about it, didn’t you?”
——
All it had taken for Tia to get homesick was for that Doja Cat song to come on Tia’s shuffle while she was waiting for the kettle to boil.
It was Thursday morning, the week after lectures started, and Tia was already feeling like shit. The reality that she was here to study had kicked in, and she’d spent half the night awake worrying about her first assignment. But when the song had come on, Tia had been instantly flooded with the memory of her mum attempting that TikTok dance with her, falling about in laughter when she’d failed. That had been enough for Tia to break down, sobbing so hard that she didn’t have the energy to finish making her cup of tea.
Aurora hadn’t come home the previous night, spending the night at Tayce’s halls after Wicked Wednesdays at the union bar, and Ellie’s 8.15 lecture had already started; so Tia knew that when she heard a creaking of the door in the hallway that it would be Veronica.
“What’s up, love?” She’d whispered cautiously, but Tia had just cried harder at her words, so she’d simply rubbed her back and shoulders and made her a brew as Tia had tried to stop crying.
“D’you miss your mum?” Veronica had asked, peering up at her in concern, Tia’s free hand clasped tenderly in both of hers.
“I’m sorry, I’m being stupid,” Tia had managed to mumble through her tears.
“Don’t say that, you’re not being stupid at all,” Veronica had soothed, looping her hand into the crook of Tia’s elbow. “Tell you what, come into my room and we’ll put on a film, eh?”
“I - I have a lecture at 11 -“
“You’re not going anywhere, someone will get you the notes.”
Tia was surprised at how determined Veronica was to take care of her, pulling her into her immaculately tidy room and setting the tablet up with Netflix. She hadn’t expected Veronica’s first choice in a comfort film to be Finding Nemo, or for Veronica to toss the blankets over both of them and curl up next to Tia, handing her tea and the pack of Hobnobs that she’d only bought the day before.
They didn’t really speak at all.
Tia felt herself calm down gradually, laughing and tearing up at the film, passing biscuits back and forth with Veronica, sharing the progression of emotions with her as they came and went.
It was a depth of care that Tia felt to her bones.
Not that the other two girls on their floor would have been bad company. She knew that Aurora would have given her a hug and a peck on the cheek, told her she was amazing and she was smashing it and how much she herself was feeling the pressure of being away from home too. She knew that Ellie would have cracked a few jokes and tried to make her laugh, maybe telling her a funny story of something she’d seen Aurora do, or one of the scores of new friends she’d already made.
They both would have tried to be helpful in the best and most loving way they knew how.
But Tia wouldn’t have been able to take in encouragement from Aurora, and she didn’t want to laugh even if Ellie had succeeded in making her.
Somehow Veronica knew that Tia didn’t need someone to make noise for the sake of noise. She didn’t need hugs. She just needed … company. She just needed someone there to be with her.
“Thanks, Vee,” Tia had said finally, unable to meet Veronica’s eyes. “I - I feel a lot better now.”
“It’s alright,” Veronica had murmured, threading her fingers into Tia’s and squeezing. “Come back any time.”
——
“What made you want to come to Brighton?” Veronica asked, breaking into Tia’s memories.
They had moved to a free spot on the beach itself, sitting on a towel under Veronica’s parasol - seriously, why did she have a parasol? - the heat now starting to break as the evening drew in. Tia was taking a swig from her bottle of water, while Veronica was digging into the sand with her hands, pulling up handfuls and letting the grains slip through her fingers.
Tia shrugged in response. “The course. Being by the coast. Lesbians. The usual.”
“Oh.” Veronica stifled a laugh. “Like me then. The usual.”
The forced nonchalance of her tone made Tia snort with laughter.
“Where are you from again?” Tia asked her.
“Lancashire. Took five hours for my dad to drive me down here last month. Five bloody hours.” Veronica held up five fingers as if she hadn’t given enough emphasis already. “I wanted to come here for a bit of a fresh start, I suppose. No one I know from school went this far south. I thought maybe I’d have - I don’t know. A reinvention. A renaissance, fitting on my History course, eh?”
“Yeah,” Tia nodded.
“But you can’t shake off the old habits,” Veronica muttered darkly.
“What do you mean?”
“People - just thinking I’m stuck-up.” Veronica sighed, digging back into the sand. “I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.”
——
The previous night had been tense. Aurora’s friend Tayce had asked about the roommate who never seemed to leave her room, and Aurora had groaned an exaggerated groan, running her hands through her hair.
“I’m so sick of Veronica’s martyr act,” Aurora had declared at the sound of Veronica’s name, her voice ringing in the kitchen and through the open doorway to the hall.
“Don’t be stupid,” Tia had said, nudging Aurora in the ribs. “She’s not a martyr.”
“She is. She’s playing the martyr. I mean, she’s nice when you speak to her,” Aurora had shrugged, “but she doesn’t really want to talk to us, does she? She doesn’t make an effort, it’s always us making the effort with her. Like she’s too good for us. We’re just normal and she’s special just because she likes some bloody moody bands from the eighties.”
Tayce had raised her eyebrows, grinning her usual wolfish grin and sniggering silently behind her hand.
“She doesn’t think she’s special,” Tia had retorted, but Aurora had just rolled her eyes.
“It annoys me. People like her want to be different but they are all the same as each other. They want to conform to show that they don’t conform. How does that make sense? She just wants the attention.”
That was when they’d all heard the door slam.
“Good going, Aurora,” Tia had hissed. “She must have heard you.”
Aurora had chewed her tongue nervously, a flush creeping up her neck, but she stood her ground. “Whatever. I’m not wrong, am I?”
“You are wrong, actually,” Tia had replied, her voice suddenly louder than Aurora’s, “because you just don’t give her the chance. She’s not playing anything. She’s just - I don’t know, shy. And missing her home. And I bet you’re not making it any easier for her to feel like she can come talk to you. Leave her alone.”
Tayce’s sniggers had become too loud to cover up, and she turned to bury her face into Aurora’s shoulder. Aurora, her face now red as a tomato, had chewed her lips and shaken her head in exasperation.
“Whatever.”
With that, she’d swept away to her own room, Tayce on her heels. Tia had hung back, remembering Veronica’s kindness towards her, knowing that she was probably going through it as well. Ellie and Aurora had both had tough days, too. They all had.
Tia had stopped outside Veronica’s room and knocked gently at her door.
“Vee?”
But Veronica didn’t answer initially. Tia knew it was wrong to barge in, but she’d found the door unlocked.
“I’m opening the door - tell me to go - or I’m coming in -“
But Veronica had called “Come in” in the smallest voice, and Tia pushed the door open.
Veronica was curled on her side on the bed, staring at the wall, tracing the paint on it with her finger. When Tia had pushed the door closed and sat on the bed next to Veronica, she could see that her face was red and patchy and her eyes bloodshot.
“Is that really what they all think? That I’m an attention-seeker?”
Her voice had broken as she spoke. She rolled onto her back to face Tia, searching her eyes for honesty, and Tia thought she seemed as angry as she was upset at the way she had been spoken about.
Tia had shaken her head. “I don’t think that. I think -”
I think you’re really lovely.
The words wouldn’t come out, and Tia realised that they went deeper than she’d previously thought. But Veronica’s eyes had softened, and she’d laid her hand on Tia’s, almost as if she’d heard her thoughts. “Thank you.”
——
“They’re nice, you know, Aurora and Tayce are,” Tia replied, and Veronica looked up at her. “Just - I don’t know - don’t be scared of them.”
“Aurora’s got some preconceived idea about me because of how I look.”
“Okay, but you do too,” Tia sighed. “You think Aurora and Tayce won’t want to talk to you because they’re the coolcrowd. I get it, I feel like that too sometimes. But Aurora just takes a bit of time to get to know, and trust me, she’s just tough for show; she’s really sweet and caring underneath it all. Like you,” Tia added.
“I guess.” Veronica muttered.
“I mean - you’re right, things don’t just change when you move away, you have to make them change.”
Veronica huffed.
“You know I’m right,” Tia said.
“Yeah, I do. Sorry.” She shrugged dismissively. “Dad always tells me off for being stubborn. Maybe Aurora had a point.”
A seagull landed dangerously near to Veronica, and she kicked out at it. When it didn’t immediately fly away, Tia sat up on her knees and waved a hand, until it scurried away to a safe distance.
“This place is giving me lots of Clacton vibes.” Tia stretched out her legs again. “My mum used to take me there every summer, and it’s the same as here! Some sand, some chips in a cone, seagulls shitting everywhere, a few rides, you get the idea.”
“Rides?” Veronica spun to Tia at that word, her eyes lighting up suddenly. “I didn’t know if you liked rides! Do you want to go on a ride on the pier? Or the Ferris wheel or something? Is there a waltzer? I love the waltzers, oh my God -“
“I don’t know, do I! I’ve only lived here for as long as you have!”
But Tia couldn’t have resisted the spark of joy that came to Veronica’s face if she’d tried, holding back laughter at Veronica’s sudden burst of enthusiasm. She got up and pulled Veronica to her feet, and Veronica hooked a hand through Tia’s arm in what was becoming a wonderfully familiar gesture, to pull her along the seafront towards the pavilion and the amusement arcade.
“Waltzers!” Veronica cried, squeezing Tia’s arm and pointing at the waltzers fifty yards away. She dragged Tia towards them with surprising strength for such a tiny woman.
But Tia was worried. Is this the time to mention I’ve never been on them? That I hate spinning round and round?
“Am I gonna vom?” Tia asked nervously. “I don’t want to vom. Do they spin you?”
“Yeah, they do, but you won’t puke, promise.”
“You sure?” Tia eyed the waltzer, but Veronica nodded earnestly.
“Yeah, I’m sure. My brother gets car sick and he loves the waltzers too, come on, you’ll be fine.”
Partly, Tia was watching the other people in the booths shrieking with delight as they spun in their booths, but mostly, she saw a happy side to Veronica that she hadn’t seen a great deal of, and found she wanted to experience it with her.
Things don’t just change when you move away, you have to make them change.
“Alright, I’m coming on.”
The next three minutes were a blur. A fast, dizzying blur. Tia just remembered screaming until her throat hurt and clinging onto the bar for dear life as she leaned into Veronica, who screeched loud enough to wake the actual dead, the g-force sticking them to each other and the back of the booth like glue.
But it was so fun that Tia wanted to go again.
“Vee,” Tia muttered, as they stepped back off, “I’m covered in your nail marks, hun.” She showed Veronica her forearm, where her nails had dug in, leaving tiny crescent-moon indents in her skin.
Veronica grimaced. “Sorry. Can I make it up to you?”
“Another ice cream?”
“I was thinking of Spoons.” Veronica pointed to the pub on the seafront. “It’s getting too cold here now for ice cream.”
——
The sun had set and the seafront had a definite chill in the air as Tia and Veronica sat together on the terrace outside Spoons. They watched the people around them as they passed, the ride operators for the kids rides as they packed away, and the daytime folk, as a handful of teenagers started to appear, getting on the rides themselves.
The rush of the waves as the tide crept in, and Veronica’s persistent humming, filled the space between them. Veronica had shuffled her chair right next to Tia’s, and the song was irritatingly familiar, but Tia couldn’t quite remember it.
“What is that song you keep humming?” Tia asked Veronica finally.
“Oh - nothing.” Veronica swallowed hard.
“Really?” Tia grinned at her. “Is it The Cure or something?”
“Yeah - yeah, it’s The Cure.” Veronica said quickly. “Disintegration. Great album.”
“It sounds like it,” Tia nodded, secretly hoping she’d never have to be subjected to it. Veronica fell completely silent after that, a little self-conscious, and Tia felt a little uncomfortable for the first time that day.
“That woman’s the fortune teller at the Pavillion,” Tia motioned as she passed, trying to ease the tension. “Tayce got her palm read by her at freshers’ week. She thought Tayce was from Yorkshire! She couldn’t even read her mind and see she’s Welsh!”
“Fortune telling?” Veronica shook her head. “Just a cheap trick, cold reading more like.”
“I can do it! Give me your hand and I’ll show you.”
Tia took Veronica’s nearest hand that lay on the table, and pulled it towards her. Veronica shuffled in even closer, leaning into Tia’s arm. She was much shorter than Tia, her chin only just resting on Tia’s shoulder, and Tia found her warm weight more distracting than she thought she would.
“So,” Tia mused, stroking her thumb slowly down Veronica’s palm, “this line here, that’s your life line, this long one here in the middle of your palm. See it?”
Veronica didn’t speak, but she gave a hum of agreement, her lips perking at the corners into a dreamy smile. Tia caught a hint of the surprisingly light floral perfume she wore, a vague scent of apple from her hair.
“This line here,” Tia mumbled, rapidly losing her train of thought, running a thumb along the palm of Veronica’s hand. “This line, it’s - your life line. I said that already. Erm. It means that you … spend your life … in lines. All sorts of lines. Lines for rides, lines at the shop, Tube lines -“
“Give over.” Veronica sounded almost a little disappointed. She took another swig of her drink, almost draining the glass.
“Your love of lines has been exposed now, Vee. You can’t hide it any longer.”
To her surprise, Veronica was laughing.
“I like that you’ve given me a nickname. No one else does. It’s nice. Feels like …” Her eyes were pensive, and she shrugged, unable to think of a word. “I don’t know. But I like it.”
Veronica’s tone was light and airy, but Tia felt goosebumps spread on her neck and arms at the sound of her voice, and her chest fluttered, filled with sudden butterflies.
This moment felt pivotal, like a turning point.
Are we - catching feelings?
Sure, Veronica was interesting enough, and kind - if a little stubborn - and every time they had been alone together, they seemed to have an instinctual connection that Tia couldn’t explain. But it felt quite fast, and still, Tia wasn’t quite sure what Veronica was feeling for her.
After all, Tia thought to herself, I’m just a maths nerd who makes crap jokes sometimes.
“And this line …” Tia moved her thumb up over Veronica’s palm, “this is the … the Bakerloo line and it means … there is maintenance over the weekend so plan your journey well in advance.”
Veronica nearly choked on the mouthful of her drink, instantly breaking the spell. “That makes no sense at all! Anyway, I’m more interested in this one,” Veronica added, putting down her glass and pointing, “that’s the love line. I know that much. What does that one say?”
“I was just getting to that one. Save the best for last and all.” Tia feigned exasperation as Veronica’s face grew more and more red even under her makeup.
“Your love line is here,” Tia began, looking back at Veronica, staring enraptured at her hand in Tia’s, her smile a mile wide. “And it says that … you … I don’t know, you’re going to meet a tall, beautiful stranger.”
Tia meant that to be casual, but Veronica curled her fingers around the thumb that was still stroking her palm, and gave it a squeeze.
“Alright,” she said softly, “maybe palm reading isn’t all bollocks.”
——
Tia found that she hadn’t wanted Veronica to let go of her hand.
Luckily, Veronica didn’t seem to want to let go, either.
Tia wasn’t the biggest fan of physical contact, and she hadn’t thought Veronica was either, until this evening, as they walked home, hand in hand this time, after the wine was drained. One glass of wine each wasn’t enough to make either of them drunk, but both of them were light and happy, even as they got back to the halls.
“Thanks for asking me to come with you,” Veronica said, her smile lighting up the rest of her face.
“Vee, you don’t have to thank me. You’re … I don’t know.” Tia sighed. “It was a fun day.”
The hallway was quiet and dark. Ellie and Aurora were still out evidently, and in the half-light, Tia was conscious that Veronica still had her hand, a gesture that felt so familiar and so exposed for them both.
Tia cleared her throat. “Alright. Night then.”
Veronica nodded. “Night, Tia.”
Neither of them moved.
Tia hadn’t really noticed before how intense Veronica’s stare was, or how bright blue her eyes were underneath the layers of black eyeliner; but she felt it now even though it was getting dark; and it felt like Veronica was trying to tell her something, drawing her into her eyes.
Wait. This is uni. There’s no going home after a day out. We live here together. We can do what we want.
“I mean -“ Tia shifted from one foot to another. “We don’t have lectures tomorrow, it’s Sunday isn’t it? Or are you tired, do you want to get to sleep?”
“No, I’m not tired - what - what did you have in mind?”
“Finding Dory this time?”
“Can do,” Veronica tilted her head as if pondering the idea. “Yeah. You set up, I’ll take my makeup off.”
Within fifteen minutes they were both in their pyjamas, curled up together in Tia’s bed this time, passing Veronica’s Hobnobs between them. The tablet played Finding Dory, balanced on Tia’s knees. The night had turned colder and Tia had insisted on Veronica bundling under the covers with her.
Tia left her hand out of the covers, in full view, and Veronica took the cue, grabbing her hand and interlacing their fingers. The film didn’t last long before Tia became distracted by Veronica running her thumb over Tia’s knuckles, as if in a dream, not even looking at the screen any more.
As the film came to an end, Tia realised she barely remembered the plot at all. She and Veronica had curled into one another, Tia’s head resting on Veronica’s, still clasping her hand. They didn’t move, Tia feeling their breathing fall into rhythm, until she felt Veronica’s deepening and realised it was pretty late.
“Are you tired, Vee?” Tia whispered.
Veronica hummed, stretching out her legs and yawning. “Yeah, a bit. I should go to bed.”
Tia missed the warmth of Veronica from the bed, the steady weight of her hand, from the moment she’d slipped from under the covers; but she followed her out, getting up to go to the door and lock it.
“Well. Night, Tia.”
Veronica reached to hug Tia, who had to bend to reach her, being a good eight or nine inches taller than Veronica. But when the hug lasted much longer than expected, Tia didn’t complain.
Nor did she find it strange when she felt Veronica’s lips softly graze her cheek, right by her ear. It wasn’t a familiar, friendly kiss. It was curious, testing the waters, wondering if this was really happening.
Tia’s heart fluttered when she returned the kiss, again on Veronica’s cheek, as if to answer the question.
But when Veronica pulled away, her eyes were fearful all of a sudden, and she seemed to lose her nerve, spinning round to make a quick exit, slipping away without another word.
Tia locked the door, now humming the tune that Veronica had been humming all day to herself.
It isn’t The Cure. I know it too. God, what is it?
Tia had to hum a few more bars to herself before she finally recognised it, and started singing the chorus to herself.
‘I wanna ruin our friendship, we should be lovers instead.’
God, Tia thought to herself, not just me then.
#rpdr fanfiction#rpdr uk#tia kofi#veronica green#tia x veronica#a'whora#tayce#uk2#lesbian au#college au#fluff#hurt/comfort#juno
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Tips for people who are (hopefully) going off to Uni for the first time in September:
Clothes
· Take at least enough for a week. That means 7 pairs of socks, 7 sets of underwear, 7 tshirts, and at least 4 pairs of trousers (assuming 2 days of wearing each). Trust me, you do not want to be doing a load of washing every three days - especially in dorms, it'll cost you a bloody fortune
· Now add your pjs. You'll be doing a load every week so you don't really need two sets, but feel free - also you might want to take a fluffy winter set and a lighter summer set; if you're in dorms they can be either really hot or really cold and you won't know til you're there (my first dorms were an old building so they had the heating running constantly, which was fine in the day but at night was horribly warm)
· Add your sports clothes, your swimming costume, even if you rarely use them (uni can be weird like that)
· Take a smart set of clothes for interviews because they'll come in useful, even for posher socials
· Jumpers/hoodies/jackets/whatever - add as you want and have space. For instance, I tend to take a weeks worth of hoodies just for fun
Bedding
· Take two sets
· No seriously, take two sets. Two pillowcases, two bedsheets, two duvet covers
· You do not want to spill hot chocolate on your bed at 9pm and then have to go down and do a load of washing just so you can go to bed, I'm not kidding here
Comfort Items
· Take your favourite pillow. Take that fluffy blanket you love. Take that teddy bear you've had since you were a toddler and don't like to admit you still sleep with
· No, take them. Nobody fucking cares and you will appreciate it when you're tired and you're stressed and you're so bloody homesick you can't see straight
· Hot water bottles are a brilliant substitue for a hug but are also just really nice generally, especially if you are the unfortunate owner of one (1) uterus (no returns, no refunds available, no responsiblity for what it does after issued)
· If you have photos? Take them. Take pics of your pets, of your families, of whatever you like and print them off. They'll help
· So will posters - I swear blank walls are depressive and make you feel like you're living in a hotel
Kitchen
· If you're in dorms and you're catered? You don't need much and anything you find yourself needing can be picked up in a pound store (uk)
· Otherwise: 1 mug, 1 cup, 1 plate, 1 bowl, 1 set of cutlery (spoon, knife, fork). You can literally get away with just that, believe me, i did
· Self-catered? Look dude you can cook why are you looking at me for kitchen lists I live off of beans on toast
General Tips
· You'll get homesick. Almost certainly, no lie. I cried after my parents left. I cried 5 times the next day. I cried for most of the week afterwards
· It's actually worse after Christmas because you go home and then you come back and honestly, my second term everytime something went even a little wrong I was just near tears because I want to go home
· Uni can be scary, I know. You don't know where anything is and you don't know anyone and you are going to get lost. Don't worry, it gets better
· Go to uni fairs at your SU - careers, sports, clubs, freshers fair. You'll get free stuff and free food and that's always fun
· Join a few clubs for at least the give-it-a-go/free sessions. Maybe it doesn't work out, maybe it does. Usually a non-sports membership costs like three quid anyway so it doesn't really matter
· Try not to pull allnighters, you'll be worse off.
· Have fun - if you just do school work constantly you'll burn out and end up doing far worse than you would have if you'd taken that afternoon off to go hang out with some mates or watch a film. I tell kids this every year but they never listen til after their first term when they see it firsthand
· You will do badly (in some form of the word) at some point. It's fine, it happens, speak to the lecturer if you can but honestly, one bad mark isn't going to ruin your university experience so don't let it
· Breathe
· Call your family/friends/people you care about as often as you like, it'll help
· Freshers is fun. Getting blackout drunk is not. Please ignore UK drinking culture and don't pass out in the street
· It might take a couple months but you'll make friends eventually, even if it's because of seminars or group projects
· Uni is what you make of it - socially and academically. Let yourself have fun
· Please remember to breathe
(also- tip for when you finally move out of dorms into a flat: double check when it says internet that it means wifi and not ethernet. Trust me, made that mistake before, having to hook your phone to your laptop hotspot for wifi did not make for a fun 8 months)
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You don’t want me to sleep for 9 months? Ok, guess you don’t need your degree.
So, I wasn’t sure if this story qualified for pro or petty. Everything I do, over the course of this, is extremely petty, but I think it probably is what I would consider a ‘scale up’ from low tier revenge, mostly on account of the last part.
So some backstory. This was about 6 years ago, during my first year at university. In the UK, you basically have two options for accommodations in your first year. The first option is called Halls, you stay in a huge apartment complex with a bunch of different students, you share a floor with about 10-15 people. Or, you go to a student house, which is basically a normal house, that some greedy landlord converts all the available space into bedrooms for 5-6 people (but, this is not always the case, in my second year I lived in a house with 15 people, many Petty Revenge stories there if I find the time to type them out). Anyway, I chose the latter.
I moved into what would be a 3 bed house, turned into a 5 bed. What would have been a living room, was converted into a bedroom below my room. 3 of my housemates were fine, we were civil to one another, but not really friends, we just lived different lives. We would go out for the occasional bevvy, have dinner together, but mostly just coexist peacefully. Notice how I said it was a 5 bed though?
Enter housemate in question. Let’s call her Cathy. Cathy was of African descent, very rich parents, sent to live in the UK to study Engineering, as the educational system in her native country was very poor. She was short, fat and quite obnoxious. When I moved in, I made a point of introducing myself to everyone. My first impression of Cathy wasn’t great. An issue I noticed immediately (of which persists throughout the entirety of our living together) is that Cathy f***ing stinks. You know when you work out for 4 hours but you crash out and forget the shower before? It was like that x1000. It was extensively unbearable. On top of that, Cathy is really rude. She basically starts out by saying she’s been here for 2 years already, and she wasn’t gonna change again this year. This had me a little concerned, but at the time it wasn’t a huge issue, I told her I kept to myself a lot, so she wouldn’t see any problems from me.
The first week or so I didn’t notice many problems. I was out partying hard during most nights (at English University, the first week is called ‘Freshers’ where everyone goes out and gets wasted for a week the week before studies start) other than some of my food going missing, and dirty plates staying on the side. F**k it, it’s week one, it’s fine.
Then Cathy rears her ugly head. So, I’m going to bed at 9pm the first night before studies (I had an hour commute to my campus and 1st day I wanted to be very awake) and I hear her shouting downstairs, she sounds very excited. I would find out tonight that Cathy is an avid gamer. Now myself I love games, I have late night sessions all the time, but I’m respectful of my housemates. I lie in bed, awake until 2:30am, hearing Cathy scream at her monitor and the sounds of a shooter in the background, very loudly. I didn’t want to be a bad housemate, so I let it happen. I barely slept and I went into my first lecture completely exhausted from sleep deprivation. I figured it was a one off, or it might happen every now and again. I was very wrong.
This carried on for 4 days before I said anything. On the Friday, I approach her in the kitchen and politely say “hey, don’t want to be rude, but can you try and keep it down a little late at night, I can hear you loud and clear through the floor and it’s really messing with my sleep. I don’t wanna be rude but I’ve noticed it’s been happening a lot”. She basically tells me I’m overreacting, she’s doing nothing wrong, nobody else has complained so it’s not a real issue. Cathy shares a wall with another housemate on the ground floor, so when she gets home I ask her about the issue. Turns out Cathy gave her the same spiel as to me. We knock on her door and ask what’s the problem, together. She gives us this whole sob story about how hard it is to make friends, that her online friends are her family, they live all across the world and she doesn’t want to break that relationship. I feel bad (stupidly) and tell her I totally get it, but just try and be a little quieter on weeknights. She says “I’ll try, maybe” and we leave it at that.
That night I slept fine. I thought it was over. The next night she’s screaming again, but it’s the weekend, so I get high as a kite and fall asleep in the bathtub. Sunday night rolls around, she’s screaming again, I can hear the sound of her rifle firing in game and she shouting obscenities with every shot. It gets to 11pm and I go downstairs and knock. Nothing. I wait a little while and try again. No change. I try again, same, so I go into the back garden and knock on her window. I hear her shout F OFF a few times and give up. I go to bed, but not to sleep.
This happens for the next few weeks. She screams, I go to confront, she screams at me through the wall till I leave. I approach her in the day, and she tells me she could hear me, doesn’t know what I’m talking about, I must have been DREAMING, think of a bs excuse and it’s probably on the list of things she would say.
So begins the revenge. I start by just going downstairs, flicking the power off and on for the router, and going back upstairs. The house is kind of old and creaky, so it’s pretty obvious that as the WiFi goes down, it’s me. This happens a few nights until she confronts me as I’m leaving in the morning. I tell her bluntly, yeah, it’s me, stop with the screaming or things are just going to get worse. She threatens to call our landlord on me. Great idea. I leave the house, go to my lectures, and after Uni I visit the landlord. I tell him the entire story about everything that’s happening, and how hard it’s making our lives. He says he’ll look into it, please be patient.
More weeks go by, no more pranks from me but no interference from the landlord. The night I contacted him was silent, but after that everything went back to scream-a-palooza. I contact him again, he says trust him, no changes. I try again, guess what no changes.
So I start getting pettier. So, I failed to mention before (at least in great detail) that Cathy is messy AF. She would eat, then leave all her plates, pots and pans on the side and return to her lair. For the first month, we just washed them up for her, nobody wants a messy kitchen. But, I was pissed off. So I started a new system. If I see a dirty plate of hers, I’d leave it in front her door. This was funny for a few days until I started finding my dirty plates she used at my door. From this point on, all kitchen equipment that was mine would from there on out live in my room until the end of my tenancy. This went on for another sleepless week until I am awoken by my landlord with a police officer. I’m told I’ve been stealing from my housemates and I need to go to the station. I promptly explain the situation, and my other housemates back me up. The officer clearly is annoyed to have his time wasted by us and leaves. Me, the housemates, Cathy and landlord have a group discussion on how to end the hostilities. We demand quiet weeknights and a clean kitchen, in exchange we (though, really it was just me) will not perform passive aggressive petty revenge. Seems like a fair deal right? No. Landlord said he can’t give any ‘preferential treatment’ so we need to stop regardless. I’m glad to say though, even though this guy was an awful landlord, he never interfered again, allowing for further pettiness to ensue.
So, back to revenge. Cathy would run an Ethernet cable from the modem to her computer, along the floor and into her room. I would start by unplugging this cable any time she was screaming. Cathy then started taping the cable so it was harder to pull out the socket. It got to a point were our hallway had a huge mess of tape and wire going across from the router all the way to her room. But f**k Cathy. I bought a roll of the same tape she had used, waited for her to leave the house. I had to wait 3 weeks for this opportunity. When I finally had the chance, I pulled up the tape, took a pair of scissors, cut the cable and taped it all back down. How she got into university was beyond me, as she didn’t figure it out for a few days. I slept wonderfully those nights. She confronted me days later and accused me of my crime. I simply denied it, and slammed the door in her face.
After this it was fairly passive aggressive both sides. Any time I heard noise I’d unplug the cable. She started eating my food (so I ended up buying a mini fridge and storing all my food in my room) and she would regularly throw out my belongings if I left them around the house. It was all getting a bit much. Mid year, I bought a cheap, turtle beach headset. I knocked on her door, and offered it as a peace treaty. I said the noise had to stop, and the revenge was starting to get out of hand. Please, take the headset, continue to enjoy your games, but I desperately need sleep. She took the headset, said thank you and promptly retreated to her room.
(As a side note, I’d never seen her room up until this point. It, was, disgusting. Old food everywhere, wrappers and cans. Her bed was half a space to sleep, half pizza boxes and rubbish. The smell was so bad, that after the conversation I went upstairs and threw up. I would only see the inside of that room once again until I moved)
So, overly generous peace offering? Yes. But I was desperate. The lack of sleep was really starting to affect my work, social life and relationship. I hoped it would turn a new leaf. Well, no. All night that night, screaming. I woke up the next day, and had a smoke in the garden. As I was pacing, I looked over at her window. Hanging out the window, I see a very damaged turtle beach headset. I decided in that moment, to destroy her.
Before I get into the big stuff, here’s a few c***ty things I did on top. I would pour salt into her milk and juice. Any time she left the house, I would cut the Ethernet. I put toothpaste onto her door handle. Any soft drinks she bought? Took them to class and donated them to my friends.
Anyway, so you notice that I said I had to wait 3 weeks for my cable prank? I became very aware that Cathy barely left the house. She was 100% not going to lectures or assignments. I started posting letters to her faculty posing as her parents asking for updates on her studies. After a few weeks she would start to get into shouting arguments with her parents over the phone. I then started ringing the faculty to let them know when she wasn’t in attendance. Our university had a relaxed approach to this, but all courses were expected to have an 85% attendance rating, or you’d face potential problems. After speaking to her staff supervisor, she had a whopping 23% rating. After a few more calls, it was established that she would have a ‘meeting’ as essentially a case for her to plead herself as to why she should stay. I took the time to somewhat befriend her supervisor, and asked if I could be present at the meeting to profess my story to aid in her expulsion. He agreed. As the days to her meeting rolled up, it was clear (due to the arguments with her parents on the phone) that she would not be staying here if she did not keep her position on her course. She began cleaning up after herself, and actually spoke to me semi-civilly begging me not to speak to the university any more. I told her, if she didn’t shout any more all the way to the hearing, then I’d retract all of my previous statements and give my verbal support to her staying. Zero noise. I slept like a baby for 3 days. Thursday night (meeting was the Friday) rolls around.
A final note, whenever Cathy did get up in the mornings, she had an extremely loud and obnoxious alarm clock, which would be on ages.
Thursday night, I give each of my other housemates the run down, and ask them to either skip town for the night and let it run its course. 2 stayed 2 left. Come 9pm, I proceed to invite my entire society around for drinks. 30 people in our tiny house drinking, shouting and playing loud music until 3am. Cathy comes out angry, begging, at one point in tears telling me to stop. But F this B, she had this coming. I go to bed at 4:30am. I wake up at 6am. No noise in the house. Good, she’s asleep. I go downstairs to the switchboard, and cut the power. I go out, eat breakfast, and go to the meeting at 8:30am. Much to my delight, Cathy does not turn up. At 9am I give the committee a full rendition of the past 9 months of hell, and proceed to strongly advise expulsion.
Afterwards, I call my university and fake having the flu, asking for a recovery period of 4-5 days. They accept, and I go back home to see my family for a week.
I return to a house one less occupied, with a few stand out pieces. In front of my room door, the now almost dust turtle beach headset. LOL. But, I ventured to her room. The smell had not left permanently, but it was bearable now. Many of her possessions were gone, but many left behind, most notably her printer and several pieces of balled up paper around it. Firstly, balled up print out copies of flight tickets to her native country, and a flight map. A letter from the university, denoting her immediate expulsion. A letter from our landlord, noting that as per the tenant agreement, if she cannot find study again within 28 days, she will be forced to leave the house. And finally; the creme de la creme. A letter, clearly intended for me and the housemates that she gave up on, telling us how this was all our fault and one day she would come back to haunt us.
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Things they dont tell you about moving in for uni- a lazy tired asshole's guide to the first few months of uni living (side note: massively UK centric)
-signing up to your new local GP is a BITCH but my god if you lot dont sign up as soon as possible i will come over and do it for u because the last thing i want is ppl dying cause they got ill and didnt get to go to a gp about it
-Getting used to the water. This is fucking wild but I will bet any money that the water in your new accomodation will taste weird as fuck and your body will be like "bitch??", try and get bottled water and eventually get used to the new hardness/softness of the water in your area.
-google maps is a life saver and use it to find out nearest hospitals/shops/police stations ect ect
-student discounts are cool as fuck but student ID isnt usually accepted as a valid form of identification for pubs and bars so bring something else with you. Get a citizen card if you must.
-also unless you are a "mature student" (- aka not like 18/19 when u start uni -) and dont have a full ass beard or something you WILL get IDed. Me and 2 other friends got IDed at a local retro games arcade cause we checked it out after 8pm and we are like 18-20. We look like children. Help us.
-freshers week is where ppl are gonna fall into the pit of "oh god i spent so much!" But not on shit like alcohol like one would expect. I spent so much on bubble tea and takeaways alone during freshers its almost shameful.
-Get Used To Your New Kitchen!! Please! Spend some time making things like simple lunches so you get used to how your oven and hob and even your sink works. This greatly reduces chance of you burning food later in life.
-make food for lunch the day before, your hungry broke ass will thank u for it.
-if ur in a big city and not used to city life, get ready to be woken up by all sorts of bullshit. Big F to all the students living by railway tracks too.
-also speaking of big cities cause they didnt have this in my town- deliveroo is much better than uber eats because fuck uber. Be respectful to deliveroo and uber eats cyclists when you see them riding around on their bikes.
-before you actually leave for uni, stock up on canned food and things like super cheap instant noodles and seasoning. This will be your ration pack, use it for the end of december before your janurary student finance comes in- this ensures you have back up food but dont spend like sooo much money during the first few months cause u gotta eat still. This pack is for absolute emergancies only.
-Set Alarms Or You Will Die. Set alarms in the day, set alarms for ur waking up times, set alarms for plans you've made with friends, if u dont u will perish.
-if ur campus has societies youre interested in, join them, it gives you insentive to go out atleast once a week and universities take their societies and clubs very seriously.
-if you drink lots or smoke- please be mindful of flatmates and accomodation/campus policies. I know its easy to be all "lol fuck that" but please just be nice.
-dont buy lots and lots of perishibles in advance, if you need bread buy a half loaf unless you eat loads of it, only buy veg and fruit if you plan to use it the next day at most. Trust me on this one.
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(F18) Innocent virgin turned uni slut
I thought I'd start my journey from the beginning, I started uni in the UK in September last year having never properly drank or taken drugs. I grew up in a middle class family and was very sheltered my entire childhood and before uni the dirtiest thing I'd ever done was probably grinding on my pillow, I was a total virgin.
Fast forward to my first night out in freshers week at uni and I get way too drunk since I had no tolerance thanks to never really drinking before and I was in the club getting of with a 6'4 3rd year rugby player. Later on we left the club before everyone else together and were walking back to his place through the park when he started kissing, he took me to the side by some trees and we made out more. He slid his hand up my thigh and under my skirt and started rubbing on my panties. Me being totally inexperienced thought I should return the favour so I started undoing his belt, this gave him the completely wrong idea and he gently pushed me onto my knees. I had no idea what to do so I just pulled out his already hard cock and started giving him a hand job, it was huge, must have been at least 8 inches. Before long he held my head with one hand and his dick with the other and move it towards my mouth, i just opened my mouth and let him guide my head, as he got closer to cumming he got rougher and made me gag but when he finally came in my mouth it took me by surprise so I pulled away but as he was still cuming it went all over my chin and top. I was pretty annoyed because all he did was laugh but I was so horny from doing that outside in public.
Anyway after I tried to clean myself up a bit we carried on back to his and he took me to his room. He ended up going down on me which felt amazing, before I knew it he was back on top of me making out and he gently slid inside of me, all I could do was try to stay relaxed and after he ate me out so well it surprisingly didn't hurt, he gradually fucked me harder and harder and I started to moan louder and louder. I came once and he flipped me over and railed me from behind withing a out 5 minutes he came inside of me.
We fucked once more that night and again in the morning, he came inside of me again once on my tits. Before I left I got dressed (I couldn't find my panties lol) went to the toilet to try and clean up and on the way out of his house I got some looks from his housemates because of how loud I was. On the walk home I could still feel his cum leaking out of me and I showered as soon as I got home. I had to use plan B but the next week I got myself on the pill.
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[F] 18, Innocent virgin turned uni slut
I thought I'd start my journey from the beginning, I started uni in the UK in September last year having never properly drank or taken drugs. I grew up in a middle class family and was very sheltered my entire childhood and before uni the dirtiest thing I'd ever done was probably grinding on my pillow, I was a total virgin.
Fast forward to my first night out in freshers week at uni and I get way too drunk since I had no tolerance thanks to never really drinking before and I was in the club getting of with a 6'4 3rd year rugby player. Later on we left the club before everyone else together and were walking back to his place through the park when he started kissing, he took me to the side by some trees and we made out more. He slid his hand up my thigh and under my skirt and started rubbing on my panties. Me being totally inexperienced thought I should return the favour so I started undoing his belt, this gave him the completely wrong idea and he gently pushed me onto my knees. I had no idea what to do so I just pulled out his already hard cock and started giving him a hand job, it was huge, must have been at least 8 inches. Before long he held my head with one hand and his dick with the other and move it towards my mouth, i just opened my mouth and let him guide my head, as he got closer to cumming he got rougher and made me gag but when he finally came in my mouth it took me by surprise so I pulled away but as he was still cuming it went all over my chin and top. I was pretty annoyed because all he did was laugh but I was so horny from doing that outside in public.
Anyway after I tried to clean myself up a bit we carried on back to his and he took me to his room. He ended up going down on me which felt amazing, before I knew it he was back on top of me making out and he gently slid inside of me, all I could do was try to stay relaxed and after he ate me out so well it surprisingly didn't hurt, he gradually fucked me harder and harder and I started to moan louder and louder. I came once and he flipped me over and railed me from behind withing a out 5 minutes he came inside of me.
We fucked once more that night and again in the morning, he came inside of me again once on my tits. Before I left I got dressed (I couldn't find my panties lol) went to the toilet to try and clean up and on the way out of his house I got some looks from his housemates because of how loud I was. On the walk home I could still feel his cum leaking out of me and I showered as soon as I got home. I had to use plan B but the next week I got myself on the pill.
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Bianca’s Aussie Adventures
Okay I decided I need to write some stuff about my crazy upcoming year and since I don’t have an actual blog, tumblr will have to do. I won’t post these too often (maybe a bit more frequently in the beginning while everything is still new and I’m fascinated by everything). Feel free to ignore these or to blacklist the hashtag, I’m only writing these little posts/updates to get them out my system and to have something I can go back to after this year is over and remember some cute/weird/awesome things. I’ll insert a read more thingie every time so this will be easy to ignore ☺
Okay so day 1 consisted of moving in and then crashing in the middle of the day for a couple of hours since my body is still super jet-lagged after the 27h flight so I didn’t get to see much but I do have some things I noticed.
The roads/distances - this is the moment where I really regret I don’t drive. It took me 15 minutes to walk to the nearest tiny ‘corner store’ and 15 minutes to get back. I think I have to get un-used to having a Tesco/Sainsburys/Co-op/etc. at the end of the street where I can pop in 5 times a day if I need to.
The seasons - you know, I am fully aware of the whole reversed seasons thing and I’m fully aware it’s winter here but the deceivingly warm temperature made me forget and I did not expect it to get dark outside just after 5pm
The accent - oh, you wonderful people, please never stop talking and use plenty of those vowels you make sound so good!
The birds - so many birds! so many weird bird noises! I’ve seen some weirdly coloured ones and some ravens and what I can only assume are magpies though they look nothing like the magpies I know. The ravens are the funniest though, they look like they’ve seen some shit and make the most demented noises 😂
I have a lot more to discover and the next few days will be filled with boring stuff mainly: opening a bank account, getting an Australian phone number, trying out the public transport, shopping for food and some homeware and the one exciting bit which is Orientation Week at uni - apparently there’s not as much partying as there is in the UK during Fresher’s Week but hopefully it’ll still be good...
#bianca's aussie adventures#i'm trying not to think about how scary this whole thing actually is and freak out#i'm really excited#but also super fucking nervous#aaah 😬#australia#year abroad#study year abroad
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freshers
hello everyone~ it’s been a bit since i’ve posted so i thought i’d give you an updated from across the pond.
i’ve discovered many new things about living here. and i think the number one being that people love to drink alcohol. now - i knew this going in but i also like to drink alcohol so i thought “ehhh, it’ll be fine.” but
let me tell u something kiddos.
they have an entire week before uni actually starts D E D I C A T E D to getting fucked up. hence the title of this post “freshers week”.
now it all began two saturdays ago. our flatmates moved in (they’re super awesome by the way) and we went out to grab drinks for our other friends birthday. we got to drink at The Understudy, which is a bar at the National Theatre. obvs we got super drunk and were out all night it was g r e a t. but it doesn’t end there. The student union of RBC has an entire week planned for us beginning that monday with a UV party. white shirts and drawing and crazy lights. oh and did i mention that there is A BAR ON OUR CAMPUS? before 5 pm its just a coffee shop, but after that they start serving ALCOHOL? ON CAMPUS? umm excuse me if i got caught with anything in texas i would be completely kicked out of school. the rest of the nights went as follows:
tuesday - LGBTQ+ Night wednesday - RBC Night (dress up as a character starting with R, B, or C) thursday - pub crawl (but this was shit literally so we didnt go like they only went to three bars??) friday - a boat party on the thames (which was amazing i’ll add some pics in my next post.
and really it was just a lot of partying while we prepared for school to start and had our prelim class meetings. it was a great time. The oddest thing to me, however, was the way it was viewed by teachers and such. The school encourages you to go to all events and to have a good time and get drunk. This is such an odd way to look at things after growing up in the US. In the states, it’s all about NO NO NO. don’t do this don’t do that. but in the UK they seem to recognize that it’s going to happen so they’d prefer to keep people educated and prepared for these situations. they encourage kids in university to enjoy their time there with their friends. this is a totally new concept to me and i love it.
in other news, i’ve had a week of classes and my legs are fucked because i’m so out of shape it’s not even funny. i’ll fill you in on some details later. gotta go run to my voice class now~
love u lovelies.
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To everyone who is starting uni in the upcoming weeks- welcome, and congratulations! You’re starting a new chapter in your lives, one that will the exciting and stimulating, and full of challenges. Of course the first step of this (if you’re going to study in the UK), if getting through Fresher’s week, which is the first week of first term, where you get to get integrated into the social structure of your uni, learn more about how your course will work, and start to figure out how you’re going to get through the next three to four years. So buckle up kids, and get ready for some advice on how to get through your first, probably quite daunting week!
Moving in:
If you’re going to be living in halls, moving in is going to be chaotic, hectic, and quite an experience. On move-in day, be sure to show up early with all of your stuff to pick up your keys, so you have enough time to dump things in your room, organize stuff, and realize what you’ve forgotten in time to go to various stores to buy what you need.
Be sure to check any information about parking and checking in that your university sends you, so you’re prepared with how to make everything move efficiently.
Also remember, it’s often easier to buy something new that you’ve forgotten than it is to live in an overstuffed room and have to send stuff back to your parents’ house because you overestimated the space and storage you were going to get. Rooms in halls are small! And if you need to buy a lot of stuff for your room, it’s easier to do that from your dorm than it is to figure out how to get everything you’ve bought there.
A little tip- if you know what you want to bring, but don’t think you can take it with you (hello international students and luggage restrictions), it’s possible to order a box full of supplies to be sent to your dorm to arrive just before or when you do. UniKitOut is great for that- it’s what I used in my first year, which made my life a lot easier.
Socialising:
Fresher’s week can be very overwhelming, especially for those of us who prefer socialisation in more limited doses. If you’re super social, great! Go and talk to everyone! Have a blast! Party hard and enjoy your last bit of time without deadlines!
Now, for the introverts or less socially inclined. My fellow people. This is an opportunity to push yourself a bit out of your comfort zone, because everyone is in the same boat. There are no little cliques or groups yet. This is the time where they form. So push yourself and sit in your kitchen and talk to all your new flatmates, be sure to go to the fresher’s mingle, or whatever the event that first Saturday is called, and try to talk to people. Go with people from your flat, but talk to as many people as you can. Get numbers, facebook profiles, anything to talk to people. If you get tired after a bit, retire, but be sure to go to the event, even if you don’t want to. There will be many other opportunities to meet people that week, since there will definitely be an event just about every night, so don’t worry about staying the whole time.
As to drinking. You do you, if you want to get trashed, or if you want to stay sober. Don’t feel pressured to drink if you don’t want to. There will be sober events, and you can always meet people and figure out fun things to do sans alcohol. Just be careful, and try not to drink to the point of hospitalisation. Binge-drinking is a serious danger in UK unis, so be sensible, please.
Top tip: how to avoid hangovers as much as possible- drink fucktons of water (they’ll have it free at the bar), make sure not to drink on an empty stomach, and if you’re willing to be the “quirky” one and you’re partying in your kitchen, try drinking green tea in the middle of the night. The caffeine in it will keep you lively, and the antioxidants will help mitigate your hangover for the following day. Trust me, it works.
Your Degree:
Now, fresher’s week isn’t only about socializing and getting settles into uni life. There’s the little matter of starting your degree, and there will be a number of talks by your department about what you’ll be expected to do, talking about the structure of your courses, and the examinations. It is crucial that you go to these, because they’ll help you get started on the right track. Even if you’re hungover af, go! Drink a coffee and a tea, and maybe make quick notes in your planner about key dates and crucial information about how the course is structured. Don’t worry too much about reading ahead or anything just yet, but be sure to get/locate any recommended textbooks, and make sure you have the correct supplies (check out my back-to-school series essential stationary post!). Just be sure to get a good idea of what will be expected of you, and be sure you know about deadlines and important other dates.
Okay, those are some essential tips! Good luck to all you freshers out there, I hope that you enjoy your first week, and that your degree is everything that you hoped it would be. All the best! xx
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Six Tips for Finding Student Accommodation
The term student lodging has been referred to the requirement of scholars eager to pursue larger schooling and looking for a spot to calm down in the primary cities the place such schooling is accessible. Many leave their homes in the hinterland and make their approach into the main cities the place they know the requirements of training are much better. Many overseas college students additionally make their means into cities which might be known to supply good higher education standards are therefore require help in the form of pupil lodging.
The trend is now very clear. Many individuals are pursuing increased education and are keen to relocate which is resulting in this requirement. The captive lodging already out there with the colleges and academic institutions are proving to be insufficient to hold so many college students and they haven't any choice however to look elsewhere in the city. While a number of the students do handle to shack up with seniors, others have to look for pupil lodging services.
This demand for pupil lodging has led to the creation of scholar areas in a number of the cities. These are usually lodgings of low hire, are near to the schooling establishments and metropolis centre and are inside putting distance of leisure amenities comparable to gymnasiums, pubs, cinemas and sports golf equipment. These areas are often not fancied by their neighborhoods, because of unfavourable experiences prior to now with a few of the students who may not have followed the self-discipline and good manners which might be required when you keep close to civilian neighborhoods.
Very often college students have indulged in vandalism and rioting as a form of protest. Some of the students have also been involved in drug trafficking, prostitution and other anti social studentaccommodationlondon.com actions resulting in a lack of confidence and religion in them. On other issue for this apathy is the poor upkeep of the facilities due to the changing nature of the residents annually.
There are such student areas in virtually all major cities that provide good standards of upper training. The one positive level for residents near such scholar lodging areas is the fact that this demand for housing has led to a spurt in the actual property costs, contrary to perception. The demand from students is so strong for good housing that they're keen to pay the next value for the lodging. This has led some smart landlords looking to rent out their property to brand them as "pupil houses" in their advertisement so that they can attract the appropriate student population for their property and rake in the spoils.
Some cities are nevertheless making attempts to provide a much better normal of student lodging by offering some luxurious digital gadgets in order that they'll get the scholars to student room ucl accommodation move in there. They know that college students will pay extra thanks to the high stage of disposal income they've with them as a consequence of excessive pupil grants and loans.
Student accommodation listings are available on the web. These websites are designed to supply students with a simple and hassle free method of discovering housing, flats, and rooms for rent in and round New Zealand. A part of starting college or polytechnic in New Zealand is finding someplace to stay. It's common in NZ for first yr college students to remain at campus hostels, and discover homes to rent for their second year.
You probably have a gaggle of buddies eager on turning into flatmates then you might be prepared to begin the hunt for a flat in New Zealand, depending on the place you are finding out. It's actually important that you simply start taking a look at potential flats as quickly as potential, as the nice ones get snapped up quick! In case you are trying to join a flat then it can be helpful to rearrange momentary accommodation at a friend's or relative's place, if doable, while you discover a appropriate flat to join. Check out the assorted listings on-line and prepare to view potential flats and meet the people who stay there.
When on the lookout for pupil accommodations rada student accommodation blog contemplate the following points:
- Your Finances: How a lot lease per week are you able to afford? Keep in mind lease is an everyday weekly expense and that extra money must be put apart every month for power, internet and phone. If your flatmates are eager on communal meals shopping for then work out a meals budget and divide that by the variety of folks joining the flat. Do you've gotten your individual car? Think about petrol prices, or alternatively the price of bus tickets.
- Heating and Insulation: Scholar accommodation is infamous for being cold! Part of being a student is usually having a limited weekly funds that does not cater to central heating. Consider the heating methods obtainable at each property and the way much it may cost a little you. Additionally check the rental house for insulation, ventilation and sunlight.
- Location: It's important you find out the areas that aren't really useful to dwell in if you're new to particular city or area in New Zealand. It is seemingly that you'll want to find pupil accommodation that is central to both your university or polytechnic, and your flat.
- Set Up Prices: Most student lodging flats are unfurnished, so you will want to think about costs required to furnish a flat. Write an inventory of what everyone in the flat can contribute from home, and then work out what is left to buy. It is a good suggestion to each chip in on what you need, reminiscent of a fridge or couches, this manner it is extra inexpensive.
By taking the time to take a look at the available options and evaluate online listings for studios and flatmates needed, you will be able to make the very best decision regarding your lodging when you are studying in New Zealand.
University students are welcomed with open arms when they enter their first yr of college. Welcome week or fresher's week as some universities still call it, is per week long party of free meals, free booze, and a vast quantity of recent associates and support from university staff. To high this all off college students are provided with a pleasant heat room to ultimately crawl back to in the early hours of the morning.
Student lodging is one thing college students just do not need to consider when coming into college. It's because the vast majority of universities have available rooms in the readies for every single new scholar who enrols on a course.
Nevertheless, as the first 12 months flies by all of the sudden college students realise they need to start searching for their own place. And in the event that they thought coming to college within the first place tested their independence, this is a complete totally different ball game. They will be within the huge vast world with no student accommodation workplace to run to when a light-weight bulb blows. They will be dealing with landlords, gas bills, electrical energy payments, telephones bills, Internet fees... the list goes on. If that isn't sufficient they should determine the housemates they select to spend their remaining years of their pupil life with.
With all these items to contemplate, an issue with trying to find lodging and finding an honest place is an extra problem that might be performed without. Far too many college students besides the first house they see with out wanting round and seeing the competition. No pupil should make do with dwelling in a home that isn't taken care of by the owner. To do well of their research, college students ought to have comfortable and peaceful residing environments. A minimum of this ought to be the case in day mild hours!
YourStudentHouse, a service that enables college students to seek for scholar lodging in the UK offers students some advice whereas searching for their subsequent home at Uni.
Housemate's
Folks you have got identified for only some months in Halls could also be very different when out of sight of the watchful eye of wardens and safety.
Verify the accommodation meets your need
Is it close to to the city, the campus, local entertainment, and the bus route? Or in the event you drive, does the property have secure parking. Additionally verify which 'white' and electrical goods the property comes with - is there a washing machine, fridge freezer, TELEVISION? This stuff will be very costly to hire in addition to paying fundamental home rent.
Make sure the property is nicely sorted
Ensure that the property is well saved. Signs of this are a tidy and clear property with none restore work wanted. Many students have problems with landlords repairing any damaged items, if there are damages to the property it is a signal the landlord would not fork out for important maintenance.
Dimension
Look for good room sizes, and a good desk for studying. There is no need to fork out for furnishings and bear in mind all your belongings can reduce your work and living house dramatically.
Security Certificates
Ask to see evidence that the property has the appropriate fire safety precautions / gasoline and electrical energy certificates. Ensure you are happy with the security on the property. Should you do not feel protected, it won't be enjoyable residing there.
Ensure heating is adequate
It's possible you'll be low-cost rent, however if you're paying a fortune for heating it isn't price your whereas. Examine the heating costs relate to the dimensions of the house.
Be practical along with your finances
Ensure you actually can afford the worth being asked. Many rents have elevated this 12 months, because of the price of houses increasing.
Students see going to university as an funding of their future and growing numbers opting to review fairly than take a job when leaving school. However this also creates a possibility to generate profits from student property as demand simply keeps on rising.
The demand is such that in contrast with both residential or commercial property, student property is consistently providing far increased returns for investors.
Student property is without doubt one of the best ways for buy-to-let buyers to revenue from property. It even takes away the necessity to analysis hotspot areas as a result of all areas where there are giant numbers of scholars to cater for will be hotspots.
It's because you have that key ingredient - demand. There is a major scarcity of pupil accommodation within the UK.
Take it from one former pupil, most can have very little time to consider the place they need to stay and usually so long as a property is in affordable situation and within strolling distance of their campus, they won't waste too much time round their studies shopping round.
Edinburgh is without doubt one of the most enticing and distinctive cities in Europe. It has a small town bpp student accommodation wiki feel and on the similar time it presents all the attractions and facilities of a bigger metropolis.
Why study in Edinburgh:
The usual of Scottish training is highly respected throughout the world. Over time, Edinburgh has gained a fame as a world in fluency in schooling. The University of Edinburgh has been ranked twentieth within the World College Rankings in 2009 by the Occasions Higher Schooling Supplement. Also in 2009, Sunday Occasions University League Desk ranked the Napier University of Edinburgh as the third highest performing fashionable Scottish College. Furthermore the University of Edinburgh and He riot-Watt College are framed for his or her 5 global analysis institutions. The Edinburgh Royal School of Surgeons is considered one of the oldest professional medical institutions on the planet and the Stevenson Faculty is among the largest faculties in Edinburgh.
Pupil life:
About one fifth of Edinburgh's inhabitants comprises of students. This is primarily as a result of it gives so much to college students by way of expertise, enjoyment and promising profession's. In August it is house to a variety of festivals. College students can go on biking within the beautiful countryside or get pleasure from browsing and diving on the coastline. They'll stroll in the hills or just get pleasure from strolling up town's two extinct volcanoes. In short, the city has it all, from a buzzing day to a thrilling night life.
Pupil Lodging:
If a scholar resides more than 54km away from the town heart then he/she is eligible for college/school Lodging. However on this regard completely different institutions have different rules. Another selection for college kids is to privately hire a place. There may be all kinds of flats, rooms, apartments, houses accessible for students. The neighbor hoods which are fashionable with students are energetic, have cafe's, shops and most significantly they are simply accessible by public transport. The south facet of Edinburgh presents many good pupil accommodations. Bakersfield is close to Napier university and University of Edinburgh. March month, again shut to these two universities, is a lively scholar area with residential atmosphere. Morning side is an expensive space with good bus routes. New Ellington can also be a large area providing affordable lodging to students. On the west finish of Edinburgh, there are a variety of areas widespread with students. Toll cross and Fort Terrace are near University of Edinburgh and Edinburgh School of Arts. Fountain bridge can also be renowned as a student middle with cheap prices.
Moreover Edinburgh City Heart is legendary for scholar lodging. Previous Town is a popular location for college kids. New City can be well-known with college students. However it's costly and is far from college campuses. Closest to Edinburgh School of Arts is the Grass market which is the guts of pupil nightlife. Leigh also appeals to many students primarily as a result of it presents low cost lodging to students.
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