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absolutely high off my ass rn i'm not going to lie but it just always blows my mind whenever I think about it for more than 5 seconds that raz is actually fucking 10 years old like that's a bloody 5th grader and he's gone around and speedran like 30 people's lifelong traumas in the span of like 6-7 days because canonically psychonauts 1, psychonauts 2 AND rhombus of ruin all take place in the span of under a week.
i will elaborate more on this later but I was just seeing gameplay footage of milla's nightmares and what not and I just. like raz saw that. a 10 year old saw that. also the same 10 year old, like 2 days later was buried alive by ford??? ik it was in his head but still????
that boy is 10 get him therapy oh my god.
#psychonauts#psychonauts 2#rhombus of ruin#razputin aquato#nona aquato#lucrecia mux#ford cruller#maligula#i know we're out here joking about it right#he's a weird kid raz is#absolute menace yk setting squirrels on fire accidently giving his boss a gambling addiction#kissing random brains#but also like CHRIST the things this poor boy's been through???#someone get him help???#he needs it#needs a PROPER break#like raz is better than i am#he's running off that 10 year old adrenaline to just unpack and go through all of that family trauma#and then immediately he's full on excited to start his 9-5 next morning#like it is NOTHING#that bit always get me at the end when he and nona hug#the EMOTIONS#god it gets me
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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering#kokotehart
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while i love writing about keith finding out about lance's death pretty soon after he came back to the team, but what if he doesn't? what if he doesn't find out about it for years?
this is like 3-4 years after post-canon, and keith is visiting lance. keith tries to convince lance to come run a mission with him, and lance refuses. he doesn't want to go back to space, and keith has had enough of his wallowing.
"you don't owe allura this much, to throw away your dreams!"
"i owe allura my fucking life, keith! i would've been long dead without her!" lance shouts back, and to keith, it feels like a slap in the face.
"what?" he whispers, taken aback.
"yeah, i would've died in red years ago, while you were in the quantum abyss," lance shoots back, venom dripping from his tone. "so i do owe her this much."
"lance-"
"no. my answer is no. i have to make sure i stay alive, for my family. they believed me to be dead for long enough." lance turns away, walking back towards the house. "don't ask me again."
keith watches lance leave, and it feels like his whole world has been turned upside down.
#sometimes i need a break from the mushy stuff i usually write so here's some angst#i do kinda wanna write a proper post-canon fic at one point tho bc the possibilities are endless#klance#lance mcclain#keith kogane#vld#voltron#vld lance#vld keith#voltron legendary defender
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rewatching teen wolf a decade later with most of a medical degree is an... experience
Mostly in how it takes me from how does the wound healing work, if the cut goes past the dermis it'd scar if it were just a sped-up process of the normal healing but could be the cells knitting back together and how could that work on a cellular level to oh my god if their bodies heal all minor trauma would that mean that they don't form calluses which means all the wolves have super soft hands and then snort-laughing in public
#mel blabs#I know it falls under the 'suspend disbelief it's a supernatural show geared at young adults'#this is where the 'pedantic but no friendly fire' part of my bio comes into play#anyway no medical staff was on consult for the writing of this show clearly LOL#if anyone needs proper emergency room protocols (at least for the orthopedic section)#or plausible musculoskeletal damage ie sprains/dislocations/breaks for plot reasons#HMU im always ready to infodump#PLS one of the best ways to reduce a dislocated hip is called the 'captain morgan technique' as in the illustration on the bottle
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It is beginning.
#“oh no astra is on that mighty and ray stuff again”#i’m always on it#it just grows stronger#very proud of the one with the sunglasses though#we need a name for these two like how sonic and tails have unbreakable bond#i have zero ideas but i will be thinking#my hands and back are going to hate me if i don’t remember proper breaks within the next few days because i have IDEAS#i must do nothing but draw and create#sth#sth fanart#mighty the armadillo#ray the flying squirrel#mighty and ray#astra’s art
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i’m losing my mind. she is looking at her with no straight thoughts or intentions
#madhel#death become her#sigh i hate tagging things everyone look at me i used the proper hashtag come hither look at my post#i break it for yuri though#madeline ashton and helen sharp need to stop killing n start kissing eachother
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You like history, Alex?
#stumbling against the walls everytime i think about this scene and everything it sets up#anyways. really fascinating to me that he casts nigel AS The Pope here if we read into this as him also trying to cryptically communicate w#sally??? something about the construct of childhood and the devaluation of children#uhhh something. british education system. boys of alexs ability need regimented discipline.#something something… becoming the very thing you hste in your attempt to break free of it. the snake eating its tail#idk. thingd that make sense to me that i cant put into proper words yet#theres a thread there… i Know there is…#like minds (2006)#like minds#lm#alex forbes#sally rowe#murderous intent#cathars#medieval#medievalism
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gonna keep thinking about how Gabriel went back to straightening out his posture and a certain booming and superior tone to his voice when he got his memories back... until he looked at Beelzebub. and then he crossed hands over his chest, breathed out, music kicked in... and it's as if a weight fell off him: his whole body became looser and less rigid, his voice turned oh so soft, even his face shown the way we only saw from Amnesiac!Gabriel - open and happy and in love with the world. in this case, his whole world. absolutely fantastic acting from Jon Hamm to convey just how much Gabriel's love for Beelzebub meant to him, how it breaks his shell of official pompousness immediately.
#the system breaks everyone and we need to destroy it and kill Gd right?#Good Omens Season 2#GO S2#Good Omens Season 2 spoilers#Good Omens#GO Gabriel#obviously both Gabriel and Beelzebub need to recognise how *they* fucked Aziraphale and Crowley up#and apologise for the behaviour in like. a proper way not expecting forgiveness#but they're in a honeymoon phase i don't think we're prying them off each other for until season 3 for a proper conversation#text post#Varya rambles#Jon Hamm#ineffable bureaucracy#1k#2k
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Had the time to sit down and draw today and ended up doodling Zuko and Sokka (modern au style cause I wanted to >:D) ~ yeye
#zuko#sokka#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender#doodles#That I polished#Ye#Really into atla atm#And only one major assignment to go~#Before I'm on break#:D#Random note but have any of you guys read embers by vathara?#Cause I am so gonna do fanart of that at some point#Just haven't really decided on if I wanna do something 'serious' or comedic#Cause like. It is so good. Definitely my favourite fanfic ever~#You know the fic's good when it makes you want to do proper historical research#Like. I wanna read about war and tactics and cultures and philosophy and stuff#Ye.#Mebbe when I've finished all my linguistics and Japanese homework :/#(got a test on tuesday~ hip hip hooray...)#But yeah. If you're ever in need of quality atla fanfic definitely check it out
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the /r/clipstudio mods removed this so that's how you know it deserves to be said
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#clip studio#clip studio paint#i'm genuinely so disappointed with CSP rn#literally all this update needed to save it was proper GPU acceleration#instead they keep tacking on new superfluous and pointless “features” on top of old 1.0 code that can't handle said features#there's gotta be a breaking point#and i've got just the hammer to find it#someone on reddit mentioned that the version updates may as well just be annual subscriptions now and that couldn't be more on point#Youtube
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Shelter
#rain world#rainworld#rain world survivor#rain world monk#rain world hunter#my art#fanart#paper post#My motivation behind this piece is two factors:#It's been far too long since my last rain world post and even longer I've posted anything traditional#Unfortunately the sketch I had before this had incredibly thin paper#Which slowly but surely did drain my want to draw on paper#BUT as you can see I have a new one and it's lovely!!#And for anyone curious I still very much love Rain World!!#Hopefully this post can get me that mich needed motivation to jump into this incredibly game once more#That and I just love drawing Hunter & Survivor no matter the reason#I managed to make their designs really fun for myself hehe#Also this is just a miscellaneous headcanon: I feel like eyes are great hosts for developing Rot#With a proper want to fight the growing tumor the Rot is able to thrive until eventually breaking out of the socket#An unfortunate fate for these with imbalanced karma
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they did say the easiest way thru a guy´s heart is thru the stomach
#bkmn#be kind my neighbor#bkmn neighbor#bkmn wegg#bkmn tillman#and kasim is there for a sec i dont wanna tag him since he Barely talks but he Knows#tillman/neighbor#george tillman#mr neighbor#samsa´s art stuff#suggestive#as for george n kasim situation we didnt rlly get to see them together much Doesnt mean i dont like em!#i like to think they dated n fooled around n then found they rlly like being flatmates . george thrives more with proper company around .#he probably even helps out at the radio station more too breaks off the postman routine a bit#as for wegg hes literally being a wingman for his own boyfriend . he knows he wouldnt really want to be in other relationship apart from it#but he wants to support him on voicing his own desires and wants too. because he knows he has Issues with openin up#or even just trying to Date in general n be less serious abt things#neighbor just needs to jump that bear. its been weird since he just Showed him his whole hearts and chest .#anyways tangent over from explaining the situation
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"Weeeh! I wanna recruit Minthara on a good playthrough! Weeeh! I don't like the ultimatum and want to keep both Minthara and Halsin! Weeeh! I wanna make Minthara good! Weeeh! I don't want Minthara to break up with me!" Minthara deserves more content but none of these things are at all what she needs or deserves. No, these are all things that you want for yourself, but do absolutely nothing for her. This is one of the biggest L's in the game and it will forever enrage me because I just know it will never happen.

Minthara deserves to confront Orin like all the other companions do with their abusers. She deserves to scream and yell at Orin. She deserves to cut at her the same way Orin did, make her bleed and scream in pain. Minthara deserves to torture Orin, just as she did her in the mind flayer colony. Minthara deserves the right to roll up to the Temple of Bhaal and beat the shit out of Orin with her bare hands. Leave Orin begging for mercy in which Minthara will not even give her a drop. To slam Orin down on that altar and slice her throat, offer her up as a sacrifice to the father she is so blindly devoted to.
And yes, Minthara would be afraid. She would be TERRIFIED. Despite how strong and powerful Minthara is, she is also the only one afraid of Orin. Unlike Ketheric, or Gortash, or Sarevok, she is the only one who fully acknowledges just how dangerous Orin actually is and does not underestimate her. She will walk down into that temple, intending to duel Orin with a massive disadvantage because she is terrified.

Minthara choked when seeing Orin again in the mind flayer colony. She choked when seeing Orin as an imposter, throwing her deep into the ocean of paranoia and fear. And she is so entrenched in paranoia that it actually becomes palpable to everyone around her, even you. She describes herself as paranoid, but this is the first that you actually see how paranoid she is. And she choked again when Orin kidnapped someone in camp, making her feel inadequate, making a mockery of her for being unable to protect one of her own. And every day that passes, the more and more likely that the victim is going to die and she has doubts on their survival.
At every possible avenue in which Minthara could have done something or said something about Orin, she froze in place with fear. But she's had enough. She cannot be afraid of Orin forever and she doesn't want to be. One way or another, Orin has to die and she wants to get over that fear. She needs to know that Orin is dead, for herself.
This would also make the alurlssrin confession all the more impactful. She wants to tell you that she loves you in the best way that she can because of the very high likelihood that she will never have another chance to do so. She would beg you to come with her as you give her the courage. She has the courage to face her fears and confront her tormentor, because she knows she has you in her corner. If you have the courage to stand up to the very gods themselves, then she can stand up to Orin. Romanced or not, your presence alone is enough to give her the strength to do something she would otherwise be too terrified to do.

Minthara deserves the honor to solo duel Orin in a fight to the death. Minthara deserves the right to achieve vengeance for herself. No, I do not care that this confrontation would conflict with a Durge playthrough. In fact, it would provide a phenomenal source of some interesting, and toxic, drama between Durge and Minthara. Especially if they're in a relationship. This also does not mean that Minthara killing Orin instead of Durge would not have its consequences (because it most certainly will). Even if Minthara does not fight Orin, it would be so much better if Minthara was just given the fucking chance to yell at Orin like all the other companions in their personal quests.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#minthara baenre#evil murder kitten#orin#orin the the red#i spend a lot of time theorizing what a good personal quest for minthara would look like#and i've even written a mock up personal quest for her#one in which could have a major impact on minthara's character and who she chooses to become in the end#but instead - all of you 'good only' players focus on the wrong things and would prefer to bastardize her character#just so you can feel better about yourselves#rather than look at what minthara needs for a proper character arc and genuine character growth#minthara's change should not nor should ever be along the lines of morality#but a deeply personal and internal one in which she makes the choice to change for herself#if minthara ever were to get more content#it absolutely should be about direct interactions and a confrontation with orin#i literally do not and cannot care about the rest#but she will never get what she actually needs because the whiny babies who don't appreciate her character#are crying and demanding all the wrong things that do absolutely nothing for her#and larian is bending over backwards and breaking her character just to make *you* happy#and denying her the justice she deserves#this is literally the only thing on my wish list for patch 7 - but i know it just won't happen#but i will hang on to the hope that i am proven wrong once it does release
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Felt like doodling The Happy Mask Salesman in fancy attire
He'd wear these for special occasions outside work related activities
#the legend of zelda#tloz#tloz fanart#ocarina of time#majoras mask#tloz oot#tloz mm#happy mask salesman#the happy mask salesman#hms#digitalart#procreate#fanart#artist on tumblr#doodles#finally a proper HMS after some time#sorry I was enjoying my break a lot it was so needed#felt cute my tumblrizs him more later#poet shirts my beloved#they fit him so good#doodle practice#technically im still learning how to draw him w/o problems#imma sleep now gn^^
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Let’s just say yesterday was rough
#Knox rambles#Knox sona doodles#this was all in the morning before class startedGKLJSDKFSDF#You bet more happened this was just a previewGKSLDFJSDF#lets not mention walking 2k through snow in -31 weather with the windchill without proper winter gear today#twice#coughs#it did warm up later tho LOLLLL#-26 is much more manageable!#i am in desperate need of this reading break apparently#ALSO I’M FINE the car was just pulling out of the parking lot from dropping someone off so there was no speed and they stopped immediately#no Knoxs were harmed in the making of these doodles#aside from the bruise on my right middle finger that’s still pretty roughhGLKSDJFSD
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was looking through old pictures and found this drawing I did. We were discussing what Pokemon Jimmy would be and I wanted to say Absol but pre-evolved. So here is my pre-evolved Absol. It's Jimmy
#because Absol is a pokemon that warns of disasters. But got mistaken to be BRINGING disasters and hated as a result#something something Canary. Not the same thing but Jimmy being treated similarly unfavorably and the disaster/warning theme#and the fact that Absol can mega evolve into a form in which it appears to have wings but cannot actually fly#And I love the idea with my Jimmy that even if he may never be able to fly. he doesn't need to and that doesn't change his worth#Mega absol is also the only mega evolution to not be in pain. Instead Absol deeply dislikes fighting and mega evolving as a result#something something Jimmy's failure to ever be too mean but seeming to slowly get a taste for slapping people around as he deserves to#If Jimmy were a Pokemon he'd eventually EVENTUALLY hit a breaking point and mega evolve and then kill and then never again#he would find peace after that. I hope. And no longer be treated with any stigma#Only when he finds peace can he be proper Absol though. Until then he is a little fucking creature#um I also think Eevee is very fitting though. Eevee Jimmy goes hard too. The limitless potential he has if only he'd recognize as much...#Eevee Jimmy would be Jimmy perpetually stuck as an Eevee unable to evolve#sorry I got off track with this#blabber
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