#oops I'm rambling uhhh

[rexcanttietheirshoesright]

You guys I drew Mychael into a painting I did earlier

BUT THEN I PUT IT THROUGH A PIXEL FILTER

DOES THIS LOOK SICK OR AM I CRAZY

[critter-covenant]

hops n' kicks :3

[starmonsterrr]

Accidental Inktobertale day 22: clouds

As you may or may not know I failed miserably to keep up with Inktobertale and now I'm playing the price both consciously and unconsciously

Recently I got the idea of drawing these two looking at clouds, did that, and now I realize that clouds is one of the prompts in Inktobertale so um thanks brain

On another note while coming up with clouds right after drawing the first one I remembered don't hug me I'm scared is a thing so uhm

[crystal-verse]

A doodle of @necromeowncy 's Aedric done at the art party today! For once, I'm drawing something other than Miqo'te, ahaha

[skythealmighty]

hey gang sorry for disappearing from tumblr i have been uhhh. i dunno actually but i got into epithet erased so that's cool. i should catch up on ppt2 soon probably oops

#rocket talk #epithet erased #ppt2 #hopefully people get that i mean paper puppets take 2 #not poyo poyo tetris two #i've never even played that slkjdfkls

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hey guys sorry for the radio silence i'm fine now i promise :') soap is okay we're all good we're all chill

#mics ramblings #mostly anyway #its a very long story.

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yo this ice cream bangin

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greeny that is a tub of playdoh,

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yo this ice cream bangin

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writing with a glitter gel pen in my own pages. i'm losing my sense of humanity

#mecore

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@nowaynuhuh i'm so sorry for disappearing like that earlier! i didn't mean to cut you out of anything, things just got busy :( on better news, i won a competition and made a new friend! do you have discord? i think you'd like her too ^_^

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oh my gosh, that's SUCH a relief. things have been busy over here too, so i completely understand, dw! and i do have discord, so i'll dm you my username! can't wait to meet your friend

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yay!!

#cases chats #thank you for the well wishes though!!

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i suffer every day from that post that got popular. HELLLPPPP MY NOTIFFSSSSSSSS

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I TOLD you to get off of Tumblr. This is what you get

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Is this the right site?

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HI PB YEAH IT IS!!! WELCOMEEE

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Thank you! Glad to be here!

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...I left you alone for a day, how did you already find someone to add to your group?

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we're just that swag

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LOL

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You better not have caused any trouble.

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I hate my job.

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are there actually cishet people on tumblr? that feels illegal

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i thought your host was cishet

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and i thought you all were dead but no. he's bi.

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diversity win...

#fans speeches #the host who made a joke about eliminating people cause theyre gay is bi #what a growth arc

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GET ME OUT OF THIS FUCKING VOID

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I HATE CLOCK I HATE CLOCK I HATE CLOCK I HATE CLOCK

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I'M GOING TO KICK SOMEO

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11/29/2024

YES 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

#ii steve cobs #inanimate insanity #ii 18 spoilers #ii2 finale #WE DID IT CHAT

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I Win

#I REIGN SUPREME BITCHES

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Why is there fanart of us on here? How do people know who we are?

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shhhh dont worry about it

[shellsstardew]

you made me ship shelliot so hard it's not even funny 😭 like normally im not super into rarepairs bc it seems ppl ship them just to ship them but i legit see where you're coming from, especially in the same context as your comic where their story begins after elliot moves in. i actually love your comic i cannot wait for the next part (not trying to pressure you obv). ive never gotten too many hearts with either of them but your characterization just feels so accurate like i feel like I could see your story with their dialogue happening in the game and it wouldn't feel out of place at all. and also finally (oops ive been rambling), your art style isn't overly detailed but the facial expressions/body language/like perspective i guess of the characters, especially shane and elliot on the dock is so well done, the small changes in positioning work so well to communicate the change in their body language and its just really impressive.

sorry i yapped or if it was weird or something i promise i was not trying to come off weird 😭😭😭 i just really admire good fanworks such as yours and it's important to tell authors/creators that they're doing well and yeah

also if you (or anyone else) has any shelliot fic recommendations i would loveee to hear them :>

No but seriously it's so funny that your like "I hope I'm not being weird" meanwhile I reread over and over your super thoughtful message to keep me going 😭

YOU GUYS DON'T REALIZE I NEED THOSE HYPER DETAILED COMPLIMENT or my stupid brain will go like "Okay time to think you're worthless and that what you're doing doesn't matter"

No I can point at the screen and say "See? 👉📱 SEE?! 👉👉📱?" and it's putting another coin in the machine hehe

Anyway, thank you so much 😭

AND YES I HAVE FICS TO RECOMMEND! ONCE AGAIN, @cutethulu you know the drill hehe

Camellia Station, by Awdrey (Explicit - but it's only one short smut scene in the last chapter for now)

Now it's still in progress (updating once a month) and they still didn't smooch yet, but that's what you get when you fall into the Shelliott rabbit hole, hehe, you can't be picky

It's really well written and the author and I have a lot of similarities in our interpretations of Shane and Elliott :) Go give it some love!

Also some one shots by @mongoosingisme that I really love :

Untitled Shelliott Ranch Project

Herding cats (Explicit - Shane/Elliott/fem!farmer)

And UHHH maybe you've seen it already but I wrote one about Shells, it's an alternate ending to part 34 (it's my first one and I'm really proud of it teehee)

Shells, alternate ending, by shells_stardew (Explicit)

Also @visionofthebees wrote this one for me on the same concept :

One Shell of a Night, by Visionofthebees (Explicit)

Be warned it's EXTREMELLY SILLY and she didn't even reread it before posting, but I love it with all my heart it's so so funny hahaha

I love her so imma also recommend her Clint x Elliott fic too (yes yes you read that right, she's 10 degrees further than me on the crack ship scene) :

Falling Ore You (Explicit) (46 chapters, completed)

LISTEN SHE MAKES IT WORK OKAY! SHE REALLY DOES!

And also, check my bookmarks! They are some non-Shelliott stuff that I absolutely love in there! (BUT always ALWAYS check the tags before reading, there is also some dark stuff haha)

Here you go, hope I didn't recommend all the ones you already knew about, as we all know this is not an extremely popular ship so this is what we get, quality over quantity hahahaa 😭

[wombywoo]

It occurred to me the other day that during Quinn's super turbo trauma story, his neck probably wasn't slashed but choked. And now I have more questions, because somehow I can't stop thinking about your characters. So:

Did Quinn end up having a vision during that event? (Does he get them during every near-death event, or is it more rare than that?)

How the hell did he cope being with Marc? 'Cause I'm about 90% sure that guy would have got off on choking him.

When the taskforce was created, was Quinn still in his relapse where he thought he needed his visions? Did Liz find out? How does he feel about her trying to get him to have more visions? D=

Does Vincent find out Liz is using Quinn like that, and how does he feel about it? (Does Danny find out??)

In fact, how does Vincent feel about the fact an evil vampire caused a mass dragon killing spree and this was Quinn's first vision? I get the feeling that, while Quinn tries to shrug off these coincidences, Vincent is a little more concerned. XD

Also, in your art of Quinn with Marc, the wall says 196 people will die in an ungodly tragedy. Was that the dragon killing spree or another event we have yet to hear of?

Oops. 🙈 Sorry for so many questions! I just want to know all the things. And I can't help but love all your lore drops. <3

Ok!! OK!!!!! You are feeding me so well with these tasty questions auughhh thank you for finding interest in my dumb ramblings !!!!!

There are answers under the cut (warning for some heavy topics, discussion of injuries, domestic abuse, self harm, spoilers for a story that doesn't even exist, etc)

So.

Quinn's throat was slashed. It was cut with a knife, kind of a shaky first slice, but it got deeper and went all the way across; enough force to puncture his trachea, though it didn't sever the vocal cords; he was lying on his back and couldn't move, and honestly..he didn't really feel it at the time. It was all just a very numb, surreal feeling. I won't go into suuuper specifics, but thankfully some pressure was applied to the wound right away, he was resuscitated with cpr, and he was still able to breathe despite some complications to his airway, long enough for him to receive medical treatment.

But he did black out. And he might have seen things.

It's the only vision he's had that he can't remember...

~*waves hands all vague and mysterious like~*oohooohoo

Ok! Visions! So, for the most part, Quinn needs to be medically dead, albeit temporarily, for him to have a vision. Usually, his heart has to stop for one to happen, and he's just lying there, unmoving. Like..dead, dead. This should be a rare event, but uh...he's had more than a dozen visions, I'd say....

The thing is--he always comes back. Even in the worst scenarios (ie. not breathing for more than 5 minutes) he somehow always miraculously revives with minimal repercussions (sure, there's probable brain/heart damage, but it should be way waaay worse) So, he's kind of chalked up this vague 'immortality' thing as a byproduct of the visions...more mystery...

With Marc--yeah. That was just a bad situation all around. A lot of Marc and Quinn's physical relationship revolved around their dangerous power dynamic, so um. yeah. choking was one of the things they messed around with. Quinn actually requested it at the time, out of this twisted self-harm kink he'd developed. (he's, regrettably, the worst at coping with his trauma, so uhhh he feels like he needs to push himself to that same sensation of near death just feel anything at all and uhhh it's not good, you should not do this at home kids, but he feels like strangulation is the closest he can come to feeling alive just for a brief second and yeah he's fucked up he's not good I know..)

It was consensual stuff at first, but after one of their..sessions...Marc pushed it too far, he wouldn't let go and uh. Quinn suffocated and passed out. Marc did manage to revive him, but he...died for a second there. And he had a vision--one of the first dragon attacks in France that would later lead to its occupation by [insert evil vampire terrorist group]. Marc was actually comforting him after, he was just...rubbing him and telling him he was sorry and it was ok, so in the midst of a mental and physical breakdown, Quinn divulged what he saw. And Marc took him seriously, which was also rare. And they talked about it, and...it seemed ok for once.

It was only after that he realized how Marc wanted specific details, stuff he could use to harvest information and push numbers and invest in whatever type of bullshit could make a profit out of tragedy. They carried on with their relationship, but when it came to testing their limits in the bedroom....Marc took it too far again. And Quinn had another vision--a vampire massacre in [specific french location] and 196 people died, and he was crying as he told him how he saw it all from the perspective of a child. Marc seemed eager. He asked him even more questions. But...it was fine. He was still rubbing him, being calm. And Quinn had agreed to the choking. He wanted this. It was actually helping other people if he was able to use this information somehow.

But it happened again. And again. More times... Until eventually Quinn realized he had no say in the matter anymore.

The sad thing was that he convinced himself it was out of love; Marc was very passionate, this was just his way of showing him he loved him....

It became too much...after a while....

ANyway!

So, now we're in the present when Quinn joins the task force with Vincent~

At this point in time, he's gotten help with his mental state so he no longer feels the desperate urge to harm himself and induce his visions (for the most part), and is relatively stable (sure!)

Miss Major Liz is aware of his visions, to a degree. She had mistakenly thought Quinn developed a narcotic problem when she was his CO at some point (yes, he used drugs a few times to induce visions (it was about 50/50 successful)) Most of her awareness had come from Danny, who divulged his part in Quinn's #BFF-bonding-moment4lyfe (ie, forcing his friend to assist in drowning himself. twice) So she does have knowledge of some of the...wackiness.

At this point in our tale, she hasn't done anything about it. Yet. It's a testament to how off the books she works that she hasn't forced Quinn into a psych eval that will surely bench him for the next foreseeable uuhh forever. So she's keeping that on lock.

I do think that [at some point in this potential story of mine] she will consider using Quinn's 'talents' to their benefit. She's a hard lady, not afraid to trade dirty hands for even dirtier handshakes, so there will probably be a time when she wants to take advantage of potential knowledge that can influence her agenda....

Vincent...will not take this lightly.

Honestly, this whole scenario is rife with delicious drama, so I will simmer it on low and ponder it for future conflict in the [insert novel series teehee] to come

Vincent has a lot of feelings about Quinn !!!! and his visions !!! and the evil vampire agenda !!!! Too many feelings!! But all he wants is for his boy to understand that his safety and wellbeing and life are the most important things to him, and none of that is worth trading for a small glimpse at a future that will happen anyway. Quinn...disagrees. This is also teeming with potential drama, you see...

I have a LOT more of this type of speculation, but for now, I will leave you with this dump of lore and trauma for you to sink your teeth into~

Thanks for the saucy and delicious questions <3

[viothecrapbot]

Sorry to all my followers/mutuals, because here? In my hellhole?

I don't tag stuff here it's just balls-to-the-wall whatever I can reblog as fast as humanly possible

If you don't wish to see any of my fandoms both old and new here, I'm sorry to say but you will not be able to avoid it here

the full list of fandoms, from least active to most active are: Marvel(dead)BnHIA (dead)Persona (mostly dead)UT/DR, MLB, PJO, LOZ, Spiderverse, DP, FNaF, DC

Honorable mention to Code Geass, Shadow of the Colossus, Encanto, and Sailor Moon/most 90's magical girl shows for still having me as giant fans, but not having enough content in the fandoms to substain me, the real MVPs

Sorry to all my followers, because ei never tag anything. If you hate MLB, bnha, DC, DP, or any other of my fandoms, I am sorry because you won't be able to avoid them here

[stormflypirateskin]

"My Precious One" Sprout X Cosmo Angst

Oop- did I drop this?? Totally isn't inspired by @cupcakewebkinz cursed runs of them dying as Sprout to Cosmo in the funniest fucking way ever that it became a meme??? The fucking silence after Kai died? FUCKING COMEDY I STILL REMEMBER THE DEATH SOUND, ECHOS IN MY BRAIN ANYWAYS GO FEAST OR CRY Y'ALL IDK

Btw even though I ramble UNHINGEDLY, this is legit angst so uhhh ig don't read if you don't wanna feel sad/bad/anything (or do, I'm not stopping you sksksk)

I promised Kai Fruitcake angst, she got it BAHAHAHAHAHA, sorry Kai didn't hold back at all MSMSMSMS

Sprout's footsteps echoed in the floor as he carefully made his way towards the kitchen area in the diner. His hand clutched the bag filled with all sorts of items and tapes as he looked around for any kind of resources that would help his team in any way. His chest felt heavy as he looked around the now lifeless like kitchen as memories came rushing back to his brain. Memories of staff or even him and Cosmo cooking and baking here.

He approached one of the long tables and gently placed his hand on the surface, feeling the material of it as he sighed. He really wondered where it all went wrong. This place used to be so filled with kids with their families, staff and toons and was just so full of life. Now? It feels so off, the atmosphere was cold and unwelcoming and the lights didn't shine as brightly as back then. Even old expired ingredients lied around the kitchen, only very few could still be eaten and it was those ones that Sprout snatched up and placed them on his bag.

He always carefully inspected them before taking them with him. Sprout's bag felt heavier but he had the energy to carry all those things. He might even cook something for his fellow teammates that accompanied him through all these floors. Well.. if only this kitchen worked but with the electricity and how the situation is at this place? Up at the lobby was always preferred.

The strawberry boy softly exhaled from his nonexistent nose as he felt how much resources he had gathered, he felt like he could carry a bit more so he looked around, something to help everyone up there who had remained. It still pained him knowing what had happened to his previous friends and everyone else, he felt like he had failed them, that he couldn't protect them all or keep them safe from anything anymore.

His lips became a thin line as he hid from a roaming twisted Boxten who walked slowly, even the music box himself not even knowing where to walk yet he still roamed around this entire floor without any hints of stopping. Sprout watched carefully as Boxten's head twitched with ichor hands coming out of his head, a wide smile on his face as his eyes looked so intense. Sprout might not show it but it really does get to him a lot by how his friends became like this, someone familiar yet so, so different at the same time. It took a bit for Boxten to leave the kitchen area and Sprout remembered how he and Cosmo taught him how to bake, too bad it will never happen again.

He got up as he dusted himself off and took slow and careful steps around the area, knowing that it wasn't just Boxten that roamed around here. Honestly, it was almost scary how you couldn't even hear them, especially when they walked slow and steady around this place. They could be around the corner, for all we know. Sprout found that out the hard way once so he always avoided those areas, unless he was trying to hide suddenly.

But who he saw next made him freeze completely as he stood still, shaky hands gripping his bag as his eyes widened. He felt all the warmth from his face drop as his chest felt heavy. He watched as twisted Cosmo took stumbling steps in front of him as he raised his quite big ichor claws, trying to hurt Sprout even if he couldn't see that well. Sprout took careful steps back, avoiding all his attempts before his back hit one of those long kitchen tables, on top of it being a baking pan they used back in the good old days.

"C-Cosmo..! It's me.. can't you see..?!" He said desperately as he also tried to be quiet enough to not be heard by anyone else. He quickly grabbed the baking pan and used it as a shield to try and block Cosmo's strong attacks, some ichor flying his way as Cosmo hit his hand hard there, tearing some off the material off with his sharp claws. Sprout's hands shook more as he kept it there while also trying to avoid him as much as he can and not hurt him.

Cosmo grunted as he raised his hand again, quicker this time and tore through the baking pan, making Sprout throw it away as he got out of there and took steps back, watching as Cosmo's mouth trembled as he held an expression of mixed anger and confusion. It was safe to say that he didn't recognize Sprout, even if those two were lovers. Sprout's hands became fists as he avoided Cosmo's swinging ichor arm. It seemed that Cosmo couldn't see very well.. it was something Sprout noticed about every twisted he saw, they didn't seem to have the best sight and Cosmo also having one eye covered in ichor? It honestly broke Sprout inside seeing him like this. But it wasn't the time to regret about things now.

"Cosmo.. look at me." Sprout gripped Cosmo's wrists up when Cosmo tried attacking him again as now Sprout faced him, holding his wrists so tightly that Cosmo couldn't break free. Cosmo was clearly frustrated as he struggled and growled under his breath but if Sprout used less power now.. it wouldn't be good. "Please.. don't you remember me? Do you remember this kitchen? What we used to do here?" His voice shook as he showed a painful smile with his eyebrows furrowed to Cosmo, his strength still strong.

Cosmo's eye glared at him as he still tried to get away but it remained on Sprout now. Sprout's smile shook as he leaned a bit closer, his eyes softening as he felt the guilt eat him from the inside. He did feel like he failed everyone else but especially Cosmo, the most important toon to him. Watching him like this hurt more than anything else. Watching the toon he loves the most having such a fate like this.

"We used to bake here a lot.. the whole kitchen would smell really nice as we just.. laughed and talked together about all sorts of things and plans." Sprout continued to talk, his voice more soft now as he continued to look at Cosmo, hoping to maybe just.. get through to him, something, anything. He knew it was stupid to try but there he was, doing it anyway instead of running away from him. Maybe Cosmo was truly gone forever.

Sprout flinched for a moment when Cosmo grunted like he was in pain and suddenly overpowered him, pushing him on the floor, his ichor claws managing to land a deep cut on Sprout's arm without even trying much. Sprout jumped and his shaky hand pressed down on the open wound that was bleeding nonstop ichor, a hand couldn't do much about it. He would need more than a band to cover the wound and he didn't have anything like that on him, as he gave it to one of the other toons.

He expected Cosmo to do more, especially now that he was defenseless but Cosmo just.. stood there. The arm that attacked Sprout, he was just looking at it as ichor fell on the floor, with no idea if the ichor was from his arm or Sprout's. It was like his anger had disappeared as he looked at Sprout sitting down there on the floor, Cosmo didn't know what got over him, all he could understand was that he had the biggest headache in his life when Sprout talked to him about something.. very familiar.

Cosmo watched as Sprout kept panicking and took a step back, his ichor hand trembling slightly as he continued to watch him with an intense eye, not knowing what to do. Like his ichor filled mind had shut down completely, he felt that something was very wrong as he looked at the open wound. Cosmo's head continued to hurt as he rested his hands there, trying to stop the headache and whatever else he was feeling that was killing him. He growled lowly before running away, getting away from Sprout as he figured the pain was caused by him. Cosmo felt tears building up on his eye as he left the scene.

"Cosmo!!" Sprout called out to him as he extended his hand, his palm covered in ichor before cursing under his breath and holding the wound as tight as he could again, his strength not as much as before. Sprout took deep breaths before looking towards the direction of where his team would be. If he could make it in time.. before he felt himself passing out from the bleeding, maybe he had a chance.

"No.. no!!" He pushed himself off the ground as best as he could before he started to book it towards any direction, trying to find the others. Unfortunately for Sprout, he couldn't see anyone around. They were probably too busy hiding or doing machines somewhere. His mind raced as he looked around, anyone would do at this point as he bled a lot. Facing the closed elevator door got him freaking out a bit more since no one was around there. Would he be able to make it? He felt increasingly more weak and dizzy. What would happen to the others if he passed out now? He didn't want to fail them. He COULDN'T fail them now.

Though when he felt his view darken and the ichor that was spilling from his wound start covering his hand and making it feel heavier by the minute as well as his eyes hurting? It didn't take long for Sprout to collapse on the floor as he felt his arm overpowering him. He looked ahead as best as he could as tears fell from his eyes yet he still couldn't spot a poor soul in here.

"Cos..mo.. every..one... I-I'm so so..rry.."

[alfafilly]

Dyo concept art! It's so wild to me I only made him barely over a month ago, it feels like it's been ages! What went through my silly lil brain while making him is under the cut! It's long and rambly, though lol

History first: Darkrai have been in my top fav pokemon for uhhh I guess since The Rise of Darkrai, really?? I have a particularly fond memory of watching the movie broken up into a dozen 480p quality 9-minute parts on YouTube back in 2007. I watched it with my friend in either AIM or Yahoo Messenger! All I remember is us crushing over Darkrai being a lil deviantART emo boy looool I have joked on and off over the decade+ since that Darkrai was my "husband".

I've collected Darkrai TCG cards and have only a couple pieces of misc merch, so I've mostly only been a casual long-term fan. However, my partner got me that Astral Radiance Darkrai trainer box for Christmas and it made me fondly reminisce on the movie. Ended up watching it soon after and HELLO NEW HYPERFIXATION!

When designing Dyo my only prompts were "cunty Darkrai" and "This is my Husband". As I thought more into it, I specifically wanted him to have a couple features design-wise:

Leggies

A neck lol

Big hands for crushing me with

Scars (because my type is injured old men I guess)

He took on more animal qualities in his features as I doodled him. That wasn't really intentional, I'm just a one trick pony I suppose. I did not plan for him to have paws or a beak, for example. He was just born that way.

I wanted his body to be more humanoid, which is why he doesn't have the big carapace-chest-thing Darkrai have. I love that on Darkrai but I did not love that on Dyo specifically. Why? It's in the way for top tier cuddling! I don't wanna cuddle a carapace, okay?! I'm a carapace-cuddling HATER! There I said it!! To kinda make up for it, he just has a more stylized basic-bitch man chest and I made his neck collar have more pronounced spikes. I thought about making all the spikes big, but then his face would be covered in certain angles.

I've seen different versions of Darkrai with mouths and found it kinda funny we all give them goopy jack-o-latern styled shapes. Why do we DO that?? I ended up changing his bottom jaw to be like a graboid because I had an epiphany while at work and couldn't let the thought go. God, what a freak!

Misc:

His hand scars line up with the chest ones (as if he covered his face during impact) but it wasn't until I made the final ref that I realized I drew the scars incorrectly in all the concept art OOPS

I wanted him to have a mini-skirt initially, but I draw it different lengths now. Since Darkrai legs aren't real legs but some kinda appendages they stick out, I head-canon the skirt is made up of some weird matter he can shapeshift and the longer he makes his legs the shorter his skirt becomes LMAO

Nikki Minaj Booty?? I dunno. Don't look under there. That's private!

Darkrai hands are kinda funky in a lot of official art (especially in the TCG) so in addition to his thumbs being secret when idle, he also gestures his "thumb" as an index finger. They're just silly!

Originally his personality was a lil more moody which is why he looks like he has Resting Bitch Face.

He wasn't originally meant to be shiny. I honestly don't know why I made him shiny? I probably just thought the color scheme fit his personality more. Though I did end up making his eyes stay blue because I really liked the look of blue scars/fleshmeat and didn't like him having green eyes. It just looked weird to me? So I made the choice to just make his pupil green instead.

Last but not least... I named him Dyo after Dio Brando from Jojo because it just clicked and felt?? Right?? I didn't wanna name him that at first, though, because my partner and I breed mice and one of them is named Dio and it felt awkward having an OC named after a pet mouse loooool But I just couldn't stop thinking about how perfect it was! So I settled with keeping the name, but giving it a dumb spelling to match my Lugia OC Cady (pronounced Katie), to which he is Frenemies with.

Since designing him, several of his features keep getting more pronounced, namely his skirt, paws, and not-tail. What's he gonna look like by the end of this year?? Who knows!!!

I'm really, exceptionally happy with his character design. He's got really fun shape language and has been just super duper fun to draw!Honestly, he came out better than my plans for him! I feel like he still reads as a Darkrai but feels very "me".

Thanks for reading~

[t0ast-the-gh0st]

welcome to my blog!(ver. 5.5, 1/18/25)

you can call me elliot, toast, ghost, or honestly whatever you want! basic info- ⛏️ i'm a minor (15+) 🎂 birthday oct. 1 ‼️ i do not make an effort to keep this blog family friendly. 🚫 no dni, i will block liberally. 💜 any pronouns

✨interests✨- (somewhat sorted) 📖 osemaverse (radio silence especially though I've read them all), countdown to countdown, otgw, alien stage, mouthwashing, atla, star wars, alien stage 🎧 james marriott, cavetown, story of the year, goldfinger, lemon demon, brobecks, and a whole bunch of other random stuff 📺 aimsey, ranboo, slimecicle, p4perback, whataboutandy, qsmp, chuckle sandwich 💫sanrio, violin, bugs, vinyls, stickers

🐛 i have a slight bug obsession!! here's my dedicated post:

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[oh-no-its-bird]

Hey, it's the person who bombarded you with their idea about your team ro timetravel + team ro defects au. Just wanted to say I am. So sorry for my nonsence. It's not an excuse but at the time the Thoughts about Story were plaguing me and i needed to get them out of my head and i thought oh it's based off your au, maybe you'd like to see. But you neither asked for my insane ramblings nor even know me so like. I'm real sorry and pretty embarrased about dumping All That on you and if you wanna go ahead and delete the asks you absolutely can i'll probably feel less stupid if you do honestly. Again, very sorry for my bullshit and pls have a good day

Replying to this immediatley actually to not leave u in suspense but SHUT UP DONT APOLOGIZE I LOVED UR ASK IVE BEEN SUPER BUSY THIS WEEK IS ALL IM SO SORRY !!! BUT I ACTUALLY SAW UR ASK LIKE. AS SOON AS IT CAME IN. ABSOLOUTLEY DELIGHTED ME. THEN U SENT ANOTHER AND I WAS OUT HERE KICKING MY FEET TWIRLING MY HAIR READING IT , LITERALLY WENT "OHHHH ANOTHER ONE!!" OUTLOUD I WAS SO HAPPY

I like replying to my asks, especially ones involving prompts, whenever I'm in a specific headspace to write, bc I always wanna give the ask the long reply it deserves! I always feel so bad just replying w smthn short so I like to really sit down and give whatever I got sent my full attention. U sent me smthn so thoughtful I wanna send u smthn thoughtful back yk!!

I've been kinda brain dead latley tho so uhhh. I havent been replying to asks too much, oops !

BUT I STILL LOVE THEM ALL AND I LOVED URS SO MUCH, NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR DUMPING UR IDEAS IN MY ASKBOX, I LOVE HOW ENTHUSIASTIC U WERE IN THEM!!! I MEANS SO MUCH TO ME TO BE ABLE TO SEE MY IDEAS GIVE OTHER PEOPLE BRAIN WORMS IM SCREAMING FR!! THANK U SM FOR UR ASK I LOVED IT AND I STILL LOVE IT AND I WILL REPLY. SOON. EVENTUALLY. PROBABLY THIS WEEK IDK I HAVE A LOT GOING ON. BUT I LOVED IT THO THANK U

[skinnamon39]

incoherent rambling about The Boy and the Heron below, beware of spoilers and content warnings for discussion of self-harm and (briefly) death

I watched it subbed and I've only seen it once so if I misremember some things or my account seems different from what you watched then oops (I don't know what they changed, if anything, in the dub). anyways

Mahito might be one of the most compelling protagonists from a film I've seen in a long time. maybe not the most fun or most interesting per say, but I don't remember the last time I was so completely absorbed in a character's growth. just instantly hooked.

I think it's definitely a "less is more" kind of case for him, where what he doesn't do matters just as much or more as what he does. like in particular, I was super intrigued by how throughout the entire house tour sequence, he doesn't say a word. his dad introduces Natsuko to him, Natsuko shows him the house, he meets the maids, and he doesn't say anything; we still get shots of him looking at and reacting to stuff, he takes off his hat and bows to people when appropriate, he follows any directions given to him, and it all really strongly gave me the impression that he isn't invested in what's happening.

and of course he isn't! we are reminded almost as soon as he's shown to his room that he's still reeling over the death of his mom. actually, it might be accurate to say he's resentful of his circumstances. he kind of has to go along with it since he's, y'know, a kid, but he's obvs majorly uncomfortable with feeling Natsuko's pregnant belly, and for a good chunk of the first act, almost everything he says to people are bare-minimum polite autopilot responses.

but uhhh I gotta talk about the self-harm scene, I have been studying it under a microscope ever since I saw it. yeah it's pretty brief but man I was NOT expecting that much blood.

anyways, we're not told exactly why Mahito did it, but I don't think we really need to when the general gist suffices. what does he mean when he says later on it was fueled by his "malice"? was it a way to get out of the school he obviously didn't like, and thus defiance of his father? was he just trying to avoid his antagonistic classmates? was he trying to get them in trouble for "injuring" him? who knows? it could be any of them. it could be all of them at once. the nature of his lie about his injury muddles things too. regardless, the outcome is the same: he's not going to school for now.

this is getting a lot longer than I thought it would and I'm still not done (I wanted to talk about things besides Mahito too! I swear!) but I'll stop here for now. god this movie was so good

[the-mustard-institue]

YAYYYTYYY INTRODUCTORY POST!!!

I go by Mustard :p I'm 19, turning 20 in August yayyyy

I do... fanart maybe, and things... and I ramble.

I ALSO am making a comic with @seabonescaverns (my long term partner YAYYYY) on a different account that we run together ( @mustardbones ) that's a Jurrasic Park mcyt au :3

I'll post sneak peak wip stuffs on here sometimes... idk... guys I don't. Use Tumblr much I'm so sorgy

Feel free to submit asks of like art requests and shit!!! I like drawing :3

Finding my art -> #mustard draws

Finding my rambling -> #mustard rambles

Finding my asks??? -> #mustard answers

I really really really love ScenarioSMP and Forgelabs stuff (<- special interest) and Hermitcraft, and Life Series, and more things I'm just insane oops

Can you tell I have no idea what I'm doing or how to do one of these? Yeah? YIPPPEEEE

I'm also a DID system ermmm yeah there's that (is literally in my bio) but I won't post much system stuff on here, maybe an alter art post every once in a while but that's ab it :p ANYWAYS IF YOU READ THIS FAR UHHH HI :3 We could be friends.... perhaps...... I don't know..... anyways BYE HAVE A GOOD DAY :P

[fragment-take-over]

here have more art :) ahahh beginning of my stupid ramble (OOPSIE): so like,, this is-- okay so the image (if you guys download it) says "BETA pac" and like,, more specifically i referenced the design from that one Wii game that probably no one knows about,, especially since i think it wasn't that relevant anyway and PMATGA likely errrmm overshadowed it in many ways; BUT YEAH!! IT WAS LIKE A SMALL INTRODUCTION TO THE NEW DESIGNS THAT PMATGA WOULD BE USING!!!??? At least at the time,, and this is like,, the Pac one!!! I honestly really like it... I may uhhh, draw Pac more like this tbh,, at least when i draw him as a sphere... Which i keep forgetting is quite simple to do but i hate- i mean... COUGH love myself so much i draw him humanized too much. . . oops! Anyway,, if i do draw orb Pac i'll likely draw him with mittens.... while still keeping the good ol PMATGA Pac in him lol HE JUST LOOKS NICER WITH MITTENS GNNGNG>.. also i don't have to draw fingers,, so it's a scorE FOR ME!!! Anyway...ermm, i got sidetracked. . . i,, SWEAR i'm doing more screenshot redraws i'm just,,, s t r u g g l i n g ? ...nah i just need to figure out the designs of the others,, by the way prepare for a LOT more screenshot redraws once i finally finish some...whsh.... ALSO DAYMN??? THANKS FOR THE ART APPRECIATION FLOOD HOLY SMOKES???? THANK YOU!!! I honestly didn't think ya'll would like it that much! Which is why i'm drawing more :] teehee!

[pawseds]

I convinced our Delta Green game master to have a play-by-post (basically text roleplay) section in our game's server and uhhhhh maybe I've been having too much fun with it. Writing is faster than drawing comics, what can I say?

(Long ramble about writing stories below hehe oops)

While we're here! A bit about writing: I like writing! I've written for loger than I've drawn for (because school). I think I'm better at writing than drawing for that reason (I'm more confident at least). I've written short stories. I've written short stories about TTRPG things. I've also written a ~100k word novel by hand for 2 years. While writing it, I had 'writing class' (technically AS/A level Ennglish Language classes). It was the only class I had confidence in and high expectations for.

With those 2 combined, I burnt out pretty quick LOL. Specifically, I had a big perfectionism issue because of the high expectations I had from my teacher and especially myself -- it was the one thing I knew excelled at in school, so I better do it well! After I was done with the novel and A levels, I was supposed to edit the novel. It's been years and I haven't done it yet, and I wouldn't write non-assignment stories (except 2) until now. Writing became more nerverwracking than it was fun, so why would I?

To get back to the PBP thing: I've been in a campaign that was fully PBP. With my mindset being the way it is, hey! This is just one big writing exercise, so I ran along with that and had fun with it. I saw how some players would make their own PBP and essentially monologue/have a scene only with their PC. That was cool to see.

And now, my current Delta Green campaign (tagged 'Helvetia'). Hrothgar (guy in drawing) and his kids were ported over from a previous D&D campaign (the fully PBP one!), so the crew had a very well defined background already. Of course I get tons of drawing ideas for them, except I don't have the time to draw them all (compsci hard). But since the server has a PBP section, I had like 2 weeks to kill between session 0 and 1, and I was bursting with ideas... I made a lot of solo PBPs that were essentially short stories.

It didn't quite hit me until some time ago, but the PBPs actually made me enjoy writing again -- enjoy it a lot more, in fact! I think the format of Discord threads and messages removed most perfectionism tendencies I had. I just had to fire the story away, message by message. It didn't have to be amazing, and it was fun! (Also I really don't know how to shut up with them LOL)

I'll definitely be cleaning these PBPs up and posting them here as stories. Some of them are just silly, fun, slice-of-life character sketches. (These were the stories I wrote after my novel... and yes, they were about my other set of Delta Green characters LMAO) (and I've posted them here under pawsedswrite btw!) But some I see as legitamite short stories that I would edit more heavily and present as a short story. They were the kinds I could see myself writing on a document rather than on Discord.

Well, I lied. 'I would edit' is false. I have already edited one, because I spent like 5-6h writing this one PBP (oops) instead of writing the draft for my short story class/elective (oops 2). I joked to my two friends saying that I could just submit it as my assignment. Apparently, they both really liked it and said the dialogued slapped. So I did!

I procrastinated like hell on it though, because I was very nervous to go back into the PBP with an axe to edit it. Being in a writing class where nearly everyone else has been formally studying writing for some years kinda puts some pressure on ya!

Like the last assignment (which I'll post here after editing), I had a lot of worries. But the feedback and grade I got from my last assignment, the peer review I got from the current one, and also the support from those two friends (shoutout @katastrofish <3) made me feel more confident in myself. And also the fact that I had a lot of fun editing the PBP!

Uhhh this ramble was way longer than expected LMFAO if you've made it this far, damn, thanks for reading! If you also write or have similar experiences, feel free to share em. And have a good day!

(bonus POV editing)