#so im just... gonna take it easy
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#i just had a small idea and wanted to get it down#not sure if i'll ever take this anywhere but i like it as is so why not share it#also this was surprisingly easy to draw? it took me like‚ 10-15 minutes#when it is normally very difficult and takes a while to be happy with a pose#no idea what's up with that but im not gonna complain#grian#grian fanart#hermitcraft#raff's art
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Day 100
Today’s board is a special one, one that’s been clawing at my brain since I’ve seen it. Every once in a while I just, remember it exists and just take a moment to think about it. I’ve considered posting it a few times but I didn’t feel it was the right time to subject the world to this information. But we’ve been at this for 100 days, the big one O, over 3 months at this point. I think I’ve finally got comfortable enough with this blog to say this. On page 39 of the storyboards for Easy for you to Sleigh, episode 4A of the Happy Tree Friends television series:

Shifty has a butthole. Make of this what you will.
#htf#happy tree friends#htf shifty#htf flippy#htf fliqpy#im not sure if this is comedically underwhelming or normal underwhelming#or if anyone cares#but this is a weight off my shoulders.#so much so that I’m actually scheduling this a week in advance lol#mostly cus i thought of the long spiel I went on and didn’t wanna forget it#Anyways fun fact: Back when I was watching Shokora’s video with like a fact for every tv episode#I was so sure they were gonna mention the butthole in the Easy for you to Sleigh section#like!!! They started talking about the boards!!! And hell they even showed the page RIGHT BEFORE THIS ONE in the video!!#but no I guess the world wasn’t ready yet#oh also I should say there’s an incredibly slim chance this is just a stray mark but like.#It’s so perfectly placed man.#and also don’t take this badly but like I wouldn’t be totally surprised if Lippy just added it for the funni#like obviously I don’t know the guy but like. Ya know based on vibes.
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minors dni

quick sketch of a 'rocky horror picture show' poster pose/composition inspired miss beloved (・∀・)🫶
(ummm big ask but if anyone wants to render/copy art based on this concept, thatd be cool.* cuz i am too busy to render this digitally rn. no payment youd just be doing it for fun like a dtiys🙂↕️)
#i drew this digitally years ago but didnt like it enough to finish/post. but#r80085#...has revived my passion for it#miss beloved#suggestive#by “busy” i really mean Still Disabled but im hoping i get healthier soon. in the mean time i am taking it easy. finally.#ALSO I could just refine it traditionally which is likely what im gonna do. but im bad at traditional so i figured starting small is a good#idea. i dont wanna NotPost forever like i have bc of disability and extreme preference for only digital art#*btw by copy i mean you literally can trace lineart on this and edit it if you wanted. but only this image#not my other art... of course#it is a weird thing to just put out there but i do think collaboration/dtiys is very cool. especially#in the context of compensating for disabiltiy#my art
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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God the inevitable waiting one has to do. I have nothing to do today but wait, euch. This sudden stillness after frantically writing essays, handing over documents, calling every government body one can think of and now I'm supposed to just wait? Disgusting.
#an object in motion stays in motion. so now im an unstoppable force just pacing grooves and staring at the sea#can't even take long walks because of banana. she's thrilled by my impatience because all i do is pet her soft fur. traitor#i can't even play video james. can't read books. can't study because classes are wrapped. i do these little things with stops and starts but#nothing sticks#how do you take it easy? how do i not succumb to the swirling drain that is waiting. im gonna paint my nails#and then chew them into oblivion
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Took a nat 20 in psychological damage and need to share my pain through the absolutely moronic takes I have just seen:
"For bsd to have a happy ending, Dazai needs to die! It's also what makes the most sense for his character, it'd be his happy ending too since he wants to die anyway!"
AWFUL THING TO FORCE IN FRONT OF MY EYEBALLS.
this is believed because dazai has such an overwhelming talent at pissing off the audience that theyre beginning to think the only reality that can comfort them is one in which he fucks off forever by dying and theyre then confusing the story ending in a way which preserves their sanity as a viewer (deadzai) with a story ending that works well. unforch dazai would be a bother even from beyond the grave so even this would not save them!
#have seen this floating around before and i really dont get it#dazai dying is not the solution! we have a whole au abt it LOL. hes not rlly inhibiting growth like what happiness is he preventing now?#idk i wonder sometimes if im a little biased abt this sort of thing bc i like the fucker but it just doesnt seem that dazai is someone for#whom death would be a functional closing of his story. also. the 'he would be happy w it' is . hm!#sooooo tired of the way people talk abt dazai suicidality but i think ive covered that in one billion million krillion posts before so.#i think we just need to accept dazai takes are always gonna be stupid as fuck. hold my hand anon all we do is suffer#me walking into bsd fandom with a hat on that says i dont actually like any of you and im here against my will#asks#actually im not done. the manga CURRENTLY has had a big focus on how someone who abused you dying actually does little to let you move on#you still have to do as much work to move on from them as you would if they were alive. so dazai dying would not be liberation#for aku if thats what they mean????#there is no way to grant simple happiness it is something you claw out of the flesh of life for yourself and hold onto as tight as possible#there is no easy solution!!!!!!!!!#not proofreading these tags its almost 2am whateverrrrrr i dont even care abt stupid dazai takes i DONT! <- old man shouting at clouds
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sigh.day 18 i fell victim to the evils of .gestures at this
just look only at the center spire and squint really really hard i prommy its sick
#hermitaday#artnios#i Dont Like this i was super excited like wow this is gonna be so sick . then i did all the details of the main spire started getting worn#out but i was like itll look so cool tho . zoom out and it looks like shit llmao . it was all smooth the sides were straight no texture .#sorta fixed it and then got sick of switching tabs.i thiunk this woulda gotten a lot further except i thought it would be a neat challenge#to just reference the actual minecraft build. but switching tabs was not fun ! and at some point (after i gave up on details) just . made i#up and scribbled around till it looked . like maybe something someone tried on lmao . sighs . started wayyy too late to do this to my#satisfaction. so theres that thing ppl say sometimes like 'haha you can see exactly where i started burning out ' and i look at it and its#all good and no i cant tell where they burnt out . this is like that except u can actually tell lmao . becauase theres no lines<3#if i did the sky less Bright and got some shadows in itd help a lot i think but unfortuanetly im tired and work tomorrow aand i can probabl#just tell myself im gonna do it better next year . or smthin . oh well ....#i wanna take an Actual Ref Pic so i dont have to swap tabs and estimate everything . and then try this drawing again . but that seems like#too easy lol . but ill still do it and try to keep it stylized . hopefully....#also sry for the id being simpler bc i .really dont have energy . to describe everything id want to describe. and most of it isnt even ther#apologies if this comes off as too self deragatory i just know that with time i can def do better and im sad i didnt. wanted to make#something real impressive in a few hours lol. alas
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More dedicated to my WIP than most people are to their partners
#writeblr#writing#writer#writer community#me n this bitch r 4liferssss#no but omfg okay so#back on my health issue bs right#my chronic lower back pain (that I still don’t know what it is) came back#so I’ve been trying to take it easy hence not writing for a week#but last night I was like I wanna write bc I’m feeling a little better#cue me having a good writing session!#and then!#the pain got super fucking bad like I’m talking excruciating#:( so I feel very :( horrible#literally had to miss the movie I was gonna see today I’m so upset lolllll#but yeah now im writing just a little bit on my phone bc I can’t sit up#the dedication is insane props to me#I prob won’t write a lot tho bc yk… pain#already my arms are burning owwww#the things I do for WIP…
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saw somebody claim the stickybomb launcher was too ugly for demoman and he should use the half zatoichi instead. disgraceful thoughts like this should be punishable by death, perhaps by tying them to a rocket going into space
#tf2#this is a joke obv the suggestion of a ridiculous death penalty is just a funny overreaction#sometimes it feels like people either dont play the game or have an opinion so deeply biased#and sure you can have an opinion#but when you are wrong you are wrong.#the stickybomb launcher is literally the bread and butter of demoman#removing it dramatically alters his playstyle#im not saying this is a bad thing but as someone who uses stock on the regular#this thing takes skill to use at its highest efficiency#and you will need help from your teammates too#yeah sure sticky spamming into a choke point seems like easy peasy shit#but sometimes the enemy team realizes its just you and a pyro that downloaded the game today#and a gun spy#and they go forth and kill you#and no amount of sticky spam is gonna take them out#trapping is in itself an art#anyways am I biased? yes. am i also an avid demoknight hater? i will say nothing on that matter till my lawyer is here
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i wanna play video games but i also really wanna take a nappppp
#im taking it easy today#this week was kind of exhausting#but last night was so fun it made up for it#and now im just gonna chill for the day#might even skip my walk
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low-grade fever
can't stop thinking about the hackett brothers raising caleb and kaylee because they know damn fucking well what happens when you let jed and constance do it
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#queenie rambles about supermassive#the hacketts#look. the fever mention is there for a reason. im not in my right mind. BUT!!!!!#obvs i. get very mentally unwell about this in like wringing blood from a stone. but just. in general.#i think its super easy to imagine theyd be awful fuckin caretakers because *gestures* look at them but LIKE#iDK MAN the way chris talks about them. the way bobby calls kaylee girlie with so much affection. the way travis talks about caleb.#the idea of bobby throwing the kids around in the backyard because he's strong enough to really chuck em#travis letting them get away with everything because he got away with NOTHING#chris just tryinG TO BE A GOOD DAD IN THE SHADOW OF HIS OWN PARENTS' JUDGMENT!!!!!!!!!#like of course all of them turned out Like That but IDK! IDK!!!! the hackett bros loving those kids means so much to me idk#im taking more advil and turning the lights off now bye#once ive totally reread this fic and remember all my continuity it is over for yall - im gonna be so unwell about this story lmao
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OH MY GDD I FORGOT TO TELL YALL MY WIFE CAME HOME YESTERDAY AND JUST. WOOP. PICKED ME UP LIKE NOTHING. AND THEN DID IT AGAIN LIKE 20 MINUTES LATER AGAIN LIKE NOTHING.
#bunny rambles#she is so strong 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#and admittedly ik she's been able to do this for a while cus she can throw me & ppl larger than me around in sex easy#but also like!!! i get so easily spooked when people touch my sides/waist/wrap their arms around me and my default response is to usually#throw myself on the floor but between the grief and sick and all i just. relaxed into her touch#this is a big deal for meeee i rarely let people touch me in ways where i can be manipulated physicallyyyyyy bc i so nervyyyy#yes this is why i like cnc so much. frankly cnc is like... my favorite bc i want sex often but im actually really bad at receiving touch and#cnc (whether it be intox or rape/molest play or somno etc etc) is a form of play that makes sex a lot easier bc my little white dog can have#its little freak outs without us having to Stop Completely. and i love that there is kink/play forms that allow me to be my flawed little#self and NOT feel like im letting whoever im with down bc. they're into it.#the relationship between my trauma and kink is i do kink play in Spite of my trauma btw. i fawned mostly with the experiences growing up so#being allowed to fight back is really nice. g-d i love my wife so much. when we met we started as fwb and she heard me out when i was like#hey look I'm real into u and im very carnally attracted to you and also if we take it any further with you touching me (she ate me out in#the backseat of her car our first hang out 😵💫 never let anyone do that b4 her) im gonna cry and she was like “okay! thats okay!” and we#got to have beautiful sex and i got to pleasure her and then we sat together and she let me just cry it out (bc its not something i can#control. its not me its the kid) & it turns out if im given the space to cry a couple times in vanilla settings when adjusting to new touch#I'll not only Stop but become a beloved sex pet. also this is why i say im rarely seeking and dont like pickup play as much bc i am forced#to only top in most circumstances which is fun and all but i do desire being touched also yk? and shes the only person whos ever really been#THIS patient with me. and it makes me happy that i was finally able to explore and embrace#my sexuality and desires and sexy fears and like. yeah. idk. big ramble of many topics < 3
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finally got around to sectioning up my rev master-script so i have all the scenes with nice little organized heading sizes depending on particular factors! and this means i can say with actual confidence in my voice- this comic will be 7 chapters + prologue!
#i think i said 7 before but i think i also said 5 and thats because i just. HAD A HORRIBLY ORGANIZED SCRIPT#scripting is haRD like its *easy* but its really hard to organize in a way that makes sense to me#its a different flavor of writing from regular literature style. thats for sure#but i think this way is organized quite nice!!#drawing wise- chapter 1 is totally finished- chapter 2 has 3 1/2 more scenes!!#however that last scene is gonna be a wild time to draw so im expecting it'll take a while and i am in no rush!! 🪸#quail talks
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Amazing, take some of the side character demons from Evil Bound.
Vincie is a menace to Chuck and Chuck alone so in Hell, Chuck hexes his hand behind his back so that he isn't grabbed as much (and it's harder to pet him). Chuck is like the most irresponsible older sibling ever to demons though so Kelvin recruits him (as an older sibling vibe) to go help him get his ACTUAL older sibling from Earth. Chuck agrees. And then drags Vincie from Hell with them because no one else wants to babysit him and he refuses to unbind the hex just to re-hex when he returns to Hell.
In Hell, Kelvin actually doesn't appear much different than his human form! Like Kronos, the lines under his eyes are red in Hell but black on earth. Chuck however? In Hell he has wolf-ish ears and has a fur lining his neck (note the neck scars in human form). In addition to that he has four eyes in Hell (note the scars under his eyes in human form). Vincie just has horns in Hell. And! In Hell the hex doesn't have a silly looking "tied up" look, it's invisible unless Vincie strains it with movement and then its red text. But it shifts on earth to be visible.
Vincie's biggest agony for the entirety on earth is "dude it's colder here than in Hell I want a jacket to slip my arms into BUT I CANT BECAUSE IM BOUND".
#my characters#amazing show stopping rng wheel thanks#i have my oc plots on a wheel - thats 80 different options! wow! - and spun it#i spun twice and the first time it was the bodyguard plot that i drew a few days ago#the second time was evil bound#i genuinely think it new its a bad day and im not doing well so it took it easy on me with things id done recently#anyway ive never colored kelvin before which i realized today#i only have pencil art of him#also fun fact about their lil earth adventures#they fucking fail horrifically the first time they go and kronos doesnt go back#then they go back to try and get him to forcefully bring him back and theeeeen shit hits the fan#and so vincie is vibing with tolliver since hes basically useless without hands and then oops!#no more hex! and so he starts to get really super scared and tolliver is like uh isnt that a good thing your hands are free now#and vincie is horrified because the only way to break a hex from a distance is if the caster is near dead or dead#and if thats the case chuck is probably dead and that means what if kronos and kelvin are dead#how is he gonna get back to hell alone and is HE going to get punished for it#but then kronos and kelvin show up and take vincie back to hell with the not breathing chuck#but its fine in the end bc the succubi bring him back to ... life ? question mark? anyway hes revived#but vincie does have a part where hes just crying in tollivers apartment bc he thinks hes gonna be punished#for not helping the other demons and then they died#but chuck dying is basically why kronos goes back to hell - he feels responsible (hes at fault so good for him to own up)#vincie is one of the very few demons who doesnt have dark sclera#chuck vincie and kronos all have black sclera while the succubi have gray#i dont think there was ever a reason for it tbh i should make up a reason#time to go lie down and not exist the rest of the night if i can avoid it
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#art summary#i have to clear out my phone. im hoping that if i remove all the nier rein screenshots ill have space#im almost certain its all the rein screenshots cause. they’re bigger than most pics and i had a lot#otherwise im not cooked but god i hope its that easy#i dont make resolutions but i hope i draw more next year#the problem with art summaries is youll have months where you draw a lot#months where yiu draw 10 good things and then every other month is empty#but you drew. so you cant look at art summaries with emoty months and get sad#but like i didn’t draw as much this year lmao too much going on in my head#i was gonna say i rarely drew but i draw so much more than the average person#what i really mean is i didn’t finish anything#i was in my dA gallery the other day and I really used to draw a fully colored piece everyday on high school#absolutely mad. and we (me and my friends) all used to do it#i just had a thought: a majority of my friends draw <- thoughts for later#i had to answer the door so I forgot what i was talking about#i think that. what i was getting at was that behavior really screws up what’s a healthy relationship with art?#like when you’re a kid you have time and when you’re inexperienced and don’t know you’re more forgiving on your mistakes#whereas now if i draw one thing a week thats a job well done to me. im so busy i can’t take it out on myself and i dont#and of course the sms algorithm but I don’t play with the algorithm#but yeah everyone i grew up drawing with friends or ppl i follow stopped drawing or just posting a lot and I’ve been thinking about it a lot#an artist i really like used to post a whole bunch of art dumps everyday. just doodles on different series and i loved seeing them#but they stopoed posting. working on being that kind of artist for me. we got xx art at home situation#if any of that makes sense
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Getting rid of my fucked up old PTcruiser thats been sitting in my parking lot for years because I was scared of calling anyone to junk it but a 3 minute phonecall later and shes gonna be gone in 2 hours wow
#good bye you eyesore#sorry I couldn't take better care of you but my god you had so many problems i just couldnt keep up with#stayed up SOOOO late playing Reach with friends and im so very tired but im gonna nap and draw today whEEE#after i finish cleaning out this car#then i will have an actual parking spot in front of my apartment#groceries will be so easy now
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