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#dragalia lost#dragalia#luca#luca dragalia lost#luca dragalia#no commentary for this one sadly but i also havent? drawn anything with a not-flat-color background in a while#even something as simple as this#nice to see it turned out ok
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happy toys march 🧸
#made this as a print for a pjsk cupsleeve event we're hosting this weekend ^_^!!#if u happen to see this and be in the toronto canada area .. check out pjsktoronto on insta... smiles...#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#proseka#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#its been a while sorry. things went crazy and then i was con crunching. i miss DRAWINGGGGG SO EXCITED TO DRAW (assignment looming behindme)#i do handmade stickers for cons i go to but this is my first time getting my art printed i hope to god + jesus it turns out nice#and also a lot of the stuff i have been drawing has been for zines blehhhhh WAIT MY ANHANEZINE OREVIEW#ok ill be back
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pelican town, ‘72
#stardew valley#stardew valley spoilers#sdv#sdv spoilers#grandpa#mister qi#mr. qi#idk how dates work in stardew universe im just bullshittin#i love qi’s huge fucking eyebrows you dont notice them at first but theyre there#(gives our collective grandpa a ponytail) i think he had one. whatever#’why isnt mister qi blue’ my hc is he is blue from long-term iridium supplementation#and was originally just a regular person#but also it’s nice to see ur fav be like a normal human color#if u read tag essays tho consider this:#qi discovers secret to immortality (consuming iridium in a specific manner)#wants to share discovery with his farmer (player’s grandpa) and in that way. they will have all the time in the world to build#a perfect farming/business empire whose legacy will last forever and ever and theyll be 2gether forever#but it turns out. like a lot of normal people would. his farmer does not want to live forever#and obv he doesn’t#in an attempt to try not to ever lose the thing that means more to him than anything else in the world. qi inadvertantly ensures he will#because his farmer is dead. and he’s going to live forever#but. it’s kind of ok. because he has infinite money and was able to figure out how to talk to his dead bf#and now YOU help them fulfill their joint goal of making the farm’s legacy last forever#smile. heart#sobbing
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swings bat at hornets nest dot png
consistent characterization of pb is that if youre conventionally cute she will like you and pull you out of danger but if youre kinda offputting or ugly she will let bad things happen to you in front of her and she might even openly blame you for them
#adventure time#princess bubblegum#<- barely there but thats who it's about#candy people#too old.. two kids were singing and getting electrocuted and shes like oof. i cant watch . gl guys.#and then lemonhope gets knocked over like not even very violently and shes SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF. THIS IS A TALENTED BOY.#the marshmallow kids know how to put on their charming lad voices and she let them redeem themselves but the pup gang are too angry#so they have to suffer forever. nurse poundcake ran off and i guess pb just let her but when cb moved out she chased him down!#but BP was a tormented teenager with a chronic illness that the candy drs couldnt cure. so its ok. she can live in a cave. as a TEENAGER.#and did you SEE how she treats the duke of nuts. the fact that he calls it a pudding deficiency gives me candy person vibes.#like . was he a failure of hers is that why she. physically and verbally attacks him. yeah he steals from her but she doesnt even. like.#she just publicly humiilates him and throws things at him.#now i do get that she doesnt like ppl taking her food. thats a thing. but like. ok#its the dichotomy of how she treats the pup gang/the mallow kids. how she chases down cb repeatedly but let BP just live in a cave.#how she screams at the duke of nuts and throws things at him and calls LG a failure to his face and cuddles everyone else tenderly.#its how she walked calmly away from two+ children screaming in pain and plucked a different less weird looking one out of the same home#and told him HE was perfect and talented and she would keep HIM safe. that she couldnt save his siblings. just him. that HE was worthy.#like man i get it was a complex situation but its also just. they were right there. she pushed them aside and found a pretty one to save#jimmys here too because i think its really funny (:|) that as soon as he got oozer in him shes like hm. go as far away from me as you can.#i cant help you anymore man. im going to leave you to the wolves. im not going to miss you. like up until then she just put up with his bs#and as soon as he got weird looking she was like Oh go away now thanks. dont like that. (it was more ocmplex but i KNOW this contributed)#also she was literlaly rounding him up to kill him. and turned around like. ouh. um. nvm. just go away! youre self actualized now-#-so i cant justify killing you but you look weird so i cant let you stay. pb letting odd unstable men run away since 2012#and dragging her most stable boys back over and over again to keep in her pretty panorama (cb didnt wanna come back!!)#DONT. talk to me about how pb treats vulnerable people in her care. i turn into unskippable cutscene.#wish id done something different with the colors here. it doesnt track very well. OH WELL!#id like to also point out princess cookie who wasnt like. ugly. but he was born into poverty. and she was nice to him (i maintain that she#didnt LAUGH AT HIM she was like giggly flattered; just didnt debrief or tell him any encouraging words.) but crucially she Never Came Back.#im gonna run out of tags but listen. im rattling my bars. youll hear from me again. i cant explain what im seeing in her. i dont hate her.
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i'm in tears. do you know how beautiful this subversion of expectations irt death is to me. do you even understand how important it is. she's all warmth and love, always surrounded by vibrant displays of life - rather than the expected wither and decay. because death is not the antithesis to life: it is life. they are a part of each other. saying goodbye is always hard, but you have to let everything go, eventually. it's okay, it's not a punishment, it's not scary, it's not lonely - it's one last well-earned rest. releasing your borrowed energy back unto the universe so it can feed a new budding life, starting the cycle anew. and she's here to hold and cradle you until you're ready to go. you lived well. you were loved. sweet dreams, okay?
#IDK like#fear of death petrified me when i was younger and i spent an absurd amount of time agonizing over the concept#ironically wasted away a good number of my middle and high school years because i was just scared all the time#doing a lot of introspection and Thinking and realizing death is not something to fear was a weight off my shoulders#and it gave me a proper appreciation for life#hard to appreciate the delicate nature of your existence if you're too focused on what could end it#and yknow just. it's really nice. to see depictions of Death within stories that have positive connotations#castorice carries an air of grief but that's the nature of goodbyes. she's not bitter or cruel about it#it can be so hard to lay someone/something down to rest one last time but they've earned it. let them go#and continue on with your life. carry their memories forward with you until it's your turn to join them in that eternal sleep#don't rush. don't go seeking it out. enjoy how precious and fragile this universe is. never become apathetic to the beauty of life#that's what castorice embodies. and it's really . really lovely to see. ok :')
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me when there’s gay people in a show and i can’t get them out of my head. rotating them around in the space microwave
#i did do a rough sketch trace on this bc i don’t understand facial features yet#but like the arcane art style is so good for learning facial planes or w/e they're called#i’m def still learning but i really like how it turned out#as soon as i post this i’m gonna see something and go back to fix it#i can feel it in my bones#now to study them more so and actually learn anatomy i can draw this again but they’re spiderman kissing#ummmm be nice to me#oh and click for better quality obv#ok that’s all#arcane#jayvik
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One hour left until artfight’s over! This year was really good :)
Here’s the last attacks I made

Attack on Jaiibbabe

Attack on deerlette

Attack on KandyCats
I stayed up super late finishing that last one. But finish it I did! I thought to myself ��hoorah! I have done all of my revenges!”
AND THEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING AND SOMEONE ELSE GAVE ME A MASS ATTACK
GRAAAAAH NOO MY HONOR!!!
#but yea I’m really happy with how this year’s artfight went#I made a lot more art than I did the last few years#which was a goal for me#and I got some really really nice stuff!!#I’ll just have to save that last person for next year#The scores have been really close this whole time… I think right now it says it’s 50/50#ok just checked. they’ve turned the score count off now lol. but it was 50/50 the last time I saw it#my gut is saying that Fossils is gonna win by a tiny amount. But we’ll see! maybe Crystals will come out on top!💪#either way thanks everyone for a great fight :) this is one of my favorite yearly traditions and I’m so happy it’s still going#my art#art#ArtFight#artfight 2025#artfight team crystals#others ocs#oc art#furry art#tw blood
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Isn't a bit crazy that legit no one was left alive/near/important to Larra Rogare after 135 AC that could have forced her to keep having kids and she kept on them with underage Viserys anyways? 😭 Does no one else think that's a little weird?
#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#asoiaf fandom#valyrianscrolls#Like am i the only one finding that weird#Father and Uncle died 135 AC from what I remember both like within 1-2 days of each other#Her brothers scattered sorta afterwards and left Westeros soon#She could have stopped after Aegon if the concerns was to 'stable' her Position#Or after Aemon#But she didn't? Like there was no one there that could have forced her to kept on having Kids#“but Viserys” the Dude who didnt even do anything when his wife left him when he turned 17? Like i doubt 15 year old Viserys demanded more#Like especially just weird? Sa definitively imo especially because Viserys is even described as captive#Just because the captivity is nice doesn't mean it isnt captivity#Like imagine Viserys would have been Visenya and 12 year old Visenya would have shown up pregnant with her 19 year old husband?#Puts it a little into perspective#Also 12 year olds aren't even like teenagers too 😭#I think it's a bit weird how the fandom like normalizes or doesn't see anything wrong with this?#Something something parallel to Dany being treated 'well' in her captivity to Drogo something something doesn't mean anything#stockholm syndrome#Viserys#viserys ii targaryen#lot of adult x child people out here#Like adult x Teenager yeah im not surprised here especially with 16 meaning grown but Like dawg#12 is straight up a child a whole ass Kid..#targaryen#Especially Viserys behavior after being left by his Groomer/abuser (willing/unwilling abuser/groomer cuz debatable but..) scream SA victim#especially him seeing nothing wrong marrying Naerys so young off#“i was fine! I married very young and turned out OK!” AHHH mindset#Like that definitively directly influenced his decision
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Take a walk in the woods with me?🍂
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Copy-pasta-ing my last post-script bc I'm lazy:
Not to be a wannabe influencer, but I really wanted to let y'all know that Shovava, the creators of these gorgeous wing shawls, is having an insane 50% off sale rn. I adore these shawls so dang much, they're my signature clothing item, but they're usually pretty pricey! If you want a great deal on them, and support an indie artist, now's your chance!
This one's the Samsara shawl in cotton🍂
Use my referral code YUKIPRI86469 on the Shovava site for 20% off orders over $85! YES it's combinable with their sale!!!
#YukiPri selfie#shovava#wings#woods#fall aesthetic#cottagecore#fashion#i guess??#sorry for the spam of me but I like how these turned out ok#i think i did pretty well for first time photographing myself via tripod and i'm working on those photo editing skills#it's actually hilarious bc in order to get the shawl to billow out nicely i'm basically spinning in circles#rapidly clicking my bluetooth camera shutter clicker thing in hopes i'll catch one decent shot out of several dozen#since idk what shots i got until after i dizzily stumble back to tripod#anyway it wasn't a crowded trail or anything but occasionally some people passed by#imagine them seeing this crazy person spinning around while all alone in the middle of the trail#who apologies and stumbles out of the way upon noticing other people
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WIP of my boy Beiyuan
#qi ye#jing beiyuan#jing qi#lord seventh#this is actually part of a larger portrait of the trio#but who knows if i will finish the other two in a way that look nice#we will see#hopefully it turns out ok#wip
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Fam and i were passing a sock shop and we saw a cyclops one and In Devious Union my brother and i said ‘cysocks’
#snap chat#speaking of siblings tho i finished those Scarlet Witch and Quicksilver comics and i fear i need more i love them sm 😭😭 back to me tho.. lol#so it turns out we share a braincell. AWFUL !!!#YOU KNKW WHAT HE SAID TO MEON THE TRAIN context i put eyeliner on so i look esp like a raccoon today. also more rings but whatever#my brother was like ‘at least we dont have to worry about anyone sitting next to us theyjust have to look at you and be like 👀’#LIKE WHY IS HE SO MEAN TODAY well jokes on his dumbass two kids ended up having to sit next to us ANYWAY#SO DIE <- this is average brother banter please be nice to us both#my dad was a lot nicer about my outfit … as per usual … omg wait this blog gets to leaen about how cool my dad is and how much i love him :]#ANYWAY MY DAD WAS NICER he literally stopped me and turned me around just to look at my whole outfit sosnwkssk#he kept insisting it was very cool and that i was fashionable. he DID be like ‘wow ! emo :)’ at first which almost made me throw up laughing#but thats what my dad does best: making me laugh and Not making me feel like a gross heathen. unlike SOME parents……………#anyways if we walk hy the shop again ill take a pic of the cysocks. because thats what this post was about fjWPDJSKSK#FOR NOW BYE my bro and i are in a bank lobby rn dodnskkejz#my dad had to do somethin real quick but he should be back soon then we’re going to meet my. older sis#see theyre both older than me but i distinguish them via Older Sister and Eldest Sister#because using their names is ridiculous. ok bye
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yayyy so while I was at the print shop I also printed out some gift art I've received over the past years! I get the feeling I'm forgetting some things so if you've ever given me anything and you're like :((( how come my drawing isn't on here PLEASE tell me I would love to print it out too
I am supremely fond of the eishi in the upper right corner in the first picture by @wojtekaneko and you can tell bc it's chilling on my stream every time and also it's my avatar on like. fugitech or whatever. closest thing I have to a pngtuber avatar. I like it a lot but it's kind of small BUT THAT'S OKAY!! GO TO WALLET JAIL!!! (inspired from @tiny-crane 's wallet sulemios)
It's actually really great because that's where I keep my government IDs which still have pictures of me with long hair. I get jumpscared by it whenever I'm out with friends I haven't come out to yet so it's good. look at my boy, boy!
I also added a really simple background which i only realize now maybe I should have asked permission to do that. woops.
You can't tell in the wallet jail picture but the paper that one is on actually has tiny gold flakes in it so I thought @vampiregokudera's black and white fanart of noe would look really great with it and I was right! There were gold sparkles in the wallet karasuma picture so that was nice. You can't tell as much in @kitsoa's takayama sagisawa picture but that's okay, that one is just full on gorgeous even without it and also you can see it if you squint. Well, I can, anyways.
you can see it best in this photo near the glass of water and the deck of cards bc that's where the light is hitting it there. I'm thinking these two are going on the closet door. and I guess I should also apologize for editing out the graph paper in the noe pic!! I'm sorry!! Please forgive me!!!
I was so obsessed with trying to capture the pearlescent sheen of the paper that I totally forgot to take a neutral picture of these two gorgeous images also by @wojtekaneko!! I just love the color palette of this set so much.
I'm still musing about where these two ought to go. I'm just happy to have them, honestly...
#just thinking thoughts...#stray bird thoughts#yayyyy I can print picturesss#REALLY HAPPY TO HAVE A SAGISAWA AT LAST! ! ! ! !#with takayama no less. hooohhhh it's SO good. it's so good...#I'm also so happy with how all the paper choices turned out I think I'm getting better at picking materials!!#low key it's a tiny bit sad eishi is in wallet jail because you can't see the gold flakes at ALL and it actually shows really nicely in tha#BUT ITS OK!! WE HAVE THE NOE ONE#I'm honestly blown away by how handsome he is lolll like damnnn#URGHHH IT"S CRAZYYY I'M ACTUALLY KIND OF ATTACHED TO MY CHORUS BLORBOS#I look at ania's aengsang and I'm like ouuuhghhghghg my girl.. sob. my girl.#REALLLY good that she and saki are on opposite sides of the table. you get it! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !!
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got free time to see sleep token on saturday but at what cost (got to do an 8 hour night shift immediately after) (friday is full so that means no graphic nature no alcest no green day) (also can't drag myself to see poppy because i will need sleep) (getting all my camping stuff from somerset to derby is going to end me) (might be too autistic for this whole thing)
#stress :/#turns out i know someone who will be at st - the person who told me how to volunteer at download#who i met through an event that i found on uhhhh on f**l*** :/#domino effect lmao#if i don't find people to go to st with then i'll contact him and say hi pls help#i am also ok to do it alone. i think#concerts alone are fine#idk if a festival will be much different#would be nice to have someone i know and trust for when it gets very crowded though#have hugged this person at least 3 times so being squashed together won't bother me so much#might ask if he'd like to meet even if i think i'll be fine alone tbh#''''idk if a festival will be much different''' i do know ive done glastonbury multiple times#it will be so much worse than a concert hjbfjhbj#but in terms of me being able to handle that#not so sure. i hope the st excitement will override the autism#that being said i will also be seeing korn just because i feel like if i can then i should see korn#i'm excited for spiritbox!!! & palaye royale :3#if anyone has tips on becoming nocturnal very fast then i will welcome those#because that's what i'm going to have to do to survive this#dlxxii#<- tag to block if u don't want to see my stressed liveblogging dkjhbjh
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DunMeshi fanfic authors/fan artists, have Senshi and Kabru cook together and my life is yours
#dungeon meshi spoilers but only if you read the tags and not in the actual post#I’m being a total freak right now but I just read this fic where they interacted and I’m all stirred up now#ok guys listen they both have a stew related to memories of their past and monsters killed everyone they knew#Kabru could say something like ‘I don’t know how to cook’ and Senshi could be like ‘what?! ye don’t know how to cook?!’#and then offer to teach him on the spot because cooking is an important skill that ‘youngins’ should all learn#also it breaks my heart that the Barometz Stew didn’t turn out anything like Kabru wanted so I imagined an opportunity he’d get to have it#like they could cook the stew together the proper way do you see my vision#I’ve thought of this for like months but nobody else ever said anything but now that this fanfic guy sees the connection I hope you can too#I think they should totally cook together#more cooking and food fan content pls…more Kabru content pls…and Kabru and Senshi cooking together as like a nice little treat for me please#please guys…dungeon meshi…dungeon meal…MEAL…meal=stew…Senshi & Kabru cook stew#guys pleaseeeeeeeeeeee#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabru#kabru dungeon meshi#kabru of utaya#kabru dunmeshi#senshi dungeon meshi#senshi#senshi of izganda#rope/spider post
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Woe, unfinished, mildly edited, fulfire fic tid-bits be upon you
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Like a magnet, his optics kept drifting back to Misfire's face. His stupid, strangely charming face.
For a short while, after Clemency, it had been that face that haunted some of his nightmares. His recalls blurring the lines between the strange reality of Misfire's hands reaching into him to lock his fuel pump back into the very spot he'd pulled it from, and the fear that just as easily he could pull it out again. They had been bloody dreams. Dreams that had him startling awake, gripping his chest in the vain attempt to close what wasn't open, before spending the rest of the day avoiding Misfire's optics.
But now things were different. Not Misfire's face. No, that hadn't changed much. But Fulcrum's dreams had definitely changed. To say the least of what all rolled around in his processor as he slept nowadays.
Some of those newer dreams had crept to the forefront of his mind as he sat there on the couch, staring as the lights of the screen reflected dully across Misfire's plating in hazy blues and greys.
The lighting made his colors seem muddy and faded, but Fulcrum didn't really care, nor did he care to think what it made himself look like. He was too busy bringing an empty engex can to his lips while he watched the crinkle of Misfire's nose as he barked a laugh at something Fulcrum didn't catch onscreen.
He'd started noticing it months ago, all the ways the silvery mesh of Misfire's face would scrunch up with his emotions. Those little crinkles along his optics and nose when he laughed or glared. The creases indented along his cheeks when he grinned. Fulcrum found himself quietly logging away these little details. Idle notes and observations that had suddenly started piling up in the corners of his processer.
He… He'd never really done that before? He'd never really noticed those sorts of things in other mechs.
The faces and expressions of his past colleagues never seemed terribly important. All the details of every smile and frown were never worth filing away, outside of few notable moments where those expressions reflected his work performance. But besides the smile that meant promotion, and the frown that meant he'd screwed up, nothing else was noticeable. Nothing was worth remembering.
But now the memory of every genuine laugh that bubbled out of Misfire sat comfortably besides memories of warm joyful optics that Fulcrum found himself collecting every time Crankcase cracked a rare half-smile for him, or when Krok placed a reassuring hand against his back, or the times Spinister spontaneously pointed out something odd but ultimately nice about his stupid frame.
He didn't really know why he was doing it, memorizing all these mundane little things, just to have them flit through his processer randomly. Maybe it was because those expressions, those details, felt… comforting? Comforting in such a strange and unfamiliar way. But, a good way. A good sort of strange, much like the mechs themselves.
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He had stared for a long moment, the credits and their rolling tune playing somewhere in the background as Fulcrum stared back. But Misfire was never one for personable silence, even as the sound of some likely long dead Iaconian orchestra filled the room.
"What is it?" He asked, a small chuckle escaping him as he brought a hand to his face, "Don't tell me I've poured it all over myself again."
It had taken Fulcrum longer than usual to unstick his glossa from the roof of his mouth as he watched Misfire run a thumb over his lips, but eventually he had coughed out a small, choked, "No."
That had earned him an odd look at first, but with their fields loose and open, Fulcrum could almost feel the exact moment something clicked in Misfire's mind, as the idle comfortable static he projected in pulsing waves evened out into something openly curious and almost subdued.
It wasn't often Fulcrum felt him that clearly.
Misfire tended to keep his field fairly close, though, maybe not as close as the others did, what with how Crankcase kept an iron grip on his, and how Krok's always held an air of strained control, even when it slipped from him. But still, Misfire's was always hard to read, no matter the reach or depth of his field.
Even then and there, with it loose and unfiltered and buzzing with the engex running through his system, there was an ever present undertone of something indescribably jumbled about him, like too many feelings at once, each too vast and hurried for Fulcrum to really feel or understand.
It always seemed to stir the passive anxiety Fulcrum must've been forged with when Misfire's field brushed against his own. As facing the indescribable vague mess of Misfire felt like trying to untangle a pile of live-wires he couldn't even see.
It was almost frustrating in a sense, the need to try and sort and understand what wasn't even his to begin with. But at the same time it was almost exciting as well. It was like a game, like a puzzle he had yet to solve.
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Finally letting his own can go tumbling to the floor to join Misfire's, Fulcrum had brought a hand to cover his face as he drew his legs up and leaned back against the arm of the couch, trying to suppress the fit as the sly look slipped from Misfire's face at the sounds.
While Fulcrum had laughed, and… snorted, embarrassingly, he had felt Misfire's field change again, brushing something fizzy and almost warm against his plating as Misfire's features softened.
"I'm looking at you," Fulcrum had said then between gulps of air, letting his hand fall from his face as he reached out to poke at Misfire's chest, "Dumbaft."
His finger had lingered over the thick plating there for maybe a little longer than necessary, drawing Misfire's attention as it slid down a little before pulling away.
Looking back up again with his helm angled slightly, Misfire had followed the sight of his hand leaving his plating to where Fulcrum let it fall between them.
"Wow…" Misfire had chuckled a little dryly, "I was gonna make it real easy for you. I was going to say something like, ''Do you like what you see?'' or-… or something like that. But now you've ruined it. Good job."
Meeting Fulcrum's optics again as he pulled his own hand back from Fulcrum's shoulder, he brought it to rest between them as well.
"And you're laughing at me," He said next, faking a small pout as his hand drifted closer to Fulcrum's, "Which totally ruins the whole vibe I was going for really. I mean, it's sort of hard to be all nice and suave-like when you're being laughed at. Total vibe killer. Bit of an ego killer too if I'm being honest. So thanks for that loser, thanks for saying I have a funny face."
With Misfire's fingers brushing distractingly past his own, Fulcrum didn't think before the words stumbled out of him.
"I like your face."
It came out almost matter of fact sounding, Fulcrum's laughter having died down while Misfire complained about it. But at the same time the words felt so simple, they came out so easily, and in a weird way they felt nice to say. But Misfire's optics had widened in surprise, his frame frozen and his field suddenly struck quiet, and despite the engex numbing his usual nerves, Fulcrum felt a sudden pang of anxiety because of it.
The silence in Misfire's field was terribly alien. It felt wrong, and something in Fulcrum spiraled to think he had caused it. But slowly, almost as if it were creeping forward, an odd almost scrutinizing uncertainty fanned outward in a careful wave. Misfire moved with it, leaning closer as he searched Fulcrum's expression for something.
"Oh yeah?" He'd said lowly then, and that sly look returned. But that vague uncertainty didn't fade with it, if anything, Fulcrum felt it strengthen. Caught between what he saw, in Misfire's easy smile and dimmed optics, and what he felt, in the growing hollow distance within their fields, Fulcrum found himself frowning and pulling back.
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Growing frustrated with himself, and wanting that feeling back, he had pushed forward, shifting onto his knees as he reached for Misfire's face before the other could pull away from him entirely.
"I like your face." He said firmly, maybe too firmly. His expression still drawn into a frown as he pressed his fingers into Misfire's helm, brushing his thumbs across the silver mesh he'd been staring so intently at before. "I like your optics, and your nose. I- I like the way you smile. When you really smile, and when you laugh. I do. I'm not lying."
And oh there it was again, that little curl of warmth in Misfire's field. Almost a tangible thing, like a brush of ventilation, but Misfire wasn't venting. His mouth hung open ever so slightly, but no breath left him as he stared at Fulcrum with widening optics.
Spurred on by that tiny bloom of warmth, Fulcrum chased after it with slightly slurred words and clumsy hands as he tried to fix whatever he'd done wrong, hoping with each word that Misfire might soften and smile again.
"I like your expressions, and- and I like your voice," He said, glancing down at Misfire's parted lips, and laughing softly, nervously, as he continued, "Even when you say something so stupid. I like- I like the way it sounds. I like your accent, I like the way it makes your words sound. I- I like your- your mouth?"
Once more that weird but nice feeling settled in Fulcrum's chest. Those simple words felt good to say. It felt like a weight off his shoulders, like an admission he'd been waiting to say. About what and why? He wasn't really sure. But the warmth grew, and Misfire took a sharp vent inwards, and that felt right, so Fulcrum kept on.
"I like your helm," He said with a smile, reaching up to brush his fingers over the jutting finials there, before dropping his hands to settle lightly over Misfire's chest. "I like your frame, the colors of it. I like your-"
Before he could finish, Misfire was surging forward, knocking their helms together and nearly bruising the mesh of their noses as he tried for, and just barely missed, Fulcrum's lips.
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#just gonna go ahead and share this before i think too hard about it and chicken out lol#idk. this has been sitting unfinished for a while now. but i'm fond of it and keep going back to re-read it. so?? yeah. idk#maybe i'll get around to finishing it. i like writing out all the like. sensory stuff with this. lots of neat stuff to try with em fields#also fulc being a very earnest drunk lol. and mis trying to be all casual and smooth despite balking in the face of it bcs he's a hot mess#i dunno. i think the og idea behind this was kinda turning the reassurance around to mis. just sorta breaking him down with nice words#fulc is usually on the receiving end of comfort and reassurance. not always. but enough so that it had me thinking bout it other ways round#idk. ultimately its like. just slapping mis with a mild praise kink and seeing what happens when fulc just says nice things to him#the bar is so low for them. fulc is like 'i like your face' with conviction and mis is half-way to keeling over bcs. damn. he needed that#my fav flavor of this is just them approaching romance from two drastically different angles. not on the same page. different books lol#mis plays it all like a surface level game. he's just trying to keep things light and airy. but fulc is going right for the kill#also hitting fulc with the demi romantic/sexual beam adds another fun layer to it all-#-this isnt his playing field. but he's sure as hell winning without really knowing why#ok. i've been up for way too long. was on sick dog duty overnight. its like 8am now and i haven't slept a wink lol#so if there's errors or smth sounds off. idk. pretend you didn't see it. ill fix it later. or i wont. idk. toodles <333#(also this is barely the tip of the iceberg fic wise. depending on how i feel bout this after a nap? might share bits of the big ghost fic-#(-cause that ones at like. 24k-ish now??? and thats only the 1st chap and half of the 2nd. its the fulc sees ghosts concept on steroids)#fulfire#my writing
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oh also in other news, I had my revision top surgery today and it went well!!
I keep fucking having to remember like omg right I had surgery today bc it was such a tiny revision so it's like the babiest surgery I've had to date compared to its "I can't straighten my spine" and "I can't fucking breathe" predecessors 😅
#revision top surgery#my friend came to pick me up (ie to sit with me in hospital until they discharged me & then walk me to tram stop & take tram home w me)#and then we just went to my flat to chill there#she made sure I got home ok and that everything was fine and we just chatted all afternoon so it was very nice ❤#also 10/10 private surgery W#record time between starting surgeon search (late december I think?) & actually getting it (beginning of april 👌)#earnings from new job so far have already covered the amount of money it cost & I'm still in the green for the year#((guys turns out having a stable income is amazing who knew x'D))#I wasn't even fucking nervous beforehand bc it was basically a less bad version of top surgery so familiar & known that it'd be less rough#and like I've already had two other surgeries in the last like 4 years so I'm just like used to it by now#everyone was professional & lovely and did a good job (obv I haven't seen result yet but it literally Cannot Be Worse than the original so#we shall see at my one week post-op dressing-removal appt next week#surgeon said he did a good job & knowing that (notably plastic) surgeons are more perfectionist abt this stuff than I am#I trust that he did)#also I ended up going with a non-trans specific service and they were great#my advice stands: if you're looking for private surgery and it *can* be done by a non-trans-specialist#go find a non-trans-specific one it'll give you way more options & they'll do a perfectly fine job
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