#none of that shits a requirement
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honestly i just dont get why sometimes people get all weird about quadrants and insist they’re unhealthy always no matter what
like yeah im not stupid i know they CAN be fucked up and can be weird and toxic but so can any romance. human romance has been toxic and fucked up for me many times. tbh if we take a step back and just look at the basic ideas of all of them i don’t think any of those have to be evil and terrible necessarily
like oh no me and my boyfriend have a fun rivalry that we both like being in and both agreed to where we have fun competing with each other and talking shit and then make out! FUCK!!! that’s horrible i would NEVER want that! i would never be guilty of forcing my boyfriend to play tetris with me over and over and insulting him the entire time
oh no my boyfriend has anxiety and i calm him down! oh god we like cuddling and talking about feelings! we both agreed we like this relationship dynamic and feel fulfilled by it! AAA SCARY!!! GET SCARED!!!
oh no sometimes my boyfriends are both annoying and i voluntarily get between that and make people be less annoying! FUCK!!!!!!!! we are going to DIVORCE!!!
#it’s cool if you don’t personally want any of those things#and yeah#alternia is fucked up#big fucked up murder planet#they love insane fucked up rules that are bad for everyone#but idk i feel like all romance is kind of fucked up#and you usually always have to do an insane amount of work to make it healthy and normal lol#and none of these dynamics by necessity HAVE to be horrible#you don’t HAVE to only rely on your moirail and not talk to your friends about your feelings#you don’t HAVE to get fucked up with your kismesis#you don’t HAVE to be a sad unfulfilled auspistice who kinda gets pushed into the relationship#if i’m thinking about the dynamics purely just as concepts#none of that shits a requirement#idk if this makes any sense to anyone else lmao#i just mean like#i don’t think any of those things are uniquely terrible i guess not in any ways that human romance isn’t#and people manage to have ok human romances all the time#not as often as they should lmao#but sometimes#so why not quadrants#i can get being uncomfortable with them#they’re weird#and definitely more complex than i went into in the post#but i don’t think they’re uniquely terrible
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it's not officially confirmed that the yellow kill tallies on boba's helmet are for jedi kills but I like to think so and I also like to think that there was a period in boba's life (early empire, young adulthood) where he was just going around pwning any adult jedi he could find on principle and it took him. a lot of them to get it out of his system. He spends an equal amount of years adjusting his reputation out of "guy you can pay anything to kill a jedi" territory and it's actually not that hard cause jedi are historically very hard to get rid of so his scary points are off the charts. Very lucrative business, doesn't get you fasttracked to the empire's "we might need that guy" list at all no sir
#boba figures out how to make it as an adult bounty hunter and gets out of survival teenager mode and the kill that person symbiote is like#look I know he's dead but who's up for a gory attempt at closure amiright?#and he goes full tunnel vision beroya predator jedi killer mode#and then eventually he's like wow that got me kind of nowhere in terms of mental health and I am not that person anymore.#I can charge more to do the same shit 🤔#hashtag moved on#etc#he got conflicted over it and realized it was kind of embarassing to be that dedicated to a projection of revenge#“someone else can do it”#until there's a jedi in the room. then it's all guess who can kill jedi that's right none of you#he still has pride in the skills required#boba fett#meta#rotating him in my mind again#txt
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my final verdict now that i am nearing the end of this clusterfuck is that if you are setting up your own website to sell or paywall content you should not bother sending a newsletter unless you're really fucking determined
i am now paying for
SMTP2GO to actually process emails and not have them get sent straight to spam (note that the free version of this works fine for basic account stuff for your users) [this is $10 a month or $100 a year]
MailPoet refused to actually send emails for me but i still have to pay for the creator plan that doesn't include processing emails, because that's the only way to ensure that only paying members get emails (sending emails to nonpaying members would make it even more expensive) [this is $11 a month or $114 a year]
a PO box, because you're required to have an address in the footer of your emails and i'm not giving out my home address [this is $19 every three months or $58 a year]
none of which i would have to do if i just kept saying "if you want emails use an rss to email service like feedrabbit, here's a link, good fucking luck"
#original#if you know a way to convert wordpress posts into newsletters that doesn't require mailpoet let me fucking know#i'm mad that i have to give them money for basic filtering when they refused to do any actual work#i tried a bunch of different plugins and none of them fucking worked worth a shit#so i had to trudge my way back to mailpoet while being pissed off the entire time#deadass in three months i will probably send an email that just says 'here is a feedrabbit link i am not sending this again bye'#imagine if i were also paying for the paywalling service. fucking nightmare.
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i fully believe that Casey looks like Leo... but only in the hair. that's it. nothing else
the rest of the guys are having ideas though...
#hilarious bc leo has none of the package required for that#but it's LEO. so he's not gonna say anything#neither is cassandra. she thinks this is the funniest shit imaginable#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise leo#leo hamato#rise donnie#donnie hamato#rise raph#raph hamato#rise mikey#mikey hamato#rise casey#casey jones junior#my art#sonny draws
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im takng this studio production class where one of the assignments was to fully develop a studio show (picture like quiz shows, news shows, etc. live television content) for production. wanna know what my dumbass submitted as a literal last resort because i had no original ideas?
a literal rehash of May I Have A Word. different name. different words (because girl ain't no one in my grade getting tripped up over the word perspire) and the works. no one ever knew. i probably commited plagiarism over the most niche game show that comes inbetween wordgirl episodes. hell. where i live (before i started pirating WG) i'd never seen May I Have A Word segments in my life.
no one suspected. no one said a thing. because who the fuck is gonna refer back to the word show segment that lasts one minute each? as far as they were concerned, it was an original idea, albeit odd in nature.
the production went smoothly ish, if yall were wondering. i didn't know when we'd start producing my show and came so unprepared that i was nervous the whole way down. i had to make cue cards out of the back of one of our rundowns. i was pacing back and forth. we had a bunch of trip ups. the graphics i had planned out wouldn't export to the (very old and odd) software that we use for graphics. so like. totall zoinked out, but it worked somehow! it was my first time manning a show and also playing as the host. so like 8/10 for effort.
yeah so that's how May I Have A Word saved me in a class. the entire damn show. i had to alter a few things though:
3 rounds bc the show is like 7 minutes long
im too unprepared to make videos for every fucking definition (look guys i finished the entire assignment in one day after procrastinating. bare w/ me) so i skiped that and replaced it with example sentences.
doing retakes is weird in these shows bc you kinda already know the answer....
obviously as mentioned before i had to look up harder words for the challenge to be hard. so yeah learnt new words too
2 contestants instead of 3 for reasons relating to classroom resources
the prize was a tim hortons giftcard because thats all i had in my pocket (literally) and i was once again unprepped for the shooting day
so uh yeah thanks autism, turns out liking the word show was good for smth
#posts#wordgirl#this is a post abt how my hyperfixation is making shit way interesting in my real life#nahhhh bc i procrastinated for 2 fucking weeks.#we had 2 weeks (if not more) for this#i was blanking out so bad#because i had 0 ideas that translated well into studio shows#none#so once i was watching wg and it was like. a day or two before the assignment was due and i had a Revelation#i thought “hey this segment show i keep seeing looks like we could totally make this happen in class!”#and so i spent the rest of that night scripting and fully planning out a layout for this show based on the 1 min wg segments#i still have the docs if anyone is interested. it's peak#i was literally back and forthing between watching a full 1 min segment#and studying the format#only to recreate it within assignment requirements#ALL documents including floor plan#school is fun guys i love using my creative brain
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wrote one (1) fic, posted it, and now i got whole 4 fucking comments under it (i am losing my shit) idk what to do with this crazy hype and ego boost tho i am still not a writer and idk what else to write 🥺😭
#i mean i know about who but#im sooo shit at writing in terms of like. Attempting shit idk how to do#i dont like describing locations i cant do major actions/action scenes#all i can do is yapping as well as internal monologue bullshit#which limits me greatly AHHAHSFJKDH#so idk what could i possibly write eueueuhhghghuehguhg 😭😭#i thought of continuing what this fic but like I DEADASS DONT KNOW HOW HAHDJFKHSDKJF#this shit for sure requires actual fucking plot and like. idk. other characters and actions and I CANT BE ASKEDDDD#if i write it it's gonna be shit - im gonna be frustrated - i wont finish it#i can only write smth that is fun to me#yeah anyways#moral of the story - there is none#im just very happy people read my first ever one and only fic and some even LIKED IT#dats crazy as shit to me#adry.txt
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The whole TID gang outside of Henry’s door with every single clock they own the day daylight savings time begins/ends

#You know none of them have set a clock in their adult lives#James is going up to will like “dad how do I set this watch up” and he’s like “very simple. it requires one phone call.”#Like how I showed up outside my dads door with my watch this morning#I have no idea if there was daylight savings in Victorian/Edwardian England but there is in the UK so good enough#Henry doesn’t care#Matthew is coming back from his trip just to get his timepieces adjusted#Charlotte is never late to anything and time change will not change that#Tid#tlh#shit post#henry fairchild#The infernal devices#henry branwell#im not tagging all this#Okay I might#will herondale#charlotte branwell#charlotte fairchild#jem carstairs#tessa gray#gideon lightwood#gabriel lightwood#Thomas Tanner#tsc
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I just got so Mad At A Tumblr Post and I'm trying so hard to be a normal person and not be Mad At A Tumblr Post
#i can't do this to myself i can't fume at the computer.....#GOD i hate when ppl w/o chronic pain speak as an authority on the topic.#sergle.txt#like hey you actually have none of the qualifications required to make authoritative statements about pain management lmao#I can never decide when to tell myself to let stupid shit pass me by and be well adjusted and prioritize my own Time and Blood Pressure#and just let it wash over me. water off a duck's back#and when it's time for me to write an entire essay on some stupid shit that pissed me off that some rando said
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whoever thought that “reverse style” classrooms are a good idea in a college environment deserve to be in jail
#🔪 - mello talks too much#ur telling me#that i have to watch a 45 minute lecture BEFORE my 1 and half dedicated lecture time???#like that is unreasonable as hell i have shit to do!!!#we are all stem majors none of us have time#AND attendance is required in lecture#where we have silly questions and just basically do nothing for an hour and a half#yeah like#i#sorry guys im back to ranting to u bc i am done complaining to ex boy pet
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My evil villian backstory is that I was the only kid who didnt participate in those special classes they did where thhey made you solve riddles and escape rooms
#shitposts#tumblr shitposts#shitpost#stupid shit#anybody else do those#where they’d pull you out of class in elementary school and be like#“okay young one we shall make you the master Riddler. do not resist#and then when 5th grade came around i stopped doing it bc none of the wwork was required and if it wasnt required i simply didnt do it#i was a lazy ass kid#(still am)
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since everybody ELSE is doing this picrew i thought i should too
i really wish i had more for these guys, i do
in order from top to bottom: Phiri Ulfur, Vermillion Liminate, and Jacqueline Blackwood
#they're all cousins btw#i have SOME stuff#like phiri's whole deal w the pirate-poet#but vermillions like entire personality is 'i was a seeker and now im not and i have mental illness about it'#jackie is at least a little more interesting bc she had a huge crush on her fighting mentor (an actual rp partner! it was fun)#but i mean. none of them are really CHARACTERS i guess#phiri comes the closest#maybe someday ill come back to em but you see. that requires picking up fl seriously again#IF YALL WANNA SEND ASKS ABOUT EM FEEL FREE#just know im gonna be making shit up as i go!! just like always
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Imalways so torn up between letting myself feel negative emotions besides anger cause I never do and being like wellllllll... it IS nearly 9 so really none of these are Real emotions so what's the point?
#gamer txt.#i think im hiding from myself again#what with my endless optimism and hope#i dont think i really beat my depression i think i mighta just covered it up really well by accident#and that the winter is not fucking helping me out here#even if i do actually have my shit sorted out which i dont but if i did then i feel like i shouldn't#im way too put together for someone with my problems at this fucking age#this is the age where i can actually like. suck ass and not being Super judged for it this is the age for making mistakes for being fucking#stupid and im wasting trying to pretend ive got everything on lock#i feel like im rushing everything#yous know i only like realised ive been masking my whole life like. this year#like Thats how hard i hide from myself! i didny even fucking realise!#but like whay the hell can i do about it now i dont ever have the opportunity to be myself#its not like i have a moment before every action where i can decide what to do its already happened and i didny have the chance to think#is 1 step forward 2 steps back meant to be like motivational in any way cause i think that might be what i go for#honestly i need to let myself make mistakes and do stupid shit and remind myself im not infallible#and the worst part about all this is that im trying so hard to not go none of these are real feelings its 9pm and winter#and knowing theres a decent chance thats actually the case#i dont want it to be the case#i dont want to the perfect quiet endless sympathy for others no attention no care required kid anymore#i want to be fucking messy because i feel like a fucking mess and everyone knows im a fucking mess and they just pretend im not#and even if all these feelings are just for right now and arent really ''real'' i know damn well ill still be upset about it in the morning#if no one reads this#because i need the attention im so fucking desperate for the attention i need someone fucking anyone to see the real me#becauese no one does! not even me most of the time!#iiii might do something stupid tonight? if i do just know please that it wasnt rash or impulsive and that ive been wanting to do it for ages#i just need to be a stupid kid for once in my fucking life
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reading is… frustrating. I first read this thing when I was in an all too foggy state, I’ll think, so I didn’t really absorb it all too well — I’d best read it again and really make sure to take it all in. And so I do, and I really do take it all in! Except then I’ll be all too foggy to read for a few days, and when I get back to it and continue on to the next chapter I’ll just have. Completely forgotten what happened in the last. Makes you feel rather defenceless to the fog
#sigh#it’s like. What do i even Do. Make personal little summaries of everything I read?#like yeah i Guess#but that would require rereading again…#which isnt bad in and of itself… i do enjoy the stuff i read. but it’s a really frustrating feeling to go over the same things seemingly -#- over and over again and none of it sticks#ultimately proof that even on good and less foggy days i still have so so so much brain fog#i was gonna do a little fic rereading to pass the time until i get off work#but i forgot which chapter i was even on and just That frustrated me to the point it really put me#off the whole thing. mostly wanna cry now#i hate this shit i really do#z talks#im gonna go cry in the work bathroom now. but you didnt hear me say that ahah#also i think part of what makes the summary idea feel so frustrating is just. still the internalised ableism…#it’s. i hate that this is what i’m like now (had to fight to not phrase that in a meaner way lol)#and every accommodation i make for myself is a reminder of just that#especially something like this — my brain fog is the thing i hate the absolute most about my current state#it makes everything. absolutely Everything. frustrating#as funny as it is to be haha a little stupid in the friend group i hate it so much it makes me want to fucking Scream. anyway
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i need to go eat but b4 i forget again this week. PPL OF THE DASH. tell me ur movies. ideally non series movies pre 2010. no other requirements really. i think ive got something lined up for this week but ive been struggling remember and then find places to watch movies. so if u got a movie u want to subject a person to. i will write it down and i may watch it in the future
#some shit#if none of my websites got my back i KNOW internet archives got my back jghbjdfhbgd.#wifi's movie quest#help meeee on my quest.#if need more context im tryna watch more movies than stuff like i wouldnt have seen. indie and old stuff. other language. niche. whatever#i mean basically no requirements i can do SOME horror. maybe dont old yeller me right now tho. dfjgjdfh#u can ofc always just rb movie things in a timely fashion and hope i get swayed. im very suggestible its true#go use anon if ur shy what the fuck do i care (<- said in a reassuring manner. thats just my affect okay. dfgbdjfhgbd)
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beware controversial uk football opinions below i don't watch football or follow football so don't come for my jugular please and thanks
i'm not a man city fan but the bare hatred people have for them is wild like
all footie teams but esp premier league teams are the same babes join us lot in league 1 if you're saying your team isn't "like that" and you'll see how "like that" they are
#my team literally just sacked hoey barton none of our teams are pious#newcastle is just sportswashing on steroids like#also fuck man city all my homies have a complicated relationship with the club their father supports also fuck man city#and fuck chelsea too i used to support chelsea and a chelsea fan made me miss my bus the other day fuck chelsea dudes#also also fuck man city their women's team took sunderland's place in the super league#i am indiscriminate i hate all teams equally especially my own and especially especially our derby partners#everyone always hates whoever is top of the league and then some the only virtuous team is everton who will never be in that position#also liverpool is blue also fuck everton also also yeovil town have the best colours#i am legally required to hate yeovil town#best merch is mackem but shit colour scheme#'you don't follow football you don't get an opinion' football follows me so yeah i do#if you take any of this seriously then the joke is on you bestie
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i finished twelfth night. 25 out of 38 shakespeare plays completed.
#after finally reading othello and twelfth night in the past 10 days im not sure which are the most famous plays i still havent read#bc like ive mentioned previously ive always read the plays in arbitrary order. whatever piqued my interest#hence why i read the henry vi plays relatively early on. or some of the more obscure comedies#but lately since i past the halfway mark this year some of the more talked-about ones im like 'geez i should just get to that one already'#not that that makes me enjoy it any less. i think i mentioned that in my post i made while reading othello#i fucking loved othello. that shit was 10/10 although i very much was reading it bc i felt like i had to at that point.#doesnt mean i wouldnt love it. after all i only read shakespeare bc i love shakespeare! not bc theres a gun to my head#its more like i just want to know what everyone's talking about already#tales from diana#i think at this point the most famous one i still havent read is... much ado about nothing? which isnt THAT famous all things considered#but some of you ppl do seem to be awful crazy about it so ill see#i already knew the plot of twelfth night i had just never read the original. now i have#so i kinda already knew how much enjoyment i could get out of it. some! a good amount!#but i found it a quick read and i wasnt THAT excited about it#the next one i want to read is pericles though. ive read 8 shakespeare plays in 2023 but none have been romances!#i do love the romances. the romances are still the only genre where i havent read more than half of them#ive read 2 out of 5. the tempest and the winter's tale... two of my favorites overall#in a way ive kind of been holding myself back from reading more romances bc i needed to check some of my 'required reading' boxes lol
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