#put into perspective of their relationship in the 2nd dimension...

[mammalsofaction]

Dooflene thoughts tonight. Crazy how both Perry and Charlene both seem like they can do so much better than Heinz and the way Heinz treats them sometimes but they still love and care for him so so so much. I get why but also its so crazy to see. Second; I think young Heinz got so much pussy its crazy.

[puppiesareperfect]

I would love your thoughts on Vanessa-2.

As well as how Vanessa’s relationship with her father in each demensson affects his goodness level b

Somehow I just saw this ask but yes!! I'd love to talk about this. Some of this is headcanoning considering we barely got to see 2nd dimension Vanessa. Also this will probably be long because I have much to ramble about (it is the English major in me lol)

But let's look at what we do see of her:

-In the first movie, there is a brief scene where she mentions 2D-Doofenshmirtz banishing one her boyfriends

-In Tales from The Resistance, she helps her parents escape after being cornered by the resistance and also reveals she un-banished a boyfriend or friend.

So there's a couple things this implies. The first is pretty important for her relationship with Doof in this dimension. 2D-Doofenshmirtz is far more controlling over Vanessa than "our" Doof. Obviously there are some episodes where 1D-Doofenshmirtz disapproves of who Vanessa is dating. But the thing is: the Doofenshmirtz we know would never even think to interfere with his daughter's relationships. It's also worth noting that for 1D-Doof, his feelings are based on concern rather than control. He doesn't disapprove because he wants to control his daughter's life, but because he has a genuine worry that the boy Vanessa is with may not being treating her with the respect she deserves. And he ends up being right about this, leading Vanessa to date Monty who she forms a great relationship with.

But what about Vanessa's perspective on all this, in both dimensions? Well, in the 1st dimension, Vanessa & Doof's discussion about her former bf is actually pretty loving. It comes up because Doof notices Vanessa is upset, leading them to talk. While Doofenshmirtz does say he's unsure of the "bad boy" types Vanessa dates, at no point does he get mad or ask her to break up with her boyfriend. Hell, Vanessa's response to his comment is to hug him and remind Doof that he is also evil. For a disagreement, it's a pretty loving moment between the two. To me it’s pretty clear Vanessa’s reaction comes from the fact she trusts her dad. She knows that even though he disagrees with her, he’s not going to punish her or get angry. She also tries to make him understand her POV, which kind of implies she knows she can have open discussions with her father. That’s pretty important. With 2D-Vanessa it’s different. She confronts 2D-Doofenshmirtz about her boyfriend’s banishment, but she’s almost immediately dismissed by him. I also remember her sounding somewhat exasperated about the whole ordeal. It’s like this is something she has to deal with often. She’s tired of it.

2D-Vanessa probably has a complicated dynamic with her family. She helps them escape and Charlene at least doesn't seem to mind the idea of Vanessa having boyfriends. We don't really know much about what it's like with her & Doof aside from what I've listed. My guess is that either he's a lot more focused on work than 1st-D Doofensmirtz and does not put as much time aside for birthdays/trips/Vanessa's interests as the Doofensmirtz we know. In other words it's possible he's distant. It could also be that he handles everything in her life like he does her boyfriends. She gets a bad grade in school? The teacher is fed to a monster. It's her birthday? He orders every person in the tri-state area to attend or else they will be fed to monsters. She needs new clothes? He forces people to make them for her. Basically everything he does that he claims is supportive involves doing evil stuff. And a lot of it is, again, based on control (either of Vanessa or the situations she finds herself in). The thing I can't see is him just...being a dad the way he is in the first dimension. Aside from Charlene he also has like...no connections with other people in this dimension. He seems to forget that the Normbots have personalities half the time, just kind of sending them to do tasks. He never really has conversations with them. He brainwashed Perry and kind of just uses him like a solider or guard. We don't really see any of the other love muffin people.

Either way, if 2D-Vanessa comes back I'd love to see the show explore her feelings on...everything. Considering she helped her parents escape, she probably at least think she wants to be evil. I could see her realizing that she doesn't actually like the evil stuff, and has just kind of been expected to do it. (Kind of like a parallel to 2D-Candace ahaha). Could also have her reflect on how she feels towards her parents. Her current design is really similar to normal Vanessa, but maybe she could get a new look as she figures herself out? I kind of wonder if she would want to wear more color than what we're used to, considering how grey Doofensmirtz forced the world to be. Probably nothing super bright but maybe dark blues? A subtle streak of some color in her hair? Who knows. It would also be nice to see her reconnect with more old friends who were banished. Speaking of friends, what's her dynamic with Perry? I like to think they were bros before all of this and also get to reconnect. I think all of this would be more interesting than her also being evil. We already had that twist with Charlene--let there be ONE good member of the Doofensmirtz family in this dimension. Also there's so so much potential there.

[kinglarrykoopadx]

My top 10 all time favorite characters

10. Captain Basilisx (SMBZ)

One of the few redeeming factors of SMBZ, Captain Basilisx is one of Bowser’s more threatening forces. An incredible badass who’s better than Shadow the Hedgefart (fight me) that has Medusa’s gaze and is the only one out of Bowser’s army who canonically kills Mario in the og series (the Reboot does not count, it does not exist to me). And his theme song, like god damn, that remix of Show No Tears from DMC3 is a banger. The only reason he’s this low is cause Basilisx is a one time character. His debut episode, The Great Doomship Offensive, was his final episode because Carl Marx Haynes refused to put him in the reboot, so thanks a lot, Alvinlaskan Bullworm.

9. Rosalina (Mario series)

Is anyone surprised she made it to this list somehow? Rosalina first appeared in the masterpiece of a game, Mario Galaxy. She watches the Comet Observatory and was accompanied by thousands, scratch it, millions of Lumas. They did her dirty in Mario Galaxy 2 by reducing her appearance to a cameo in the base game, and 3D World made her a straight up playable character to wash off the disrespect. She’s pretty much the only Mario princess that I adore. Pauline’s not my type, I despise the hell outta Peach, and Daisy is too sassy for my liking. Why she is at number 9 is that I don’t like her as much as I used to. Don’t get me wrong, I still liked her, I just don’t like her as much. Still a decent Mario character though.

8. King K. Rool (DK series)

Another case of Basilisx, he’s basically if Goofy from Disney tried to be Bowser. He’s many things. A boxer, a king, a scientist, hell even a pirate captain. His goal varies throughout his appearances. In the first DKC game, he wants to hoard all the Kongs’ bananas. In the 2nd and 3rd, he plotted revenge against the Kongs. In 64 is where he’s most serious, cause he wants to BLOW UP DK ISLAND with his Blast-O-Matic. he’s a wacky one, but that’s what we all adore from him. The reason he’s this low is that he’s another case of Basilisx. He’s underused as hell, he and the Kongs haven’t batted eyes in years. And truth to be told, I really wish he’d stick around. The villains we got in the recent DKC games are just generic as hell. Tiki Tong is Knucklotec but before Odyssey happened, and of course the Walrus is the main villain of Tropical Freeze. How anti climactic.

7. Blaze (Sonic series)

While I stated before that my faith on Sonic sinks as deep as the Mariana Trench, she’s one of the better Sonic characters. She’s the anti Sonic where while Sonic is social, caring and all about action, Blaze is an introvert, has no friends, and plans ahead. Kinda like everyone in 2020 when you put it in perspective. She has incredible fire powers and is the guardian of the Sol Emeralds, the Sol Dimension’s Chaos Emeralds, which looked like the Royal Rubies/Savvy Sapphires/Equable Emeralds from Dragon Quest. At first, she was hostile towards everyone except Cream, but in the end of Sonic Rush, she had character development and grew fond of everyone. She’s one of the best Sonic characters, and Sega did her dirty by pulling a Basilisx. Seriously, Generations was her last appearance, not counting spinoffs.

6. Metal Sonic (Sonic series)

In the Sonic series, Metal Sonic was the chad to Sonic’s virgin. He was first introduced in Sonic CD, as Sonic’s faker, who strived to be better than Sonic. And can I just say that Metal Sonic is 99.9% better than regular Sonic, despite Sonic kicking his ass multiple times? Safe to say that the scrap brain has acheived his life’s purpose (hohoho-) . He has speed that outmatches Sonic, can overheat his circuitry to catch up with Sonic when he’s far behind, but the biggest highlight was when he turned to flying metal godzilla. And his theme songs never cease to disappoint. Stardust Speedway is a banger and What I’m Made Of. Dear god, WHAT. I’M. MADE. OF. If you never smiled hearing this, don’t even speak a single word, cause you’re an alien and I’m calling the FBI. The only problem with him is he’s another Blaze/Basilisx. His last official appearance was in Generations, not counting Forces cause he was a hallucination at the time, and Mania was made by Whitehead and not Sega so it doesn’t count. The only reason he’s higher than Blaze is because I prefer him over her.

5. Vivian (TTYD)

In this tumblr, I normally trash talk TTYD, but now, let’s talk a positive from the game. Someone get me the bucket, cause after this section, I’m gonna barf. Anyways, Vivian from TTYD is by far the most developed out of the TTYD roster. We get glimpses of her being abused by Beldam and eventually in Chapter 4, she has a change of heart and joins your party, practically defying her purpose in life. She also has a wide array of useful attacks. Shadow Fist being her neutral special, Veil which is basically Bow’s Outta Sight, Fiery Jinx which inflicts Burn, and Infatuate which confuses enemies with a kiss (might as well call this The Thousand Kisses Door). The reason she’s this low is cause she’s not exactly my favorite female character in paper Mario, she’s rather the 2nd best.

4. Koopalings (Mario series)

Maybe I watched too much Bowser’s Koopalings for this one, but shut up, this is my list.

3. Bowser Jr (Mario series)

Bowser’s spoiled son here takes the 3rd place for multiple reasons. One, look at him. He’s adorable. How could you hate him you soulless pricks. Two, he’s smart as hell. I mean it’s evident since his debut, he literally framed Mario and got away with it. And mind you, framing someone for a felony is not easy. Takes years of planning, lawyers, hiding of evidence, and did I mention lawyers? And it doesn’t stop there. Unlike Bowser who normally uses brute force, Jr here uses all sorts of tech to keep Mario at bay. Megahammer, Mecha Jr, Boomsday Machine, you get the idea. Third, his father son relationship with Bowser is adorable as hell, seriously, HOW DO YOU HATE THIS GUY.

2. Olivia/Bobby (Origami King)

It was hard ranking these two individually but then I decided to put them both in the same tier. First up, my favorite Paper Mario character, Olivia.  She’s basically a precious sunshine baby and if you dare lay a single scratch on her, I WILL BE FORCED TO TRAVEL THE WORLD AND BACK TO FIND YOU AND WHEN I DO, THEY HAVE TO MAKE ANOTHER COFFIN FOR YOUR FUNERAL. Yeah, her hints usually don’t help and I can see why there are people who hate her, but that’s what kids do, and I don’t even wanna see how an Olivia hater parents his kids. I just assume they donate them to an orphanage or something. I was kinda sad to see her go honestly, she was the only one travel companion out of the modern trilogy that I feel actually matters. And now, we have Bobby. He’s basically a Bob Omb who was a passenger of the Princess Peach (the narcissism, I know) until Olly took over and he eventually lost his fuse and memory. He doesn’t do much in battle, but his story arc is his spotlight. Eventually, he got his memories and the fuse he kept as a memory for his fallen bestie, which means it’s time to say goodbye. I know some TTYD fanbitch is gonna question his death because “aLl bOb oMbS sUrvIvE aN explOsiOn” but listen. Bobby isn’t a special case like say, Bombette or Bobbery. He’s just a regular factory made Bob Omb, which means he’s gonna die should he explode. And not gonna lie, that was one of the saddest videogame moments I experienced in my life. I almost cried, true story, and it takes a lot to make me cry. Olivia’s despair doesn’t help either. He was a valiant hero, a chad, and most importantly, he was a FRIEND. The reason they’re not on the top is because there’s one surpassing the two of them, and all who know me know who he freaking is.

1. Bowser (Mario series)

I mean, c’mon, who else would it be? He’s basically the supreme chad to Mario’s virgin. He’s one of gaming’s most iconic villains and he deserves that fucking role. He’s incredibly badass, like look at Giga Bowser and Fury Bowser and tell me he’s not the icon of awesome. If he’s not, don’t speak to me. Hell, even Pyrrhon from Kid Icarus Uprising acknowledges his badassery, if you’ve seen Hades’ Misguidance Season 2. He’s also crazy powerful, being able to conquer entire galaxies and punch out castles, TWICE. He even punched an entity of darkness to oblivion once. And did I mention he’s an incredible parent? He’s one of the most complex Mario characters, and that’s why we love him, is it not? For me, this is rather the case of rooting the villain more than the hero. And if I get judged for it, then so be it. I wish one day for a standalone Bowser game (Inside Story does not count) where Bowser beats the shit outta Mario. I salute you, King Koopa, you don’t need a crown to be my ruler, my throne’s already yours.

[evadelaneyfineart]

Challenging Socially Accepted Narratives

What is my Chosen Subject Area?

While exploring different potential subject areas and topics that interest me, I derived three main ideas: exploring where the boundaries of a piece of art begins and ends. Secondly, challenging how words communicate- not through their definitions, but through their culturally defined connotations. Finally, exploring how science functions as a religion and how the more we discover, the less the know. I noticed a running theme through all of these ideas, which is my interest in challenging the socially accepted narratives around constructs of art, language and science. 

In terms of challenging perceptions of art, I have been influenced by William Tuckers assertion the ‘sculpture is subject to gravity and revealed by light’. This statement, was made in 1970s and is clearly dated now, but it triggered questions such as: where does a sculpture begin and end? Does it begin at the point of conception in the artists mind, or before the artist is even aware of the information in their head which would then bring them to the point of having the sculptural idea? Does the sculpture end with how it physically exists in its installation, or, even when the sculpture is taken down, does it still live on in the minds of those who saw them? Exploring the work of Clara Ursitti, who uses smell as the subject of her art has been interesting to think about how the seemingly ephemeral nature of smell does actually exist as physical particles in space, much like any traditional sculpture. The work Self Portrait in Scent Sketch No. 2 explores ways in which to distil a complex person in one entity and experience. This work reminded me of Cloned DNA Self Portrait 26.09.01 (2nd perspective) by Marc Quinn which involves a having his cloned DNA on an agar plate which became a series with his whole family. While Ursitti crafted her scent, Quinn uses genuine human matter, which crosses the boundary of representation into using the actual object to represent itself. Quinn’s DNA exists all over his body and the things he touches, but it is only until his DNA is given and art context and is ordained as art does it exist as so. It is the fine line of something existing as an object as supposed to a piece of art which I would be interested I exploring.

I am also interested in exploring the way language communicates outside of its literal meaning, and how context defines literatures meaning. I have engrossed myself in the literature of Toni Morrison which I find incredibly effective due to her poetic language that can say many things at once. With literature and a reader’s imagination, images can be created which cannot physically exist in the real world, such as oozing chalk or thick thoughts. Using these qualities of literature as a material itself would be interesting to explore. Creating work that would give light to the unspoken and subconscious information that we intake when we read would fascinate me. After reading several translated texts such as Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead by Olga Tokarczuk And The Employees by Olga Ravn, I have been fascinated with translation. Rather than translation creating an exact equivalent, it reveals both the perspectives of the author and translator. Adding dimensions of perspectives to a work by including ambiguous text would be interesting to experiment with.

The relationship between science and the spiritual world has always interested me, and seems to continually come up as a tension in my work. With science being, to me, the dominant influencer of world views, I am interested in how it functions more as a faith. Scientists put faith in a hypothesis and dedicate themselves to it, much like a religion. Humanity seems to put their faith in the theories too. The Milky Flesh parasite is the only living creature on earth that does not breath or have any mitochondria DNA. Scientists are unsure how this creature functions and survives. Therefore, it seems that the more that science discovers, the more the world breaks the rules that previous scientists had determined. This tension, when explored in art, would question the socially accepted authority of science in our culture. 

How will I Conduct my Research?

When conducting my research, I will explore art, language, and science through various means, such as essays, novels, videos, and artist websites. To explore my art research, I will research Cerith Wyn Evans whose work explores subverting the materiality of sculpture. Due to my interest in William Tucker’s definition of sculpture in his essay The Condition of Sculpture, I will also read his book ‘The Language of Sculpture’ to engage with more specific ideas which I can challenge. I would also like to research his more recent ideas and investigate whether his opinions have changed and if so, what cultural movements might have encouraged this change.

Through my investigation of artists that push material boundaries and the confinements of sculpture, I will also aim to research materials that subvert and question what can scientifically occur in art. I will further research the work of Olafur Eliasson due to his awe-factor sculptures that make me question how his work can exist. After the artist visit with Holly Hutchinson, I will research in much greater detail the ways in which she questions and explores science.

My research into science, I hope, will also extend into my conceptual practise. I will read What We Cannot Know by Marcus du Sautoy which is about human impossibilities in scientific knowledge. It will be interesting to identify the ways in which humanity acknowledges its own limitations. Questions and definitions of knowledge and existence should also help me better understand the role of religious faith and hope in science. The journal Why does God Exist? by C. A. McIntosh might also give insight into the psychological disposition of humankind and why we do all have a form of God in our lives, whether it is science or a more traditional theistic figure. The use of scientific journals, however, does create a complicated relationship with my subject matter. This is because I am using the godly authority of science while critiquing that very authority. Therefore, my own complicity in these ideas will be an added dimension to explore.

Due to my interest in using language as a material itself, I would like to read some creative writing that challenge form and translation. Rather than just academic research, I would like to use myself as a guinea pig and test which literary styles are most provocative for me, as a reader. A posthumous Toni Morrison novel has recently been released called Recatif, which has a very long introduction written by Zadie Smith. Through comparing Zadie Smith’s own literary style to discuss another literary style, ideas of interpretation and translation can be explored. I also will read And Our Faces, My Heart, Brief as Photos by John Berger which is a meditative book which subverts literary forms. The fine art descriptions in the novel may aid and inspire my own combining of literature and art. Further research on the art of Paul Thek and Gala Porras-Kim (who we saw at Gasworks) will also provide me with inspiration on how to incorporate text in art in a way which enhances visual imagery and narrative to create a strong message and viewer experience.

Through both primary and secondary research, I hope to ascertain a specific and clear theme through which I can homogenise these varied discussions surrounding art, science, and literature. For example, the journal Pheromones and Animal Behaviour: Communication by Smell and Taste by Tristram D. Wyatt will be interesting to combine ideas of communication through language as well as the ephemeral material quality of smell which can be used in sculpture. Through testing various untraditional and traditional art materials, such as both smell and latex, I will get the opinions of my peers to ascertain which are effective at encouraging them to question their perceptions.

How Does This Subject Matter Relate to my Art as a Whole?

In my work so far in foundation, I have previously explored incorporating text in my art, for example, in my piece Sculpture of the Mind, I screen printed a tortilla with a piece of literature which I wrote. In response to William Tuckers ideas about the materiality of sculpture, I encouraged the viewer to create the sculpture in their minds through the inspiration of the literature. This work I found to be successful, so adopting the same literary style would be a good starting off point. I also used text in my piece Amistics which involved instructions for a smell piece. I researched how separate Western cultures are from using smell to learn information, so I explored this through a scent which deposits UV ink and leaves a mark around the nose. Through creating an investigation booth, I called upon scientific visual culture, which I would also like to do in my FMP. Currently, I am working on a sculpture which explores the boundaries of living and non-living matter through my research on the milky flesh parasite. My research called upon Catholic relics because they also exist in a space of living and non-living due to the bodily matter once belonging to a living person but is now animated through their alleged spiritual significance. How science and spiritual ideas interplay is something I also hope to bring further into my FMP.

[firmanep]

28/28 Vision: Retrace

28/28 vision, life’s been hit me with precision. I’ve seen both ways, mourn and defeat at the bottom in one side, glory and prosper in the other. I choose to live on and keep 27 years back on my head. At 28 I begin to realize that everyone walk their own path, with their own pace. All of sudden, the meaning of success, settle, stand-on-your-feet, etc dissolve into thin air.

Nor, this doesn’t mean those words and its meaning is nothing but perception. Yet it’s a word of progress, everything in life is on process not an unchanged or fix terms. To make it clearer, I simply put it on my case. I wouldn’t say that I’m a success or failure person if I see this on my own perspective not others. What I trying to do is put those terms not in binary opposition. But in a life line terms. Life line is a sum of all variable in life. They are time, space, body, mind, money, social, career, relationship, sex, etc. So let’s put it in practice, I using “age” as metric. In example, at 27 YO I get a job promotion, start a mortgage, not in a relationship, feeling numb, stretching my financial belt, 58.000 hours listening music, etc.

Looking back farther than a year, I see myself rolling in a rollercoaster adventurous life. At 5 my parents enroll me to primary school in assume I “a slight smarter” than my counterparts. So I’m 1-2 year younger than my primary school friend age average. Yet instead accelerated in academics, my passion in football is stronger. So, it swiped the whole 6 years in primary. I won several trophy, even my profile been written on local newspaper as “bintang cilik”.

My career in football stop when I get into junior HS. Some shit happened at that time, my sister passed, family breakup, I move to my granny house, join a motorcycle gang, and drunk for the first time. That’s all more than enough to put a stamp in my face as “a broken home little shit”. But fortunately I found another passion, music. I start collecting cassette since at class 5 primary school. For local act i listened to Sheila on 7 generation band. Then I start a band, which then I ditched by because my “musical taste”.

Fuck, thanks to MTV After School Rock, so I bit move from locals and see global. At JHS I listened to hipmetal acts like Limp Bizkit and Linkin Park for a brief of time. Till I really struck on Warped Tour bands like Blink 182, Sum 41, New Found Glory, etc. Because of the rarity of the cassette, I start digging music at 2nd hand cassette dweller. From which I got more recommendation, so I begin listen to more “edgy” bands like MXPX, NOFX, No Use For a Name, and local indie bands like Nudist Island and Buckskin Bugle. So almost all my “pocket money” at JHS went off to buy cassette. Oh wait! I get my first and second girlfriends on JHS. LMAO.

So, half of my JHS I spent as a member of “packed gang” (in motorcycle gang and in a band), and the last half I spent by myself, walking around finding cassette. My last year in JHS been so frustrating, I don’t have much friends because they left me/or in opposite, so i don’t see any reason to took a same school with them. Then I get into HS, speaking spatially, it’s really far from my JHS. But it’s a “throwing stone” away from my granny house. Surprisingly it’s really easy to make friends then.

Though, talking about “cultural taste”, they’re a level under my JHS friends. But I see a genuine quality in them. Like most of HS kiddos allover Bandung, we’re maniacally love occupy a Warung and make it our base camp. I can say that “nongkrong” is in par with curriculum. Everyday, after school we ambush that Warung, then we called “TeronX”(wtf!). Playing cards, or in my case I watching people playing cards then getting drunk. While in the other time I still digging music, it’s easier then because the CD & MP3 era came. And I start come to indie gigs twice a week, and I make friends from a fuckin pit! there. Local bands growth fast then, gigs and indie music start to intervere the mainstream. Their music starts play at MTV and Radio.

In HS, i live in 2 social spheres, at school and at gigs. They feed my certain personal dimension. School friends give me a kind of family-ish feeling, we eat together, we talking about life and girl together, we’re wasted together (6 hours before final exam we’re still wasted as fuck!). While gigs friends gave me a cultural experience and influence. It constructs my cultural taste, ie: I decide to being an Emo Kid as fuck. I listened to Emo bands, I dress like Emo bands, I scream at every Alone At Last shows, heartbreak like Emo kid, I writing devastated poems like Emo kid, and I start an Emo band. Yet, the most important is the 2 social spheres successfully distracting me from home, which I no longer knew with.

After finish HS I decided to take a moment to think about my future, so I not in hurry get into college. Like most of school-bonded HS alumni I pretty often still come to school. Thanks to our occupied Warung, so I always know where I should take shelter. 2 life changing things happened then. First, I met my first long last girlfriend. Second, I join a look-kinda-gonnabe-rockstar band. Not at once the two different interest got head-to-head!. Yet they’re still got along hand by hand. The girl is a freshman in my HS. So we’re separated generation. I met her at the first time when I have a meeting with my band near school. It’s a cliché that I have bigger guts as fuckin alumni to come to her, greeting and ask her phone number. Since then, a full week I spend my time with her and ask her to be my GF, and voila she accepted me. Soon I knew the reason she want to be my GF is because of the spreading news about me and my band. Our band is like HS hero then. Again, it’s a fuckin cliché. But, in fact even a cheesy reason could lead into a 7 years relationship. Strange huh!.

The band is another story. Lovely Lolita, we’re named it after a single of local shoegaze band The Milo, although our music is not a dot like them. So it all starts when I invited to featuring with one of my HS band at one single, which then listed into an indie compilation. Me and one of its guitar player thought we’re should making Emo project together. So we’re looking for another player, then we’re met a drummer who still a HS kiddos in my HS then. Then our band started with only 3 players. I took a role as Vocal and Bass then. We’re recorded a single demo and spread it on MySpace. Surprisingly, the acceptance is huge. So we’re playing from gigs to gigs. Our music evolving as our influences richen. So we’re thinking to have a bass player and I just focus on vocal. Then we’re being 4 player Metalcore/Post-Hardcore band. We’re record 3 more songs plus 1 song at the brink of our breakup. Our fans base growing bigger, we’re lined up in a big league gigs, and one of major Radio enlisted us as one of must watch indie band. So, it was a really fuckin 4 years of awesome time.

I took on college a year after I graduate from HS. I get a diploma program in state university in Bandung. I took Broadcasting major. It’s clear then I get on that major because of my “serious passion” in music industry. I thought, if I work in broadcasting company it’ll easier to “spot lighting” my band. But it’s not going well academically. My grade is average. It’s because soon I realize that I actually not into Broadcasting. At 20 I started to blown by books and thoughts. So that’s when the pseudo-criticize dimension of me started. One of my lecturer said that I suppose to took Political Science major. That’s be my battery to get off. Luckily my mom accepted it and get me into PolSci related Bachelor program in one of mediocre university. Although then financially we’re kind of broke. But that’s my mom, she push herself and eagerly sacrifice her life just to ensure her son not fail.

I start my second Uni almost 21. In contrary with what happened in primary, there my age are 2-3 years above average. So I always think it’s a setback. I try not to waste it since this is my second chance. Then I accelerating everything, my time overly consumed by reading books, writing paper, seminars, and other academic things. It’s obvious I left almost other thing behind. That’s moment I no longer dealt with music and band stuff. The path that seems like been written, the other player focus chasing their own project. So that left me with 1 thing, my girlfriend whom struggling enter a new life phase, college. At that point of life we’re destined to get along, our life line walk side by side. Struggling to graduate from school and find a decent job. We’re also financially not sufficient, so we take any after school job. I work for my Uncle as tour guide to pay my semester. From 21 to 24 my old social life melt into thin air, instead I make new friends with people in academic and activism circle. Which then I realize has huge contribution to shape my thought and mental.

Entering new social sphere shocked me mentally that time. I really change into someone I don’t even know. A skeptical and over-thought pseudo-academic person. You know, that asshole kind of person who ultra assuming their thought being original and super right. At that time I don’t feel comfortable hanging out with my music circle friends. So I totally left them. As a replacement, I’m diving deep into books and activism. Which I believe they are my “true” passion and moronically my life path. I really mean it that time, my writing published at prominent activism web site, presenting my thought at seminars and discussion, being part of mass demonstration, etc. With that load of activity I still finish college just in 3,5 years. And rightaway I don’t thinking about get a “formal” job anymore, so I decide to get a Master degree at the best state Uni in Indonesia. With my saving from part time job as tour guide I pay the administration. My mom doesn’t know that I already accepted at Master degree. Till when the school calendar is coming I tell mom that I going to Jogja for 2 years. My mom shocked. Not only by the fact that I choose to extend my school year, but also by the fact that I’m going to live away from home for a quite long time. So I say sayonara. I leave mom in confusion.

The Master year been super well for me, I got almost Suma Cumlaude at my first semester. My paper presented at Bangkok and Rangoon. Though, unfortunately I don’t get there to present them by myself. The problem is classic. I broke. My saving run out fast. Thanks to unplanned budgeting and excessive drunk habit. Plus I only got a little amount of money from writing project. So in the brink of the second semester I don’t have any money on my pocket. So that was my first experience being financially broke.

Somehow although with my academic achievements I don’t get any of scholarship. Even I mail my Rector then to ask tuition fee postponed, and no answer. So with that condition, at that time I don’t see any reason to stay in Jogja. So I back to Bandung with head facing down like the losing army march back from devastating battlefield. I already knew what I’m going to face, thousand mock. And that come from my own family. But I knew, I was wrong been took some huge decision spontaneously without any plan ahead. So I swallow the pills.

It’s been quite a time to stand on my feet once more. This is the second time I fail at college, the different is this time I fail not by my academic issue, but a god damn run out of cash. My heart break and I fall so deep haunted by my failure. But whatever it takes I should rerun my life. Fortunately one of my friend recommend me to his boss. He just built a research institution, so he hire people to work with him. And I got the job which is suits me. Not only the job, but also the office location, it’s in Bandung. So I work like a year there, until some shit happened again. The company declare bankruptcy!. For brief of time I still can live by some cash I save. But it doesn’t take long till I got broke, once more. So in such devastated time I randomly throw my CV to any open vacancy. I visit every job fair, I sent bunch of mail. What I get is nothing. It’s understandable now why it is happened. I am 26 then. While I wait for job interview, I took any work that I able to do. In example, I’ve been working as part time primary school teacher in my mom office. I teach Social. Then I begin to accept my condition. Yet I know I can do better. So I still connected with activist and academic circle. From the same circle, I met with the second girl I declare as a “serious” relationship. Actually she is not from that circle, but more like friend of my friend. We’re accidentally met at one café when I have a meeting about an event we’re going to run.

Friend of mine greets me with her, who eventually is one of that café share holder. I don’t know, but somehow we’re so easily connected. Our conversation last till the café close. And that is the start. From then we’re regularly meet and somehow our relationship up a level to “a relationship”. We’re thru a great days together. It is possible that our life line slightly different. She just graduate from college that time and I am a jobseeker cum part timer guy. That’s preconditioned us to can spend a lot of time together. But then I got the job in Jakarta and she work in Bandung. Even though we’re still regularly meet when she back her home in Jakarta, but our relationship start to tumble. It’s partly because I’m in adaptation phase with Jakarta and she just starting work in Jakarta. So our communication start dismissed. We’re lost in translation. And at 6 month of our relationship we’re decide to breaking up.

I get a quite decent and suit job in media industry. Since the break up I decide to focus on how to struggling in Jakarta, build my career Monday to Friday and have some reboot in Saturday and Sunday. At the same time I begin to fix my relationship with my family, one of the reason I start a worker life. But it’s not until the 6th month I work then I rethink about what am I wanted to achieve in Jakarta. So I start to redirect my life. And I thought I should save some cash to prepare my future. Yet I still don’t know what am I going to do with that cash. Then I remember one of line in an Indian clan movie, if I not mistaken it is Appache. At the closing, the main actor had a convo with his counterparts. They’re talking about land property ownership.

The whole movie highlighted the conflict between Indians and the invader to claim a land. One of the line got stuck in my head ever since, the chief Appache tell a young brave warrior that “ain’t a men without a land”. Thus when it comes to saving, I always thought that I should save my cash in property not a mere virtual digit in Bank Account. So I tell my mom and she support my idea. Then I went to developer and bank, they accepted my mortgage proposal. At 27 I mark a monumental decision to pay credit to bank for long years. So I start my 28 with years of credit on my back but property on my feet.

Now I’m 28. What does it means by being a 28?. That question keep buzzing me days before I turn a year older till now when I officially 28. Honestly I still don’t know the answer. But I just knew that it is the time that I should continue step my feet to the next phase of life. I should be more stabile, mentally and materially. So when the time to settle comes, I’ll be ready or at least prepared. How to do that?. Simply by fix a once broken thing back then and set timeline goals. So I set it up. Now I got my 2 year plan. If that realize, and it should, it would be another monumental life decision. I wish. May the lord open.*** Bandung 26 January 2018 Ps: Sorry if my grammar sucks. It’s unedited and I don’t give a fuck, tho!

[seenashwrite]

The Nail: July 2017

The Nail isn't about perfection. It isn't about award-level contenders. It's about seeing focus and effort and hard work radiate off of the screen.

The Nail's purpose isn't to highlight genres of fics or specific ships written during a certain time frame - the sole focus is quality.

Character dimension. Writing with clever readers in mind. Solid world-building. Tension through boundaries. Crazy crisp dialogue. Incredibly tight plotting. Big emotion.

And though yours truly - nice to meet you, new folks, I’m Nash! - is editor of the list, the goal is for YOU to curate the content.

Read more about how all this came to be, find past editions, see what factors are considered when constructing the list, and how to get your recommendations in/be a curator HERE.

Hey, ramblers? Let’s get ramblin’.

For your reblogging convenience, here’s The Nail Master Post of Editions!

Quickie Nash Note:

I've not had opportunity this month [June] to give individual three-point reviews. So, something a little different here for July's reads - and it just might be the way The Nail rolls from here on out [and yes - I still will review on my "own time", as it were, once I... y'know... have more time].

Aside from the typical short blip of a summary that reviewers provide for their readers, you'll see a handful of reasons these pieces made the list below that, labelled "Q". In other words, the "Q"s  are a handful of elements we [curators & I] look for when it comes to an author nailing it.

Quite wonderfully, the curator submissions are increasing in number with every edition! So much so, many stories have been shifted to upcoming months. If you enjoy curator selections & found them to be of quality, please consider not only giving the authors feedback, but also thanking the curator(s) for bringing the story/series to your attention. I suspect they'll dig it.

XO - Nash.

* ~ * ALL FROM THE WORLD OF "SUPERNATURAL" UNLESS OTHERWISE NOTED * ~ *

SPEED READS [from scene do-overs to gif-inspired one-shots to dripping drabbles, all 500 words or less]  

These won’t be reviewed separately in Nash’s usual three-point manner à la #Nash Gives [Feed]back due to their length, excepting those cases where the author pulled off a fleshed-out plot/character or had a unique take that was well-covered in the short amount of space. If there is no title provided by the author, Nash/the curator will pick one for them.

THE YEAR IS 2050  -  @mishasaurus

Years on the job, and still the occasional surprise. 

Q: crisp, quick, no more words/detail than necessary; executed a call-back and wisely eschewed any [uneccessary] explanations; wonderfully delightful, spot-on humor

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FIFTEEN  -  @teamfreewill-imagine  

Time always has moved differently for Dean.

Q: Concise while still giving character dimension; exploratory without explaining every finite detail; subtle and realistic tipping point in character arc

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RESERVED SPACE  -  @supernaturalfreewill 

Rather than take action, Dean observes and wonders.

Q: pitch-perfection descriptions that gave just enough vs. too dense; took a prompt that inferred a certain direction/instead chose a thoughtful path to show a different side of a well-known character; pleasant change of pace/atypical use of reader inclusion/insert

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STEP-BY-STEP  -  @veneredirimmel

A short character study, considering what exactly is behind this hunter's smile.

Q: careful and considerate exploration of a characteristic that often bends shallow and sappy; flow is pitch-perfect, each section adding a bit more gravity, growing more personal as it goes on; kept in line with the portrayal we know while adding believable layers; leaves the reader with a feeling of "I want to go back and read this again"  

---> Unable to tag author, if someone would kindly let them know <---

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THE LONG, FULL YEARS  -  @ariannnawinchester 

What happens in the life story of the Winchesters after "The End" has been written.

Q: fantastic example of a heavy topic in the hands of a sharp author who can make it feel "light" & not depressive; written with clever readers in mind, painting a picture fluid enough to allow for interpretation; absolutely knocked it out of the park regarding the "main event", in that those details weren't important as the aftermath is the point; fleshed-out OCs whose personalities were clear & enjoyable despite only a few lines between them

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THERE IT WAS  -  @deathtonormalcy56

There's every reason to believe he'll be back - after all, he's always come back before - and now begins the time in between.

Q: good contrasts between objectives & subjectives/how "dulls" can be "sharps", etc.; took the risk of going with little/no dialogue that can often go awry for many/go sluggish; strong protag in the face of sorrow/doesn't fall apart/introspection without broodiness; 2nd person almost fading into 3rd omniscient

ON THE SHORT SIDE [500-ish to 1.5K]

Works via curators will not necessarily receive Nash's typical 3-point review

URBAN LEGENDS  -  @sasquatchandleatherjacket

Seems that some legends are more than the stories we use to contain them - and just how frightening they are depends on your perspective.

Q: creative take on the subject which made absolute perfect sense; nice, slow burn - despite the crisp pace & length - to the ultimate reveal, nicely camouflaged by the initial, more intuitive reveal; atypical choice regarding perspective, one not often utilized; leaves reader with the feeling of "I'd definitely read this again"

---> Unable to tag author, if someone would kindly let them know <---

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SHEETS  -  @klaineaholic

The basic skills for hunting include weapons and the lore, but when it comes to hunting with the Winchesters, one must also master snark, sarcasm, sass - and those skills may just be the most important of all.

Q: well-done characterization; nice, quick pace; awkward moment handled realistically; fleshed-out protag in a very short amount of time/showed a sharp wit with a softer side that didn't bend sappy

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TEA TIME WITH MILDRED  [on AO3] -  @grey2510 

Crowley has help this time around with his critique of Dean and Castiel.

Q: in medias res with steady pace; excellent characterizations, including fleshed-out & highly enjoyable minor/here-and-gone character from a past ep; doesn't waste time on things superfluous to plot, nice flow

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TRANSPLANT  -  @zepppie 

Dean takes a moment to give thanks for a gift, one that's given him a very different perspective on life.

Q: very unique/original plot that fits within the universe of the show; excellent characterization [minor OCs & protag alike]; written with clever readers in mind; big emotion while calmly introspective

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THE BEST OF FOOLS  -  @fanforfanatic

In which Castiel learns that a gift he's received holds more than simply music.

Q: in medias res; scene exploration with unique/original concept; tangible descriptions of the object in question, paints picture of sound extremely well; multiple fantastic turns-of-phrase/keeps a steady flow/prevents a bogged-down information relay

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STICK 'EM UP  -  @seljepw

Dean finds himself in a slightly atypical situation, though he also finds the family mantra still applies.  

Q: Solid beginning/cap-off; very believable characterization/verbiage/behavior of protag; tight plotting with crisp dialogue; little-to-no extraneous detail

MIDDLE-OF-THE-ROAD [around 1.5K - 2.5K]

Works via curators will not necessarily receive Nash's typical 3-point review

LET'S SWAYZE THIS MOTHER  -  @emilywritesaboutdean

They thought Gabriel had been taken out of the equation. They were wrong. Oh wow, were they ever wrong.

Q: in medias res; incredibly creative plot [bonus points for perfect title choice]; both the overall story/structure and characterizations left the feeling of having watched an episode of the show; seemingly effortless humor

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THERE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE  -  @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog

It was a different relationship for Sam, this woman who understood his lifestyle and his secrets completely, though the feelings of contrition seem to find him all the same.  

Q: beautifully fleshed-out, introspective view of the stoic main character that rings true to canon/believable interaction with secondary canon character;  moderate borrowing from source material used appropriately; killer last line to cap off

Curated by @klaineaholic, who said:   "This is so so sad and beautiful! The [pieces of dialogue were] such Eileen things to say, I’m so glad you wrote this!”

LONGER [around 2.5K to  3K-ish]

Works via curators will not necessarily receive Nash's typical 3-point review

  CRAPULOUS  -  @butiaintgonnaloveem 

A tale of a hangover, a vampire stake-out that went awry, and mysterious underwear await.

Q: well-plotted story with just enough detail/purposefully does not reveal every facet/encourages readers' imaginations; quick, witty, crisp dialogue beyond prompt(s); phenomenal featured OC; believable take on canon character; seemingly effortless humor

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THE REST  -  @mrswhozeewhatsis

Deferring to author's pitch-perfect summary - “It’s all about what you give away and what you keep for yourself.”

Q: excellent weaving together of a fleshed-out OC's story in a very plausible behind-the-scenes-canon vignette; limited/no laborious describing of situations/surroundings/appearances; well-done choices of breaks/flipping to next scene/kept flow; bonus points for utilizing a seldom-seen character 

Curated by @klaineaholic, who said: "I'm falling more and more in love with these fics that explore what's behind the canon. [This story is] like following this thread and going until you think you know how it's going to play into the canon and then the end just tugs your heart unexpectedly. Michelle clearly put so much thought and creativity into her pre-canon story on [a] beloved, oft-written about part of the Supernatural universe."

DEEP DIVES [3K and beyond, including completed multi-parters with 2 to (roughly) 5 parts of modestly sized chapters totaling at minimum 3K words]

This does *not* include series, which have their own section. Works via curators will not necessarily receive Nash's typical 3-point review.

THIS IS WHY WE CAN'T HAVE NICE THINGS   -  @hannahindie

On a much-needed night of relaxation for the crew, Dean’s picked a happy hour - with the hope of a happy ending - that doesn’t quite go as expected.

Q: rarely seen use of a narrator to help tell the story - and it is pulled it off seamlessly/does not detract or add a cumbersome nature - this is one of those few exceptions to the likely-never-to-fail-you in medias res kickoff; crisp, witty dialogue/interactions; solid all-around characterization  

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SCAR TISSUE  -  @fanforfanatic

It's nothing new when Dean meets a woman in a bar - only this time, as the author puts it, "their damaged parts seem to match."

Q:  took an oft-seen locale/situation and went deeper/introspective without being depressive; lovely, subtle touches sprinkled throughout for adding character depth - particularly O.C. - that add up by the end (bonus points for inventive "naming"); multiple well-crafted turns-of-phrase

SERIES SPOTLIGHT : SUPERNATURAL & SPN CROSS-OVERS [works that are completed series, as well as ongoing series with at least 3 parts published as of/prior to the edition of The Nail in question]

Due to time constraints, series are not read in full. They are given a cursory once-over for the quality basics, most importantly that the author has put maximum effort into world-building.

The first chapter / first handful of chapters / first third of the first chapter - depending on length - are read to ensure there are no gross grammar / spelling errors, as well as ensuring the story’s premise is made clear.

Summation line(s) below are taken from the author/the story, edited/shortened only for length/clarity if needed. Same applies to series from other fandoms featured on this list.

LIKE A ROLLING STONE  -  @stori-teller

"Cas Novak stumbles across a dead body - enter the Winchesters." 

Q: in medias res; character dimension; descriptions of people/places/things unfold organically; plot unfolds organically/no long expositions/etc.; bonus points for mini-summaries/appropriate warnings for each chapter  

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SENSATION  -  @littlegreenplasticsoldier

"Sam is cursed to live without his senses and you are left to look after him at the bunker."

Q: [Deferring to our curators this go, seems they covered it, yes? ;)  -N.] 

Curated by @butiaintgonnaloveem, who said: "It's one of those fics that is heavy, while maintaining humor which is tricky. And the way she manages to describe the senses and the lack thereof just boggles my mind."

Curated by @klaineaholic, who said: "Being inside Sam's head as he loses all of his senses, following along as you (the character) try to keep him sane and make him feel not-so-alone when he can't help BUT feel alone [...] Sam's internal voice is captured perfectly, his characterization is so true, and the plot is just phenomenal."

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BLOOD & PERFUME  -  @helvonasche  +  @madamelibrarian

"A pair of sisters must learn to navigate a life they're not used to, without a family, and with a power that should not exist."

Q: in medias res - and with a kick/thrown right into the action; unique ability/power/skill not seen/rare to see in this fandom; inventive name choices for original characters that fit the tone without being cumbersome or distracting; lets plot unfold organically

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YOUR YOUNG MEN WILL SEE VISIONS, YOUR OLD MEN WILL DREAM DREAMS  -  @winchester-family-business

[SUPERNATURAL + INCEPTION]

"Dreamsharing: digging through the secrets that should stay locked up tight -  and no secret is safe from the Winchesters."

Q: see my review for more detail on how this author essentially gave a master class on how to start a story, particularly in the action/adventure genre; takes inspiration without carbon-copy; characterization on-point; tension through boundaries; writing for clever readers

Nash Note: The link on the right - the second part of the title - is to the first chapter. The one on the left - the first part of the title - is to the brief primer on the “Inception” universe  

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RISE FOR YOUR KING  -  @thran-duils

“You were betrothed to a prince, but when a neighboring king - a mage - decides to dole out justice to your future father in law, he destroys the royal family... and takes an immediate liking to you.”

Q: well-styled fantasy/pseudo-historical AU with solid world-building; in medias res; tension/drama/action that ebbs/flows; gift/power/skill for protag which is atypical/rarely seen

Curated by @klaineaholic, who said: "JaNae is the queen of AU!Cas and she throws this character into new positions and life experiences and draws from the various Castiels that we see on the show in order to play with her AU!Cas' personality. This fic reminds me of Godstiel in a way, and how power-hungry that Cas was. Definitely imaginative, truly unique, and sexy to boot."

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THUNDER ROAD  -  @tankcupcakes

“Sent back in time to stop the murder of their parents, Sam and Dean are met with unforeseen circumstances that strand them in the past.”

Q: in medias res; crisp dialogue; tight plotting; spot-on/fleshed-out characterization [familiar + OCs]; evident critical eye regarding appropriate detail for time period; nice formatting/flow

POEMS & POETICAL PROSE [mostly quick reads, these are actual poems of any structure/length, as well as short prose that sings like a songbird]

These will not be reviewed separately in Nash’s usual three-point manner à la #Nash Gives [Feed]back due to the typically short lengths & structure. For poems: an excerpted line is used in lieu of summary. If there is no title provided by the author, Nash/the curator will pick one for them.

WHAT ANGELS NEED  -  @justrandomspnstuff

"...counting freckles like they’re flecks of gold."

Q: stanzas arranged with common strokes vs. carbon-copy repetition; sweet/thoughtful without bending saccharine/broody; kept clever readers in mind/lets the reader fill in the finer details    

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HIS CREATION  -  @vintagesam

"...enough tiny stars to make you believe in infinity."

Q: impeccable structure; steady through-line with nice break in form for ending; imagery without using over-the-top vocab/kept it simple & sharp yet expressive

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HE KNEW  -  @trexrambling

“The hunting continued while a different dream was born from the ashes.”

Q: nice change of pace with pseudo-”insert” approach in 3rd person/engaging readers with choice of 2nd protag; good formatting to help flow/segments of their time together separated; no "real" dialogue but without loss of pace

[ETA: Caught it on a subsequent glance - I have no idea why only Rex’s got copied from draft when I had it in another category initially, but it’s fixed now! -N.]

RANDOM FANDOMS  [all types, all lengths, all the things that aren’t SPN but are still pretty dang super]

Works via curators will not necessarily receive Nash's typical 3-point review, same standards apply per genre as noted above

TWO BIRDS [series]  -  @whotheeffisbucky

[MARVEL]

“Set in the roaring 1920s, Bucky Barnes runs Manhattan like a kid with a toy set. There’s perhaps only one person who should be more feared than him - and she’s asking for his protection.”

Q: phenomenal/well-researched world-building; tone, verbiage, descriptions that read like they're somewhere in the Gatsby family tree; appropriate to this time period/genre - winding and packed with rich - not laborious - detail

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WHAT'S A LITTLE TRAUMA BETWEEN FRIENDS  -  @withstarryeyes 

[STAR TREK]

An injury proves traumatic to more than just the person on the receiving end.

Q: wonderful characterization/explored side of a protag only seen glimpses of; nice cadence/flow; appropriate use of "breaks" in formatting that didn't disturb the flow; refreshing style to see regarding a distinct lack of laborious descriptions [setting/characters/etc.] in lieu of shots of tiny details sprinkled along paragraphs

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LOGIC AND ANGELS  -  @oneshot-twoshot-redshot-blueshot

[SHERLOCK + pseudo-SPN]

The great Mr. Holmes adds to his vast amount of knowledge.

Q: in medias res; excellent characterization of protag; kept air of mystery/no explicit explanations/ambiguity - written with clever readers in mind; multiple well-crafted lines, both internal and verbal 

---> Unable to tag author, if someone would kindly let them know <---

ORIGINAL WORKS [anything from haiku to novella]

Works via curators will not necessarily receive Nash's typical 3-point review, same standards apply per genre as noted above

I DIDN'T GIVE YOU THE FRUIT  -  @medeae

"I forget that ichor is gold."

Q: imaginative/original; vivid but not overbearing/atypical imagery; crisp, tight structure/verbiage

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LIKE THE SUN  -  @louisamayanniecat

"He looked at her like she was the sun, in that he never looked at her except in frustration."

Q: subverted the concept and made it infinitely better; not a space/word/letter wasted; conveyed a multitude of thoughts and incited as many feelings in a crisp, quick, organized manner

---> Unable to tag author, if someone would kindly let them know <---

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THE JUDGMENT  -  @impala-dreamer

One person's journey through.

Q: good use of imagery; platitude pulled from the facile & given framework;  contrast of easy nature with intensity of setting

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BOOKS ABOUT BETTER GIRLS  -  @inkskinned

Not every princess spends her days alone in the tower.

Q: above and beyond, fantastic, exceptional execution of a trope twist; fleshed-out characters; plot unfolds organically; written for clever readers; lovely world-building/character depth as compared to the length of text [read: many authors would take more words and likely accomplish less]

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Now get out there & read, read, read!

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New Post has been published on https://lovehaswonangelnumbers.org/the-energies-of-may-2019-consciousness-expansion/

The Energies of May 2019 ~ Consciousness Expansion

FCGCT Commentary: We are moving from the mind, to the Heart… not the balancing of the two. The brain acts as a conduit while the heart processes. The mind conflicts with the Heart, and is the cause for imbalance, pain, fear, suffering and more. The mind… the ego, blocks the Heart, as it Edges God Out. Let go of the mind, and solely flow from the Heart, connected to the Unified Heart in Unity Consciousness.  Thoughts turn to feelings, and beliefs to to knowing. Belief systems are based in lies and only the heart knows the truth. Anything that does not bring joy is not real! Let go of wants and needs and move toward a paradigm grateful receiving.  We are moving into a paradigm of passion for co-creation in love everywhere present.  Wants, needs, and desires are EGO traits, true passion is expanding love into creation with pure intent and creation of New Earth energy. Desires turn to passion and must be in aligned intention of new earth = heart.  Change must be embraced, accepted, and allowed, as LOVE is the only frequency that will move forward.  Change is positive and with it comes expansion.  Allow change and embrace the energies pouring out from Mother of all Creation.

  The Energies of May 2019 ~ Consciousness Expansion

Via: Natalie Alba

The key to growth is the production of higher dimensions of consciousness into our awareness.

Lao Tzu

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

We are heading into one of the most creative months of the year. May helps us connect to the power of the Earth, reminding us the importance than being grounded has. It is during this time that we finally descend our creations in the physical, where we can enjoy our soul visions and where we can truly realize if we have mastered the physical aspect of who we are or if we are yet living in the ethereal.  

From a broader perspective, this is a month for us to assist in the replacement of the original planetary architecture that was manipulated, eons ago. As it always happens, this month will be lived in different ways, for we are all unique. For the ones who are focused on manifesting or expanding upon certain aspects of their lives, it will be more centered on creating and bringing into form that which is going to assist their personal journey.

For the ones who already live according to their soul desires, in perfect resonance with who they have become, this will be a month to go further than our tangible realm and focus on our mission of bring restoration where required. These two months – April and May – due to their healing and stabilizing frequencies, are going to be of great assistance for the ones whose main task is to help with the Earth Fabrics.

From an earthly perspective, we begin this thriving month by having a wonderful New Moon in Taurus together with Mercury and Venus, Taurus’s ruler, entering into this same sign few days later. This loving essence will accompany us until the beginning of June and will help many to evaluate who they are, their lives, realizing where they can create more love, and hence, abundance and where they are not yet loving themselves enough, which is the main reason why abundance cannot fully flow, between many others. 

May shows us the important of honoring our earthly plane, the one who nurtures us and gives us the opportunity to enjoy the experience of being human, which is what in truth we came here to master. This is the perfect month for us to work on abundance, our relationships and on everything that helps us embody more love and the infinite possibilities that this realm offers us, when we are ready to embrace our human nature, not just our Divine one.

Body conduits clearing & expansion 

  As you know, in the macro, there are benevolent energies surrounding us beyond our planetary system. At this time we are going to receive a major influx for us to work on our intuitive abilities/chakras expansion. On one hand, we have loving energies coming from Taurus to helps us clear our second and throat chakra, ruled by Taurus, and of great importance during this month of May, whose energies will help us tremendously to clear many physical imbalances, before we consciously work on physical manifestation. 

  These energies are going to assist many to clear blockages related to their feminine essence, personal power and other karmic distortions, especially for the ones that descend from the Blue Ray, direct descendants from Aldebaran, in Taurus constellation, and hence have experienced deep suffering, due to eons of manipulation and control.

This current influx descending from the 7D is meant to awake the masses, as they continue to unplug from the 3D matrix and help others, who are already walking on this path, and on the conscious expansion that their upper senses are experiencing. 

This expansion is not just limited to our upper chakras but to all of our body conduits/portals that at the same time are connected to the Planetary crystalline structure. During May our heart center together with the thymus and throat chakra are going to experience a major opening and hence expansion, especially for the ones who are called to manifest a new path in which expressing themselves as well as their unique abilities, is required for their personal growth and their mission of assisting others, as they continue retrieving more wisdom/abilities that were dormant and needed of their conscious activation. 

It is important not to just focus on one aspect of us but on bringing balance to all. Many focus only in the activation/decalcification of their pineal gland and crown chakra. However, the Light, wisdom, call it as you prefer, that helps us increase in awareness, and hence makes us evolve, does not come precisely from the crown chakra but from Above, and it is pivotal that we understand that the human body does not only possess seven main chakras but 144, and that all of them are as important and as necessary for the proper functioning of our energetic and physical body.

Spiritually, focusing on one chakra to increase the light influx we so desire to receive is not wise for we are then not putting attention and care into the rest of our body channels, which function as one, even though, as humans, we tend to create separation. The one thousand petals chakra is one that on the contrary of what is often said or thought, is not simply activated by just our conscious desire or inner work but by our soul commands, when the human self and body is ready to integrate and manage properly, these higher frequencies – ones that do not enter directly through our seventh chakra, but from Above it.

For us to be able to descend information from our seventh chakra, first, we need to work on the activation of our twelve main chakras. After this conscious work, working on our eight chakra, beginning with the process of Monadic integration, is vital, if we desire to begin integrating our soul mission and consciously build the cord that links our body with the Divine aspect of who we are.

This is one of the main reasons why many are still being used as a dark conduit, for even though their intention is good and are ascending souls, they have not done yet the conscious inner work of emotional clearing and 3D releasement required for them to finally reconnect with their Monad and begin to receive truthful information rather than manipulated one. 

This month is a very important one, for even though we tend to only see it as one of manifestation and conscious creation, in the physical, for us to anchor all these visions, first we need to descend them from our upper channels or conduits, for one is not separated from the other, this is why it is so important not to limit ourselves with astrology and what if fixed, as by doing so, we could be leaving aside the many benevolent energies that we, and our Planet, due to the new dimensional space that we occupy now, can receive and embody, at this time.

These are some of the many tools that can help you open/expand your  body channels and/or upper senses, as you consciously embrace new energies from the seventh harmonic universe or Illumined Realms, that are also a part of our Divine Nature and hence right, to have access to:

White-silver ray: This Ray has a soothing and calming frequency, as well as feminine essence (2nd chakra), and it is recommended for those who are working on their feminine side, as well as for those whose main mission is related to restore the lost feminine power on the Planet. This Ray is also used to clear and expand our upper chakras. 

Diamond Ray – to assist those who are immersed into a clearing process to regain purity, unification, and their crystalline – Krist – essence. This Ray will also help those whose mission is to be Planetary gridworkers by clearing their body portals for they are connected with them in their mission to help in their restoration.

Golden Ray: This will infuse you with pure Christos energies – helping you to activate/heal/reconnect your DNA layers, and hence, the retrieval of soul “lost” wisdom.

Violet Ray: This Ray will not only help us in protecting and clearing our physical and non-physical bodies but in retrieving the proper connection, once the main inner work is done, with the integration of energies from the Illumined Realms – 7D – and beyond, which is essential if we desire to work on Monadic integration and receive the proper guidance for our journey and that of All.

Spiral energy forms visualization: when we work with our body conduits, we can use spirals as a visualization of how the energy moves and flows within our body conduits, clearing them with the color spectrum choose or that corresponds to each chakra and understanding that within Creation energy moves in spirals, nothing is ever closed but distorted, energetically. 

When we are working in the expansion of our chakras or any other body part, the ones who can see beyond the physical, will appreciate how in truth our chakras moves in forms of energy spirals, and depending on how the energy flows they will spin slowly, faster than usual or in perfect balance. It is important to connect with our bodies in the truest possible way, visualizing energy as it truly moves, and not as we were programmed to believe it moves.

The Antakarana cord building: This is a light cord that we shall consciously build once we begin on this evolutionary journey and that connected our physical body with our soul and Monad. This is one of the first steps towards self-liberation from the matrix, for we are building a true Divine connection with the highest aspects of us, allowing true guidance to be descended to us. This is also one of the first steps to clearly receive the soul insights that we are so eager to receive but that many cannot fully embrace, due to the lack of proper information about how to truly create a stable and healthy connection to our true source of guidance. 

It is important that we balance this work with the one of healing/releasing that which is impeding the proper embodiment of these Illumined Frequencies that we desire to integrate. We need to combine this work with the one that is meant to dissolve the many distortions that we have unconsciously built or have been programmed to believe, and that are still impeding us the proper flow of our body conduits. 

Some of the main issues or imbalances that are pivotal to dissolve for us to build a stronger connection to the Illumined Realms and Aspects of us are:

Lineal thinking

Physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies clearing.

Negative guides, entities, and implants removal.

Ancestral karmic patterns

Polarity integration

Addictions

Delusional and magical thinking

Mastering the egoic self

Star lineage distortions

As always, there are more patterns that we need to clear and that will depend on where you are and what you need to work with, at this time. Discern for yourself, as you become the witness of your personal human journey and see what others patterns or behaviours shall be dissolved/healed for you to embrace new levels of consciousness. 

This is a wonderful month for us to work on manifestation. However, our energetic body is also an important part of who we are, not just what we believe to be physical. If we are not energetically clear and healed, we cannot bring into form what is not yet unified within. Physical expansion only comes as a result of the inner one occurring within and it is precisely by working on our inner template that we can truly bring the desired outcomes/changes, in the tangible. 

Planetary alignments

  As I shared at the beginning, May is increasingly focused on the conscious creation of our soul desires, in the physical. This is a month to ground ourselves, to enjoy our creations, and to work on a deeper level with our Planet, for as planetary workers, it is our duty to move beyond the physical and assist in this transition into a new harmonic dimensional space.

Manifestation is the conscious use of Power, one that comes from our soul and the loving essence of our heart, one that is never forced but that embraces all as equal and that only manifests what is aligned with our true soul path and mission. By manifestation, we tend to understand the physical creation of material things. In truth, manifestations can be anything that helps us feel at peace.

It can be a peaceful state of being, the abundance we need to sustain us in the physical, a change we have been consciously creating for the betterment of our human experience, or simply the pure bliss we feel when we are aligned with who we are and with how things are, whether we resonate with them or not, in our existence. 

Anything that assists us in increasing alignment with our God Self, is a manifestation, for as ascending souls, we are beginning to remember, that not everything is about creating more money, nice material things etc. but about the true peace and joy originating from our loving state of being – of acceptance, surrender and trust. 

At a cosmic level, we ended April with  many Planets – Jupiter, Pluto, and Saturn “retrograde” – which I understand it is important for many who believe in this phases, which is perfectly fine as well for we all create the reality we desire to live. To balance these energies that I repeat can be felt as slow for many who have chosen to recreate these beliefs, May begins with loving energies from Taurus, inviting us to act towards our desire and expand into our tangible realm.

As a confirmation of the loving and abundant essence of this month is its Universal number 8 – 17 reduced. Number 17 is represented in tarot by one of the most positive cards, the Star. This is a card of faith, of hope and of calmness after the storm. A card of creativity, inspiration and a higher connection to the cosmos. On the other hand, number 8, is also represented by the fiery tarot card of strength – a woman holding between her hands the jaws of a Lion (sun) – representing the physical strength that can only come through the power of love, wisdom and balance, cultivated within. This is the perfect representation for the Wise Goddess of Love embracing fiery Leo, calming his wildness with her loving essence. 

The message is that all can be done through the power of love, all can be shifted and dissolved when our human self finally surrenders to a Higher Power that is within All things and beings, and lets it lead the way instead of forcing/moulding our reality with our egoic self who can only envision a small and limited view of what is truly happening. 

This is also a number that represents the infinite, for all is infinite in nature, and the only limitations are the ones created by our human minds, as it is the illusion of lack, coming from being immersed in a lower state of fear and separation. This is an opportunity for us to move inward and see where we still live in lack, where we still think that human resources are limited and can only come from the outside. For it is there where we begin limiting ourselves, by creating this same old story and by allowing its manifestation, in the physical. 

As always, abundance is another form of love, one that has to come from the love and respect you feel for yourself. If you do not feel worthy, if you do not feel you can create, all you need, by yourself, then, you will continue to experience lack. For when you love yourself, as another physical aspect of God, and when you value what you have to offer as well as you value others, the reality will respond with the same abundant and loving frequency you give.

Observe where you create limitations. All limitations come from our human minds. Witness when you have a strong soul desire to make tangible and your lower self tells you that you have not enough, for abundance is infinite as well as the nature of your essence. Every time you lower yourself, every time you tell yourself something is not possible, you are creating more lack. 

Every time you stand tall and walk on this Earth in deep communion with the Divine within you, knowing you always have all you need, loving everything that you are meant to experience, without any judgements, you are loving, and hence, you are creating abundance. The choice of what you need to experience at this moment, is always yours. 

In a month where inspiration is essential for us to manifest our soul desires, on May 1st, we have a wonderful alignment to help us connect with our soul visions: Uranus semi-square Neptune. This is a formation that comes at a time when change and the subsequent blossoming is very present, and will come to assist us in bringing into form new ideas and the projects we would like to create for our new lives.

To give us the perfect frequency for us to manifest our dreams in the physical, on May 4, we have a powerful and earthly New Moon at 14 degrees Taurus together with Mercury entering too into this same sign on May 6. These planetary events will ignite the frequency of this month that will continue to be present during June, one of passion, abundance, love and romance. 

The New Moon in Taurus, will remind us the importance of connecting to our physical realm, something that is of great importance to create strong foundations for our lives. There are many who cannot create strong pillars, for they live only their lives from an ethereal perspective, this is why they fall into the absence of what shall be constantly present within our human lives – abundance, and the peace that comes when we create all we need to support ourselves, in our earthly experience. 

This is a Moon to revise our values, and fake programs, so we can finally understand why there are some aspects of our lives, if this is the case, that are not working or not at least as we wish to. However, there are more in this Moon to share on a macro level, as we are now entering into a phase in which healing many distortions from the past are possible, due to the new frequency we hold now. This Moon will serve us to retrieve knowledge, to manifest, but also to create healing where needed. As always, it is all where we are in our unique path to self-evolution what will determine where we should focus.

Mercury in Taurus will show us where we need to create more harmony and equilibrium in our tangible lives, for our existence is not just to dwell in the ethereal remembering who we truly are, but to also be practical and descend into the physical all we have created in the non-physical. Mercury in Taurus is a wonderful time to observe – from a higher perspective – if we express our heart and thought with love, or if we are yet being abusive, falling into other egoic traps or simply using force to manipulate others rather than to create harmony through communication. 

On May 15, we have Venus entering into Taurus together with Mars doing the same into the same sign. When the Warrior enters into loving Cancer, it becomes tender, loving, charming and kind, expressing its powerful essence and passion into a protective and emotional force, empathizing with other’s feelings instead of exercising force upon them. This will invite many to act based on love and intuition rather than brute force. 

A few days later, on May 18, we will have a loving and deep Full Moon at 27 degrees Scorpio. One that will help us to emotionally release in a month ruled by earthly frequencies. The Scorpio-Taurus axis at this time will help us to merge with Earth, to bring into the earth our dreams, desires and everything we have within that is meant to blossom and expand into the physical, for this is in truth one of the main reasons why we came here – to become earthly beings, loving the earth that nurtures us and sustains us, while we walk as humans, and to retrieve this love by taking care of mother earth, securing its foundations instead of destroying them.

On May 21, the Sun and Mercury will enter Gemini together with Pluto quintile Chiron. We pass now from the earthly sign of Taurus to move into the speed of the element Air. It is now time to focus our attention into our mental Plane until we reach the perfect balance and wisdom that we need in all planes. If we learnt how to manifest in our earthly world with Taurus, enjoying the simple pleasures of our lives, our mere existence and the joy to be here at a unique time – experiencing a human realm, creating infinite abundance etc, now, the Twins, will make us cultivate reason and everything related with our intellectual side.

It is also a good time to study and expand our knowledge into new directions that could benefit our inner growth and give us new ideas for the next steps of our journey. Gemini will also assist us to express our hearts and feelings, by communicating with freedom, and discernment. It will help us to realize if we tend to focus more into one polarity or the other, so we can find union between different poles. A perfect time as well to dissolve from our mental body negative thoughts, fixations, conflicts, confusion and everything that is there causing us imbalances that later will be manifested into physical pain, in our bodies. 

We end the month by having Neptune trine True Node on May 22nd. This is another cosmic reminder after the Moon in Scorpio of the importance that merging the spiritual and mundance worlds, has. All the inspiration, dreams, visions and more that we are receiving at this time, are the way our soul has to express its desire to expand in the physical and it is our task to bring its wishes into fruition and there is no better time thant this Now moment to do so.

May is a month of creativity, boundless resources and expansion. As you know there is always a time for everything within Creation and it is now a time for us to honor and respect the aspect of us that is physical and as Divine as any other ethereal aspect that many honor above their earthly ones.

May is another gift, one that if we are open to see could serve us to create infinite possibilities for our unique journey of personal growth and our mission to assist others, for this is never separated from our personal desires. There are, always, many gifts within Creation being offered to us, we are just busy looking in the opposite direction, dwelling in what is not working rather than appreciating and accepting what IS.

In this moment there are many doors that will lead you to the relationship you so desire, to the work that will give you the opportunity to be in joy and help others, in your unique way, and to simply live within Divine Love and Peace, as you deserve to experience life in this physical realm. The question is: Will you accept this gift?

  Remember Beloveds, you are the Creative Power that consciously creates worlds and that is forever expanding within you and within infinite Universes, for it has no beginning nor end. 

You are the Fire, the Impulse, that pushes you to go beyond your human limits – always thriving within unknown horizons.

You are a Source of Infinite Possibilities, Abundance and Unconditional Love to All – manifesting a prosperous reality for the Highest good of All.

Embrace who you are.

I wish you all a month filled with infinite abundance, love and blessings, Beloved Companions!

  In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba

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The Energies of May 2019 ~ Consciousness Expansion

The key to growth is the production of higher dimensions of consciousness into our awareness.

  Lao Tzu

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

We are heading into one of the most creative months of the year. May helps us connect to the power of the Earth, reminding us the importance than being grounded has. It is during this time that we finally descend our creations in the physical, where we can enjoy our soul visions and where we can truly realize if we have mastered the physical aspect of who we are or if we are yet living in the ethereal.  

From a broader perspective, this is a month for us to assist in the replacement of the original planetary architecture that was manipulated, eons ago. As it always happens, this month will be lived in different ways, for we are all unique. For the ones who are focused on manifesting or expanding upon certain aspects of their lives, it will be more centered on creating and bringing into form that which is going to assist their personal journey.

For the ones who already live according to their soul desires, in perfect resonance with who they have become, this will be a month to go further than our tangible realm and focus on our mission of bring restoration where required. These two months – April and May – due to their healing and stabilizing frequencies, are going to be of great assistance for the ones whose main task is to help with the Earth Fabrics.

From an earthly perspective, we begin this thriving month by having a wonderful New Moon in Taurus together with Mercury and Venus, Taurus’s ruler, entering into this same sign few days later. This loving essence will accompany us until the beginning of June and will help many to evaluate who they are, their lives, realizing where they can create more love, and hence, abundance and where they are not yet loving themselves enough, which is the main reason why abundance cannot fully flow, between many others. 

May shows us the important of honoring our earthly plane, the one who nurtures us and gives us the opportunity to enjoy the experience of being human, which is what in truth we came here to master. This is the perfect month for us to work on abundance, our relationships and on everything that helps us embody more love and the infinite possibilities that this realm offers us, when we are ready to embrace our human nature, not just our Divine one.

Body conduits clearing & expansion 

  As you know, in the macro, there are benevolent energies surrounding us beyond our planetary system. At this time we are going to receive a major influx for us to work on our intuitive abilities/chakras expansion. On one hand, we have loving energies coming from Taurus to helps us clear our second and throat chakra, ruled by Taurus, and of great importance during this month of May, whose energies will help us tremendously to clear many physical imbalances, before we consciously work on physical manifestation. 

  These energies are going to assist many to clear blockages related to their feminine essence, personal power and other karmic distortions, especially for the ones that descend from the Blue Ray, direct descendants from Aldebaran, in Taurus constellation, and hence have experienced deep suffering, due to eons of manipulation and control.

This current influx descending from the 7D is meant to awake the masses, as they continue to unplug from the 3D matrix and help others, who are already walking on this path, and on the conscious expansion that their upper senses are experiencing. 

This expansion is not just limited to our upper chakras but to all of our body conduits/portals that at the same time are connected to the Planetary crystalline structure. During May our heart center together with the thymus and throat chakra are going to experience a major opening and hence expansion, especially for the ones who are called to manifest a new path in which expressing themselves as well as their unique abilities, is required for their personal growth and their mission of assisting others, as they continue retrieving more wisdom/abilities that were dormant and needed of their conscious activation. 

It is important not to just focus on one aspect of us but on bringing balance to all. Many focus only in the activation/decalcification of their pineal gland and crown chakra. However, the Light, wisdom, call it as you prefer, that helps us increase in awareness, and hence makes us evolve, does not come precisely from the crown chakra but from Above, and it is pivotal that we understand that the human body does not only possess seven main chakras but 144, and that all of them are as important and as necessary for the proper functioning of our energetic and physical body.

Spiritually, focusing on one chakra to increase the light influx we so desire to receive is not wise for we are then not putting attention and care into the rest of our body channels, which function as one, even though, as humans, we tend to create separation. The one thousand petals chakra is one that on the contrary of what is often said or thought, is not simply activated by just our conscious desire or inner work but by our soul commands, when the human self and body is ready to integrate and manage properly, these higher frequencies – ones that do not enter directly through our seventh chakra, but from Above it.

For us to be able to descend information from our seventh chakra, first, we need to work on the activation of our twelve main chakras. After this conscious work, working on our eight chakra, beginning with the process of Monadic integration, is vital, if we desire to begin integrating our soul mission and consciously build the cord that links our body with the Divine aspect of who we are.

This is one of the main reasons why many are still being used as a dark conduit, for even though their intention is good and are ascending souls, they have not done yet the conscious inner work of emotional clearing and 3D releasement required for them to finally reconnect with their Monad and begin to receive truthful information rather than manipulated one. 

This month is a very important one, for even though we tend to only see it as one of manifestation and conscious creation, in the physical, for us to anchor all these visions, first we need to descend them from our upper channels or conduits, for one is not separated from the other, this is why it is so important not to limit ourselves with astrology and what if fixed, as by doing so, we could be leaving aside the many benevolent energies that we, and our Planet, due to the new dimensional space that we occupy now, can receive and embody, at this time.

These are some of the many tools that can help you open/expand your  body channels and/or upper senses, as you consciously embrace new energies from the seventh harmonic universe or Illumined Realms, that are also a part of our Divine Nature and hence right, to have access to:

White-silver ray: This Ray has a soothing and calming frequency, as well as feminine essence (2nd chakra), and it is recommended for those who are working on their feminine side, as well as for those whose main mission is related to restore the lost feminine power on the Planet. This Ray is also used to clear and expand our upper chakras. 

Diamond Ray – to assist those who are immersed into a clearing process to regain purity, unification, and their crystalline – Krist – essence. This Ray will also help those whose mission is to be Planetary gridworkers by clearing their body portals for they are connected with them in their mission to help in their restoration.

Golden Ray: This will infuse you with pure Christos energies – helping you to activate/heal/reconnect your DNA layers, and hence, the retrieval of soul “lost” wisdom.

Violet Ray: This Ray will not only help us in protecting and clearing our physical and non-physical bodies but in retrieving the proper connection, once the main inner work is done, with the integration of energies from the Illumined Realms – 7D – and beyond, which is essential if we desire to work on Monadic integration and receive the proper guidance for our journey and that of All.

Spiral energy forms visualization: when we work with our body conduits, we can use spirals as a visualization of how the energy moves and flows within our body conduits, clearing them with the color spectrum choose or that corresponds to each chakra and understanding that within Creation energy moves in spirals, nothing is ever closed but distorted, energetically. 

When we are working in the expansion of our chakras or any other body part, the ones who can see beyond the physical, will appreciate how in truth our chakras moves in forms of energy spirals, and depending on how the energy flows they will spin slowly, faster than usual or in perfect balance. It is important to connect with our bodies in the truest possible way, visualizing energy as it truly moves, and not as we were programmed to believe it moves.

The Antakarana cord building: This is a light cord that we shall consciously build once we begin on this evolutionary journey and that connected our physical body with our soul and Monad. This is one of the first steps towards self-liberation from the matrix, for we are building a true Divine connection with the highest aspects of us, allowing true guidance to be descended to us. This is also one of the first steps to clearly receive the soul insights that we are so eager to receive but that many cannot fully embrace, due to the lack of proper information about how to truly create a stable and healthy connection to our true source of guidance. 

It is important that we balance this work with the one of healing/releasing that which is impeding the proper embodiment of these Illumined Frequencies that we desire to integrate. We need to combine this work with the one that is meant to dissolve the many distortions that we have unconsciously built or have been programmed to believe, and that are still impeding us the proper flow of our body conduits. 

Some of the main issues or imbalances that are pivotal to dissolve for us to build a stronger connection to the Illumined Realms and Aspects of us are:

Lineal thinking

Physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies clearing.

Negative guides, entities, and implants removal.

Ancestral karmic patterns

Polarity integration

Addictions

Delusional and magical thinking

Mastering the egoic self

Star lineage distortions

As always, there are more patterns that we need to clear and that will depend on where you are and what you need to work with, at this time. Discern for yourself, as you become the witness of your personal human journey and see what others patterns or behaviours shall be dissolved/healed for you to embrace new levels of consciousness. 

This is a wonderful month for us to work on manifestation. However, our energetic body is also an important part of who we are, not just what we believe to be physical. If we are not energetically clear and healed, we cannot bring into form what is not yet unified within. Physical expansion only comes as a result of the inner one occurring within and it is precisely by working on our inner template that we can truly bring the desired outcomes/changes, in the tangible. 

Planetary alignments

  As I shared at the beginning, May is increasingly focused on the conscious creation of our soul desires, in the physical. This is a month to ground ourselves, to enjoy our creations, and to work on a deeper level with our Planet, for as planetary workers, it is our duty to move beyond the physical and assist in this transition into a new harmonic dimensional space.

Manifestation is the conscious use of Power, one that comes from our soul and the loving essence of our heart, one that is never forced but that embraces all as equal and that only manifests what is aligned with our true soul path and mission. By manifestation, we tend to understand the physical creation of material things. In truth, manifestations can be anything that helps us feel at peace.

It can be a peaceful state of being, the abundance we need to sustain us in the physical, a change we have been consciously creating for the betterment of our human experience, or simply the pure bliss we feel when we are aligned with who we are and with how things are, whether we resonate with them or not, in our existence. 

Anything that assists us in increasing alignment with our God Self, is a manifestation, for as ascending souls, we are beginning to remember, that not everything is about creating more money, nice material things etc. but about the true peace and joy originating from our loving state of being – of acceptance, surrender and trust. 

At a cosmic level, we ended April with  many Planets – Jupiter, Pluto, and Saturn “retrograde” – which I understand it is important for many who believe in this phases, which is perfectly fine as well for we all create the reality we desire to live. To balance these energies that I repeat can be felt as slow for many who have chosen to recreate these beliefs, May begins with loving energies from Taurus, inviting us to act towards our desire and expand into our tangible realm.

As a confirmation of the loving and abundant essence of this month is its Universal number 8 – 17 reduced. Number 17 is represented in tarot by one of the most positive cards, the Star. This is a card of faith, of hope and of calmness after the storm. A card of creativity, inspiration and a higher connection to the cosmos. On the other hand, number 8, is also represented by the fiery tarot card of strength – a woman holding between her hands the jaws of a Lion (sun) – representing the physical strength that can only come through the power of love, wisdom and balance, cultivated within. This is the perfect representation for the Wise Goddess of Love embracing fiery Leo, calming his wildness with her loving essence. 

The message is that all can be done through the power of love, all can be shifted and dissolved when our human self finally surrenders to a Higher Power that is within All things and beings, and lets it lead the way instead of forcing/moulding our reality with our egoic self who can only envision a small and limited view of what is truly happening. 

This is also a number that represents the infinite, for all is infinite in nature, and the only limitations are the ones created by our human minds, as it is the illusion of lack, coming from being immersed in a lower state of fear and separation. This is an opportunity for us to move inward and see where we still live in lack, where we still think that human resources are limited and can only come from the outside. For it is there where we begin limiting ourselves, by creating this same old story and by allowing its manifestation, in the physical. 

As always, abundance is another form of love, one that has to come from the love and respect you feel for yourself. If you do not feel worthy, if you do not feel you can create, all you need, by yourself, then, you will continue to experience lack. For when you love yourself, as another physical aspect of God, and when you value what you have to offer as well as you value others, the reality will respond with the same abundant and loving frequency you give.

Observe where you create limitations. All limitations come from our human minds. Witness when you have a strong soul desire to make tangible and your lower self tells you that you have not enough, for abundance is infinite as well as the nature of your essence. Every time you lower yourself, every time you tell yourself something is not possible, you are creating more lack. 

Every time you stand tall and walk on this Earth in deep communion with the Divine within you, knowing you always have all you need, loving everything that you are meant to experience, without any judgements, you are loving, and hence, you are creating abundance. The choice of what you need to experience at this moment, is always yours. 

In a month where inspiration is essential for us to manifest our soul desires, on May 1st, we have a wonderful alignment to help us connect with our soul visions: Uranus semi-square Neptune. This is a formation that comes at a time when change and the subsequent blossoming is very present, and will come to assist us in bringing into form new ideas and the projects we would like to create for our new lives.

To give us the perfect frequency for us to manifest our dreams in the physical, on May 4, we have a powerful and earthly New Moon at 14 degrees Taurus together with Mercury entering too into this same sign on May 6. These planetary events will ignite the frequency of this month that will continue to be present during June, one of passion, abundance, love and romance. 

The New Moon in Taurus, will remind us the importance of connecting to our physical realm, something that is of great importance to create strong foundations for our lives. There are many who cannot create strong pillars, for they live only their lives from an ethereal perspective, this is why they fall into the absence of what shall be constantly present within our human lives – abundance, and the peace that comes when we create all we need to support ourselves, in our earthly experience. 

This is a Moon to revise our values, and fake programs, so we can finally understand why there are some aspects of our lives, if this is the case, that are not working or not at least as we wish to. However, there are more in this Moon to share on a macro level, as we are now entering into a phase in which healing many distortions from the past are possible, due to the new frequency we hold now. This Moon will serve us to retrieve knowledge, to manifest, but also to create healing where needed. As always, it is all where we are in our unique path to self-evolution what will determine where we should focus.

Mercury in Taurus will show us where we need to create more harmony and equilibrium in our tangible lives, for our existence is not just to dwell in the ethereal remembering who we truly are, but to also be practical and descend into the physical all we have created in the non-physical. Mercury in Taurus is a wonderful time to observe – from a higher perspective – if we express our heart and thought with love, or if we are yet being abusive, falling into other egoic traps or simply using force to manipulate others rather than to create harmony through communication. 

On May 15, we have Venus entering into Taurus together with Mars doing the same into the same sign. When the Warrior enters into loving Cancer, it becomes tender, loving, charming and kind, expressing its powerful essence and passion into a protective and emotional force, empathizing with other’s feelings instead of exercising force upon them. This will invite many to act based on love and intuition rather than brute force. 

A few days later, on May 18, we will have a loving and deep Full Moon at 27 degrees Scorpio. One that will help us to emotionally release in a month ruled by earthly frequencies. The Scorpio-Taurus axis at this time will help us to merge with Earth, to bring into the earth our dreams, desires and everything we have within that is meant to blossom and expand into the physical, for this is in truth one of the main reasons why we came here – to become earthly beings, loving the earth that nurtures us and sustains us, while we walk as humans, and to retrieve this love by taking care of mother earth, securing its foundations instead of destroying them.

On May 21, the Sun and Mercury will enter Gemini together with Pluto quintile Chiron. We pass now from the earthly sign of Taurus to move into the speed of the element Air. It is now time to focus our attention into our mental Plane until we reach the perfect balance and wisdom that we need in all planes. If we learnt how to manifest in our earthly world with Taurus, enjoying the simple pleasures of our lives, our mere existence and the joy to be here at a unique time – experiencing a human realm, creating infinite abundance etc, now, the Twins, will make us cultivate reason and everything related with our intellectual side.

It is also a good time to study and expand our knowledge into new directions that could benefit our inner growth and give us new ideas for the next steps of our journey. Gemini will also assist us to express our hearts and feelings, by communicating with freedom, and discernment. It will help us to realize if we tend to focus more into one polarity or the other, so we can find union between different poles. A perfect time as well to dissolve from our mental body negative thoughts, fixations, conflicts, confusion and everything that is there causing us imbalances that later will be manifested into physical pain, in our bodies. 

We end the month by having Neptune trine True Node on May 22nd. This is another cosmic reminder after the Moon in Scorpio of the importance that merging the spiritual and mundance worlds, has. All the inspiration, dreams, visions and more that we are receiving at this time, are the way our soul has to express its desire to expand in the physical and it is our task to bring its wishes into fruition and there is no better time thant this Now moment to do so.

May is a month of creativity, boundless resources and expansion. As you know there is always a time for everything within Creation and it is now a time for us to honor and respect the aspect of us that is physical and as Divine as any other ethereal aspect that many honor above their earthly ones.

May is another gift, one that if we are open to see could serve us to create infinite possibilities for our unique journey of personal growth and our mission to assist others, for this is never separated from our personal desires. There are, always, many gifts within Creation being offered to us, we are just busy looking in the opposite direction, dwelling in what is not working rather than appreciating and accepting what IS.

In this moment there are many doors that will lead you to the relationship you so desire, to the work that will give you the opportunity to be in joy and help others, in your unique way, and to simply live within Divine Love and Peace, as you deserve to experience life in this physical realm. The question is: Will you accept this gift?

  Remember Beloveds, you are the Creative Power that consciously creates worlds and that is forever expanding within you and within infinite Universes, for it has no beginning nor end. 

You are the Fire, the Impulse, that pushes you to go beyond your human limits – always thriving within unknown horizons.

You are a Source of Infinite Possibilities, Abundance and Unconditional Love to All – manifesting a prosperous reality for the Highest good of All.

Embrace who you are.

I wish you all a month filled with infinite abundance, love and blessings, Beloved Companions!

  In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba

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Hey lu! I just read equilibrium's new update and its so good! I have been waiting to see the drama unfold once OC realises that Jungkook likes her. This has got to be one of my favourite writings from you! The storyline is so fucked up and sad yet i could totally see this happening in real life. Take your time to write the next part and i'll like you to know that you have found yourself a loyal fan here! Have a great day!

Ah im glad that you liked the update! And as strange as it is, theres a bit of realism, huh? bc real life relationships are never perfect. and this is such a level of fucked up that it could srsly happen in our fucked up world haha. Thank you so much and i hope you have a great day as well! <3

Anonymous said:If I were OC in equilibrium I definitely wouldn't have continued or even gotten into the relationship to begin with. Idk maybe I'm too prideful but if anything I would be MORE upset over being in love with someone who obviously cares more about someone else WHILE in a relationship with both. Like I'd have to witness the extent to which the person I love values someone else more than me, be constantly reminded that even if I'm with him and he cares about me to a degree, I will always be 2nd best.

wait really? This is so interesting to hear! I mean, i completely understand your perspective, but i feel like it would be hard for me to resist... Like imagine if it was IRL Jimin and he wanted to share you with an outside party. Could you really resist that? I am an weak bitch and id prob crumble in seconds D: 

Anonymous said:I really don't understand why all of these anons are so upset with the Mc and not the boys as well? The three of them are clearly using each other, it's not just her using Jk. Anyways, I love your stories and this one is fabulous as well, and those stupid anons need to chill out. You're fantastic and have every right to put them in their place! I look forward to the next chapter!

exactly! The internalized misogyny on this site is fucking ridiculous. But all of your kind comments make me realize that these idiots are the minority so im super grateful <3 thank you!

Anonymous said:Equilibrium is so compelling. It's essentially a story like a chair with three legs- if one breaks, the whole structures collapses. Each person is only willing on keeping eachother around for their own gain. If anyone should be blamed for this, it should be Jungkook for simply suggesting the polygamous relationship knowing full well what it could mean for him specifically. Even more so, he's the only person "playing the field" taking advantage of Jimin's affection and OC's desperation - C Anon

Anonymous said:Continuing on my last ask. I also can't help but to notice that both Jimin or OC are particularly biased. They probably didn't intend to act that way but they do. But they also respect the "third wheel" of their ideal relationship respectively. Jungkook didn't do that. He intentionally tends to Jimin's needs knowing that's what he wants for no other reason than to keep OC away from Jimin. Cunning John Junglecock... someone is going to get hurt with this relationship built on lies - C Anon

Yes exactly! Theyre all pretty messed up, but Jungkook seems to be the most conniving of them all. I love the way you’ve thought this through and your interpretation is so spot on! Thanks so much for reading so carefully ^^

Anonymous said:Now that ive read chapter 10....how the FUCK are ppl mad at oc for this mess? Oc is dense for not picking up on jimin being willing to sell her for a corn chip in comparison to kookie, but the boys are by far the worst. They should've broken up after a week, with everything as toxic is it is. Both have ulterior motives when they say yes to the relationship. Everybody is in competition. And there is like, ZERO communication between them until kookie confessed in this chapter. It's a hot mess.

i know right??? seriously asdfjlksdfjk. tho i wouldnt go as far as saying that jimin is worse than the OC. theyre pretty damn equivalent. But no one’s innocent here haha. It’s just a truly screwed up situation D: 

Anonymous said:You are queen and I love you. I literally don't give a flying fuck what anyone else says about OC being a 'whatever-the-fuck-they-said' cause mygOD ARE YOU A FABULOUS WRITER. Fuck me Equilibrium is amazing. I'm slightly tipsy rn, but I know good literature when I read it, and I am leaving it open to reread it tomorrow when I am sober, but even I can see that the characters are all equally using each other, and each of them are to blame for this shit-storm of a relationship. Perhaps JK even more?

ahahahaha this is amazing! I’m so glad that you are tipsy! TAKE AN EXTRA SHOT FOR ME! <3

and i know right? I feel like Jimin and the OC have been played. Theyre innocent idiots. But then again, it’s not like they were forced into doing anything. it was their own free will :/ 

Anonymous said:Gahh ch10 was so intense! I agree with others that all three are wrong to manipulate each other but idk i found myself feeling kinda sorry for Jimin by the end of 10? The way I've interpreted it so far is that he probably felt the most inclined to just go with it and agree to the poly relationship, or at least that's how I read it, and yeah fine maybe he hasn't treated yn quite as 'nicely' but like he hasn't condemned her for also being affiliated with jungkook, but then again he's using this(1)

Anonymous said:(2) relationship to be with jungkook but yeah sorry I'm repeating myself but I really get the sense that he's just been kinda going along with it rather than outright manipulating them both, and yeah his resolve has been kinda breaking over the last few chapters but the flashbacks suggest that Jimin is at heart caring and just lovesick with jungkook whereas the oc and jungkook seem to have an unhealthy obsession w jimin and y/n respectively. Sorry I'm rambling but yeah thx for the amazing fic!

yeah i can see it that way! I feel like jimin has a better sense of morality and guilt than the other two. They are unhealthily obsessed, but jimin genuinely cares about them both, so it’s a bit sad. :/ But you can also see it from another dimension-- Jimin knew the OC liked him, Jungkook knew Jimin liked him and they both are playing their respective parties to get to what they want. However, the OC did not know that Jungkook liked him until the latest chapter, so she was pretty much innocent until now. so yeah. it’s debatable who’s the most innocent, but it sure as hell isnt jjk lol 

Anonymous said:Equilibrium is amazing for me because the longer you think about it the worse the characters get likeJimin at first seems like the purest one but then you realize he knew the OC was always being bullied and used and she depended on him because he was her first friend and he still made the decision to use her once again.Also I feel like part of her feelings for him have something to do with her feelings she came from an environment where she was never treated well and then suddenly here he was.

YES EXACTLY! It’s so hard to tell. bc jimin does genuinely care about the OC, but at the same time, the OC wasn’t manipulating anyone or stringing along anymore until the latest chapter where she finally broke and turned into one of them. So yeah... it’s the lucifer effect, man. The situation will change you 

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I am going to make several posts to this video because it is a rich resource for explicating my particular heresies to your advantage. Strictly speaking, you have not put on your metaphoric META cap in this chapter of your excellent survey of Acts, so far. Like I say, you know your shit, but, in this video and all your canon, you have your Campus Crusade for Christ theological training wheels on and I could fall back on a technicality that you are wearing a metaphorical MAGA hat as a state of being, but you can repent of your vile MAGA hat political conceits, but your theological training wheels are your way of knowing The One and how you deal with them is between you and the Holy Spirit and you're pretty well set in concrete when it comes to the Evangelical business model.

Today, 4 May, is the 49th anniversary of Kent State. Now, I didn't plan this: the Holy Spirit arranged for me to discover your ministry and to begin to introduce methods and structures of process theology. Although I can generally stipulate to the Alfred North Whitehead's et al's general concept, the issue of The One is not contingent in the least. The reason why process theology works so well is because God is the north seeking arrow of the construct. The awesome nature of God that you waste enormous stores of energy that results in your Ten Minute Bible Hour routinely running over 15 minutes  trying to establish  for you 15 year old Christian baseball camp demographic and your anti-theist and Muslim skeptics defines the dimensions and dynamics of the process theology I employ. The fact is, if Whitehead's school didn't exist, I would trademark Process Theology as a branding strategy for marketing my training products.

The next post will be on the subject of the role that numerology plays in my relationship with the Holy Spirit. It is 4 May as I write this, the 49th anniversary of Kent State. I didn't plan this, to be on this page on this day: the Holy Spirit made me do it. He thinks its funny: he does it all the time to me.

I literally had my orders for Vietnam in my hand when I heard about Kent State. I was at the Ft. Benning Main Post, clearing out, and happened to hear about it on the radio. I didn't know anything about the proximate cause, the Cambodian Incursion, that I can remember, but my first thought was that it had been an accident waiting to happen since 1965, when the draft call ups for Vietnam really began to get traction.

Now, there are a lot of 4's connected with Kent State: 4 May, 4 dead in Ohio, 67 rounds fired in 13 minutes, all 4 at their base. I've believed for years that Holy Spirit was heavily involved in Kent State as an application of his availability to people like you if you would only get over yourself and quit denying his presence in your life. If you knew the Holy Spirit the way I know the Holy Spirit, you wouldn't waste time flogging the whole awesomeness of God and God's Plan. The Holy Spirit has very clearly been in your life for the last 17 years (I know it's longer, but that's the only number I've heard from the day you saw the mink and your daughter didn't).

Now, here's the thing: at the time of the Kentucky Derby, I didn't realize it was the 49th anniversary of Kent State. I don't keep track. Kent State is like 911: a sacred festival of spiritual masochism for white people committed to sustaining the Oliver Stone version of Vietnam. You inherited it from your parents when they sent you to that monument to the Massive Resistance of white supremacists protesting busing during the Nixon years, the Christian Academy of your youth. That's the congenital MAGA hat gene you nurture.

I had planned to post some commentary on the Holy Ghost relative to your observations in this video when I got back on-line after the Kentucky Derby (and before #7 Maximum Security was struck by lightening, figuratively speaking and Country House rode the lightening bolt into the Roses ,with #13 Code of Honor 2nd) and I was scrolling through my Facebook timeline and, lo and behold, a picture of Kent State from the  perspective of the National Guard popped up and informed me it was the 49th anniversary of Kent State, another 4, and the Holy Spirit said “Go drop this into Matt Whittman's in-box and let's see what creative means he employs to deny me in favor of the historical evidence he clings to claim  in the 13 verses he examines in this video in lockstep with the Solo Scriptura party line of the Pro-Life Evangelical business model.

So, there are a lot of 4s connected with this post on this day as I write this. I mean, the whole thing about the Kentucky Derby is that the horse that actually finished first wore #7, which is the only number in the Bible you have any command over, and Maximum Security was probably trying to get out of the way of #13 Code of Honor coming up on his inside when he drifted in front of Country House and got struck by the DQ lightening bolt.

The Holy Ghost has been doing stuff like this to me as part of the creation of Plan B. His promise to mankind, at the moment, is that we can stop global warming, optimize global weather patterns and eliminate violent weather in the Red States if everyone with wearing a MAGA hat will Visualize Whirled Peas every time they see a satellite  weather map or a Trump pep rally on TV. It will help you overcome your disbelief and abandon the theological training wheels of Solo Scriptura.

I have renewed my $58 seed offering to your ministry on Patreon.com/TMBH. I think I've figured it out and the Holy Ghost wants to make sure I jabbed you in the ass with a little ambivalence about accepting a $58 seed offering from a Christian heretic.

I essentially stipulate to the orthodoxy of N.T. Wright, generally, and the general Presbyterian narrative of Bruce Gore, both of whom are world class scholars IMO. But the narrative of Rev. Dr. Francis Wade, an associate rector at the National Cathedral, most closely resembles the theological perspective of the Army Protestant Chapel of the US Army before I went to Vietnam. He graduated from The Citadel before entering his vocation and his idiom comes right out of that culture. As I say, all the chaplains I knew, growing up, were combat veterans and proponents of the Liberation Gospel and servant-leadership of the Gospel of oMark.

Where I diverge from that orthodoxy is in the ontology of orthodoxy, I'm totally down with the 3 aspects of God reflected in the Trinity, but there are 4 more aspects apparent to me in the empirical evidence available in the Bible. This is, of course, God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Ghost/Spirit (Jung's “geist” is a very useful concept in this regard, geist meaning both “spirit'' and “mind”).

God the Father is who walks with Abram in Genesis 15:1 – 5 and justifies him by faith in Genesis 15:6. It is God the Father who teases Sarah when her periods resume in Genesis 18:15 and makes her laugh with delight

God the Son is Jesus, Son of Man. God the Son is who justifies Cornelius by faith in Matthew 8:10.

God the Holy Ghost is the subject of Acts. Generally, but not the cause of the wind in Acts 2:1 – 13. He is a man and he comes to each of us like Jesus: consistent with our unique personal reality. Learning to discern the Holy Ghost is of the essence of a unique personal relationship with God.

There is The One, as described in Revelation 4.2, although my experience is that the 4 living creatures represent the constant pulse of creation flowing through the cosmos not unlike an ultimate sub-woofer flowing out of a disco ball of light. I was given a vision of this in 1977 when I was engaged in a US-Soviet venture capital project and God provided new understanding of God's awesomeness.

The Spirit of the Lord is introduced in Genesis 1:2 which is an undomesticated and largely amoral element that continues to be in operation in the atmospheric envelop of earth.  And this is the spiritual phenomenon that occurs in Acts 2:2 – 4, the wind and flames and such and this is what actually fills all of them and not the Holy Spirit. This is what kills Ananias and Sapphira, what flows out of Jesus and heals the woman with the chronic flow, what dwells in the Arc of the Covenant that kills Uzzah in 2 Samuel 6:7 (notice the Mundane Numerology adding up to 13 in the verse that zaps Uzzah), and what creates the burning bush effect for Moses and it was the Spirit of the Lord that sought to kill Moses in the lodge when Zipporah baptizes him as a bridegroom of blood and saves his ass. The Spirit of the Lord is what we employ to gain dominion over violent weather when we Visualize Whirled Peas.

Yaweh is the feminine aspect of the Godhead and is associated with the irresistible Call of Duty of first responders and the Queen of Battle for the US Army Infantry by way of Joan of Arc.. Her temple is the uterus. Yaweh is who ordered Abraham to sacrifice Isaac. Yaweh is who was waiting at the Cross for Jesus when He was baptized by John and popped up above the Roman military horizon.

Those 6 aspects can be seen to fit together as a cosmic Swiss Army Knife, with The One being the body/scabbard, the Father, Son, and Yaweh being blades in a cavity on one side of the body/scabbard and the Spirit of the Lord being a laser blade/bolt of lightening on the opposite side.

The Satan is the 7th aspect of the One, He is a separate component, a whetting stone. This role is dramatized in the cosmic farce of the Book of Job.

I've met God the Son face to face and He judged me dead but put me in the daily catch and release batch and revived me, but warned me to keep this meeting close to my heart until the fullness of time.

That was 1954. The fullness of time came in 2014.

And here I am today on the 49th anniversary of Kent State to help you repent of your vile MAGA hat politics and to remove the theological training wheels of the 4 Spiritual Laws of the Salvation Gospel of Campus Crusade for Christ.

Amen.

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