#outgoing introvert here lmao..

[fellissuffering]

About the creator (and Fell of course!)

I am a Pansexual, Non-binary person using Ne/Nem/Nemself pronouns and I am a MINOR, please do not ask anything nsfw related to me or the character please..

Along with that, I may be busy as I obviously have school, but I will try to answer any asks if I'm not busy!

And I may ignore any asks if they're not SFW, sending actual death threats (geez I hope not-) and other! And I'm also catholic..idk why I have to say that tbh-

And I do not know how to draw...so if you want to see art, sorry but that ain't happening pal.

Anyways...onto Fell now hehe

" sup..names fell, I go by he/they. u h, I'm aroace and absolutely have no idea what to do in life. may have depression or some other shit..uh, what else? "

" oh yeah, I might also kick yo ass if you're a fucking bitch. that's all. "

Edit!

Additional character in the blog:

Underfell Papyrus! Aka Currant! (Fell might change his name..not too sure..)

His text sample is a little like this:

" GREETINGS! I AM THE GREAT AND TERRIBLE CURRANT! AND MY BROTHER, UGH...'FELL'. "

" REALLY BROTHER, YOU SHOULD PICK ANOTHER NAME THAN THAT ONE. "

" Nuh uh bro. " " UGH.. "

[mahoganyrust]

So Im new to the httyd fandom and I was curious about the hijack ship. I don’t think Jack Frost is in httyd. Was it just one of those things where you saw Rise of the Guardians and thought Jack would go well with Hiccup? I’m just curious. ☺️

Hiiii. So I’m definitely not the one that came up with Hijack XD The ship has been around for over a decade now it’s not exactly news. But I understand when ppl first come across it it seems strange so I’ll give you a rundown.

And you’d be right. Jack isn’t in httyd and nor is Hiccup in Rotg. So in the fanon community, this is what we call a ‘rare pair’ or aka, a ship that crosses fandoms and is made up mostly of fanon content. It might seem strange but it happens a lot. It’s fanon. And crossovers are the traditional crux fun of fanfiction so it’s not that weird.

Hijack is heavily associated with a very popular quadruple crossover known as ROTBTD or Rise of The Brave Tangled Dragons. This is an intersection between Disney Merida and Rapunzel with Dreamworks Jack and Hiccup. Rotbtd went craaaazyy in the 2010s and there’s a lot of different content with fics and fanart.

From this, some ppl often ship Jackunzel or Mericup or etc etc you get the idea there’s a lot of different dynamics.

I never really dove too heavily into the rotbtd stuff but I’m still familiar.

So that’s the history. As for Jack and Hiccup? They’re weird as hell I get it lmao. Like wtf is this? XD.

Hiccup’s married with kids. Jack’s in the modern era etc. They have a lot of canon hurdles so why do people ship them?

My answer?

They work.

They work together so well in so many different ways that it takes over your brain. Hijack grows on you bit by bit.

As for what they have in common. They’re both big fliers and adrenaline junkies. They both question their purpose. They both know what it’s like to lose family. They both have gone through years of loneliness. Jack is a guardian, Hiccup is a chief - they’re both protectors. They’re both fighters. They’ve both been suddenly shunned after feeling like they were finally beginning to belong. They both have issues with footwear (lmao sorry). Hiccup creates inventions, Jack creates frosty art and fun with his powers. They both do their character development by a lake in a forest lol. They both have burly accented father figures XD. Jack is the boy who fell into icy water. Hiccup is the boy who fell into blazing fire.

There’s a beautiful parallel in lines here.

Rotg: “Jack Frost is many things, but he is not a guardian.”

Httyd: “You are many things Hiccup, but a dragon killer is not one of them.”

And they both originate each from their own book series that got adapted.

And that’s just the factual stuff. When it comes to their personalities whooowheeeeee.

From the last decade I’ve seen lots of stuff that does them a disservice when ppl reduce Jack to the outgoing ‘jokester’ and Hiccup to the introvert ‘nerdy guy’. In the earlier days some ppl were shipping httyd1 Hiccup, which personally I find extremely weird. Never engaged with that lol. After httyd2 came out that disappeared mostly but still it’s unsettling.

Anyways I don’t like the simplification of their characters and prefer when maybe older creators can take them in a more emotionally complex direction and when they do ohhhh my goddddddd. You end up with storytelling masterpieces with amazing character dimensionality.

I could go on for hours. There’s just something about them. It’s hard to put it into a single word but when they’re done right they just work.

[xlatrina]

(Pt. III) Friends to Lovers HCs w/Homicipher x GN!Reader

Tags: Platonic + Romantic HCs, Friends to Lovers trope for basically every LI, Likely OOC for some LIs*, Mini Scenarios (so HCs are kinda plot-driven), *Multi-Part Series, entirely SFW

Also, changing tenses in some cases + not proofread again... sorry!

*Some of the LIs are likely written OOC (Out Of Character) mainly due to a lack of substantial in-game appearances (at least in my opinion!). 

*Split into multiple parts because I’ve come to realize that these HCs are muuucccchhh too long 😅 BUT!! I’m too lazy to shorten them sooo… YEAH lol

Part I (Big 🙆‍♂️)

Part II (Mr. Chopped 🪓)

Part III (Mr. Crawling 👣)

$$$

Mr. Crawling

This man is in love with you.

Lowkey could stop right there.

Well, anyway…

Mr. Crawling is a GREAT friend, actually.

Like he’s the kind of buddy that’s —first of all —down for whatever.

You said you tryna go walk through an unfamiliar part of the Apartments to try and find a mysterious elevator?

Well…

YEAH SURE HE’LL TAG ALONG

I MEAN… WHY THE HELL NOT, Y’KNOW??

“Me know place here,” He’ll say. More or less: I know this place!

And he’s so damn chipper about it, too!

He’s just an overall helpful guy.

He seems to have an intrinsic protective streak in him, too.

Which is interesting, ‘cause it’s like…

While it’s obvious he’s been in the Apartments for a long time, it’s clear that he hasn’t completely lost his sense of humanity.

I mean, trust —it’s definitely worn in some ways.

Like, he eats people bruh.

Trust, his sense of humanity is def gone in some ways...

But!! At least he's not as violent as the other ghosts can be!!

Like, generally speaking, you’ll find that he’s a pretty admirable dude.

He doesn’t hurt other entities for the pure sake of hurting them.

Defense, and alternatively —for food or other resources like clothes or tools.

Those would probably be the only reasons Mr. Crawling would ever just… attack someone, especially unprovoked (unprovoked, but not necessarily without reason).

That being said, he’s a social butterfly!!

He’s literally a professional yapper in every sense of the word.

Like… he could start a podcast LMAO

Podcast Bro!Mr. Crawling…

Anywho, he’s genuinely a people person and he likes being in good company.

Whether it’s you, Mr. Silvair, Mr. Chopped, Mr. Stitch(?), the Nurse, Mr. Wheelchair, the Hairdresser, etc…

He’s genuinely the type who could talk to literally anyone about anything for any amount of time.

If you’re a yapper too, this’ll probably be fun for you!

And hell, you may very well have met your match, LOL.

If you’re more introverted or quiet —no matter.

Mr. Crawling, being the professional he is, knows how to fill up any awkward silences with banter.

He doesn’t judge you at all on the basis of how you react to his yapping. Truly.

At the end of the day, he just enjoys sharing your company and getting to hear your voice, as little or as often as that occurs.

Hopefully, you don’t find his constant need for company annoying.

… Do you find him annoying?

At some point, Mr. Crawling begins to realize his feelings for you have changed…

In the case you accept him as a partner, he’s absolutely OVERJOYED.

Not only have you promised to indefinitely keep his company, but you also accepted him as your better half!

“You enjoy me?” He’ll ask, pulling himself over your curled-up form beneath the thin white sheets of the hospital bed.

“Me enjoy you,” you’ll say. You might even pet his head a few times, and he’ll giggle maniacally before dropping his head into your neck.

As Mr. Crawling’s fondness for you intensifies, so does his protective streak.

This guy turns into Papa Bear when it comes down to protecting his better half.

What Megan thee Stallion said??

“Three things I don’t play about: myself, my money, or my man!”

That, but more like: “... my friends, or my partner!”

Something like that, LOL.

Mr. Crawling’s sweethearted, bubbly, outgoing, protective, and quite affectionate. Intimacy is a language he speaks as fluently as his otherworldly one.

As we know, he’s very much the “high-maintenance” type.

He’s just super affectionate overall —and Mr. Crawling just wants to know that you’re always on the same page!

Tell him you love him. 

Tell him how fun it was exploring the same old dreary halls with him. Tell him how relieved you felt when he swooped in to shield you from danger, even though you could handle yourself just fine. Run your fingers through his hair and massage the nape of his neck as you tell him how much you’ve come to enjoy —and maybe even crave —his company.

And when you’re done…

Tell him you love him. Yes, again. Again and again and again and again and again…

He could never get enough. Truly.

He could never get enough of you.

With a boyfriend like Mr. Crawling, you’ll never have to fear a lack of comfort, protection, friendship, or intimacy…

Because he’s constantly giving it to you. 

You don’t even need to ask for any kind of intimacy —again, he’s giving it to you anyway.

And whether you’d like to shack up in a nearby spare room beside Mr. Silvair and Mr. Chopped’s loungeroom (of the sort) or if you take him with you to the surface world…

It makes no real difference in the way Mr. Crawling clings to you.

All he knows is so long as you’re both finding yourselves tangled together beneath the sheets each night, all is right in the world!

Mr. Crawling just wants to spend his evenings at home, and if home is where the heart is, then…

Well, you know how that goes!

[Part I (Mr. Big 🙆‍♂️) | Part II (Mr. Chopped 🪓, First Half/Second Half), Part III (Mr. Crawling 👣)]

[malleusmaleficent]

killua is as popular as he is because he is romanticized (in a classical sense) to a point-- not intentionally i don't think, he's a trope inversion, but in inverting the trope he kind of gets romanticized as this like. brooding, sensitive, caring sort that only does bad things via happenstance and sort of removes his agency

and i mean, he IS 12, he doesn't have agency and what little agency he does have he uses to flaunt his parent's expectations, but yk. he do be out here hurting people

anyways that's why he's so popular he taps into a lot of stuff people like to project onto the troubled criminal sorts. not quite a "i can fix him" but adjacent to it, like they have similar roots. and yk he addresses the effects of trauma but listen im not getting into that

gon on the other hand, while also a trope inversion, ends up being a pretty frank examination of those sorts of people. you know, those people. the ones that are happy and bubbly and outgoing 24/7, im sorry but NONE of them bitches are sane. like your archetypal shonen protagonist should be on 17 different kinds of antipsychotics and they'd be happier and better off. gon is just the only one to really reckon with that and look at it in the face yk

but people don't like that, we like the romanticized extrovert who is super happy and outgoing and high functioning but also sane. and nice. and have no ulterior motives. the "extrovert taking their pet introvert for a walk" thing yk, many of us are introverts and we see that sort of thing in media and we like it and we want that for ourselves. but gon says no actually literally all of those people are insane and also i am insane

and yk what?

GOOD, someone needed to do it lmao

[simswoon]

now let me rebuttal previous anon’s argument:

valen is an infant, he’s NATURALLY gonna be calm/chill. the baby can’t even walk yet LOL. like kay said, jude is obviously gonna be hyper bc he has other kids his age to interact with + he’s a toddler/child. they naturally have a lot of energy and develop a sense of curiosity at this moment because they’re developing. yes, val’s somewhat calm nature can be an asset at some times BUT it can also be a burden to him as a person.

people who are more calm and introverted CAN have a hard time being able to communicate with others; and because valen doesn’t have other kids his age to interact with, it could make that situation for him worse. not to get hella realistic with your gp but he could grow up to have anxiety. and since valen would grow up to be a calm child, he would not do well interacting with children since “calm” is all he’s ever known. of course, if put in a position where something dangerous would happen, val would most likely be able to carefully assess a situation, which is good when dealing with children. as a baker, i believe his personality fits well! but being successful in baking doesn’t depend on one’s personality but rather their skills.

now let me get to jude (you can tell i’m biased):

jude’s outgoing personality and high energy gives him EVERY reason to be gen 3 heir. if jude was to become a babysitter, guess what, he’d be dealing with very hyper children. i believe he would have some type of experience when it comes to taking care of children because he’s an older brother. his outgoing personality would give him a better chance to connect with other sims/children as well & if put in a dangerous situation, jude would most likely act quick on his feet. i also see could see jude being a baker!! just because he looks like a take-out person doesn’t mean he wouldn’t be able to bake. how often do you doordash a cake? 🤨 oh okay LMAO

idk jude just fits better. i understand where anon is coming from (sort of) but we have to be realistic here & honestly just give it time to see how each child grows.

thank you for listening to ana’s ted talk see you next time <3 & i am willing to argue with all of y’all, it’s war behind my baby jude. i don’t play 🙄💀

LMAOO ANA 😭 okay wait, if Jude’s heir, he’s gonna be a chef, not a baker. That said, you made some really good points. Yeah, Valen’s calm partly because he’s still a baby, obviously—but I do feel like infant traits end up influencing how they develop as they grow. Like Jude started off as a happy infant → silly toddler → now he's a Gigglemeister (custom child trait). Meanwhile, I'm trying to picture grown-up Jude as a perfectionist or Valen as high maintenance, and… I can't yet.

You’re also so right that Valen might feel a little isolated at first—he’s the youngest, and there aren’t any kids super close to his age, which is gonna shape him. I don’t think he’s gonna grow up super reserved or anything, he'll just be a quieter guy. (Also true: we don’t even know if he likes kids yet… but y’know, if he doesn’t, I’ll force him to. if he is heir) Meanwhile, Jude does like kids, he was so excited to have a little brother. but also he did bite and hit his cousin so maybe he only likes his brother LMAO we just don't know yet and that's just the issue with having to choose an heir before they're teens. (but we have to cause this is stressing me out not knowing who I'll be writing for.)

I genuinely love seeing both perspectives, though!! Y’all are fighting wars over these kids and it brings me so much joy 😭💕

[inerciasss]

More characters from Archer and Cecil's story!! The popular kids from Archer's class :D

From left to right: Miguel (he/him), Sam (he/him), Noor (she/he) and Aisha (she/her). Noor and Aisha are childhood best friends, the four of them meet and become a friend group on their first year of high school <# Miguel and Archer live in the same neighborhood, so they become friends because they take the same bus to school every day. And my baby Archer is extremely introverted and shy while Miguel is super extroverted and outgoing, so when Miguel learns that Archer wants to become friends with Cecil but doesn't know how, he and his friends basicly start playing platonic matchmakers between the two to help Archer out lmao

Gonna give some cultural context, but it's pretty much an infodump soooo if you're interested in that infodump under the cut!!

Okey so you might be looking at my kids and saying "Iner there's no way those guys wouldn't get bullied to hell and back" (specially cause, well, Miguel wears exclusively skirts and dresses). And to that I say: ssssssh. Listen. Listen.

They're not just high school students. They're art high school students. And art school is like a different world

Here in Spain school is only mandatory until you're 16, and high school is optional. It's only two years, and you go if you want to go to college or anything similar. And because of that, high school is already "specialised" here.

You have science/technology, linguistics/sociology, and art (plastic/theatre) high school. And my story happens on the second/last year of art high school :D

This story is very very inspired by my own experiences, as I wanted to tell a story that I and my friends could see ourselves in. Because of that, I made all the characters people I could've easily gone to class to. In fact, a lot of them are inspired on irl people.

And ime, people who would get bullied anywhere else are really popular in art school. And I said that cause i've lived it– I went from being the weird kid who only had a few friends and was always excluded and picked last to having a lot of friends and feeling like I belonged. Probably because most art students are queer, or nerds, or neurodivergent, or all of the above lmao. All my friends are either into anime, or animation, or kpop, or comics. Most of them are neurodivergent in some way or another, or have obscure interests, or are alt. And I can count my cishet friends with one hand.

So, y'know. When you're all the queer weird kids, you don't get bullied for being queer or weird. Of course, this isn't saying that art school is some perfect utopia where we are all friends and get along perfectly and bigotry doesn't exist. I'm just saying that, in my experience, it's a very chill place where I finally found my fellow weird kids and finally felt like I was accepted with everything I am, not despite of it. And I think that's really cool <#

And while we're at it, let me tell you about the characters!! Miguel is based on THE popular guy from my high school class. He was the gayest man you'll ever meet, and so friendly and extroverted that everyone loved him. We weren't friends or anything, but he was a nice dude. I liked him. So I wanted Miguel to have his vibe!! Miguel is the friendliest guy ever. He gets along with everyone cause he's just vibing through life. Your happy go lucky type. I also made him HoH inspired by another guy I went to class to, but that one was an asshole lmao. I just like knowing realistic accomodations for my disabled character y'know? And!! He's also a celtic pagan!! Bc I befriended a surprising amount of pagans on high school lol

Then we have my ray of sunshine Sam <# his full name is Samuel Diego, he's half colombian half chilean. He's mainly inspired on one (1) friend to the point I had to make a conscious effort to not make them look the same and still failed 😭 but I just!! Love my friend so much!!! I needed to add his energy to my comic!! But I also added some stuff from all my latino friends and my brother's facial scars cause we need more characters with silly scars lmao. Sam is also the token cishet of the group cause every friend group needs a token cishet <#

Noor is based on another of my friends who's actually peruvian lmao, but I wanted to give Aisha an arab friend so here's Noor <# Noor is the introverted one of the group, but also very silently chaotic. He's gender fluid, very chill, and wants to study anything related to cameras and audiovisuals. And also your classic non practicing muslim that doesn't really follow islam but refuses to eat pork and drink alcohol lmao

And lastly Aisha!! I'm from Madrid so there's a lot of arab inmigrants where I live, and I just think hijabis are so stylish omgs. So I just!! Really wanted a stylish hijabi oc!!! Unlike Noor, she is pretty religious herself. But also super chill about it cause some religious people are normal about it and I really appreciate them 😭 Aisha is also a huge superhero nerd who wants to draw comics and has a ton of oc's herself. She's the braincell of the group until you bring up superheroes, then you lost her. She will tell you all about the white washing of the Scarlet Witch. She's very passionate about representación in comics and you will sit there and listen

Also they're all different religions but chill about it. Miguel is a celtic pagan, Sam is evangelic christian and Noor and Aisha are muslim. They're all super chill about it, cause they're all like do whatever you want with your life bro. Aisha is fine with paganism as long as you don't do magic around her, and Miguel isn't a witch (his grandma is), so all is fine. This is also inspired by two of my friends who are super close friends, but one is a witch and the other is christian. I may have religious trauma but even I understand that 👏people👏can👏be👏normal👏about👏their👏religion!!👏

So that's it :D thanks if you read all that, here's a cookie for your time🍪

[feelalrightinc725]

Oh wow Obey Me MC (about damn time) (yap session INCOMING)

I procrastinated this for too long anyway here she is *drops her down and runs*

Alright text info I was too lazy to make into a separate image:

NAME: Katja AGE: 19 HEIGHT: 174 cm BIRTHDAY: July 25th RACE: Human (Croatian) MBTI: INTP-t SEXUALITY: Hetero LIKES: Books, art, music DISLIKES: Being around people, heights

Preferences: FAVORITE AUTHOR: Edgar Allan Poe FAVORITE BOOK: Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde FAVORITE SERIES: NBC Hannibal

LOVE INTEREST: Mammon TROPES AND DYNAMICS: Golden retriever x black cat, troublemaker x good girl, dumbass x smart, outgoing x introvert POSSIBLE OTHER LOVE INTEREST (if I have the will LMAO): Barbatos OR Belphegor

Her front is unintentionally cold due to her shyness, insecurity, and hesitance at approaching others, which often leaves her alone, watching from the background. Academics and art discussions are not a struggle for her, but do not drag her into some social gathering. She has a creative mind and a passion for books, especially gothic classics and classics in general. She has her moments of mild confidence, which are often easily and quickly shattered, leaving her to dwell in the corner again. She often seems to have a bit of a melancholic air around her, which likely comes from her sensitivity (both emotional and physical). She cries easily despite valuing thinking, perfection, and logic over emotions and dislikes being touched. She often talks too quietly and may struggle with expressing herself. As for the exchange program, it genuinely interested her to interact with non-human species (plus she enjoys the darker aesthetic of Devildom.)

SONG MATCHES: prom dress - Mxmtoon Oh No! - MARINA Gilded Lily - Cults 7 Weeks & 3 Days - yungatita In My Room - Julia Wolf Cradles - Sub Urban Cry Baby - Melanie Martinez Gallowdance - Lebanon Hanover CHARACTER KINS: Edgar Allan Poe - Bungou Stray Dogs Sucrose - Genshin Impact Karen - Class of 09 Bella Swan - Twilight saga Anyway, I should draw her more damn..

[finniestoncrane]

I cannot live like this any longer, Sheriff Finnie. I'm here to confess to my crimes of being a little outlaw freak. My guilty conscience is eating me alive. 😔

(I'm a whore for horror of any kind, I love classic gothic literature and I'm a filthy night owl. 6 feet tall, and I love dressing with at least a little witchy aesthetic. I have a thousand different interests, including tarot reading, playing guitar, writing, and occasionally making people laugh online. I'm surprisingly introverted irl, but I'll step up to be the mom friend in a heartbeat. I hope this works, I'm bad at this lmao)

And uhhh they bonnie on my clyde until I die from several gunshot wounds

Micah x Moth a/n: hear me out hear me out hear me out HEAR ME OUT!!! HEAR ME OUT >:c main event post • event masterlist • tag: finnie3k • main masterlist minors DNI!! 🔞

I'm not about to judge you on your choice of partner in crime, cos I gotta admit, he is tempting. The most villainous of them all, truly.

First off, I gotta ask: do you two ever sleep? Between him claiming that sleep is "overrated" and you being a night owl, it's impossible for anyone to sleep soundly around here!

Now, the only thing that could knock him down a peg is having a partner taller than him! Those three inches make all the difference, and between that and your spooky aesthetic, there's no way he's going to be as intimidating, not in comparison. Which is a good thing. Kind of. Maybe. Although I suppose now we should all be scared of you instead...

You're a bit nicer though! Or at least a bit less violent. He's out here scamming and murdering, but you're a one-woman vaudeville show! A comedy show, a musical revue, and you get your fortune told on the way out? What's the catch, huh? Why would you waste those talents on crime!?

Is it because you want to fix him? You can mother him like he missed out on as a child? Make him at least a little better? Or do you need someone outgoing (annoyingly so) to make up for your more reserved nature? Trust me, he's not worth it!

I'm locking you up, regardless... But if you snitch, I can make you a very good deal. He's a rat too, so he'll understand.

[micallum]

I am here, back from the grave to tell you that my first concert after the pandemic was awesome. Amazing. Incredible. I had lots of fun throughout the day even as I was a loony traveling on my own to see a Korean group.

At first I was super nervous because me being me got a single ticket (lmao) so I was traveling on my own and I would stand among the crowd with no friends or family - so completely out of my comfort zone, if I’m honest. I’m not a very outgoing person, I wouldn’t say I’m an introvert either but I do tend to stay back and stay quiet when I feel like conversations will exhaust me. So I was anxious I would spend the day on my own in a city I don’t know…

And then I made some friends!

I ended up meeting some wonderful, smart and funny girls! ❤️ And they kind of adopted me. We went for food and we hung out, and they basically dropped me off at my access before the concert. I got to my seat and the girls around me were also very nice and friendly! We chatted for a bit and then when the concert started we all just enjoyed it together? Screaming. Laughing. Crying. It was a lot. And I enjoyed it so much, especially because I don’t have many friends who are into that group so I don’t get to talk about them with anyone in person. This was fun and I felt like I did something special for my inner child - which is important to do from time to time, right? I am still riding the concert buzz wave and I got tickets for the next concert in a few months 🤭 (I’ll be taking my mom with me to that one! She deserves adventure too)

[deadn30n-arch]

happy 2025!

firstly, sorry for all the ooc today, i plan on actually getting some writing done after my shift tonight lmao

but i wanted to take a moment to say thank you to everyone who's been so very kind to me in 2024. i know i had to disappear for roughly nine months due to a variety of health issues, and while a good portion of them aren't quite solved ( and a couple new ones have cropped up ) i feel... sane enough to be here.

to be honest, i didn't expect such a warm welcome when i returned. understandably, i disappeared for a long time in order to focus on my health. but within the first day of saying i'd come back, i'd been swamped with messages both on and off tumblr of people saying how happy it made them to see me around. and honestly that... meant a lot to me??? like, i'm the kind of person who sometimes needs to quite literally hibernate before being social again, and sometimes that can take months, but the people who welcome me back and act like i never left at all... i really appreciate that. truly. i'd be more than understanding to not wanting to maintain a friendship with someone who can disappear from time to time, but so many of you greeted me with so much warmth and love that i just?????????

honestly, knowing that i'm loved and missed, especially when i've been struggling both mentally and physically had made a world of a difference, and i can't even put into words how important that is to me. just know that if any of you had to do the same thing, i'd support you and welcome you back with open arms.

2024 has seen a lot of change for me ( much of it positive! ) and i've reconnected with old friends -- made connections with new friends, and i can't wait to see what 2025 has in store for us ♥

being as introverted and low-energy as i am, i think this year i want to try and make a change. to be more proactive in reaching out to people, in bridging connections and maintaining those connections. being an outgoing and higher-energy person has always made me a little nervous, especially because of how badly i've been burned in the past. there's a lot of anxiety about reaching out without wondering whether i'm a nuisance or too much. but i'm putting faith in the new year and the people who've chosen to follow me / be friends with me, that you'll be upfront. i think the rp community is full of wonderful people who are talented and original. who impress me every day with how ingenius they can be with their ideas, and i really can't wait to make more stories with all of you -- with all of our muses!

i also want to give a special shoutout to those of you who've taken a vested interest in both my novel and my most beloved oc, Eden / Solstice. you have no idea how happy it makes me to know that people actively want to engage in my writing, especially with that character. i'm gonna implode actually, you're all amazing

i don't keep a large following, but i firmly believe that if i was a nuisance to you, you wouldn't be here. so i'm going to make an effort to be more engaging with my friends and followers and less of a shelled turtle because i'm afraid of societial rejection.

i love you guys, i truly do. thanks for welcoming me back ♥♥♥ i hope this year treats all of us very kindly

[winterchimez]

tag game! 🎮

tagged by: @adorablehyunjae @from-izzy (thank you yas & izzy!! 💕)

rules: you're going to pick 10 of your biases (or as many biases as you have and then fill in the rest of the spots with idols you like) and number them 1-10. then answer the questions below! try not to look at the questions before you make your list!

bias list:

lee sangyeon (tbz)

jeon jungkook (bts)

xiao dejun (wayv)

min yoongi (bts)

lee hyunjae (tbz)

ju haknyeon (tbz)

kim chungha

kim youngbin (sf9)

lee jihoon (svt)

song yuqi (g)i-dle

questions under the cut!

between 7 and 5, who did you bias first?

i def fell for chungha way back before i became a deobi so it's her!! literally my kween i love love and admire her sm 🥹

between 2 and 6, who are you more attached to?

if we're speaking in terms of ult then it would be jungkook 🤧 he was literally my no.1 ult for life (and has been for so many years) until sangyeon came in the picture 😭 but he's still super dear to me i love my googie loads 🥺🐰 if irl ideally probs my junjun!! we both speak chinese & cantonese, me is an infp and he's an enfp, match made in heaven dare i say!! but seriously xiaojun is literally my ideal type irl 🥹🦕

if you were to spend the day with either 3 or 1, who would you choose and what would you do?

WHY WOULD YOU MAKE ME CHOOSE BETWEEN SANGYEON AND DEJUN WHY WHY WHY 😭😭😭😭😭😭 OKAY BUT REALISTICALLY SPEAKING, i might have to choose xiaojun 😔 (LET ME EXPLAIN BEFORE ANY OF YALL COME AT ME—)

firstly, we wouldn't have any language barriers which saves up so much time and energy good lord. (if it was sangyeon i would be stammering in my speech all day im sorry i will go learn more hangul first 😭😭😭) i LOVE cafe hopping, so i'd probably drag his ass to all of the places i wanna go, probably hang around at some park for picnic during noon, and finish off dinner at haidilao (obviously) 😋 he's a foodie he'll agree with me 😚

what is your favorite physical feature about 9?

look i have a thing for his captivating eyes (which jihoon reminds me loads of yoongi maybe that's why they're both part of my bias list LMAO)

what is your favorite part of 6's personality?

MY BELOVED HAKKIE 🥹 i absolutely love how enthusiastic he is about literally EVERYTHING. as a huge introvert myself i longed to have a partner who's outgoing and would literally make my laugh over anything at all, and that's how i imagine hakkie would be (esp when that's how he is with the members) ughhh i would do anything to spend time with this one 🤧🤧🤧

if you were to tell 8 anything you wanted, what would you tell them?

my precious binnie 🍀 you've been through so much and i know as a leader it hasn't always been easy for you shouldering so much even when you were in the army. but i hope you know that fantasys are always here for you and that it's totally fine to cry and let out your feelings to us, and i wish nothing but to continue to see that lovely smile and laughter on you always 💚

between 1 and 2, whose closet would you raid?

bruh they're both fashionistas but imma go for Sangyeon bcs Jungkook's closet is literally all black and white, and some hints of red that's it 😭

what is a style that you want to see 3 try?

i think xiaojun is pretty open-minded and he has tried quite a lot of styles by now... but i have to say. wayv's all for love perf from their kick back showcase???? that xiaojun CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER.

between 5 and 4, who are you closer to in height?

yoongi 😭 hyunjae is too tall for moi 🤧

between 10 and 9, whose music do you like the best?

omg please this is such a hard one 😭😭😭😭😭😭 but i will have to go for seventeen since i've been their fan literally since their debut 🤧🤧🤧

tagging: @sungbeam @juyeonszn @itsbeeble @zzoguri @kimsohn @mosviqu @invuwrld @stealanity @etherealcheol-mp3 @cupidjyu @snowflakewhispers @planetkiimchi @beautifulchris

[mrkis]

you characterise all the nct members in your writings so well aswell 🫶🏼🫶🏼

it’s fictional but it also makes sense in a realistic way? like renjun and jaemin as introverted private, blunt and kinda rude but it’s in a way where you know they keep to themselves and don’t really like a lot of attention or drama, just very chill. donghyuck and yangyang as annoying lmfao, but with very very big hearts and very protective that it’s scary. can’t wait to see you dive into that in his fic even more

and jeno… my fucking man. i feel like a lot of your followers and anons are jeno lovers?? i’ve been seeing a lot of him on your blog recently and just in general and i see why <3 your characterisation of him is perfection, chefs kiss. he’s popular, very loud (in a more subtle way, like not how he speaks but his presence, you know he’s there and it’s impossible to ignore him even if he’s not trying to get attention), very outgoing and bold both sexually and personality wise, like his parties?? it just makes so much sense to make him the party thrower out of all the group

and also his soft sweet caring side… maybe not sexually because i think that soft dom jeno is something that’s quite rare (let me know your opinion on it please cas :) whatever you say will always make so much sense and i know you’ll probably change my mind on it lol) but like he’s a sweetheart! he’s so caring and kind hearted as a friend and it’s driving me crazy cus we’ve only seen that side to him when treating his friends (like twlg mc and jaemin) imagine how heightened that is when we finally get to see boyfriend jeno?? i’m gonna go crazy like it’s gonna be the best side to him that we’ve seen im screaming

and this mf seems like someone who doesn’t try but things always go his way 😭 like he’s smart, gets good grades, has good sex, has a great friend group and is such a social guy? how does he have it all? it’s crazy

it seems like you mean just twlg😅 i appreciate it tho, truly! it makes me feel good knowing that it can come across as realistic.

and actually, a lot of my followers/anons here (from what i’ve witnessed since the beginning) are mainly jaemin & mark lovers. twlg is what brought the jaemin stans in (🫶) and mark obviously because of myself and how much i write for him. its only veryyyy recently, like… two days ago, that the jeno asks have started coming in!

but anyway, with twlg!jeno, he’s that really social and popular guy that everyone wants to get with or everyone wants to be yk? that typical type of thing. he also doesn’t go looking for attention and whatnot, he just happens to have it on him all the time. he’s that guy LMAO. but he’s also really sweet & caring, especially towards his close group of friends. (his relationship with jaemin mainly and mc, you can see that clearly).

twlg!jeno really did get a lot of love throughout the series… so thank you everyone!!🫶🫶🫶

[revasserium]

Hey! Do you have any ideas for awkward moments? But like, romantic.

Also, I'm jealous because perfume triggers my migraines. I think it's cool though, I never heard of your job before! What's your favorite scent ever?

i'm assuming u meant like awk romantic meet-cutes? imma pretend that's what u meant and go with it :)

accidentally spilling coffee on someone at the pick up counter and then "ah -- fuck, sorry -- i'll get you another one" and writing ur number on the coffee slip

introverts at a party neither of them wanna be at, but they were dragged by their more outgoing friends who just wanted to hook up, and now ur friends r making out across the room and ur sitting next to each other on the couch like "so uh.... nice party huh?" "actually i didn't even wanna be here" "omg thank GOD neither did i"

supermarket where u try to pick up the same thing, apologize, and then do it again in a different aisle, for a different piece of produce; being like "lmao we should swap recipes" and then actually doing it

ahh im so sorry perfume does that to you :( but actually most reactions people have towards fragrance isn't to the smell itself, it's the kind of alcohol the fragrance is diluted in! kinda cool, but still doesn't solve ur problem :(

my fav scent? hmmmm i like portrait of a lady, but bc i can't wear perfume to work (gotta keep our skin clean in case ppl need skin to test on LOL) i've stopped wearing perfume in general.

but i DO wear a specific white musk molecule u__u <3 it's called Helvetolide, and it's so light and fluffy and just... makes me very happy <3

[nishloves]

hey nish, so here is my ask for the match. thank you again, hope its not a bother!

i am an intj and more of an introvert. i can adapt well depending on my interlocutors and can be really shy as well as extremely outgoing. i love staying outside in the comfort of my house but also like hanging out with my friends even if i loose my energy pretty quickly. i am usually described as someone with a rather calm aura but the moment im really comfortable i am rather crazy lmao. i tend to lose focus quickly, ramble a lot (and forget to whom i said what) and can’t see for shit. i am a lazy perfectionist who hates things being done incorrectly but i want them being done quickly. i can be seen as arrogant but im a huge overthinker. I hate showing my feelings and have a hard time accepting my failures. since im always the youngest in my different friend groups, people tend to baby me which is really advantageous.

regarding my hobbies, i do ballet and modern jazz for more than fifteen years and it’s an art and sport that i am really dedicated to, creating choreographies and being kind of a scary mentor when i want to even if i like being like a big sister » so the youngest (im one of the oldest now). i also used to play tennis but outside those sports, i hate physical activities. i love manual activities such as making jewelleries, embroidery, crochet, drawing silly doodles and painting (even if i can’t wait until it is completely dry). i like reading (esp criminal novels) and love animes (my fav are haikyuu, hxh, fullmetal alchemist and bsd). id like to watch kdrama but i dont have enough time and can’t stay focused for so long anyways.

i am a sucker for light and dark academia and you’ll find me most of the time with velvet pants or oversize jeans and a pullover. finally, if i had to choose only five svt songs, it’d be 24h, home run, i don’t know, fallin’ flowers and hot.

thank you so much, i hope i didn’t ramble too much. love you!

hehe not at all! i loved reading all of it <3

when I read intj, i immediately thought about jun/hao/wonwoo but when I read it further, i thought that you might suit joshua more. but!!! when I read about the ballet portion, i just couldn't help thinking about dino!

so i match you with, wonwoo!

he is one of the most considerate individuals I've ever seen, he would be able to differentiate between your moods and energy levels and take care of you whenever you're out; it's like— he can just understand if you're drained or anything and would politely excuse you both from the gathering if he feels as if you're getting overwhelmed.

he would keep you grounded— scold you when you're wrong and empathise with you when you just want to rant. kind of like a very sturdy shoulder to cry on and your biggest motivation for any project.

he would absolutely love your calm-crazy dynamic, he loves it whenever you're so happy that your calm demeanor of an intj morphs into something more childlike and adorable. he also likes the fact that you have "maknae" tendencies, and would absolutely adore it.

he's not a perfectionist per se, but he has friends who are and rest assured that he will do his absolute best to help you take a break/ break your overthinking thoughts and help you get rational again. (vice versa)

you'd think that having a few hobbies to share might be a problem but it actually isn't; wonwoo is very happy whenever you're doing what you love and it makes him want to engage in your hobby with you. you both push each other to step out of your comfort zones and try out different things <3

and god, if you ever make him a bracelet, or crochet a small keyring for him, he's gonna treasure it; I think he might cry in secret too 😭

he also likes the fact that you don't like physical activities because then he doesn't have to do it, you both would probably spend your days cuddling or trying out each other's hobbies or cheering each other on!

he would be your biggest hypeman for your ballet and jazz music <3

[br1ghtestlight]

and would u believe me if i had personality breakdowns for them too.......

pink (he/she/they) they're a lot more ditzy and lighthearted than purple she just wants to be friends w/ everyone, loves makeup and fashion too though :) definitely looks up to purple a lot as an older sister (by maybe..... five minutes??) their dynamic is kinda like two oldest teenage sisters in the loud house. she's leni. Just living life one day at a time #queen maybe he'll be a makeup artist or something

red (she/her) - aggressive but not mean just really protective!! definitely the most athletic of the siblings and is on like two different sports teams (soccer and basketball ?? maybe). short tempered tho 🙁 its hard to hold down a job bcuz she doesn't put up with people's bullshit, she'd probably do well in politics lmao

orange (he/him) - he was born with an intellectual & physical disability and was very sick as a kid (mostly stayed in the hospital getting heart surgery or whatever) so his family is slightly overprotective of him. they kinda take turns hanging out with him bcuz it isnt really SAFE for him to be alone and bcuz he also doesn't like to be alone (they take turns as in monday is blue's day, tuesday is red's day etc etc and they all do an activity with him and just hang out. their parents obviously did most of the childcare when they were younger and they still have saturday but yknow..... jobs). outside of that he's very funny and adventurous, i think ideally he'd be going cliff diving every weekend but he's mostly just the class clown and he's very good at making his siblings laugh

yellow (he/they) - gay best friend.....?? he's a really sweet and supportive guy and LIVES to hype other people up. super friendly and outgoing. he has a job at like a clothing store in some botique mall. he's so brave bcuz he's like one of the only people in their family who isnt unemployed 🙏 BREADWINNER KING

green (he/him) - introverted and nerdy but he gets confused a lot 😭has like three separate chronic illnesses. reads and sleeps most of the time but he's a sweetie tbh

blue (they/them) - the main character of my Heart <3 (and one of nine actual main characters) not gonna go into their whole character here obvs but they're like the anxious/safe kid and they work at a grocery store. the responsible eldest daughter type vibes despite not being the eldest or a daughter

purple (she/her) - wants to be the most famous influencer in kenya. kinda a diva and obsesses over her appearance. definitely the most popular of the siblings when they were in school in school But she uses her influence for good..... mostly. definitely annoys blue once or twice about using starr for connections, which is not happening in this or any universe <3

they were raised to be very close and protective of each other and their relationship as siblings so they all get along pretty well apart from petty fights like you stole my hairdryer etc whatever. and they all still live together in a Big ass house like theyre fucking cartoon characters. but big families are much more common in objects so its not really that big of a deal, and blue is (mostly) happy to live with them........... Its Complicated

[gwyns]

I mistyped the ask! Here’s what I originally meant:

E/riel’s are trying to say that Feysand are Bella & Edward, Nessian are Rosalie & Emmett, and E/riel are Alice & Jasper. Alice Cullen is outgoing, bubbly, and extroverted, but aren’t E/riel’s the same ones saying that Elain is shy, quiet, and introverted? Which one is it? Pick one. There now saying Elain is a little weird, but I saw some E/riel’s saying that Gwyn’s character is this quirky not like other girls.

honestly i've learned that e/riels have the memory retention of a goldfish. they say something one day, then say the complete opposite the next. that's how you know their ship doesn't actually have a leg to stand on. when you constantly have to shuffle around your fave's characteristics and potential plotlines it's uh... not a good look lmao

of course no one but sjm truly knows what's going on but if you actually understand the characters and have basic critical thinking skills... it's not too hard to guess what'll happen based on the text

they just looooove making fun of gwyn for being "childish" and "quirky" but secretly they're wishing elain were her since gwynriel is giving mateism. they can't appreciate elain for who she is, hence their need to constantly shove her into places she doesn't belong nor would enjoy being. their ideal elain would be her in a redheaded wig