#on both ends of that spectrum of emotion yk??

[algrenion]

favourite games

tldr; Disco Elysium made me feel hopeful about life - RDR2 triggered a deep but meaningful bout of depression in me

it's also weird bc like... you shouldn't feel this sad over the end of a video game, you know?

Disco Elysium is absolutely my favourite game like, ever? i've never felt the kinds of emotion and representation that i did before playing that game... but i didn't cry, when it ended... i expected the outcome i got, and that's genuinely, deeply unusual for me - i cry at the end of MOST games, maybe just because i become so invested in the story that i don't want it to end

Disco prepared me for was going to come about and made it something fun and humourous, but also beautiful in the end, regardless of how you play the game

it was one of the only video games i've played, got so invested in, and then not cried about when it ended, because everything felt worth it... it felt like i did something good, for the characters, and for the character i was playing

meanwhile RDR2 is... unforgiving? it seems almost better at points to play it as an absolute, irredeemable piece of shit, because there IS no chance of your character living the live they deserve if they work for it - he's stuck on a sinking ship of absolute despair, no matter what... there is no happy ending

it's like the polar opposite of Disco Elysium... in Disco you know at the end that you at least had an opportunity to make things right, no matter how fucked up you are - knowing you made people LAUGH is enough to make an entire playthrough worth it

in RDR2, you do your best over and over and over again, and then realise you were damned from the jump... nobody thanks you, everyone suspects you, everyone considers you vile....

in RDR2, you are LONELY....

and i really mean it when i say i don't think i've cried harder at the end of any piece of media than i did when i finished RDR2... after the horse, after Arthur... i cry hard, often, but i borderline screamed when it all happened

it's very polarizing

i can confidently say these are my two favourite games i've ever played

but the state of mind they leave you in is so different that it is actually bizarre... opposite ends of the spectrum if you're playing for a sense of hope

i could write on this for days i fear

[radskull-69]

meet Frank, the watermelon two face (literally) dude who is a total incel loser who is bullied cause he’s an asshole an deserves it.

each side of his face are kind of supposed to be in the opposite ends of the spectrum of emotion, but are still the same person so they have the same feelings and opinions yk?

like that right brain left brain shit from bo burnham.

it’s basically a weird birth defect, idk.

grew up with only his father, who is a toxic asshole. So growing up in a male dominated household was bound to give frank some toxic masculinity and internalised issues.

Basically, the right side of his face is the sensitive side that speaks what the heart doesn’t say, very emotional and is a huge simp omg. Kind of a pussy and represents that side most boys hide. He’s super cringe and says shit like ‘waifu’ and is a Gooner. He totally has anime figurines and body pillows.

left side is more angry and snaps a lot, doesn’t give a fuck who he offends. Kind of the guard dog of the body and hates everyone and everything, is a huge incel and is the reason why no one likes him. Has a more morbid personality and represents the tough guy facade while also being the intrusive thoughts everyone also pushes away.

I think he’d own action figures of the guy ‘two face’ from dc.

each side controls a arm an leg on their side.

both like to watch gore videos, right side just doesn’t like to admit it and feels ashamed, left side enjoys it and often has thoughts of killing those who piss him off.

these two sides do NOT balance eachother out, they’re so chaotic.

I’m gonna give him braces too by, and either freckles or acne to look like watermelon seeds. I’ll give him a love interest later.

his first design that I made a few days ago is so ass..

[lover-of-mine]

I'm holding on to something the show wouldn't put eddie in the middle of buck and Tommy's date if they weren't thinking of buddie cause otherwise that's just cruel. Also would be hilarious if they make is similar to chenford but I doubt it cause buck isn't gonna be comfortable at all but it's a nice entertaining thought

Also side not, the show knew about bi buck yet they keep promoting with both Ryan and Oliver and having the whole I love you to the core and closer then ever shitshow that nearly broke us. That is pretty telling? Or is it the clown make up talking?

Okay, everything about Tommy and Buck getting together can be made about Eddie, even the conversation that they are having before the kiss, and Eddie is also brought up after the kiss, so, like, there has to be a reason why all Buck has to do now is take a good look at Eddie to be like oh! and have that realization about what he wants. I don't think they are gonna be making it something similar to chenford mostly because it seems like Tommy is paying for the dinner when Eddie shows up, so it's not like Eddie and Marisol are gonna sit down with them, and also it seems like Buck is gonna hide the fact that the thing with Tommy was a date at least for a little while and he looks uncomfortable, so I don't see them playing it that way, I think it's gonna be something else to keep the "triangle" going, because they keep putting the 3 of them in a triangle shape and it is absolutely insane that Eddie is gonna be attached to the first kiss and the first date for Buck and Tommy. And, well, the clown makeup is tattooed at this point, bi Buck puts us at least halfway there on the way to buddie canon. Buck needs to learn to love himself and I think that's the point of it all here, I think Tommy is just a catalyst, they wouldn't put that much focus on the way Buck and Eddie are going to be each other's most important relationship this season if it was going to be a triangle with Marisol in a tangent there. And honestly, to have them get closer and Buck settles into being bisexual and Eddie is Eddie, loving him unconditionally, and yk, this actually makes them work on their communication, is a nice set up for Eddie to figure out he's queer and then have them find their way to each other. I'm chilling, dude, kicked my chair back and I'm enjoying the ride. To be fair, I did go through all stages of grief multiple times in the past 18 hours, especially considering the fact that I haven't been able to sleep, I experienced the whole spectrum of human emotion, no cap, but in the end, the idea of making Buck bi and not giving us canon romantic buddie is laughable for me at the moment, bisexual Buck IS a step in the right direction, no matter how Buck got to the realization, so yeah, I think it's pretty telling. This is happening, guys, there's no way it isn't.

[d3ardaughter]

Dumping some OMORI he's! First up, Sunny!

- Sunny is pretty delayed mentally due to reverting to childhood as such as a coping mechanism as well as the delay of being home for four years after Mari's death when he was 12 just sleeping and doing the bare minimum to care for himself alongside the neglect from his mother so alongside physical growth he is mentally stunted. mentally for a while, he is 12

- Kel is usually the one being told he stinks/hj but you know it bad when Kel is shoving Sunny to shower or something because of how long he's neglected himself people don't wanna talk about how long you neglect themselves with depression and stuff and how bad it is I think he rarely bathed during those four years and the trauma heightened everything too so that near drowning experience before made him just not wanna be in water too and just some sensory related issues with water

- he has very sensitive hearing and tons of sensory issues He gets overstimulated easily and it is a whole mess because he can't express himself well

- he's autistic and selectively mute adhd too

- he uses sign language alongside just physical contact and stuff and or communication cards and just writing stuff

- Sunny goes non-verbal even if it's not stressful but it's just a big thing and all or a stressor he reverts

- still childish due to the lack of aging mentally and just trying to keep it the way it was before per se And is also on the late developmental spectrum of autism

- he said his first words p late at 3-4 and it was "Mari" but Sunny had a bit of a speech impediment so speech therapy and it was "mawi" for ages

- he's Japanese & Korean English he speaks both but he had difficulties in learning someKorean was mainly at home and English outside but

- yk the raw steak and all thing? That is no longer his favorite food it makes him sick

- Sunny used to wear Mari's clothes a lot whether or not they were old He likes skirts in general a lot The cotton flowy ones because they aren't restricting

- Sunny's voice is developed well due to lack of speech so it hurts to speak at times and it's just raspy and all his baby face does not go with the deep quiet voice he has

- Sunny's bi and he had a crush on Aubrey as implied in canon and also Basil

- he has a collection of stuffed animals and blankets that he's piled on his bed the only thing is it's not messy like you'd expect it's meticulously organized was his side of the room and Mari's was a "mess" but she knew where everything was

- Sunny tends to mimic people a lot especially those he is close with like Mari for example

- After the good ending, Sunny grows his hair out to be like Mari's. Unlike before when he hadn't realized how long it'd grown in the past and had to cut it from sheer panic

- artistic v much so that he likes to draw and write shit but most of it will never see the light of day despite the horrifyingly good detailed nightmare fuel he wants hero to hang up on the fridge

- Mari and Hero's nickname for him is "Sunshine"

- Mari named Sunny because he straight up was a nameless baby for ages and she called him Sunny and he stuck

- Sunny sounds sarcastic and dry and all in everything even when he isn't and it's almost Mirroring Mari's issues in sounding rude and not genuine so they both have to overcompensate

- Sunny has RSD.

- severe separation anxiety

- I think he is still kinda religious he believes in god but that's about it especially because it kinda got shoved down his and Mari's throats as kids he stuck to it but Mari drifted away really

- Sunny is just really dense romantically to for any of the ships the others just have to yank him and say it straight up for him to realize hey, something there

- He doesn't register any flirting or sarcasm

- v sensitive but he just wasn't raised to think it safe to cry or put it out there he was very emotional when he was little and it was overwhelming with no outlet

- high sympathy autistic actually and it a probably meanwhile Maris low empathy autistic

- Sunny becomes a tattoo artist as an adult in the good ending

- Sunny doesn't register flirting or is good at it but he can be kinda bold about things without thinking about it and he catches everyone off guard

- Sunny is very clumsy

- he's anemic so that and being a klutz result in so many Hero questions about him and he's like?? I don't know where that bruise is from

- he was a preemie (born prematurely) so more stunted growth too

- v sick kid all of the time

- woo pulmonary fibrosis

- iron deficiency squad member/HJ

- Sunny is very sarcastic as a person and he doesn't even realize it either but at the same time he is somewhat aware he will get punched if you allow him to say what he wants most of the time He says something so out of pocket and promptly stops verbalizing anything

- Sunny's knife is his emotional support, he snatched it from Hero & Kel's kitchen so when Kel takes it from him he realizes that was the missing knife and is like?? "Why do you have our knife???"

- Mari & Hero would always Kiss injuries better for the younger kid and Sunny is convinced it still worked so Basil does it for Sunny's eye when sunny stabbed Aubrey he tried to do that to apologize and Aubrey was like "WHAT THE FUCK??"

- Sunny has a scar where his eye was stabbed He goes between just with his eye/socket or just an eyepatch too

- has to wear sunscreen just to go outside or else he will just be burned. (It's good to protect yourself anyway) but Sunny is just so pale and sensitive skin and Mari always ingrained it into him to lather sunscreen to go outside

- Sunny is hard of hearing

- he narrates himself whenever he's stressed

- so sunny isn't good at expressing himself and he got it from mimicking how Mari handles herself So when he can't verbalize his feelings and all and she isn't getting any the hints no matter what he resorted to throwing and breaking the violin as the I'm fed up to get her attention and it backfired because before she's find out the problem becomes she understood breaking things as a means id expressing because I see her having the issue as a kid and just she realizes it's not socially acceptable so its put more like Squeezing things and nails in her hands type thing but she just assumes sunny was doing it to make her made rather rhan expressing jt

The autistic to autistic communication is not communicating and Sunny wanted to verbalize it and react to the overwhelming emotions without hurting himself or someone else so he acted out on the violin but Mari, his safe space, getting so angry and for a skittish kid and sensitive one he felt threatened and was scared so it resulted in the shove

- He particularly mimics Mari a lot in general so they share a lot of habits and all because of the mimicking and just being family and close but she is his go-to if he has to mimic and he doesn't even realize he's doing it

Mari and everyone thought it was cute at first until Mari realized oh he's doing what I do

- I also think Mari & Sunny's parents weren't particularly good about dealing with Sunny selective mutism and also his neutral expression that was only ever changed when he cried or something and Sunny attempted to poorly

[withleeknow]

i'll be seeing xg + dpr!! we're seated pretty high up in stalls for both again prices were quite ridiculous(!) but it'll mean we're just vibing in our section + I'm especially stoked for dpr w/ all three boys performing 🤩 get the vip jen it'll truly be a once-in-a-lifetime experience 😈

honestly mood- I saw clips of different bst stages = we're talking sardines + i forgot to mention the demographics for skz was lowkey...eye-opening (ofc ik there's much younger stays but I'm talking 'they look like I could babysit them + had to be legally accompanied by their parents' kind of age) so the thought of jamming out where I accidentally elbow a kid in the face isn't appealing to me 🫡

that dorm life video! goodness im drawn to his personality like a moth to a flame + the constant whiplash is unreal bc we have rockstar x ceo x domestic husband then whatever this is: tinyurl.com/jxswyce there is no guarantee I'll be surviving madrid

ate: skz never fail lyrically but sonically it's so different (I'm a 5-star/noeasy girl) so it took multiple listens to really vibe w/ it but I think so far: ccb › mountains › twilight › runners › jjam = stray kids = i like it. there's a shameless clear divide 😅 - have you settled on your ranking yet? 👀 it's acc such a fun album to jam to + now have this mimo that's taken over my tl: tinyurl.com/3u8urrrn

i saw a video of people RUNNING literally fighting for their lives at the front and it just confirmed it that the stress is not worth it for me. but yeah i am always so 😦 whenever i'm reminded how young most of the fandom is. yesterday i came across a reel on ig of an 11-year-old calling chan her boyfriend and i was like.. haha ok 😭 i was so used to being a BABY on btsblr for the past 2+ years that it's just really weird to feel like a grandma here sometimes lol

ykw yesterday i just had a random thought about writing for him one day 🫢 just a thought, might happen, might not heheheh it would be fun to try that. but i def have to start consuming enha content and map out the terrains before we do anything lol. the squish !! i like ryan the most out of the line friends god i want that plushie 😭 the cuteness aggression at the end aksfkdj you're gonna be experiencing the entire spectrum of human emotions in madrid huh hehehehe

i am also a 5-star and noeasy gorl! 5-star is still my favorite, and 5-star!mimo will never be dethroned in my heart, chef's kiss <3 but yeah i totally agree. i like ATE and i'm really vibing with chk chk boom but overall i wasn't blown away™️ yk. after listening to it the whole day yesterday my current ranking is: chk chk boom > mountains > jjam / runners > twilight / i like it / stray kids. idk we're still trying to feel things out lol. but we still dig the album concept very much, i am kinda obsessed with the boom ver. with all of the inclusions. and this mimo !! and a hyunjin to match jesus fucking christ @.@ this woman was at a loss for words i definitely didn't think about a hyunho sandwich at all when i saw the pics

[3knecrotic]

Are we totally going to ignore the fact the entire point of his antagonism is not only intense voyeurism, which by societal standards Bad, but also his stealing of choice? The generally acceptable answer towards the human nature is no one is good or bad, morality is a spectrum and complex and not just black and white. This BaW thinking is what Kramer effectively runs off of, alongside his jigsaw values tm.

His nobility is cut when his insistence to change people "for the better" stems from a lack of control and is carried out against wills.

John Kramer could've gotten into infrastructure to help make more buildings for social work? Could've gotten Into social work (the kinds of people he can coach ranged from Lawrence to Amanda to Hoffman to more, all very different types of people), made inventions for accessibility, spread awareness about mental help so people change for the better Of their Own Volition yadda yadda yadda.

But no.

He is forcing people into near lethal scenarios whether they want to or not just so they can change. He is intentionally inducing a traumatic experience so the experience leaves you "better". It's very.. You're not teaching a child to behave when you beat it, you're teaching the child to be afraid of a behavior, if not multiple behaviors. Two different things fundamentally. Granted these behaviors are "bad", this bad label does not stop them from being. Yknow.

Human.

If John fully cared about a participant, the Option would be there. And a good mentor could coax the person Into Choosing said choice, not unlike trying to get a small child to eat something good for them that doesn't taste so great.

But no.

John Kramer had to be Genuinely Canonically ableist. Granted it's because a drug addict killed his unborn baby, but like. Bro. Just because a Single Addict hurt someone for the fix (which is sad in and of itself bc to a certain extent we know Cecil regrets the decision in both his actions of doubletaking over what he had done and also just the nature of drug addiction. I'm sure he would've been a much softer character if he wasn't. Put behind a fucking stand of Knives over his face. But yk.), doesn't mean Every Single Addict has No Concious or No will power to change At All intrinsically. But consistently we see this man treat drug addiction like its a "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" situation Exclusively, which is Actually how you get people to recover uhhh Slower??? Because you're FORCING them??? And forced activity won't provide long term emotional, behavioral, or mental benefit. Just long term strain for the person that isn't fully beneficial.

John cares about society as a whole, without caring about the individual. But how can you care about a society when society is just. The Grouping of those individuals you can't seem to care about? It's backwards and unethical for a plethora of reasons.

And the easiest examples of this are, intriguingly, Amanda and Cecilia. Tell me this. If Amanda was reborn from her iconic bear trap, does she go on to thrive? Or does she get retested again and again, alongside trauma, until she ends up Failing a test and dying for it? Or Cecilia. We see her left alone to die in that room, but let's be real. She had managed to scam SEVERAL CANCER PATIENTS, over the span of YEARS with a very methodical group she could just as easily replace. With the kind of heat Cecilia could pack in terms of skillset to even Do such a thing, do you REALLY HONESTLY thing she changed? Or do you think she'd Escape the emptying poison room and start from square one? She survived The Fucking Jigsaw. All Kramer did was exacerbate her ego and give her an escape room she can force herself out of anyways with enough effort.

Tbh I think his ableism was his nerf so people didn't romanticize him but the internet stops no one ig :x

Oh also Aba awooga

saw I trap: hey girlie! this guy is dead. but he has a key in his tummy!! could you get it out to save yourself??

saw traps II and up: preform brain surgery on yourself then eat your own arm then watch your wife be brutally murdered then melt all your skin off with this acid then kill 7 innocent bystanders. you have 45 seconds. now you'll think twice about taking antidepressants.

[butchjess]

I've been getting emotional about the idea that Liz and Jess COULD have been like Mr. Emerson and George... They're both single parents, eccentric, free-spirited, and a bit scatterbrained... But in the deepest way, they couldn't be more different. 😭

god...... its true they COULD have been good for each other okay they could have loved each other like mr. emerson and george did.... its like mr. george and liz are two opposites to the same spectrum, i mean liz possesses all of the qualities you listed that mr. emerson shares BUT. in the worst ways. shes unreliable and quick to anger and has a bad temper and can get VIOLENT at times and is, as showcased by the scenes w her and TJ in s5, VERY BAD at de-escalating fights and stopping further provocation. mr. emerson in contrast isnt ANY of these yk, he’s a calm mild-mannered guy thats quick to PASSION, not anger, and just as quick to apologize when he thinks he might’ve done wrong, and he’s very gentle w charlotte in the end, instead of being upset or mad.

idk i think in a world where liz was just. kinder and didn’t lose both her parents so young and maybe decided to stay single more... it would’ve been a lot better for her and jess both. they’re just so.... complicated. like she’s really quite horrible, and doesn’t seem to take accountability for what she put jess through or even really acknowledge it. the most she says is that jess was the one thing luke couldn’t fix for her, which is a terrible thing to say about your son in the first place but also very enlightening on what it is that separates her from mr. emerson. bc when mr. emerson asks lucy for help with george, it’s obvious that he already TRIED to help george see what purpose he had and that life wasn’t so sorrowful. he certainly isnt dropping george off on anybody's doorstep...

[lostjulys]

PSPSPSPSPSPSP OK OK OK. i warn u I am not in writing brain mode so this MAY be a lil all over the place BUT. I like 2 think abt aspects and their antitheses........

heart <--> mind

life <--> doom

hope <--> rage

time <--> space

breath <--> blood

void <--> light

like SOME of these r more obvious than others (i.e. heart and mind are very clearly opposites. feeling vs thinking, logic vs emotion) but some of them r a little more like... obscure?? not as obvious?? breath vs blood. both have the potential to be leaders but on totally opposite ends of the spectrum. blood focuses on brining everyone together, being that one connection/the rock. breath on the other hand is about individual freedom and discovering yourself, in turn becoming more confident in your abilities and leading by example and inspiring your team.

ON THAT NOTE a lot of the aspects are rlly similar when u think abt it !!! void and space both involve creation, bringing something out of what was once nothing (space dealing with location/size, void dealing more closely w the relationship between nothingness/creation). doom and time are EXTREMELY similar in terms of inevitability. it's VERY easy for a time player to fall into hopelessness at seeing so many doomed timelines, but on the other hand a particularly optimistic doom player could search to go against the futility of their aspect and fight to change the future.

MMMMMMMMM my brain is so full of aspect thoughts all the time

YEAAAHHH!!!!!!! YEAHH SHAKING U!!!! breath / blood is so so good imo.. like Yeah exactly what u said!!! i Think. for me at least. the three i kiindof. think. about switching around sometimes altho ik it's kind of different from fanon is

light <--> doom

void <--> hope

rage <--> life

BC. bc my reasoning is liek. light: seeing the future, but the *good* parts. basically. luck. understanding. etc. doom: seeing the *bad* parts of the future. fate. bad luck. understanding. etc. idk idk idk however i have spent like three hours today staring out the window thinking abt the ways in which theyre related fhFHDSHFSDFKfkfg.

void <--> hope. hmn. void is like. destruction. the unknown. finding comfort in the essence of nothing. whereas hope is like, the fucking incarnation of belief & imagination. they r like... two sides of the same coin imo? yk?

rage <--> life. rage is like... all about negative emotions, destroying things for the sake of better things- i feel like. a good rage player would be the equivalent of a controlled burn in a forest: controlled destruction for skaia's purposes. volatile etc. whereas life is all about. *protecting* life. being a healer. etc.

but YEAHHH yeah yeah. mmn. doom & time & light. they r so similar oh my gd. i feel like. if put in different sessions. a doom player & a time player & a light player could all be very very similar ppl yk. & void/space YEAH it is all about the essential nature of things babeyyyy....... being/ the absence of being r so fucking similar. space having the capability to create something out of nothing... it needs the nothing, yk? because if the nothing wasn't there, then the thing always was.!!! they and you couldn't have void without being like. an Absence.!!!!! (got fucking damnit ive been reading too much aristotle :/) anyway GDD u are SO CORRECT. shaking u bouncing around like an electron. thinking so many aspect thoughts with u.

[zafirosreverie]

i hope you don't mind me reaching out to you and your anons like this but i was wondering if someone here could help me in figuring out my sexuality

i like all genders, the whole dang spectrum, and i know that

i find a lot of people pretty and cute and think like "oh i wonder what it would be like to hug them and hold their hand" and ill be like i wonder if we would ever fall in love because im a romantic and love love

but im not sexually attracted to anyone? or haven't really been yet? if i think of being really in love and connected with someone than i feel like i would be attracted to them in that way but it just doesnt happen

also i hate the words "hot" and "sexy" and talking about that stuff casually because it makes me uncomfortable and the idea of one night stands sounds terrible to me

idk for the longest time ive oversexualized myself and put myself in those kinds of situations to try and like find that part of me but it just never clicked like it did with everyone else

even if i did end up getting to the point of liking someone that way i probably wouldnt want to do it much because it just isnt that appealing to do all the time

ive never actually had crushes before? ive found people pretty and stuff but i never wanted to be dating with them i more just wanted a really close relationship like cuddling and holding hands yk but didnt want romance

i do like people romantically though but esjkhkjshfckjhkjnr idk sorry for the rant but i didnt know who to ask

It's ok! I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to come here!

I don't use labels myself, and I don't intend to put any on you, I'll just give you some examples that could help, but of course, at the end of the day it is you who decide what you're comfortable with.

Aroace: is a term that refers to a individual who is both aromantic/aro-spec and asexual/ace-spec. Aroace can be used for any individual who identifies with both spectrums. Some aroaces may experience other forms of attraction that are neither romantic nor sexual, such as queerplatonic attraction, alterous attraction, or sensual attraction.

Asexual: is a sexual orientation defined by a lack of sexual attraction. Asexual experiences may also include: not wanting to have sex, not being interested in sex, not experiencing a sex drive/libido, or being repulsed by sex. They might also feel disconnected from the idea of sex.

Demisexual:  is a sexual orientation on the asexual spectrum defined as someone who does not experience sexual attraction until they have formed a deep emotional connection with someone. The connection can be romantic, platonic, or some other form of connection. What counts as a "close connection" can vary between demisexuals. Forming an emotional bond with someone does not mean that one is automatically attracted to said individual, as it just means there's now a possibility for one to feel attraction.

All these definitions are taken from: https://lgbta.fandom.com/wiki/LGBTA_Wiki

I hope this helps hon! 💕

[amazingphilza]

DSMP!OC HEADCANNONS

i dunno if ppl on here make dsmp!ocs for themselves outside art but here’s my long list of headcannons?? idk what to call this, but assume all names have c! before it ofc :]

,, this is kinda messy & probably has a lot of plot holes but i just needed a space to write out all my thoughts LOL

also cw / ment of manipulation & ib: dsmp wiki <3

character origin :

previous life was the l’mantree :D

allegedly planted by schlatt, we will never know who’s my canonical parent(s)

reborn as a dryad after niki burns the l’mantree

i think being a dryad would fit especially since they’re typically nymphs of oak trees :]

appearance :

my character’s mc skin has long light brown hair & is seen wearing a flower crown with petals that are around the color of a pale violet and navy blue

clothing would consist of black shoes & a long light grey sweater that falls down to the legs and covers most of the hands which adorned with 2 black stripes on the upper arms

lore / history :

since my past life was the l’mantree, i would’ve known the ins and outs of the history when l’manburg was still standing, up until niki burned the tree

after witnessing everything, i’d hold a grudge on niki (+ allies?) and loyal to wilbur since he’s the whole person that made a meaning of the land of l’manburg

however i’d still be on edge w any side because i could sympathize with everyone to some extent after seeing some sort of distress from everyone at some point

i think seeing both sides of the spectrum when l’manburg/manburg still stood could change my perspective of some other characters

but at the same time, not everything was completely centered in l’manburg so i wouldn’t know the whole story of everyone’s character

i’m currently writing this just after tommy has left the prison & mostly everyone is treating him differently, so i’d try to befriend him by not showing that i dont care about his past & trauma but also not being fully faithful about our friendship ahaha,,,

he seems like the type that needs someone to see through his past history but tommy would definitely disapprove of my character visiting dream at the prison (i would do it anyway :))

vowing my current life to wilbur, i would help dream escape to revive wilbur & follow along with their plans of chaos

i don’t fully support dream but he is the only way to wilbur, making me comply with dream’s decisions

“growing up” in my past life and witnessing endless conflict, it is the only thing i know and understand; chaos

but i think during the process of helping dream & wilbur i’d keep my connection with them secret, being the person to obtain all the inside information they need

i could see myself as a type of equilibrium like ranboo but in a bad way, i don’t know how to explain it

but i would try befriending ranboo since he seems like he is involved in many things and would know a lot, despite his short term memory

unfortunately i’m not sure how much his character actually knows since i haven’t been able to watch his pov that much but i’m sure there’s a lot in his memory book...

to blend in as a normal person within the rest of the characters, i’d surround myself with connor a lot

not only because he needs more lore, connor is one of the “normal” citizens of the smp so i believe being with him doesn’t bring as much attention to myself, unlike people that’s related to the egg and their noticeable features after associating themselves with the egg

he is currently only on bad terms with techno which is rly good when comparing that to other characters and their relationships with other people

connor could probably sense my real intentions eventually & tell everyone else that i’m not who i say i am but if that’s my flaw & my downfall is caused by connor, so be it! sorry dream & wilbur

i feel like for being a young dryad, i’d still fool around with dream/wilbur & help give tommy an small “advantage” to defeating the two ?

like yes i’m supposed to be on your side but where’s the fun if tommy can’t do anything to begin with?

i honestly don’t know if wilbur was revived he’d actually be his vassal but let’s assume that happens, but either way i’m with wilbur on his decisions

but ya dream seems like the type to punish me for helping tommy and send me to the afterlife to learn & become smarter like wilbur had done or smth

in the end, i just want to give tommy bits and pieces that tease him from ending all the wars and problems he has been faced with

like here’s some info about dream and wilbur but it won’t be no where close to enough

but who knows, ghostbur said ‘villains are just heroes that aren’t convinced yet’ & maybe tommy could eventually grow on me & change my ways,,

maybe me fooling around & teasing tommy with answers he’s been searching for is a way to mask that i want to be a good person

ok but imagine after knowing so much about dream/wilbur, the revive book, & the afterlife & then i switch sides,,,

surely if tommy can’t put and end to them, dream would make sure i’m gone for good instead

but also if me & connor are in good terms & he’s canonically a necromancer & can bring ppl back to life,,,,

personality :

to all besides dream & wilbur, i’d try to act passive and friendly on the outside to get on everyone’s good side

however under the mask i am more mischievous & strive to cause more problems for everyone on the server from the inside out

in a way, i’ve taken up some of dream’s manipulative personality but still very understanding

i’d like to think of my character as a good listener,, trying to do less talking than others so i do not open up about my true self and intentions

i’ve seen rumors about schlatt & mexican dream also being revived along with wilbur & i feel like i’d have some soft spot for schlatt & pick up a few things from his own character, not sure what though

schlatt planted l’mantree theory, dad!schlatt au part 2 !! /j

because of my character’s closed off and quiet personality, i feel like i’d be pretty analytical

i would know how to slip between the cracks with some characters & notice the smallest things to make them question themselves

maybe my character is good at holding their composure, and not that susceptible to being “emotional” in a way so it’s easier to face people

like i understand when a situation is sad, etc but i can’t show emotion towards how i feel about it (i don’t know if that makes sense but ya!)

i wanna try to elaborate more,, like imagine my character before tommy visits the prison, i would be unfazed from when i found out he died to the point he’s released and we find out he’s been revived

everything is a constant blur hehe

i just can’t fully process everything i guess? i dunno if that’s helpful but yeah!

in the end though, my moral compass has been very tainted; despite wanting to show my loyalty, it can be slightly easy to sway me, making me internally feel guilty to other people

but me trying to get on everyone’s good side to impress wilbur/dream to seem useful to them would ruin me before i would even realize that i’m another “pawn”

we know damn well dream is faking it till he “makes it” but yk,,

but i’d be stuck in this kind of dilemma of not knowing what thoughts are my own or just something trickled down from wilbur or dream

there’s like maybe something that clicks in my head like “maybe i wanna think for myself for once” or smth

like who am i really?

powers , bonuses , etc :

since dryads can technically manipulate plants in some ways, theoretically i could control the blood vines to some extent ???

i’m pretty sure dryads can communicate with plants so i could understand what the blood vines are saying as well

maybe i could get a good sense of what the egg is all about and stuff

assuming that i understood anything that was happening with the egg in the first place but anyway—

i guess similar to ranboo like how he can’t really be around water without some type of amour or something, it would make sense for me to primarily reside in a type a forest or be near one ?? who knows

seems a bit morbid in a way because of the whole history but if i can somehow easily get rid of the blood vines without it affecting me (if there is still some there) i think it would be kinda pretty to build a tree base in the middle of the l’manburg crator (iskall tease)

like it can show a sign of some rebirth, not the same government repeated once again but a new era in general

you know how you see like destruction years after it the disaster or smth happened and it gets all overgrown with plants and stuff? ya that’s what i’m going for in my head (mumbo jumbo s7 tease)

i know it’s covered in glass already but i dunno, some broken glass and a giant tree emerging from the whole thing and all the rubble seems cool

i’m not a good builder but i have the vision LMAO

omg puffy is like a sheep human hybrid im pretty sure & like there’s a specific type of dryad that are a protector of sheep & other animals?? i’m not exactly sure but that seems like an interesting element to incorporate somehow

also glatt randomly planting a oak sapling in quackity’s lore stream yes pls feed my nonexistent dsmp character lore /j

i honestly dunno how to incorporate the fact dryads can turn shapeshift into trees when trying to escape something but i read something that if a dryad stays in a tree form for too long they’ll forget who they are and stay stuck as a tree?? which like woah that’s cool & some material but at the same time what—

since everyone’s backstory is kinda a mess, mr beast parent tease bc he planted a bunch of trees /hj

i have realized wilbur saying like “the whole reason i built this nation is gone” & blowing up everything or whatever is kinda a plot hole in like ‘why would i follow wilbur if/when he’s revived when he said this?’ but i’d like to think he was the one that made some meaning of the area lmanburg was on, which includes the lmantree

like he was the one that started everything and created that sentiment of that land, and however he views it now is how i would see it now

he gave meaning to my past life and now in my current life, i feel this obligation to repay him for it

not really lore bc i think it was cc!tommy talking to cc!ranboo about his height & age when he first joined but yk it would funny to make my dsmp character than his just to slightly spite him anyway

canonically 6’4 dryad yes . /hj

also i have no idea anything about hannah and her lore but we do be flower buddies :D

also omg like this isn’t at all important but the way ranboo can pick up grass blocks will just have me at awe, i dunno seems in theme with the forest/plant stuff

and i remember reading like there was something about dryads and apples but i can’t remember but i’d give tommy a bunch of apples /hj

apples am i right chat,,,,,

i’ll just have infinite apples in my inventory, like kill me in game, not like losing lives kinda deal but just in general and boom stacks of apples

“bee i get you’re half tree but do you just poop apples out like they’re nothing??” “girls don’t poop” /j

ok but like no matter how many streams i watch i cant grasp where everything is but omg but no if i was new to the server & stuff, canonically & not, i would feel my character to be the curious kind to explore everywhere

like besides a mini tour from some other person in the server, since my character only knows things in the bounds of lmanburg, i’d go off exploring different places like pogtopia, the sewers, showchester, etc

i feel like my character would be really into history, like they would have questions about what happened to lmanburg after the last war? what was life like before wilbur? what was the whole history about the antarctic empire? i dunno but reading a bunch of books from a library seems really interesting

oh but in theory, me and tubbo are loosely related if you wanna count schlatt as my “dad” because he supposedly planted the lmantree ???

i mean could make sense but it seems like a stretch

also if my character ever got close to schlatt, i’m not sure if this is canon, but i swear one time he mentioned how the whole dsmp sever is just a game/server in a game & he’s the only one that knows that ??? but like imagine if i found that out canonically,,,,,

big existential crisis pls

and i’m not 100% sure how dryad shifting works with like going from female to tree form and stuff but if i’m able to morph into different girls on the server & act as them,,,, the about of problems that can cause in the lore omg

lemme frame niki real quick and get inside information /j

oh ya and like hey bee do you support the government then? yes but no. whatever my “fav” person is canonically (assuming this is based in the beginning of this whole hc) whatever wilbur thinks, i think. head empty. but subject to change as the dsmp storyline progresses and stuff :]

ngl i wanna throw in some like random lore that doesn’t make sense to throw people off but i can’t think of anything

not actually really lore related but my choice of stream music like how ranboo has his undertale stuff that makes everyone cry, i will have in love with a ghost

yup i like in love with a ghost sm & i’m pretty sure their music is like not dmca too which yay but yk theoretically never gonna stream on the dsmp but still a fun aspect to think of bc i love listening to music & it’s very impactful to a story & associating something to it makes it more meaningful :D

like i could imagine the chill pop lofi piano stuff fits witha few lore streams of like exploring the whole smp before my character would really go out with being this lost villain in a way?

tubbo’s gangnam style who?

like i feel like i made my character bad/evil so they could have potential to get better in the future

on one hand, i’ll end up w dream and/or wilbur for the rest of my life, which is okay but i could also switch to be with tommy or even disregard all of them and be with techno/phil or quackity & potentially schlatt even who knows

also i cant wait for more connor lore tho, like as much as i tried to make my character give him more content i wanna see how everything goes with him having connections to schlatt & stuff

anyway i would’ve made concept art for my character but i honestly don’t rly like my art currently but who knows LMAO

and lastly if u read all of this ily /p

i might update this later when there’s more lore but ya

[themilky-way]

and if you’re ever afraid, i’ll be there to hold you close {spencer reid}

pairing: spencer reid x fem!reader

summary: to love someone means to let them go. but how long until the pain of their absence becomes too much to bear? based on rosyln by bon iver.

warnings: this is champagne but without the cham. angst idk how much i’m not an angst connoisseur yet lol

author’s note: umm i wrote this one kind of differently and its quite short but i just based this one off of the personal emotions the song (linked above) makes me feel yk. also the title prolly doesn’t go w the content so don’t pay attention to that 🤡

———

the laws of the universe carried no handbook. there was no manual so as to perfectly guide an individual towards the right path. whatever they decided happened on their own accord, and the resulting emotions they received because of it was of their own mere negligence.

it’s true that one thing cannot exist without another. if you seek out the bright, warming rays of the sun, you will receive days worth of cold rain. and if your heart desires the most passionate connection unfathomable to mankind, there is a risk of losing it before you can even hold it in your hands. despite your hardest efforts to prevent it, and regardless of how many hours you’ve searched for guidance in the depths of the universe, the inevitable pain of heartbreak will make its way to you. there are places you may hide, new faces you can morph into, even names you can change, but it’s here. it exists at the same time as you just as much as it roamed in your past life. the rules of love do not hold the power to be understood in any other way besides experience. the most intelligent being cannot even begin to perceive its strength, and the one who tries to will cease to exist in failed attempts.

yet, there dwelled a possibility that it could one day be understood, that the effects of falling in love would not be counterbalanced with an aching heart. time, being as generous and patient as it was, had placed it in his soul. it was him who would ultimately outlive millennia’s worth of anguish, but what could it conceivably cost him?

such was the question gnawing at spencer reid, eating him alive from the inside out. he was unbeknownst to it, as he was with a greater number of things, but the pressure to figure out an answer-whatever answer-nearly pushed him to the edge. what is it i need to solve? he’d ask himself every night before turning off his lamp, and once more when it was time to fix himself his morning coffee. it was as if his mind had become a broken record, repeating the smallest of actions or words to see if he caught a glimpse of a hint.

spencer had been so busy looking for an answer he never realized it was already right in front of him. and it was gazing at him as profoundly as the waves of all seven seas, with a cup of coffee in one hand and a pen in the other. the answer was, in all its admirable glory, the most beautiful thing to exist. it called out for him in a way that made his skin fill with goosebumps at the sheer sound, made his words tumble over each other in an incoherent mess, made him want to thank a god he wasn’t sure he believed in. the answer was you.

at all times, a question hovered above you whenever you’d speak. it was to announce that you were the one thing the agent could never solve, an ambiguous mortal whose only purpose was to teach him how to cherish. your mission was not meant to secure your stay alongside him, but to leave once you taught him everything he needed to know, and the man was intelligent enough to know at least that.

this caused him to treasure the moments you both shared as if his life depended on it because frankly, it did. from the first ice cream sundae you ate side by side to the last dance that made him realize your assignment in this speck of a world was nearly due. his grip on your waist tightened-fingers taking a bit of your dress with it-and permitted his body to bring yours closer. it was all he would get in the end, the recollections of your scent and touch and just about everything you held. when the time came, your perfume wouldn’t fill his senses when you walked past his desk. your laugh would eventually become a distant sound echoing through the air around him, and it hit him then, as real as a punch to the stomach. you’d never pass him in the mornings anymore. every single trace of yourself would leave with your existence and there was no stopping it.

“aren’t you terrified?” your voice had been tiny, barely even audible. you hadn’t known what you meant by it, the spectrum of answers too infinite to choose from.

“why would i be?” spencer replied. why would he be, really? it had been written in the scriptures since the beginning of time, had it not? scripted that this would be his ultimate fate, the downfall that would destroy the purest pieces of his own self.

“i don’t know, we could’ve been…” you thought about it first, “…we could’ve been everything.”

indeed, cupid had been quite foolish, for as he did not shoot the right arrow. the god above, the universe, everything that lurked beyond understanding hadn’t given him the opportunity to live the rest of his humble years with the one he so admired. there was no sense of peace, no self-satisfaction at having learned how to love because what was the point of having done so if he couldn’t have you? yet, as spencer held you, a star with its light fading ever so gradually, he believed that if in this life you could’ve been everything, in the next one you already were.

[threeletterslife]

helloo it's me again, hehe. is it okay if I ask some tips on how to write the perfect ending for a story? I'm planning to make my story have a sad ending, but at the same time I want my readers to feel some sort of comfort afterwards?? It's sort of like Titanic, where Jack dies in the end but he and Rose reunite in paradise. sorry i make no sense jsjjs

hi!! of course it’s okay to ask for tips LOL that’s lowkey what i’m here for (:

sad endings are one of the harder endings to write because not only do you have to convince the READERS that this is the best ending for the characters but also you have to convince your CHARACTERS that the ending is basically what they deserve lol (the sad ending should NOT be sudden; you should be building up towards it from the beginning)

sad endings with comfort are even harder BECAUSE after basically making your reader drown in their own tears, you have to hand them a tissue (figuratively) and literally tell them ‘sike lol here’s some fluff to make up for that bloodbath’

and the way you’re going about that is great! if you want to offer comfort to the readers after a sad ending one of the best ways to do it is through reunition!!

here are some in-debt tips to go about writing a good ending for a story:

IN GENERAL/WARNINGS

OK SO THE ENDING OF EVERY STORY IS SO FUCKING IMPORTANT LIKE YOU CANNOT BS THROUGH THIS EVEN IF YOU TRIED

this is because the last thing the reader reads in your story will be your ending

it’s literally the last impression they will have of your writing AND the story

you need to make sure the ending STICKS

i will say this. a sad ending or a jarring ending (something that is not cliche, basically) will reside in your reader’s memories more than an ending that is commonly used in the ff world

warning: there is such thing as a common sad ending too, so beware of that

but i’m not saying common/cliche endings are bad. i’ll tell you later how to finesse one of those endings

endings should never be abrupt. that’s kind of a common mistake that i see a lot

most people writing a beautiful introduction. but then they get to the middle and don’t know what they’re doing. I’M TELLING YOU NOW THAT THE MIDDLE MAKES UP THE ENDING

whatever happens in the middle of the story SHOULD lead to the end

this means that either you write the middle WITH the end in mind, or you write the end WITH the middle in mind

SAD/BITTERSWEET ENDINGS

what constitutes as sad? think about that for a sec

what makes people sympathize with others?

i think knowing someone (like knowing what they’ve been through, their hardships, their likes, their dislikes, their journey) really helps me sympathize with them when someone bad happens

it’s human nature to care about others that we know well

so your goal should be to make sure your readers know your characters enough so when your characters are undergoing a crisis, (as bad as it sounds), the readers go through one as well

if the sad ending involves death, then what would the surviving characters think of it?? the key to getting the waterworks on in the audience is putting a big emphasis on the surviving characters’ reactions to the death of another character. if the other characters are heart-wrenchingly mourning the death, then chances are, the readers are too (humans mimic each other’s reactions lol)

if the sad ending involves a breakup, then the literal saddest way to end that is to use simplicity. a breakup is messy. it’s emotional. don’t decorate it too much with actions and physical descriptions. what makes a breakup sad is what the characters are feeling inside—not how horrible or disheveled they look in the state of the moment. (it’s even sadder when the characters seemed really compatible at the beginning of the story)

if the sad ending involves separation, i think there are two ways to go about with this. separation can be really fucking sad. (especially when it’s between two close friends.) in order to capture the depressing emotions, the characters should feel when that happens, you need to carefully describe why these characters must separate. then, you need to clarify their thoughts on the separation. they must separate because of this, and they would rather not leave each other, but they have no choice. it’s even better to talk about their empty futures without each other

the other ending with separation i personally really like is a bittersweet ending. it’s when the two characters must separate and they both accept that fact. if they had the choice, they would probably not separate, but circumstances worked out against them. there are fewer tears reading this kind of ending, but you get that punch-in-the-gut feeling when you write it well. in order to perfect the bittersweet ending, i find that it’s easiest to focus on the future. the characters must separate for the better—for their own futures. the situation at the moment (separating and saying the goodbyes and all that) may be shitty, but it’s a small sacrifice for a better future

HAPPY ENDINGS

not all happy endings are cliche

but the thing is, most of the happy endings are cliche

and there’s nothing wrong with that

you know why?

because so much content has accumulated over the years that there is no doubt that hundreds, maybe thousands of ideas will repeat

at this point, it’s hard to figure out what’s not cliche. literally EVERYTHING has been written and done lol

so honestly, i say, you shouldn’t really give a shit about cliche or not. don’t overly try to avoid cliches because you might accidentally make your ending sound forced (we don’t want that)

happy endings are pretty easy on the spectrum of endings because it’s probably easier to write happy characters than sad characters (at least for me)

but because it’s easy to write these happy endings, you might get tempted to abruptly end the story (you might even do it accidentally)

the best way to go about this is to bring something that the characters probably repeatedly talked about throughout the story back and stick it in the last line/paragraph somewhere

i.e. say your character A and character B were best friends at the start of your story. through the course of it, character B deals with trauma/internal dilemmas that lead him to be pretty sad. character A describes him having slouched shoulders all the time. but when character A and character B recognize their love for each other, things start to look up for character B. the ending can be character A and B together in a scene, and character B’s usually slouched shoulders are straightened, yk ‘cause he’s finally truly happy

it was a random example but i really like to bring in the little details to wrap up a happy-ending story!

COMING UP WITH THE ENDING

honestly, this section is gonna be short because i think this kinda comes with gut instinct/following your heart loll

when you’re writing your characters, there will come a point in time where you literally feel like you’re them (because you know them so well)

ask yourself what do you think your characters will do? then write it out!

whether you want a sad/bittersweet/happy ending is gut instinct lowkey

i usually set the tone of a sad story right away so people know what they’re getting into

it’s better to know your ending while you write your story (or else you’ll have to go back and edit the beginning and middle to connect with the end)

but sometimes, you might not know how to end your story. then it’s good to base the ending off of what you’ve already written

i feel like this sounds like bullshit, but it’ll make sense when you actually experience it loll

oh god i have no idea if this is sufficient enough yikes... if you have any more questions, feel free to send in another ask! (:

[d3ardaughter]

Dumping (New & Old) Sunny headcanons

Dumping sunny hcs nowww

- Sunny’s p mentally delayed in development and all due to spending four years after Mari’s death when he was 12 just sleeping and doing the bare minimum to care for himself alongside the neglect from his mother so alongside physical growth he is mentally stunted

- Kel is usually the one being told he stinks/hj but you know its bad when kel is shoving Sunny to shower or something because of how long he’s neglected himself

Like people dont wanna talk about how long you neglect yourself with depression and stuff and how bad it is i think he rarely bathed during those four years

And the trauma heightened everything too so that near drowning experience before made him just not wanna be in water too and just some sensory related issues with water

- he has v sensitive hearing and like tons of sensory issues

He gets overstimulated easily and its a whole mess because he can’t express himself well

- he’s autistic and selectively mute adhd too

- he uses sign language alongside just physical contact and stuff and or communication cards and just writing stuff

- Sunny goes non-verbal even if its not stressful but its just a big thing and all or a stressor he reverts

- still p childish due to the lack of aging mentally and just trying to keep it thr way it was before per se

And hes also on the late developmental spectrum of autism

- he said his first words p late at 3-4 and it was “mari” but sunny had a bit of speech impediment so speech therapy and it was “mawi” for ages

- he’s Japanese & Korean alongside English he speaks both but like he had difficulties in learning some

Korean was mainly at home and English outside but he had difficulties in learning

- yk the raw steak and all thing? That is no longer his favorite food it makes him sick

- Sunny used to wear Mari’s clothes a lot whether it or not they were old

He likes skirts in general a lot

The cotton-y flowy ones because they aren’t restricting

- Sunny’s voice is developed really well due to lack of speech so it hurts to speak at times and its just raspy and all his baby face does not go with thr deep quiet voice he has (but it’s still a very very quiet hushed voice)

- Sunny’s bi and he had a crush on Aubrey as implied in canon and also Basil

- he has a collection of stuffed animals and blankets that he’s piled on his bed the only thing is it’s not messy like you’d expect it’s meticulously organized was his side of the room and mari’s was a “mess” but she knew where everything was

- Sunny tends to mimic people a lot especially those he is close with like Mari for example

- After the good ending, Sunny grows his hair out to be like Mari’s. Unlike before when he hadn’t realized how long it’d grown in the past and had to cut it from sheer panic

- artistic v much so he likes to draw and write shit but most of it will never see the light of day despite the horrifyingly good detailed nightmare fuel je wants hero to hang up on the fridge

- Mari and Hero’s nickname for him is “sunshine”

- Mari named sunny because he straight up was a nameless baby for ages and she called him sunny and ir stuck

- Sunny sounds v sarcastic and dry and all in everything even when he isn’t and it’s almost Mirroring Mari’s issues in sounding rude and not genuine so they both have to overcompensate

- Sunny has RSD.

- severe separation anxiety

- i think he is still kinda religious he believes in god but that’s about it

Especially because it kinda got shoved down his and mari’s throats as kids he stuck to it but mari drifted away really

- Sunny is just really dense romantically to for any of the ships the others just have to yank him and say it straight up for him to realize hey, somethings there

- He doesn’t register any flirting or sarcasm

- v sensitive but he just wasn’t raised to think its safe to cry or put it out there but he was v emotional when he was little and it was overwhelming with no outlet

- high sympathy autistic actually and its a probably meanwhile maris low empathy autistic

- Sunny becomes a tattoo artist as an adult in the good ending

- sunny doesn’t register flirting or is good at it but he can be kinda bold about things without thinking about it and he catches everyone off guard

- Sunny is v clumsy

- he’s anemic so that and being a klutz results in so much Hero questions about him and hes like?? I dont know where that bruise is from

- he was a preemie (born prematurely) so more stunted growth too

- v sick kid all of the time

- woo pulmonary fibrosis

- iron deficiency squad member/hj

- sunny is v sarcastic as a person and he doesn’t even realize iy eithrr but at the same time hes somewhat aware he will get punched if you allow him to say what he wants most the time

He says something so out of pocket and promptly stops verbalizing anything

OKAY THIS ONE IS REALLY STUPID BUT

- Sunny’s knife is his emotional support, he snatched it from Hero & Kel’s kitchen so when Kel takes it from him he realizes that was the missing knife and is like ?? “Why do you have our knife???”

- Mari & Hero would always Kiss injuries better for the younger kid and Sunny is convinced it still worked so Basil does it for Sunny’s eye and when sunny stabbed aubrey he tried to do that ti apologize and aubrey was slike “WHAT THE FUCK??”

- Sunny has a scar where his eye was stabbed

He goes between just with his eye/socket or just a eyepatch too

- has to wear sunscreen just to go outside or else he will just be burned. (It’s good to protect yourself anyways) but Sunny is just so pale and sensitive skin and Mari always ingrained it into him to lather sunscreen to go outside

- Sunny sucked on his thumb for a long time as a kid as a form of self-soothing that his and Mari’s parents - particularly their dad always found annoying and would make him stop.

- Rocking and just hugging himself and rubbing his arms is also more self-soothing Sunny tends to do.

- Sunny has a sensory processing disorder.

- Sunny purrs when sleeping or comfortable.

- Has a maladaptive daydreaming disorder.

- Sunny stares and makes eye contact way too much he doesn’t realize it, especially in bow it’s considered weird.

- Sunny doesn’t blush in romantic situations but mostly when embarrassed in particular. Or when he’s happy.