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solplease · 11 months ago

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#num draws #tatsu posting #dies irae vn #dies irae tatsuya #yandere #yandere vn #digital art #fanart #screaming crying falling apart #i had to redraw this halfway bc i realized something was off and i couldnt fix it 💀#the hands r so wonky im so sorry #finished this last night but then knocked out oopsies #i only added the white heart in his eyes so it would be more noticeable 💀#cause its not something i usually do 😭#3 out of 5 of the dies irae boys are done teehee #i do have plans to draw yuuta n dr kurosaki one day too!!#i wanna draw all of them at least once haha #also need to give yotsuya a proper piece too!

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d0lty · 11 months ago

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{MAIN QUESTS:}

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Photography by WorldofGwendana

Cosplay by me, decayed master sword & tattoos by @appycattcreations

#princess zelda #my cosplays #totk roleswap au #roleswap au #cosplay america 2024 #WOOOOOOO FIRST PHOTOS BACK OF ROLESWAP ZELDA AND IM SCREAMING AND CRYING I LOVE THEM #SOOOOOOO happy with how everything came out #I would definitely weather the costume portions in the future but otherwise i really love how everything came out #and now that ive worn the ultrahand 4 times #i need to make a new one :“)#cause its falling apart lmao #anyways IM SO EXCITED TO SHARE MY BABY GIRL ROLESWAP AU GOODNIGHT

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 7 months ago

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My roommate and I had a conversation last night and I keep rotating it in my brain and I Don’t Like It

#blue chatter #they called me a resilient person. and no the fuck I am not. I break down so easily over everything and my body is falling apart on me.#I scream in terror when someone knocks on the door too hard the fuck you mean I’m good at handling adversity #I pointed out that I freak out whenever my grade gets low even a little bit #and they were just sitting there like ‘yeah. and then you pick yourself up again and you do the work.’#and no? not always? oftentimes I give up and don’t try hard enough to fix it and let points go that I could have earned #I barely ever go for extra credit opportunities and I’ve never gone to office hours of my own free will #I can’t even think about talking to a professor about a bad grade without wanting to cry? hello?#but they were insistent that even with those things I am still managing Incredibly Well in class given the circumstances. which made me #uncomfortable. like. I don’t think of myself as resilient At All and I feel a bit like I’m lying or tricking them.#I start shaking like a chihuahua when people are upset and I’m In The Vicinity. even when they’re clearly not upset with me.#I really struggle to advocate for myself ever and even when I do I usually feel guilty and walk it back partway so I don’t cause a fight #and I always get way too emotional for the situation when someone has anything they’re upset with me for. which isn’t fair to them bc I need #to be able to take constructive criticism without taking it as a personal attack on me.#like what the fuck do you mean *resilient*. I can’t even handle seeing a bug flying near my face or getting a B in a class. or being told #that I did something wrong. I’m actually significantly worse at handling adversity than I used to be. high school me was a resilientish kid.#and it’s not like I was ever *good* at handling my emotions. even when it was essential for my safety. I’ve always cried way too easily #even when it actively made the situation I was in Much Worse. even when I knew better.#I would get angry and scared and sad and start shaking and crying and even screaming at my parents when they were mad at me even though #I knew that it would always make my life much worse. and extend an already beleaguered argument.#I brought this up with my therapist and she was like ‘well. anybody would have done that if they were treated like you were’.#which. okay. maybe so. I still feel like I should have been able to handle it and just shut up and move on and not make it worse.#but I am aware that this is probably a cognitive distortion. even so. that definitely doesn’t make me resilient.#I just. I feel gross being called resilient. I’m not. I’m weak and easily scared and unable to handle even small amounts of adversity.#the fuck is my roommate even *seeing*.#the annoying part is that they’re generally an insightful person about other people and I know logically that they’re probably right #which is why I’m not going to complain any more about this to their face bc I should just drop it and not make it a Thing #I talk too much about myself and my problems anyway. not every conversation has to be about my brain worms.#but the discomfort is Distinct and Unpleasant. and now I’m just having to sit with it. and Feel Uncomfortable. and try to accept what was #definitely intended as a compliment. I know it’s draining to talk to someone who doesn’t accept any of the kind things you say about them.

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khaotungsfirst · 3 months ago

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just spent my 1h lunch break sitting in my doctors waiting room just to cancel and go back home cause i need to keep working. i even had a fucking appointment

#i swear this doctors office is the fucking worst at time management.#every goddamn time i wait at least 2 hours #I JUST WANT HELP FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH #and then i’m they’re stressing about how i need to be back in an hour for work #like that’s not helping #why is it so hard to keep an appointment???#the new one is in 2 weeks #when i actually was supposed to have this whole thing 2 weeks ago already #that’s a fucking whole month of delay #im ranting way too much but cmon idk if i should cry or scream it’s so fucking frustrating #like it’s not easy to muster up the courage to even make this appointment and go there #and then it just falls apart repeatedly

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freedom-in-sight · 9 months ago

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Perhaps my psyche is too fragile to immerse in this kind of stuff...

But because I'm sensitive and empathetic i care about it.

But because not much of it kind of starts making me fall apart.... i can't really do much. It feels like a lot but is barely anything

I want to do more than research and post things on tumrblr and facebook...

But perhaps i should put my own oxygen mask on before i try to help anyone else....

By then it'll probably be too late to help in any meaningful way.

#dilemma #ukraine #russia #i get involved in these stupid little comments #on YouTube and fb #if i look at them and they dont like me i literally cant sleep all night #i defend Ukrainians to everyone #i defend antiwar russians #i defend some opposition from each other...#i advocate for ukraine prisoners by.. posting on oppositon russians and get no notice #i post fundraiser for Ukrainian who needs help and no one looks #i watch stuff that probably dmagws my brain in unforseen ways #i watched stuff yesterday and #today im like crying at everything #i think of it at night it goes around in my head. if i cant sleep i fall apart #my one project is at dead end..#othrr project is like... will this do anything #im too small. like i screamed on fb and they thought “influencer #meant insta influencer. i meant just peace for ukraine influencer. they never even noticed my posts ;(#i want to get ir degree and #help understand world and fix it . lol #i want to get psych degree and make a camp for ukrainians with ptsd #art and horses animals nature...#lets see. how much fantasy is that.#i want to use osint to find ukrainians #is that even a thing #in some way focusing on ukraine makes me a better person #purpose makes me feel less like dying #artyom kamardin said in last word hes not emotionally stable and prison is hard fkr him.... 💔#anulia said he was emotionally stable before hand but after... i know i couldn't survive any of it.

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loderlied · 10 months ago

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#god if i could go 5 seconds without being severely stressed that would be great #it’s so exhausting i can’t fucking do this #i can’t do anything i can’t draw play videogames read write or even post my shitty hc posts #i just can’t because i’m so unbelievably scared #it’s been like this for the past few weeks and i just can’t anymore i feel like i’m falling apart with this new diet #the gallstone. diabetes fears that are returning because they were testing blood sugar and not my a1c #you have to pay for that here. i have to do that i guess #literally sitting here crying and screaming for hours while mindlessly watching anything on youtube in between #i don’t take anything in really i just can’t be alone with my thoughts #cuz then i’d start freaking out even harder again #i just feel like i’m one second away from death at all times #romeo’s wretched rambles

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menstrualblood · 2 months ago

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are you like, okay with reblogging from terfs?

i don’t deep dive every blog every time i wanna reblog from the source of a mild entry level feminist text post because this is tumblr.com and i’m not a loser who is scared of reblogging from the wrong person because an anon might send me a silly message about it. are you like, ok with being a misogynist?

#grow UPPPPP i never reblogged anything trans exclusionary u just want me to fall apart and scream and cry about how sorry i am for somethin #g i didn’t do LOLL

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solplease · 11 months ago

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actually in love w my pfp im sobbing my eyes out still

#num speaks #everyone say thank you chrona #IM SO HAPPY??? WHAT??#screaming crying falling apart #bawling my eyes out #all in joy btw

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babayagabarbie · 6 months ago

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Babe are you okay? You're watching those pas des deux from Romeo and Juliet again...

#IM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THESE DANCES YOU GUYS #the balcony one #the bedroom one #im screaming crying falling apart #punching a hole in the wall #like i totally have normal and realistic expectations of love and a healthy amount of yearning #trust me #no look me in the eyes i SWEAR im normal #the romeo and juliet ballet is always going to ruin me more than any other adaptation of it #its just the raw emotion #like when they have lines you can really tell how dumb they are and it makes you appropriately annoyed #but when it's just dance????? TRAGEDY #folks no one look at me im having feelings

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hibernating-stag · 6 months ago

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Every time I'm thinking about GG characters and picking them apart in my brain I remember everyone in this cast existed and grew up in the most horrific conditions and I just kind of stop in my tracks and do this