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THE WILLIAMS ❤️❤️❤️🤤🤤
They look so good on your style OMGG ❤️❤️










I’m glad yall liked the Williams comic!!!
#ask reply#honestly the reaction to that comic was way more than I expected#but I’m so glad it hit well with yall#especially shout out to the DSAF fans#you guys really just keep yalls hype up and high and we’re so nice#very good vibes all around#I’ll hopefully draw some of these Williams again sometime#game William I definitely could do more with#and in general I’d like to make more jokes around the books but we’ll see#AGAIN TYSM FOR ALL THE LOVE on that comic 💜
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been chewing on this conversation between pearl and gem this week:
Gem: I know you didn't kill me!
Pearl: So what are you cranky about?
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Gem: I'm just- you know, I wanted some drama! So, this is the drama, you're welcome.
Pearl: "This is the drama". You're telling me we could've been friends this whole time but you're just like "yoohoohoohoohoohoohoo... I hate you!"
Gem: Yeah, I mean, why not!
and i'm connecting it to gem in empires season 2, where like. in the context of the fiction everyone else had been living in that world their whole lives and that's their reality, like, it's real to them.
and meanwhile gem is just roleplaying. like, she was a being from another world who just came there because she wanted to play at being a human princess for a while. and then when she's called away she's just like. anyway i was never actually a princess or a mortal being from this dimension and we're never gonna see each other again, sorry for the existential crisis, bye!
and anyway i think she has a similar deal in the life series. like, everyone else is there because they're trapped in the Torment Nexus, gem is there because she wants to be.
#life series#wild life#geminitay#i mean all the hermits on empires had EXTREMELY Fey Vibes but the way gem spins it is like.......#I Am Chewing On It.#and this conversation has me like. i've connected the two dotssss#i gotta watch her secret life before i totally go off on this#but i'm also thinking of her general attitude about people trying to kill her in wild life#where she's just sort of like. humoring them. but also she would love it if they killed her! because then *she* gets to kill people!#like. it just doesn't *matter* as much to her#vs joel who deals with the wild cards just as well as her but is still always running around panicking about *something*#see the difference in how they react to everyone blowing up joel's car vs cleo burning down gem's barn#and team 4G also being called sweats this session and they are generally very good at the game#but everything matters Extremely A Lot to them. see: cleo burning down gem's barn#this isn't really going anywhere specific but i am thinking about it So Much
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Every now and then, I stumble across that "Fulcrum was Pivot" theory/headcanon post again, and I have a thought about it, not exactly a theory at this point, obviously, and not backed up by any evidence whatsoever, but a funny headcanon/au that relates to it
What if Pivot and Fulcrum were twins? More specifically, identical twins.
Separated at birth, from one of the last Cybertronian hotspots, as the planet began to steadily decline, and resources continued to run out, one was taken away by the Decepticons, off to further and help build the future of the Decepticon Empire, and the other brought into the Autobots, learning and helping to further science and their continued survival. Neither one ever knowing about the other, or what happened at the hotspot they both came from.
We don't know much about Pivot, other than that he was lucky enough to find love in the shape of Chromedome, which uh... makes the "lucky" part a bit debatable, seeing as the next fact we know about him is that he's dead, and that Chromedome erased his memory of him, and that Brainstorm is the one that carries the burden of those forgotten memories.
But what if Pivot had one hell of a chin, and a coppery orange face, with bright warm golden optics, and little winged finials over his audials, maybe he smiled real wide too, maybe he had a big laugh in contrast to his leaner frame, maybe he had a terrible taste in comedy, maybe he was smart, another bright mind in the dark halls of the New Institute, and he fell in love, and he was loyal, and he committed, and maybe he was brave, too brave, and he messed up, or ended up in the wrong place at the wrong time, or he ran towards danger, and then he was gone, and Chromedome forgot him, but Brainstorm didn't.
(And somewhere, far far away, Fulcrum feels an odd pang in his spark, unfamiliar and strange, almost like a rip or a tear, a sudden separation, which is probably concerning, but then it's nothing compared to the damning shadow of an Autobot dreadnought breaking through the atmosphere above him as he steps out onto freshly cyberformed ground, and it's background noise compared to the cold sinking feeling in his tank, and the sharp jittery urge to run as far away as he can as gunfire erupts and voices scream and shout around him, and he forgets it as his pump hammers a panicked doomed beat in his audials as he's dragged back home to face his commanders and his people as a coward and a failure.)
Years and years and years pass, and its been a long time since they've chatted in person, old contacts, subpar wartime spies, a handler and his insider at the bar, on a victory lap, and isn't it funny how the universe brings you together? But Brainstorm can't focus as Misfire chatters on, because that mech in his group is nagging at his processor. Because there's something so terribly, painful familiar about that face, those optics, even the chin?! But he can't place it. Somethings too different. The frame, the mannerisms, the voice. But maybe Misfire notices the wandering look, he waves, and Fulcrum turns, and it hits Brainstorm when he recognizes that look, that smile, that fond exasperated crinkle of warm golden optics, directed towards the mech beside him, because this has happened before, and suddenly, for a moment, he's back in the New Institute, with Chromedome at his side, and it's Pivot sitting across the room smiling at them.
Cue Brainstorm desperately trying to figure out how and why Fulcrum looks so much like Pivot.
Did Pivot somehow live?? Did the Decepticons kidnap him, then brainwash him, and then turn him into a bomb?! Is this just an imposter!?! Who's... not really good at being an imposter... Did Chromedome and Pivot secretly create an evil Pivot clone in the labs without including him or letting him know!?!?!?!
Shenanigans ensue
#could be silly. could be sad. why not both? both is good. poor brainstorm tho lmao. cant catch a break#mtmte#tf idw#fulcrum#chromedome#brainstorm#misfire#lost light#transformers idw#maccadam#lil bit of fulfire implications ig. but eh. was going for a certain vibe recollection wise. so. eh. its there too ig#been sitting on this post for a really long time. wasnt sure how i wanted to word it. plus i wasnt sure if itd been discussed before?#i looked around quite a bit. not that im the best at digging. but i tried. and it was mainly just the hc itself expanded on. so???#it must of been wild and pretty fun to make theories and all as the comic was running. neat stuff those theory posts.#the fulcrum being pivot deal. as a hc. isnt one i'm keen on ngl? but i do see the like. idea and appeal of it tho#idk. imo chromedome's partners being like. *dead* dead adds so much weight to his story. esp for brainstorms part in it all.#but yeah. idk. my spin on it ig. funny tragic twins au or smth. not terribly original. but it was a thought that wouldnt leave me lol#i had more thoughts. but im honestly so tired rn lol. been a rough... idk. *gestures vaguely*. a rough going lets say#been doomscrolling too much lately. which doesn't help anyone. obvs. so. gonna try and do better. or just. more ig. keep busy#oh uh. happy easter and such to those that celebrate. and ig happy 4/20 too lol. idk. happy ''day'' to anyone who could use a happy day#anyways. its almost 6am. yeesh. goodnight and good mornin' <3
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#bylitza#fe3h#byleth eisner#jeritza von hrym#fanart#digital illustration#this one kicked my ass all week lol#and im still very unsure about it#but i like the linework i did and byleth's hand#i think my mistake was to make this very large#idk im also bad at colouring#i had an initial idea for the colour that i couldnt make work and then i skipped around other less clear ideas#so yeah dont be like me#if you no longer like an idea maybe spend more than like a minute trying to come up with another lol#my nice bluesky mutuals were very kind to me when i showed the sketch for this saying i wasnt really happy with the finished thing#so i decided to make it work at least a little bit#to put all those good vibes to use#and as i said on bsky; i hope you can look at this with kinder eyes than me#have a nice day¡¡
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that crushed sugar feel
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#i was just describing how this image feels on my Insides but it works for the title hjfsh :3#//her hair is so hard <3 to draw <3 but i love the result so much every time so i'll never stop lmao <3#i have tried using the symmetry brush for her hair before too and it Does Not Work. i am eyeballing this all the time gbghbshf <3#//my art is slowly taking on this Vibe(tm) that i did not anticipate but it's cool :D colourrrrrr#i played around with the subtract layer glitch + the old overlay glitch i used to do all the time#the ink subtracts are set to 50 n the overlays on top are 100. they're both of of the same 2 colours 👍#also still trying to figure out the noise thing! for every piece i'm picking a different layering method (difference is really cool but it#needs even More layers to light stuff back up wauhghh) and let me yap abt that rq i'm in the mood hbfhsjf#so i usually use 2 separate noise layers set to 2 different blending modes: the first one changes a Lot but the second one is usually#difference or pin light depending on if i feel like if it needs to be darker or not. so uuuuusually i put the entire main image/s in a#folder and hit clipping mask on noise-layer1 but that's a hassle (bc of the glitch layers - they don't interact as nicely w/ the bg clrs :/#so this time i set a difference layer over the whole thing and set it to 20%; then lightened the fore-image/s by a pin light layer set to#10% - that also gives it a bit of a warmer feel like tinted film i think hfsh :>#so this layer interacts with Everything! so then noise-layer2's job is to help the fore-image/s pop more (esp since the sticker-outline is#rly light n so is the bg) so what i did was take duplicate noise-layer1 -> noise-layer2 -> 20% pin light#pin light is a Great blending mode for noise i love it a lot <3 it's not great for smaller images but it's reaaaally good for bigger ones o#backgrounds lol :D#//okay i'll stop with all that now hbfshfv ; i should be sleeping actually.. good night ^v^
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Do you even know if Gideon is into dudes?
Uhhh... Well, not... Necessarily... I mean I've seen him wander off with a fella or two before, but that was always after a couple of drinks and good conversation, so nothin' too strange for him.
#Not really sure what that means for his usual inclinations.#He can't shut up about women so at least I know that much about him.#It'd hard to tell... normally around guys he's just. Gid.#Oh! I think I saw him get real quiet around a gentleman one time!#The guy was very interesting. Gave me a lot of good tips on bein' a. Businessman. A little handsy for my likin' but nothin' I couldn't take#Not sure why Gid was so weird about that; thinkin' back on it...#Maybe he got bad vibes. Who knows!#Y'know. All you fellas wanna talk about is Gid Gid Gid... ask him yourselves!#winter fire#frickerdoodledoo#// keep askign about gideon im just as useless as kremy is about that guy 🤤
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@homestuckss pinch hit for @topfsecret !!
Reluctant face of the Alternian revolution Karkat is NOT quite used to having an entire security detail yet, and isn't sure why they're all dressed like sci fi adventure movie characters??
to which I would say, if you're gonna be planning an underground revolution against a spacefaring despot why WOULDN'T you dress for the occasion. c'mon.
#homestuckss#hsss2023#topfsecret#karkat vantas#aradia megido#sollux captor#kanaya maryam#while its not explicitly shippy i did make sure to throw aradia & sollux in since u mentioned them in particular as good karkat pairings#theres options here lol#anyway the outfits are a little silly but i was going for kind of a movie poster vibe and i figured if theyre moving around in the daytime#that they would need hoods/hats/etc to stay out of the sun (except kanaya who is wearing hers for fashion and to match the crew)#i like the idea that all his friends shift into de facto bodyguard mode real fast once he gets established as like#the big special revolutionary poster boy#and that hes not really sure how to feel about that! because theyre still his friends who dunk on him and stuff#but theyre also constantly on the lookout for threats that might give them reason to kill and/or die for him which is a new element#ANYWAY. u got me thinking i hope that comes across here lol anyway happy holidays sorry for the wait!!!!!!#draws
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I don't know what I love more, the fact that as rook you can make a statement in NO uncertain terms that you are NOT responsible one way or the other for the theological implications of the shit you're discovering in the 'regrets of the dread wolf' memories. not my jurisdiction. quite simply none of my business. not my chantry circus not my chantry monkeys. irrelevant to the matter at hand here we'll kill that god if we get to him he can get in line. or if the best thing about it is seeing the lone little 'lucanis approves' that pops up right after choosing it. corvid with a knife about to commit deicide keeping it real and sensibly, pragmatically, wilfully agnostic with me here in this magical lighthouse today
#we do not see it. we cannot read all of a sudden.#rye having war flashbacks to watcher conferences and firmly going 'we are *not* getting derailed by the metaphysics here folks'#rare stern moderator/dad hat moment from ingellvar lol. he's Seen Some Shit in his time (debates that raged over the multiple#and not always concurrent life times of the participants involved. ain't no academic rivalry like watcher academic rivalry#because watcher academic rivalry doesn't stop even when everyone involved is dead. and the rest of us have to live with it)#I. do not think the way I'm getting this quest is how it's meant to be experienced so I'm a bit at a loss as to how to pace it out#I've been an annoying little completionist so I have ALL the statues and could just marathon it out#but that does not feel like the best way for the story and upcoming reveals to work. hm. how to do this#I'm supposed to go fail to save weisshaupt right around now I can't be having study group with all of you rn as much of a delight as it is#rye is nominally an andrastian as mainstream nevarrans generally are but as I gather is the case with many of the watchers#what he *actually* believes in is the grand necropolis itself haha#(and the philosophy of history memory death and relationship (as well as responsibility) between the past and the present#and indeed the future that it represents. we have a duty. to what has been to what is and to what will come after us. good shit)#the nevarran/mortalitasi element just makes their lack of care or respect for chantry orthodoxy *mwha* that extra bit special#the nevarran lack of concern bordering on quiet condescending disdain for official chantry doctrine and policy my beloved#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#poor harding really is living through the most relentless 'if this is the maker testing my faith he sure be testing me' gauntlet of all tim#good news: god might be real! bad news: god might not even be a real thing but more like a magical accident or vibration or something#honestly tho. if we could get full lovecraftian incomprehensible to human conception the maker -- He is a particle and a wave style --#that's the only way I'd be cool with him or them actually answering the question of his existence. that'd be kind of sick#'yes. but no. but maybe. depends on how you define god. and exist. and he. and does.' *ingellvar sets of the METAPHYSICS!! klaxon#that's a time out folks good game but easy on the jargon and navel-gazing definition of terms next round#rye and lucanis have some slightly differing views about at what exact stage of a problem murder becomes a valid solution#('well you just kill them and then I'm the one who has to deal with the next much longer part')#but they're surprisingly kind of vibing on a lot of other stuff lol. good for them <3#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar
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God, he’s just so baby here. 😭 Chris Samnee never misses in giving me some of the most adorable baby Dick Grayson drawings ever.

Ha ha I love it when little Dick sasses his guardian/Bruce so much.

Bi disaster guardian/surrogate father and his little surrogate Ace/Demisexual son.
#I know I know I’m not funny really.#In all seriousness this week comic books for both Batman and Robin and Nightwing have been fire.#Yes I have been reading Nightwing on the side and has finally got me hooked and fully interested. I just hope it can keep up that momentum.#Please don’t fail me Dan. 🙏 I love the horror vibes going on with the circus villains and the mystery around them is so compelling to me.#Batman and Robin issue 4 was really good as well. The main villain and his father and the slight parallels to Dick and Bruce so good.#God can I say the year for some father/son moment with these two is off to a fabulous start. I feel slightly spoiled by it.#batman#dick grayson robin#dick grayson#bruce wanye#alfred pennyworth#dc comics#batman and robin#batman and robin year one#mark waid#chris samnee#mat lopes#comic book spoilers#hit the books.#comic book rambles#The familial duo#Only in my heart and soul they’re actually a bi disaster dad and his demi son. Canon is them just being mostly straight father/son pair.
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Stormlight AU Number Three Chapter One, Part One
"Captain? May I speak with you? I had one more thing that I was hoping to discuss. At your convenience, sir."
He turned to see Renarin, still lingering at the edge of the now mostly quiet campfire, stack of clean bowls beside him.
Kaladin barely restrained a sigh of annoyance. He had been planning on checking on the other barrack fires, then maybe getting some actual sleep.
"Of course, Brightlord," he said, stuffing down any irritation.
The prince jumped to his feet, looking nervously at the handful of men, some of whom had pulled out a deck of cards and were either genuinely no longer paying attention to the Brightlord among them, or were doing a very good impression of nonchalance.
Seriously? Kaladin thought, curious despite himself. He just begged to join a darkeyed spear crew, practically in public. Called a shashbranded man 'Sir' in front of a dozen witnesses and the open air. I didn't think he even knew what discretion was.
Kaladin tilted his head to the side, and they moved away from the group, well out of earshot, but Renarin still glanced at the other men in fear.
Talat's sword, the kid was tense as a bowstring again, hands shaking even as they clenched his sides, though they still didn't go for that box of his. A few twisting black spren trailed him. If Kaladin had thought he had been anxious before, then this was a whole other level.
"What do you think it is?" Syl asked, passing overhead, ruffling black and yellow hair. Renarin twitched at the breeze.
"I know some of the other bridgemen were whispering mean stuff about him," she said, examining the prince, "But I don't think he heard, and you said soldiers don't come to their commanding officers about that sort of thing, right? And he looks too scared for that, anyway. Unless they were really being cruel."
With another narrowly repressed sigh, Kaladin led them further away, to an alley between a storage building and an unused barrack, out of both sight and sound.
Something more about his Epilepsy, maybe?
Renarin pulled a sapphire mark out as they left the glow of firelight behind, blue light making the visible tremble of his fingers more obvious. The prince went even further, to the dead center of the alleyway. Even if someone skulking around the corner abandoned all pretenses and pressed an ear to the wall, they would be hard pressed to hear a quiet conversation.
And still, Renarin looked nervously to both of the alley's exits.
Kaladin's heart started to pick up in sympathetic dread. "Soldier?" he finally asked. "You wanted to speak with me?"
The youth flinched, before bowing his head and leaning forward.
"I need your help," he said, staring at the ground.
Kaladin furrowed his brow. "With...?"
"I need your help with—" he cut himself off, seeming to choke on the words. He let out a frustrated sounding grunt.
"We..." The prince opened his mouth, then closed it. His hands also opened and closed at his sides. "You..."
"How— his jaw snapped shut again and even in the low light, Kaladin could see him swallowing several times, before taking a deep breath and setting his jaw.
"You... survived a highstorm. You... healed from that."
Kaladin started at the unexpected line of conversation. Syl crossed her arms in the air, staring Renarin down.
"Yes," he said cautiously. "Not a pleasant experience."
"And you fought off the Parshendi army. When you charged the tower. By yourself."
"My whole bridge fought," Kaladin retorted, slightly offended on their behalf.
Renarin shook his head. "Yes, but you cleared the landing for them. You went ahead. And you won."
Kaladin's heart picked up a bit more.
"Briefly," he said with forced calm. "My men—"
"And you saved my father. From the Parshendi Shardbarer. By yourself... Adolin is still resentful of that, I think."
This time Kaladin said nothing. He hadn't done anything wrong, he reminded himself. Nothing to give away his advantages. His achievements had been unusual, yes. But that was common knowledge. Nothing to panic about when confronted, even by a prince with an unnerving tendency to watch people.
"I wondered... I suspected. But then I saw..."
Renarin looked up, but not at Kaladin. He stared into space, eyes unfocused, then shook his head.
"I saw you breathing in Stormlight," he whispered.
"Oh!" Syl said. "Oh!" She looked at Kaladin, but he wasn't listening to her right now.
A chill ran down Kaladin's spine, and it took everything he had not to move back in the narrow space.
"Breathing in stormlight?" he repeated after a moment, trying to sound confused. Trying, at least, not to sound afraid.
Brightlord Renarin's eyes snapped to his and now he found it very easy to hold himself in place. He didn't think he could move, chill down his back having hardened to ice.
"I saw you. And then I saw it — and I saw it again. A faint glow...you're a surgebinder. I know it. I saw it." The Brightlord's stare, somehow, grew even more intense.
Oh. It's over. It's all over.
"Kaladin! Kaladin!" Syl floated before his face, between Renarin and himself. "It's going to be okay! We like Renarin, remember? Try and calm down — just, just listen to him, alright? I have a good feeling about this."
"I..." Kaladin cleared the sudden dryness from his throat, clenching his hands into fists to try and control his abrupt, almost painful shivers. When had the night grown so storming cold? Why was the cold making it hard to breathe? "Who else knows?"
"No one!" the prince assured him quickly. "I wouldn't — I know it's a secret."
That softened a fraction of the crushing tightness in his chest. But only a small amount.
"What do you want?" Kaladin managed to get out. "What do you want from me?"
"I need help," Brightlord Renarin said, hands coming together in front of him, thumbs shifting end over end. "Please... I. Please. You have a spren. The assassin didn't, but you do. She looks like a windspren, but she's something else, right? Something more."
The weight, impossibly, redoubled on his chest. He sucked down a breath, then struggled to take in another.
I knew it. I knew it.
"Kaladin! Kaladin can you hear me?" Syl said, from very far away.
I knew they'd try and take her from me.
He saw the Brightlord 's terrible blue eyes as if from the end of a tunnel, looming above him. At some point he had stumbled back, the soulcast stone wall frigid behind him.
He couldn't fight. If he killed a third dahn, even if he could bring himself to kill Dalinar's son, he'd never know peace again. Bridge four would never know peace. He couldn't attack the prince, who was under Kaladin's protection, possibly twice.
He couldn't run. His men were here. He wouldn't be able to get to them all, not before they came after him.
He couldn't fight. He couldn't run.
He couldn't — he couldn't — he looked desperately for Syl.
She hovered over him, tears in her eyes, mouth moving silently.
He couldn't protect her.
The tunnel closed in around him.
...
"...says this weird shade of orange is the next big color—"
Kaladin blinked in bewilderment. He turned to see Prince Renarin next to him, talking nonsense.
"—but honestly the fabric swatches give me a headache..."
He glanced towards Syl, searching for an explanation, but she seemed enthralled, laying on her front in the air, heels kicked up behind her.
"I hope he moves on as fast from this as he did yellow. He still can't make up his mind about Takamas, though he pretends that..."
There was about two week's worth of pay between them. Two weeks worth of pay for him now, as head of the cobalt guard. A small fortune. Pocket change to a prince.
"Why," Kaladin said, too confused to be anything but blunt, "are you sitting on the ground next to me, talking about fashion?"
The prince startled, scrambling halfway up before kneeling back down, level with Kaladin.
They were on the ground. Why were they on the ground...in an alley?
"I'm sorry!" the youth said. "It's what Adolin does when I... when the world is too much and I leave my head. I wasn't sure what else to do."
Kaladin felt slightly dizzy. He shivered, wrapping his arms around himself involuntarily. Hazy dread started creeping back towards him, like fronds after a storm.
"I'm sorry," Renarin whispered again. "I've done this all wrong. I should have started by showing you, but I was too scared. I'll show you now."
He fumbled with the sphere, in his hand, bringing it close to his face. Then he took a deep breath.
And the light from the sphere went alongside.
Kaladin gaped as the prince glowed in the dark alley.
"I'm a surgebinder too," he said, light escaping quickly as he spoke. "I'm not trying to take your spren, I swear. I'm came to ask your help with mine, and for your help controlling my abilities." He glanced down, and it occurred to Kaladin he might be looking at something, someone, Kaladin couldn't see.
"Glys says that he thinks there's something wrong with him, that my powers are manifesting differently then he thinks he was expecting. I've told him that it's probably me, that I tend to mess things up, but he seemed sure that something happened to him, even if he can't quite remember...and I realized that you..."
He turned watery blue eyes towards Kaladin. "I'm sorry to bother you. There's not a lot of people I can ask for help with this. Please...if you can help him. Help us."
"Oh," Kaladin said, feeling strange. "You're like me."
Renarin blushed, staring at his lap, face illuminated by the last wisps of light escaping his skin. "I'm really not. I'm not a warrior, I can't even wield a Shardblade without..."
Syl hissed beside him.
"I don't like Shardblades," Kaladin said innanely. "I mean, I thought it was because of the death I had seen them deal, but Syl hates them worse than anything."
"I... hear something when I hold mine. Screaming. It hurts. It hurts Glys too, I'm pretty sure, though he won't admit it. I thought it was hallucinations at first, but..."
"I don't — Hm. Actually, I couldn't actually bring myself to touch one, when I had a chance," Kaladin said quietly. "If you want, I suppose, you could summon yours, and I could try to touch it, and if I hear something too, then..."
He regretted the offer almost as soon as he made it but...there was someone like him. A lighteyes, but still.
Renarin sat back, closing his eyes. He reached his hand out to the side, turning away as if braced for blow. He winced when the blade finally dropped into his hands, gritting his teeth.
"It's terrible," Syl whispered. "It's...it makes me angry, so angry, but also...sad?"
Kaladin forced himself to reach forward, not wanting to prolong Renarin's obvious pain. He felt the same as he did every time he saw one of the things, no matter from how far away — that same sense of wrongness, of concentrated injustice. He carefully touched the flat of the blade, and...
Screaming.
He could hear screaming. Inside his head. Syl! She was dying!
It reverberated through Kaladin. His muscles spasmed as that horrible, awful screech shook through him. He pulled back, gasping, looking frantically for Syl. She was crying, and he reached for her with trembling hands, even though he knew they wouldn't be able to touch. She stumbled towards him.
Renarin dismissed the blade, slumping in relief. "So you hear it too."
"Storms! What was that? How did you stand bonding with it?" He cradled Syl in both hands, almost able to feel her, soft as a breeze on his palms.
"It...was a really bad week."
Kaladin barked out a laugh, then pulled himself together.
"Well, either we're both crazy, or...it's a Radiant thing. Something to do with the Recreance, I'd guess."
The corners of Renarin's lips twitched up slightly as he nodded. "That's...I'm truly sorry, I know that was terrible, but it's such a relief —"
"No, I get it —" The cold, the earlier misplaced terror was ebbing in away. Even that horrible scream. In its place, was a feeling that he could best describe as relief. "It's — it feels good to not be alone."
Renarin hummed softly, nodding vigorously in agreement, then tucked his chin to his chest.
If he had to pick a lighteyes to become a surgebinder... well, Renarin was probably the best choice, the least likely to misuse his power of anyone of his class that Kaladin had met. Bizarrely humble, despite his proximity to the throne. It could be a lie of, course, but he didn't seem to have the...entitlement that led other lighteyes into casually committing horrors.
Kaladin studied the prince. At some point he had pulled out that box of his, and was turning it end over end in shifting patterns. Renarin looked up, met Kaladin's eyes, then quickly looked back down, blushing.
Storms, had he really been scared off this man?
Dalinar, an honorable lighteyes if one existed, could be frightening, exuding the sense that he expected the world to move to suit his needs. Zahel may have had a point about Renarin's character, not to mention his willingness to come here the way he did, rather than demand answers on his own turf...
And a radiant Spren chose him, too. Surely, that had to be a good sign, if nothing else? Then again, Syl chose me, so who knows.
"I also forgot a lot," Syl said, and Renarin turned to look at her, eyes wide.
"Oh! You're —"
"Slyphrena," she said, smiling, standing proud on Kaladin's hand. "Honorspren, though I didn't remember that part until kind of recently. I just thought I was a weird windspren, that is when I could string two thoughts together!"
She turned into mist, sneaking up Renarin's arm like clouds over a mountain range.
"Where's your spren? What type are they anyway? They're not a cryptic, are they? Come on, it's been ages since I had someone intelligent to talk to who wasn't a windspren."
Kaladin rolled his eyes.
"Glys?" Renarin asked softly. There was a long pause. "He — uh. He's too nervous to come out right now."
The syl cloud paused at Renarin's shoulder, then shifted back into her female form.
"Huh!" she said. "So he's like you!"
Renarin let out a bemused huff of air. "Yes, yes he is. I thought that might also be a radiant thing, since we're bonded, but..." He looked out of the side of his eyes at Syl who was sitting on nothing, swinging her legs, then back at Kaladin, who quickly tried to school his resting features into something not a scowl.
"This... this is exactly the type of thing I wanted to talk to you about," Renarin said. "There's books on Radiants, but I don't think I could have them all read to me without word spreading. I've been mixing them in with other random subjects, but I don't know what would happen if this got out. The ardents already mutter about my cousin and my father committing heresy, and I'm not nearly as, uh, established as them."
Kaladin nodded, eagerness surprising himself. But damn it, Renarin had asked for his help, and it would be good to talk with someone who knew how Stormlight felt in their veins, maybe spar, if he could get Renarin a different weapon.
Renarin might not be as stocky as his brother and father, but he must exercise, as he clearly had some amount of lithe muscle, now that Kaladin looked closer. He wasn't as young as Kaladin had first thought, and his height would give him reach. How much of his perceived frailness was just because of his family's shadow? How much of his martial ability had been held back by his Epilepsy, now no longer a problem? How much had that sword held him back, once he had the chance to actually fight?
"I train with stormlight sometimes, in the chasms," Kaladin said. "When I can get away. Sigzil, Rock, and Lopen help. If you can convince your father to actually serve on a spear crew, then next time I'll have you join us — the other men might mutter about you getting special training, but well..."
"I'll live. Though I was being honest when I said I wanted to be a soldier, or something close to one."
"I believe you. We'll figure something out — it's not as though my duties allow me to get away often. Most of the time you'll be cleaning boots and drilling spear forms, don't worry."
Renarin nodded, hands turning the box over. "So... those three, they know about you? Who else?"
"All of bridge four," Kaladin admitted, rubbing the back of his neck. "Or the ones who were there when I charged the tower, anyway...there wasn't really away to keep it secret after that. I was terrified that someone in your army would see. Plus Shen, he was there when I talked more about more powers around the first stew in this camp. Not any of Lopen's cousin's, I don't think. Or the injured recruits. Just the original bridge four, and... now you."
"Oh..."
They sat in silence, Renarin twisting his box around. Kaladin grew briefly distracted following the lines.
"I'm sorry," the prince finally said. "I know you wouldn't have wanted any lighteyes to know. It's one of the reasons I didn't say anything to you when I just had suspicions. I'm truly sorry to have alarmed you like that, I wasn't expecting..." Renarin continued twisting pieces about in an oddly soothing way. "But if I thought someone was coming after Glys... Brightlords have taken a lot from you, haven't they?"
Kaladin grimaced but didn't say anything. He forced himself to look away from the box, he didn't want Renarin to think he was staring. The prince was very perceptive, sometimes.
They sat in silence for a longer time.
"Should I tell bridge four about me?" Renerin asked eventually.
"It's up to you. They're good men, but I understand if its a bit soon for you."
Another long silence. The men were probably wondering what had happened to them, the ones who hadn't gone out for drinks, anyway.
"I don't think I want to, not yet. My abilities... they frighten me." The prince's fingers tightened around the metal cube, knuckles growing white.
"What... what are your abilities? I know there were different orders, which could do different things..."
"Truthwatcher," Renarin whispered. "Or so Glys tells me."
"Windrunner."
A small red light pulsed beneath Renarin's shirt, quickly winking out, and the prince wrinkled his brow. "Huh. Glys is surprised by that for some reason."
"I'm the only Honorspren," Syl said quietly. "The only one who would come. The rest — I can't remember, but they're not here. There were...others. Other types of spren who came through, but not ones like me." She ran her fingers through her hair in an oddly human gesture of frustration.
Renarin forced his shoulders back, tension returning. Kaladin waited while he arranged his thoughts, in the mean time letting himself enjoy watching the shapes that Renarin unconsciously formed and dissolved out of the box's rows.
"I'm not completely sure what I can do. I can grow things. There were some seeds in one of my meals and — they grew, as if a weeping passed in a minute. Some rockbuds outside my window did too. Glys thinks I might be able to do that for people, but I haven't really had the chance to try."
Kaladin's jaw dropped and he couldn't help but reach for the prince, stopping himself just before he grabbed the man's shoulder's. "That's incredible! With stormlight — you could prevent famines with that! And people — you mean you think you could heal?"
Renarin nodded, a few shockspren breaking around him.
"That's incredible," he said, giving into the urge to shake the man's shoulders. "Renarin, that's amazing!"
The prince blinked rapidly, cheeks and ears darkening. "Really? I mean can't Windrunners — you can fly can't you?"
"I haven't... figured out flying. I assumed it was impossible, before I saw the Assassin. But I did figure out wall walking, just earlier today, and I think I can see how that would turn into — it wouldn't really be flying, just sort of...falling sideways. I think I could do it, with practice."
"Wow."
Kaladin shook his head. "People don't appreciate healing as much as they should. My father trained me as a surgeon —"
A wave of melancholy hit him, as it often did when he thought of home.
"That makes a lot more sense then field medicine training that would cover epilepsy."
Kaladin smiled. "Anyway. If you could heal like the Radiants from myths could...I can't express how incredible that would be. The growing crops by itself is..."
Renarin smiled shyly, looking pleased, and Kaladin pressed one last time on both shoulders before drawing back.
"That's not... the only thing I do." The prince looked down. "The other thing I do — well. It feels more like it happens to me, actually. I've been pretending it's my epileptic fits but those actually stopped around when I bonded with Glys."
"I stick rocks together," Kaladin offered. Renarin cocked his head, peeking up through his lashes, and Kaladin sighed. He breathed in a small amount of light, picking up a pebble, then pressed it to the wall.
"Oh!" Renarin said, scrambling to look. "Wow!" He reached for it, but the pebble fell almost immediately.
"Eh. I've tried using it sparring, and honestly its easier just to fight normally."
"But maybe with practice..."
"Maybe. I've gotten some use out of it, but it's not quite as exciting as walking on walls, or as useful as growing crops."
Renarin scrubbed a hand across his face. "My other thing. It's not boring... it's bad. It's. Pretty bad." He breathed out slowly, closing his eyes, and drawing his knees up to his chest.
"Do you ever... get highstorm visions? Like my father?" the prince asked, not opening his eyes.
"A few times," Kaladin said, just as quietly. "You?"
Renarin nodded, than shook his head. "Mine are...different," he said grimly. "And they don't always happen during storms." His hands picked at the cuffs of his pants, then worked to follow the seams of his shining leather boots.
Kaladin waited, but it didn't seem like the prince was going to keep going without Kaladin giving something.
"Mine aren't like your father's either. I understand those are of the past, mine...it's like I was the high storm, I could see the continent moving beneath me. The last was when the assassin came. I...the Stormfather, I think it was him, said 'he was coming.'
Renarin jerked to face him, his eyes opening wide, alight with...hope? "You mean you saw the future?"
Kaladin recoiled on instinct, and he could see the spark die in Renarin's eyes.
Oh. Oh.
"You could call it that," Kaladin said carefully. "Though I feel the Assassin was already, uh, fairly present. More like a warning from an ally, although I don't think the stormfather actually likes me."
He didn't want to talk about the Stormfather's accusations about killing Syl. He hadn't even talked to Syl about that.
"He said he was sorry about 'him' coming," Kaladin explained. "And I didn't see the assassin but – Um. Do you..."
Renarin nodded, shoulders slumping and head curling down. It was hard to see, shadowed as he was, but his eyes looked open now, watery and looking into nothingness.
"The images don't always make sense in the moment. At first I thought it was just...madness. The things I see...it would be better if it was just madness. But they always come true. Always."
An agony spren appeared from the ground, reaching for the hem of the prince's pants. Another followed close behind.
Kaladin sat thinking, not wanting to reply hastily and make things worse again.
"Can you guess what my men said, after they found out what I could do?" Kaladin asked slowly.
Renerin shook his head, but the agonyspren at least faded.
"I was terrified that they would think it was alarming. Unnatural. I thought I was cursed for a while...and Skar said, "If it helps you survive, it’s good. That’s all that needs to be said about it." And...that was that."
Renarin clutched his knees closer, starting to rock slightly. "I don't know if my powers can do that," he whispered. "It feels like the visions can't be changed. I don't know how to change them, I barely understand what half of them mean, not until it's too late."
"Maybe...that's part of why there are so many warnings about being wary of telling the future?" Kaladin said. "It would be easy to think they're guarantees, and set yourself up for failure, but if they're more like highstorm predictions..."
"You think?"
Kaladin shrugged helplessly. "I honestly don't know. But I realized that this — what I can do, what we can do — it's not evil, and its not a curse. So... maybe the legends of telling the future are like the stories of the radiants turning against mankind. Too much time has passed, and everything we know now is confused."
"Hm. I don't know," Syl said doubtfully. "I still feel like predicting the future is weird and dangerous."
"Syl!" Kaladin hissed, while Renarin curled in tighter, rocking staying the same speed.
"But," she said, putting her hands on her hips and rolling her eyes, "I like you Renarin, and I'm a tiny piece of God with impeccable taste, so you can't be evil."
Kaladin slapped a hand to his face, but Renarin seemed to unfold at that, blinking rapidly.
"Really? Glys says as far a spren go, you're the ones that are pure Honor."
"Obviously," she said, sounding for all the world like a stuck up lighteyes.
"And you — you like me? You... think I have honor?"
She squinted at him, and he straightened like a soldier awaiting inspection.
"Yep!" She said finally. "You're not as good as my human obviously —"
"Syl," Kaladin hissed again, flushing, but Renarin just nodded.
"—But I like you, so you must be honorable. And my Kaladin can be weird and dangerous, too, so it's probably fine."
"That's—" Kaladin started to protest, but saw how inexplicably cheered Renarin looked and decided to let it go.
"We should probably get back to the others," Kaladin said finally. A wave of exhaustion hit him, and he stumbled to his feet. Storms, he felt like he had just run a marathon. He brushed off flakes of dried crem from the back of his uniform.
Renarin clambered up after him, and he looked...lighter. His hands twisted over the box, but they weren't shaking. He smiled widely at Kaladin, teeth showing, genuine relief and joy and hope crinkling the corners of his eyes. Kaladin couldn't help but pause and smile back.
"You — you won't tell anyone? About me?" Kaladin blurted out, before they fully left the alley. He just — he had to be sure.
Renarin nodded furiously.
"And I won't tell bridge four about you," Kaladin promised in return. "Not until you ready, but... they might guess, if we keep meeting."
"I understand," Renarin said, expression earnest. "And...I really want to talk more. This...just this meant a lot."
"And maybe..." Renarin looked at Syl, then his voice dropped to a hopeful whisper. "If Glys is willing to talk to Syl, they could try and work on the gaps in their memory together, about where they came from."
Kaladin nodded slowly. Storms, I didn't even think... if it could help Syl... maybe I can move the schedule around so I guard Renarin in the evenings, so we can have more time for them to figure it out.
"Thank you," Kaladin said, reaching out a hand and grasping Renarin's shoulder. "I know it wasn't easy coming to me like this."
Renarin ducked his head, tips of his ears red. "Thank you for hearing me out. Sorry I... startled you."
Kaladin rubbed the bridge of his nose. Startled. That was one word for it. A few shamespren fell. Almighty, what would have happened if he had frozen up like that in a fight? He shook away the thought, he couldn't remember ever losing himself like that, it was likely a bizarre and unpleasant fluke.
Though some of his memories of being the wretch were a haze... Regardless, it was probably why he felt so tired now. That and perhaps the lack of sleep.
They left the alley to find Torfin waiting around the corner; Renarin and Kaladin both froze on seeing him.
He saluted, looking guilty. "Sir! Apologies for eavesdropping, Drehy and I were assigned to guard Prince Renarin tonight, and when you and he didn't return, we grew concerned. I moved away as soon as I could tell that...uh. A guard was not needed."
Kaladin crossed his arms, scowling, and Torfin fidgeted, not meeting his eyes.
"...What did you hear?"
"Very little Captain, I swear! The prince wanted to talk more, then mumbles, then you thanked him, then I left, I promise!"
Kaladin relaxed. "I believe you Torfin, and I'm not upset, you were doing your job."
"Of course, sir!"
"I can—" a wave of exhaustionspren fluttered up around him and he staggered; Renarin reached out to steady him.
"You've been working two, possibly three shifts in a row?" Renarin murmured. "Torfin and Drehy can escort me back. We can, uh —" He glanced nervously at Torfin, still standing at attention. "We can talk more another time."
Kaladin nodded, and Renarin let him go.
Getting to his bed was a blur; he was fairly sure he at least mumbled goodnight to the men still by the fire, but couldn't be certain.
"There's someone like me," he whispered to Syl, pulling his boots (not as nice as his old ones) off, barely mustering up the energy to trade his uniform for more comfortable sleep trousers. Storms, it felt good to change clothes at the end of the day. The little things bridgecrew makes you appreciate.
"And there's someone like me!" Syl said, twirling happily. He smiled at her, then was out before his head hit the pillow.
Stormlight AU Masterlist
#stormlight archive#stormlight fanfic#kaladin stormblessed#renarin kholin#kalarin#stormlight au no 3#my au#BE WARNED:#i know this says part 1 chapter 1 and while i made an outline to organize thoughts the parts i have written are all over the place#there is a very good chance i will just skip over chapters that do not reach a certain vibe threshold#expect future scenes in random order if you must expect anything at all#this au really went around the bend considering tis a silly silly premise
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the epic highs and lows of rereading your own writing to seek out parts you disliked and analyze Why you disliked them to do better in the future
#personal stuff#delete later#just finished rereading fragments [shaky thumbs up]#been struggling with writing so what is there to do but reread my own stuff to learn from my mistakes 👍#man you can REALLY tell where i started getting crunched for time by a self-imposed deadline. like the quality is staggering#i could have stopped this fic at april and been content with it fr...#like if i had shuffled around some stuff in the later chapters to appear a little earlier. and actually had april be the resolution#might've gone a bit better. but alas.#anyway. the second half of the fic is rough for sure. but the early chapters. those kick ass. genuinely.#august is a good introduction!! i like the setup!!#and though i STILL clutch my head in my hands wrt september. the themes of the conversation at the end came off well#november i love you november. captures the feeling of anxiety Really well. still makes me cry whenever i reread it To This Day#the argument in december actually kinda goes hard?? i am always so shy abt writing confrontation bc it feels Bad but man it kinda kicked as#and february mwah mwah mwah. loove the atmosphere with that one. it's a little dramatic but ough. the vibes are off the charts#turns out. the bad parts of these earlier chapters were a lot smaller than i thought#and by ignoring the urge to cringe and instead looking my work in the face. i can learn from my mistakes. crazy#most of the later chapters though. don't look at me i was struggling.#trying to come up w ideas and arrange them around important dates was a fun concept but the novelty wore off#as i was like ughh but thematically this scene would work better here before this chapter...#i had suuuch a strong vision for april but i kinda stumbled with the execution as pointed out by one commenter#and that kinda put me off the chapter as a whole on rereads even after editing it. like whyyyy did i write it like that. head in hands#and it does not fit all that well after march. i think i relied a little too heavily on the timeskips for drama in both chapters#june was fine i guess but don't get me started on july. july was ass i had no idea what i was doing.#i think i wrapped up that chapter really well for what i had to work with but like. man#i don't even like Reading stuff like that why'd i write it.#what writing a chapter for the sake of posting it rather than for the sake of finishing up a fic does to you 😔#anyway yeah. i had a lot of fun rereading it but. mostly in the first half. i could stop reading at february and be content with that.#i think i took psychic damage from reading the later chapters. not bc they were bad but bc like. i remembered not having as much fun w them#and feeling stressed and crunched for time like they were a homework assignment that was due instead of a fun hobby for me#crazy. not doing that this time.
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in very broad terms, tea is generally a comfort drink; something you make to calm someone down. coffee is more of a productive thing - caffeine to keep you going, awake and working.
i don't really know where i'm going with this. but it's an interesting contrast. there is already evidence pointing towards the oiar being far more concerned for it's employees than the institute ever was - at the very least, it has protocols (lol) to minimize the danger they're in, instead of jonah's actively encouraging entities to come and get his archivist. but it's also that the institute had... almost the illusion of prestige? like. it really didn't actually have any. but it had departments and equipment and funding - jonah was at least playing at academia; as opposed to the oiar. buried under mountains of red tape and paperwork, working the night shift, terminally underfunded, with apparently the ability to quit...
fuck this got long. anyway. uh again i dont have many coherant thoughts but... parallels!! contrasts!! tea and coffee!!!!
#the institute felt a lot more manipulative#at least lena is like. trying to keep her employees safe yknow?#jonah never really lost that like#good ol' boys horror club! vibe?#of them all huddling around with secret documents and passwords and stupid ceremony#lena is a least like yeah the horrors will fuck you up so be CAREFUL#hm anyway this post is actually about jonahs gentrification of the Horrors and how gwen is carrying on that tradition-#the magnus archives#the magnus protocol#the magnus pod#tma#jonah magnus#<- sorta. actually i do kind of want to talk about his glorification of the fears now so i might do that later
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hmmm
telephones by vacations as cherik

i used to correlate this song with another ship but i’ve moved on now 😿
they were put in the basement of my mind where all my other old fandoms live together (they get fed and watered twice a day)
#i like vacations they make good music#i also like mac demarco and alex g if anyone was curious#add in mitski too#and then a whole bunch of other music that has a vibe i cannot put a name to for some reason#anyway imagining cherik scenarios with music#got my ready player one au circulating around my head rn#its all coming together now 😏#not really i just have a basic draft of the first part of my hypothetical fic#its getting there though#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#magneto#professor x#x men#Spotify
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i cant believe i wasn't following u b4,,,,,ive just been silently scrolling through your blog for like a solid YEAR and just haven't even noticed????? n e ways what are tha thoughts on literally anyone in p4 being trans bc i live for that 🎤
the way my brain decided that this was asking for pronoun headcanons and did not reread to make sure that was what you were asking before drawing all of this…... well anyways
#asks & requests#p4#trans naoto#<- trans everyone lmaooooo#sort of waffling on chie-- he could also be trans or enby easily#ive always thought he would be a 'my gender is lesbian' type person tho LMAO#if hes trans then she and yukiko are as close as they are because trans friends lmao if chie is afab then i think that would come up#accepting his shadow- part of him not feeling 'feminine' enough is that yukiko is more of a woman than her in societys eyes and well.#its not a violent outing bc no one who heard her shadow is like that but chie apologises to yukiko for that#yukiko transitioned pretty early so no one in town (school age at least) really knows#rise is afab its just that she Despises the idea of being a man#kanji is cis but hes cis+ after exploring; does do the occasional drag but is a gay man who happens to use she/her#yosukes whole vibe is 'probably nonbinary but i have a job so i cant worry about that rn'. also i think maybe bigenderism in his future#he/him only for the foreseeable future tho. baby steps#narukami is defo stealth mode for at least the beginning of the game but probably around teddie or naotos shadow she comes out#and i like kuma so ze is like me and uses it/its. :).#ok those are all my notes. sorry for not directly responding to what you asked but i do think what i said is a good answer to your wuestion.#for claritys sake i also live for it.
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wondering if anyone would be interested in me designing a dress/skirt outfit for their hearthian oc like i did a couple days ago with the travellers....
3/3 filled thanks i LOVE YALL AAA
#all it would cost you is a reference of your oc and a summary of their personality so i can get the vibe......#i think ill do 3 because 4 took me 2 days and i already knew those characters well. obviously.#and i have about 2 days ....#anyway hmu ill update this poast with slots filled if anyone really is interested ::3#delete later#im so serious rn i had a ton of fun with dressing the fish and i love all the ocs i see around i wanna D R A W#and i wanna do something cheerful tomorrow after sovi's no good very bad day hahaha
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i don't think it's readable but my candy's shirt says "1-800-HOTTOGO" (luv u chappell) this would be her everyday style and i wanted for it to contrast her more formal look for work.
I considered making her everyday the outfit she wears to ballet but then I heard chappell and I totally forgot about it lol. Her color palette as for now has been really soft and pink, but it's because i feel like these first parts of the story take place in spring? for some reason? but when the story progresses I'll give her different fits.
i wanted to share all the looks in one post but i thought this one looks really cute and i'm staring at it like this:
#mcl new gen#i had many other things i wanted to put on her shirt while i was doing it. mainly really cursed memes#also also ik i haven't really talked about her personality lol but just as her looks i'm still thinking and rethinking#because yes she looks sweet and like she's laughing all the time but piss her off just once and the RBF she's gonna give is WILD#i would say she's a really ambitious person with a great sense of humour and good attention to details. However she can get too#caught up on details that end up making her really prejudice some times. She doesn't like gossip at all and even though she is quite easy#to get along with (if you pass the vibe check that is) apart from basic things she's a really private person.#like the most Devenementiel knows about her hobbies is that she loves ballet but they don't even know what academy she goes to#she finds it annoying when people seem to fight without reason and hates when people lie to her face.#doesn't like to be bossed around if she perceives the other person's sub estimating her abilities#but curiously she doesn't mind being bossed around by devon lol jason seems really competent to her and they might be alike#but she hates how much the guy likes to bring others down to put himself in first place
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