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WIP#3
ever just re-read the whole WBK series, get the insatiable hunger to read fanfics to carry on your binge, don't find the fics you want, get an idea of the exact fic you want, then stare at your WIP in shame as you open a new WIP?
I feel like I just betrayed myself and the people waiting for an update on my WIP. I promise it's not abandoned ;-; I've just been experiencing perfection paralysis LMAO
anyway, it's a two chapter fic and I've got one chapter basically finished :D here's a sneak peak:
Summary:
The irony isn’t lost on Kotoha as she drags Sakura’s deadweight to the convenience store, that a year after they met— a year after he saves her for the first time —he has once again saved her from a creep. Except this time the stakes are higher, Sakura’s drugged, Kotoha is not in Makochi and whoever roofied Sakura is still after them. (Sakura will be having words with whoever invented drugs.)
Chapter 1:
Her phone rings once and Umemiya picks up her call, “Kotoha what’s up? Why are you calling me at…” she hears shuffling on the other side of the call, “2:30am?”
Keeping her breathing steady, Kotoha leans into Sakura like a clingy girlfriend to hide her phone squished between her head and shoulder.
“Onii-chan,” Kotoha hears Umemiya inhale sharply at that, and her heart skips a beat when she hears the crinkling of a can rolling behind them. “We’re going to reach the 7/11 near Orion Stars in five minutes please,” she pauses to steady herself when her voice cracks slightly, “come pick us up.”
All she hears on the other end is the sound of wind blowing before Umemiya speaks up again, “us?” It sounds like he’s sprinting.
Looking up into Sakura’s glassy eyes, guilt weighs heavily on her tongue and she manages, “Sakura came to pick me up but I think he got roofied.”
Umemiya swears and Kotoha almost falls over when Sakura suddenly lists to one side gagging. Slinging his hand over her shoulders, she slips her other hand around his back to rub soothing circles.
Her focus on Sakura is the only thing that stops her from flinching when she hears muffled chuckles from down the alley.
“Do not hang up. I’ll be right there, do you hear me Kotoha?” Kotoha’s heart clenches tightly at the way Umemiya’s voice shakes at her name. She hums in response as Sakura dry heaves into the pavement.
Jamming her phone into her back pocket, Kotoha holds back Sakura’s fringe as he retches again. “I’m so sorry Sakura,” Kotoha whispers at the pained wince on the boy’s face.
Turning to frown, no, squint at her— he can’t see properly her mind shrieks at her —Sakura mumbles some complaint or objection at her apology and presses a hand to his eyes.
“'oto…ha,” she hears him struggle. Not daring to look behind her, Kotoha steels herself and hauls Sakura up to have a better grip on the taller boy. Arms tensing and heart racing, she half-drags half-guides Sakura down the road, momentarily surprised by how light he is.
They need to put some distance between their stalkers and them, now.
#WIP3#Chapter 1/2#wind breaker#wbk#wbk anime#wbk manga#sakura haruka#kotoha tachibana#umemiya hajime#future fic#just one year more to make kotoha clubbing less illegal LOL#fanfic#so indulgent...#mild whump#sakura gets roofied oof#kotoho experiences herculean strength induced by female rage#to be published on ao3#04/25
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missed the mark by (looks at calendar) uhhh. hm. but I really wanted to do something for the 5th anniversary! happy five years to these idiots 🎉
#art#twisted wonderland#twst 5th anniversary#i'll stop for a while now i promise i just wanted to get this out#genuinely feels a bit weird to be 5 years in already huh!#that combined with having finally finished up episode 7...#oh no all the milestones hit at once help#hold on while i reminisce for a moment#because MAN i did not expect the anime disney boy game to become so special to me#(especially my little wet rat dragon and his family)#to be fair 2020 onward was uhhh let's say prime timing for a piece of silly and unapologetically indulgent media#(not to get too real here or anything but let's just say that. some of the stuff in 7 specifically did hit a bit harder than it should've.)#but also just. you know how it goes.#sometimes a thing doesn't so much speak to you as it reaches out and grabs you by the throat#with an intensity that shocks and bewilders no one more than you#and sure you can ignore it because having any emotions about media beyond faint scorn is of course the epitome of ~cringe~#but you could also just throw yourself wholeheartedly into it#and lemme tell you one of those options is a hell of a lot more fun#idk i'm just kinda rambling here#it's been a weird five years but i'm glad to have had these guys for it#and hey if nothing else it gave us meleanor#the inside of my brain at any given point is just the 'do it for her' meme covered in pictures of our late great dragon princess#i would not have it any other way
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Turning around an idea in my head recently :)
Lost Shepherd (Time Travel) AU
In which Truthless Recluse doesn’t experience rebirth and awakening upon shattering his soul jam, but the explosion of his and Shadow Milk Cookie’s combined power in a twisted space where all time coexists as one sends him back in time to his childhood.
When Pure Vanilla Cookie searches for his lost sheep, he finds a lost shepherd to take home as well.

#lost shepherd au#the most self indulgent thing I’ve made for cookie run kingdom so far#cookie run kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#calling older him dark vanilla cookie because dark vanilla extract is the same thing as pure vanilla extract for the most part#according to the internet at least#I had other thoughts but the first time I tried to post them the post was labeled as mature for some reason??#so maybe I’ll put them in another post with some doodles at some point
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(look at what i have to offer) — this is the spider's nest.
#wild life smp#grian#<- is that really... his tag...?#grian fanart#life series smp#wanted to also make him wear skizz's tie specifically bec i hc he cant tie it properly himself so its always lopsided#perhaps later on he then wraps it around his fist#anyway this was A LOT . simpler in my head. never again will i draw rails#eydidraws#my art#trafficblr#mcyt#self indulgent drawing for me . maybe ill post the original sillier sketches later :'D#also kinda failed but i wanted to give the illusion of 8 legs so shadow-arm-sleeve-coat (left) / shadow-arm-shadow-coat (right)#* extra edit for clarification: yes my wl! grian is wearing mumbo's jacket (all the rips) and skizz's tie (unharmed since he fell) :D#maybe when they resurrect next time ill draw them without it lmao
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oh what a joy it is to get to grow old
#one piece#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#woke up today with the urge to draw Law older (and happier)#it's very self indulgent but knowing that you survived this long and have still yet so much life ahead of you that is yours to shape#is a beautiful feeling#anyways hi everyone it's been a while since I posted new art here#my art
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ferris wheel
#filled to the brim with self indulgence#theyre in a ferris wheel btw#suselle#susie deltarune#noelle holiday#noelle deltarune#my art#deltarune#i like the idea of susie being so insanely foreign to the idea of being liked that she'll still doubt it even if someone kisses her#noelle kris berdly and ralsei will give their entire love to her and she will be so deep in denial and not notice shit#i also love drawing susie being soft
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Arcane season 2 ending made me too sad so yk what, everything is fine actually, Viktor is now a teacher at the Academy and he mentors young Zaunite students. That's how I choose to cope.
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane viktor#arcane jayce#arcane jinx#arcane ekko#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#jayvik#timebomb#arcane au#digital art#my art#clip studio paint#the amount of time I put into this piece is way too much for me lmao#I'm not used of drawing background that was a pain in the ass#but also I hid a few funny things on the blackboard feel free to look for it#very self indulgent#I'm craving Viktor and Jinx interactions they would have been such a cool duo in another life#Viktor being Jinx's mentor scratches my brain perfectly#I have so much thoughts about this au
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Stan is SUCH a girldad it makes my heart hurt
(Any ship taggers will be blocked on sight 🩷)
#he loves indulging mabels silliness#they're so sweet it makes me sick#stanley pines#stan pines#gravity falls#mabel pines#gravity falls mabel#gf mabel#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls stanley#grunkle stan#my art
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Feather and Crystal (I remember)
Set after wild life session 5, under the premise that dd gave each other a feather earring and a crystal necklace back in 3rd life <3 They can be seen in a lot of my past pieces, the og concept was from bugs buggsxp back during dl !!
#goodtimeswithscar#grian#desert duo#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#trafficblr#traffic smp#comic#my art#head in my hands THIS IS SO SELF INDULGENT AND TOOK WAY TOO LONG HAHHAHJWDHAWKJ#just thinking about. them both reminiscing about 3l...#also for clarification. grian basically had that necklace stashed in his back pocket except the back pocket is kinda the void#i made this comic mute and gave myself a giant headache istg LMAOGOJOASKDLADLWAK
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bakingformers where they all work at a bakery together and nothing bad ever happens
#transformers one#transformers#elita one#orion pax#d 16#b 127#bumblebee#d 16 just rips sentinel in half for fun#bakingformers#food critic sentinel#“um this cream puff is too sweet”#and d 16 rips him in half#😭😭😭😭#everyone is like 😧 IJOJHK:LDMRJL#this is sucha stupid AU#but its so cute and indulgent i cant help myself#im working on a very canon compliant animation rn too so im allowing myself to have fun#orion banned from kitchen#okay but slightly unrelated but i can NAWT see orion beeing a good cook#like maybe optimus yeah but ORION#orion cooks like the way a college frat boy would#d 16 making a very warming delicious stew while orion is eating the concoction he made from the various leftover ingrediants in his fridge#i like to think elita likes to indulge in making her pastries very pretty#she tries to act all noncholant about it but bee is like “WOW!! these are soo pretty! how did you do that!!!”#and all of a sudden shes all chalant#LOL#i think d 16 would really like making themed desserts LOL#megatronous prime cupcake and hes litterally shaking trying to frost it perfectly and hes trying SO hard LOOL
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i'll defend fanfic for my whole life. like the joy it brings is genuinely transformative and indulgent in a way unique to the genre. it isn't meant for a market, it isn't meant to be sold or marketed. it is born out of such care and passion for a media that one must write and must share it, so other folks can enjoy it to. for no other reason than love and joy. do you know how special that is? especially in our current social and political climate.
#lore loops#there's so many reasons i love fanfic and see it as this special thing#and folks have been taking crazy shots at the niche and fanfic in general lately#like crazy but the world is on fire. be hateful at the politician stripping away your rights and the capitalist billionaire paying his#employees pennies#be hateful toward the silicon valley ai techbros who think they're god and have a right to be god#to be upset with the indulgence and joy of fanfiction is just a projection ya know
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People worrying if their fic is too self indulgent like....... that is the point of fanfiction. You are supposed to indulge . Every fic is self indulgent
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I wish butch n femme balls existed. Not to b a fucking sap n a massive dyke but wow. Ugh even. Just wanna wear a gown n stilettos n have my honey greet me w a bouquet before we leave n we wear matching or complimentary jewelry n spend hours on my hair and makeup to impress. N then when we get there my honey will spin me around the room for a brief dance before grabbing something to drink, wine for me n whiskey for her, as we chat w other dykes n celebrate butchfemmeness. Or whatever
#thinkin thots#sorry everyone I’m tired n a lil high after work n feeling DRAB so we r imagining#n listen I know balls r just a flaunting wrath bourgeois thing#wealth#this is just a simple indulgence for the Eve#lesbian#i#femme lesbian#butch/femme#butch lesbian#womp womp
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more art for the last chapter of differential burdens in displacement! i couldn't resist the siren call of viktor teasing jayce at the end~
#jayvik#fic: differential burdens in displacement#i am....done? finished????#this has been a months long brainworm and i think i've finally scratched the itch hahaha#THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAS FOLLOWED ALONG ON THE INDULGENCE#now i can give attention to some of the other ideas i've had rattling around#no idea if it'll be more fic or art or what but i'm sure regardless of form it will be terrible self serving uwu#peace and love and science gays be upon ye#yallstart#arcane#i am going to read so much Other People's fic now bc it's MY TURN
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caleb loveessss it when you're on your period. not only does he get to cling to you and cuddle you like you're a teddy bear. he gets to rile you up.
he knows just how moody you are when it's that time of the month. all happy and sweet one moment before yelling at him the next. and then you're crying.
the colonel takes advantage of your fragile state to start little fights with you, watching with his puppy eyes as you get mad at him. that cute little furrow in your brow, your pouty lips, and sudden flush. he'll backtrack, claiming it was an accident when the start of your 'fight' was anything but.
and i say 'fight' because you're not really fighting. you're just going off at him as he sits there and takes it, gazing at you lovingly with that smirk. and when you're done huffing and puffing, he'll stretch out his arms and wait for you to give in.
predictable as always, you trudge over to him and collapse in his warm embrace, pouting and grumbling into his chest that he's a meanie.
"i know, honey. i'm sorry. you're having it tough right now, aren't you," he'll coo while stroking your back up and down.
and god forbid, if you start sobbing, then caleb will plop you down in his lap and pepper your face with kisses until your sobs turn into sniffles.
"do you wanna take a shower, pips?" he'll ask so sweetly, how can you say no? especially when it's exactly what you need.
he knows you better than you do on your period. he tracks your cycle rigorously, and he's more than willing to try anything with you to help ease your symptoms.
just not your moodiness.
cramps, headaches, trouble sleeping, sure thing. but the way you lash out at him so goddamn easily? nah, he won't give that up without a fight.
#hehehehehehehe i want him what can i say#i'm actually such a bitch on my period (which i'm on rn) so this is pretty self-indulgent of me#★’s works#love and deepspace sylus#caleb love and deepspace#lads caleb#caleb x reader#caleb xia#xia yizhou#lnds caleb
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what curious little pikmin creatures, fluttershy has found in her garden 🌱🌿🌸
#this is so self-indulgent and it makes me so happy teehee#fluttershys obsession with breezies would 100% also mean she’d adopt the pikmin IMMEDIATELY#anyways i’m really proud of this one 🥹#digital art#fanart#mlp#mlp art#my little pony#mlp fan art#mlpfim#fluttershy#pikmin#pikmin fanart#nintendo#nintendo switch
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