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techtactical · 1 year ago
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mine will be “h”
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soupandsorcery · 11 months ago
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“I don’t hate the word boyfriend,” Rune says, picking up the thread of a days old conversation like the response has just come to him. And okay…it’s possible that it has, but that’s just for him to know. “It just makes me feel like a teenager with a crush.” 
Addam smiles, metal fingers curling around Rune’s ankle where it’s slung into his lap. “Am I to understand then, Hero,” he says, amusement and that teasing fondness making his voice deeper than usual. “That you would not have had a crush on me when you were a teenager?” 
Before Rune can finish being flustered by Addam’s tone, Brand is snorting from his place in the armchair across the room. 
“Hey. Shut up,” Rune says, and points at him for emphasis. 
Brand, predictably, ignores him. “He absolutely would have had a fucking crush on you back then. You would have come over with your smile and your accent and your dimples, and this one would have swooned all over his fucking self. All I would have heard for weeks was ‘did you see the way he looked at me, Brand? Do you think he likes me, Brand?’ Worse, I would have had to feel him crushing on you through the bond because his control was shit as a teenager. Fucking embarrassing.” 
“That’s offensive,” Rune replies. 
“Truth hurts,” Brand shoots back, shrugging a shoulder. 
Addam’s still grinning, showing off the very dimples in question, and Rune doesn’t think he can be blamed for the way his whole torso goes a little gooey at the sight. Teenage Rune would’ve had good taste, at least, if Brand’s right. Which he isn’t. Mostly.
“That’s the second time you’ve mentioned my dimples in such a complimentary way, Brandon,” Addam says. “I’m flattered. And even moreso that you think they would have been enough to send Rune swooning into your arms.” 
Brand rolls his eyes. “It’s not the compliment you think it is, Saint Nicholas. You flash those things all the time when you want to get your way. That’s where Quinn gets it from. And Rune’s just weak to that pretty boy shit.” 
“You can’t be mean to me,” Rune complains. “I’m still recovering. I had an ordeal.” 
“Oh now you’re recovering. This morning when I caught you trying to sneak down to the beach without having breakfast it was ‘fuck off, Brand, I’m fine’.” 
“That was then.” 
“Uh-huh.” 
The two of them have a familiar stare down: Rune makes a pitiful face that he knows will just make Brand laugh at him, and Brand tries to keep his expression as flat as he can make it. The waves of good humor echo through the bond from both ends though, and Rune’s heart is very full. 
“I like the two of you like this,” Addam says after a bit. “It is always intriguing to see you in a fight, working together and reading each other's minds, but I much prefer when your odd version of telepathy can be applied this way.” 
“What, Brand using our sacred, special bond to bully me? Are you condoning this?” Rune asks, pretending to be outraged. “You’re supposed to be defending my honor, Addam. That’s sort of your job as my fiance and literal knight in shining armor.” 
“And if I thought your honor was in danger, I would certainly leap to your defense,” Addam replies evenly.
Brand laughs at that, and Rune folds his arms, lips turning down into an exaggerated pout. 
“Do you want to know what I think?” Addam continues, glancing at the pair of them. “I think that perhaps Rune would not have been the only one who was weak to ‘that pretty boy shit’, as Brand so colorfully put it. I think that if I worked at it, I could have had you both.” 
It’s an Addam level mic drop as he slides out from under Rune’s legs and makes a show of stretching. His arms reach overhead, and he pushes up onto his toes so his muscles pull into one tight line. A few inches of that lovely tanned skin flash as Addam’s shirt rides up, then disappear when he sinks back to his feet with a content sigh. He drops a kiss to the top of Rune’s head, puts a hand on Brand’s shoulder, and then makes his exit from the room. 
Rune and Brand sit in silence for a full minute once he’s gone, gaping in the direction he went. They turn to look at each other at the same time. 
“What the fuck was that?” Brand demands. 
“This is your fault for bringing his dimples into this,” Rune replies, sliding down the couch so he can put his head on the arm rest. “Everybody knows naming something gives it power.” 
“Shut the fuck up.” 
Rune can only sigh and wonder at his attraction to men obsessed with having the last word.
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somekindofsentience · 2 months ago
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yes mutuals i am doing super well don't worry about me
#hastily covers sketchbook filled with drawings of jamie miller#as if drawing him enough will make me feel better.#as if drawing him enough will change some part of our shitty reality.#as if i can fix the problem with these doodles.#big weird long vent here ->#i see a lot of myself in jamie miller. i see him as a mirror of what i could've been if i was born AMAB.#i also grew up with not quite outright abusive; but neglectful parents#i grew up with a father with terrible anger issues and a mother who was emotionally neglectful with a facade of caring.#i grew up with not enough attachment to either of them.#i was never shown how to open up to adults. every time i was never valued or supported. and so i stopped.#i grew up not knowing how to talk to adults about my feelings. i coped by dumping all my things on my child friends.#things i really should have gone to adults about. things i should have gone to a counsellor about.#things i needed help for. many of my friends were in similar situations and thus did the same thing.#and when i was ostracised from irl social groups i too turned to online communities.#i didn't end up in the manosphere#but i did get abused multiple times. i did get myself into toxic places and mindsets. i stayed for longer than i should've.#i am a trans man#i want nothing more than to have been born AMAB#(my personal experience - not all trans men!)#but i wonder what i would be if i was. would i too be a murderer? would i become that?#i feel a certain fondness for Jamie that i can't describe.#he is no sociopath and he is no saint. i do not think he should be idolised or demonised.#i want to hold him and cry. for myself. for him. for Katie. for the real people this happens to. for his family. for my own.
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seaweedstarshine · 1 year ago
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“That’s a bold choice, Dalek Supreme, coming to a wedding planet dressed in white! Unless you’re here to get hitched… should I be flattered?”
“We are here to exterminate you.”
“Oh, that’s probably for the best. Not sure River would be up for a marriage à trois… not with a Dalek, at any rate.”
—Eleventh Doctor Chronicles: Victory of the Doctor
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handsomegentlebutch · 1 year ago
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My 3 little cousins were baptized today. "Triggered" is kind of a strong word but being in a catholic church again... I'm a little fragile rn ngl.
#butch speaks#it was hard not to shake as i held J over the basin to have the water poured on his head#when he was cleansed of sin. as if a little kid could ever knowly or intentionally offend a so-called loving god#the words came naturally to me#but they meant nothing#i remember when they used to mean something. when i begged gods forgiveness for my sin (being a lesbian) and tried to pray the gay away#i remember how much i wanted to die bc i could never truly embrace the sacred#i STILL deal with the complex of catholic guilt. its a very real thing. its hard to shake#i cant help but wonder if the catholicism ingrained in my brain is why i have a hard time with casual dating n sex#fun fact: there was a point when i was a teen that i got REALLY catholic#i prayed everyday. i talked to my patrin saint (st agnes) every day. i wantsd to become a nun#the thought of marrying a man mad me more sad than feeling like an alien did. so id marry the church as a nun.#not the way to hide being a dyke when ur fam is catholic btw LMAO#the first priest i knew was father joe. i loved that guy. he was so kind. friendly. briming with love.#he was one of my biggest references for what a good person was like#he talked about gods love a lot. how its for everyone. no one is exluded. ever.#he used to look right at me when he said stuff like that. a few other kids too. all of whom grew up to be queer#then father joe passed away. our church merged with another church. father jeff was the priest there.#he was kind but not as kind. he talked about hell and sin more. he looked at the same kids father joe did.#but the kindness in his eyes wasnt there.#that wasnt for us.#my family wasnt even THAT catholic#i went to church every sunday i did vacation bible school and catechism classes and youth group#i was an altar servant and in the choir#i even used to speak/understand a little latin#imagine how much worse id have been if my mom could have afforded catholic school lmao#grateful to have grown up poor in that regard#hm. actually... reading my own tags. mayne we were pretty catholic actually.#fucking hell.#i need to have lesbian sex in a church before god and everyone. mayeb that would fix me.
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m0thisonfire · 4 months ago
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Okay, yeah I see it now. That's Boss all right. The sass has always been there.
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unhozier · 8 months ago
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shoutout to the six deaths of the saints, gotta be one of the greatest books/short story i’ve ever read in my life. ever.
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randomnameless · 5 months ago
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are you still cooking your half nabatean lycaon AU ? If you're interested, there are some fics on Ao3 about him! In a more serious setting though he wouldn't be outed as a half nabatean
I've seen them!
Soon, he will have 10 properly tagged fics on AO3 !
(and i've read them all lol)
I think I can see what fic you're talking about in the "more serious setting" lol, but first let it be a "Rhea blows up Seteth's microwave by reheating a ravioli can AU" or a "WoH storytelling" AU, I suppose fics are fics, and they're both "serious" in their own way.
Maybe you meant "serious" as in the most "canon compliant" - still taking into consideration that we're talking about fanfics, aka, headcanons?
Discussing about headcanons - the way reasonable people do - is much like discussing about your favourite recipe, it's ultimately a matter of taste - You're not saying the recipe of the person you're talking to sucks, but you just say you prefers yours and don't force it on anyone else.
Now, why I don't put carrot in my curries -
iirc in this fic I'm thinking of and you might be talking about anon, the premise was basically an alliance, Willy has to marry a lady to secure an alliance with her father and get Gronder on his side for his future conquest.
If Rhea tells him about bby!Lycaon and marries him, his wedding is annuled, no alliance means more warfare and Adrestia needs more time to gather troops to march on Nemesis.
If she doesn't, the son he and his wife were supposed to have dies in childbirth and Rhea swaps the babies so Lycaon is raised by his dad and his stepmom, no one knows his stepmom isn't his mom, save for Willy himself and the nabateans.
In this setting though, children between nabateans and humans will either be humans, or nabatean, so no half-nabatean hijinks (and Lycaon was born a human).
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This isn't the headcanon I'm rolling with - which prompted this entire cooking stuff lol - hybrid nabateans have more magic/power than humans, but less than full blooded nabateans.
With that being said, in a WoH setting, I couldn't legit see Rhea accepting to part or even to entrust her kid (half or not) to anyone else than her bros/relatives, maybe the trustworthy people of her Church and Willy himself.
But anyone else in Enbarr and its palace?
If the secret is out of the bag, Lycaon will become a dagger (or so she thinks!).
So he stays with his maternal family, or under their care.
Now, what about Willy?
The hc of the 120 bastard kids was just nonsense, but if we supposed Willy fucked like what the real world inspiration for Adrestia of old is supposed to be, I HC Willy should at least have some illegitimate kids.
Regarding the legitimate ones, what if he married someone, to form an alliance, and basically sealed it with the promise that their kid was going to become the next emperor?
It's plausible enough, that Willy survives the potential kid, due to receiving Rhea's crest he ages slower than his kid who might or not get a crest at birth (like the characters we see in FE16!).
With time, the alliance becomes void because hey, the heir isn't inheriting a thing since Willy's still alive and rocking his imperial armor - and looks younger than his own kid!
Should Willy contract a new alliance or would the people who joined him through this alliance bail out realising they would never have one of their people sit on Adrestia's throne ?
Or, even before realising that the "alliance made heir" will never get the throne since Willy can live up to 300 years, I got the idea/HC that Willy, much like your typical FE protag, starts with Bord'n'Cord and later ends up leading an army without needing to contract "alliances through marriages" to gain soldiers.
Both because of personal preferences lol, but also because it creates a precedent : if Willy marries the heir of land A who has 50 soldiers to offer in exchange of the throne, what if he later gets a proposal from land J who has 5k soldiers to offer for the same prize? If A's proposal looks good when Willy starts with 3 soldiers, later when he has 3k, wouldn't J's be better? In that situation, would A be casted away to have J instead?
However, the most serious issue in this "race for the throne" is, well, Rhea herself!
She's the Prophet who can perform miracles, totes call a giant divine beast to help her and is assisted by Saintly people who can perform the same miracles (and also maybe call giant divine beasts on their own?). The CoS has a lot of followers in Southern Fodlan, hell Enbarr is picked as the capital of the Empire because of Seiros' presence.
"300 devout randoms aren't the same as 300 soldiers and the CoS has no land to offer!"
Macuil is the source of magic and brags about it, what if he very relunctantly accepted to teach humans how to use magic, with the first humans he would have picked would have been the ones from the CoS? And we know Cichol's "blessing" makes lands grow more fertile, so while the CoS has no land to offer, the things they can offer are of a different worth.
Sure they're no 300 soldiers, but they bring mages and can create magic users + use magic/stuff to help Adrestia grow, as in, getting more food, healing and what not.
Add to that cocktail half-nab!Lycaon?
Like, there's a kid hanging out with the Saints - who looks like them - and is basically raised by them and hangs out with them, ages maybe as slowly as the Emperor, and is close to Seiros herself.
If there are any doubts about Lycaon's mom in the modern times, in this AU there would be none! Assuming Willy recognises him as his own, well, between heir X born out of an alliance to secure 50k soldiers to get the entire southern peninsula, and Jesus' son...
(hell even if Willy doesn't recognise him, he could still adopt him later on?)
Even if Lycaon isn't officialy in the race for the throne - by his sheer existence, he is a serious contestant, and all the more if the "human" heirs age as humans do, as opposed to Willy, Lycaon and the Saints.
Meritocracy happening means the young (?), martially talented, wise and fair (it might be a joke, but adrestians of old were lusting after nabateans in their stories/poems/songs...) Prince Lycaon has no competition for the throne, and it's not an alliance contracted 90 or 40 years ago that will be enough to push the claim of Prince/ss X over Lycaon's for the throne...
So the only solution to get rid of him is to push him down some stairs, and hope his death will be "natural" enough that people will believe he died of an illness - or maybe enlisting the help of some strange people wearing hoods and being really pale who promised to get rid of "this beast".
But I can't write/finish fics for shit lol, so i'm just throwing stuff here and there.
#Anon#replies#is it wolf (fe16)'s hours?#Fodlan AU#all jokes aside I really like the way the author writes and WoH fics are always welcome#even the egg'n'mayo sandwich ones#I'm not fond of some but give it a try maybe you'll find them to your taste?#look at me coming up with HC about a character we know nothing of save for his name his date of death and his dad#and yet i'm way more interested in Hresvelg 2 than in anyone from the student cast#(cyril doesn't count he's part of the faculty members and Flayn is a lizard)#wait AUception#what if the nonsense St Luca = Emperor Lycaon could be inserted in this 'raised by the nabs' AU#like young!Lycaon is Saint Luca he lives/fights/hangs out with the Saints#he gets babies too which maybe would have seen a surge in hybrid nabatean people in Enbarr and its surroundings#but then things in the 'Empire' side of his fam aren't looking so rosy his half-brothers/sisters are pissed bcs Willy's not dead yet and#it doesn't look like he'll die before them so the entire “I'm suppose to sit on the throne when am I going to sit on that damn chair” thing#happens but Willy dgaf#and maybe spits on them by adopting Saint Luca who is totally not his son by the way#who now becomes Lycaon - Rhea'd be like 'no' but if the kid is old enough to fight against Nemesis then what could happen in Enbarr?#'i can low diff Gloucester what do you mean Enbarr is too dangerous?'#and we know how it ends#fodlan nonense#fodlan HC#Fodlan fics#FE16#lizard family time?#War of heroes stuff#Adrestia stuff#sort of?
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cocoabubbelle-newblog · 1 year ago
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Do current Marvel Writers hate Professor Xavier or something?
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britneyshakespeare · 1 year ago
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This is just a map of New England (minus Connecticut the fake New England state)
#text post#new england#source: boston 25 news website: believe it or not massachusetts is not the most irish state new study finds#18.9% of mass residents have irish ancestry#really this is not surprising at all. massachusetts is the most population-dense state by far with the most immigrants#and new hampshire? ask anyone where their family lived before they came to new hampshire. it was massachusetts#new hampshire is full of ethnically irish and italian and polish catholics whose families have been here long enough#to assimilate and move to the suburbs and become xenophobic and anti-immigrant.#literally bothers me so much when ppl named molly o'flannigan and patrick sullivan talk shit about dorchester lawrence etc#and other immigrant-dense areas in new england. i'm like baby your grandparents lived there#well or at least that's my experience#new england still does have a shocking amount of wasps whose families have been here since the fuckin mayflower#i dont have a direct link to that in my own family but it's very strange how that is taught to new england children as like#'our' heritage in schools. plymouth plantation and the puritans and all that. you're weirdly made to identify w it#and like as time goes on#just factually that only represents the population of ppl who live and are raised here less and less.#not to mention it does nothing to address DIVERSITY in the area. but i suppose there's like a local mythos#we have to teach a story to children and it has to be a 'we' story and that story has to be pilgrims#bc the story has to start at colonization and not expand after that. thats too complex. happy thanksgiving?#new england white people have a habit of thinking theyre irish catholic anglo-protestant settlers and they built this country#they dont parse out their own identity at all and they certainly don't want to have to consider other ppl's.#wow i didnt mean this to turn into a culture-critical rant im sure most of my followers arent even from here so idk what this means 2 u guy#happy saint patrick's day!
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daisies-on-a-cup · 2 years ago
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will creating his first murder exposition post-fall and he's crucified the victim, and hannibal looks it over and turns to him like "feeling religious will?"
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lampadions-pickle · 7 months ago
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Less self defeatist and more self acceptance, that I'm a guy. A theme as of late is the split between satisfaction and happiness. Personal satisfaction would've come with seizing the means of control, though that would've left me empty. Happiness came with belonging and belonging hinged upon confronting the burnt bridge. I might've puked out my inner child, I have no idea. Anyways.... I'm a normal person, I'm me.
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silkycicada · 1 month ago
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The Backwoods Saint
remmick x reader one shot.
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Summary: You are a southern girl emanating from wealth—adored, envied, and pursued. After a failed attempt to enter your family’s grand estate, an Irishman begins to pay you frequent visits, night after night. It's only a matter of time until you cave into his taunts.
wc: 6.1k
Smut warning: (18+) MDNI dom!remmick x female!reader. southern gothic, somewhat loss of virginity, fingering, slow-burn, he is a huge bully, second person pov, humiliation, manipulation, corruption, dirty talk, blood, biting, coercion, mentions of violence, mentions of death, some brief religious connotations, mentions of knives
a/n: just for clarification purposes, i love the idea of a big bad remmick corrupting someone expected to become a respectable girl in high society. she however does not live on a plantation though, forgot to mention that in the fic itself. her dad’s in the banking business and that is where her family’s wealth comes from. happy reading!!
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August, 1932. Mississippi Delta
You hadn’t slept.
Not for days.
Was it the sweltering heat or the incessant thrum of cicadas that had been keeping you up?
You couldn't quite place your finger on which was worse. How your lush sheets of what was meant to be the finest quality of cotton stuck to your tepid skin, or how it was never completely quiet. Be it the buzzing ensemble coming from outside, or the creak of the varnished porch of your family's manor.
No. No, it wasn't any of those things.
It was him.
The quilts spilled from your body as you sat up, sluggishly wiping the beads of sweat that dribbled on your hairline, your thoughts racing.
There, in the midst of your moon-stricken bed chamber, you disdained yourself for letting him live within you so freely.
No matter how much you tossed and turned, he clung to your thoughts like the whirring cicadas in the shrubs outside — constant, grating, always there. Yet, instead of the relentless hum, it was a low, honeyed drawl that kissed your ears, the wicked smile of sin.
He was the warmth in your belly this late at night, and the buckle of your thighs.
Remmick. Remmick.
It was humiliating how intense the thought of him felt to you. How real your fingers could make it be, brushing over your body, pretending they weren’t your own.
And how disgusting it felt.
To fantasize over a man you know almost nothing about.
To fantasize over a dead man.
Remmick had been the subject of your nightmares since he first visited three weeks ago.
The parlourmaids weren't allowed to just let anyone in your family's estate without the approval of your father, or in his absence, your elder brother.
When they'd had gone to your aunt Carol's birthday party, you had remained bed-ridden with the grippe.
Joanne the maid had looked after you. When a strange man came knocking in the early hours of the evening, she hurried to you, rambling fiercely.
"Said he's a doctor and that your father called for him to come treat your fever." Jo had told you, shaking her head, "I ain't hear anythin' 'bout no doctor comin' to visit this late at night. Said to him: get off my porch before I sic the bulls on ya'. You shoulda' seen him. Handsome he was, and gosh did he give me the spooks."
You remember the intrigue, how it pulled you out of bed and to the cushioned seat under your bedroom window, your sickened face searching for him on the dimly lit pathway leading up to the manor.
You had watched him — lean in stature, clad in the rough clothes of the labouring-class, tresses of dark hair. Though it was the slow stride of his walk that unnerved you, as if he owned the soils beneath him, from the surface clear down to Hell itself.
You knew at once he'd been lying about who he was — no doctor carried himself like that. Like a man used to taking what wasn't freely given.
And before he was lost in the fields, he had turned back, as if he knew you had been watching. You remember the way your heart tumbled when he caught you.
And oh, how he revelled in it.
His triumph came in the form of a slow, devilish grin; the glint of what appeared to be a set of fangs in the moonlight, and the flash of red in his eye, so bright you saw it from the second floor.
He stared at you from the glade, drank in your face as it twisted into a look of sheer horror. The grin, as if to say, look what you damn almost got inta’.
Since then, you saw him every so often.
In the late hours, you'd cast a look through your bedroom window and there he was - sometimes, leaning against an oak tree, a banjo cradled in his hands, strumming a tune. Waiting. For what, you couldn't have known.
You knew he had gotten under your skin when you would deliberately peer out of your window on other nights, and he wasn't there.
He was toying with you.
So, on the nights he was there, you had begun to oblige.
It was always safe. You met him at the back door of the manor, the one the parlourmaids used, but you never stepped out, oh no. You were smart. You stayed inside, careful not to cross the threshold, not even by an inch, and Remmick stood on the other side, posted on the creaking porch that surrounded the manor.
Your meetings were always brief. He was never forceful or aggressive, but he was mean. He'd taunt you, throwing out words meant to rattle you, believing they'd somehow compel you to let him in — things suggestive enough to get your stomach all tight. He'd never met a girl so stubborn that each time you refused, he'd simply retreat, and leave with the same knowing smirk that said he'd be back to try again.
Recently, you avoided the window. You didn't know how much longer you could deny him.
But you were so lonely.
Tonight, you relinquished all that discipline you had built over the past few nights. A defeated groan escaped you as you rolled out of the canopy bed, your bare feet kissing the cool, polished floorboards. It sent a chill up your legs.
With two fingers, you pulled aside the lace curtains draping over the window and swallowed the hump in your throat.
You silently hoped he wouldn't be there - you wanted, oh so badly, to turn around and get back into bed where the night would continue to torment your sleep.
Yet there, cast under the deep shadow of one of the many oak trees lining the manor, stood the Devil, wearing the silhouette of man.
And you found yourself at the backdoor again.
When Remmick heard the door unlatch and creak open, he didn't shift from his place against the tree trunk. The upper half of his body remained in the shadows, unscathed by the moonlight. Deft fingers continued working the strings of that banjo, so tenderly. A melody unknown to your ears drifted all the way to the porch like a lover's call, and the night felt whole.
He paid no mind to you at all, standing in the doorway, a bare body adorn in a cotton dress that draped to your knees. As if it were you that was the uninvited, and not the other way around.
When Remmick plucked the last note, and the night fell silent again, you saw something flicker in the shadows. Twin red orbs shone in the darkness, unblinking, like some primal beast was out there, not a human being — something otherworldly.
And that's how you knew his eyes had finally settled on you.
A chill wriggled down your spine. The pressure to speak pressed hard against your chest. "That was beautiful," you managed, your voice thin, laced with a tremor of unease you hoped he wouldn’t notice.
He noticed, alright.
Remmick stared at you for a good moment, as if thinking of something savvy to say. All that came from the darkness was a low, unsettling chuckle.
Smoothly, he pushed himself off the tree trunk, letting the banjo fall from his hands, dangling in front of his body on a makeshift strap. Even from the doorway, you heard the crunch of leaves under his shoe as he emerged from the shadow of the oak tree.
The moonlight bent down to greet him. You never thought the Devil would reveal himself to you in a blue dress-shirt and a pair of suspenders hitched over shoulders, yet there he was, in the flesh.
You noticed sleeves rolled up lazily to his elbows, forearms shining in sweat and dust.
Stopping before the small set of stairs, one arm gripping the wooden handrail, Remmick looked up at you, a smile playing his lip.
"Why you always doin’ this to y’self, darlin’?" was all he said in his thick, candied drawl. As southern as it could get.
Naturally, your jaw tensed. "Doin' what?"
He ascended the porch steps slowly, eyes unmoving. Even in the soft glow of the moon, his eyes shone at you in red hues.
"Comin' out here." The wood squeaked under his feet. Stopping before you, his eyes fell down to your body, "Wearin' that."
There was something about the way he looked at you that made your breath deepen. Maybe it was the hunger in his eyes, or the slow, deliberate steps he made towards you, reminiscent of the way a hunter stalks its kill — gentle, slow, like he had all the time in the world.
And he did.
"I don't—“ you tried to answer, but Remmick didn’t let you finish.
"That…lace?" he murmured, tilting his head as his eyes lingered on your nightdress. His fingers drifted absentmindedly across his chest while his gaze traced the delicate embroidery at the hem of your bust. Heat rose to your cheeks beneath the sudden weight of his attention.
Then, with a soft, almost pitying click of his tongue, he frowned. "Oh, sweetheart..." he sighed.
As if he felt sorry for you.
You pressed your lips into a thin line and turned away from Remmick. Beauty had never been a question — you wore it like a birthright.
The parlour had long echoed with the voices of suitors, drawn in by your well-maintained looks, your practiced laughter, the way you upheld a demure gaze. You were a Southern belle through and through, bred for admiration and a life of glamour.
Your parents, ever practical beneath their genteel airs, had already secured your future with a steel tycoon who owned an empire of mines trailing northward to Michigan. You had everything.
So why did you feel insecure now?
The shift in your demeanour made the lines around Remmick's lips twist a little. He was good at breaking people down as much as he was at building them back up again.
He leaned back a little, hands resting lazily on the banjo in front of him as he watched your reaction.
"What do you want from me?" you breathed. Suddenly, the thought of shutting the door in his face and heading back to bed wasn't such a terrible idea.
Remmick stirred and let out an exaggerated scoff, "What do I want from ya'? I was jus' enjoyin' the fresh air, playin' a lil' somethin'..."
"Every night?"
"Now," his smile faded, feigning concern, as if what you said was deeply wrong. "I wouldn't go n' say every night... maybe every second night. Don't get ahead of yourself, darlin'. "
You felt a cool breeze rustle through the coils of your hair. The humidity of Mississippi was long gone, and dare you say you felt... cold?
When you didn't answer, Remmick took the banjo back in his hands and pulled it back over his head, then let it rest against the white-pillared balustrade. He turned back to you, his arms now hanging freely at his sides. He waited for you to say something.
But he only looked at you with that usual smug expression — the one where his eyebrows arched just so, creasing his forehead in that familiar way.
Remmick shook his head in mock disbelief, "You been lonely, lambkin? Is that it?" He teased, "Mommy and daddy don't wanna let y' out the playpen? That why you come out here like some lass in rut, blushin' and poutin', when you're nothin' but chicken?"
"I ain't chicken," You shot back.
"That a fact?”
"I know what your weaknesses are, so I'm playin' my cards right.” Your arms folded against your chest, “I'm the one in control here. Me. I'm bein’ smart."
“Well, standin' at the door like that makes me think you ain't so smart after all."
"And why's that?"
The corners of his lips quirked into a sly grin. He shifted his gaze down to your feet, and then swept slowly around the doorframe.
"Why's that, sweetheart? Well, for starters, you been bouncin' on your feet so much you ain't even realise you outside with me."
Your gaze snapped around.
He was right.
Somehow, without realising, you had edged past the threshold. It was more than enough for Remmick to just... grab your wrist and pull you out completely.
In a heartbeat, you stepped back into the doorway, stumbling so far back you hit the kitchen counter. The floor beneath you swayed, a sudden churning sensation in your stomach.
You watched Remmick peer inside the kitchen, head momentarily dipping back as he cackled at your skittishness. Even in the blue-ish overcast of the night, you could see his lip twitching up as he laughed, the tips of his fangs winking at you.
The look on your face did bits for him.
He wagged his forefinger at you. "Oh, I coulda' had you. Coulda' had you real good."
You let go of the counter in an attempt to compose yourself, your breathing irregular. You scolded yourself for being so thoughtless.
"You wanna know somethin', sugar?" He continued, "I was feelin' honourable today. Ain't nice to be layin' hold of girls like that, 'specially classy ladies, like you. An' believe me when I say — it took a whole damn lot not to.'"
Hands balling into fists, you slowly made your way back to the doorway once you had regained yourself.
Remmick seemed to beam at your reappearance, as if he found your defiance amusing.
"But, one of these nights, you gon' make the same mistake... gon' teeter a bit too forwards... and I won't be as honourable."
The threat rolled off his tongue so casually.
Yet, you couldn't shake the thought: he didn't do anything to you.
You shook your head in frustration, "There's plenty of girls in the city. And yet, you always come by here."
He sucked his teeth.
"Loose legs and loose blood," he said disdainfully, "You're right. It's a goldmine up there. But I ain't forcin' you to come down here and keep me company, little lamb. Aincha' tired of playin' at sainthood?"
"I ain't playin' at nothin'..."
"Then let me inside."
Your lips parted — only one word, and it'd be done.
But your silence hung loud. You were still afraid.
And in the lift of his brow, you could tell he knew it too.
Slow as a funeral march, Remmick dragged himself forward, until he was as close as he could muster. He leaned in, and raised one hand to rest against the door frame, his fingers curling around the wood.
You caught a whiff of his scent — mahogany, smoke, and something else you couldn't quite place.
Death.
Something shifted in his face. The usual smugness he wore like a second skin peeled away, leaving him looking almost… needy. There was a hunger in his eyes, deep and devouring.
His gaze fell to your chest.
Waves of heat swept over you as he undressed you in his mind, but not in the way you'd think.
It was not your breasts that appeased him, nor your hips or behind, like they had with other men.
Instead, he watched the dainty collarbones that writhed under your skin, bones fit for lips as sullied as his, and the way your lovely neck contorted with your breathing. That long, slender neck, gleaming with sheets of summer warmth, thrumming with life all over.
The little valley in your chest, carved for confession, trailing down in soft descent until it vanished beneath the hush of your night dress.
And the lace? Well, there was a reason it was one of the first things he noticed about you tonight. There was something so delightful about the the white meshwork against your skin, like a secret begging to be revealed.
His fingers itched with the thought of tearing it apart.
Because you were everything he wasn't — soft, untouched, and alive.
And God help him. He craved to feel the pulse of something alive again.
"You're...drooling." you gawked.
His eyes settled back onto yours. A thread of saliva clung to the corner of his lip, slipping down his chin.
He smiled.
Remmick leaned in a little more, just a little, the wood of the doorframe groaning under his weight, until his voice was low enough for your ear to catch.
“I know you ain’t been sleepin’ right.” He admitted.
You stilled. How could he know something like that? Momma had told you the other day you were growin’ bags under your eyes and that your soon-to-be-fiancé wouldn’t like his woman sleepin’ ‘till noon.
But it didn’t matter. Remmick’s voice sung into your ear like he were your lover:
“And… I know, deep in my heart… oh, that cunt stays wet thinkin’ about me.”
The slight buckle of your knees did not go unnoticed. Lips, parting with the ghost of an exhale as your heart sank to the stomach.
Another twitch in the corner of his lip, "Don't it, baby?"
He pulled back slightly, just so you could catch a glimpse of his teeth bared beneath a sharp grin. Watching your face carefully, following your eyes as they shifted away uneasily.
Remmick continued, his voice merely a rasp, "Them rich fellas'... they don't know what t' do with you..." he murmured lowly.
You felt beads of sweat roll down your temple. The cicadas were screaming, and your stomach was betraying you.
"...don't know how t' touch you."
Your heart slammed against your ribcage.
Those lines in his forehead were creasing as he looked at you, at all of you.
"But I do, darlin'."
You knew you had lost when his words settled into your core like poison. Tantalising and greedy and evil.
You looked up into the face of the Devil as a breathless 'oh' escaped him, as if the surrendering look on your face pleased him more than fucking you ever would.
Then, Remmick tilted his head, momentarily peering past you, as if he were looking inside the kitchen.
"Your folks asleep?" He asked softly.
You had forgotten all about your family. Upstairs, asleep, oblivious to the fact that their only daughter was downstairs caving into a stranger's sweet seduction.
Even through your flustered state, you managed a nod.
The lines around Remmick's lips seemed to deepen.
"Then best you come out then."
Thoughts came to you in muddy clusters and any form of reasoning went out the window. You were a mess. There, without him even laying a finger on you, he had managed to crack you just a little. It was only a matter of time until his hands would wedge in and split you apart completely.
Your sigh was a shaky one, filled with defeat. You looked into the red-tinged eyes of the man who had been haunting you these past few weeks and, willingly, you handed your life over to him.
Remmick pulled away from the doorway and allowed you enough room to step outside, your bare feet making contact with the wooden floorboards of the porch.
A breeze rattled your dress, your hair, and any ounce of self-restraint you had left. Through it all, you came to terms with one thing:
Loneliness doesn't keep you safe.
It hands you the blade.
"C'mere," Remmick beckoned you, "Come closer."
Anchored by his voice, you shifted further to him, until you were more than an arm's length from the door which was left ajar. He hummed in approval.
His hand reached out to stroke your face with the back of his fingers - his touch was cold as winter's breath, even in the Mississippi heat.
But he was oddly tender. Loving. Brushing your clean, porcelain cheek with dirtied fingers.
Then, in a heartbeat, Remmick grabbed you by your shoulder and spun you around with otherworldly force, pulling your back flush into his chest. His hands clamped down onto your hips — unyielding, possessive — as if he meant to brand that moment into your flesh.
You let out a small cry as he held you with an iron-grip.
You felt his breath on the side of your face, his other hand crawling up to your neck. He spoke into your ear.
"That little sound?" He crooned, "Ain't even close to what I want outta' you."
The hand that crept up your neck cupped you by the jaw and turned your face to the side, just enough to face him.
He peered down at you through lowered lashes, lips almost brushing against yours. You tried to move your face but his grip on your jaw tightened.
Then he leaned down and kissed you.
Rough.
Greedy.
Starved.
Remmick kissed like blasphemy. Meant to burn, meant to ruin. Teeth gnashing against each other, you felt his fang graze against your lip, drawing blood, and once he got a taste of that, he was feral. Growling and clawing at your hair as he held you, like you were water about to seep through his fingers.
You let out a moan, muffled by his mouth.
He sucked on your lip, drew it back between his teeth and let it go.
Pulling away, he looked at his handiwork with half-lidded eyes, seeing nothing but a panting, flustered mess before him. Your lip was red and bloody, and the pain began to slowly settle.
Sweat-slicked locks of dark hair stuck to Remmick's forehead, his lips wet with your blood.
He, too, was out of breath. Admiring you, at how you've fallen from grace, scruff and bruised, and wanting more.
You tried to lean in, tried to catch his lips again, but that coarse hand was still clamped on your jaw. He yanked you back, restraining you, holding you like a dog on a short leash.
He made an 'o' shape with his mouth, his brows knitting in mock sympathy.
"What was that you said? Somethin' about bein' in control?" He reminded you, those fingers pressing into your skin, as if to keep you anchored and compliant. "Playin' your cards right, wasn't it? Ahh..."
You gaped at him, the familiar rush of humiliation at your cheeks.
“I...I didn't...”
The words were lost, and you looked a fool. He waited for you, amused you couldn't even string together a sentence.
“All that bark, sugar, but you come undone mighty easy..."
Then, he scooped you up in his arms, forcing your legs to wrap around his waist, your chin buried in his shoulder, the scent of sweat and smoke ever so strong as he headed towards the white pillared railing surrounding the porch.
As he did so, Remmick felt your heartbeat against his chest, humming in anticipation. God, your life was singing for him.
Lowering you down on the top of the wooden railing, the hem of your nightdress hiked up your legs as Remmick positioned himself beneath them. His fingers fumbled with the sleeves of his dress shirt, rolling them up his forearms further.
A hand dropped down between your legs, trailing up your inner thigh, ever so slowly.
You felt yourself lean back a little, shaking in need.
He watched you intently as he reached for the the soft fabric of your panties, upper body leaning in to steal the breath straight from your lips. And once he felt you....
"Ah, sweet Jesus..." a low rumble came from his throat, "Soaked to the bone, are ya'?"
He massaged you a little, that delightful cotton hiding what was his.
A thick digit curled over the edge of your panties and peeled it to the side. He ran it firmly across your folds, feeling the sweet nectar brimming your slit, his thoughts spinning with all the ways he wanted to fuck you stupid.
Naturally, your legs nestled deeper into him, a cry hidden in your throat as you forced yourself to be good for him. Remmick's lips parted as he groaned, his warm breath crashing against your face.
Then, without any warning, that same finger pushed itself inside of you, firmly, eliciting a jolt from your body.
You nearly toppled over, your balance slipping on the railing—until Remmick’s free hand shot out, catching you before you could fall, pulling you rough towards him with his middle finger still thrusting inside of your cunt.
"I gotcha', angel." He murmured softly in your ear.
As he worked you, he watched you struggle, your hands flying up to his broad shoulders as you steadied yourself.
In the soft overcast of the night, you watched the gold chain around Remmick's broad neck, glossy with summer sweat. It shifted slightly with each thrust of his arm, and even amidst the carnal surrender, you couldn't help but wonder how something so delicate was tethered to someone so wicked.
Keeping a steady rhythm, Remmick gave a pleased hum as you mewled, his thick finger breaking you in nicely.
Your head lolled back, teeth sinking into your lip still throbbing with the bruising kiss Remmick had left there to fester. His face was inches away from yours, watching you steadily.
He added a second digit, his ring finger, stretching you out even more, and you felt the presence of a cold object plugging in and out of you alongside his digit, something resembling metal.
There was an actual ring on his ring finger.
And it was inside of you.
God, you wanted to scream.
You buried your face in his shoulder, the rough fabric of his dress-shirt against your cheek.
Naturally, it thrilled him. Watching you unravel, after weeks of hanging around your porch, haunting your sleep - a catch o' the season, he'd triumphantly think.
"Ever wonder somethin'?" Remmick began with a mischievous lilt, the grin in his voice unmistakable.
That hand kept working your pussy. You couldn't focus on his words. You couldn't focus on anything, really.
"Ever wonder how I came 'bout this big ol' house that night? You, up in that window… well, you were a vision, weren’t ya’?”
He spoke in your ear, the faint scrape of his stubble grazing your face like a warning. Your thighs began to tremble, the squelching sound of your cunt growing louder by the minute. You'd never heard yourself like that.
“And I ain’t sentimental. I don’t show up without a reason, sweetheart,” He added his forefinger, “Y’see… your daddy likes to run his mouth, talkin’ all ‘bout his beautiful darlin’ daughter, ‘specially at your auntie Carol’s party. What was it he said? Mm, a nice dowry. Yeah. The sumbitches loved that.”
You dug your teeth into your lower lip, stifling a cry. You couldn’t wake your family—not like this, not with you straddling the porch railing, the devil's hands lost between your thighs.
“Know what else? Well, your aunt Carol told me the darndest thing. Said her sweet niece was stuck in her fancy house on Cypress Creek, in bed, sick as a dog. Oh, quit tryna’ hold it in baby, go on and make those pretty sounds—“
He picked up on your heavy breaths, and how you held yourself back from moaning. But that hand just kept going.
“—yeah. Mm, so I had to, uh… had to pay you a visit. See what this southern beauty is all about.” Remmick continued, momentarily peering down to catch a glimpse of his fingers coated in your residue. “Jus’ a shame your maid wasn’t so nice.”
Your thighs were wet and shaking. A certain knot coiling inside of you. You felt... you felt it simmering in your belly, and Remmick was slowly undoing it.
“But maybe you was jus’ lucky. Thank… thank God for her, right? Y’see, angel… I was gon' kill you.”
Even amidst the newfound bliss, you lifted your head from his shoulder.
"Wha...?"
"Now don't go givin' me that face," He added, catching your expression, "Y'know damn well—"
Remmick felt your insides clench around his fingers, your hips twitching. He slowed his pace down, careful not to tip you over the edge just yet. It had been weeks since he had first caught sight of you, and now your cunt was just there, served on silver. He was taking his fucking time.
He continued, "Y'know damn well what I am, darlin’. I ain’t one o’ your silk-wearin’ gentlemen. That night... I was fixin’ to have my way with you. Willin’? Sure. But if you weren’t… well, that’d just make it a dull way for you to go. ‘Cause, I was gonna tear you apart like meat off the bone jus’ the same."
Your heart sunk down to your belly. There you were, body twitchin' and shakin', but the fear swept over you once again.
You knew what he was — night devil, neck nibbler, vampire. You grew up with those stories, you grew up with your nana telling you all about haints and marsh crawlers and the like.
And there you were, with your trembling legs wrapped around one.
"I was real hungry that night, and you were somethin’ nice to look at. Not a lotta' girls these days... so clean...”
But he wasn't talking about your scent, or how well-bathed and kept you were.
He glanced at your chest. At your heart.
You saw him frothing at the mouth, strings of glistening drool trickling down the corner of his lip, still red with your blood, and the most feral eyes you had seen in something most would mistaken as man.
Somehow, reality found its way back to you. You gave him a sudden shove and hopped off the porch railing, the night dress falling over your legs once again.
Beads of sweat dribbled on your hairline, your chest still bobbing for air.
You needed to get back inside.
But Remmick didn't fight you. He let you pull away from him, sure enough, his hand falling back to his side. He didn't step away, nor did those red-hued eyes falter.
He simply angled his head slightly to the left, just enough to study you anew.
“That pretty head of yours finally catchin’ up?”
The ghost of his fingers playing you like his banjo was still between your legs, a shiver still dancing on your spine, all macabre.
"You want me afraid," Your voice came out in a whisper, "Is that it?"
He gave a little tsk, head still tilted, like you’d disappointed him somehow.
"No. No, that ain’t what this is, darlin'." He muttered, "I know you're afraid, can hear your heart doin' laps."
But something in his face softened a little. Like he was trying to be sympathetic, trying to understand whatever human-driven-emotional-logic you had.
And honestly, you actually would have believed that he was capable of feeling, had you not known he was a vampire. There was something unnerving about the way the creases in his forehead deepened, and how sharp those fangs appeared under his frowning mouth.
What kinda' games are you playin'?
And then he stepped aside, hands in view.
“Go on then,” he drawled, voice low and thick as molasses, “Ain’t stoppin’ you. Door’s right there if that’s what you want.”
And it was. Lower back pressed against the porch railing where you once sat atop of, your eyes shifted to the door left half ajar.
Remmick, who held his hands defensively, coaxed you with a look of innocence so human-like you briefly forgot what he was.
"Go on." he repeated, the soft hue of the moonlight was painting him like some backwoods saint.
It was quiet for a while.
Because you didn't move.
The moonlight flickered over his face and suddenly, all traces of sainthood fled him. A slow smile spread over his lips, like he knew—
"Oh... you ain't goin’ nowhere, are ya'." he mused under his breath.
Your hands curled into fists. He was shaming you.
You scoffed. "Don't flatter yourself."
"I could break you in half ‘fore you even take your next breath." Remmick once again closed the gap between you two, "Could snap your neck like a twig, drain you dry, leave your body rockin’ in that porch swing ‘til sunrise. Easy.”
"I know."
Licking his bloody lips, "You know?"
"Yes."
A pang of silence.
Remmick looked at you differently. No longer in hunger, or greed, but with something quieter. Something dangerously close to reverence.
His eyes flicked over your face like he was trying to memorize it — the way your jaw tightened despite the fear, how your chin lifted just so. Proud. Defiant. Still trembling, but standing.
“Well, I’ll be,” he murmured, almost to himself, “Ain’t that somethin’.”
The porch creaked beneath his shoes as he leaned in to you, a finger slowly tracing the side of your neck in a way that was almost loving. His other hand came around to settle on the railing behind you, trapping you in.
You didn’t know the dead could breathe. Not until his face lowered to meet yours, and your eyes swam in the pools of oil and ember that coaxed you deeper.
The warm air you breathed in. His breath.
It wasn’t life, you thought, his breath was empty and cruel and you were intoxicated.
You gave your life to him. You gave yourself to the banjo-playing devil at your door. Spread your legs for him when other men had adorned you with gems and jewels, fed you, loved you forever in your waiting grace. And he had only whispered in your ear what others could not do to you.
You had been so lonely. How good does the blade feel when wielded by a man who knows precisely where your skin is the thickest? You needed him.
You needed him.
You needed him.
As if reading your thoughts, Remmick tutted. His lips momentarily hovered over your face before he pressed a kiss onto your temple.
He saw it. Everything. Remmick drooled from his mouth, but oh you drooled from your eyes. Wet and wide like a doe’s, he saw everything from the sadness in them to the desperation and the innocence — he wanted to take it all away.
He straightened up, his face now burying itself in your hair. You smelled like forsakenness and macadamia nuts.
Gently, he murmured, lips moving against the coils of your hair.
"You need me, baby... oh, yes you do..."
You gave a soft hum of acceptance. Of truth.
You felt the same hand on your neck slide up past your chin and to your swollen lip. His thumb gently caressed the padding of it.
"... need me to give it to you. Fuck you real nice, like you was made for it.”
The tip of his thumb pushed through your lips.
“Say the word, lambkin...” You heard him say as that thumb felt up your tongue, “...and I'll break you in jus' right.”
There was a croon to his voice, lulling you as your mouth parted further by the second, making space for his digit wedging further inside, a soft choke etched at the end of your throat.
With his fangs tucked behind open lips, he leaned in and let his mouth graze your skin. He watched you struggle to take his thumb, your lips around him like you were sucking honey off a spoon.
His other hand found itself on the thick of your hair. He pulled it aside like a curtain, brought it back behind your shoulder.
Seeing you like this: trembling, and undone.
Lord help you.
Remmick pulled his thumb out of your mouth slowly, wiping the excess spit on your lower lip.
"Please." the word came from you like surrender and confession.
With charcoal eyes ablaze, you felt Remmick shift. He, who carried himself with a lethal suave, and a careful restraint — it was never about inviting him in your family's estate, the ever so glorious Cypress Creek manor.
You’d already let him in.
You’d invited him into your soul.
A deep, guttural sound came from Remmick's throat as he kissed you whole, wet and wanton. Across your jaw he went, down your neck to its nape, licking the hollow of your collarbone.
He grabbed your hips, that cotton dress tearing gracefully in his hands as he tasted your skin, warm and bustling with life. He clawed at you, your flesh caught in his nails.
Your head tipped back in bliss.
You felt him press up against your side, his cock hard under his slacks — a vampire he may have been, but the appetite of man always remained.
A low, bone-rattling chuckle. A grin against your nape, "Oh, we gon' have some real fun, darlin'."
You exhaled. There was something else in the air. Something you had never tasted before.
And then you felt it — the clean, searing puncture of his fangs splitting your skin like silk.
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snekdood · 11 months ago
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i honestly deserved none of the shit ppl did to me that lead me to this point
#yall made a victim bitter and hate everyone. congratz ig. keep convincing yourself its somehow activism.#me saying a slur i shouldnt have in 2013/14 bc the ppl around me irl normalized it to me and that repelling people online from me?#understandable. everything else? yeah you can all fuck yourselves with a rake.#plus- that was literally 11/10 years the fuck ago. do you really genuinely believe in all of that time that im still fucking saying it#the only way you could believe that is if you thought I was some sort of secret strategic right winger whos planning ???? something#god the fuck knows what it would even be#if you think im somehow tainted bc of that past I think you might be a lil controlling of a person#im sorry no one is a pure person who never does wrong. get over yourself bc you sure as fuck arent perfect my good bitch#it was 11/10 years ago AND i was a fucking kid. yeah. i think im bound to make mistakes bc of the inherent ignorance of being a child.#i dont think that deserves to be held against me my entire life especially since I now heavily disagree with the reasoning for why#i thought it was ok to say in the fucking first place#yall just want an eternal punching bag and thats really it.#i could become a fucking saint and it wouldnt matter bc dur he said bad word 11 years ago worst thing anyone could do ever fer sure#yall are impossible to please and its why no one but the people you've guilted and manipulated gives a fuck about trying.#and even they eventually see it for the bullshit it is.#yall want someone to control and do everything you say. not for people to become better to others. you dont give a fuck#you auth piece of shit.#thats why i had to learn that slur was still bad to say offline. bc all the people online wanted to do was control my actions#tell ME what to do. tell ME what to draw. when they have no fucking right to TELL ME what to do. you can ask- im more receptive to being#asked to not do something. but any type of behavior control? good fucking luck. you think I failed highschool just bc of the bullying#n shit? nah its bc I dont like being ORDERED to do shit. and I never fucking will! and theres nothing anyone can fucking do to#make me do shit and if they try to force me to do shit they're controlling as fuck and authoritarian.#i have learned SO MUCH more on my own volition and desire to learn vs when I was TOLD that I HAD to.#all my life ive rebelled against this shit. you bet your ass im not about to stop with yall. ask me like im a fucking person#not TELL me to do something like im a fucking slave to your whims.#fuck you
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dakusan · 27 days ago
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Tattoo Artist!Han Jisung x Reader | He tattoos like an artist and eats like a god. You're ruined. Congratulations.
🔞synopsis: Tattoo Artist AU. You just wanted a tattoo. What you got was a cocky artist with a praise kink, a filthy mouth, and the ability to make you cum so hard you forget your name. What starts as innocent skin-on-skin becomes texts at 3AM, breathless calls, panties on the floor, and getting ruined over a tattoo chair by a man who calls his dick “emotionally supportive.”
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💌a/n: HELLO DEMONS. welcome back to my sin bin. and YES. i spun the wheel of filth™ again because i have too many prompts, too many requests, too many ideas and i am ONE feral braincell away from combusting. this week’s winner of the roulette: jisung x reader, tattoo shop edition. hence why this was posted late — i had no idea what to write and then accidentally birthed a full plotline, two orgasms, a man with separation anxiety, and the best dick of your fictional life. oops 😇 p.s. reblog this or i will haunt your mirrors at 3AM whispering “dumb little slut” in han’s voice. p.p.s. if you message me your fave skz member, i might drop you a mini filthy tattoo artist!AU ficlet just for them. no promises. only threats. p.p.p.s. light a candle. hydrate. send this to a friend
⚠️ warnings: 18+ | MINORS DNI | EXTREMELY NSFW | Oral (f. receiving) — graphic, intense, life-altering | Pussy eating obsession (Han is a munch) | Filthy, unrelenting dirty talk — degradation + praise mix (chaos edition) | “Good girl,” “slut,” “mine,” “cum for me” energy | Clit stimulation + g-spot pressure = brain cell deletion | Multiple orgasms (yes. multiple.) | Fingering, choking, possessive hand-gripping
📌 Please read responsibly. Hydrate. Stretch.
📍credits: dividers by @cafekitsune
🎧 » MOVE — Taemin « 0:58 ─〇───── 3:32 ⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻
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Late afternoon, Seoul.
The sky is bruising purple with evening haze. You’re standing outside a tattoo parlour in a tucked-away alley—NO SAINT INK—recommended by a friend who said, “Go there. Ask for Han.”
You’re nervous. Not just because it’s your first tattoo—but because your stomach won’t stop twisting with that type of anticipation. The kind you feel when you know something irreversible is about to happen.
The parlour looks nothing like the industrial, hyper-masculine shops you've passed before. It’s dark, yes—but with soft underlighting. Neon signs buzz low in the windows, one glowing "SINNER'S HANDS" in deep red. Another in cursive:
“we only leave beautiful scars.”
You push the door open, bell jingling. It smells like antiseptic and incense. Lo-fi hip hop pulses from hidden speakers. The walls are matte black, scattered with flash art—some delicate, some obscene. A few erotic, one absolutely feral. You step toward the desk—
And then you see him.
Han Jisung.
Slouched in a leather chair behind the counter, legs spread wide, one hand holding a sketchpad, the other spinning a tattoo gun idly between his fingers like a toy.
Dark, slightly wavy hair. A few strands falling into his eyes. Rings on nearly every finger. One silver bar in his eyebrow. Another glinting on his lip.
He's wearing a sleeveless hoodie, arms covered in ink—some intricate, some scrawled like afterthoughts. His forearms flex as he shifts, glancing up at you lazily, and then—
Freeze.
He smirks. Not the kind of smirk you’re used to. This one slides slow across his face like silk on skin—cocky, amused, interested. He sets the sketchbook down and stands, sauntering over.
“You lost, angel?”
His voice is warm gravel. A little teasing. He’s already clocked you as a first-timer.
You swallow. “No. Um… I think I have an appointment? For 5PM?”
He leans against the counter, gloved hand flipping through the schedule.
“Name?”
You give it. He taps the page. “First ink?” he asks, gaze flicking over you.
You nod.
His eyes drag down your form and back up again—like he’s marking you before the needle ever touches you. “Cute.”
A pause.
“Alright. You’re with me.”
The moment he leads you past the curtain, everything quiets. Not literally—there’s still the low thrum of lo-fi beats playing through overhead speakers, and you can hear the soft buzz of a machine in the next booth—but something in the air shifts. You’ve stepped into his space now.
The room is dim, intentionally so. Not cold or sterile, but intimate. The walls are painted a charcoal grey, with scattered framed sketches and flash art displayed like gallery pieces. A small desk against the back wall is cluttered with ink bottles, gloves, stencils, and scribbled notes on napkins. There’s a chair in the center—sleek black leather, mechanical levers gleaming faintly under the spotlight aimed above it. It's positioned deliberately beneath a halo of warm light, like a stage for sin.
Han gestures for you to sit.
You do, heart already hammering harder than you'd like to admit. Your hands grip the armrests automatically, more out of nerves than necessity.
He sanitizes his hands in silence, then slips on a pair of black nitrile gloves with practiced ease. The snap of the first one makes you flinch. He notices.
A flick of his mouth—half amusement, half something darker.
“So. You still sure about it?” he asks, voice calm but low, like smoke over velvet.
You nod, holding out the reference image you brought—a small, simple design. Meaningful. Something you’ve thought about for months. A delicate poppy, petals slightly unfurled…But at the base of the flower, instead of a regular stem, it grows from the open mouth of a tiny anatomical heart.
Han doesn’t look at the paper right away. His eyes stay on you for just a moment longer than they should. Then he takes it gently, fingers brushing yours through the gloves.
“Pretty,” he murmurs, gaze flicking from the paper to your face. “Subtle. Clean lines… this’ll look good on you.”
You try to smile, but your throat feels tight. “Thanks.”
“Where do you want it?”
You hesitate. Then, softly: “Ribcage.”
That earns you an arched brow and the barest flicker of a smirk.
“Shy spot. I like that,” he says, turning to prep his materials. You watch the muscles shift as he reaches for a stencil pad. “Okay, shirt off. Just what you need, nothing more. I won’t bite.”
You freeze.
He pauses for a beat. Then tilts his head, eyes crinkling slightly. “Unless you beg,” he adds with a wink.
Your cheeks go hot. You laugh—nervously. It feels like your skin is already burning.
You carefully lift your shirt just high enough to expose the side of your torso, tugging the fabric over your bra, folding it under your arm to keep it out of the way. You're acutely aware of how much skin you're showing—even more so under that bright, direct light.
He kneels beside you with the stencil, gaze focused. You expect him to avoid eye contact, to be clinical—but Han is anything but.
His fingers brush your waist, and they stay there, warm through the gloves. His hand spreads slightly, holding your skin steady as he gently presses the cool stencil to your ribs.
“Breathe for me, yeah?” he murmurs, glancing up at you with a crooked smile. “I’m gonna press it right here…”
You suck in a breath, chest rising.
He places the stencil deliberately. Slowly. His face is close—close enough that you can see the curve of his lashes, the faint sheen of gloss on his lip ring. You smell cedar and musk on his hoodie. His fingers flex slightly against your side.
He looks up.
“You’re already twitchy,” he says softly, voice dropping just enough to make you forget how to breathe. “Gonna be a fun ride.”
You don’t know if he means the tattoo. And neither does he.
He stands and moves to the table beside him, switching out tools like it’s second nature. The machine buzzes to life with a sharp mechanical hum.
You tense.
He catches it immediately.
“First pinch might sting,” he says, voice suddenly gentle, almost coaxing. “I’ll talk you through it. You’re good.”
You nod again, trying not to clench your fists.
Then his hand is back on your body.
He anchors you with one palm spread wide over your side, right above your hip. It’s not forceful, but there’s weight to it. A possessive steadiness. The leather chair creaks faintly under the shift of your body.
And then the needle touches. A sharp, sudden sting. You wince.
“Breathe. Just like that. You’re doing so well, pretty,” he says, voice a constant hum in your ear. “Your skin takes ink like a dream. Fuck, this is gonna look good.”
You exhale through your nose, trying to focus on the sound of his voice instead of the burn.
It helps. But not in the way it should. Because Han doesn’t shut up. Not once.
“Don’t squirm too much… unless you want me to slip.” “You’re soft here. So fucking soft.” “Bet you’re the type who likes being teased, huh?”
You let out a choked laugh, more from panic than humor. He grins, eyes glinting.
The buzz of the machine, the heat of his palm on your skin, the constant commentary—it all blends into a haze. You’re dripping adrenaline and something else entirely. You feel like you’ve been stripped down far deeper than your shirt allows.
After what feels like both a lifetime and a blink, the needle slows. He lifts it. “Almost done. You’ve been such a good girl for me.”
The words land like a slap and a stroke at once.
He sets the machine aside, reaching for a fresh cloth. He wipes your skin slowly. Not rough. Not rushed. Every pass of his hand is careful, gentle.
You’re trembling now. Just a little.
He leans back finally and exhales. The air feels different. Like it’s shifted again—thicker.
“There,” he says. “Wanna see?”
You nod, throat dry.
He helps you up—guides you to a mirror near the corner. His hand stays on your back.
You look. And for a second, you forget how to breathe again. The tattoo is perfect. Clean, delicate, exactly how you pictured it. But it’s not just the ink that makes your chest ache—it’s the fact that it’s his. His hands made this. His touch. His art. On your skin.
“My work’s on you now,” he murmurs behind you, voice low and close. “You’re not gonna forget me, are you?”
You shake your head. You couldn’t if you tried.
The moment you slide your shirt back down, your skin feels… different. Not just because it's slightly tender from the ink, but because his touch still lingers. Like heat soaked into your bones. Like a fingerprint on your soul. You shouldn’t be this affected—he’s just your tattoo artist. Right?
You sit there for a moment longer than necessary, blinking as he finishes cleaning his station. His gloves come off with a snap, and he tosses them into the bin. You glance up, and—yep—he’s watching you.
Leaning casually against the counter, arms crossed, hair a little mussed, rings catching the light. Smug as hell.
“You survived,” he says, voice bright with that chaos-riddled lilt again. “Didn’t cry. Didn’t puke. I’m impressed.”
You roll your eyes. “High praise.”
“I’ve had grown men pass out from rib pieces,” he shrugs. “One guy farted. Loud. Mid-linework. I almost dropped the machine.”
You snort despite yourself. “Well, thanks for not comparing me to the Fart Guy until the end.”
He grins, wide and gleaming. “No, no, you’re top-tier,” he says, stepping closer to grab your care sheet. “Didn’t even whimper. Except for that one part where your breath hitched and I thought—y’know, for a second—you might come on the chair.”
You nearly choke. “Excuse me?!”
“Kidding,” he sing-songs. “Unless…?”
Your glare is ruined by the flush racing up your neck. You stand and grab your bag in a hurry, trying to save face. “You’re awful.”
“I’m delightful.”
He leads you back toward the front desk, swaying just slightly with each step, like he’s got too much energy stored in those shoulders. You swear he’s bouncing on the balls of his feet. It’s giving feral golden retriever with a tattoo gun and a praise kink.
You hand over your card while avoiding eye contact.
He hums dramatically as he takes it, flipping it over like he’s studying an ancient rune.
“You sure you don’t wanna tip in other ways?” he says, deadpan.
Your jaw drops.
He grins, swipes your card, and taps it dramatically against the reader before handing it back. “Joking, obviously. Unless that wasn't a ‘no,’ in which case, I’m free next week—Tuesday, after 7?”
You grab the receipt from the printer and scowl at him. “You flirt with all your clients like this?”
“Only the pretty ones who shake when I touch their ribs.”
You stare.
He smiles wider.
“Okay, okay—last line, I swear,” he chuckles. Then, softer: “Hey. Can I get your number?”
The way he asks it—it’s not sleazy. It’s bold, sure. But there’s this undercurrent of actual interest, like he’s asking for something more than just your digits.
You blink. “Why?”
“‘Cause I want it?” he says, grinning. “Also, in case your tattoo needs a touch-up. Or emotional support. Or if you just feel like sending me hot selfies. It’s a multi-purpose thing.”
You hesitate. Your pulse says yes before your mouth does. He notices. He always notices. You hand him your phone, and he immediately types his own number in, labelling it:
HAN “WILL NOT SHUT UP” JISUNG 🖤
He sends himself a text from your phone, winks, then gives it back. “Now we’re connected,” he says “Digitally. Spiritually. Carnally—well, not yet.”
You open your mouth to sass him. “You were so close to being cool,” you say.
“Close is my middle name.”
You snort and shake your head as you step toward the door. “Bye, Han.”
“See you soon, angel.”
You’re out the door.
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The texting started immediately. Like, within minutes of you leaving the shop.
What began as tattoo care check-ins (“don’t scratch it or I’ll spank you—unless?”) turned into daily chaos. Then nightly chaos. Then a full-blown flirtationship spiralling out of control.
Han texts like he lives inside your brain—firing off filthy one-liners between jokes that make you wheeze-laugh at 1AM, switching between “you’re my filthy little secret” and “pls tell me I’m cute or I’ll cry.”
You finally cave after he begs you to get ramen at 9PM “as friends who have sexual tension.”
You show up. He’s already sitting cross-legged in the booth, hoodie sleeves rolled up, lip ring glinting, chopsticks twirling in one hand like he’s about to duel someone.
He greets you with: “You look edible. I meant that in a respectful way. Mostly.”
You try to play it cool. He doesn’t let you.
The whole night is full of dumb jokes, spicy noodles, and under-the-table foot nudging that turns into ankle grazing that turns into—
“You keep that up, baby,” he murmurs across the table, “and I’m gonna drag you to the bathroom and remind you what these fingers can do.”
You nearly choke on your drink. He laughs, head tilted back, so proud of himself.
You leave flustered. He kisses your cheek in the parking lot. Just your cheek. But his hand lingers at your waist. His mouth is right next to your ear.
“Call me when you can’t sleep,” he says, low. “I’ll make sure you get tired again.”
You almost trip on the curb.
The calls eventually started and slowly became routine. Especially those 1AM phone calls, they were like clockwork. You, in bed, breath heavy as his voice would melt through the speaker.
“You touching yourself yet?” “You want me to talk you through it?” “Want me to tell you what I’d do if I had you on my lap right now?”
He moans in your ear when you do what he says.
Filthy. Unfiltered. And when it’s over—when you’re breathless and ruined—he says the softest things:
“Wish I was there to hold you.” “You’re so fucking hot, but you’re also cute and funny and it’s unfair.” “You still like me, right?”
It’s not just lust anymore. It's want. Sticky, addictive, confusing want.
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It started with a text.
Just one. Sent on a whim while lying in bed late at night, staring at the first tattoo he gave you—delicate black lines peeking from beneath your shirt, still soft to the touch even weeks later.
[You, 11:23PM] thinking about getting another one
You didn’t expect a fast reply. But Jisung’s name lit up your phone in under two minutes.
[HAN “WILL NOT SHUT UP” 🖤, 11:24PM] oh?? 👀 where when how much skin we talking is it just an excuse to see me again (pls say yes)
You rolled your eyes. Typed back:
[You] hipbone small script and maybe what if it was both
His reply came in a blink:
[HAN “WILL NOT SHUT UP” 🖤] come by the shop this friday after hours no distractions just me. you. ink. doors locked. lights low. …for professionalism, obviously 🙃
You stared at the screen for a long time before replying.
And then:
[You] see you friday.
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Friday. 9:04PM.
Seoul’s city pulse is just starting to dim when you push open the door to NO SAINT INK for the second time.
The bell doesn’t ring. He told you it wouldn’t.
The neon signs are still lit—SINNER’S HANDS flickering a slow blood-red glow in the window—but the rest of the shop feels different. Empty. Still. Like something waiting to be touched.
The lights are dimmed. Only one small lamp buzzes near the back, casting long shadows across the matte-black walls.
Your steps echo a little as you walk inside. Then—
“Back here, pretty.”
His voice, low and smooth, floats from behind a curtain in the far booth.
You follow it. Pull the curtain aside. And there he is.
He’s already set up.
Tattoo machine prepped, gloves laid out neatly beside his sketch pad. He’s wearing an oversized black tee tucked loosely into ripped jeans, sleeves rolled just enough to show off the ink that curls around his biceps like living things.
He doesn’t look at you at first.
He’s focused on the script you’d sent him earlier—your design. A small phrase, handwritten in your own messy scrawl: “still hungry.”
When he finally glances up, it hits you like the first time all over again.
The way his lip curls. The way his eyes bite first and ask questions later. “Look at you,” he murmurs, voice dipped in something dark and fond. “Back for more.”
You lean against the booth’s edge, heartbeat already in your throat. “You said professionalism, remember?”
He stands slowly. Walks toward you. You can feel the heat radiating off him in waves.
“I lied.”
A beat. Then—
“Where’s it going again?”
You lift the hem of your hoodie just a little. Hook your thumb beneath your waistband and tug it down, just far enough to expose the sharp curve of your hipbone.
His gaze drops.
Stays.
He doesn’t speak for a moment too long. Just stares—like he’s trying to memorize you before he ruins you. “That’s dangerous, you know,” he says softly. “Letting me touch you there.”
You try to swallow. Fail. “You’re the one who said no distractions.”
He smiles. “You’re the fucking distraction.”
He gloves up without another word.
You lie back on the chair, heart slamming in your chest, every inch of skin suddenly too hot.
You’re not sure what you expected. Something casual? Familiar? But the moment his gloved hand touches your bare hip—steadying you, fingers spread firm and warm—the entire world narrows to him.
“Breathe for me,” he murmurs, positioning the stencil. “Just like last time. You remember how good you were for me?”
You exhale shakily.
“You gonna behave again tonight, pretty thing?”
You whisper: “Maybe.”
He leans in. His mouth is close to your skin. His voice—barely a breath. “God, I hope not.” He’s still positioning the stencil.
And you? You're laid back on the chair, hoodie bunched beneath your ribs, waistband tugged low, every nerve ending on alert. The soft lamplight paints shadows across his jaw as he kneels between your legs, eyes focused.
And then—
“You know,” he says lightly, pressing the stencil into place, “I’ve seen a lot of hipbones. But this one might be my favourite.”
You snort. “Wow. So original.”
He grins without looking up. “What, you don’t believe me?”
“I’m sure you say that to all your clients.”
“Only the ones who sext me about popsicles and then block me for ten minutes.”
You go still. He finally glances up. Smirks. “Yeah. Thought I forgot about that?”
You mutter, “I hate you.”
“You love me,” he says immediately, like it’s a fact. “You want me to ruin your life. Slowly. Lovingly. With tattoos and aftercare.”
You cover your face. “Shut up.”
He laughs—a low, breathy sound. Then, softly: “I’m starting the line now. Hold still, baby.”
The machine whirs to life.
It’s quieter than you remember. Or maybe you’re just more aware—of everything. The way his gloved hand steadies your hip, thumb dragging along the edge of your waistband. The needle’s sharp kiss. The buzz settling into your bones.
And Han’s voice. God, he never stops talking.
“This spot’s sensitive,” he says, totally casual. “Most people squirm. But I like that.”
You tense. He notices. Of course he does.
“Relax,” he murmurs, dragging the line smooth. “You’re doing perfect.”
Another pause. Then—
“Don’t suppose you’re into pain, are you?”
You don’t answer. You don’t have to. He chuckles under his breath. “God, you so are.”
But then, just like that—his tone shifts. He quiets. Focuses. And the teasing melts into something heavier. “Almost done,” he says, more softly this time. “You’ve been so good for me again. Always are.”
You blink. Your heart skips.
He wipes your skin again, slow and reverent, then leans back to look. He’s still crouched between your thighs, eyes focused, lips parted slightly as he takes it in.
“Fuck.”
You blink. “What?”
He looks up at you. No grin now. Just quiet, open admiration. “It’s gorgeous,” he says. “Like… stupid good.” He presses a kiss to his gloved fingertips and taps them against your skin.
“Still hungry,” he reads aloud. “God, I could write essays on that.”
“Don’t,” you whisper.
“Too late. MLA format. Double spaced. Thesis: you’re gonna kill me.”
You roll your eyes, but you’re flushed. Breath shallow. Because now that the needle’s done…
He’s not moving. His hand stays on your waist. His eyes flick to your lips. Then back down. Then—
“You want me to touch you?”
The question lands like a live wire in the room. But he doesn’t push. Doesn’t smirk. He just waits. Like he’s offering something sacred. Like he’d back off the second you said no. But you don’t. You can’t.
You nod. Barely.
His fingers tighten on your skin. “Nah,” he murmurs. “Say it. I want to hear it.”
You swallow.
“…Yes.”
“Yes what, baby?”
Your brain short-circuits.
“Jisung—”
“Use your words, pretty thing. Or I’ll stop before I start.”
You suck in a breath, eyes locking with his. “I want you to touch me.”
He moves instantly.
The gloves are still on when he presses his palm flat against your hipbone, fingers spreading possessively. His hand feels huge there—like it was made for this exact spot.
“Fuck. Been thinking about this since the first time you came in,” he mutters, voice dropping into something rough, reverent. “You looked so fucking good in that chair. All nervous and squirmy.”
He bends down.
Kisses the edge of your new tattoo, so soft it almost hurts. “My name’s not even on you,” he whispers, “and I’m still acting like you’re mine.”
Your stomach flips. You whimper.
And he grins, but it’s different now—hungry, not cocky. “Take your pants off.”
You blink.
He meets your eyes. “Let me take care of you.”
You obey—slow, breathless, trembling under his gaze. You slide them down and toss them aside. He leans in again, eyes tracing over the new ink and everything below it, slow and starving.
You’re not wearing much underneath, lacy pink panties, with a very obvious wet spot on your center.
He groans softly. “You’re already wet.”
You gasp when his fingers brush over you, lazy, like he has all the time in the world. “All this from a little needle?” he teases. “Or is it the artist?”
“Fuck you,” you breathe.
He laughs. One low, wicked exhale. “Oh, you will. But not yet.”
He leans back, peels his gloves off slowly—dragging each finger loose one by one, like he’s unwrapping a gift. Tosses them into the bin without taking his eyes off you once.
Then he lowers himself between your legs.
Spreads your thighs just a little further apart with both hands. You hear him exhale.
“Fuck. This is gonna kill me.”
He doesn’t touch you yet. Just leans in.
And presses a kiss right above your knee. Then the inside of your thigh. Then a little higher. And a little higher.
Your breath hitches when his lips ghost just beside the fabric.
“Soaked through lace,” he murmurs. “That’s so fucking pretty, baby.”
You’re shaking now.
He mouths over the wet spot—not even pulling them down yet. Just letting the heat of his breath and the drag of his lips torture you. You feel the scrape of his lip ring as he kisses you again, open-mouthed, right there.
“Bet you’d cum just from this,” he whispers. “My mouth through your panties. Barely even trying.”
You whimper. One hand fisting the edge of the chair.
His fingers slide over the wet spot next, slow and teasing. Two fingers rub a lazy circle, barely pressing—just enough to make your hips twitch. “I should leave these on,” he says, almost to himself. “Just push them to the side. Make you beg for it.”
You breathe, “Jisung—please—”
That does it.
He hooks his fingers under the waistband and drags them down—slow, deliberate, watching every inch of you get exposed.
He groans loudly the second you’re bare. “Holy fuck.”
Then he’s leaning in again, this time nothing between you. He kisses your inner thigh first. Then lower.
Then—
His tongue drags one long, obscene stripe up your center. You cry out, hips bucking—he presses a hand to your stomach, holding you still with an effortless command:
“Stay fucking still.”
Then he goes back in. He licks you like he means it—messy, slow, then fast and deep. His tongue circles your clit with practiced chaos. He moans against you, loud, like you taste like something sacred.
“You taste like fucking heaven,” he groans, voice muffled.
His hands spread you wider, his tongue dipping into your heat, nose pressed right up against your skin.
Then he sucks. Hard.
Your head falls back—gone.
“That’s it,” he purrs. “My perfect little slut. Look at you.”
Your hands tangle in his hair. You tug. He groans again and ruts into the fucking air, desperate for friction while he eats you out like he’s starving.
“You gonna cum on my mouth?” he growls, voice wrecked. “You want me to keep going or make you beg for it?”
You try to answer—can’t.
He pulls back for just a moment, lips and chin shining. “Use your words, baby. You know the rules.”
“Please—fuck—don’t stop, please—Jisung—”
“God,” he groans. “Keep saying my name like that and I’m gonna cum in my fucking jeans.”
Then he dives back in, faster now, tongue fucking into you, hand moving to circle your clit with soaked fingers while he sucks and moans like you’re his last goddamn meal. He’s everywhere—his mouth, his hand, the filthy hum of his moans vibrating straight through your core. He doesn’t pause to tease, doesn’t stop to talk this time. He’s all action now. Starved. Feral.
“Fuck,” he growls between licks, the words hot and wet against your folds. “You taste so fucking good. Gonna make me lose my mind.”
His tongue pushes in again. He flicks it fast, then slow, then sucks at your clit with a deep, wet moan that makes you cry out, back arching clean off the chair.
“There you go,” he pants, not even breaking rhythm. “Just like that. Give it to me, baby. Come on.” His voice is breathless, desperate—like he’s the one about to cum.
You’re shaking. Legs trembling. It’s too much. It’s not enough.
Your hands are clutching his hair, holding him right where you need him, and he just groans louder, grinding his face deeper like he wants to live between your legs. His lip ring catches against your clit—again, and again—and your thighs clamp around his head instinctively.
He doesn’t stop. Doesn’t even flinch.
He just moans into you, hands gripping your hips tighter, holding you down as your whole body starts to unravel. You feel it in your spine. In your toes. In the fucking air.
“You close, pretty thing?” he slurs against your clit. “Yeah, you are. You’re fucking dripping—making a mess for me. So fucking perfect. All mine.”
That breaks you.
You cum harder than you ever have in your life—with a sob, a gasp, a full-body spasm that crashes over you like a goddamn tsunami.
You hear yourself. You scream his name.
Jisung. Jisung. Jisung.
And he takes it.
He drinks it down like a man possessed, moaning into you like you’re water in the desert, like he’s been waiting his whole life to taste you fall apart. He doesn’t even stop when you cum—he licks you through it, tongue softening only slightly as your body twitches and bucks and pleads for mercy.
It’s too much. It’s so good it hurts.
“J-Jisung—fuck—wait—too much—”
Only then does he pull back, chest heaving, face absolutely wrecked. His mouth, his chin, even the tip of his nose glistens with you. He looks dazed.
Blessed.
He runs a hand down his face and just stares at you—spread out, soaked, shaking, glowing.
Then: “Holy fuck.”
You blink up at him, still gasping, brain static.
He grins—wide, flushed, proud as hell. “I knew it. I fucking knew it. Best pussy of my life.” You try to sass him. You really do. But all that comes out is a whimper.
“Aw,” he coos, leaning down to kiss your cheek. “Dumbed you out already?”
He brushes your hair back, kisses your forehead. “You okay?”
You nod. Barely.
“You want more?”
You nod. Desperately.
He chuckles, voice thick with affection and wrecked restraint. “Yeah, baby. Me too.” Then he stands up, undoing his belt with shaking hands, and murmurs: “Get comfy. ’Cause I’m gonna fuck you so good, you forget your own name.”
You’re still gasping. Still trembling. But your eyes follow the movement of his hands—shaking slightly as he undoes his belt, then the button, then the zipper.
He pushes his jeans down—
And your breath catches. You knew he’d be pretty. But not like this. Not this.
Thick. Flushed. Slight curve to the left.
And not just the look of it—the feel of it, even before he’s inside. You know instinctively it’s going to destroy you. That kind of snug fit that presses into all the right places and leaves no room for secrets.
He strokes himself once, slow and slick, precum already leaking from the tip. “Gonna be good for me, baby?” he asks, voice shaking as he fists his cock. “Let me feel that perfect pussy now?”
You nod. Dumb. Ready. So wet you feel it drip onto the chair beneath you.
He lines up—rubs the head of his cock over your folds, up and down, teasing your clit before circling your entrance. You’re still sensitive. Still twitching. And he feels it. “Still throbbing for me,” he murmurs. “God, you’re unreal.”
He pushes in. Slow. Deep. Too much. Too good.
You cry out—your body arching, your hands gripping the armrest and his forearm and anything you can reach.
Because he fits. Perfectly. Thick enough to make you stretch wide, gasp, feel it in your lungs. But not enough to hurt. No—just enough to ruin you.
“F-fuck,” he groans, head falling forward. “You’re squeezing me so tight—Jesus—don’t move yet, I’ll cum too fast—” He bottoms out, hips flush to yours. He stays there for a second. Still trembling. His cock twitches inside you.
“I’m gonna die,” he whispers. “I’m gonna die in this pussy.”
You laugh—a breathless, broken thing—and he grins like he’s proud.
Then? He pulls out halfway. And slams back in. Hard. And again. And again. Fast. Unhinged. Like he’s been waiting to do this for weeks. “Oh fuck, that’s it. That’s it, baby—keep takin’ it—so fucking perfect—”
He’s rambling now. Whimpering.
Each thrust hits so deep you swear you see stars. It’s a rhythm that shouldn’t exist, shouldn’t be real. Every stroke dragging against your g-spot, every snap of his hips making your thighs quake.
And he’s talking. So much.
“You feel that? Huh? You feel how good you make me?” “You’re all mine. This pussy? Fucking mine. Say it.” “Say it, baby, c’mon—tell me who it belongs to—”
You choke out, “You—it’s yours, Jisung—fuck, you’re so deep—”
He moans—wrecked. “God, I’m not gonna last—fuck—you’re too good—you’re too fucking good—” Then he bends down—mouth at your ear, hips still pounding into you like he’s trying to brand your soul.
“One more,” he whispers. “Just one more, yeah? Be my good girl and cum for me again—come on—cum on my cock—let me feel you—”
You barely get the chance to nod. Because then—he changes rhythm.
Not slower. Not gentler. Worse. He fucks you harder. Deeper. Like his body knows exactly how to hit every nerve inside you. Like he’s memorized your walls. And maybe he has. Maybe from the moment he first touched you in that chair, his entire brain rewired for this—for you.
“So fucking tight,” he pants, voice cracked open, almost panicked. “Shit—look at how you take me—look at that, fuck—”
He’s holding your waist again, but carefully—just above the fresh tattoo. His fingers dig into your ribs, grip locked in, not letting you squirm away as he slams into you, pace frantic, unrelenting.
“Can’t touch your hips,” he growls, “so I’m gonna hold you right here—just like this—until you fall apart again.”
Then his hand slides down. Finds your clit. And rubs. Fast. Tight.
You moan loud.
“Tell me what it feels like,” he pants, eyes locked on your face, wild. “Come on, baby—talk to me. You know the rules.”
You try. You try so hard.
“It’s—fuck—Jisung—it’s too much—I-I can’t—”
His hand doesn’t stop. His cock drives up into you like it’s chasing your orgasm, like he can feel it coming and he wants to drag it out of you with his bare hands. “Yes, you can. You’re my good girl, right? My perfect fucking baby—tell me what you feel.”
You sob. “It’s everywhere—it’s so deep—I feel you in my stomach, Jisung—”
That makes him moan—full, wrecked, helpless. “Yeah? That’s it, baby. You feel me stretching you out? You feel how hard you’re clenching around me?”
He’s unhinged. Fucking you like he needs to feel you cum on his cock. Like it’s his only goddamn mission in life.
“Don’t hold back. Let me have it. Show me how good I make you feel.” His fingers tighten, rub faster. His cock keeps slamming up into that perfect, perfect spot.
And you break.
You fall apart on him with a cry that splits the air—your orgasm ripping through you like a detonation, a white-hot snap that makes your whole body lock up and tremble.
You cum hard. Harder than before. Harder than ever.
And he feels it. Feels you clench around him like a vice, walls pulsing, soaked, squeezing every last bit of him until he’s gasping into your throat. “Fuck—fuck—I’m gonna—baby—I’m—”
He slams in once, twice more—then stills. Buried deep. Groaning so loud it echoes. And cums. Hot. Fast. Deep. He fills you up with a desperate, whimpering exhale—head falling into the crook of your neck, fingers flexing tight on your waist as he rides it out, hips twitching helplessly inside you.
“Jesus—holy fuck—how are you real—”
You don’t know what you say. You don’t know if you’re breathing. All you know is he doesn’t let go. Not even after. His arms wrap around you, one hand sliding up to your ribs, the other cupping your jaw gently as he leans in and kisses your forehead.
Sweet. Messy. Possessive.
“I’m so fucking in love with your pussy.” he mumbles against your skin.
You laugh—wrecked and breathless. “You just came in me.”
“I did. I’ll take responsibility.”
“You didn’t even mean to.”
“That’s what makes it romantic.”
But then he goes quiet. Both of you do. Still joined. Still pulsing. The only sound in the room is your breathing—shaky, shallow, shared.
Han’s body is draped over yours, his skin hot and sticky, his face buried in your neck like he might actually die if he moves. He’s not even thrusting anymore—just lying there, full-on koala mode, arms around your waist, cock still twitching inside you like it doesn’t know it's over.
“I think I saw God,” he whispers.
You blink, still boneless and floating.
“Pretty sure she winked at me and said ‘Good job, Jisung.’”
You snort into the crumpled pillow beneath you. “Was she hot?”
He lifts his head just enough to deadpan: “She looked like you.”
A pause.
“Except taller. And clothed. And not full of cum.”
You let out a noise that’s half wheeze, half scream, face flushing as you try to twist away—but he tightens his grip, groaning as his still half-hard cock shifts inside you.
“Nooo, don’t move,” he whines. “You’ll make me hard again and I’ll die. You’re too powerful.”
You roll your eyes. “You just came in me, and now you’re being dramatic?”
He lifts his face, eyes wide. “I’m always dramatic. But now I’m dramatic and post-nut mushy.”
You smack his arm—lightly. He grins and kisses your shoulder like he’s never been happier in his life.
Then, suddenly gentle: “You okay? Need anything?”
You hum. “Water. A towel. A new pelvis.”
“I can offer you one of those things.”
He pulls out slowly, careful. You both wince a little, and he immediately fumbles for the nearest clean towel, muttering, “Shit, sorry, sorry—damn, we really did that, huh?”
He cleans you up softly, thoroughly. Tongue poking out in concentration, hands warm and reverent. You watch him in the dim light—his flushed cheeks, mussed-up curls, that stupid satisfied look on his face like he just won the lottery and the trophy was you.
He helps you sit up, eyes wide looking you over as if wanting to make sure you are okay and not just saying you're okay.
You smile at him, dazed. “That was insane.”
“You’re welcome.”
Then, quieter: “I really like you, by the way.”
You glance at him. He’s suddenly shy—voice small, fingers playing with the hem of the towel. “I mean—I know this was hot and wild and unholy, but like. You’re not just hot and wild and unholy. You’re…” He scratches the back of his head. “Cool. Funny. Gorgeous. Smart. And you have great pain tolerance and taste in art and—I dunno—your moans live in my soul now.”
You blink at him. He shrugs. “I just think you’re neat.”
You laugh. You can’t help it. You lean in, kiss him soft. He melts instantly.
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Twenty minutes later, you’re both curled on the couch in the back lounge. Your legs are over his lap. You’re sipping water. He’s holding your hand and doodling hearts on your thigh with a sharpie.
“So,” he says, yawning. “When do you want your third tattoo?”
You give him a look. “Planning ahead?”
He smirks, smug. “Just making sure I get to fuck you again.”
You flick his forehead.
“Ow—okay, okay. For art. Not for horny.”
But you both know the truth. You’re absolutely getting another tattoo. And this man is going to absolutely ruin you again. With love. And dick. And filthy words. And then cuddle you like a little spoon with separation anxiety.
So the answer? Yeah. Yeah you will be seeing more of him. More dates. More dick. More tattoos. Guess it's fate.
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what's a soft launch? - fc43
summary: fraco's girlfriend wants him to soft launch their relatioship but franco has no idea of what a soft launch is. based on this request
folkie radio: ANOTHER FRANCO SMAU !! i'm currently working on a long franco fic so consider this a little treat while i finish that one👀 i hope you enjoy!
MASTERLIST | PATREON
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yourinstagram im the proudest girlfriend in the world because my boy is officially F1 DRIVER !! 🥹 go crush it my love 💙
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yourbff cuties 😍😍
username1 vamos franco !!
username2 ahhh congrats franco
username3 you’re officially a formula 1 WAG now how cool
username4 don’t forget me when you become the next alexandra saint mleux
username5 yaaayy for franco
username6 my favorite couple before you get viral
francolapinto te quiero hermosa 😍😍❤️
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francolapinto VAMOS! excited for my first race in monza this weekend 🇮🇹
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username1 YAAAS
username2 hello ???? he’s gorgeous
username3 UMMM i was sad about logan but look at THIS
alex_albon 👏👏👏 Welcome !
landonorris let’s have some funnn
username4 IS HE SINGLE????
↳ username1 from what i’ve gathered, he has posts with a girl from last year but nothing recent (the girl’s account is private)
↳ username2 HES SINGLE WE WON
williamsracing 💙
username5 I HAVE MY NEW GRID CRUSH
yourinstagram 😍😍🤤 my man
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yourinstagram cheering on my baby from home 🥺💙 VAMOS FRANCO !!
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yourbff YAYYY💘
username1 vamosss franco
username2 get your paddock passes girl
username3 gorgeous 😍
username4 we need your WAG debut
username5 🙌🙌🙌🙌
username6 i need that hoodie !!
francolapinto 😍😍😍
francolapinto i miss you so muchhh i love you
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francolapinto Que dia inolvidable… thank you so much for this opportunity 🇦🇷🤍💙🥹
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username1 KING
username2 franco colapinto consider me your fan
username3 HES SO DAMN HOT
williamsracing VAMOS 🙌
username4 LET ME BE YOUR WOMAN
username5 i can’t believe a man THIS hot is single
charles_leclerc Welcome 👌👌
username6 i bet he’s on raya and i’m not giving up until i find him
username7 both him and lando being single.. paris is my favorite city
username8 FOAMING AT THE MOUTH
username9 how long until he starts dating the journalist that kept flirting with him
yourinstagram 😍😍😍
yourinstagram mi amor ❤️
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francolapinto im only yourssss bonita, always
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yourinstagram a few days of rest and relaxation with mi amor 🥰
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username1 cutiesss
username2 my favorite anonymous WAG
yourbff my babies <33
username3 😍😍😍
username4 girl when are you going to the paddock?
↳ yourinstagram sooon
username5 i’m your biggest fan
username6 couple goals
francolapinto I love youuu😘😘😘
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f1gossip During Williams' latest podcast episode, Alex Albon joked that Franco Colapinto's superpower was "his ability to charm all the ladies everywhere", Franco said that no one is charming him because he has a girlfriend 👀
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username1 HUHHH
username2 franco is so strange
username3 i know his ass is lying
username4 WHAT HAPPENED TO THE ORIGINAL PLOT OF THE MOVIEEEEE
username5 sometimes i don't understand what's up with him
username6 watch him flirt with all the interviewers tomorrow tho
username7 NOO FRANCO YOU'RE SINGLE
username8 he's lying his ass offffff
username9 pics or didn't happen
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yourinstagram my first grand prix weeked. no biggie im ready
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username1 yayy about time girl!
yourbff HAVE FUN and don't forget to send me pics 💕
username2 my favorite WAG
lilymhe welcome to our silly world 💙
↳ yourinstagram love you already !
carmenmmundt So nice to meet you sweetie!
↳ yourinstagram likewise 🥺
username3 you're going to change us for your new wag friends
↳ yourinstagram neverrr
lilyzneimer 🤩
francolapinto My girl and now everyone will know 😉
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williamsracing Love is in the air in Austin 💙
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username1 OMFG??
username2 NOT WILLIAMS EXPOSING HER INSTA
username3 WAIT i saw pics of franco tagging her BUT I DIDN'T THINK THEY WERE A COUPLE
username4 AHHH HER INSTA IS PRIVATE
lilymhe 💕💕💕
username5 franco colapinto is the coolest driver the grid had seen recently
username6 GET FRANCO A SEAT
username7 they said fuck a soft launch
username8 THAT SHOULD BE ME
francolapinto 😍😍
yourinstagram 🥺
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f1gossip "My girlfriend is over there, she said she wanted to do something called sub lunch, or what was it called? Soft launch, yeah that. No hablo ingles no se que es, I just brought her with me so everyone can see I'm happily taken" - Franco for Sky before the race 😭😭
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username1 FRANCO OMFG
username2 hes so unintentionally funny
username3 him saying that he doesn't know what a soft launch is bc he doesn't speak english was me ROLLING
username4 franco the man that you are
username5 I CANT DO THIS 😩😩😩
username6 i need him bibically
username7 HES SO MESSY
username8 i need this or nothing
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lilymhe where have you been all my life?
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yourbff my favorite WAG
francolapinto hermosa 😍😍
↳ yourinstagram love you so damn muuuch
username1 feed the people put the instagram public
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yourinstagram he didn't understand the concept of a soft launch so we had to do this in the middle of the paddock 😅 love you so much mi amor @/francolapinto
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username1 AHHH
username2 HER INSTA IS PUBLIC NOW
username3 all the boyfriend content here im going insane
lilymhe cuties 💕
↳ alex_albon We need to step up our game
↳ lilymhe definitely
↳ username1 i love them sm
username5 THIS SHOULD'VE BEEN ME
username6 franco colapinto being a simp in a long term relationship wasn't on my bingo card
username7 can we talk about how pretty she is tho?
username8 THANK YOU FOR LETTING US IN BESTIE
francisca.cgomes my new bestie actually!
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↳ username2 AHHH BEST WAGS
username9 scrolled all the way down and she has the cutest posts about franco i cant
username10 IM SO JEALOUS
username11 franco not knowing what a soft launch is PEAK COMEDY
francolapinto love you hermosa 😍
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francolapinto what's a soft launch?
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username1 FRANCOOOOO
username2 i love him so bad
username3 HOW TO MAKE A FORMULA 1 TEAM FOR FRANCO COLAPINTO FROM SCRATCH
username4 this man is so messy i cant help but love him
oscarpiastri I didn't know what that meant either, don't worry
↳ username1 LORD HELP ME 😭😭
olliebearman 🙌
username5 FRANCO LET ME BE YOUR WOMAN 😩😩
username6 franco is really a SIMP and not a fuckboy like everyone thought WE WON
williamsracing We love to see it💙💙
username7 wiki how to have franco's gfs life
username8 CRYING
username9 franco don't you ever gatekeep her from us again we need her at every race
yourinstagram i'm the luckiest ever 💕
↳ username1 AND YOU ARE
↳ francolapinto love you forever hermosa
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