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scolo-evil-centipede · 2 years ago

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#psychonauts #crispin whytehead #he and fr1d are living rent free in my head #ahh whytehead my hideous terrible terrible wife #i just really wanted to draw his hair as greasy as I possibly can and nothing more #you ever thought about how greatly crispin seems to enjoy his role as a head orderly. and have some sort of control #while you can fool him with a painting attached to your head?#no thoughts. brain empty. good for me #no. one thought. random one. i like how the patches on his straightjacket are the same colour #as the patches on l0boto's shower cap #yeah. that's it #zzzz #art tag

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luckyartdrawer · 7 months ago

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The doodle page is COOKIN today! ngl I have no ideas for warm-up sketches, but I just really liked what I was able to dump on the page regardless, so wanted to share lol

Maybe one day I'll be able to doodle a ton. Please brain I beg of thee-

vvv Close Up's (Because I LIKE em!) below! vvv

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nemo-of-house-hamartia · 10 months ago

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Please, someone stop me from listening to Josh Groban, because otherwise I will end up DRAWING ANOTHER "MOTTIE AT BED" ARTWORK.

Like seriously, I cannot.

When I hear him sing "You have no idea" all I can hear is Mathias singing to Dorothea AND MY HEART CANNOT TAKE IT.

IT'S EXPLODING WITH SOFT TENDERNESS.

(and I have become the joke of my own household, because my husband, loving Josh as much as I do, now DOES IT ON PURPOSE OF PUTTING HIM ON OUR SPEAKERS, especially when he sees that I am busy working on something not Mottie-related. He knows how my brain works. HE KNOWS IT. So if sometimes you see me derailing, IT'S MR. NEMO'S FAULT AS WELL).

#Nemo babbles #good gods today I need to get stuff done #and here I am #brain empty only Mathias thoughts lol #ok tbh Mottie thoughts #but gods #it's the fluff #the unconditional love #the type of love that is born from the soul #the one that is built on trust and respect #the one where you know that you are loved completly #flaws included #fml #FML #I honestly either go from obsessive toxic ships (Mephistea am look at you) to most wholesome. Like there is no in-between.#And if you wonder why I jump in between #it's partially because I am easily distracted #but also because I need to give my own brain some respite from the different kind of emotions that these things elicit in me #as I said often #I feel ALL that I write #And that is true for good and bad emotions alike #Mephistea is intense as a ship #like INTENSE LIKE FIRE #And Mottie instead is soft and gentle #so I need to balance out #otherwise I run the risk of burning out lolololl

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zombyaru · 3 months ago

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he ATE

⟡ pose ⟡

#ts2 #the sims 2 #draw #almeric davis #jessie pilferson #WOW finally a drawing that isn't a wip #good for me #I am surprised how proud I am of this #I don't understand how people can write whole paragraphs explaining why they made the drawing or talking about anything else #my brain is just empty #no thoughts

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inkz123 · 9 months ago

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Hnnn hands feel so dryyy :[

Realizes lotion exists

Puts lotion

Woa :O

#idk but like #lotion actually WORKS whodve guessed???#maybe im just dumb #but i dint know lotion works this fast?#or maybe this is just a placebo #maybe the dryness comes back later #while cleaning i found a half empty small tube of lotion i forgot i had #hands felt dry so i used it #its not expired i checked lol #jic u were wondering #doesnt even look like an expensiv brand #prolly was some cheap on sale thing i got on impulse ag the checkout places #idk i just woke up n wanted to share my soup brained thoughts #inkz yaps #ha i used the new tag #good job me for remembering🤝

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trentcrimminallybeautiful · 2 years ago

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literally just. cannot stop thinking about s1 trent getting kissed absolutely senseless by ted

#i love concocting scenarios to make this happen #tedependent #its just such a good dynamic #the earlier in the season the better almost bc just like #trent is trying so so so hard to be professional and not to like him but goddamn it he DOES like him #(honestly i think just. past that first press conference even before the interview he finds himself unwillingly charmed)#so like. just. before or after the interview whatever the case #him trying to be sooo normal about this #and then ted just. fucking. kissing him senseless. like obviously there's really no reason for s1 ted to do this normally #hence concocting scenarios. but like. just. imagining it happening entertains me. rotating it in my brain #s1 trent just getting his brains snogged out #ted can wreck him SHOCKINGLY fast with very little effort. even trent is a bit stunned by how easy it is #one second you are professional bitchy journalist trent crimm the next second you are a dazed moaning wreck.#if youre lucky youre being quiet about it but either way ted lasso has your back to the wall and hands in your hair and WOW okay #no thoughts head empty only ted lasso is a PHENOMENAL KISSER APPARENTLY #gertspeak

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skunkes · 9 months ago

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my issue is that 2 weeks ago I was flip flopping on what decision to make while being very convinced that I wanted to try to leave and that doing so would make me happy and no matter how difficult it was it would be worth it. Just like how i wanted my surgery but was still wracked with guilt leading up to it. Now im stressed and obsessively thinking about it while being convinced that leaving would not make me happy at all and would not be worth it. which is a lot harder...

#talkys #and its extra hard bc the surgery is the only thing in my life I've been 100% sure about.#also my brain is doing the extra steps stuff and im already exhausted especially since i once again dont really have #family on my side or excited for me #thinking about having to have them drive me up for the job interview then having to get apartment #lease and then having to organize and throw away and pack my stuff and then unpack it #while never knowing if rent is going to be way too high next year is already too much #knowing that i love being alone but would be very lonely and not have any extended time to come home and spontaneously #go to the movies or some local event with my siblings makes me sad #the only friend id have in the new location has her own life and partner and such. id just be alone and not #wanting to leave my apartment bc i hate driving #the good times here are rare but they'd be non-existent in an empty apartment #and id likely be too tired to do hobbies after work and chores and staying alive #the color rly has drained from me not even the thought of being able to transition is saving me #nothing would change for the better

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questionably-audhd-oracle · 6 months ago

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Man I think I might have ocd

#I’m starting to do some research #but what I’m finding is all lining up perfectly #and answering and filling in blanks that I’ve had for YEARS about my childhood that I never thought I’d find answers to #and I’m kind of grieving because holy SHIT I’m remembering how awful my life has been #but I’m also realizing that kid was SICK #I was just sick #I could have been helped #I had a condition that could have been helped #it wasn’t ever something that was Just Wrong With Me #or something that was happening Because I Was Wrong #it feels good to maybe have an answer but man #it’s carving out an empty spot in my chest too #I’m so fucking tired of living in my brain man

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abyssembraced · 2 months ago

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Tag dump for a variety of things <3

#ooc #☣️ ship | MoonDOS | GLaDOS x Looks to the Moon #☣️ relation | ''the clouds have cleared and i see the moon. it seems the sky isn't as empty as i once thought.'' | GLaDOS x LttM | distrxst #((tag too long i had to abbreviate moon's name gfhsdhshfh))#📺 relation | ''bring the beat in!'' | vee & razzle | distrxst #📺 relation | ''...why did your brother just hand me a beet.'' | vee & dazzle | distrxst #(( <- MAYBE NOT PERMANENT BUT. IT IS FUNNY TO ME))#((i will figure out a stupid tag for crossover cousins shrimpo and sebastian later and add it here gdgddhsgdh))#((i might have a lot of relation tags with beetle but. the only one that's serious in Any capacity is the glados and moon one gfsgfshfh))#((...though once i'm more hollow knight-brained again i should try to think of good ones for ghost with hornet and hollow))#((anyway. new verse tags too))#📺🪞 verse | pre twisted vee incident | hymns-across-the-stars #📺🪞 verse | post twisted vee incident | hymns-across-the-stars #📺🪞 verse | the twisted vee incident | hymns-across-the-stars #📺🪞🌼 verse | kintsugi au | hymns-across-the-stars & moonlitmanor #(( <- that one's just a placeholder name for now but i want it here anyway <3))

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y-avann-a · 7 months ago

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The Baldurs Gate Cast sang Happy Birthday for me 😍🫠😭

So this weekend was Comic Con Germany in Stuttgart and it was also my birthday. Through a series of events the cast panel and the whole audience sang for me - best present ever!

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #comic con Germany #comic con #bg3 cast #I swear I didn't ask for it and it was no intentional attention-seeking #(I know I'm an attention-whore and would stand by it if it were the case)#it was a string of situations #with no one at the audience mic and the cast not knowing there wouldn't be an mc and me sitting front row because i was wheelchair bound #the mc clearly thought there would be endless questions so they got off stage immediately but apparently the audience was shy or newbies #i thought “why is the person at the mic not talking?” turned around and saw it empty #got up (slowly because pain) and got to the mic #explained the misunderstanding and started with a question while a line formed at the mic behind me #well then someone said i was good at moderation and if i wouldn't like to come up to the stage and donthe job #well... i sure could have. i have done so in the past at other conventions #but those are from another company so i didn't want to mention them #so with my mind blank except for “don't say you want to do it” and “dont mention cc Dortmund” my brain had only one other thing on had #“aaaw i would do it but i have the day off because its my birthday”#and so it began...

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jjbalice · 4 months ago

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Ateez concert successfully felled

#i dont even know how to process everything right now #my mind is so full yet insanely empty #it made me realize just how much i dont know any of these people and how they're really just complete strangers #living their own extremely unique lives #like obviously the concert was incredible and i still love the group #but it was still a really good reminder about the entire situation #also it went by super fast #especially in comparison to the insanely long queues beforehand #everything had a queue #and each one was 2+ hours #i thought it was overkill but thats just my outsider brain lol #im sure its insane to organize all of this #but still #all that standing fucked my back and knees #also I've come to the conclusion that standing spots are overrated #or at least the super close ones #since all the phones and people leep obstructing your view #unless you're 180+ cm and then you're the obstruction lol #halfway through we decided to leave our spot and go like 50 meters back #and tbh it was a lot better #sure i couldnt see Wooyoung raise his eyebrow irl and only on the big screen #but i had such a clearer view and more space to move around and fresh air #so i got to enjoy both the pit and the back #yeah :)#one big milestone accomplished i guess #it will take a while to really process everything #but writing this is a nice way to remember everything #also thank you to everyone who brought their aniteez plushies #it made me really happy and served as a great way to pass time just trying to spot all of them #I'm happy

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earl-grey-crow · 1 year ago

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the pond: giving brainrot since 1999

#this show. THIS SHOW.#I am once again head empty no thoughts #not even going to try to untangle my thoughts I spent most of the weekend stressing over classes for next semester #and I don't have any brain cells left #the only thought off the top of my head is there seems to be this running theme #of having to play the roles set out by the narrative the eldritch pond and I'm just like. hm!! that really gets to me!#also not coyle!! not him!! aughhhh #what an episode I didn't expect much from the preview last week but wow. and next week's? good grief #very interested in what y'all think #like with the lingermore party was the payoff equal to the setup? I can't decide if it was #I feel like maybe it wasn't arranged in a way that would give the most impact #earl crow ramblings #the way home hallmark

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librarydilf · 8 months ago

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I'm putting together a guy [picrew here]

#this rook dropped like 80% visually formed into my brain at like 5 in the morning #will the cc accommodate this at all? doubt it but that's fine #no name no backstory no faction picked. ONLY vibes.#i love the drama. yes this is in part me being like 'oh god i really wanna make a guy who is SO werewolf / wolves in general coded'#blood red moon.. love a man with some BITE #could parallel him with solas.. MANY thoughts #not him though. head empty. good at fighting and flirting and is here to fuck emmrich so hard he forgets his own name.#NEED him to get some sort of like. abdominal wound that emmrich winds up sticking his fingers in. bone daddy has me acting UP.#also. BLINDINGLY obvious here that i've been in love with the hawke birthmark for years. well. i'm right. it fucks.#.txt #he's a rogue for the record. you cannot pry high dps rogues away from me that's my WHOLE dragon age personality #edit: EARLY DRAFT ALEC MERCAR i always get a kick out of thinking about his character development trajectory #DEEPLY funny to me that i was like 'emm has this in the bag' and then emm wound up being the last person on this team alec would ever date.#rare for me to whiff so incredibly hard

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moafleco · 10 months ago

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i hate that duality that your mind can be your safe heaven that helps you get through some difficult things, keeps you going and brings you happiness at the worst of times. and at the very same time it could be your worst tormentor that won't let you rest and won't let you breathe, literally for no particular reason at all. and you can't leave or silence it. can't get it to stop when it gets dark in there. can't get the light in when you desperately need to feel a respite instead of suffocation.

#its so difficult #sometimes its too much to handle #yeah particularly today im just.. screaming internally #and the inability to do something YOU LOVE due to your brain having one of those bad days so everything feels fucking BAD is just so unfAIR #its frustrating #the only thing you can do is sob apparently #my room doesnt feel like my room anymore all i feel is fear and dread #i just dont understand why and how it came to this point i want out #nothing grounds me to reality or to my normal state and im afraid #instead of watch fav movie to get better ill count the duration time and decide thats its too long i dont have that much time #i will be painfully aware of numbers and wb scared of them and then ill just not move at all immobilized at place #i cant #all i could do is desperately bother my friends trying to connect to them and hiding that obvious ache #i dont have capacity to soothe myself with my favorite guys and gals from games and movies i dont feel anything at all #and i hate that but also i cant do anything im so idk what i feel like but like im not anything #i lost myself i lost my favorite things to do and my hobbies and my spark and everything i dont even know anymore #on small bad days you could conjure a good thoughts and watch somethinf and think about what makes you happy #theres a void in my head now that just counts and counts and counts and cant do nothing #i will just open up a chat w friends and look at empty textspace i want to connect so badly but i wont send anything just freeze still #i dont feel that im in here but i want badly to be here and yet i cant grasp anything to still keep myself real #and like i have a feeling that in next 2 hours I'll just vanish spmething bad will happn carcrash orso i cantbe spendin much timeon anythin #i hate this #suddenly your brain just want you dead and fills you with dread unimaginable and my dumbass thinks that it's right #that my brain is right and im inclined to believe in this shit. im not but deep down i kind of is so thats why this anxiety causes me probl #ms for the whole week i didnt done anything i just could not i want it to stop #its so sure of itself that i will pass away in couple of hours by unknown reasons that it imagined so why even try

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creature-from-unknown-orgins · 1 year ago

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Zzzzzzz mimimimimi

#tired #no thoughts head empty #I wanna do stuff #but no brain power #*sighs*#they should let me make commas in the tags #I love commas #gn who ever sees this #may you have a lovely no wakey cold pillow nigjt #maybe you’ll see me later hehehhe #(I forgot to take my sleep meds but I’m hoping it’ll be fine)#for sure I won’t just wake up in the middle of the night right??? that’d be crazyyyyyy #also (ignoring that nobody will have gone this deep into my tags) I removed all of the nd stuff in my bio because I didn’t show signs when -#was little #I’m getting trauma therapy though #I’m curious how much of my brain rn is trauma and how much is actually me/ my genetics /gen #very interesting #I’m hoping it will make all of/most of my mental health problems go away #but that would probably be too good to be true #‘s kinda funny when you think about it #my body has been in fight/ flight mode aka traumatized for 6? years now?#man that’s a long time #wow #I didn’t realize it was that long #anyway #vent post #tag because it might’ve accidentally turned into one #good night :D #mimimimimim

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olli-online · 1 year ago

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#i wish i could pinpoint what exactly has my mood all messed up rn #my brain is just recycling the same thoughts the second i open my eyes #how many times do i have to tell myself to prepare to be discarded because i have nothing to offer anyone. myself alone isnt good enough and #never has been or ever will be. i have to make up for it and still i show up empty handed #like ive run out of things to give. which i guess is true. how do i give what im still trying to rebuild #as cliche as it sounds its true that everyone i have ever loved has taken some part of me with them that i cant get back #i wish i was still kind and openly loving. i wish i wasnt full of dread. i wish i could love any part of myself. i wish for too much i know #i wish i knew when to leave well enough alone #i wish i could tell where im truly wanted #ugh #anyways i need to find smth to do to shut my brain off or just pass out again

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