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librarycards · 11 months ago

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Hello! I am trying to read “the right to maim” by jasbir k puar and I am getting almost nothing out of it, bc of the depth + breadth of academic concepts :( I’m particularly frustrated by it bc it seems to talk about subjects I think about, talk about and do daily, like disability, transness, and (anti)colonialism. I’m most of the way through the intro and it’s gone almost entirely over my head except for a couple isolated paragraphs that are meaningful.

Do you have any advice for how I can get the most out of this book? My main limiter is time, bc I got it out from the library and it is highly requested so I can’t have it for very long

Hi anon! First of all, in terms of time, I recommend piracy. I recommend it in general. I'm not going to post links here in order to protect the places I use, but dm me if you want them.

If you're having difficulty with the concepts (which makes sense - right to maim is a challenging book!) I recommend going back to basics with some background reading. You can get some of Puar's rec'd background reading from the bibliography, and from the keywords she uses in the preface of the text. a few that I see (i'm looking at the PDF now) include debility, rhizome/rhizomatic, soverignty, biopolitics, homonationalism, impairment [in the disability studies sense], precarity, and neoliberalism. if i was teaching this preface, i'd have students break down each of these terms (and probably others, this is just from a skim) using outside readings. it's totally normal to feel overwhelmed when jumping into a scholarly text w/o any context, and most people who use and cite this book have past experience reading Puar's interlocutors and existing familiarity with this language.

you can get up-to-date while reading using resources in tandem with this text. For example, you can read Puar's discussion of debility at that link to get a sense of the context. You can read a decent summary of Foucault (the coiner of the term "biopower") and his thought at Brittanica. I recommend using Google Scholar for terms you're not familiar with, and taking quick notes so that you don't have to google them all over again each time. if you think you have enough context with a new word but aren't 100%, keep reading and use other clues. think about academic reading like learning a new language. the strategies are very similar! because it basically is.

I recommend using the annotation strategies i just mentioned in this post (and/or developing your own). i also recommend looking up Puar's talks on youtube - she's a well-known scholar who does a lot of events, and has spoken extensively about this book and its genealogy (especially in relation to praxis / Palestinian liberation). You can also read her talk with the hosts of Death Panel, my absolute favorite podcast.

Below, I'm going to give you an example of how I close-read, annotate, and analyze a paragraph from Right to Maim (and, by extension, other academic texts. This strategy may not work for you 100%, but hopefully it gives you some solid suggestions. Overall, remember that learning to read scholarly work takes time. A long ass time. Even when it's about things you've experienced yourself! Academia has its own conventions, verbiage, knowledge base, etc, and it's a learning curve for everyone. Don't expect yourself to read as fast or get as much as someone more familiar with the conventions of academic writing - anticipate reading all of these works many, many times, and getting more with each reading. Progress is more important than perfection, and improvement, even if slow, *will* happen, as long as you don't give up. <3

Below is a quote from the preface to Right to Maim, where Puar lays out her argument. I recommend everyone highlight/remember paragraphs like these (pretty much every ac text will have something like this in the beginning as a roadmap) to anchor their reading practice and help them get the most from a book (emphasis mine):

In The Right to Maim, I focus less on an important project of disability rights and disability studies, which is to refute disability as lack, as inherently undesirable, and as the sign, evidence, or fetish of injustice and victimhood. I am not sidestepping this issue. Rather, I centralize the quest for justice to situate what material conditions of possibility are necessary for such positive reenvisionings of disability to flourish, and what happens when those conditions are not available. My goal here is to examine how disability is produced, how certain bodies and populations come into biopolitical being through having greater risk to become disabled than others. The difference between disability and debility that I schematize is not derived from expounding upon and contrasting phenomenological experiences of corporeality, but from evaluating the violences of biopolitical risk and metrics of health, fertility, longevity, education, and geography.

In the bolded part, Puar outlines what she's not doing: she's not taking a mainstream (white, colonial) disability studies approach, which is, in her words, to refute disability as "lack." She's stating that her goal isn't simply to prove disabled people as equal to able-bodied people, or to claim that disability can be good and liberating (though it is/can be!). Her point is to look at the conditions in which people become disabled, and stay disabled. Often, these conditions are violent and unjust. Acknowledging this injustice kinda throws a wrench into western models of disability pride.

So, if she's not interested in just arguing that disability ≠ badness, what is she arguing? she's looking, in the latter half of the paragraph, to how people become disabled in multiple ways. One, using the verbiage in the book, she's interested in how people become debilitated - physically incapacitated in a way that may not line up with the social category of "disability"). She's also interested in how "disability" as a social identity is constructed - that is, why do disability rights groups look at Palestinians maimed by the IOF and see an injured civilian, but not a disabled comrade? words and context matter immensely. she's looking at why, and what are the implications.

that last sentence sums up the distinction she's making: "The difference between disability and debility that I schematize is not derived from expounding upon and contrasting phenomenological experiences of corporeality, but from evaluating the violences of biopolitical risk and metrics of health, fertility, longevity, education, and geography."

the difference, she argues, between disability as western disability studies sees it and debility as experienced by people under colonial occupation isn't because we experience our bodyminds differently, or because Palestinians (for example) magically aren't as hurt by occupation as their white/western counterparts would be. rather, the reason she's using debility over disability is because the category of disability isn't objective: it's informed by biopolitical forces such as the ones she listed. her meta-argument is that what we call "disability" can't be divorced from its settler colonial context, not because colonized peoples are immune to disabling violence, but because the category of disability (and health, and violence) is itself affected by settler colonialism.

in "right to maim," Puar is offering a major shift in the way we collectively discuss disability, because the category is not applied equally across sociopolitical, geographical context. it means Palestinians and others living under occupation are either left out entirely, or unsuccessfully co-opted into western-/colonizer-centric disability discourse that doesn't acknowledge the different conditions under which they live. ultimately, "right to maim" means to make that difference, and its implications, visible.

Let me know if this makes sense! it's wordy and tedious, but lots of academic texts are. i hope that breakdown helps you make some more sense of Puar's main argument/the architecture of the text, and maybe serves as a model for future engagement. :)

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pfffsfic · 11 months ago

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(this is not canon to the main fic this blog focuses on, but there is a little reference to it in there.)

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sissiesfemblog · 11 days ago

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skellinore · 7 months ago

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"Family Outting"

[If the image shows up as blurry or whatever, just click the image, I hear that fixes it.]

I am finally here to bring you my longest piece to date! I started this baby back on March 3rd. I recovered from art block and many other struggles to get to this point! I am so unbelievably happy!

[Something important to add: I’ve turned Markus into my OC, so he’s no longer a redesign of Offenderman! Since both of them are very, VERY different in personality, morals, and designs. I am however making another design and AU for Offender in another post! Which is why this post was delayed!]

Now onto the new and improved head-canons! [Going from left to right.]

Markus Sinclair:

The youngest! Yet somehow he is the only one to inhabit their father’s tallness gene. [He is the younger twin to Trender.]

Markus is a proud bisexual and aceflux man!

Markus Sinclair took his face name from his favourite character, from his favourite detective movie: The Twelve Painted Women. [He watched that movie religiously when he was a little boy.]

A hopeless romantic. A firm believer of love at first sight, he plans the most romantic candlelit dinners, and enjoys writing his own love poems. [A perfect golden retriever boyfriend.]

Despite being a prince, Markus has devoted his life to be the best detective he can be to help and protect the innocent. [Bonus: Markus does those cheesy dialogue intro lines, for example: “February 18, 1998, I was sitting down with a cup of coffee, reading the morning newspaper, until something caught my eye.” Basically that. Which I adore for him. His family also enjoys it, except for Trender.]

Markus is a well known writer and poet, under the pen name of "Sonnet V. Sparks” His popular works being: “In My Folly,” “My Broken Bones Will Mend Your Soul,” and “My Poems for Your Heart”

My dearest boy plays the guitar and piano, he enjoys playing tunes to his siblings and father.

Despite him loving his job, it absolutely destroys him. Which is why he’s the only child of Cabadath who doesn’t live in the castle. So that he can drink himself to death alone in peace.

Slender:

The second oldest [However this is not public knowledge, and everyone views Slender as the oldest twin.]

Slender is a distinguished gay who prefers to be called an it, but doesn’t mind being identified with male pronouns.

Slender will be the next in line to be king. [He takes his duties very seriously, but his father likes to spoil him, meaning he takes on less duties then it would like to.]

Slender very much adores and admires nature, most of his free time is dedicated to exploring the wilderness and documenting anything new. [Slender has written a well received encyclopedia of new types of plants/trees, animals, rocks/minerals, and insects.]

Speaking of him liking nature, Slender has been given a blessing from Mother Nature herself, allowing it to be able to talk to animals, insects, and trees.

To be honest, Slender is daddy’s boy at heart. He absolutely adores his father. When he was younger he would sneak into Cabadath’s wardrobe and try on his clothes and pretend to be him.]

Slender has mastered shapeshifting to a tee. [Its favourite things to shapeshift into is a huge white deer, wolf, centipede, spider, and raven.]

Since Slender loves animals so much, my little prince is a vegetarian.

Splendor:

The oldest son! [He hates this, which is why he states to everyone that Slender is the oldest twin.]

Splendor is pansexual and asexual.

Much like Slender, Splendor loves animals! But instead of being a vegetarian, Splendor is a vegan.

Splendor and Slender are identical twins! When they were younger the only thing telling them apart were their tendrils, until Slender started to get its scars. [The only reason why Splendor looks way different from Slender now is because Markus, his baby brother, was ashamed of having a visible mouth, so Splendor used his tiny knowledge of shapeshifting to make it appear that he has a mouth and eyes to help with Markus’ self-esteem. He’s grown to love these features.]

Splendor’s personality differs from who he is around at the time. He’s calm, level-headed, and intelligent around his father, Markus, Trender, and anyone else; but around Slender, Splendor acts silly, carefree, and energetic!

Dabbles in facepaint/makeup. To make his face stand out, examples: drawing on rainbow freckles, red swirls to mimic cartoon blush, little butterflies, paw prints, etc. [He also puts stickers on his face from time to time.]

A tad bit overprotective of his siblings, especially his twin, Slender.

While all of his other siblings have secure jobs, Splendor is the only one who hasn’t pinned down a job yet, not that he has to, being a prince and all. [He’s been a baker, ringmaster, toy maker, babysitter, nurse, and teacher! Right now he’s a daycare teacher.]

Trender:

The secondest youngest. [Only older than Markus by a whole two minutes.]

Trender is a triple A battery, with them being asexual, aromantic, and agender.

Trender is creatively gifted! Trender has explored many creative hobbies over the years, and has excelled at all of them in a small amount of time. Their favourites being sculpting, beading, photography, calligraphy, and drawing/painting.

If anything were to happen to Slender, Trender would be next in line to rule over the kingdom and their people.

Trender barely talks at all, they enjoy listening to people a lot more. Trender really enjoys listening to their family members. Although they do enjoy talking to their twin, Markus quite a bit.

Trender’s face name was not something they picked out themselves. Splendor picked it out actually to match both him and his twin. Trender doesn’t mind it, as they couldn’t decide on one for the longest time.

If you managed to see their bare back, you’d see that it was completely covered in scars. [From the time they were kidnapped and used as slave labour for their special and rare type of tendrils.]

Trender runs many successful side businesses! From selling their sculptures, paintings, and their beading works on an online shop. [Trender’s two main jobs is a therapist/psychologist, as once again, they enjoy listening to people and helping them. The second one being a fashion designer/professional tailor, although they despise fast fashion. Trender actually has a brain compared to the other greedy designers. Trender cares to bring affordable and stylish clothes for people who need them.

I wanted to add that any drawings before this that have head-canons are outdated! So please disregard them! I've already most likely deleted most of my old Markus Sinclair art because it is still attached to the tag: Offenderman. I can't wait to post Markus under the tag: Slender/Creepypasta OC! I'll leave the old drawing alone for you to see! [All new drawings/head-canons will be using the: No Humans AU]

Anyways! Thank you to all who waited for this drawing to come out! I hope you'll like it as much as you liked the old one I posted back in 2022! it's crazy to see the improvement! [Here's the old one for you to see!]

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sha-brytols · 20 days ago

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My DA2 Modlist

was already planning on making my modlist but @abyssal-ilk was asking for mod recs so i decided to go ahead and post now ❤️ as i said last time there's a chance i downloaded some incompatible ones because i'm terrible at reading mod descs. but i haven't encountered any bugs or game-breaking conflicts so i don't think there's any need to worry. i DO recommend making sure to read the descs though just in case.

here's my origins modlist if anyone wants it

bolded are my faves/personal "can't live without" mods. italicized are mods you should be extra sure to read the descriptions carefully for.

ARMOR/CLOTHES

Zimpra's Assorted Armours

Wesley's Ring

Amell Ancestral Arms

Dragon Knight Armour Pack

Evolving Champion Armor

Party Dress for MotA

COMPANIONS

Kirkw(All) - Poly Romance Mod

Twinception - Both Hawke Siblings Survive

Fenris' Spring Cleaning

Improved Fenris Glow

Varania Looks Related to Fenris

War Dog

Improved Mabari Model

Tougher Dog

Summon Dog (1 sec cooldown)

Elven Tallis Redux (makes mark of the assassin much more bearable when tallis doesn't look like a scary felicia day clone)

Upgrades for Tallis

Servant Outfit for Tallis (if you hate tallis' clothes like i do)

Anders Romance Dialogue Overhaul

Anders Automatic Romance Armors

Fixed Aveline's Kirkwall Armour (gets rid of the grey warden griffons from aveline's guard armor)

Isabela Pants and Shorts

Repeatable Romance Scenes

Kidnappapalooza (changes who gets kidnapped in best served cold)

Varric Dialogue Edits and Restoration

FACE AND HAIR

LOTC's Default Eye Texture (i actually. don't. like this one. i think it makes them look kind of crazy but i know a loooot of people prefer this to the og texture so i felt the need to list it anyway)

SJC's Makeup Edit

Natural Skin

Natural Hair

LOTC Skins

LOTC's Eyelashes (fix)

Bidelle's Cosmetics 2

Pineappletree's Vibrant Hair

Freckles

Black Hair Is Black

WyldTats and Skins

Chargen Revamp

Custom Female Hair Pack (some are. better than others.)

SG Beauty Shop

Better Brows

GAMEPLAY

Glowing Eyes for Hawke (LOVE this one! gives hawke glowy eyes depending on their spec, much like anders' glow if you have vengeance activated)

Easier MotA Stealth Sections

The Covert Mage

Hide Weapons

No Restrictions

Import Vault Fixes and Editable Vault (lifesaver if you're trying to figure out if nathaniel is fucking dead or not in your game)

Increased Combat Dialogue

Combat Dialog Tweaks

QUALITY OF LIFE

Female Hawke Animation Tweak (gets rid of that horrible fucking swaying hips animation)

No Paraphrases (MUST HAVE. quotes hawke's entire line for the dialogue wheel)

Reinventing the Wheel

Kirkwall Expanded (i recommend this only for people who have already played da2 and are getting bored with the gameplay loop. adds a bunch of new content to the game. new merchants, pets, mansion makeovers, etc)

Backpack Mod - Inventory Increase

Skip the Intro (skips varric's bullshit introduction with the default hawke at the beginning)

Sapphim's Dialogue Mini Mods

DA2 Epilogue Restoration and Fixes

Valuable Junk

RETEXTURES

DA2 NPC Hands

Dragon Age 2 Ultimate HD (i also recommend using the 5gb patch on da2 for this)

No More Bloody Teeth

Elves with Human Skin REDUX (takes away the weird yellow/green tints in the elves skintones)

Darkspawn Variations

Ivey's Orana (this one's kind of a mixed bag i just desperately wanted a mod where orana actually looked her age LOL)

UTILITIES

Origins Save Generator (you can make your own origins worldstate without having to replay the game)

Not-So Upscaled Game Scenes (NUGS) (makes the "movie" cutscenes look less crunchy)

#mods

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vividseoultales · 20 days ago

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Masterlist and Announcements post

Quick intro :

Hi there! I'm fairly new to smut making, I apologize if I sometimes mix up the "you" and "I" perspectives in my stories. I just use what I feel like works best or what I feel like doing that day. That'll slowly change don't worry if it's confusing. I feel as though I'm improving my writing every release, well I hope I am anyway. So yeah thanks for reading my stuff!

Masterlist :

Next Applicant ( Winter x Male Reader ) fluff Little Sister ( Sullyoon x Male Reader ) angst Bad Teacher ( Park Gyu Young x Male Reader ) angst Leaked ( Lia x Male OC ft. Male Reader ) angst

Announcements :

I might open up commissions soon, so I guess look forward to it? It'll probably be a little less than the average price since I'm still new at this. So yeah that's pretty much it for now. I'll be editing this post once in awhile so you can check up on updates here.

Side Note : Lia is and will forever be my Ultimate Bias.

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arbitrarykiwi · 12 days ago

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don’t mind me…just dropping my revised masterlist 🤓 I spent so long tryna make her cute… the longer I spend on here the more I realized my other one wasn’t cutting it 🥸

Welcome to my new n improved Masterlist! Here are some key things to know when browsing the menu for your next meal!

᯽ = sfw / fluff ꕥ = nsfw / smut

Reminder: These are just overarching themes for any work listed, please take caution and read any warnings on the individual fics before divulging!

If you want to send in a request and aren’t familiar with what I write, you can check out my request rules section on my intro post!

Want to be notified every time I post?! Comment on this post here or any other post to let me know ya wanna be on the tag list!

Enjoy some light reads with drabbles!

Messy n’ Wet (Se-Mi x Fem!Reader) ꕥ

Personal Photographer (Kwon Jiyong x Fem!Reader) ᯽

Worshiped Completely (Kwon Jiyong x Chubby!Fem!Reader) ꕥ

Done Went and Fucked the Plug (Plug!Thanos / Choi Subong x Fem!Reader) ꕥ

15 Minute Lunch Break (Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader) ꕥ

Dates with Nam-Gyu (Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader) ᯽

And They Were Roommates (Roommate!Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader) ᯽

Multi-Part / Multi-Version fics for you to divulge in!

Now Streaming… | a series of oneshots about your streamer lover getting a bit too much attention from fangirls ᯽

- Thanos / Nam-Gyu / Se-Mi

Producer!Fem!Reader x Thanos | various oneshots revolving around Producer!Reader and Thanos’ less than professional connection ꕥ

- Pill Poppin’!! / LIVE…In the Studio

Third Times a Charm | Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader smut series. You first meet him at a club. After one taste he’s hooked. And, not-so coincidentally, he’s running into you two more times. ꕥ

- Taste Test 1:3 / Oral Fixation 2:3 / Bodytalk 3:3

It’s Just Business, Baby | The Salesman / Recruiter x Recruiter!Fem!Reader smut series. you’re the new hire that he hates with a passion. He’s always in competition with you. When you enrage him so much he begins to track you down, trying to find you outside of work, you play along. ꕥ

- Workplace Conflict 1:4 / Overtime 2:4 / After Hours 3:4 / Professional Provocation 4:4

What’s Better Than One Boyfriend?! Two Boyfriends!! | ThanGyu x Fem!Reader collection of my thinks on the dynamic between reader / thanos / namgyu. Both in the games and out of games au ᯽ / ꕥ

- one / two

Want a shorter or one off read?? Here are some One-Shots!!! (Organized by character)

Illumoria | Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader

When Nam-Gyu puts an ad up for a new roommate he didn’t expect someone like you to answer it ꕥ / ᯽

Proper Apology | Sub!Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader

Nam-Gyu has come home late too many times and doesn’t ever keep to his apologies- time to show him how to properly apologize ꕥ

After Work Relaxation | Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader

Nam-gyu has a stressful job as a club promoter, thankfully he has his pretty girlfriend to help him relax after a bad day ꕥ

You Can Take It | Mean!Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader

You’ve seemed to have captured the attention of Nam-Gyu so much so there was an unspoken rule that you were his, one you had no idea about ꕥ

Like ‘em Weird | Loser!Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader

There’s just somethin’ delicious about the socially awkward and standoffish guy you’ve been seeing in the club. ꕥ

Introvert Meets Innocence | Awkward!Nam-Gyu x Innocent!Fem!Reader

After Thanos and your friend decide they have had enough of you and Nam-Gyu acting like nervous high schoolers talking to their crush, they treat you like high schoolers; locking you in a room for a round of ‘60’ minutes in heaven. ꕥ

Reckless Temptation | Bum!BabyDaddy!Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader

You’ve had enough of Nam-gyu’s shit! He never helps you with your daughter and can barely pay you rent. You finally confront him late at night after he comes home shitfaced. Sure you’re mad and yelling in his face, but he doesn’t hear you. He can’t stop thinking about how pregnancy made curvier, how your breasts were larger, and how badly he wants to fuck you senseless. ꕥ

Etched in Ink | Nam-Gyu x Pierced!TattooArtist!Fem!Reader

After asking Thanos about where he goes for his tattoos, Nam-Gyu schedules an appointment with you. He had no idea you’d be so fucking hot. ꕥ

Play Thing | Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader

One of his favorite things to do with you is just play with you. So, when he buys you a fun new toy he makes sure you get good use out of it and that he got his moneys worth. ꕥ

Unlikely Partnership | Nam-Gyu x Fem!Reader

Waking up in a warehouse with 400 some odd players. Nam-Gyu doesn’t understand why he keeps getting pulled towards you. ᯽

Captured In Low Resolution | Thanos x Fem!Reader

Thanos has pictures of you everywhere. You finally inquire about the shitty, low res picture he has on his computer monitor ᯽

Suck ‘em Dry! | Thanos x Fem!Reader

When you meet the egotistic, purple haired rapper he was so confident he’d be the one to ruin you…you decide to flip the switch and ruin him by givin’ him some crazy head ꕥ

Full of Surprises | Thanos x Fem!Reader

You’re the star student on college campus, good grades, great attendance- the first person Thanos knew he would see in class and the last person he would expect to see smoking weed behind the college football stadium ᯽

Passed Around | ThanGyu x Fem!Reader

Smoke seshes with your boyfriends always end up this way…you’re passed around like the blunt you all were smoking ꕥ

More to Love, Double the Fun | ThanGyu x Thick!Fem!Reader

While at a party you want nothing more than to go home. The two of them scout you and answer your pleas; you just don’t go to your home. ꕥ

The Happiest of Birthdays! | ThanGyu x Fem!Reader

All about how Thanos and Nam-Gyu celebrate their favorite girl’s birthday ᯽

Finish it all off with some scrumptious Headcannons

How Nam-Gyu acts when you’re sick ᯽ / ꕥ

Streamer Nam-Gyu ᯽ / ꕥ

Nam-Gyu with big titty gf ᯽ / ꕥ

Kwon Jiyong as your bf ᯽

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glearyyyne · 1 year ago

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intro (end of the world)

Synopsis: It has been 11 years since you came to the Tokyo Metropolitan Curse Technical College. As you and Satoru grew closer to your job at being co-workers, you've been planning to confess but you didn't expect to confess to Satoru while under the influence of alcohol.

Word Count: 4,807 Words

Warning: tiny angst at the end(?), shibuya incident (AGAIN), drinking alcohol. unhealthy amount of drinking boba tea after training (drink water instead of sugary drink! >:( )

Note: another eternal sunshine title! I promise it doesn't hurt that much since it kind of resembles to imperfect for you fic. Will post some bad news tomorrow :( but I hope you enjoy this!

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Knock knock

"Come in," you heard that deep voice, indicative of someone engrossed in a task before you even opened the door. Satoru's eyes, concealed behind his round glasses, met yours with curiosity as you addressed him as your co-worker.

"I brought you some sweets after my mission.” You spoke with a happy tone, you revealed the crepe box hidden behind your back.

That's the moment you wanted to capture when the tired look that Satoru had changed into his usual goofy face.

“I must be so handsome that you had to bring me some sweets,” Satoru joked as you giggled before placing the crepe on his desk.

But you are handsome…

Was something you wanted to say but then proceed not to as you don't want to strain the close friendship you both have.

It has been 11 years since you came to the Tokyo Metropolitan Curse Technical College. You joined in the third year, but at first, you were confused because there was only one teacher and two students, making you wonder if it was really a school.

"These are your classmates," Yaga announced upon opening the door. Expecting a crowd, you were surprised to find only two students: a white-haired boy and a brunette girl.

"Satoru, Shoko, this is [Reader’s name]. They'll be your classmates this year," Yaga introduced. "It's nice to meet you," you greeted them, receiving a response only from Shoko as Satoru stared blankly.

Feeling nervous and confused about his behavior, Shoko nudged Satoru and whispered something, prompting him to sigh.

"I'm Satoru Gojo, the strongest sorcerer," he declared, his ego evident.

Weeks and months passed and you became close with Satoru but you always felt like Satoru was putting up a wall to prevent you from coming in.

“Sensei?” You flinched as you turned around to see Megumi standing at the doorway of the storage room. “What are you doing here?” He asked.

“Well, I’m just getting a weapon to use in training” You answered. "Shouldn't you be with Itadori right now?" you asked Megumi, curious about his whereabouts.

With an annoyed sigh, Megumi replied, "That idiot is busy feeding Gojo sensei's ego."

You couldn't help but laugh at his choice of words, finding humor in the situation.

As you rummaged through the storage room, Megumi's voice broke the silence. "Hey, um... do you think you could teach me during our training sessions?" he asked tentatively.

You paused, surprised by his request, then turned to face him. "Teach you?" you echoed, eyebrows raised in disbelief.

"Yeah," Megumi replied, looking somewhat uncomfortable or maybe shy?

"I've been observing your techniques, and I think I could learn a lot from you." He added.

Before agreeing, you couldn't resist teasing Megumi for his sudden shyness. "Wow, Megumi, I never took you for the shy type, needing someone to hold your hand through training," you quipped, a playful smirk dancing on your lips.

Megumi's cheeks flushed slightly, but he managed a small smile. "It's not like that," he protested, though his tone betrayed his embarrassment.

You chuckled, enjoying the rare opportunity to see Megumi flustered. "Alright, alright, I'll teach you," you relented, realizing he was genuinely seeking to improve his skills.

After finally choosing the right weapon, you and Megumi headed to the training room to begin your session. Hours passed in intense practice, sweat pouring down your faces as you focused on perfecting your techniques.

Eventually, you both decided to take a break, panting heavily from exertion. Collapsing onto nearby benches, you wiped the sweat from your brow and took deep breaths, feeling the fatigue setting in.

"That was intense," you remarked between gasps, glancing over at Megumi, who nodded in agreement.

"Yeah, but it's worth it," he replied, a determined glint in his eyes.

As you prepared to resume training, Megumi's unexpected question caught you off guard. "What did you see in Gojo sensei?" he asked, his tone curious.

You blinked in confusion. "Come again?" you replied, taken aback by the sudden inquiry.

"It's obvious you have something going on with Gojo sensei," Megumi persisted, his gaze steady as he waited for your response.

You sighed, realizing that Megumi was more observant than you had thought. "Am I that obvious?" you asked, feeling a hint of embarrassment.

Megumi nodded solemnly. "Everyone knows it, but Gojo sensei was too naive or oblivious to notice it," he remarked matter-of-factly, leaving you momentarily speechless at his blunt assessment.

As you thought back on the countless gestures Satoru had made exclusively for you, you couldn't help but sigh. "I don't know," you began, your voice tinged with emotion. "One day, I just felt those feelings bloom when I looked at him. I guess you can't really explain why you love someone."

Before you knew it, Satoru and Itadori approached from behind as you finished speaking.

"Who is this 'him'?" he inquired, catching you off guard. Startled, you flinched at the sound of Satoru's voice.

"I-I..." you stammered, trying to explain that there was no one else, but Satoru didn't seem convinced. Before you could say anything further, he raised his hand, holding a boba tea, leaving you dumbfounded.

"I know you were training, so I brought you this," Satoru said, his toothy grin melting away any tension in the air. As you accepted the boba tea, you felt those familiar butterflies fluttering in your stomach.

"You should have got her water, not boba tea," Megumi interjected, glaring at Satoru with a hint of disapproval in his voice.

Satoru just shrugged off Megumi's comment. "Boba tea is tastier than those tasteless waters," he retorted, seemingly unfazed by Megumi's concern.

"Water makes you hydrated, while boba tea makes you dehydrated," Megumi countered, growing annoyed at how Satoru's sweet tooth seemed to cloud his understanding of the importance of water.

Meanwhile, you stared at the boba tea in your hand, a smile spreading across your face as you took a sip, savoring the sweetness of the drink and the thoughtfulness behind Satoru's gesture.

It makes you fall even more

A week later, after completing another mission, you found yourself sitting in Shoko's clinic, getting your wounds treated. As Shoko tended to your injuries, your phone chimed with a notification from Satoru, asking if you had finished the mission and suggesting going for a drink afterward. Unconsciously, a smile crept onto your face, catching Shoko's attention.

"You're smiling again," she observed, her tone playful as she noticed the subtle change in your expression.

Your face flushed with embarrassment as you fumbled with your phone, attempting to shut off the notification. "Y-you didn't see anything!" You stuttered out, cheeks burning with embarrassment.

Shoko sighed knowingly. "Does he know?" she asked, sensing the underlying tension.

You sighed, avoiding Shoko's gaze as you stared at the ground. "No," You admitted softly, feeling a bit sad at keeping your feelings hidden from Satoru.

"He'll never know if you won't confess," Shoko urged gently, her voice filled with empathy.

Frustrated, you let out a sigh. "So what if I confess? I'll just add to his burden of having to protect me when he's already tasked with protecting the world from the stupid curses roaming around," you replied, your frustration evident in your tone.

After finishing cleaning and healing your wound, Shoko took off her gloves and offered you some insightful advice. "You always think about the bad side. Why not consider the good side? Wouldn't it be better to go on dates with him, to have him follow you around because he missed you?" she suggested, her words laced with wisdom.

She then reached for a cigarette, lighting it up before taking a puff. As you sighed, her words lingered in your mind, prompting you to imagine what it would be like to be in a relationship with Satoru Gojo, the strongest sorcerer.

"I-I would love that," you confessed, your face flushing at the mere thought of such a scenario.

"As much as you think of those bad sides, all I'm saying to you is that Satoru will never make you feel like you're a burden to him," Shoko reassured you, her voice firm and reassuring.

Before you could respond, Shoko shushed you and hurriedly ushered you towards the door, practically pushing you out of the clinic, leaving you dumbfounded by her abruptness.

Checking the time on your phone, you realized it was still early, so you decided to head back to your dorm and change clothes to at least look presentable for whatever the rest of the day might hold.

A few hours later, after you had changed into more presentable clothes, you mustered up the courage to message Satoru, asking where to meet. He replied promptly, instructing you to meet him at his apartment and providing directions.

Curiosity piqued, and you found yourself standing outside his apartment building, hands sweating and heart pounding with nervous anticipation. Taking a deep breath, you knocked on the door and waited anxiously for Satoru to answer.

As you raised your hand to knock, the door swung open, revealing a shirtless Satoru, his white hair still damp as he dried it with a towel. Your eyes widened in surprise, and you felt your cheeks flush crimson. Quickly, you covered your face with your hands in embarrassment.

"You should have warned me that you were shirtless!" you exclaimed, your voice betraying your embarrassment.

Satoru looked unfazed by your reaction. "Oh, my phone was charging in the other room, so I forgot," he replied casually, seemingly unconcerned about your blushing state.

Satoru let you inside as you hurriedly headed to his living room and sat on the couch. You finished taking a deep breath and calmed yourself before you looked around to observe his place, after all, it was your first time here.

Satoru came to the living room wearing already a shirt and alcohol in his hand that looked like an imported one.

He placed the shot glass and alcohol on his coffee table before he sat in the other chair beside you. “That looks like a strong drink. Where did you buy it?” You asked. “In America when I was on a business trip a couple of months ago, I had been planning to drink that but I didn't like to drink it alone so I tagged you along” he explained. His hands held onto the alcohol, opening the cap before he poured it into the shot glass.

“Lady’s first?” He teased, “Well if you insist,” you told him with a smile, taking the shot glass out of his hand as you quickly drank.

“Slow down, you’ll get drunk sooner than you expected,” Satoru said with a light-hearted chuckle.

He was right, you suddenly felt burning in your heart but you can't shake off the thought of Satoru being shirtless earlier.

You poured alcohol into the glass and offered it to him. “It's your turn now dummy,” You told him while feeling slightly light-headed.

Satoru only grinned, taking the glass out of your hand, and drank the alcohol with no problem.

“It seems like your apartment doesn't have that much furniture” You spoke, sparking a conversation between you two.

“Oh that, I rarely come here” Satoru simply replied.

“Really?”

“Yeah, I’m more used to sleeping at the dorms in the school.” He poured another, passing the glass to you. “You're more used to sleeping there than in this apartment that has like amazing view from the city at night?” You asked again.

“I don't like how lonely it is to be here alone, I’d rather sleep in the dorm knowing everyone I know is there.”

Is that so…

You thought, hand quickly grabbing the glass and gulping it.

“But why did you invite me here instead of the dorm? We could have just drank there instead” You wiped your mouth as you looked at him with that curious look.

“I don't know,” Satoru teasingly said, his legs spread wide with a smirk plastered on his face.

He finds your question amusing.

Your conversation with Satoru went on as the passing of the glass containing alcohol continued until you threw your head back, hand quickly massaging your forehead.

“Feeling drunk already?” He asked, you nodded lightly.

“I feel like I can't face what will happen in Shibuya next month” You suddenly spoke about the mission next month.

Satoru froze in his seat, concern etched into his features. "Why do you think so?" he asked carefully, his tone gentle.

"Maybe because this is more dangerous than the usual mission? To the point that all the sorcerers are alerted to be there," you explained, your voice tinged with unease.

"Are you scared?" he inquired softly, his eyes searching yours for any sign of distress.

You nodded, feeling a lump form in your throat. "Yes, yes I'm scared that I might lose you there," you confessed, a hiccup escaping your lips as tears threatened to spill.

"Why do you think you might lose me?" Satoru asked, his voice barely above a whisper, his concern visible.

"I don't know," you replied softly, shaking your head. "I just feel it.”

As Satoru was about to respond to your confession, you glanced at the clock and realized with a start that it was already 1 am. Panic surged through you, and you scrambled to get up from the couch, frantically rambling about how late it was and how you needed to head back to the dorm.

However, the alcohol in your system made you unsteady on your feet, and you nearly stumbled and fell. Just in time, Satoru reached out and caught you, steadying you with a firm grip.

"Whoa there, take it easy," he said calmly, his voice cutting through your panicked ramblings. "You're in no condition to go anywhere right now."

You tried to protest, but Satoru gently scooped you up into his arms, effortlessly carrying you in a bridal carry. Despite your feeble protests, he walked upstairs to his room, his steps steady and sure.

You felt a mix of embarrassment and gratitude as he carried you, your heart pounding with each step. Reluctantly, you settled against his chest, realizing that you were in no condition to argue.

As he laid you down on his bed, you couldn't help but feel a sense of warmth and comfort wash over you, despite the chaotic whirlwind of emotions swirling inside your head.

As Satoru made to leave you alone in his room, you reached out and grabbed onto his wrist, your words slurred from the effects of the alcohol. "D-don't leave," you stuttered out, your voice barely above a whisper.

Satoru turned back to you, his expression softening as he looked down at you. A gentle smile tugged at the corners of his lips, and he sat down at the edge of the bed, his gaze warm and reassuring.

"Okay," he replied softly, his voice tender.

"I will not leave." He added.

As Satoru sat at the edge of the bed, you couldn't help but notice how his sapphire eyes shone against the darkness of his room. That's when you realize he wasn't wearing anything to protect them since earlier when he opened the door for you, not even his blindfold or sunglasses. His eyes, usually hidden behind some form of protection, were now fully exposed, radiating a mesmerizing brilliance.

"W-wouldn't your eyes hurt?" you asked softly, your words slurred from the alcohol.

Satoru hummed in confusion at your question. "Since you're not wearing your blindfold or the glasses," you clarified, gesturing to his bare eyes with a shaky hand.

Satoru chuckled softly, touched by your concern even in your intoxicated state. His hand moved to gently hold your cheek, his touch warm and comforting.

"It's fine, it doesn't hurt that much," he reassured you, his voice gentle as he looked into your eyes with a soft smile.

You felt a wave of relief wash over you at his words, grateful for his reassurance and the warmth of his touch. Despite the haze of alcohol clouding your thoughts, you couldn't help but feel a sense of comfort in his presence.

Satoru pulled his hand back gently, suggesting that it was time for you to go to sleep. However, you suddenly spoke up, your words slurred from the alcohol. "11 years ago... was when I first met you," you said, followed by a hiccup.

Satoru looked at you with curiosity, but he allowed you to continue.

"I always thought you were that arrogant, nuisance bastard who only cared to feed his ego, but I was wrong," you confessed, your words surprisingly coherent despite your intoxicated state.

Satoru's amusement flickered across his features as he listened intently.

"I was wrong because the first time I saw you alone at the training area, I saw how you never had that usual arrogant face, but instead something that shocked me," you continued, your voice growing softer as memories flooded back to you.

Satoru listened intently as you spoke, his expression softening with each word.

"What shocked you?" he asked gently, his curiosity evident.

You took a moment to gather your thoughts before responding, your voice filled with sincerity. "You had those unexplainable expressions that I couldn't understand—soft? Or maybe tired," you explained, recalling the glimpses of vulnerability you had seen in him over the years. "Shoko once told me how your clan always put pressure on you because you inherited the techniques..."

You paused, then reached out to take Satoru's hand in yours, the warmth of his touch comforting. "That's when I knew I wanted to comfort you, and I want to let you know that you can always open up to me," you added earnestly. "I hate it when you just cope with them on your own.”

Satoru felt his heart skip a beat as he processed your words.

"I know, you're drunk right now and I want you to take a sleep now, we can talk about this another time-”

"I love you," you declared, your words filled with raw emotion. "I don't care if I'm drunk or not, but I fucking love you that I can't help but smile like a fool whenever you're in my sight."

Satoru's mind raced as he struggled to find the right words to respond to your confession. He felt a surge of warmth and affection for you, but he also knew the weight of your words and the vulnerability they carried.

Taking a deep breath, Satoru reached out and gently brushed a tear from your cheek. "Thank you for being so honest with me," he replied softly, his voice filled with warmth and sincerity. "I need some time to process this, but I promise we'll talk about it when you're sober. For now, let's focus on getting you some rest.”

He leaned in and gently kissed your forehead, his heart heavy with emotions as he contemplated the depth of your feelings for him.

You looked up at Satoru with a pleading gaze after he placed a gentle kiss on your forehead. "You promised?" You asked, voice filled with vulnerability, your eyes resembling those of a puppy seeking reassurance.

Satoru chuckled softly at the sight, nodding in response. "I promise," he affirmed, his heart swelling with affection for the vulnerable yet determined person before him. "Now, get some sleep."

Not long after, you drifted off into a peaceful slumber, your breaths evening out into light snores. As Satoru adjusted the blanket, his eyes darkened when he noticed the bandages wrapped around your wrist and stomach.

It was clear that you had sought treatment for your injuries from Shoko before coming to his apartment, a realization that filled him with a mixture of concern and admiration for their resilience.

Satoru stood up from the edge of the bed and made his way to the door, pausing for a moment to glance back at you one last time.

Instead of addressing your drunken confession directly, he decided to give you space and time to process it on your own.

With a soft sigh, he resolved to wait for you to realize and make the move to talk with him when you were ready. With a final, lingering look, he closed the door behind him, leaving you to rest peacefully in the dimly lit room.

As the week passed, the memory of the drunken night with Satoru faded into a haze for you. All you could recall was waking up alone in a bed that you assumed belonged to him, feeling a pang of embarrassment for getting drunk and you felt you were unable to face him as you rushed to get out of his apartment.

Despite your worries, Satoru continued to be his usual self, his goofy and teasing nature shining through as he interacted with his students. Surprisingly, he didn't ignore you or act any differently towards you, as if the events of that night had never happened.

It left you feeling relieved yet puzzled, wondering if you had somehow managed to keep your embarrassing feelings hidden or if Satoru knew about them but simply chose to overlook them for the sake of maintaining your friendship. Either way, you couldn't help but feel grateful for his continued presence in your life.

With the big mission in Shibuya drawing near, you and Maki found yourselves at the training area, immersed in a rigorous combat battle.

As the stakes heightened in anticipation of the mission, every moment spent sharpening your skills alongside Maki, known for her formidable combat prowess, became invaluable.

After engaging in intense sparring, you found yourself on the ground, Maki's stick pointed at your neck with a victorious smirk on her face. "I win," she declared triumphantly. Sighing in defeat, you accepted her help to rise back to your feet, grateful for the opportunity to learn from her expertise.

As you both headed to take a well-deserved break, Maki's keen eyes caught sight of a boba tea beside a sticky note with your name on it, sparking curiosity and intrigue in both of you.

What's this?" she asked when she took the note and holding up for you to see. You took it from her and read the message, feeling a flutter of surprise and warmth in your chest as you recognized Satoru's handwriting.

"It's from Satoru," you explained, a smile tugging at the corners of your lips. "Looks like he brought me a boba tea.”

For the past week, you had been experiencing a curious phenomenon: after every training session, you would find a mysterious boba tea waiting for you, accompanied by a note from Satoru.

Despite Megumi or Kugisaki's admonitions about drinking sugary beverages after training instead of water, you couldn't resist the temptation of the sweet treat.

Despite their scoldings, you ignored their concerns and indulged in the boba tea with a smile plastered on your face.

There was something comforting about the gesture from Satoru, and the sugary drink seemed to lift your spirits after the long torture of training.

Despite the passing days filled with interactions with Satoru, training sessions, and teaching the students, you couldn't shake off the lingering sense of dread as October 31st drew nearer.

The closer it got, the more familiar feelings of fear and uneasiness crept back into your mind.

Before you knew it, October 31st had arrived, casting a shadow of uncertainty over the day ahead.

Despite your attempts to push aside your fears, the date seemed to loom ominously, reminding you of the looming danger that awaited the Shibuya mission.

As the last of the sorcerers left the meeting room, you waited anxiously until only Satoru remained. Summoning all your courage, you stepped forward and stopped him just as he was about to leave.

"Satoru," you called out, your voice tinged with anxiety. He turned his head towards you, responding with a nonchalant hum.

"Can we talk first?" you asked tentatively, your heart pounding in your chest. Satoru glanced around briefly before nodding in agreement, taking a step back to close the door of the meeting room behind him.

Satoru took a seat at the top of the desk, his arms crossed as he watched you intently. You stood in front of him, fiddling with your fingers nervously, struggling to find the right words to say. The weight of the impending conversation hung heavy in the air, tension crackling between you as you gathered your thoughts.

"Uhmm," you began tentatively, feeling the weight of the words on the tip of your tongue. Satoru could sense where the conversation was heading, and he let out a sigh before speaking.

"Don't be scared, it's just me," he reassured you with a light-hearted chuckle, hoping to ease your nerves.

You smiled in return, grateful for his attempt to lighten the mood, and continued, "I know if I said this, our friendship might go to waste but uhm..." Your voice trailed off, the gravity of the moment sinking in as you prepared to finally voice your feelings.

As you gathered your courage to continue, Satoru's expression softened, and he spoke before you could. "I think I know what you're about to say," he said gently, his eyes meeting yours with a depth of understanding.

Before you could respond, he reached out, gently taking your hand in his. "I've been feeling the same way," he confessed, his voice barely above a whisper but filled with sincerity.

You blinked in surprise, caught off guard by his perceptiveness. "How did you know I have feelings for you?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper, your heart racing with anticipation.

Satoru flashed you a playful grin, his usual goofiness returning. "Magic," he replied with a chuckle, clearly enjoying teasing you.

You couldn't help but roll your eyes at his response, feeling a mix of annoyance and embarrassment.

Pulling your hand back, you lightly slapped him on the shoulder, pretending to be irritated. Satoru let out a playful whine, exaggerating the pain as he rubbed his shoulder.

But beneath your playful exchange, your face burned red with embarrassment at the thought of Satoru possibly knowing about your feelings since the time you two drank together.

As Satoru noticed your face glowing red with embarrassment, he gently took your wrist and pulled you into a warm embrace.

"You think it was just you having those feelings? Well, surprise surprise, I have too since 11 years ago," he admitted, his voice soft and sincere.

You were taken aback by his confession, your heart skipping a beat at the revelation. Quickly composing yourself, you placed your hands on his chest, pulling back slightly to meet his gaze. "11 years ago? But you weren't even talking to me when I was introduced to you and Shoko," you pointed out, puzzled by his revelation.

Satoru grinned mischievously as he spoke, "Well, maybe I was just one of those angsty teens who couldn't express their feelings?" The way he said it earned a laugh from you, and soon he joined in, the tension of the moment melting away into shared laughter.

The realization that both of you had harbored feelings for each other for so long filled the air with a sense of warmth and understanding, strengthening the bond between you.

In that moment, any worries or uncertainties about confessing your feelings faded into the background, replaced by a newfound sense of joy and connection.

As the moment of happiness began to fade, Satoru's reminder of the impending Shibuya mission brought back a wave of fear and uncertainty. "We need to go," he said, his voice tinged with a solemn tone.

Unable to contain your fears any longer, you confessed, "I don't know why, but I really feel like I'm going to lose you." The words hung heavy in the air, the weight of your anxiety palpable.

Satoru sighed, his hands cupping your cheeks gently as he looked into your eyes with unwavering determination. "You won't," he assured you, his voice filled with conviction.

"Before you know it, I'll come back with that victory grin and, of course, with kisses. I promise." With that, he planted a tender kiss on your forehead, his gesture offering comfort and reassurance in the face of uncertainty.

You smiled a little but still felt scared inside. Satoru got up and went to the door. You followed him, but that was a mistake.

Before you knew it, things escalated real quick…

“Nanamin, are you there!!” You turned around after patrolling the place, your eyes lightened up when hearing Itadori’s voice, and were about to head to where he was when the next thing he said made you stop.

“Gojo-sensei… was sealed!” Your eyes widened and you felt like the world stopped. Your hands went numb making you drop your weapon.

fuck no…

You turned around and quickly ran to find Satoru.

Fuck promises.

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-I love steam trains <33

-My current manga collection consists of all tokyo ghoul, tokyo ghoul:re, volumes 1-17 of mtp, 1 tpn, 1 Mr villains day off, all death note, 2 jjk

-I'm stereotypically english, in a sickly victorian child kind of way

-my favourite animals are giraffes and crows

-when I was younger I really wanted to be an author, but I haven't written anything substantial for a good while, aside from assignments

-growing up I developed an obsession with poisons and diseases that was pretty cool

-chat I love trains

-I'm awful at all sport, but I do aerial hoop and silks, and i love swimming

-I love forests so much

-I play piano (~grade 3-4), but I've been meaning to learn electric guitar

-My spice tolerance (in a metaphorical and literal sense) is negative (stories or food)

-My MBTI is enfp (tragically the same as Shinji from nge)

-I'm a yapper :(

-I'm planning to make an oc masterlist soon!

#asks are open #sfw interaction only #intro post

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goddess-of-bubblegum · 7 months ago

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Hate annons? Really hon? [Aka my opinion with new evidence] (y'all might need a snack for this)

okay, mod speaking. So. I know I said I didn't want any drama on this blog.

BUT THE MOMENT I FOUND OUT MY FRIEND WAS STILL GETTING HATE ANNONS , IM GOING FULL ON DETECTIVE MODE!

This post is about @/unhinged-waterlilly, and oooh boy am I going to be getting so much hate for this. But. I am fine with hate asks. Just don't be a coward and don't put annon on. I am a minor, and if you decide to harass me about helping a friend, here we go.

My points against her:

1 she sent, and still sends hate annons (which hurts his mental health)

2 she accused jacks bf (freddy) as being fake

So. I saw a post a while back where "lily" said things about the jack situation, and I thought it was fair. UNTIL I REACHED THE PART WHERE SHE SAID THAT JACK DIDN'T DESERVE ANYTHING HE HAS look, I know that he hurt you with the AU , it hurt me too, but going so far to say that he doesn't deserve anything he has??? That's petty and mean.

Not to mention that he was in a shit mental state at the time he made the AU. Which obviously does not excuse anything, but it atleast explains it.

also, onto evidence number 1:

HATE ANNONS;

Now, this is just one of 3 hate annons Jack got this week. Yes, Jack is aware that he has hurt people, yes he is actively striving to better, so sending these hate annons won't help Jack not being , and I quote : "a depressed little attention seeking bitch" he has owned up to his mistakes, and I've advised him to put the explanation on his blog. And since he is try I ng to be better, he is focusing on himself, his mental health, and moving on.

BECAUSE MOVING ON IS HEALTHY

Me and jacks others moots are aware that no one forgot what he did , that he hurt people. But all that you can achieve by hurting him is a short adrenaline rush, that won't be worth it coke a few days. He is actively trying to become a better person

ALSO I am aware that since this is an annon, it's hard to prove this was actually lilly. But if you were to compare this to her other posts about Jack, you'd see it is very close.

Numero 2

ACUSSING FREDDY OF BEING FAKE:

There were multiple posts accusing Freddy, jacks bf, of not being a real person. Now. All of jacks moots know he is real, due to Jack making posts about him, and him telling us about him and what happened. And honestly? It's plausible that Freddy knew how to use tumblr , because it only took me a day to figure it out

Okay, and now this:

okay, let me get this straight. What jack did was wrong. We all agree on that , including Jack. But he was in a shit mental state while doing it, and he wasn't thinking clearly. Jack is trying to improve, Jack is trying to better himself, Jack is moving on and like a few posts say we all should.

But we can't truly move on 'till Jack stops getting hate, till we apologise and understand and hear out, not necessarily forgive his actions

ALSO

From: @eligha-child-of-hades

A while ago when I recently started this account I got an ask with a link. The link led to @/unhinged-waterlily account and their intro post which had something about the MISTAKE that Jack made.

But with the ask, I didn't click it so I answered with a; ?

Bc I don't trust random links.

They sent another ask with the same link saying this exact thing; 'I suggest you read it. Better to know who you interact with.'

She says this, but she fails to inform others that she's hate bombing and hurting Jack.

Woukd you rather rp with someone whose trying to change? Or someone whi is causing someone more harm?

I'll be getting hate for this. I know I will be harassed and sent hate annons. But it will be worth it. If he can move on, but you can't, if you hold on to anger, and he doesn't.

Then aren't you also doing bad things?

@sillypuppetmeister @braydons-world @penelope-is-waiting @bast-the-best26 @reyna4ever @gaygirldoodles

#Can y'all tell I wanna be a lawyer or no?#;)#Sorry I really had to use humor for this

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l1ve-l4ugh-lov3craft · 1 month ago

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"That's not very Punk Rock of you"

Sup yall, it's Nico! Here with a new and improved intro post cos why not 🤘

I'm a certified they/them, but if other pronouns would be better for the bit, use those ;)

I got on this hellsite for magnus archives shit and malevolent shit, stayed for Legend of Zelda and Aneurin Barnard film shit, and now I roll with a lot of different fandoms but you'll find a lot of legend of zelda, disco elysium, and general gay shit

I'm just a sheet ghost irl, trust

if you're cool or in the process of trying to be cool you are welcome! if you're not and actually are a bigot or an asshole, you are not welcome. simple as that <3

my sibling irl is @secret-sageent they’re my home boy, my pal, my good time boy (gender neutral), my rotten soldier ��

#blog intro #intro post #nico's nonsense

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paulopc1234 · 3 months ago

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📜 Legacy of the Packs Challenge – The Sims 2

I love The Sims 2! It’s such a detailed game with so much to explore. One day, while watching YouTube, I came across something called Lepacy (I think that’s the name lol) for The Sims 3 from a YouTuber, and I really wanted to play it. But at the time, my game was lagging so much that I gave up. Nowadays, it runs better, but there’s still something preventing some mods from working, even the ones that used to work before. Anyway, back to the topic... lol. So I thought: What if I did this challenge in The Sims 2? Since it has its own expansion packs, I figured it would work really well! I created some rules, researched the expansions, and came up with stories in the style of Not So Berry, because I love challenges with a good lore behind them lol. Initially, I posted the rules on ModTheSims, but looking at them now, I think the stories could be improved. So I decided to post the updates here! (Why not update them on ModTheSims?) I don’t know lol, I just felt like doing it here.

I recently reinstalled my game and lost my old save, which was already reaching the fifth generation (forgot to back it up, rip). Now I’m playing again and testing the challenge, so I’m not sure if some rules will be too hard in practice lol. But so far, it’s going well! At the time of this post, I’m heading into Generation 2 in this new game. I play with a lifespan similar to TS3 because I think 29 days is too short for any gameplay, so if you play without mods, this might make things a little harder lol (I think).

AH! One more thing! I won’t say I’m the creator of this challenge because someone has probably done something similar before. If it already exists and some rules are similar, that’s totally normal since we’re basing it on the game packs. Now that I’ve written this huge intro, let’s get to the rules! Happy simming!

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📝 General Challenge Rules

🔹 Content Unlocking: You can only use careers, objects, and clothing from new expansion packs when the heir of that generation is born. Until then, use only the content available from the packs you’ve unlocked.

🔹 Custom Content: Mods and custom content are allowed, as long as they don’t break the core rules of the challenge.

🔹 Moving to a New World: Some generations require moving to a different world, but this is optional. Feel free to adapt this rule to fit your gameplay.

🔹 Careers: Every heir must reach level 10 in their chosen career.

🔹 Cheats: Only necessary cheats are allowed (like resetsim or bug fixes). Overusing cheats can take the fun out of the challenge.

🔹 Make It Your Own!: The challenge should be fun! If a rule doesn’t make sense for your story, feel free to modify it and create a narrative that fits your playstyle.

🔹 (Extra) Memories & Photos: For a more immersive experience, take photos of your Sims during important moments (like graduations, weddings, and births) and create a family album! By the end of the challenge, you’ll have a visual timeline of your family’s journey.

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💰 Generation 1 - Base Game

The basics were never enough for you, but in early adulthood, you had no choice. With big ambitions, you want to reach the top of your career and provide a life of pure luxury for your children. However, a mistake from the past lingers in your memory: a marriage that became an obstacle to your dreams. Now, you’ve decided that love will never interfere with your professional journey again. Raising your children alone will be a challenge, but you’re willing to do whatever it takes to secure a prosperous future for them.

📍 World: Pleasantview, Strangetown, Veronaville, or a Custom World 🎯 Aspiration: Fortune 💼 Career: Business, Medicine, Military, Criminal, Law Enforcement, Politics, Science, Culinary, Athletic, or Slacker

✅ Rules:

Reach the top level of your career

Accumulate 30,000 simoleons in household funds

Have at least two biological children and adopt one child

Marry a coworker and divorce before discovering a pregnancy (or before they find out)

Raise all children alone, without remarrying, until they are teenagers

Have a romance during your journey

Reach level 10 in the Cooking skill

📚 Generation 2 - University Life

Growing up with an independent and successful mother, you felt inspired to follow in her footsteps. However, your journey takes you through university! Studying is your priority, but that doesn’t mean you'll be the type of student who spends all day locked in their room. After all, college life should be enjoyed to the fullest, right? Romance, parties, and friendships are all part of this unique experience before facing the dreaded adult world.

📍 World: Pleasantview, Strangetown, Veronaville, or a Custom World 🎯 Aspiration: Romance, Popularity, or Knowledge 💼 Career: Natural Scientist, Paranormal, Show Business, or Artist

✅ Rules:

Earn at least two scholarships

Maintain high grades throughout university

Reach level 10 in the Creativity skill

Have three romantic relationships during college

Join an academic secret society

Throw a big graduation party

Reach the top of your chosen career

Marry a fellow university student

🌙 Generation 3 - Nightlife

You were never a fan of rules and let alone studying. Since childhood, your parents tried to control your behavior, but your true passion has always been nightlife. While everyone at home was asleep, you would sneak out to parties, bars, and secret rendezvous! During one of these wild nights, something unexpected happens: an unplanned pregnancy. To avoid financial issues and child support, you decide to marry the baby’s other parent. However, fidelity was never your strong suit, and your free-spirited nature keeps you exploring new romances. But fate has a funny way of teaching lessons, and another unexpected surprise might just turn your life upside down.

📍 World: Downtown (via cheat), a Custom World, or any world from previous packs 🎯 Aspiration: Pleasure 💼 Career: Slacker

✅ Rules:

Meet your future child’s parent during a night out

Go on five dates with different Sims, with at least two being “Dream Dates”

Marry the Sim you had a child with before the baby is born

Have a child outside of marriage

Get divorced and never remarry

Successfully dine and dash at a restaurant

Have a negative relationship with a family member

Reach level 10 in the Charisma skill

(Optional) Befriend a vampire or become one

🛍️ Generation 4 - Open for Business

As a child, you found solace in stores, escaping from the chaos of your troubled home life. Seeing happy customers sparked an entrepreneurial dream within you. Now, your goal is to open your own business and make it a huge success! Unlike your parents, who failed to build a stable family, you want to marry young and create a harmonious home. However, beyond professional success, you also want to be actively present in your children's lives, teaching them all the things you never learned growing up.

📍 World: Custom or any world from previous packs 🎯 Aspiration: Family or Wealth 💼 Career: Must own a business, but may have a job if from the base game or university

✅ Rules:

Have a lemonade stand as a child

Be a high-achiever as a teenager

Own at least one 5-star business (you may own more)

Learn the Parenting skill

Teach all your children to walk, talk, and use the potty

Earn a gold medal in one of the following talents: Sales, Cash Register, Stocking, Cosmetology, Flower Arranging, Robotics, or Toy Making

Adopt at least one child

🐾 Generation 5 - Pets

Since childhood, your heart has always belonged to animals. If it were up to you, you would have taken in every abandoned pet in the world, but your home was already chaotic, and your parents set a strict limit: only one pet. Now that you have your own home, nothing stops you from welcoming as many paws as possible. You're in a stable relationship, and children were never part of your plans… but life has a funny way of surprising us. An unexpected pregnancy completely changes your fate. You’re not thrilled about it, and even after your baby is born, your heart still belongs to your pets. After all, a newborn can wait… but a hungry pet? Never!

📍 World: Custom or any world from previous packs 🎯 Aspiration: Knowledge 💼 Career: Business, Medicine, Own a Store (or a custom veterinary career)

✅ Rules:

Own at least one dog, cat, hamster, and bird

Marry someone in the Science or Medical career

Have only one biological child

Teach at least one command to each of your pets

Release one of your pets into the wild

Help one of your pets reach the top of any pet career

Reach level 10 in Logic and Cleaning skills

(Optional) Become a werewolf or befriend the leader of the pack

🌦️ Generation 6 - Seasons

You grew up feeling like you were never a priority. Your parents were always too busy with their scientific experiments and pets to truly care about you. This loneliness led you to find comfort in food, and nothing warms your heart like a good grilled cheese. When it was time to leave home, you slipped away so quietly that your parents barely noticed. With a suitcase full of dreams and your pet as your only companion, you move far away, searching for a fresh start. You long to find someone who truly loves you and to fully embrace every season—because this time, you want to be the main character of your own story.

📍 World: Colina Formosa, Custom, or any world from previous packs 🎯 Aspiration: Family or Grilled Cheese 💼 Career: Music, Law, Journalism, Education, Adventurer, or Athlete

✅ Rules:

Move with your pet to a different neighborhood or a house far from your parents

Fall in love with the first Sim you feel strong attraction toward (as an adult)

Go fishing every Sunday (can have a pond at home)

Earn a talent badge in Gardening or Fishing

Experience every season (play in the snow, rake leaves, etc.)

Join the Gardening Club

Grow your own garden

Reach level 10 in Cooking and Creativity skills

(Optional) Befriend a PlantSim or become one

✈️ Generation 7 - Bon Voyage

Since childhood, you dreamed of exploring the world, but your parents always kept you trapped at home. Whether out of fear of flying or simple attachment, they never allowed you to travel. But now that you’re an adult, nothing holds you back! You pack your bags and embark on the biggest adventure of your life. And who knows? Maybe you’ll find love along the way! With your suitcase always ready and adrenaline coursing through your veins, you dedicate yourself to discovering the unknown—exploring new cultures, uncovering stories, and… perhaps even falling into a forbidden romance in a faraway land.

📍 World: Custom or any previous pack world 🎯 Aspiration: Knowledge or Pleasure 💼 Career: Adventurer

✅ Rules:

Travel to each vacation destination at least once

Complete all 45 vacation memories

Have a romance with a native Sim from one of the trips

Adopt at least one child

Purchase a vacation home in one of the destinations

Plan a honeymoon

Reach level 10 in Body and Charisma skills

🎭 Generation 8 - Free Time

You were the star of your teenage years—popular, surrounded by friends, and always in the spotlight. But as you grew older, that confident person began to fade, and you realized your so-called "friends" had vanished. The abandonment left you with a suffocating fear of loneliness, pushing you to dive headfirst into hobbies. You long for children, but the thought of struggling to conceive terrifies you. To ensure you’ll never be alone, you choose adoption first. Marriage is another fear—you dread being left at the altar in front of everyone! Until you find the courage, you fill your days with hobbies, seeking joy in life’s little pleasures.

📍 World: Desiderata Valley, Custom, or any previous pack world 🎯 Aspiration: Popularity 💼 Career: Architecture, Dance, or Entertainment

✅ Rules:

Max out enthusiasm in one of these hobbies: Film & Literature, Arts & Crafts, or Music & Dance

Become a member of a hobby group

Earn a Talent Badge in Pottery or Sewing

Adopt two children before having a biological child (or before getting someone pregnant)

Subscribe to at least two hobby magazines

Only get married after adopting two children

Reach level 10 in Creativity, Cleaning, and Logic, plus level 5 in at least two other skills

🏙️ Generation 9 - Apartment Life

You’ve always believed in magic. While others laughed and called you a lunatic, you knew there was something greater out there, and you were determined to uncover it. As soon as you could, you moved into an apartment… but reality hit hard when you realized you couldn't afford it alone. Now, you share the rent with an unusual roommate, but who are you to judge? Between spells, broomsticks, and a butler who seems to know too much, you dive deep into the supernatural, determined to become a powerful spellcaster. And amid this whirlwind of discoveries, fate has a surprise in store: rekindling love with your childhood friend.

📍 World: Belladonna Cove, Custom, or any previous pack world 🎯 Aspiration: Knowledge 💼 Career: Paranormal

✅ Rules:

Live in an apartment

Have a roommate at some point in life

Hire a butler

Become a spellcaster

Max out your magic skill

Marry your childhood friend

Reach level 10 in Logic, Handiness, and Cooking

(Optional) Build a mansion for your family once you can afford it

Hope you enjoy playing! ❤️

#the sims 2 #ts2 #sims 2 #ts2 gameplay #ts2 lepacy #ts2 challenge #legacy challenge

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