#perfectly personal post

[wysteir]

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My heart is still fragile

Lots of folks tell me I shouldn't keep it that way, but I think I will

I've spent so much time trying not to feel anything, trying not to let things get to me, trying anything and everything

Now I have a mask I don't like using that doesn't even cover my whole face

Now I have silence /

/ Now I lost much of my voice

They're useful, sure

But I didn't grow or anything. The silence was good in some ways and bad in others. I HAVE always wanted to curb the impulse to just say whatever, I HAVE wanted to get to take a moment before I spoke. And the price I paid was losing much of my ability to speak up. I had to relearn that one, it's still hard.

I have a lot of trouble "naturally" engaging in a conversation beyond listening! If your reading this and think I've been doing a good job, I really appreciate it.

I am trying very, very hard

It's a little difficult with a fragile heart, it's really scary actually!!! I had to learn bravery, to get to somewhere better. I'm scared a lot of the time so I have to be brave a lot of the time and shit, it's exhausting when I have to actually think about it

None of the learning was fun

But I was blessed to have good friends, to make good friends, and to deepen friendships, over the course of the decade

Fell in love and drifted out of it

Indulged infatuations for worse, for better

I keep making mistakes! I just keep making them, and I hated getting back up and it was miserable and anything. But I really wanted to be able to get back up. I really really wanted to be kind, to be cool, to be sexy

It felt silly but hey, maybe it would help if it wasn't so serious. I wanted to smile, I wanted to laugh, I wanted to be alright

Hell on Earth I wanted to be alright

I wasn't before, I still kind of am not

It does get easier but you do have to go get it, and I don't think people talk enough about how much it sucks to go get it. Maybe they don't wanna discourage people or smth. Reader I hope you have the strength to go get it. I really hope you do, fuck it's so hard sometimes.

I basically made this post last night too but I still wanna say things about it I guess HAHA

FUCK it sucks to get up and go get it

I think it helped that I had a good idea of the kind of person I wanted to be

And it's funny, I didn't even become her!!!

I'm too silly with it it seems

I wanted to be one of those cool silent types, but I love to tell jokes and I love to meme. I think that was the downfall of a lot of things in my life, I was mostly doing things because I thought they were cool but I didn't put enough thought into having fun with the process

And now that I am, I dunno I think I look pretty cool doing my thing HAHA

Reader, do you think I'm cool?

I probably think you're cool, fwiw

All of my friends are pretty fucking cool

I think that's all I have to say for now

Reader if you made it here, I appreciate you a lot. You may cash in a sticker, a hug, or a smooch on the cheek/forehead, or all three if you're a greedy lil goober (but I won't get mad ufufufu)

Feel free to reply onto this - maybe don't reblog it with a comment but hey if you think a follower might need to see smth like this go wild.

You can poke me on discord too if you'd like

For the record, I DO bite, but only if you ask, or only if you're mean HAHAHA

Regardless, I'll see you tomorrow yeah?

[ljsarts]

Pov : Your murders about to be solved in the weirdest way.....

[dukeofthomas]

"Are the Robins child soldiers" It depends. If the story is super serious and into exploring complex morality and grounded from reality's standards, then yes. If the story is lighthearted, made for children, fluff, etc., then no. If it's somewhere in the middle, it might depend.

If an author wants to write a story seriously delving into the fucked up-ness of children fighting criminals, they can, and if you don't like it, you can read something else.

If an author wants to write a fun story about villains and heroes featuring Robin in a world where that's not an issue, they can, and if you don't like it, you can read something else.

If an author wants to write a serious story but not apply IRL-logic to Robin, they can, and if you don't like it, you can read something else.

[poke-poke-poke]

omg goomy miku...................

(i asked @mikufigureoftheday about miku figures with a goomy-esc colour palette a while back-- one of the figures picked was a figure i actually own! )

sketch + wip lol

[oneshotprincess]

i think the thing that annoys me most about 'bad dad' clark fics is the fact that they feel really mean-spirited about superman in general. almost like they're telling ppl 'seee! superman's not great after all! he's just as bad as you and me! in fact, he's worse! look at how he's treating this innocent child' and it's almost like lex luthor himself is running a smear campaign on ao3

[novantinuum]

I'm Not Gonna Lie, one of the things I am MOST sick of as a SU fan is whenever one of my posts escapes containment and I see someone reblog it with something like,,, "I forgot how good this show is, despite its flaws"

Like... dawg. What fucking flaws are you talking about? Answer very carefully, because I will judge you deeply based on your answer. Did you FORGET how good this show is, or did you let the shitty YouTube critique "reviews" scramble your brain and skew your view of a perfectly fine and solid cartoon?

[fizpup]

valentine, you're a horse ❤️

[gabelew]

I prefer to work with canon characters, but sometimes some OCs are unavoidable. Given my focus on pre-Calamity times and the 100 year gap between it and botw, most of the OCs needed are the parents (or more specifically the moms, who nintendo just insists on pretending don't exist).

So here is some of my musings on the possible parent characters. It's all a work in progress, so most don't have names and their designs still fluctuate a bit. Currently the OC roster involves the Zora Queen, Bazz's and Rivan's mothers, Gaddison's parents, Dunma's mother and the previous Zora Guard Captain.

For the queen, I actually don't like the popular name "Sola" that much (language nerd reasons) so that will be changed probably....

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

Please stop telling people to die. Please stop telling people to kill themselves. For the love of everything, please stop. Don’t do that.

[sincerely-sofie]

What if Firn had a tumblr blog?

In a Modern AU, Firn Lambert is the social media manager for a business that Narinder runs. She also is an extremely popular influencer with large followings on countless platforms. She also has a Tumblr blog where she drops her beloved persona and posts her #raw and #unfiltered thoughts under the same username as her other accounts, but everyone thinks it’s just a parody impersonation account not owned by her.

Narinder, though, knows better.

[writer-room]

Its so funny that Arin and Sora have shown to have significantly better emotional intelligence than any of the ninja from all of the old seasons combined. "You should be taking care of your mental health" and "yeah saving the world is upsetting! no wonder you're having stress dreams" oh my precious children. You are surrounded by a teen dad with massive self-worth issues, the only one of two people who remembers the genie incident and also turned into the sea once, guy who's died like 3+ times and committed genocide under mind control, and a child soldier who's been living the hard knock life since age 2.

I hope to god you two are prepared to witness the most mentally unwell behavior you've seen in your entire teenage lives. You think you've already seen how bad it can get now? Fools. Just wait until you get a mission involving the Departed Realm

[fangirl-nadir]

Not to be an armchair therapist, but people who hate Shallan with their whole being give off major red flags

[mbat]

i love how werewolves are a metaphor for so many things. queerness. trauma. menstruation. chronic illness. like... its the best fictional creature for a reason

[gigglesoup]

I've been meaning to post this for a while now. I'm a soft and very, very sensitive person, emotionally speaking. I lean more into the lovey-dovey side of stuff in general...kinks, books, movies, shows, etc. I do enjoy some sadism and "cruelty" in some situations, but there's a limit. My limit is easy to reach because, again, I'm soft. And usually i know i've reached my limit when i get triggered by something, which is not a cool thing to happen to someone as emotional as me. No, i can't help it, and yes, i'm working on "getting tougher".

My point is: some kinks and fetishes out there are extremely triggering to me. And i simply can't stand being friends or being around people who are into stuff that disturb me. SOME dark kinks and fantasies are not that bad to me, so i just ignore that type of content and scroll/move on. But some are just too bad. Some i just can't ignore.

So please, if you're into darker stuff, don't send me your fantasies in my dm's and asks like you've been doing 😕 don't try to push it on me, i kindly ask you. Don't follow, don't interact, don't expect me to engage in those desires of yours. Please keep a distance. I did mention before that i have a tolerance, though. Some dark kinks don't affect me much, so i'm "okay" (as okay as possible) with them, some are on the "ehhh" zone for me, so if they just pop up on my dash i can just scroll or block It's tag and some are intolerable to me (instant block and that's it). I'll be updating my pinned post soon to let everyone know about my preferences regarding those!

Please keep in mind that it's nothing personal with anyone and it's just a matter of mental health! On that same note, i'm okay 😆 i really just wanted to let y'all know, so don't worry 🤍🫂 Thanks for reading!

[crimescrimson]

Albert Wesker in Resident Evil Remastered (2002)

[edennill-archived]

If you asked Maedhros when Fingon became his best friend, he'd say he liked him well enough before but it was probably codified sometime around the other's second coming of age.

If you asked Fingon... well, he was two years old when, asked who his best friend was, without any deliberation he replied Maitimo.