#so ig im done updating now...
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NO GOD DAMMIT I RAN OUT OF LINKS ALLOWED.... FUCK
ok i guess im gonna try to get on my laptop tomorrow and like make a masterlist somewhere else like notion I'll be able to organize it a little bit better that way too.
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i am not even finished w the 3.0 quest bro
#bro drawings been so hard uhm for a month now ig what the hell#only even remotely finished thing ive drawn lately yaya#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr mydei#me whenever hoyo gives me a shirtless man: ok but what if i beamed him rq#also you will never see sculpted abs drawn by me#my art#it feels like i havent done anything at all?? ive been waht. playing sdv. a little hsr. tried drawing? mostly just relistening to malevolen#i keep meaning to sit down n bingeplay a buncha hsr quests cus theres so much ive let pile up but for some reason my brain is so insane abt#hsr specifically??? liek i need to sit down n give it 150% of my attention. my brain takes it so seriously its so stupid. n i play for mayb#3 hours of just quest n then i dont pick it back up until like next month its so dumb omfg pls i jkust want to play. like a normal person#anyways whatever doesnt matter fom update is soon n i am actively losing my mind. i need to mentally prep for that ugghdfghksdflshskjhhabgd#maybe im too hard on myself
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kingisle whenever they need to coax older players back: HEY YOU PERSON WITH A WALLET!!! REMEMBER DRAGONSPYRE?!? REMEMBER HOW SAD THE LAST ACT MADE YOU FEEL? HERE'S SOMETHING REFERENCING DRAGONSPYRE!! ISNT THAT YOUR FAVORITE?!
#artenoise#ki101#wizard101#pirate101#like i have no issue with dragonspyre as a world but the extent that it's use to generate more hype is getting old#the mali the undying stuff with AZ and darkmoor and then the catacombs#and now this new pirate update#like it doesn't even matter if it doesn't make much sense like the young battledrake mount#DS is the cash cow even more than WC because they know people that played up to the end of DS or DM have some fondness for it#but it's getting so sour and overused imo#like if mali the undying didn't happen and get resolved ten years ago i would've bet real money they would've pulled it now#but they bank so heavily on the nostalgia but it isn't even that good of a world#the pacing comes to a screeching halt once you reach ashley#and the weakness spam is really tilting if you're trying to get it done in a day or two#but it's also not bad it still has the best aesthetics and ideas and doesn't feel like One Thing#like how wallaru is Just Australia or zafaria is Just Africa#and the atmosphere is great it gives off this post protagonist feel ig. where it feels like any other game would have you doing stuff#during the invasion. but no. it's just an active graveyard#that's the other thing the more KI tries to expand on it the less harrowing and mysterious it feels#which is a huge bummer.#even if the catacombs was cool#i know this is a long ass ramble but dude after seeing the new pirate update im just. bruh.#Yaknow
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i love that yall scream with me abt felix and stuff lolllll. i feel weird sometimes like i shouldnt post if im not writing cus yall are pretty much here for my writing.. so if im not writing like no one cares abt me lol but idk its still fun and it makes me so happy that yall still think of me even when ive not been active like thats so sweet?? jdnsjfjjs IDKK i cant articulate my thoughts correctly rn but i just wanted to say ily guys! 🤍🤍
#lowkey kinda WANT everyone to forget abt me like PLSSS... the desire to fade into obscurity...... i hate being perceived 😭#i mean i feel like a ton of ppl already have lol#it feels so nice not being hounded for updates constantly..... phew...#ive barelu been writing this past month but when i do start again i'll probably not post anything until it's fully done cus like#i cant deal w pressure LOLL#if that wasn't obvious. but anyway#im starting a new internship which will be for the next 7ish months before i go back to school#soooo i'll probably have a ton more free time! no homework likeeeee lets go?#but yeah so no promises but im hoping ill get back into writing in a bit..! i do miss it#thats it for jems life update in the tags#dawggg ok wait yk what SUCKS. i have to start DRIVING......#im cooked fr i hate driving i can barely drive but �� i gotta go to WORK now ig...... cant just walk to classes anymore#and in crazy snow conditions.... fml......#my last internship i didnt have a license and just ubered everyday LOL#but that is so expensive#OKKAYY thats my main stress rn but once im moved and settled yall will hopefully hear more from me#like actual substance and not just screaming over felix. hopefully LOLLL#unless i get into a car accident. jk JKKK i will not even joke abt that that will not happen haha!!!+!! im not stressed at all#.txt
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I got my drivers license today and im so happy 💪🏼😤
#ive had driving anxiety for years but now idk!!! i got tired of relying on ppl lol#this isnt anything art related but oh well🤗#im so happy!!! i thought i was gonna fail just because i forgot to change the mirrors a little but it was fine i could still see#but aaaaaaaa ive been putting this off for years and now its finally DONE AND OVER WITH thank god#and i actually feel confident driving and being behind the wheel😭😭😭#anyways!!! idk im just!!!🥳🥳🥳🥳 were gonna celebrate tonight lol#jira stop blabbering#ig a life update??? sure lol why not
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That moment when u accidentally mess up and paint the birthmark on way too thick, but fuck it we still Chop Top
Official makeup test #1
#it smudged and i was like well it's big now so it's kinda more Nubbins esc but whatever man#oh shit i totally forgot i was still wearing my headphones when i took this photo at 3am lmfao#i wanted to show off that i got some of it together at least and im trying!!#i gotta test the makeup a few more times to get it right and how i want it#plus the smaller details/some costuming still needs to be done#i like to post update pics tho#i havent posted my face in ages... and this is what i post when i do again#i havent cosplayed a guy much either so im like... hm... do i want to make it more masculine? do i need an adams apple? contour? idk#feel free to ask me questions or give me suggestions ig#good god look at this photo and then my last photos#ultra femme to this lmao#Chop Top Sawyer#tcm#The Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2#tcm 2#cosplay#my face
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i am going to need. lots of luck and whatever else it takes to survive tomorrow pls hope i dont have to deal with any losers 🫶
#ive been working towards slowly being more visibly trans and tomorrow ig marks the#kinda official point ? that im fully going by leo and all that i dunno. itll probably be fine but from here on out im visible bc im soo done#hiding.! so from here on out everyone in my life is gonna know 👍 its taken almost year of me hyping myself up to get to this point kdjfhdj#scared but excited i think ^.^#this past month ive been making a lot of big decisions abt what i want to keep doing and what i have to let go to let myself just be Me#its been a lot but im hoping im making the right decisions <3 im ready to move forward w whats best for me#ok rant(?)personal update(?) over we can all resume being silly now :3
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#blabla vent tags incoming#but im just so tired HSNSJS i know part of it is probably genuinely my messed up sleeping schedule and not having anything to do rn#but i keep having okay/good moments vs moments of being completely Done for no reason#like oh i don't want to do this anymore. not in a concerning way dw dw but also???#just so so sick of living with myself for no good reason rip#anyways this was gonna be a post abt how bls are making me Yearn again which is gross#and i might be going on a date this week with someone? bc i opened tinder etc again HSJSJDB rip#but now im suddenly hit by the. ohhhhhhh i wanna date/kiss a girl. im not going on a date with a girl#dhsjsbsbdndj rip for being bi ig i sure am flighty/flaky in everything 💀💀#haven't followed any bts updates in weeks now either#and blasting through new hyperfixations at a wild pace which im sure is due to having too much time on my hands but cmon now 💀💀#idk none of this is getting to the point i just. what's the yoongi quote? wanna throw myself away#and i can't explain it and this keeps hitting in moments and then im fine again but it's like ok ive tried it. can't make sense of it.#what now???#but also like i just need to flip a switch and then ill be fine!!! just flip it!!!#i will say watching the eclipse had me there actually but what good does that do anyone dhsnsjdj
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INSANE LUCK ON MY PULLS???
#was pulling for end of war mafuyu#got kanade at 50 pulls#Ichika at 60 pulls#mafuyu at 110 pulls#no dupes xjxjxjx#got perm kaito airi and ichika#my nightcord account gets way better luck than my rin account djdjdjdjd which ill take tbf#this means i should be able to pull for bloomfest kanade!!!!#i now have the full end of war set and the full kitty set >:333#ena5.... please dont betray me 👀#pjsk#unlikelyapricot#a lil sad mafuyu didnt come home early early bc i couldve done some pulls on hermit banner but like....#i wouldnt have been able to guarantee hermit mizuki#ill take actually having end of war ichika and kanade over the slight chance of hermit mizuki :')#anywho hoping anyone who sees this also gets good pulls 🙏🙏🙏#update: just spotted the white day banner on jp could i actually get some of my luck on my rin account please dndndn#im pulling Vocaloid WL Rin and Bloomfest Rin and now White Day Rin ig sjdjdjd#down to 10k crystals on there atm though after punk night tokyo fjdjdnd#heres praying#im missing two lim rins on there :(#you can rely on me more rin and marching band rin#i only had enough for 70 pulls on marching band rin last year and i cant justify pulling this year#and you can rely on me more is having its last rerun soon :(( so if i want it itll have to be the recollection gacha i pull on#pulling for punk night tokyo probably wasnt the best for trying to be rin completionist but at the same time i cant regret it
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deleted snippet from last night ch6 (sunlight au):
“What Stephanie said, I guess.” Jason’s apparently given up all pretenses of eating; he’s sitting back in his chair, the base of his skull meeting the edge of the back of his chair.
“No, Jay, really,” Dick says, and… he sounds almost pissed, honestly, on the edge of it, at least. And Stephanie sees it like it’s slow-motion -- Jason’s hackles raising. “That’s all I got, Dick.”
“You can’t- You heard her. She thought this would be a few weeks at most. I don’t get it, I waited--” Dick breathes out sharply, like he’s trying to force out any frustration, but Steph can still see it in his shoulders. And she realizes, right then, that this conversation won’t really end anywhere productive, not in the way she’d expected it to go. Dick says, like he’s trying to speed up the process, “Did you not want me to--”
“I didn’t say anything about you.” Jay snaps. He’s sitting up a bit, now. Stephanie doesn’t know what to do. “It’s not about anything you did. We can head to your place now, or whatever.
“No, no, hang on, I still don't understand why you just left.”
“You don’t need to understand!”
cut because it was way to abrupt and random and i ended up not liking the idea in the first place
#update: babs has done her thing thru ch6 and ch7 will be her spectating on dick and jay leaving & also her going home#I think. however I wanna take a lil break and think abt jay & Steph meeting bc I've just unlocked a memory#of how I met 1 of my friend in middle school which was kinda batshit insane#tell me why we had all the same classes except for like 1??????#and the same lunch scheds too it was wild#this might also lead to me writing the beloathed grayson fall fix & dick meets jay fic#I've been stalling those for so long cause they actually started w/ the og drafts and um. those were really bad actually#anyways. have this to tide y'all over until sometime before Tuesday while I edit my lil heart away#also dont ask me why I'm obsessively posting these sneak peak and/or deleted scenes Im just having fun with it ig#ok fr now locking in on editing#sunlight au#deleted snippet
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occasionally I keep getting kudos on a rly old flower shop au I wrote when I was in middle school/early highschool and its super embarassing ofc but it's also funny bc rn im heavily considering taking the floral certification test lol
#doing it for you violet from tpn o7#i abandoned it rly early which was a bit of a shame bc i remember putting a lot of thought into the world building and never got to actuall#write it#i drew up a floorplan for the house/shop and everything#i had done research on floral arrangements but it was before i actually took a class so idk how accurate it is lol#i dont think im ever gonna return to it though bc like. it feels weird writing a high school romance now that im not in high school#and like. the characters in tpn are so young it would feel weird to age them up to college#plus tpn is kinda a weird fandom for a flower shop au lol#something that only makes sense when youre a kid ig#if anyone is following me for tpn still and is waiting for that update uh... sorry?#but its mega abandoned now#maybe ill change around my ocs a bit to do some floral stuff#rj florist.........
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Staring proud at the 10 final versions of Astrom Club instrumentals that I’ve QAed and approved:
:D
The ones I left for last bc they’re gonna need Attention (and are the reason I keep delaying the album):
>:(
#EVEN FUCKING RALLY IS DONE. I REFUSE TO KEEP TOUCHING IT OR ILL NEVER LET IT GO. ITLL ALWAYS BE MISSING SOMETHING BUT I GOTTA STOP#It’s just grumblegrumblegrumble Ik for a fact Langley family tree isn’t where I want it to be#and I think there was a fundamental problem last time I checked Feed From The Biting Hand but maybe I was in a bad mood that day#then I gotta just quick check neon lights reprise; make some noise Astrom Club!; andddd OH#Might fully rework More of Me to Give with some updated instruments cause I haven’t touched it since I was still in musescore/GarageBand era#but weirdly Welcome To Maple Ridge still holds up and it was the og. Musescore instruments and all.#big banger theory has held out too. although I started feeling iffy about the beginning. but instrumentals gotta instrumental ig#really proud of how Let it Burn held up. made some updates that really rounded it out#drive is and always has been 👌👌👌👌#OOOOO QUEEN OF HEARTS KICKS ASS IM SO EXCITED ABOUT THAT ONE#Total departure from the rest of the album and it OWNS IT#Neon lights is still catchy#that’s about it???#I think something is something needs a quick touch up but that one should be good#oh fuck#I still haven’t written the instrumental for Look Up.#honestly it was a last minute song to begin with and even though it’s important. it’s not like I’m releasing the whole cast album anyways#I might save that for if I do ever record a whole cast album#it’s very vocal harmony heavy anyways I’d just be struggling to convey the music in their absence#similar story with Langley family I might just drop it. Make Some Noise is similar but has enough energy to work w/o vocals for now#Astrom club#astrom club musical#astrom club the musical#go back in time and convince me from three years ago that I’d write and compose an entire musical I dare you
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i was just minding my business like scrolling to find new fics to read since i was so so bored and while i was finding some delicious fics (ahem ahem: yandere big brother bakugou x little sister reader) ur post suddenly idk the word (lumitaw (its a filo word)) and i was screaming and immediately dropped what i was supposed to read to read yours 😭😭😭
i got the worst memory ever to exist because i keep forgetting their names but i think i'll grasp them once the next chapter is out (hopefully) but yeaaah!!! baris reminds me of abbas in a way but ig he's a bit more.. brute yk what im talking about????? ig he's ok..
OH! and i have a theory about the painting, y/n's face getting smudged maybe because baldwin or SALAUDDIN decided to smudged it to forget how they look due to heartbroken (prob not baldwin,, but i feel like salauddin would do that ??) i guess im getting married again 😔😔 i feel like im betraying my pookie salauddin 💔💔💔🙏🙏 BUT ANYWAYS THANK YOU FOR THE UPDATE SNOW!!!! AMAZING AS ALWAYS!! can't wait for the next one already!! 😭😭😭 i think i'll send more of my thoughts if something crosses over my mind (prob when im in the shower)
ooohh i like your theory(portrait pictures at the end). i like it a lot. expanding on it:
Baldwin would probably cause the painting to be smudged because he's kissing it, kissing your lips, drunk off his mind, tears streaming down his cheek as he spends hours sitting in front of it, talking to the painting as if u still exist, begging u to come back from heaven, even apologising for all he's done, just please- come back, angel...
Meanwhile Salauddin would probably be staring at your portrait angrily. He understands why you had to leave but.... you couldnt have told him where you were goinh? Do you not think he couldve protected you? He wouldve used his whole army, gathered Muslims from all around the world to protect you. Did you... did you not have the least bit faith in him? deep down, he knows u did this to prevent a war between him and baldwin but.... Salauddin wouldve gone to war for you. Happily. This wasnt your decision to make alone. Now, he stands in front of your portrait, he has it in his palace now, and he doesnt say voice it out like baldwin, but he has complaints. HE keeps them inside, mentally talking to you, telling you just how stupid you were for sacrificing yourself, for jumping off that stupid cliff. How u shouldve just- just asked him for help ONCE, and he wouldve fought until his last breath if it meant keeping u safe. In his mind, u sacrificed yourself to protect Baldwin from murdering innocent muslims or anyone else u wouldve seeked help from.
And now? All Salauddin can do is pray for you. He wakes up late into the night and sits on the prayer mat, making dua for you for hours, reading Quran for you, has animals slaughtered on eid on your behalf, even doing charity and hajj (pilgrimage) on your behalf, just so that you can have more good deeds in your name. He still has the chess board u gifted him, but he's stopped playing chess. He never played the game again, it was only a painful reminder of you. The one person who he could never beat.
As for your painting, why it was smudged? Salauddin didnt want anyone to see your beauty, thats why he kept the portrait hidden in his room, but then he feared that one day when he's not around anymore, someone will see you. So, he used a rag soaked in turpentine to smudge your face, but couldnt do more than just the bottom half of your face. He thought that was fine, after all, thats how u did often appear when you were around, wearing a niqaab, a veil that covered your face.
Now that he looks at your eyes, he realises his mistake. He heard the wise tell him-
"Eyes are the windows to the soul."
He now knows it to be true.

This is what I think the portraits look like:

Notice that this is the earrings Salauddin gifted Y/n when she was in the market with him:



How Baldwin's been:

#yandere baldwin#yandere Salauddin#king baldwin x reader#baldwin#baldwin x reader#king baldwin iv#king baldwin x you#Salauddin#Salauddin x reader#time traveller au#yandere x reader#yandere x#yandere x you#male yandere
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redrawing those pieces with the starting trio together because i cant keep being found by people for those drawings this cannot be what im.know for in that fandom
*holding out a redraw to said fandom* pspspspsps here kitty kitty
people keep finding my old ass thrilling intent fanart and im like guys please stop liking these i can do So much better now 😭
#i dont even watch thrilling intent anymore i made those pieces like. 3 episodes in#cuz my fam was watching it togerher#but people keep finding them bc the fandom is small so im gonna give them some updated art to chew on ig lmao#its not done yet i finished the lineart and now i have to color itttt
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In a relationship with max caulfield (fluff, SFW)
At first, she's very shy and too scared to initiate anything ex: cuddles, kisses. slowly she became very comfortable around you and would always want to cuddle and kiss you. GETS VERY FLUSTERED.
She liked you for a while but was too scared to say anything in fear of rejection, but one day she built up the courage and confessed to you. it was VERY awkward and she blushing a lot. she so giddy and happy when you accepted her confession, wrote about it in her dairy, ranted to chloe, warren, ecctttt
Often plays the guitar for you. claims her skills are poor but ends up coming up with a stunning melodic piece to express her love as much as she can since words do her no justice.
Takes photos of you religiously and hangs them up on her wall even has you has her lock screen. LOVES to take silly cute pictures of the both of you. Takes gorgeous pictures of you without noticing.
Loves to sit next to you on quiet nights gazing at the stars while listening to music
Constantly rants your ear off with photography facts and all her geeky interest (you find it extremely interesting and adorable) shows you all the pictures she took while wandering around and can't wait to share the idea behind every single one of them.
Loves to have movie nights every single friday cuddle up with you and watch her favorite movies or series.
hand crafts many gifts for you sits down and patiently does everything even though she isn't very good at it.
extremely introverted. whenever you guys go out she stays close and turns off her brain since she trusts you. OR you turn off your brain and she guides you around like a lost puppy...depending on the day of the week ig...hehehe
LOVES to play indie games often gets you to join her and grind terraria on weekends
Adores having long conversations with you and always loves to hear your opinions
Amazing listener and great communicator
Treasures every single moment with you . Somehow a professional baker. Bakes mouth-watering treats and doesn't allow you to touch anything only wash the dishes.
Whenever you have a stressful day she gives you endless cuddles and kisses and makes sure you feel better. gives you your space if needed but checks up on you and is super clingy and touchy
Breakfast in bed
Loves to cook with you and try out new food from different cultures
Lies down next to you on the bed and aimlessly scrolls through her feed complaining to you whenever she falls for ragebait or when she sees something mind bogglingly stupid.
Messages you throughout the day updating you about every single small detail happening in her life.
Whenever it's cold she cuddles close to u burring her face into your neck
thats it!! i have more in my mind but for now im done. THIS IS my first ever post if you liked it say so and drop some requests about other characters (they dont have to be from LIS i am involved in loads of fandoms) thank you for reading lovely people
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faultline | 8th shift
masterlist | next shift
maybe it was because it was unusual for him to be in your dorm. maybe it was because kiyoko was in her own room, and you didn’t want to leave your laptop unattended. maybe you thought it would be rude to just abandon him on the couch while you busied yourself elsewhere.
or maybe… you just wanted to see suga working. or maybe you just wanted to see, him. without anyone that could catch you looking and make a big deal out of it.
you don’t know.
suga sits at the small table, his laptop open, fingers moving deftly over the trackpad as he adjusts the photos he took earlier. his expression is calm, focused, his brows furrowing slightly when he makes a change he’s unsure about.
you’re sitting diagonally across from him, perched on a dining chair, your chin resting on your palm, elbow propped against the table. from this angle, you can see both his laptop screen and the minute shifts in his expression as he works.
he’s editing a series of photos from a children’s park. on the screen, you catch glimpses of parents playing with their children, dogs sprinting through the grass, kids with sticky fingers gripping half-melted ice cream cones.
you’ve never really thought about how much effort goes into this—turning raw, unfiltered moments into something meaningful, something full of life. but watching him now, seeing the way he carefully adjusts lighting and color, it finally sinks in.
wow, that was deep. you think to yourself.
mid-thought, suga glances up, catching your gaze lingering on him. his lips twitch into a small, amused smile.
“what?” he asks, his voice light.
you immediately tense, snapping out of whatever daze you’d slipped into. you quickly shake your head. “nothing. i was just watching.”
his smirk deepens. “the editing? or me?” he tilts his head, teasing.
you roll your eyes, feigning indifference. “i’m making sure you don’t go through my laptop.”
he chuckles, leaning back slightly. “hey, i may like you, but i’m not creepy.”
your fingers still.
your eyes shrink slightly, dropping to the flowers kiyoko placed in the center of the table. absentmindedly, you reach out, lightly brushing the petals. “yeah. you like me,” you murmur under your breath, voice too quiet for him to hear.
and it sits heavy in your chest.
“hurry up and finish so i can get my laptop back already,” you say, forcing your tone back to normal.
he huffs out a laugh, nodding. “yes, ma’am. almost done.”
right.
he likes you.
and here you were, staring at him. openly. deliberately.
and admittedly, with interest.
this is wrong.

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i think this was short but honestly this is it for now
congratulations yunie for updating on time this week lmao
IM EXCITED FOR THE NEXT SHIFTS I HOPE U GUYS WILL LIKE IT AS MUCH AS I WILL...
i dont think theres much to say ill just edit this if i remember anything
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