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ghosts-and-blue-sweaters · 6 months ago

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I am going to try writing… the last time I wrote Anything was sometime in early-ish December I think… starting again is quite intimidating and a bit scary. HOWEVER, posting about it on tumblr makes it feel a bit less intimidating and scary.

#I do not know what I will write or how much I will write #but goshdarn. I’m gonna try.#my post #I’ve decided that waiting for my writing motivation to return is Not working and it’s time to try something different #namely: the dreaded discipline #it might fail horrifically BUT I want to try!!#writing routines have been so incredibly helpful to me in the past #same with routines in general #I am simply a girl who likes Lists and Routines and Schedules and Advance Notice and Planning #and I’ve reallllllly fallen out of a writing routine ever since… February-ish? of last year?#I thought giving myself a break & waiting for my motivation to come back would work BECAUSE it’s always worked in the past #but this writers block stretched far beyond my norm #like. months longer than my norm.#and there were definitely reasons for that; 2024 was a difficult year #annnnd. I am stalling. by rambling in the tags of this tumblr post.#sigh #OKAY BUT WHAT I AM GETTING AR #*AT #is that I think it’s time to try a different approach #and maybe it’ll work #maybe?? question mark??#these are uncertain times #okayokay DONE RAMBLING #I will. attempt writing now.

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post-it-notes7 · 1 year ago

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Mir Falspar is going to find Dark at some point, right? Unless one of them leaves the Mir GSA, they are still coworkers, they're bound to have to work together again

I'm so glad you asked

#post's rambles #post's art gallery #dark meta knight #mir falspar #kirby right back at ya #mirror madness #galaxy soldier army #pro tip when avoiding mir falspar #maybe consider that after spending several years in the same general vicinity #he still knows some of your routines

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starry-bi-sky · 7 months ago

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pouring one out for luo binghe in my disciple SQQ fic, poor guy has taken a backseat here. we're nearly 30k words deep and he hasn't even shown his face once. it'll be much longer before he even actually talks to Shen Qingqiu.

(i say im pouring one out but in reality im sitting in my director's chair chewing on a cigar and wearing a beret as he tearily and unsuccessfully pleads with me for more scenes with Shen Qingqiu)

#svsss #disciple shen yuan #scum villain #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #SQQ: building his found family on QJP and Plotting #LBH: idk off sniffing rocks somewhere while on one of his protagonist adventures #i say im pouring one out for him but in reality im laughing at him. sorry my guy you are just NOT my priority. be a better peak lord #tell your disciples to stop with the institutionalized peak hierarchy and the internal political intrigue and MAYBE we'll talk #oh he cant hear me he's wearing airpods. welp. *stares at LQG and YQY* more SQQ time for you then!#its funny because i do love bingqiu i just decided to write a fic exploring a roleswap concept i saw where LBH wasnt a good peak lord #and the concept itself didnt explore what consequences might occur if LBH was as inactive a PL as LQG was before redeeming him #like if BZP can go lord of the flies while unsupervised what happens if you leave QJP the same way?? political court intrigue and sabotage #being the protagonist and going on many adventures is great and all.... if you aren't tied down with the responsibilities of a peak lord.#binghe. binghe. binghe. binghe. your head disciple has instated a hierarchy on your peak and routinely sabotages the cultivation of the #junior disciples by actively disrupting their learning by sending them off to do menial chores that should be distributed equally across #the peak. binghe. he's gonna get someone killed. binghe. BINGHE. you're inadvertently creating a generation of cultivators who harbor #resentment against you specifically bc you failed to care and protect them as their shizun. BINGHE. DO YOU HEAR ME? BINGHE #oop. i guess not. SQQ time to organize a covert resistance group. i mean a secret study group that also doubles as an organization dedicate #to ruining Li Tao's reputation and standing amongst the rest of the sect. by boys! have fun storming the castle!#tldr unsweetened lemonade is: 'i force SQQ into a position of no power where keeping his head down is not an option bc neither the system #+ nor his surrounding peakmates will let him fade into the BG. and there's no LBH around for him to wifebeam into the Fave Disciple spot'#its also a 'SY and SJ are the same person' fic bc i love the trope and having a disciple SY where he's also SJ is such a specific niche #that i'll just have to write it myself in order to see it. im having a blast with it. im gonna give him SO much found family.#liushen and yueshen(? qijiu?) are fighting for 1st while poor bingqiu is trying to claw its way out of 3rd with minimal success #good fucking luck babe you gotta fight SQQ's seven evil disciples first. THEN you gotta fight Liu Qingge and Yue Qingyuan.#and then you gotta fight me. romance isnt even in the cards for this fic they're fighting for the SUBTEXT.#roll for disadvantge binghe

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moe-broey · 6 months ago

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I'm gonna bully Lif again

I'll admit, some of these answers don't cover all the bases, but. What are we thinking, here. What is The Truth behind The Twink Death? 🤨🎤

I will also be accepting write-in responses as usual 🫡

#fire emblem #feh #fe lif #fe alfonse #one answer i refuse to put on here just bc of how badly i think it would squeue results:#has exclusive access to bruno's workout routine #BUT I FEEL LIKE. IF I PUT THAT AS AN OPTION. EVERYONE WOULD PICK IT. I WOULD PICK IT IN A HEARTBEAT #some of my own notes: changing up the body modification option to be more vague #BUT. some thoughts were 'via surgery/magic' and specifying he sought it out himself #i just simplified it to look better on the poll. but the IDEA here. ESPP in the same vein as the insoles #i cannot remember where. but i feel like it's canon that alfonse has a degree of body dysmorphia?#or at very least has some insecurity about it. not being as tall as gustav/bruno (sir. you are allegedly 5'11.)#and not being as muscular as them either. i swear to god i'm not just making this up. it has to exist in SOME obscure line somewhere #or i just hallucinated that. but then again i found out one of my long-standing hcs actually had a basis IN canon #i just. forgor. so. anything is possible 💪💪💪 (this one was about alfonse/sharena/bruno being childhood friends)#badly wanted to make another undead joke but now i'm paranoid that i'm spreading misinfo #like i think The Lore is that lif and theasir were sole survivors. technically not rezzed. but like.... gah #i do gotta finish my book 3 replay. i promise i will. i'm SO close (has to do book 2 quotes first)#still the embalming accident option no elaboration is just too funny to me. cannot pass it up #ALSO. ALSO. the veggies/milk option. is mostly a joke but goes back to my hcs about #alfonse being scrawny as a kid up until he joins the order. actually starts to fill out more #when he feels inexplicably more secure. also sharena helping any way she can.#LIKE. ALL OF THESE ARE SILLY. but a lot of them have internal lore reasons. varying degrees of actual canonness #i also want each option to be compelling in some way. like what does this say about him #or what happened to him. just. in general.#THERE'S. KINDA NO GREATER PURPOSE TO THIS BTW. kinda.#it's just that whenever i think anything even vaguely related to book 3 i get the UNFATHOMABLY PROFOUND URGE #to stick a kick me note on lif's back and wait.#it's either that or just blackout horny. no in between. also the grief. i need to kill him again.

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briefcasejuice · 1 month ago

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i fucking love abstraction in film

#watched one of the films in the series my old prof sent me and it's like. yeah i see why i was obsessed w experimental stuff for a while #it's just sooo satisfying to get sucked into the meditative experience of watching something like this #+ like. there's a very particular experience wherein you're not waiting for anything to happen and you're not really being asked to questio #or read into anything but you Do have to Notice and Think to understand what the film is attempting to communicate #last year around? march or so i saw a screening of a film that was about a us specific historical event i wasnt familiar with #that for the life of me i cannotttt remember rn. but it had something to do with a blackout in chicago? or something adjacent #and it was upwards of 20+ minutes of newspaper articles about the event being fed through kaleidoscopic visuals #and even without the filmmaker being there and answering questions after the fact. if you thought about it for two seconds #you understand right away that it's about propoganda and how the us facilitates black stereotypes by routinely and strategically taking #right away then controlling the way the response to human rights violations is projected within the public #as well as how the cultural impact that has on black culture within art will eventually go on to be appropiated by the same white people wh #used the stereotypes it generated against them #idk why this is all in the tags but i have a migraine and im not retyping it #but yeah. good stuff lol. id watch more if i didnt have to be up early tomorrow morning. beach/river day!#&

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coquelicoq · 3 months ago

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i have this unfortunate thing where i love cats and know several people with cats who ask me to catsit for them on the other side of town but if i am away from home for more than a few days i get so homesick that i start crying and can't stop. and then i feel incredibly stupid about the fact that i'm a grown adult - and still in my own city even! - but here i am not being able to handle being away from home for less than a week. i think it is indicative of some larger problem that i am not engaging with but man i just wanna go home. i want to be in my own space with my own bed and all my books and where i know how to work the tv and can change my clothes if i want to without being stressed that i'm going to run out. i want to be at home which i have tailored to my own sensory preferences and where i can walk around without stepping on cat litter and sit down without having to check every other minute to make sure i'm not covered in ants. i probably would not feel like such a baby about it because those all sound like really nice normal things to want and value but i feel like everyone i know loves travel and i just don't get it, i just want to go home. i like it there. i like stability. i would like to stop crying about it though.

#i went to a bar today to watch a march madness game because apparently i can't get them at this house #and the friend i went with was like 'but do you LIKE catsitting?'#she has got to stop asking me that question about everything in my life. i'm having a crisis about it #i like it. it's making me sad. i don't know. shut up #travel is one of the things divorce ruined for me. or maybe i would have hated it anyway. but as a child of divorce...#i had to switch houses every three or four days for 10 years and i HATED it. i HATE packing. i HATE not having my stuff.#i HATE not staying in the same place. i HATE having to plan what i'm going to need when and trying to optimize what i bring #so it's not too much to take on the bus. i HATE the fact that there's no grocery stores around here so i also have to plan #what i'm going to eat before i even get here AND bring it with me. i HATE disruptions to my routine multiple days in a row #i LOVE stability #also at the bar i ended up telling this friend some details about my contentious relationship with my father #AND did not even have fun watching the game. and now i'm reading love poems and feeling sensitive about idk the concept of love #in general #whatever! it's whatever. i will survive. and i will go home in two days #but i would like to stop crying #meanwhile this cat has been so sweet to me the whole time lying on my lap and purring for hours every day #and letting me pet her tail and placing her paw so gently on my arm when she thinks i'm not paying her enough attention #she's so sweet and soft and warm and it is a gift to be here with this creature. and i want to go home

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liquidstar · 1 year ago

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a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

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insteading · 4 months ago

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So: What I am learning is that enough of us think that generative AI is dogshit that we will not opt into using products and services that require it. Hence, we must be forced to use it in order to recoup the costs that companies have put into a glorified autocomplete that they FULLY KNOW introduces errors and should never be relied upon, and that our data is being used to make it appear to function better than it actually does.

Don't get me started on the fury I feel about the way it's extending and expanding our reliance on fossil fuels.

I have had the same email address for a quarter century. I have decided that the annoyance of figuring out how to preserve what data I want to preserve is now outweighed by the annoyance of being forced to use an incompetent and fuel-guzzling "feature."

#fuck generative ai #part of the reason i kept opting for classic mail is probably tism: don't make me learn a new place to put things kay?#but sometimes a person's desire not to spend bandwidth on learning a new routine helps resist shiity 'innovations'#absolutely same vibe as business owners deciding covid was over b/c they wanted to force employees back into physical offices #in order to justify leasing or having purchased ruinously expensive property #despite jobs being possible to do offsite and productivity being UP while people worked from home #business owners really are like: fuck the planet / fuck health / i might be able to get another nickel #anyway #read the tos #read the terms of service #even if what you find infuriates you

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kazeofthemagun · 1 year ago

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Me:

Real life events:

#flashing tw #gif tw #flash tw #ugh. don't want to vent on dash about the same thing again but got bad news about ol' dog (again). we don't know how much time he still has #with us but probably not that long. He's comfy and happy he just has symptoms strongly hinting at him being in the end-of-life stage #But also he's been gleefully swinging by death's door for the last year so I mean.#He requires a lot of around the clock care and cleaning now which has been going for over a year and I'm generally deep into that mechanical #routine / apathetic mode about it. Not a fan of how I process trauma nowadays but it is what it is #expect writer's/artblock on my end again #It's hard to run this blog to a satisfactory degree when I'm constantly in ''coping in advance'' mode #ugh #negative tw #pet illness tw

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reflectionsofgalaxies · 11 months ago

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i have thought of 1 (one) pro to this whole housing situation and i’m clinging onto it for dear life

#that being the enhanced freedom of living alone/away from family again #just generally being able to have routines and (hopefully) have them be respected in shared living spaces #of course that depends on who i find as a roommate but i’m choosing to stay optimistic #and on the note of freedom that includes more social freedom to have people over #like games nights with friends and stuff #or like. people staying over occasionally.#which technically i could do before it’s just wildly uncomfortable so i generally don’t #it’s the fear of not having a place to fall back to if things go wrong #that’s really getting to me #because my family is so spread out that even if i was able to crash on my mom or grandma’s couches (bc they both live in small one bedrooms)#they’re both so far away (literally a several hour ferry ride in my mom’s case)#that i wouldn’t be able to continue work or school if i had to do that #my dad is looking for a place in the cities around where we are now but that’s not certain at all and again one bedroom #BUT #and this is a HUGE thing that my friend reminded me of #i have friends in my life who would also support me if it came to that (totally not crying while typing this)#he reminded me that his family has even said in the past that i always have a place to stay with them #and i even did at one point for several weeks when our house got all its wall torn out bc of massive water leaks #and i know i have at least two other friends who would do the same if i really needed it #and i’m so so so fucking lucky #i may not have a ton of people in my life but the people i do have are better people than i ever could have hoped for #i stumbled into knowing (and this is no exaggeration) i believe some of the kindest most compassionate loving people in existence #i was always such a sucker for found family stuff and it was only in the last two years or so that i realized that’s what i have #okay stress crying has turned to emotional gratefulness crying #still physically unpleasant but emotionally incomprebly better #personal

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thatone-churro · 11 months ago

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not to be emo on main but i miss when my birthday meant something to me :/

#and holidays & events in general :/#idk when it started but i just. stopped seeing them as special days or whatever they’re just another day on the calendar #now i may not know when but i think i know why: depression 🥴#but still i miss like. not being able to sleep the entire WEEK leading up to my birthday #but in recent years it’s just been me waking up. going ‘oh okay’. wishing a happy birthday to 2 of my best friends w/ the same birthday #and then i go about my normal shut-in routine. it’s just. augh.#it’s not like i’d rather go out and have a big thing because no i enjoy my introvertedness #and i like having an excuse to spend a day that way but. it just makes me sad to see how it just doesn’t affect me anymore :/#this ain’t even about milestone birthdays i haven’t even hit the last one yet i’ve been like this since i was like 15 😭#grace being stupid #text post #personal

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similartendencies · 1 year ago

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just had like. a 45 minute breakdown because the handle of my favorite mug broke.

#my tendencies #on one hand: its a cup.#on the other hand: its a very sentimental cup and it is the foundation of my daily routine and a figure of stability #feels like ive been violated somehow #like its not tht deep but it is but it's not but it is #it feels symbolic more than literal #feels like if they stopped making your same food or took away your daily jacket. its like a comfort item #on the other hand accidents happen and the act of it happening isnt really a big deal im not really upset *at #*at* anyone. more of just a general life frustration #ive had so much going on and I've been holding steady and trucking along and trying to keep my head #but like. this happens and i lose it #last thing was the fan making a noise. but this feels different #i feel defeated

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torgawl · 2 years ago

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everyone here was soooo excited because a national channel was going to bring back this iconic tv series, directed specifically to the youth, from our childhood and adolescence that we are so nostalgic about after 11 years for them to disappoint us all with the trailer because it looks like elite 2.0

#they ruined morangos com açúcar i dont think you guys understand #this was supposed to be a cliché show with bad acting about students and dramas at school not a fucking disappearing mystery show #with parties and sex and whatnot 😭#they're making it release in 10 episode seasons like streaming shows too.... that's not morangos!!!!! anfngngnbg #the vibe is so different that it actually makes no sense why they would try to tie it with the other seasons plot and actors shsjshs #yes morangos had your occasional topics of teenage pregnancy and queerness and all that jazz but it was actually explored well #the way they're making girls kiss and parties happening and everything of those sorts in the new season is literally like any of those #spanish teenage shows with too much sex scenes and it's embarrassing actually.#the essence of our national tv is getting lost because they want to do stuff that 'sells' except morangos never sold because it was trendy #or even good because the acting was honestly not great. it was literally our company and part of our routine all year around almost #it was the show we would arrive from school to watch before dinner every day #we watched them experience the school year at the same time we did and on holidays there was a special summer edition #it was a whole thing that this new version isn't.#it was a novela directed for the youth and not whatever show they're trying to make and i'm so mad #i actually wanted to see it. morangos was special to so many of us everybody knows the songs everybody loves the artists that came from #that generation we all grew up watching it.... literally.#and capitalism strikes again 👍#the auditions were a joke too. they announced auditions for anyone who would like to because another thing about morangos is that it was #a talent factory it gave opportunity to newbie actors and pushed their careers and the new season has a bunch of already renown actors and #actresses and they didn't even care to hide how fake and rigged the public auditons were lol #anyways never building expectations about anything ever again this actually broke my heart man agjshs #i'm gonna mourn this listening to d'zrt 4taste and just girls ✊

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oh-no-bummer · 1 year ago

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Why must schedule change could it not always remain the same while also continue to stimulate me intellectually

#this is about university and new courses and the fact that it takes me TOO FUCKING LONG TO GET USED TO NEW ROUTINES #but also about life in general #like why can it not just be always the way I'm used #with the same times and places and predictable but also so that it doesn't become boring #can the two things mold please

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gregmarriage · 1 year ago

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max cross dressing to get discharged from the army on a psychiatric evaluation, but it never working, but he keeps wearing the dresses, as if it’ll ever change, and one day, he will get his discharge papers. iconic of him actually x

#at some point it becomes less about the discharge and more about the fact he likes it #he says he doesn’t but honestly it’s true devotion if that’s true #like yeah we know he’s super eager to get kicked out but like he already knows the cross dressing routine doesn’t work so you’d think he’d #try something new but he doesn’t #obsessed with his mind and his outfits <3 #alsoooooo radar thinking max is a cute girl from behind them he turns around and radar is visibly confused™️#in the same episode as radar wanting to buy a dress from max saying it’s for ‘his mother’#i’m now desperate for art where max puts radar in a dress and they hang out together #would draw it myself but uhhhhhh cannot #looking forward to more of them <3 #also just more of the show in general bc i finished s1 last night and i already miss it™️#gwen rambles #gwenposting #mashposting

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hockeybot · 4 months ago

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reading a bunch of old articles to capture that rookie year vibe and these guys need to drop their ao3 handles actually.

desaad, 2023

defranks, 2021

#percolating.#lovingly mulling over the rookie days #reading 2021 prospects tournament reports to figure out who meet who when #just normal things #witty one liner is SO generous for the boy that brought us national grammar league #the fight of the dog more than the size of the dog!!#incredibly inconsequential headcanon:#from the pavelski's - wyatt makes pesto from scratch for his hockeyboy pregame meal of pesto pasta #has a basil plant lovingly bequeathed by the pavelskis but routinely kills it and buys another to put into the same pot #was INCREDIBLY horrified when he went down to harl's for a pregame meal once and was fed jarred pesto #made a face like :x because he's too well bred to complain and also knows he would be chirped literally forever

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