#so with this. hmmm much to think about
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hmmmm melzan's story may need a bit of an overhaul... but mainly in the protagonist & "main goal" sections. The overall story & many details are still the same as I last left it, but this important part that I could never really settle... could likely be settled with a protag/role change.
#project melzan#like no characters should be getting axed. but they may need to be shuffled around a bit#like Idel being a 'retainer' for the potential new protag instead of the previous protags#was looking over melzan stuff & went back to this part which im ALWAYS stuck on whenever i open the doc#bc the way things have been end up making certain parts feel... needlessly convoluted or done in ways i wouldnt really want#so with this. hmmm much to think about#another good thing abt taking a break from a project: when i come back im not as stingy about keeping certain things
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#carbono ship rambling ahead but...................................#really into the dynamic of omg the new fallen angel coworker at Hell is so cute and has no idea how really doomed we are#like...!!!!#(not saying Williams is Hell but the underdog team scraping in the mid field vs the high gloss ferrari life!! an adjustment!!)#so many options and tendrils for my rpf tinkering in the mind palace garage#both burned by rbr new coworker awkwardness to battle worn and weary together#Alex consoling Carlos after a number of consecutive finishes just outside the points and finding warmth in dreary weather ahhhhh#them cooking together!!! 😭🩵🩵 a Ghost-esque pottery scene around a golf swing!!#or bonding over pets or Carlos taking Alex on late night drives in a bittersweet ferrari#much to think about much to consider#and as a new(ish) fan still more for me to learn!!! Williams has much idk about yet#yayyy#anyways!!! I love hearing about more! excited to dive in#and don't get me started on then throwing in James ahhh the carvowles content has been dizzingly good too 😵💫🩵#our boss in Hell is really awkward but it somehow comes out immensely charming and there's a depth of sharp keen desire & ruthless knowledge#hmmm something something#fun to indulge in diabolical rpf imaginings while I gotta run to yet another work event!!! ahhh#potato gifs I should tag properly#carlos sainz#alex albon#carbono#autumn posts#brb y'all!! hope its a good day there!! or night or morning!! 🏙️🌃🌆
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the eepers
#me drawing this and then rauha rakkaani by johanna kurkela comes on my playlist#eriks tear throughs are my favorite part of his face idk why but theyre so delightful#kingdom come deliverance 2#kcd2#im just a fulltime kcd fanartist now am i. dammit#dont get used to it i'll lose steam soon and go back to two oc drawings a month#(though i did start playing the first game too so. hmmm)#istvan toth#kcd erik#isterik#hes 200 lbs and he decides when the hugs end❗#there is smth abt them both being vulnerable that tickles me#its a favored subject of mine (shoves my pile of scrap paper doodles of that exact thing in a cupboard)#especially erik what with it being said he sleeps and eats a little in general and p much stops entirely when istvan dies#much to think about.#im going 2 bed though
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love's shadow will surround - 6k T orufrey fic about a witch and a silverleaf
He's left the lights of his small house on, his tiny atelier, waiting - he likes to see the glint of it on the leaves, his light reach the tree here. Give him what he can. It's always a comfort.
But when his physical senses are dulled, it brings it all back like fog, the flashes of memory. Of that day, all of them around the twisted body. He cups a few straggling branches, letting the hurt filter through him, almost as if keen to. They called him the Witch of Light in those days, eulogise his work still - but that was his masterpiece.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#witch hat atelier spoilers#wha spoilers#placeholder illustration until i draw something good..proper..i can never draw something adequate right after writing#i suddenly wrote a fic? HUH?? i had the idea yesterday and just. wrote it. yesterday and today. Ok. it's REALLY sad. to me.#i saw an image of a blackboard with a message written by a japanese teacher that made me feel highly emotional thinking of qifrey#and it just tied together my silverleaf feelings in a way that i guess it just felt would be best actually written. Suddenly.#i cried a LOT while doing it bc it's SO heavy. Sigh. it's set in the future - oru is in his 40s. tired now...it's there to read#i don't know if even in this version of the future of wha it would even possibly work out like it does in this fic..i mean..i don't.#i don't normally like to write about things that are still up in the air =.= but shirahama just..she keeps it all too close to her chest#so i just kept things vague because who bloody knows. i just know that oru will be the one to save him. i just know this. and coco.#i want to know what will really happen. shirahama kamome... please tell me. i love qifrey so much. i love oru so much#i'm actually in the slow midst of writing a modern au orufrey tying so much together that might end up being VERY long. lol#wait why didn't i draw him with haggard long hair. *edits the image to make him more haggard* Hmmm..yes.
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Ya know, Castlevania tackled the concept that life after defeating Dracula could be difficult for a Belmont with Richter feeling like he’d lost all purpose and reason to go on living if not for saving others and fighting against something—
But, do you think any of them before him felt that way too?
I mean it sounds kind of miserable, being raised your whole life to be solely relied on for one moment… and then what? How do you handle the sudden shift to ‘not being needed anymore’? Evidently, most of them didn’t have very much happen to them after the events of their games since we don’t get to know—
But, do you think any of them ever got better? Do you think anyone before Richter ever learned how to live for themselves? Did Richter?
Anyway it’s 8 PM and I’m sitting around wondering if any of the Belmonts were still happy after their happy endings (debatable if certain ones got happy endings tbh but anyway), Konami can u check on them, I’m worried—
#like do you think Trevor ever stopped going out looking for stragglers#do you think he couldn’t convince himself it was ever really over after Curse of Darkness#what do you think Christopher thought about handing the whip over to his son#do you think ever he wished he didn’t have to— do you think he hoped somehow he’d stopped it forever that last time#do you think Soleil felt the same after he had to past it on#how long do you think Simon thought about how he could’ve done it differently— do you think he thought he didn’t do well enough#do you think Simon died feeling like the family’s second failure#do you think Juste felt like his encounter didn’t count#do you think he and Maxim felt similarly about needing to be important#hmm just a lot of things to think about#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#text post#akumajou dracula#incoherent rambling#let me tell you when I say I have headcanons about tiny intricacies of characters#I have headcanons about tiny intricacies about characters—#like here’s one: Simon puts his hands on or scratches the back of his neck as a nervous tic—#he likes the color byzantine he puts his eartails back when fighting cause they get in the way he sleeps on his face cause his back hurts—#he jokes about the bad situations he’s in he idolizes people way too easily and he takes everything people say to heart but doesn’t show it#I think he probs didn’t take beating Dracula the first time very well if Richter’s possession being inspired by his Quest means anything—#aoouggh then I take the ending of CV2 the way I do and mannnnnnnnnn—#do you think he knew people would care about and look up to him so much after that?#does anyone else think about things like this?#ah the tragedy of the Belmont family#hmmm anyway—
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I swear to god, DC fandom is the first fandom in my life where people are up an arms vagueposting about AU's and fics when they're not directly canon compliant all the time. I'm not even talking about the dreaded fanon, I'm talking about fics in general. Like???? Yeah I know this isn't how it goes in canon, what about it??? It's not supposed to! And also if only one person is writing that kind of AU, then the person seeing you whine about them writing the AU does know that you are talking about them. In my almost 30 years of life I've never seen this kind of behaviour before. Don't worry, since you don't know how the block button works, I'm going to do it for you! I'm a nice person like that <3
#can't even do one au that ignores ONE issue run like hmmm wonder how things would've gone if this didn't happen#and I get a dedicated post about me#how am I supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#I mean maybe I am a hypocrite because I refuse to treat jason as the worst person alive who everyone will hate forever#but will bring up the fact that bruce is also not perfect#bruce gets his mistakes and awful behavior forgiven so frequently that I think it's just fair for jason to get his as well#fandom salt#also just saying that when and if I write an au where characters DON'T like jason because of his past actions#even though jason has grown and changed and is doing quote un quote good now#how much would you bet that that au is considered character bashing everyone else
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okay. okay. batfam fic. is this a really late response? who cares (the answer is no, fuck you, it's perfectly on-time)! i just had a lot i wanted to say. so... let's start. i LOVEEE having a reader that's so aware? i just think - while i adore when readers kick and scream or whimper in trained obedience or whatever - there's something so scrumptious about someone who knows they're trapped and is trying to learn to maneuver carefully (even though it all goes to shit anyway). i can't help but wonder what would happen as time goes on. or immediately in the aftermath. would reader even be able to attempt to go back to pretending everything was normal? or would it just send them straight to where they were at the start? and then i think about everyone else. how would they respond? would the reader even tell them? in an effort to maintain normalcy, would they keep it a secret from the rest of the family? or would they be so distressed they'd be unable to? and then their response would really be the deciding factor in the family's response. if they pretended it didn't happen, how long would it take them to figure it out? and how would they respond to knowing they withheld that info? if they were distressed and told them, would they explode as a family? or would it worm into their heads as... a more concrete idea? if jason did it... why can't some of the others? i mean, i bet one of them would be willing to believe that the reader wouldn't have been so upset, if they had just been the one to do it. jason's so rough and rude, even without trying. he can be so mean. no. reader should have that experience with someone who is gonna be nice to them, who wants nothing but their pleasure, over and over and over and.... well, you get the point. personally, it felt so realistic to have the reader try and be calm and rational. i'm kind of passive when it comes to confrontation. i'd prefer to keep the peace. but.... well... i'm also curious. i probably wouldn't be able to stop myself from eavesdropping or snooping, especially if i knew it concerned me. i'd want as much info as possible, even if it made me sick. sorry this is so so long i'm gonna cut it off here just want to say i LOVED the fic. your batfam is my favourite. i love how you just make them all such freaks in their own way. none of them are safe.
ahh thank you so much! long asks like this in response to my silly little fics keep me fed for days T-T
plans for a continuation are still solidifying and i'd hate to give two much away, but prt one was very much the reader desperately trying to prolong the 'fucking around' phase (or, the not fucking around phase? ig?), whereas we've thoroughly transitioned into the 'finding out' stage of things at the time a continuation would pick up. they're all such poorly contained freaks when everyone's still trying to pretend they don't want to fuck their step-mom, it might take a little while to figure out how they'd behave once fucking the aforementioned step-mom is up for further discussion.
#i know people complain about certain characters being excluded but#god there are so many of those little freaks#i'm sorry duke i'm sorry barb#i'm excluding you because i think you're too good to be here#not because i don't love you#whether or not my personal favorite (steph) is going to be included is a matter of debate#on one hand i don't think she's that deranged#but on the other#her and tim are kind of nightmare twins y'know#hmmm much to consider#personal#anon ask
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dude i'm sorry for all the kanoshin posting but like the way shintaro immediately forgives kano for telling him as ayano how it was all his fault. what shintaro went through was so awful he lost all his friends and his Best friend committed suicide after apparently saying "it's YOUR fault for never noticing" like that shit does irreparable damage to ur well being bro. for all this time shintaro thought it was HIS FAULT that ayano killed herself
and when kano admits it was him who said that shintaro doesn't isolate it from everything else kano was going through at that moment, so he doesn't hold it against him and he forgives him so easily. and that bit is from shintaro's pov so when we switch back to kano and he's so guilty and sort of in disbelief shintaro doesn't hate him. sorry that entire part with kano's pov in the seventh novel reads SO extremely romantic towards shintaro it's crazy. maybe i'm just gay but "he used to smile at my sister in a different way than he'd smile for everyone else. now he's smiling at me just like that" girl. EXCUSE ME. i didnt even care about kanoshin when i first read the seventh novel btw and i was still like oh so kano's into him. got it.
like shintaro's the victim to probably the most cruel thing kano's ever done to someone and he FORGIVES HIM so for kano who hates himself it's like. something something he sees me at my worst and still has the nerve to be kind to me. something something.
and in between all that there's kido and mary like god shintaro ur so lameeee, and kano in his mind is like i think he's cool actually.... im not saying it out loud though. he's down so bad for him it's so funny because it switches from all those convoluted guilty feelings to kano sort of twiling his hair like omg he's so heroic. and it's kind of endearing
kano's crush on shintaro is infuriatingly well written it's crazy. and it's even crazier that it's by accident and then u read the stuff not written directly by jin like the anthologies and the manga and instead they go for the weird incest shit, it's so jarring lol. and i'm not saying jin intended for it to be romantic. in fact it seems to me at least like jin thinks haruka and shintaro are the gayest ones?? just from how he jokes around and stuff. but it's funny how he wrote all that for kano but NOOOO kano's like such a flirt with women he's totally a lady's man. what's REALLY gay is haruka and shintaro crying in front of each other. can u imagine, boys... crying and being vulnerable with each other... hahhh so gay!!! girl maybe but RIGHT before that u wrote haruka going on about how he realizes he's into takane romantically precisely because HE'S NOT into shintaro romantically. like it is very much a point he makes. sorry that was a side tangent. anyways.
#i need to stop starting every post with SORRY FOR TALKING ABOUT THIS AGAIN#as if i didnt make this blog to log in and talk abt whatever the fuck i want#i need to be more unapologetic#kagevinnie#kanoshin#also can u tell i literally dont gaf about haruka and shintaro as a ship LOLLL#likeee i get it?? and for a while i thought it was because i just love harutaka but i like takane with shintaro and or with ayano#but since haruka makes that point with how he sees friendships and stuff. idk. and i take what they say very serious to their characters#unless it's some weird gross shit jin writes like and then he thought she shouldnt swear because how will she find a husband :3 girl stfu#otherwise yeah i like really putting together all their thoughts and feelings in my hcs. it feels more authetic 2 me... theyre not my ocs.#i just organize it the info and make hcs based on it OK??#so to me any romantic haruka/shintaro is so much of He wouldnt fucking say that. from haruka at least.#since we dont have a lot from shintaro its like yeah ok i can see shintaro being gay with it#the gayest i can imagine is they make out once and haruka's like hmmm... im definitely not into you i can confirm now.#BECAUSE HE MAKES IT SUCH A POINT HIS PLATONIC BOND WITH SHINTARO sorry fellas i cant see it#they can kiss a little. but i dont think harukas heart is in it. he's a lesbian.#kagenalysis
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as much as I love n respect the permadeaths in Death Note, just imagine a world where L suddenly comes back / actually faked his death for five years or whatever and then reappears and Light finally feels feelings again for the first time in half a decade AND YET is trying his hardest to pretend he's fine / doesn't care that much / like oh fuck I guess I have to kill him even more but NO I CAN'T LET HIM DIE AGAIN IT WAS SO BORING THE LAST TIME HE DIED .... omg I need to see them being divorced queens
#legit im wanting to write this hahah like hmmm it would be so much fun. i have to think about it more#lawlight#p#death note
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whats your favorite way to beat the summer heat with your f/o? do you guys like to go out for ice cream, hang out at the pool or the beach? maybe just staying home with all the fans blasting and trying not to melt?
#yumeshipping#self shipping#selfship imagines#yumeship imagine#self ship imagine#last one is me ngl i am not a fan of going out especially not in summer. its been so hottttt im dying#i dont think either of mine would be too fond of going out either (for sure one of them at least) so they’d stay with me <3#maybe we could get ice cream though……and try to eat it before it melts and we get scolded for making a mess hehe#hmmm i should probably have a better way of referring to them this feels confusing. much to think about…….ignore me lol
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i just realised i only have my da ocs on my page. i do also have bg3 charas and dnd charas and my fhr sidestep... wondering if i should add them somewhere or make a separate page for them...
#my poor kids. i do also run a campaign that i shitpost abt smts so maybe i should but hm...#i should nuke my bg3 sideblog lmao i dont post about it that much anymore. i could just transfer the posts over here?#what do we think 😭 this blog is obviously da centric but hmmm
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Varadha's goofy ass boyfriend.
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(Also it's so funny the way I didn't realize in the first watch the reason that Deva was wearing long sleeve on his left hand the entire time was in fact to cover Varadha's demon seal tattoo and not just to cover his electrocution scars or fashion statement only lmao his goofy ass made that tattoo by himself and then later used it as a brand for Varadha 😭 if this wasn't the kind of devotion at the highest order. He literally offered Varadha his demon persona for him to use as some kind of guardian devil watching over Khansaar bringing fear to all his enemies. Also that's why you shouldn't be tattooing anything on your skin that's related to your lovers when you're drunk in love with someone because when you two became ex-lovers it's too freaking embarrassing to see or show those tattoos to the public eyes lmao)
#salaar#varadeva#prabhas#devaratha raisaar#honestly he was so goofy during all those scenes who he tryna impress by acting cute? us?#for me this doesn't look like a man who resented what ever happened between him and Varadha#perhaps he was just tryna mask his sadness#but nah my theory is that Deva wasn't burdened that much about whatever happened 7 years ago he didn't carry it around like guilt#in other hand it looked like Varadha was the one who became even more distant with himself and his humanity hmmm#also who says Prabhas as Deva didn't have much personality? come here we need to talk#Prabhas' Deva is perfect and also he is acting according to Neel's vision and he delivered#yes I know he covered it because he didn’t want people know about his association to khansaar#but it’s more funny to think he covered it because he didn’t want to remember his ex
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liu qingge, my brother, why would you even think that shen qinqiu's fated partner is you🤨⁉️👉🏳️🌈
#im sorry if my bestie is getting her fortune read and these low-key vague descriptions of her future partner are given#i would not in my life think that's me. i would be like ''hmmm. is there someone in your life that fits the bill?'' and start theorizing#yeah and we're BOTH gay btw. so#in conclusion: liu qingge is very much in love with shen qinqiu#svsss#scum villain self saving system#liu qingge#shen qingqiu#liushen#thinking about how painful it must have been for him when he realized his feelings#and see sqq w lbh and remember madam meiyin saying ''youre not his fated partner''
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Happy Pride, gay therapists (Patreon)
#Doodles#Clinical Trial#Lee Smith#Vargas#Edgar#Damned#Way to make friends Lee#Wander would also fall in under the umbrella but he's elsewhere rn it's fine lol#With how unrepressed he is it'd be no fun! Gotta pit the two Extremely repressed guys against each other lol#Each with their obsession with a stripey blue-haired genderfuck....#I'll go insane about it later#<Has already gone insane about it#Lol#Enjoying my tags brought to visuals? The fun of reading my tags - you get the text preview of my ideas in real time! Haha#Also! These doodles are much newer! I have like a full week's worth of sets in the drafts that I just Cannot edit hegh#So I ran an experiment with these and it worked! Yay!#I haven't played with my ink pens all that much and in a good long while - so! This paper has gotten increasingly difficult to edit#Midtones just unfriendly on the page - so I'm forcing the issue and making the lines Hecka dark#And also not leaving any pencil residue where there's not toning - which means No Sketching#These were made completely freehand-eyeballin' it haha - I think they turned out pretty good for that :)#I am admittedly very used to drawing 3/4th bust-ups lol all that practice paid off!#And this being a short idea made it easy to see through all at once :D My favourite!#I wonder how Scriabin would react to Lee... Plenty to dig at that's for sure hmmm#It really does tickle me that technically None of the current round of therapists would qualify according to the original rules haha <3#Lee is the closest but he still doesn't actually make the cut! And Edgar and Wander aren't even close haha <3#I think that's very fun personally ♪ DAX is against the rules so why shouldn't they be as well <3#It's fun to see everyone in weird circumstances! I mean it's fun to see everyone in general lol but to meet the expectations there#To be therapists or patients amongst each other ♫ How do they hold up under scrutiny!#Lee you better be careful or the Institute is going to take issue with your meddling :)
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look I love writing james' pov...he's my guy he really is...but I miss writing regulus' pov SO much lately I wanna be in that little freaks brain
#like I will always love James so much#hes so special to me#but regulus solos everytime#hes my number 1 forever#my bby fr#I miss being inside his brain#but sad James :( how I love writing sad James :(#and angry james#but REGULUS#ugh#I need my brain to pick which wip it wants to commit to working on#bc right now besides jrbb which is basically full written#im just bouncing around from idea to idea#I need my brain to land on something#and I need to then be inside regulus' brain#maybe the college au mayhaps#hmmm#much to think about#sars thoughts#sars brainrot#sar rambles#regulus black#James potter#jegulus
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Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee
dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning “hard to get at”, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.
jason “robo” robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobby’s nhl periodic table poems <3
#i had a couple different ideas for poems that were taken by the time i could go deranged for a couple hours to make this but as I looked#i was like WAIT NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE JASON ROBERTSON YOU HAVEN’T SEEN MY TEXAS CAM and had to do it. also was STRUCK with the#sudden immaculate vision of the Dallas D as part of terfenol-D and could not get it out & robo is the most dance! person i know on the team#liv in the replies#dallas stars#jason robertson#nhl periodic table poems#guys i am plagued with visions and no execution skills!! every day i come here and learn one new skill on GIMP the way god intended!!!#today it was emboss. also cannot claim any credit for the pulse to the magnetic beat photo which is so cool that was one where i had a#couple and was like maybe i can do like crayon shockwaves like the art process video kasper showed? and then found that picture and was#like thank you lord stanley for knowing my limitations. thank you for your understanding in this moment it was a trial enough to make#expand contract dance and one would THINK i would have fucking learned from the claude animorphs tragedy!! i did not. but i did use the#shear tool and 3D rotate so at least if we’re animorphing it’s SLIGHTLY better. anyway me frantically doing this like WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT#WAIT FOR ME YOU GUYS ARE SO FAST i keep seeing all of these and just spinning around in circles until i get dizzy & fall down I’m so happy#the drive folder for this is just called joy!!!!! because joy this is such a cool idea but now because it brings me so much joy#i just saw the Travis dermott one and burst into tears super normal AND someone did exactly what i wanted with hydrogen which was the water#the ice!!!!! it’s so perfect!!! and cody ofc did silver lord stanley. like does it ever make you cry how beautiful & creative everyone is?#anyway if you see me post and delete this and then update it or change it no you didn’t it’s fine. but i wanted to be included#if i could make the dysprosium letters not have a white background i would I simply could not fuck with it at 1AM. we are hitting send#it may not look like it but i queue#pretend i spoke at length about the reasons why i picked all the pictures & the element just know that it’s there inside my brain u can ask#GUYS I TAKE IT ALL BACK I SAW NEONFRETRA’S ISOTOPES AND I COULD MAKE THE EDITS EVEN THOUGH THEY’RE THERE!! ISOTOPES!!!! YOU GUYS!!!!!!#get ready for the edits then. dylan magnesium my beloved child of stars who can never return… like i wish i could say anyone else but it’s#i KNOW number nineteens bismuth don’t make me Google how many years nolan played hockey but also there’s ej for stable so.. also half-life#actinium claude giroux my beloved… when i saw there already was a claude i thought maybe Brady too for that#I don’t know how but flerovium doubled magic is percolating in my brain as was promethium bad boy because I was like hmmm. tyler. but#couldn’t commit and THEN SOMEONE DID BAD BAD LEROY BROWN TYLER BERTUZZI TO PROMETHIUM AND BESTIE I AM KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH!!! with cons#anyway shane wright germanium with juraj slafkovský but showing him very obviously not missing it. if jack eichel was not an asshole#the narratives WOULD be narrativing. you could argue for a sidovi here with the calder cup and potentially a best friend stealing narrative#(the most recent is cam yorke’s acquisition of jamie d from trevor zegras which would then require a yorkie one for silicon the other side)
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