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personal take on fem tsukasa
#no the white bow is not part of my vision...... my apologies#if i was more tsukasa literate id think more about how being a girl would change her character and how the people around her react to her#like. instead of 'oh shes surprisingly caring' maybe more like 'oh shes surprisingly disruptive as fuck' because of hashtag society#and hashtag gender roles and whatever#but like i said. not really that well versed on everything he has going on so im just gonna leave it at the design#ann art#prsk#pjsk#tsukasa tenma#femkasa#prsk fa#So stupid looking in every universe god bless#IG WHAT I MEAN IS being a role model of an older sibling and being responsible i feel are traits more expected in girls. so it wouldnt rly#be 'unusual' or unexpected of her to be like that. i think. idk.#among other things probably. like realistically a lot of her personality would be changed but ASSUMING its identical to the original.. what#sequence of events/reactions/perceptions would have to have happened to get there. yknow. maybe.#education major in several child psych/development courses in ur area ! my bad
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I may just be insane about this but does this feel like foreshadowing to anyone else. In this scene we see her trying to replicate the skill of someone else (her mother) and failing to achieve the same results that they would. That feels really specific and it's driving me insane.
Like, we see this come back again in the aftermath of the trial. Diana has repeatedly voiced her admiration for Wolfgang's ability to speak and inspire those around him in the darkest of times, saying she wished she could do the same. We see her pour her heart out and give her own speech to inspire the others-- except the reaction that she receives is cold and miserable, far from the newly kindled warmth and hope Wolfgang was able to create every time.
Diana is a chameleon. Her whole thing is to reflect, to replicate and to adapt. Do you think that this small scene where she tries to make a butterfly out of her hairclips-- a butterfly, an animal associated with transformation and change-- and the end result looking nothing like what she wanted it to be is a metaphor for her future character arc? She has declared that she wants to follow in Wolfgang's footsteps, wants to become something new, but do you think that by the end she ends up being the furthest thing from him? Do you think that by the end she will be left distorted, fundamentally wrong? Do you think that if she could see what she will become in the future, the only emotion that she can muster is horror as she gazes at a stranger that's supposed to be herself? That by the end, she won't be able to recognise herself, because there's no "her" left anymore?
#project eden's garden#p:eg#p:eg spoilers#diana venicia#wolfgang akire#it makes me think of her in the imitation artwork#the way she is more “normal” than everyone else. that she's smiley and friendly and colourful but her eyes are completely vacant. glassy#everyone else's ranges from horrifying to morbidly cryptic to depressing yet they all feel infinitely more “real” than she does#they say the eyes are the window to the soul yet hers are mirrors that only reflect the people in her sight#and in one you can see her face. expression hardened and determined with purple eyes similar to wolfgang.#and then the one where you see diana look at her imitation self covering her mouth in horror at what she sees when she looks into its eyes#and it's so unbelievably similar to when she watched wolfgang get electrocuted to death#and it feels to me like it's emphasising how his death will be her spiral into losing herself entirely failing to be like him#which makes sense. because she has an idealised image of who wolfgang was#wolfgang was someone who was also scared. who also struggled. who had his own insecurities and fears and secrets#wolfgang had parts about himself he hated and tried to be a better person than he thought he was presently#and he has an idealised image of his own mum. dedicated his life to be like HER#she chases after an idealised picture modelled after another idealised picture unaware that the standard she's pursuing never existed#diana corruption arc i can feel it#i can see her character going downhill mentally from here and honestly i'd love that but i would be upset cuz she deserves better#but i feel like her story will be one of transformation gone horribly wrong#which makes her such an interesting antagonist and contrast to how damon's development will likely go#anywho just rambling here in the tags don't mind me much#i just really like diana and i don't rant about her enough XD#momento rambles
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PLEASE become evil on main your thoughts are always very interesting !! :3
Anon I need you to know I was debating just only making that one post and then biting my tongue about the rest but this ask was genuinely so relieving to see that I teared up a little bit thank you HDKSHDJD
I did, however, uhm. talk a Lot. and I'm very much being more honest about my feelings on this than I usually am, so it's going under the cut bdjshdjdnf
Ahem ahem. So. From a meta standpoint? I just have a very, very weird feeling about what's going on with tsams now that they've Also changed Lunar's name. The only information we have on what's happening is from Discord, where Kat mentioned it wasn't her choice to change Earth's name and the mods reassuring everyone that the changes are for a good reason. I've been seeing theories that the changes are to make them more sellable for merch? But I,, don't fully know why they'd have to change their own OCs for that? So idk
From a story perspective though? It doesn't make sense and it's just another vein of Lunar having no choice in what happens to them.
Just because Libra asked "do you accept this permanent name change?" doesn't mean that "no" was a valid answer, because then what would have happened? They say "actually, I like my name, Lunar feels fine" and then what? The astrals, of which are famously judgy and pushy, say "okay, we'll continue to call you Lunar then! (Even though we just said that Lunar is an unfitting astral name)" like?!?!!??? And Lunar just immediately goes home to be like "uh. I guess I have a different name now? and I don't wanna deal with two names, so just call me Cosmos too."
They didn't make this choice. And honestly! They couldn't have because Lunar wouldn't have ever changed their name of their own volition!!! You can't tell me that Lunar—the character who is known for trying to cling onto a sense of identity so hard that it causes more problems for them in the long run—would be willing to let go of their own name? That is the one thing about them that actually hasn't changed since the beginning, the one thing that's consistent in the face of everything.
Plus, on a more personal note? I had an experience with my old username where everyone was calling me a nickname derived from my url instead of my actual chosen name, and the realization that only one person was calling me my actual preferred name made me have a messy identity crisis. If Lunar wasn't just, a character who is unfortunately the subject of bad writing lately, this choice would probably hit them at some point. They'd probably have that same awful, dreadful feeling of "oh god. no one even knows me."
It's just. Earth made sense because she at least gave her own reasons. She said "yeah I'm tryna be my own person now, so I'm Terra!" but Lunar's reason was just "uh. Libra gave it to me sooo.... 👍 yup." Like. augghhh. They could have gone by both Lunar and Cosmos too if the writing wasn't being so weird but !!! ugh. deflates. it's whateverrrrr
#asks#anon#I AM NOT MAINTAGGING THIS EITHER. FOLLOWER SPECIAL ONLY BDJSBDJDNF#it's just. it's really really upsetting to have been watching lunar erode more and more to these writing choices#they. really changed bc of tlaes ending. and it's very clear it's bc of how rushed the ending was#i have been in love with lunar from the start. i loved how they tackles some harder situations and i was so excited about the development—#—of the dark star power bc ot meant that they finally unmasked and relapsed and we could see a very raw side of mental illness and trauma!#and then. it all amounted to 'yeah they're a bad person. good thing they're fixing that up in space!'#and i . literally have still been holding onto the slightest glimmer of hope that something would change#that maybe the new model woud be a good start even as a side character!#and then they changed their name#and then i realized there's something Happening#and they don't care about doing lunar's issues justice anymore. that it's just about marketability for real now#and i. honest to god cried earlier about this! i was genuinely shedding tears over this bc i had wanted so much more. and maybe that was—#—admittedly a bit silly of me! bc it's a daily uploads content farm ran by a shady company. and i was so eager to see smth better happen—#—that i accidentally turned watching tsams into an ocd compulsion bc i kept telling myself 'this one. this one could have lunar. this one—#—could have smth better for them. this one might be the silver lining#and it never was. and so i'm just. tired. and probably just gunna lay off watching Every tsams ep#it's not enjoyable anymore. every episode with them just makes me sadder#HM I JUST REALIZED HOW I SOUND. SORRY FOR BEING. SO FUCKING SERIOUS JESUS.#i just dhsjdhjshd im. kinda still going thru it LOL#vent#long tags#very long tags#discourse#negative#??? idk i'm doing blacklist-able tags just in case hdjshdjdjf#xero thoughts and rambles
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✨🌟Kiran, Fairy of Light🌟✨
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Posting in group (?) order, and as of right now in my mind, Kiran is the central character in my Legacy of Winx series. That’s not to say he’s the leader per se, but a lot of the plot moves thanks to his circumstances and actions ✨
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He’s changed quite a bit from when I conceptualized him in 2018 where his biggest contribution to “The Legacy” was being a male/masc fairy. But now, I’ve solidified the idea of him belonging to a lost tribe of fairies whose light magic is more ancestral and spiritual in a way. Kinda like Bloom, but his “kingdom/home” is well and truly gone and he might really be the only survivor…
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Development of Kiran since 2018 under the cut⬇️⬇️⬇️

#LMAOOOO I DIDNT TAG THIS WHEN I POSTED#Legacy of Winx#Winx#Winx Club#World of Winx#Winx OC#LoW: Kiran#male fairy#light fairy#character sheet#model sheet#character bio#clip studio paint#digital art#my art#fan art kinda#Kiran was the first person I drew that had completely new facial structures as he’s not related to any of the Winx/Specialists#I took notes from Helia/Proto Helia though since I wanted his face to still be elegant and kinda sleek#but not quite ethereally handsome like Helia#MY BABY BOY IS STILL HANDSOME DONT GET ME WRONG#But there’s like Sky Handsome and then Helia Handsome y’know and Kiran is right in the middle imo#character development
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book Murderbot likes its humans when they possess functioning self preservation skills, more or less. tv murderbot grows to like its humans despite their magnificent incompetence and frankly even when its humans are capable it doesn't get to see them being so. much to consider about this
#'my clients are the best clients' in ASR vs 'their assistance was anoying at best and a liability at worst but I kinda appreciated it's#something about like. TV murderbot feels more. Emotionally Motivated? I have many more thoughts on this but the words haven't found me#like something about seeing it externally Vs hearing its inner monologue creates an impression of a subtly different person#at least to me. in all my wisdom.#mine#book Murderbot appreciates competence! its traumas are in large part associated with a crushing sense of responsibility!#its presaux clients being able and willing to take care of themselves is p important in them developing a reciprocal relationship#which is. just kinda way less true for show presaux. murderbot and presaux there have like a legitimately insane power dynamic and I mean#DYNAMIC. like it is property but they will die without it. murderbot says that it's cheap and an old model but we don't FEEL that how we can#FEEL the impact of its education modules being shitty. like there's this sense that its clients being experienced field academics means they#have a legitimate skillset as a crew that is different and complementary to the skillset murderbot has.#and like. that's all without even brushing over the whole 'im asking you to keep your helmet down' Vs 'im advising you of the impact your#helmet choices will have' and like the internal fighting to abide by that to be understood and integrated Vs the eye contact torture scene.#yknow? there's something here. there's like a butterfly effect of adaptation happening here.
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(via true that)
#i think this hits particularly hard for infj's#like when you finally develop a personality#and your uniqueness comes out#and parents are suddenly like#i think we got a defective model#can this be returned to the store#do we still have the receipt#infj#mbti#mbti types#mbti personalities#mbti personality types
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from the programming that brought you glue pizza
how do we get this kind of bellend to shut up lol theyre so delusional
#there are a LOT of reasons we shouldnt be fucking about with AI at the moment#but PERSONALLY id like to ruin these idiots' days over it#these systems cannot use reasoning like people can get over yourself#i dont understand the obsession with AI at all#im all for using programming to do things people find difficult and some of the REAL developments into it are cool#but the vast majority of 'AI' is just a good model for doing shit we already did#its very disengenious to call everything 'AI' like that means something#cant wait for this shit bubble to burst#rory's ramblings
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"so many things using the term ai feels like deliberate obfuscation" i hate to tell u this but we have been using the term ai for video game npcs and scientific models and automated tools and generative tools for many decades.
like if this was a more recent acronym yeah it'd feel deliberate but all of those things are, in fact, forms of artificial intelligence
and sure they're trying to buzzword it bc of the genai craze but that shouldn't take away from the fact that we've been using that acronym for decades
#.txt#every time i see a shit take on ai stuff i feel my eyes roll out of my sockets#im anti-ai in the sense of the environmental stuff and the scraping artistic content unconsensually stuff#so many of y'all seem to hate it just to hate it#chill outttttt#ftr i also am against using shit like chat gpt to write emails or do ur homework for u or whatever#anyway. sorry for having nuance on the black and white thinking only website#just fuckin specify what you're talking about idk man#so easy to say genai if u wanna bitch abt genai 'art' or whatevr#or maybe even dont assume ppl r Only talking abt genai#bc other types of ai exists#in the op the person also makes an analogy what if the word tank was used for all vehicles#like . buddy the word vehicle is used for all vehicles. a tank is a vehicle just as much as a minivan is a vehicle#a scientific model ai is just as much an ai as generative ai#it's all artificial intelligence just different kinds that are developed and used in different ways
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I feel so blessed to know many talented people that enjoy creating beautiful images with me. All it takes is a good eye and good idea to turn it into a beautiful reality.
This photo was so simple to create. A visiting artist friend put a backdrop up in his hotel room and I styled myself. This is a raw unedited image.
It’s taken me most of my life to recognize and appreciate my own beauty, inner and outer. I’m grateful that I finally have learned to see, accept, and love reality exactly as it is… arguing with reality was insane and painful.
photo credit: John Schuyler
circa 2011
#healer in chief#sorinne ardeleanu#soul food for thought#evolution of consciousness#know thyself#self realization#self actualization#personal development#role model#John schuyler#artist#photography#studio photography#musing#simple#creator
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boring
If reading a book and cuddling my dog while my former model husband sleeps next to me is boring, so be it!!
#ask#your life sounds sad#maybe if you developed a better personality you'd land a former model with a huge dick#doubtful though!
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Actually it is SO weird to me to remember that I was an engineering student and that later on I had been pursuing a minor in statistics
I may be a IT & com person in the end, but I do have the foundations of engineering and statistics in my brain too. Wild !
#speculation nation#if i hadnt liked coding so much i probably wouldve still been an engineer.#like my school does a first year engineering track where u learn the basics and then explore different engineering options#so by ur second year u choose your official track and that decides the rest of your schooling.#and id been thinking about computer & electrical engineering. often goes hand in hand.#guys i couldve been an electrical engineer. honestly that wouldve been so cool. wasnt meant to be tho 👍#i took a coding class my 2nd semester. first experience with coding. it was in C. i LOVED it.#and it got me comparing computer engineering and computer science and i decided that i wanted to do computer science#but well the intro course for that fucking sucked. didnt wanna go back to engineering either bc i hated engineering lol#im smart enough but it's fuckin soul sucking man.#eventually tho i found my way to my current home. im a techie :3 and im happy with that.#anyways do i seem like the kind of person who was into engineering and statistics? sometimes it's weird for me to remember.#but i did spent Years assuming id end up as an engineer. my grandpa was one. my dad was studying to be one b4 he dropped out#and my sister is one. just kinda runs in the family i guess. & so i was So Sure that was where i was going.#took. an engineering class in high school and everything. taught me some good foundational skills in modeling#also was the class that let me develop my signature. bc we had a notebook we had to sign the top of every day#so me doing my signature over and over again. i decided to use it as an opportunity to make it My Own. rather than just my name in cursive.#so yeah im a techie that talks good but i do have that math brain. engineering basis. statistics knowledge.#kinda feel like a jack of all trades (master of none) with it all. but see thats a good thing for companies (i hope)#ive got foundational knowledge of many things. and i am Adaptable. they can teach me the in depth shit i need to know themselves.#and i Also have my work experience in management... which i hope will help my case when applying to companies too.#aaaahhh!!! so many things to think about!!! but at the end of the day i am smart & educated and i will be a good asset to any company i join#i just need to convince them of that 😂 but i can probably figure something out. something !!!#i will graduate college and get some kind of IT job that pays decently & work my way up to maybe someday being an IT manager or smth#i can finally start. truly growing up. instead of being stuck in forever college unable to drive myself anywhere.#have my IT job and a car and the ability to do Whatever i want.... god i want it so bad.#im just daydreaming by this point. god im so excited to finally graduate college.
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ive been playing a lot of hades recently and I think that zagreus should have the option to hit on achillles in some way. regardless of whether achilles politely shoots him down or he enters a polycule with achilles and patroclus. fishing about to see how achilles feels about nonmonogamy. It would be fun to watch him be so awkward about it
#mems yells#hades#I have finished the game in terms of storyline#and am aware that achilles holds a role that seems to combine mentor and father figure#But. First if all given Greek mythology I don't think zag would care. And also!#Young queer person admiring and developing a crush on their older queer role model?#this is also partly influenced by achilles being one of my favorite characters in hades and having one of the most fleshed-out personalitie#(In my opinion)#Anyways. I will channel this into further decorating the west hall. West wing. Whatever. More paintings incoming to there
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[ i'll make a proper hc post about this later when my brain works with me but i really like seeing how much more expressive eden is in the aetherium war event compares to the first time she was awakened. you could see that during the first few story chapters, eden was more stoic, quiet, less responsive. her expression rarely changes. sure, she was a menace from the get-go, but it's so nice to see how she's much more expressive now in the newest event. you get options to shape her personality, ranging from polite & respectful, to cautious, to confident and cocky ( mine is always a mix of them. eden is mostly humble & polite but with a touch of menacing answers here & there. she gets more confident as time goes but never cocky. ) and i love seeing that for her ? i love how the game lets her personality surface with her expressions and she's much more expressive with her facial expression & demeanor now. she smiles more often, speaks her mind, is still fearless but with a touch of humility, and i love that for her. ]
#.headcanon: eden | trailblazer#[ when i was playing through the event i was so so happy to see the variety in dialogue options#and how her in-game model is more lively & expressive emotion / expression-wise#her bright smile / her shy grin / her competitiveness / her smugness#being shown in-game during the event makes me SO SO HAPPY#MY GIRL IS DEVELOPING & BECOMING A PERSON MORE & MORE !!#bc i remember when i went thru so many playthrough videos with little expression variations for my icons#aetherium war really showed so many faces of her & i'm here sobbing into my paws ]
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i like that the new sohoku first year is a former basketball team manager. i always find myself really invested in understanding different sports manga manager characters’ relationships with playing sports
granted a lot of the time thats as an extension of just thinking about female characters and asking like. does miki have some genuine preference for being a manager over getting to cycle herself despite her obsession with cycling, or is it a product of her circumstances as a girl, and if its the latter does she already see it as too late or would she jump to ride a bike competitively if there was something more than exhibition races for girls within the institution of japanese high school road racing. would she want her teammates to fight to let her be on the team if that seemed at all like a possibility. etc!!!
but still even having the manager to athlete arc with a boy character will have some thematic overlap that i can use to further my miki thoughts on how that would all play out with rokudai also being a person miki knows now
#cpost#im putting an asterisk on the boy there of like. canonically speaking#i havent actually developed any new trans readings of characters from all the characters new to me reading again as an adult#but like. on a purely narrative and structural level without even knowing much about a character’s personality backstory etc#of course as someone deeply appealed to reading things as onoda being trans and realizing this partially through having makishima as a#gnc and/or trans role model#if this manga is going to be like ‘hey now that onoda is a senior like makishima was heres a parallel with a freshman now looking up to#onoda. and yes this kid vaguely looks kind of makishima-esque’#of course i am going to be open to the potential…#but beyond the point of miki posting.#except for a really convoluted miki and onoda friendship and navigating sports as girls fanfiction i constantly think about that only exists#in my mind…#yp blogging
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